Topic: A Moment of Calm

Victoria Granger

Date: 2016-07-03 05:35 EST
Quiet time was rare at Maple Grove, especially now that the family was growing and the Grove was getting more crowded, but that was a good thing. The excitement of a few nights ago that had brought Isabelle and Ryan to Rhy'Din and their subsequent whirlwind wedding had died down, leaving the inhabitants of the main house up to their usual daily routines, at least until the next time some family member or other brought their adventures to the Grove. With Emily and Benji tucked in for the night and Cosmo watching over his charges, it left their harried parents a little time for quiet before they, too, turned in for the night.

Thankfully, the news that twins were on their way had galvanized Humphrey into making the arrangements to enlarge the suite Jon and his family shared, and that meant that these days, Emily and Ben were a whole 'nother room away from their parents when they went to bed. The children had taken it surprisingly well, and the extra distance meant that Jon and Vicki had fair warning of their children's approach first thing in the morning, too. But for now, that quiet time when the children were in bed was treasured, especially since it wasn't going to last for much longer.

Vicki groaned as she sat down on the couch, leaning into Jon with a smile. "You need to have lunch with Mataya sometime soon," she warned him affectionately. "She's going to want to rant at you about me quitting when the maternity leave crops up."

"Are you sure you want to quit or just go part-time?" he asked. His P.A. had done the same thing recently, and he'd offered her as few hours as she wanted, just to keep her on board. As efficient as Sol was, he just wasn't Liv, and he knew Mataya felt the same way about Vicki. He slid his arms around his wife, his hands resting against her baby bump, which was growing at an alarming rate.

She sighed softly, letting him lay his hands on her bump. They'd be able to feel movement on the outside sooner this time around, given the cramped environment in there, though it wouldn't be for a month or so yet. "It seems greedy, to take payment for doing sod-all, which is what she offered me," the redhead admitted ruefully. "She suggested making me a consultant to the design department - essentially attending one meeting every two months to approve of designs and sign off on them. It just seems ....I don't know. Fraudulent. And she won't let me do it for free, either. I already asked."

"Really?" he asked, arching a brow down at her. He knew Mataya wouldn't want to let go of her, but he didn't know she had offered his wife a consultant position. "How much is she offering to pay you?" he asked, curiously. In his opinion, it was only fraudulent if she was getting paid more than she was worth, and he knew she was worth quite a bit. Ironically, it was the same argument she'd made for Olivia.

"Too much," Vicki sighed softly. "She wouldn't even let me try and negotiate her down. I get that she doesn't want me to leave, but I trust the team we've put together over the years, and they deserve a chance to show what they can do without having me lurking over their shoulders all the time. I just ....I'd like the opportunity to submit design ideas to them occasionally without them feeling as though they have to do it because it's me."

"Every few months isn't all the time, Vic," Jon pointed out, helpfully. "Okay, so what would you like to do?" he asked. Now that their family was growing again, he wanted her to decide how involved she wanted to be, if at all. It was her decision to make, after all, not his or Mataya's.

She was quiet for a long moment before she spoke. "You know what used to really piss me off when I was little?" she asked softly, moving on the answer her question without expecting him to guess at an answer. "The way that my dad wasn't home for me when I got out of school. Or if he was home after school, he wouldn't be there before school. I missed him, and I didn't know how to tell him that. I think, even if Mum had been alive and around all the time, I still would have resented him working so much." She looked up at Jon. "The truth is, love, I don't have to work. And yes, I know it's taken a long time to realize that. But I don't want our children to struggle with not having me around when they might need me. Yes, you're here most days, but when you're rehearsing and performing, it's hard work for you to handle the children as well, and sometimes I'm late home, which means you're in a rush. That isn't fair on any of us."

To his credit, Jon was a good listener. It wasn't a trait he'd always possessed, but these last few years he had changed, and whether she knew it or not, Vicki was a big part of that change. He rubbed her tummy gently while she got to the heart of her feelings, never judging, only listening and trying to understand. He couldn't deny that it was hard when he was juggling the kids and rehearsals and performances, but so far they'd managed to make it work - and yet, with twins on the way, it was going to get harder. "Are you sure you're gonna be happy just being a mommy?"

"I think I will be," she said thoughtfully. It helped that she'd talked this over with Elle before ever broaching it with Jon and then Mataya. "Truth is, I'm happiest when I have the time to just be mum and wife, when I'm not rushed by deadlines or stressed by whatever's gone wrong at the theater on a given day. It might not always be like that, but while they're small, I want to enjoy them. And I want to enjoy you, too. I feel like we don't get to spend a lot of time together these days."

Jon frowned, wondering if that was partly his fault. After all, his time was stretched between rehearsals and performances and classes, too, and while he liked staying busy, he needed time with his family. "Maybe I should cut back, too," he said, though he wasn't sure where that cutting back would be. He could give up teaching classes, but it was only a few hours on Saturday mornings and though nervous at first, he found himself really enjoying it.

"No, you shouldn't," she told him firmly, guessing where his mind had gone. "Jon, you get so much out of teaching. You enjoy it, you enjoy them, and you'd miss it if you gave it up. I won't miss working, that's where the difference lies. So long as I get a little time to myself every now and then, I really do think this will work out best for all of us."

"Well, I'm not doing any movies. I've already told Sol that I don't even want to look at scripts, unless something extraordinary comes along." He and Mataya had been talking about producing another Rhy'Din-based film, but there was no rush. "I just want you to be happy," he told her, touching an affectionate kiss to the top of her head. And whatever made her happy, made him happy.

She laughed softly, covering his hands with hers as they relaxed together on the couch. "Well, you've got the Seven Towers to look forward to patronizing when it's renovated," she pointed out with a grin. "Those kids are really enjoying their stay in The Eagle, so I hear. The staff might not be enjoying it so much, but for the kids, it must be like being on holiday for a couple of months."

"That's not a job, Vic," he replied with a chuckle. It really wasn't. He only considered the work he did to earn a paycheck a job, and so, volunteering didn't count.

Victoria Granger

Date: 2016-07-03 05:36 EST
"But you enjoy it, that's the point I'm trying to make," she laughed, rolling her eyes at him. "You light up when you talk about it, the way you light up when you talk about acting or teaching. I love to see that, I really do."

"You don't enjoy work anymore?" he asked, a little surprised to hear that, though that seemed to be what she'd been trying to tell him. Or she just enjoyed being a wife and mom more than earning a paycheck. There weren't many women who seemed to feel that way, these days. As much as Mataya loved being a mother, he doubted she'd ever willingly put her career on hold. Maybe that was what Vicki was afraid of - that Mataya wouldn't understand.

"Oh, no, I enjoy it, I just ..." She sighed softly, wondering how to explain this. "I don't need it to be happy anymore. I chose my career because it would bring me to you, and despite everything, I felt closer to you when I was working. But I don't need my work to feel close to you anymore, love. I need you, and I need our children, and I have no idea how to explain that to Mataya. She must think I'm abandoning her."

"Wait ..." He furrowed his brows as he tried to understand what she was telling him. Even after being together for nearly six years, he had not quite completely comprehended what she was telling him until this very moment. "You became an art director solely because you thought it would bring us together?" he asked a little incredulously, though he must have known this already. It had been his influence on her life, his journey to her past, that had influenced who she'd become and what choices she'd made. He hadn't thought about it in some time, and he wasn't sure how he felt about it. He remembered how when he'd first come back from that journey how he'd felt like he'd cheated; he'd also felt the grief at witnessing her mother's death. "Vicki, I want you to do what you want to do."

"Jon, you are what I want to do," she reminded him with a smile. "With you, I'm who I want to be. Look, there were any number of ways I could have found myself here. I didn't have to go into the art side; I could have become an actor myself, or a technician, or a director. I could have done anything. But I chose design because I enjoy art; I enjoy creating things with my hands. You didn't make that decision for me, after all. I made that decision, and I'm glad I did. I enjoyed working my way up the ladder. But to be honest, I have much more fun making things with Emily and Ben than I do designing sets right now, and who knows" With time on my hands and no deadlines or stresses, I might find another way to express myself."

The brief look of panic on his face subsided when she explained herself further. While it was certainly flattering that she'd centered her life around him, he didn't want her to someday resent him for it or to feel like he'd held her back in any way. He'd tried hard not to influence her during his trips to her past, and yet, knowing her as he had, he couldn't help himself - he loved her, after all, and couldn't imagine his life without her. "There are times when I wish I'd met you sooner," he admitted with a frown. Though he didn't remember his own past prior to about six years ago, he knew he'd had a troubled past, at best.

Raising her hand, she stroked his jaw gently. "It's tempting to wish that," she agreed softly, "but I don't think we'd be where we are if it had happened sooner. I had a lot of growing up to do, and so did you, in a way. What we have ....it was worth the wait."

"That's not what I mean," he said, but there wasn't much use in brooding about it. The ends justified the means, and Jon often wondered just how much Dom had hoped for when he'd sent him back to witness Vicki's past. "Sometimes it feels like I have no past. Like my whole life started when I met you," he told her quietly. They didn't often talk about the event that had taken his memory or any of the more troubling events that marked their pasts, separate or combined, but somehow it seemed important that they acknowledged it every now and then.

"I know," she smiled gently. "But without your past, whether you remember it or not, you wouldn't have your family, your friends, your reputation. You're a good man, Jon, no matter what you were like before we met. I'm the lucky one here; I got to marry the famous actor I crushed on for most of my life, and he turned out to be the best man I've ever known."

"I owe all of it to you, Vicki. If it wasn't for you, I'm not sure what would have become of me," he admitted, mirroring the gentle smile on her face. It was true - if it hadn't been for her, he really had no idea where he might have ended up. Dead, possibly, or worse, undead. "I know I've said it before, but you're the best thing that ever happened to me, but it's not just about me. It's about us now, and I will support any decision you make."

"Any decision?" she asked impishly, never one to linger on the serious when he presented her with something impossible to avoid making a joke of. She laughed at life all the time, and she was slowly teaching him to do the same. "So if I decide to call the twins Septimus and Andromeda, you'd completely support that, would you?"

"Okay, within reason!" he replied with a chuckle. After all, there were a few decisions she might make that definitely wouldn't make him happy but which were also very unlikely. "You realize they'd get shortened to Timmy and Andi, right?"

Laughing, Vicki shook her head. "Both nicknames I hate, by the way," she allowed in amusement. "Do you have any ideas for names" At least we know we're getting one of each so neither one of our current monsters can complain about being outnumbered."

"I assume Thing One and Thing Two are out," he teased, the mood lightened by their laughter. They hadn't really had much time to think about names yet, and there was still plenty of time left. "What do you think about Diana?" he asked, tentatively. "Maybe for a middle name?"

"For your mother," she said softly, her smile gentling as he offered this idea. "I like Diana, but it might be a little old for a child these days. We should definitely look for a name that goes with Diana, though." She squeezed his hand fondly, winking up at him. "That's one half of one name done already!"

"And maybe Christopher for our son," he suggested further. "Or Christine." If they were going to honor his mother, it was only fair to honor her father, as well.

"How do you feel about Laurence Christopher?" she asked curiously. "Laurence shortened to Rory, obviously." The name had popped into her head, but it seemed a little old for a child once again. "Is it too elderly for a baby boy?"

"Laurence is, but Rory isn't," Jon said, though that was just his opinion. "Rory Granger. It doesn't sound too bad, but it kind of rhymes with Cory Granger," he pointed out with a chuckle.

She snorted with laughter. "Oh, that's a good point," she agreed. "No Rory, then. But I'd like to have a few options beforehand this time. The surprise with Ben was lovely, but it was weirdly stressful trying to think up a name when he was being tagged in the hospital."

Victoria Granger

Date: 2016-07-03 05:37 EST
"It fits him though, doesn't it?" he asked, shifting a little on the couch to get comfortable, his hands idly caressing her bump. "Maybe we should come up with a list and then narrow it down."

"Yes, a list would be a good idea," she smiled. "Hang on." Throwing her arms forward to get a good bit of momentum for getting onto her feet, she rose from her sprawl against him, moving so they could accomplish two things at once - Jon could get more comfortable, and she could grab a notebook and pen.

But instead of making himself comfortable, he got up to wander into the kitchen and get himself something to drink. "You want anything while I'm up?" he asked as he perused the fridge. Were he to guess, he might presume she'd like a cup of tea, but now that she was pregnant, she wasn't quite so predictable.

"Would it be really odd for me to admit to wanting a glass of milk?" she asked, surfacing from her desk with the required notebook and pen to make her way into the kitchen in his wake. "I need to get something for the heartburn sooner rather than later, I think. It's already feeling cramped in there."

"White or chocolate?" he asked, as he pulled the carton of milk from the fridge. He obviously didn't find her request strange, considering her condition. This wasn't the first pregnancy they'd gone through together, nor was it her oddest request.

"White," she chuckled. "Ben will have the world's biggest tantrum if I finish the chocolate milk before he gets his glass with breakfast." She sat down at the kitchen table, writing in the notebook. The names that were indisputable went at the top - Diana and Christopher. The rest of the page was separated by a line drawn down the middle.

Laurence had already been vetoed, if only because the eventual nickname of Rory was too close to Cory and stood to cause eventual confusion. He handed her a glass of milk, leaning close to touch a kiss to her cheek before going to fetch something for himself. "Okay, so where do we begin?"

"Thank you." She smiled at his kiss, glancing up as he wandered back to make a drink for himself. "I think we should just start with names we like," she considered thoughtfully. "We can shorten them down to names that go with Christopher and Diana, and ....I don't know. Maybe we should ask Ben and Emily which names they like from that shorter list when we get there?"

"Emily will probably suggest Elsa or Anna," he replied with a chuckle at their daughter's obsession with Frozen, at least, until the next latest, greatest story for girls came along. "There is a Kristoff," he added with a smirk, as he made himself a cup of tea.

Laughing with him, Vicki dutifully put those names down on their virgin list, knowing it was going to go through many revisions before they had a short list they were happy with. "I quite like Elsa," she admitted reluctantly. "Although Em will be horrified if she has a little sister called Elsa who doesn't have blonde hair and magic powers."

"Okay, so maybe not Elsa," he said, knowing the chances were greater they were going to have a brunette or a redhead than a blond, and he didn't want to disappoint his daughter. "Don't we still have that baby name book around here somewhere?" he asked, setting his tea on the counter to rummage around in a drawer.

"Back of the craft drawer," she told him absently, tapping the pen against her cheek. "How do you feel about Phoebe? I've always liked it, but I didn't have the guts to admit to it when Emily was born."

It figured she'd know right where the book was, despite not having had to use it in a while. He shrugged his shoulders as he moved to the craft drawer to rummage there. "It's okay. It doesn't really grab me, if you know what I mean." And there was the book, right where she said it would be. "A-ha! Got it!" he exclaimed triumphantly as he returned to the table.

"Okay, not Phoebe, then," she conceded, chuckling at the triumph with which he produced the baby name book. Well, it was certainly one way to spend their evening together. Going to bed too early usually resulted in their still talking hours after they should have been asleep - something learned the hard way. "Madeline?"

"Maddy for short?" he asked. "I kind of like that. Write that one down," he told her as he flipped the book open at random. "Hmm, what about Charlotte" Too old fashioned?" he mused aloud.

The pen moved on the page as she added Madeline to the list, with Maddy in brackets. "Hmm ....I'm not sure about Charlotte," she mused. "It's a very pretty name, but calling your daughter Charley or Lotty almost seems to be forcing them to be a tomboy or a girly girl, regardless of their own preference."

"Okay, about about Abigail?" he asked, tossing out another name at random. The little book was full of names, but they might not know what to call their children for sure until they got a look at them.

"Abigail has potential," Vicki smiled, writing the name down easily. "We're bound to give these two nicknames of their own, so names with inbuilt nicknames will help!" She chuckled, leaning back as she sipped her milk, rubbing a hand over the bump. "Ava" Or maybe Eleanor?"

"Hannah' Amelia" Kylie" Molly?" he asked, listing names at random as he came across them. He wasn't too sure about Kylie; it probably sounded a little too much like Kaylee. They also had to consider how the name sounded when paired with Diana.

"I like Amelia, but it's very close to Emily," she pointed out. "What about Kate" Or Georgia" Either of those spring out at you?" No doubt the list would go through many revisions right up to the day the babies were born, but it was nice to be making a start.

"I like Kate, but not Georgia. It doesn't sound right with Diana," he said, pausing to take a sip of his tea. "Ava is nice, too, but not Eleanor. Eleanor will end up Ellie, which is too close to Elle."

"All right, Kate and Ava," she nodded, writing them down, too. "We can always add to the list as the ideas come to us. We can tack it up on the board. But what about boys' names" I'm fighting the urge to write down Robin here."

"Robin?" he echoed, looking puzzled before he got the joke and laughed. "Do you really want to do that to your son?" he asked, flipping to the part of the book that listed boys' names.

"My grandparents did it to my dad," she told him with a wicked grin, but it was patently obviously that Vicki would never do that to a son of theirs. "He got so much stick for it - he still does!"

"Which is exactly why we aren't doing it to ours," he pointed out, though he knew she was just teasing. "Hmm ..." he murmured as he perused the boys' names. "William, Aiden, Mason, Logan?" he asked, for starters.

"William, I like," she nodded, quite happy with that one. "I quite like Logan, too. What do you think" Oh, wait ....William would make his initials W.C." She snorted with laughter, groping for a tissue as milk dribbled out of her nose.

Victoria Granger

Date: 2016-07-03 05:39 EST
Jon rolled his eyes, chuckling at his wife's sense of humor. "Only you would think of that," he said. "Okay, how about Liam instead. It's short for William. Liam Christopher. Are you okay with L.C.?" He smirked.

"Elsie?" she asked, trying not to laugh again. "Oh, L ....C. Gotcha. No, that works. I just ....Sorry, I think like a child, you know that." Grinning, she wrote Liam and Logan down, mopping at the stubborn drips from her nose. "Attractive, huh?"

He snatched a napkin and leaned close to dab at her nose. "Very," he teased, an amused grin on his face. As far as he was concerned, she was beautiful, milk dripping from her nose or not. Besides, her sense of humor was one of her best traits and it helped keep him grounded.

"Should I gib a big blow?" she asked as he dabbed at her nose, fluttering her lashes as innocently as she could. This was a woman who had learned to look as at home in designer gowns as she did in pajamas and covered in glitter glue, so letting her husband blow her nose was nothing these days. "Quite glad I didn't go for the chocolate now," she admitted cheerfully. "Cocoa in the schnozz is a bad experience I don't want to repeat."

"I'll take your word for it," he said, giving her nose a final pat before tossing the napkin in the trash. She was quite possibly the only woman he knew who could dribble milk from her nose without looking disgusting.

"I wouldn't recommend it," she agreed cheerfully. Her eyes scanned their list thus far, wandering over to take a look at the book in his hands. "Patrick might work. Or ....oh! Zachary!" She looked genuinely pleased with that one. "It's not a run of the mill name, but it's not an older generation type name, either."

He had no objections to either name. "Put them on the list!" he said, eyes scanning the pages as he flipped through the book. "Has Elle mentioned names yet?" he asked, curiously, taking another sip of his tea.

"No, but she keeps giggling every time Dom suggests a girl's name," Vicki chuckled as she wrote down these two names. "She's trying so hard to keep it a secret from him. She wants the sex to be a surprise." She looked up at Jon fondly. "Should I have kept the twins thing from you? Blindfolded you when we went in for the scan?"

"What about Connor or Brayden?" he asked, looking up from the book at her question. "She's having a boy?" he asked further, looking a little surprised. The last time he'd talked to Dom, he'd said they both wanted it to be a surprise. "Twins would be hard to keep secret, Vic," he added with a smile.

"Yes, she's having a boy," she confirmed. "And I swear, if you let it slip to Dom, you will suffer." The pen bopped him on the end of his nose warningly, though she was laughing at his point about their own pregnancy. "I dunno. I bet I could have put on loads of weight to hide it. Free pass to eat constantly for eight months, I could have done that!"

He smirked, mischief lighting up his face, though he would at least try to keep it a secret from Dom. At this rate, Dom was going to figure it out himself before long if Elle kept giggling every time Dom suggested it might be a girl. "Yes, but I think with twins it's best to be prepared, don't you?" he asked, pausing a moment as another thought came to mind. "Who else knows ....that we're having twins, I mean?"

"The only person I told was Elle," Vicki mused thoughtfully, finishing her milk as she leaned back. "So that would make Lena, Des, Dru, Humphrey, and Elle. Why, did you want to keep it a secret from everyone else?"

There was that mischievous smirk again. "Just Miranda," he replied. Because once Miranda knew, everyone would know. Not just family, either. She meant well, but she was not the best at keeping secrets. Then again, she'd managed to keep her own daughter's existence a secret for over twenty years. Maybe that was why she was so bad at keeping secrets now.

Vicki stared at him, and burst out laughing. "In that case, you'd better warn Bethany and Gabi not to blab to her," she told him in amusement. "They'll both guess how many are in here, they've done it themselves."

"I don't mind if she finds out eventually. Just not right away. I kind of like it being our little secret for now," he said, reaching over to run his fingers against her tummy, which was going to get a lot bigger before she was through.

"Yeah, so do I," she admitted, leaning into him with a warm smile. She looked down at his fingers stroking over her bump, her smile softening at the gentle way he touched her. "At least I'm not being measured up for any formal gowns any time soon. No wonder it was a struggle getting the bridesmaid dress on for Elle's wedding with two in there."

He chuckled at her comment. "In this family, you never know." Though as far as he knew, there were no marriages immediately pending. "Isabelle was a surprise," he remarked, regarding the latest in the long line of Granger marriages.

"Well, I suppose we shouldn't have been that surprised," Vicki murmured thoughtfully. "Mind you, I'd never even seen the woman before Elle and Ash got married. Was she always that drop dead gorgeous" Seriously, she doesn't even seem to realize that one half-decent smile would stop hearts in a few of the places I've lived in!"

Jon frowned, reminded of the fact that his memory didn't go back that far. "I don't remember," he admitted regretfully, though he had seen a few photos and Dom had filled some of the blanks in his memory. "She and Caro had some falling out or other years ago, and she hasn't been back much."

"Sorry, sweetheart." She reached up to draw him close, kissing him tenderly. "She seems happy with this Jax guy, anyway. That's all that really matters, isn't it?"

"Yeah," Jon replied, though his smile was still a little sad. "I just wish they'd let bygones by bygones," he said, though he had no idea what the rift had been about and he wasn't about to ask. He was pretty close to Caro, but he didn't know Isabelle well enough to ask and thought it was better if he minded his own business.

"Well, they've talked," his wife reminded him gently. "I doubt they'll ever be friends, but they've buried the hatchet enough to be in the same room without killing each other. And it's really none of our business. Some people never get over breaks like that, love. That doesn't make either of them saints or sinners."

"I guess not," he replied. There were plenty of family members who didn't get along or who had left Rhy'Din never to be seen or heard from again. He supposed it was just the way things were.

"You're moping," Vicki pointed out, tweaking his nose as she smiled. "No moping allowed. No angst, no worrying about things outside your control, no pouting unless you're trying to seduce me. Them's the rules, buster."

He couldn't help but smile at that. It was hard to stay depressed too long with Vicki around. It was in good part why they got along so well - they balanced well of each other.

"C'mon, put me to bed," she suggested. "I fancy a snuggle and a grope before I start snoring tonight." With a wink, she rose from her seat, ripping the names page from the notebook to pin it onto the corkboard next to the fridge.

"Are we groping you or me?" he asked, blue eyes bright with mischief as he moved to his feet to wash out his cup and accompany her to bed. It didn't really matter either way. Neither had any complaints about their love life, as evidenced by her state of pregnancy.

"Both, let's see who wins." She chuckled, shaking her hair back from her neck as she watched him wash up. "But first, I get to watch that backside wiggle while you brush your teeth. One of my favorite views ever, that one."

"My backside wiggles when I brush my teeth?" he asked, arching both brows. He hadn't heard that one before, but he didn't doubt his wife often enjoyed the view.

"Mmhmm," she grinned, reaching for his hand to draw him out of the kitchen as she turned the light off. "Like puppies rough-housing in your knickers." Now there was a mental image worth conjuring up.

He laughed at the comical description of his backside. "If you say so!" he said, letting her draw him out of the kitchen to their privacy of their bedroom. The door closed quickly after them, and what happened afterwards wasn't privy to anyone but them.