Topic: Christmas Wishes

Lisbeth Granger

Date: 2016-12-14 02:22 EST
Cedar Lodge was having a late night - the first of many for the next month. As the clock wound on toward eleven o'clock, the car trundled into the driveway, disgorging two excited little girls and three adults. Brynne, however, was quick to catch her own bundle of fun, pulling Lila away toward their own house with lots of laughing goodbyes. It was a scene that was going to be repeated almost every day for the next three weeks. Left by the Lodge, Lisbeth pulled her key out of her pocket as Zahan twirled toward Edward, launching herself into the air in the absolute certainty that he would catch her.

Fortunately for Zahan, Edward was on his toes tonight - figuratively speaking, anyway - and caught her around the waist with a chuckle before setting her back on the ground. "Just so you know, I'm not much of a dancer," he warned her, and he certainly wasn't trained in ballet.

Giggling, Zahan squeezed him tight for a moment, seizing his hand to pull him up onto the porch behind Lis. "Did you see me giggle?" she demanded to know for the umpteenth time. "I so giggled when they were doing the old people dance, Lila pinched me to make me stop!"

Chuckling softly, Lis glanced at Ed over their daughter's head as she unlocked and opened the door. "Something tells me we may have created a monster," she intimated in amusement, stepping aside to let Zahan barrel inside and divest herself of her coat.

"By that definition, we are old people," Edward pointed out, though Zahan had barreled past him into the house so fast, she probably hadn't heard him. He chuckled at her energetic exuberance. "She has more energy than both of us put together," he remarked, and it was well past her bedtime.

"I think she will run out of energy before she gets to the end of her drink," Lis predicted with a smile, closing the door behind them. "Put your tights in the basket, mija," she called to Zahan as the girl opened up her bag. "I'll make sure they are clean again for tomorrow."

"Yes, Mama!"

Footsteps retreated through the house to the kitchen as Lis smiled at Ed. "She was so good," she said proudly. "I think her teacher is right to put her into the next level. She was so graceful, and she is only newly en pointe."

Who could have predicted years ago when they'd first met, that the little girl he knew then would one day not only become his daughter, but a budding ballerina, too' But life was strangely unpredictable like that, especially in the Nexus. And who would have thought he'd have met someone like Lis to love and to share his life with' She was a special surprise he'd never seen coming. "Every time she calls me Papa, I have to pinch myself," he remarked as he closed the door behind them and shed his boots and coat.

"Don't pinch too hard, or I'll make you explain the love bites to her when she notices your bruises," his wife teased him, shucking off her own coat as Zahan came back into view.

"Do I have to go to bed right now?" the girl asked plaintively. "I'm too awake to sleep, I'll just sit up and be bored, and who knows, I might make myself have nightmares, and then I'll be awake all night, and I won't be able to go to school tomorrow." How was that for an attempt at a day off"

He took Lis' coat from her and hung it in the closet, along with his own and their daughter's. "You remember the promise you made, right?" Edward asked her. A promise that involved going straight to bed after performances so that she didn't miss any school. On the other hand, he wasn't so stern that he didn't allow for a little leeway with the rules. "What do you think, Lis?"

Snorting with laughter at being put in that position, Lis rolled her eyes at the pair of them before turning her attention to Zahan. "I think that there are only four days left of school, and you aren't going to miss any of them," she said warmly, making her way toward the kitchen. "Even if you are up all night tonight, you will go to school tomorrow."

Zahan looked absolutely aghast, silently appealing to Ed for a little back up here.

Edward shrugged, having trouble hiding the smirk on his face. He didn't really care all that much one way or the other if Zahan missed a day of school or not, but he also didn't want her developing any bad habits. "Milk and cookies, and then it's off to bed," he replied, making that small concession, hoping to reach a compromise between wife and daughter.

A grumpy look crossed Zahan's face, but she knew better than to push her luck. She was lucky she hadn't been sent straight to bed the second they got back into the house. "Fine," she sighed, turning to pull her boots off her feet.

Lis' face appeared around the doorway into the kitchen, an inquiring smirk aimed at Ed.

He nodded his head at Lis and gave her a thumbs up while Zahan was busy taking her boots off. "You know we're proud of you, right?" he asked, as he turned his attention back to his adopted daughter - a girl he loved with all his heart and had known almost all of her life. "You were really good up there, Zay."

Zahan missed Lis disappearing back into the kitchen, straightening up as Ed spoke to her. "Really?" she asked, and for the first time all night, she wasn't full of bluster and over-confidence. Zahan was in love with dancing; she desperately wanted to be a ballerina professionally, and just to be on the stage at the Shanachie was an enormous step for her. But she'd advanced from beginner to advanced intermediate so quickly, she hadn't had time to absorb the fact that ballet really did seem to come naturally to her. "I did good" Miss Merry said she'd be at the dance studio on Wednesday evening, if I wanted to go and practice the snowflakes some more after class. I think I should, I don't think I was very good tonight."

"Nonsense," Edward replied upon hearing her sudden lack of self-confidence. "Why don't you think you were very good?" he asked, taking a seat beside her while she took off her boots. He'd thought she'd been the best dancer up there, at least as far as the snowflakes were concerned, but then he also knew he was more than a little biased when it came to her.

"I stumbled, and I wasn't very graceful," she complained with a frown. "And my toes were a bit achy, so I was all stiff. I want to be the best I can be, but I wasn't tonight, and I feel bad because it was the first night and everyone was so excited about it."

He hadn't noticed any of those things, but then he wasn't exactly impartial when it came to her. "Opening night jitters," he suggested, tossing an arm around her shoulders and touching a kiss to her cheek. "Come on. Milk and cookies and some sleep. Tomorrow is another day."

She nodded, cuddling into his side. "Thanks, Papa," she murmured, hugging him fondly. "And you looked really smart tonight. Aunt Brynne said she felt like she was wearing her pajamas standing next to you and Mama."

"You weren't expecting us to go in our scrubs, were you?" he teased, giving her a one-armed hug before taking her hand and pulling her to her feet along with him. "Better get the milk and cookies before your mother decides it's time for bed," he warned, good-naturedly. She really was an easy child to love, if only she believed in herself as much as he did.

Lisbeth Granger

Date: 2016-12-14 02:22 EST
"Yes, but Mama's wearing heels," Zahan whispered in awe. Given that Lis was more likely to be barefoot or in sneakers on any day you could care to name, just the heels was enough of a shock, even without the form-fitting dress that went with them.

Catching that awed whisper as she came out of the kitchen, Lis smiled at the pair of them. "Just think, mija, I showered, too," she teased, moving to set the tray she carried down on the coffee table so they could get comfortable.

"I knew there was something different about you," Edward teased as Lis added her two cents. He tugged Zahan by the hand to lead her into the living room where milk and cookies awaited. Such a simple treat, but one that she never seemed to take for granted. "You both looked beautiful tonight," he said, touching a kiss to Lis' cheek before claiming a spot on the couch.

"You are so charming, Eduardo," Lis laughed, easing down onto the couch. One hand reached out to tug Zahan down between them, passing a cup and a couple of cookies into the girl's hands. "I am very proud of our little ballerina," she agreed with Edward fondly, kissing Zahan's hair affectionately as their daughter beamed, curling up in between her parents to munch quietly on her cookies.

She was growing up far too quickly for Edward's liking, but in many ways, she was still the same little girl he'd met all those years ago in Africa. "I'm a very lucky man to have two such lovely women in my life," he told them both, and that wasn't even counting his sister or niece. He wasn't just laying it on thick though; he really did feel he was the luckiest man in Rhy'Din.

"Are you asking Mama to get laid?" Zahan asked suddenly.

Lis choked on her mouthful of tea, sitting forward as she coughed and spluttered. "What makes you say that?" she asked the girl.

Zahan shrugged innocently. "Lila said that her Mama said that when a boy says you're beautiful or lovely or something like that, he wants to get laid," she explained tiredly. "What's getting laid?"

Thankfully, Edward was not sipping tea at the time or he probably would have choked on it, too. As it was, his mouth dropped open, momentarily too stunned to speak. "I will have to speak to my sister," he murmured to himself, clearing his throat before attempting an explanation. "That, young lady, is something you will learn about when you get older."

Zahan pulled a face. "You say that a lot," she informed Ed. "I'll ask Aunt Brynne."

Lis bit her lip, trying not to laugh. The difference between their parenting style and Brynne's was becoming clearer every day.

"No, you will not ask Aunt Brynne," Edward countered with a sigh. "And Lila shouldn't be repeating such things, but since she has, getting laid is a crude term for making love," he explained, though it was hardly likely she knew what that meant either. And why was he explaining this" Wasn't this something mothers should be explaining to daughters"

"What's making love?" was the inevitable question that followed.

Lis smiled, taking pity on Edward. "Making love is what adults do together when they are in love," she explained gently. "In private, where other people can't see. It is another way of saying that they have sex, but making love is considered to be an expression of emotion as much as a physical thing. And your father is right; Lila shouldn't be repeating things like that."

"It's something you do with someone you love, which can sometimes lead to making a baby," Edward explained further, but that was about as far as he wanted to do with an explanation, unwilling to explain all the complicated nuances of his statement. "It's not something you have to worry about right now, love," he assured her. "You'll learn more about it when you're a little older."

"Don't you and Mama make love, Papa?" Zahan asked curiously, hugging her empty cup to her chest as she looked up at her father. "Only you don't have a baby. Maybe you're doing it wrong."

"I said sometimes," he informed their daughter. "Sometimes it happens and sometimes it doesn't." He glanced at Lis a moment before looking back at Zahan. "Would you like to have a baby brother or sister someday?" he asked, curiously, though he and Lis had not really discussed the possibility lately.

She seemed to consider this for a long time, absently twirling a strand of her carefully relaxed hair about her finger. It had taken a lot of pleading to let her have her natural hair relaxed, and she would probably want to go back to natural at some point, but for now, she was enjoying having hair that was more like Lila's when it was straight. "Would you still want me if you had a baby?" she asked thoughtfully.

"Oh, goodness. Of course, we would, sweetheart," Edward assured her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders to pull her into a hug. "We will always love you, whether we have a baby or not," he told her, touching a kiss to her brow. Maybe she didn't know how desperate he'd been to adopt her and how crushed he'd been when he'd been denied, and she'd gone to live with someone else.

Easing close to Zahan's other side, Lis completed the circle of their arms about their daughter, smiling as the girl giggled a little at being smothered in their affection. "You are our girl, mija," she said softly. "Our first girl, and no one will ever be able to take that away from you. I think you should kiss your Papa before he starts crying." She offered Zahan a comical wink, taking the cup from the girl's hands as Zahan twisted about to hug Ed tightly about the neck, kissing his cheek.

"S'okay, Papa," she promised. "I love you, even if you never ever get laid again."

Maybe Lis knew him a little too well, but Zahan's timing couldn't be better, her remark getting a chuckle out of him that helped ease his worries. "I don't think you have to worry too much about that," he told her, with an almost embarrassed smile in Lis' direction. "Go on, say goodnight to your Mama, and get ready for bed. I'll be up to tuck you in in a few minutes."

"Okay." Pleased with herself for making Ed laugh, Zahan twisted to hug Lis tightly in her own turn, kissing her cheek in goodnight before dragging herself to her feet and heading up the stairs to change for bed.

Smiling, Lis leaned back against the couch cushions. "I think you need to talk to Brynne again," she chuckled softly. "Those girls share everything."

"It won't help. Brynne is Brynne. She isn't going to change," Edward replied with a sigh, once he was left momentarily alone with Lis. He glanced at the stairs where Zahan had disappeared and frowned. "She's growing up too fast, Lis."

"Querido, you knew she was not going to stay small forever," she said gently, stroking her knuckles against his cheek. "You shared those years with her, as much as you could. But it is you she turns to, you she considers her father. You are the constant male presence in her life, from her earliest years. No matter how old she grows, you will always be special to her."

Lisbeth Granger

Date: 2016-12-14 02:23 EST
"She is the daughter of my heart, Lis. She will always be special to me," he told her, though she already knew this. "She's been through so much. I just want her to be happy."

"She is happy, querido," she promised him tenderly. "She glows when she smiles now. There have been no nightmares for many weeks, no tears and no upsets. But you cannot force her to be happy all the time. She is growing up. She needs us to be consistent with her, more than ever."

"No, I know that. I only worry that I'm doing things right," he admitted - the same worry most every parent has had since the dawn of time. But what was right and what was wrong" Each child was different and needed a different upbringing, but no matter how many mistakes they made, it was at least clear that they loved her. "I should go tuck her in," he said, secretly lamenting the day when she no longer needed or wanted him to do that anymore.

"Yes, you should," Lis agreed with him. "And then I think you need a nip. So I will see if I can find that whiskey Dominic gave us while you are settling our girl to sleep."

"And just why do you think that?" he asked, the slightest of smirks on his face. She always tended to suggest that when he was worried about something or other and thought it would help him relax, when the truth was all he really needed was her.

"Because you have the early shift in the morning, and you have this little dip between your brows that says you are thinking too much to sleep properly," she informed him, touching said dip with a gentle fingertip. Smiling, she leaned close to kiss him. "Shoo."

"You know me too well," he said, smiling a little into her kiss. He hadn't even begun to discuss some of the things that were on his mind, but he had to admit that he was, for the most part, happier than he'd ever been in his entire life. "I won't be long," he promised, before moving to his feet and up the stairs to Zahan's room.

"Take as long as you need," she reminded him, rising herself to tidy away the remnants of that late night snack before starting the hunt for the elusive whiskey.

He knew he wasn't going to be long because as soon as Zahan's head hit the pillow, she was going to be out. He rapped lightly on her door to let her know he was there. "Zay?" he ventured quietly. "Still awake?"

His daughter was sitting on the end of her bed, massaging her bare feet the way he had taught her to on the advice of the ballet instructor. She yawned through her smile as she looked up at him. "I'm almost done," she promised.

"Can I come in?" he asked further, as he pushed the door open a crack. She was getting older now, and he was trying hard to respect her need for privacy, as she was going to demand it in the coming years as she grew and matured.

"Of course you can," she laughed wearily, stretching her legs out to wriggle her toes. Hopefully her feet wouldn't ache quite so much tomorrow, but it was all a learning experience.

He stepped into the room, only after he had her permission, even though he was her father and had every right to be there. He had been feeling a little awkward with her lately, as she transitioned from the little girl he'd fallen in love with into a pre-teen, readying herself for independence. He glanced to her feet, knowing how they ached after she was done dancing. "Want a massage?" he asked, amicably.

"No, I'm done," she assured him with a smile. "Mrs. De Luca showed me how to pad out my toe shoes properly yesterday, and it really worked. It didn't hurt at all when I was up on my toes on the stage. She says I'm going to get corns, like hers."

He frowned just a little to know she didn't even need him for that. The older she got, the less she would need him, and yet, he'd always be there for her, no matter what, even if he and Lis had a baby or two. "I'm sure it will be a while before that happens," he assured her with a soft smile. "I'm proud of you, you know." That much was true. He'd felt a swell of pride and joy to see her up on that stage, knowing how hard she had worked for this and how much she'd wanted it.

Zahan giggled softly, inching back to slide her long legs under the bed covers. Nothing could possibly make her happier than to know that Ed was proud of her, but she had no idea how to tell him that. It didn't seem like the sort of thing you told your father, almost as though it should be taken as read. "Did you and Mama enjoy it tonight, Papa?" she asked hopefully, nestling down to lay her head on the pillow.

Edward tucked the covers around her before settling himself at her bedside if only for a moment or two. He'd never really had the opportunity to enjoy the simple pleasures, like tucking her into bed and such, until recently, and he was determined to make the most of it as long as she'd let him. "Very much, Zay. Did you?" he asked, turning the question around on her, though he was pretty sure he already knew her answer.

"It was so amazing," she beamed, her whole face lighting up with sheer pleasure. "There's so much happening backstage all the time, and then when you're out in front of the people and dancing, the music is just so powerful, and I loved it. I really loved it. I really, really think this is what I want to do."

She was young to be already choosing what she wanted to do for the rest of her life, but he certainly couldn't deny that she had talent. "It will take a lot of hard work, Zay," he warned her, but then, doing anything really worthwhile usually did. "The director approached me while you were at rehearsal," he started. "He wanted to tell me he thinks you have talent and you show lots of potential."

"Really?" Awestruck was a good word for the expression on Zahan's face as she absorbed this information. She'd worked very hard to earn the place she'd been given in The Nutcracker, and it was always nice to hear that the work had been worth it. "And you don't think he was just being nice?"

"No. If he was just being nice, he wouldn't have been so insistent that you keep taking lessons. He even offered to work with you privately for no charge. I don't think he'd do that if he didn't believe you have potential, do you?" he asked, reaching for her hand, a smile on his face that was full of pride and affection.

Zahan's eyes were wide with amazement. "And ....and you and Mama wouldn't mind if I did that?" she asked hopefully. It couldn't have been more obvious that she was desperate to take up the offer that had been made to him.

"Why would we mind? We want you to be happy, and dancing clearly makes you happy," he replied, his smile widening and warming. "This is your decision, Zay. Your mother and I will support you, no matter what you decide. But we don't want you to push yourself too hard. We want you to have fun, too."

"Oh, I will," she promised, nodding happily. "I will, I promise. I love dancing. But I love you guys more, and if you said so, I'd probably stop doing so much dancing, but I'd probably complain about it a lot, too."

Lisbeth Granger

Date: 2016-12-14 02:24 EST
"We don't want you to stop. We just want you to have time to enjoy your childhood, too." He gave her hand a squeeze, his expression turning serious. "I know you're in a hurry to grow up, and I know you haven't had the best childhood, but I want you to enjoy life, Zay." Childhood was fleeting, and she was already in her pre-teens. It would only be a few years before she was a teenager, and then the innocence of childhood would be gone.

She frowned in concern as she looked up at him. "Why don't you want me to grow up, Papa?" she asked him, with a child's uncanny ability to ignore everything that had actually been said and instead cut straight to what they thought was the point of the conversation.

He didn't bother trying to make excuses or deny the fact that he was in no hurry for her to grow up. She knew him too well to lie to her or even stretch the truth. "It's not that I don't want you to grow up. I know it's going to happen sooner or later, and I know I'm going to be just as proud of the young lady you become as I am of you now, but I'm just in no hurry for it to happen." He sighed, unsure how much to tell her, but not wanting to lie either. "I've missed so much with you, Zay. I just want to enjoy every moment, you know?"

"I can't make it happen any faster or any slower," she pointed out to him. "It takes years and years to grow up. And just because I grow up doesn't mean I won't still be around here to have fun with you and Mama. You and Aunt Brynne still have fun with Grampa and Gramma, and you're old."

"Yes, thank you for reminding me," he replied with a smirk, regarding his age, though he didn't think he was all that old yet. How could he make her understand that watching a child grow up was a bittersweet thing - knowing they were going to leave the nest someday, but proud of them for doing it. "It's all right," he said, patting her hand before tucking the covers around her again. "You just be yourself and enjoy every minute. That's all I ask." He leaned in to touch a kiss to her forehead, loving and protective.

"I will, Papa." Smiling, Zahan kissed his cheek before settling down against the pillow once again, letting out a soft sigh as her eyes fell closed. It had been a long day, and tomorrow promised to be just as tiring, but that weariness was worth it.

He lingered a moment to watch her settle down to sleep before turning the light off and tip-toeing toward the door. He glanced back at her one last time with a whispered, "Love you, sweetheart," before he stepped out and closed the door. In some ways, he felt as though he would have liked to have stayed and watched her sleep all night, but he knew he needed to let go a little - to let her find her own way, to let her learn to grow up, with him and Lis right there to love and guide her.

Speaking of Lis, she was leaning against the rail at the bottom of the stairs as he came back into view, inspecting the sole of her foot curiously, her heels hanging from her hand. She glanced up as he came down toward her. "How quickly did she fall asleep?" she asked with an indulgent smile.

"As soon as I stopped talking, I think," he replied as he met her at the bottom of the stairs. "She's worn herself out." He leaned in to brush his lips against hers in a show of affection. "What about you? Should I tuck you in, too?"

Leaning into him, Lis let her shoes drop to the floor as she curled her arms about his waist, trading kisses back and forth for a long moment. "I will only let you put me to bed so long as you promise not to expect me to fall asleep until I have finished with you," she murmured to him impishly. She might not have been the boldest, or most risque, of women, but with Edward, in private, she had finally learned to just express herself.

"Aren't you the one who told me I have to be up early in the morning?" he asked with a smile, taking a break between kisses and gently sweeping a strand of dark hair form her forehead.

"Well, I could hit you on the head with a hammer, but then you would have a headache when you wake up," she pointed out with a tease to her smile. "Come to bed, querido. I will need help getting out of this ridiculous dress, anyway."

"I'd also have a concussion," he pointed out with a chuckle. "Ridiculous or not, you look gorgeous," he added, touching a kiss to the side of her neck. Whether he had to get up early or not, he hadn't forgotten her offer to help him relax.

She let her body lean into his, stroking her hands over his back as his lips brushed her neck, answering that kiss with her own whispering against his ear. "I could hardly let my family down by appearing in jeans on such an important occasion, could I?" she murmured, closing her eyes as she lingered in his embrace. "Come, to bed. You will not sleep until you have exhausted yourself."

"And just how do you plan on doing that?" he asked with a hint of a smirk, since they both already knew the answer to that question. Having a daughter hadn't really done much to dampen their sex life, but then Zahan wasn't a baby.

No one could do innocent quite like Lis. The wide eyes, the look of angelic confusion, the batting lashes ....she was a master at it. And now she was pointing that expression right at Edward. "By loving you, of course."

He smiled in amusement at the look of innocence on her face. She might have been innocent once, but no more. "Of course, and I shall likewise love you," he promised, with a teasing waggle of eyebrows, as he took her hand to lead her toward the master bedroom.

Laughing softly, she followed along quite happily, pausing only once to look in through Zahan's door to make sure their daughter was sleeping peacefully. Thus satisfied, she ushered Ed into their own room, and proceeded to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that not only was she no longer innocent, but that it was entirely his doing, too.

He hadn't exactly taught her the ways of lovemaking, so much as they'd taught each other - exploring and learning a little more about each other everyday. Just when it seemed they knew each other completely, one would surprise the other with something new or different, until it almost seemed like there was no end to the possibilities.

But the best part was always afterward, when they were sated, lying together in each other's arms, lazy and languid with love. It was then that a very special smile would touch Lis' lips, setting her eyes a-glow with a look that was only for him as she whispered loving words in the Spanish that would always come more easily to her than the common tongue spoken here on Rhy'Din.

It was then he would truly relax after a long day, content in her arms, her sweet words and voice making him smile and lulling him to sleep. Even when they didn't make love, lying together in each other's arms was always the best part of his day. No matter how stressful or hectic his day, no matter how many worries or troubles he had on his mind, he took comfort in knowing she loved him.

It was strange to reflect that they had not even known one another two years before, but Christmas was coming, and it was a special time. It had been at Christmas that they had met, and this would be Zahan's first Christmas with them. They had gone from being separately alone, to being a family, in such a short time; it was no wonder they felt blessed. Between the love they shared, and the sheer delight that was their little ballerina, home really felt like home this year, and would do, for many years to come.