July 30th, 2014
One thing Rufus Bennett had re-learned about Miranda since they had been brought back together again was how very difficult it was to restrain the woman when she set her mind to something. Quite how he had managed to keep her feet firmly on the ground for the last twenty-four hours was beyond even him to guess at - she'd been attempting to wheedle him into going to Earth ever since Jason had called them with the news that Bethany had gone into labor. At 31 weeks, the twins were premature, but not so much that there was any significant risk to them.
Rather than allow Jason to be overwhelmed with people wanting to pace with him and offer advice that probably had no bearing on his situation, Rufus had somehow managed to keep Miranda in Rhy'Din for an entire day and night, but he could hold her back no longer. At least by now Beth and Jason would have had the chance to get some sleep and prepare themselves for visiting hours.
It was true - Miranda had been on pins and needles ever since they'd gotten the call letting them know Bethany had gone into labor. Though it wasn't unusual for a woman carrying twins to go into premature labor, that fact didn't help Miranda's nerves any. She had been pestering Rufus for well over a day, even going so far as to threaten that if he wouldn't go with her, she'd go alone, until at last he agreed. She had both their bags packed almost instantly, as if she had already prepared for this inevitability months ago - which, in fact, she had. By the time Rufus was ready to go, Miranda was practically crawling the walls with excitement and anxiety. Her baby was having a baby of her own, and she needed her mother - at least, that's how Miranda saw it.
Of course, it didn't help that the portal they eventually went through brought them out virtually on the other side of the city to the hospital where Bethany was staying. Once safely in the taxi, however, Rufus attempted one last time to try and calm his wife down - it wasn't that he wasn't concerned for their daughter, but he had faith that if anything had happened that was to be concerned about, Jason would have informed them. "Angel, please try not to crawl the walls," he said gently, capturing her hand as the taxi maneuvered its way through the streets. "I am sure that everything is perfectly fine. They would have told us if anything had gone wrong, and all we've had was a single phone call this morning to assure us that we are grandparents."
She made no comment about the wall-climbing, too worried about their daughter to point out that, technically, there were no walls in the taxi. She let him take her hand, finding comfort in his touch, though she looked no less anxious. "I've always been there for her. I should have been there, Rufus," she explained for the hundredth time, her forehead crinkling with worry.
Now was not the time, Rufus thought, to remind his worried wife that their daughter had quite firmly put her foot down and demanded that no one but Jason was coming to the hospital with her. "You have to let her go at some point, love," he said softly, curling an arm about her shoulders to draw her to him. "She'll always need you, in some capacity. You are her mother; that is a relationship that cannot be broken. But she is a wife now, and a mother herself." He smiled in his wry manner. "Not that those facts are going to stop us from staying here for at least a month, just to see them settled in."
"Why do I have to let her go?" she asked, looking to him with tear-filled eyes, despite the happy circumstances that had led them to this conversation. "She's my daughter. Your daughter! I know she has Jason now, but....There are things that only a mother can do for her child."
"And you will continue to do them for her and with her for many years to come," he promised his suddenly distraught wife, squeezing her gently. "But you do need to step back a little, love. If you had been here overnight, what do you think would have happened" Would Jason have been thrown out of the birth of his own children" Or would you and Anna have come to blows" Don't forget, we were not the only ones asked not to come in. Anna, too, has been waiting all night."
"Don't be silly, Rufus. I would never have had Jason thrown out. I have never tried to come between them. I know how much he means to Bethany. I'm just..." She frowned a little, wondering if she really needed to explain all this to him or if he already knew. "For years, Bethany was all I had. She was all I had left of you. I don't love her any less now that I have you back and she has Jason. I'm her mother, Rufus. I am just worried, that's all."
"I know, angel," he assured him, tenderly stroking her hair back out of her face. "But you will never forgive yourself if you go into that hospital room looking as though you've kept yourself up all night worrying. We are minutes away from seeing them for ourselves. Try to ease your mind. I hate seeing you so distressed and with no way to help."
She frowned at him, lifting a hand to touch her fingers against his cheek. "I'm sorry, darling. I don't mean to upset you. You do help, just by being here. You are the voice of reason in my life." She sighed, turning to lean her head against his shoulder. "I suppose I am worrying for nothing. If anything was wrong, Jason would have called to let us know."
"Exactly." Rufus nodded, kissing her temple as she settled against his shoulder. "All he had to say when he called at five was that mother and babies had come through hale and healthy, and to tell us when the visiting hours are. I'm sure if there had been anything else to say, he would have managed it, even through the yawning."
She heard all that, knew all that, understood all that. That wasn't the problem really, at least, not completely. There was something else bothering her, something she was having trouble putting into words, and though Rufus was right - Bethany was an adult now with a husband and children and life of her own - she was having trouble reconciling it in her heart and her mind. "She doesn't need me anymore, Rufus," Miranda told her husband quietly, her face half buried against his chest. "Our little girl has grown up and doesn't need us anymore."
"Oh, my darling." He wrapped his arms around her, kisses gently dropped into her hair as he held her safe against that realization. "Bethany will always need you. No one could ever replace you. Who is it she calls when she has a worry' Who is it she calls just to hear her voice? She's grown up, yes, but a part of her will always be the little girl you taught and sheltered."
She said nothing, only nodded against his chest, letting his voice and his embrace comfort her. She knew he was right, and yet, there were times when she felt she had lost her little girl for good. She had grown up far too fast, in Miranda's estimation, and though she was proud of the woman Bethany had become, there were times when she missed the little girl.
One thing Rufus Bennett had re-learned about Miranda since they had been brought back together again was how very difficult it was to restrain the woman when she set her mind to something. Quite how he had managed to keep her feet firmly on the ground for the last twenty-four hours was beyond even him to guess at - she'd been attempting to wheedle him into going to Earth ever since Jason had called them with the news that Bethany had gone into labor. At 31 weeks, the twins were premature, but not so much that there was any significant risk to them.
Rather than allow Jason to be overwhelmed with people wanting to pace with him and offer advice that probably had no bearing on his situation, Rufus had somehow managed to keep Miranda in Rhy'Din for an entire day and night, but he could hold her back no longer. At least by now Beth and Jason would have had the chance to get some sleep and prepare themselves for visiting hours.
It was true - Miranda had been on pins and needles ever since they'd gotten the call letting them know Bethany had gone into labor. Though it wasn't unusual for a woman carrying twins to go into premature labor, that fact didn't help Miranda's nerves any. She had been pestering Rufus for well over a day, even going so far as to threaten that if he wouldn't go with her, she'd go alone, until at last he agreed. She had both their bags packed almost instantly, as if she had already prepared for this inevitability months ago - which, in fact, she had. By the time Rufus was ready to go, Miranda was practically crawling the walls with excitement and anxiety. Her baby was having a baby of her own, and she needed her mother - at least, that's how Miranda saw it.
Of course, it didn't help that the portal they eventually went through brought them out virtually on the other side of the city to the hospital where Bethany was staying. Once safely in the taxi, however, Rufus attempted one last time to try and calm his wife down - it wasn't that he wasn't concerned for their daughter, but he had faith that if anything had happened that was to be concerned about, Jason would have informed them. "Angel, please try not to crawl the walls," he said gently, capturing her hand as the taxi maneuvered its way through the streets. "I am sure that everything is perfectly fine. They would have told us if anything had gone wrong, and all we've had was a single phone call this morning to assure us that we are grandparents."
She made no comment about the wall-climbing, too worried about their daughter to point out that, technically, there were no walls in the taxi. She let him take her hand, finding comfort in his touch, though she looked no less anxious. "I've always been there for her. I should have been there, Rufus," she explained for the hundredth time, her forehead crinkling with worry.
Now was not the time, Rufus thought, to remind his worried wife that their daughter had quite firmly put her foot down and demanded that no one but Jason was coming to the hospital with her. "You have to let her go at some point, love," he said softly, curling an arm about her shoulders to draw her to him. "She'll always need you, in some capacity. You are her mother; that is a relationship that cannot be broken. But she is a wife now, and a mother herself." He smiled in his wry manner. "Not that those facts are going to stop us from staying here for at least a month, just to see them settled in."
"Why do I have to let her go?" she asked, looking to him with tear-filled eyes, despite the happy circumstances that had led them to this conversation. "She's my daughter. Your daughter! I know she has Jason now, but....There are things that only a mother can do for her child."
"And you will continue to do them for her and with her for many years to come," he promised his suddenly distraught wife, squeezing her gently. "But you do need to step back a little, love. If you had been here overnight, what do you think would have happened" Would Jason have been thrown out of the birth of his own children" Or would you and Anna have come to blows" Don't forget, we were not the only ones asked not to come in. Anna, too, has been waiting all night."
"Don't be silly, Rufus. I would never have had Jason thrown out. I have never tried to come between them. I know how much he means to Bethany. I'm just..." She frowned a little, wondering if she really needed to explain all this to him or if he already knew. "For years, Bethany was all I had. She was all I had left of you. I don't love her any less now that I have you back and she has Jason. I'm her mother, Rufus. I am just worried, that's all."
"I know, angel," he assured him, tenderly stroking her hair back out of her face. "But you will never forgive yourself if you go into that hospital room looking as though you've kept yourself up all night worrying. We are minutes away from seeing them for ourselves. Try to ease your mind. I hate seeing you so distressed and with no way to help."
She frowned at him, lifting a hand to touch her fingers against his cheek. "I'm sorry, darling. I don't mean to upset you. You do help, just by being here. You are the voice of reason in my life." She sighed, turning to lean her head against his shoulder. "I suppose I am worrying for nothing. If anything was wrong, Jason would have called to let us know."
"Exactly." Rufus nodded, kissing her temple as she settled against his shoulder. "All he had to say when he called at five was that mother and babies had come through hale and healthy, and to tell us when the visiting hours are. I'm sure if there had been anything else to say, he would have managed it, even through the yawning."
She heard all that, knew all that, understood all that. That wasn't the problem really, at least, not completely. There was something else bothering her, something she was having trouble putting into words, and though Rufus was right - Bethany was an adult now with a husband and children and life of her own - she was having trouble reconciling it in her heart and her mind. "She doesn't need me anymore, Rufus," Miranda told her husband quietly, her face half buried against his chest. "Our little girl has grown up and doesn't need us anymore."
"Oh, my darling." He wrapped his arms around her, kisses gently dropped into her hair as he held her safe against that realization. "Bethany will always need you. No one could ever replace you. Who is it she calls when she has a worry' Who is it she calls just to hear her voice? She's grown up, yes, but a part of her will always be the little girl you taught and sheltered."
She said nothing, only nodded against his chest, letting his voice and his embrace comfort her. She knew he was right, and yet, there were times when she felt she had lost her little girl for good. She had grown up far too fast, in Miranda's estimation, and though she was proud of the woman Bethany had become, there were times when she missed the little girl.