Topic: Keeping Pace

Jasmin Granger

Date: 2017-07-20 07:59 EST
With summer warm all around them, the workshop beside Custom King's was thrown open, allowing the sea breeze to waft through and keep the workers inside cool. Not that one of the workers was inside, of course - Lena had got into the habit of working outside when the weather allowed it, her workbench set up beneath an awning to shade her from the worst of the sun as she painted the boards. It was rare now that her imagination was allowed to run riot on the boards; people had taken the "custom" part of Custom King's to heart, and they had a list of orders as long as their combined arms to fill. Today's project for Lena was a child-sized surfboard, which the little girl in question had asked to be covered in sunflowers. Nice and easy, and startlingly cheerful to work on, for once.

At least, people couldn't really tell Tommy how to make a surfboard. There were slightly different designs for different people, but no one knew surfboards the way Tommy did, and few dared to argue with him about the design. Decorating them was another matter, but that was up to Lena. At the moment, Tommy had taken a break from all the cutting and sanding to cavort on the beach with their son, who was giggling as the waves rolled up onto the beach to cover his feet, while he wiggled his toes in the sand. Behind him, stood Tommy, holding the little boy's hands, and every now and then, he'd lift the boy into the air to a flurry of giggles before setting him back down on the sand again.

He wasn't alone by the shore. Jaz was sitting in the surf with her daughter, Noelle, the two very seriously contemplating a shiny seashell they had found together while Tommy and Nicky played nearby. And, of course, the ever-present dogs. Between them, Milo and Luna could cause a disaster to become a catastrophe, but they were far too lovable ever to blame for it. Lena glanced up from her painting to look over the sand, smiling as she shaded her eyes. Would it really kill them to shut up shop early for once"

It seemed Jack had the same idea, as he had put the "Out to Lunch" sign on the shop door and was making his way down the beach to join them, a picnic basket in one hand and a water cooler of lemonade in the other. He waved as he got closer, calling over, "Lunch time!"

Glancing over her shoulder, Jaz grinned, pointing to Jack for Noelle's benefit. The eighteen-month-old girl tottered out of the surf, running awkwardly over the sand to her father, waving her shiny seashell for him as her mother rose to her feet. "Daddy!"

"Hello, angel!" Jack greeted his daughter, meeting her more than halfway. He set the picnic basket and cooler down on the sand before scooping her up into his arms. "What have you got there?" he asked, having noticed the shiny something she'd been waving at him.

"Sthee sthell," she informed him, showing off the pearlescent shell in her pudgy hands as he held her up off the sand. "Mama wash inna sthee."

Jaz chuckled as she moved to join them. "I swear, that lisp is getting worse, not better," she teased, leaning up to kiss Jack's cheek.

Jack beamed a smile at them both. He'd never felt happier in his whole life than he did after this little angel had come into his life. "It's very pretty," he told her. "But not half as pretty as you," he added, rubbing his nose against hers, and smiling at Jaz's kiss. "It's adorable," he scolded her, regarding Noelle's baby lisp.

Laughing, Jaz nipped the end of his nose, glancing up as Milo barked excitedly. The Golden Retriever splashed joyously through the surf, tongue hanging out cheerfully as he made beeline for his humans and their little human, who let rip with a deafening cheer for the doggie. "Brace yourself," Jaz warned, stepping back out of the way, secure in the knowledge that Jack could take it.

"Oh, good grief!" Jack exclaimed, laughing and knowing he was probably about to get a shower as soon as Milo got close and decided to shake the water off his fur. "I had a shower this morning!" he protested with another laugh.

"Hey, Jack! What do you say we close the shop and take the rest of the day off?" Tommy called over from where Nicky was splashing in the surf.

"Sounds like a plan to me," Lena called. She was making her own way over the sand to them, her work already packed away. She shared a grin with Jaz. "You so owe him the chance to dunk you for that," she told her cousin.

Jasmin snorted with laughter. "I'm admitting to nothing."

After all, the surf contest had been a success, and they'd made a tidy profit from all the sales and orders as a result. Why not take a day off to enjoy the fruits of their labors while they had a chance" "Dunk you for what?" Jack echoed curiously, a little confused.

"For hiding behind you when the dog came to say hello," Jaz grinned cheerfully, her avoidance of getting wet utterly undermined by the fact that she had only just been sitting in the sea with Noelle. It was made worse when Lena knelt to receive Luna's joyful greeting herself, and she was dry before the Belgian Shepherd shook out her fur.

"We live on a beach. We should all be used to getting wet by now," Tommy argued as he walked the little boy over to join the group. He had a point. They'd all stopped fighting to keep the sand out of the house a long time ago, especially once they'd adopted the dogs.

"There's wet, and there's splattered with really cold water drops," Jaz pointed out, squealing as Luna did just that to her.

Lena laughed, eyes closed and face turned away from the drying dog briefly before wrapping her arms around the dark neck. "Don't you listen to your crabby Aunty Jaz," she teased, planting a kiss on Luna's muzzle. "She's a warty frog."

"Serves you right," Tommy interjected. "I saw you hiding behind Jack!" Was Tommy actually siding with Jack for once"

"Don't forget the wet dog smell!" Jack pointed out with a grin. "I brought lunch," he added, half turning toward the picnic basket and cooler he'd brought down from the house.

"I love my husband," Jaz smiled in answer to that, brushing a kiss to Jack's lips.

Lena pulled a face from behind her, for the amusement of the children and Tommy, bending to pull the blanket out of the basket and spread it out on the sand. "So, you two not joining us for lunch then?"

Jack smiled, too distracted by the kiss to catch what Lena was alluding to. "Why wouldn't we be joining you?" he asked, stealing another kiss from his wife, only to have Noelle push his face away from her mother's so she could give her Daddy a sloppy kiss of her own.

Lena snorted with laughter at the little girl's possessive demand for a kiss, spreading the blanket securely on the sand. "Well, you seem kinda busy eating each other right now," she pointed out, opening her arms with wriggling fingers to envelop her own son in a warm hug, pressing loud raspberries to his neck as he squealed with laughter.

"You should really save that for the bedroom," Tommy teased, still able to get a blush out of Jack, even though his friend had been married to Jaz for a couple of years now.

"What, like you do, Bum Fluff?" Jaz challenged Tommy, dropping down onto the blanket comfortably. She flashed him a broad grin. "Don't try to lie, I've seen you two mooning the moons out there in the surf."

Jasmin Granger

Date: 2017-07-20 08:00 EST
"But at least we wait for dark!" Tommy pointed out, an incorrigible grin on his face. There was nothing he loved better than to tease Jack, but it was all in good fun.

"Maybe we should take pictures next time," Jack teased back.

"Too late, he already took some," Lena interjected impishly. "The man is fascinated by my technology." And watching Tommy discover Photoshop had been utterly hilarious. She wasn't sure Jack needed to know how many bikini-clad bodies his head had been attached to for a while there.

"I'm fascinated by more than just that," Tommy remarked, waggling his brows suggestively and grinning like the Cheshire Cat. Jack rolled his eyes. There was no point in even trying to keep up with him.

"And right now, you should be fascinated with feeding your wife and son," Lena pointed out, gesturing to where Nicky was half inside the picnic basket. "I could be wrong, but the little man there could be quite hungry."

Tommy chuckled as he reached over to pull his son out of the picnic basket. "Leave some for everyone else, kiddo!" he said, before claiming a spot on the blanket and settling the boy in his lap. "What's for lunch?" he asked, almost as curious as his son, and just as hungry.

"Looks like sandwiches and fruit to me," Jaz announced. "Let me guess ....there's beer in that cooler." She flickered a smile to Jack, patting the blanket beside her to encourage him to sit down with Noelle.

"No!" Jack exclaimed, sounding almost insulted by her suggestion. "It's lemonade!" He'd never put beer in a cooler when the kids were around. He never even drank beer when the kids were around.

"Shame," his wife teased, handing their daughter a small round of break and jam to keep her busy. "One of these days, I'm going to have to break out a bottle of wine to test a theory I have."

Lena raised a brow over at her cousin curiously, a faint smirk playing about her lips as she slid a plate over to her own hungry family.

"What theory is that?" Tommy asked, beating Jack to the punch. From the look on Jack's face, he was just as curious, but wasn't sure he wanted his wife to explain in front of their friends. Tommy didn't really need any things to tease him about.

"Oh, I think Nick's gonna be a big brother, but I could be wrong," Jasmin shrugged, throwing her theory out there with a careless smile before taking an unnecessarily huge bite of her own sandwich.

"Wait, what?" Tommy said, blinking in obvious surprise as he turned to look at Lena for denial or confirmation. He had no doubt Nicky would be a big brother someday, but was Lena pregnant'

Jack only looked between his friends as he had no idea what was going on.

Lena didn't even try to look innocent, offering Tommy a guilty smile. "Think we'll be ready for another one in February?" she asked, shoulders rising and falling in an apologetic shrug.

Jasmin's grin deepened with triumph, but she kept her mouth shut, deciding not to crow about making a correct guess.

"Another one?" Tommy echoed, incredulously. "You're pregnant?" he asked, seemingly just catching her drift. A slow smile spread across his face. "We might have to close the shop for a few weeks, but why not?" he said with a grin. He leaned close to reward her with a kiss.

"I'm pregnant," she agreed, the guilt dropping from her smile as Tommy caught up with her. "What's a few weeks?" Her lips brushed his as he kissed her, unable to wipe the smile from her face, even when Nicky reached up and tugged on one of her braids. "Ouch! Little devil," she teased, dipping her head to kiss her little boy, too.

Money wasn't really an issue, considering as how both Lena and Jasmin received a generous stipend as members of the Granger family, so closing the shop for a few weeks or even months, especially in the middle of winter, shouldn't pose a problem financially. Anyway, Jack was perfectly capable of handling the shop while Tommy and Lena were dealing with a newborn. "Congratulations," Jack said, happy for Tommy and Lena, but envious, too.

Jaz's eyes flickered sideways toward her husband. She knew him entirely too well not to have heard the note of envy in his voice, feeling a faint surge of inadequacy at not having gotten pregnant at the same time as her cousin. Maybe she should try harder.

"Thanks, Jack," Lena smiled at the friend who was almost another brother these days, snorting with laughter at the sight of Noelle with half a carrot stick shoved up her little nose.

Jack wasn't really worried. He was perfectly happy the way things were. He didn't really want to compete with Tommy and Lena or try to keep up with them, but he was a little envious at how easily their family was growing. Almost as if sensing Jaz's glance his way, he touched a kiss to her cheek followed by a soft smile, as if to reassure her that everything was just fine, but then he spied Noelle with that carrot and he quickly reached over gently remove it before it got stuck. "Noelle, no! We eat carrots, not stick them up our noses."

Jaz's answering smile was soft, if a little sad, but thankfully, Jack was easily distracted by their daughter's antics.

Lena bit her lip, noticing that the other couple were put a little off-balance by their news, meeting Tommy's gaze a little guiltily. "You know what we need?" she said suddenly. "We should all take a night out sometime. Get someone on the Grove to babysit, and just have fun for once."

"What do you mean?" Tommy said, as he popped a grape into his mouth. "We have fun all the time. We're having fun right now!" he argued, not quite noticing how their news was affecting Jack and Jaz, or maybe he just didn't bother to worry so much about life and just let it happen.

"Away from the beach," Lena told him with a quiet laugh, hoping that a few moments spent not dwelling on what had been shared would help Jack and Jaz recover from their momentary melancholy. "I love this place, but we should go into the city for a night. Go to dinner someplace nice, maybe."

"Okay, where and when?" Tommy replied, up for anything. You didn't have to ask him twice, and finding a babysitter should be a piece of cake, considering how many Grangers would jump at the chance to watch the kids for a night.

Lena laughed, rolling her eyes. "I don't know!" she giggled, booping little Nick's nose as he cackled along with her. "There are loads of places in the city we could go to."

"It all depends if you want live music, or something a bit less excitable," Jasmin offered. She'd scooched a little closer to Jack, holding his hand gently.

Jasmin Granger

Date: 2017-07-20 08:00 EST
Jack put Noelle in his lap, feeding her one grape at a time and doing his best to ignore her sticky jam-covered fingers. "Depends on what you want to eat, too, and if you want casual or formal," he added. And it went without saying that Lena wouldn't be drinking, so he thought it only fair to stay away from bars.

"Can we do semi-formal?" Jasmin asked curiously. "I haven't actually had a chance to properly dress up for you, and we've been married nearly two years now." She eyed him playfully; she knew he was more than a little astonished that she had ever even agreed to a date with him, much less married him, and he'd never even seen her trying her best to seduce him.

"You dressed up on our wedding day," Jack reminded her with a smile. Whether she dressed up or not, as far as Jack was concerned, Jaz was always a knock-out.

"So, I guess pizza is out," Tommy remarked, as he reached into the cooler to pour them each a glass of lemonade.

"I was dressed up for Christmas," Jaz pointed out with a grin. "Dressing up for you would require stockings and all that guff."

Lena laughed, reaching over to poke Tommy's side. "Yes, pizza is out," she assured her own husband. "But none of us is very good at behaving ourselves in a really posh place, either."

"Okay, so, not too posh, and not pizza either," Tommy mused aloud, smirking as he batted Lena's hand away. "What about Italian?" he suggested. "I mean, a nice Italian place that has pasta and wine and candles on the table."

"And gelato," Jasmin agreed, casting a curious eye toward Jack. "How do you feel about pasta and gelato while wearing dress pants, baby?"

"Pants!" Noelle threw her sticky hands up, latching onto the one word in that sentence that might possibly be rude and repeating it on a loop.

Jack chuckled and leaned forward to touch a kiss to the top of his daughter's head. "What has pasta and gelato got to do with pants?" he asked curiously, not really seeing the connection.

"No jeans," Jaz informed him, her voice warm as she watched him with Noelle. He really had blossomed as a father, and she couldn't help but imagine him with more children. Maybe it was time to lose her potion again. "If I'm wearing stockings, you're wearing dress pants."

Lena laughed softly, turning her head toward Tommy as she wrestled the cup out of Nicky's hand. "Same goes for you," she told her own husband. "I wear a dress, you wear something that doesn't look like you found it at the bottom of the laundry basket."

"Oh, dress pants!" Jack echoed, chuckling. Somehow, he'd missed that and thought she was talking about pants in general. He obviously wasn't going anywhere without a pair of pants on!

This time it was Tommy who wrinkled his nose in distaste. "Can I at wear sandals, at least?" he asked, considering that a good compromise.

"Nope," Lena told Tommy firmly. "Actual shoes, or you definitely won't be getting lucky that night." She flashed him a sweet smile that had Jasmin snickering into her lemonade.

"Fair's fair, dude, she'll be rocking the heels," she pointed out.

"That's blackmail," Tommy pointed out with a frown. It was probably about time someone turned the tables and teased him for a change, but he couldn't tell if Lena was teasing or serious. "I never said she had to wear heels," he pointed out further.

"If I have to wear pants, you can wear shoes," Jack pointed out, though of the two, Jack was far more inclined to dress nice than the free spirit that was Tommy.

"Oh, come on, you didn't even wear shoes for our wedding," Lena pointed out with a low laugh. "I'll compromise with you. You can pick what you wear on your body, I'll pick what you wear on your feet."

"Bum Fluff, we're talking about a nice grown up night out," Jasmin pointed out with a smile. "You bet she's gonna wear heels. She's too dinky not to."

"Heels that show her toes?" Tommy asked, knowing women's shoes came in many different styles, even ones with a heel. If women could get away with it, why couldn't men" "I'm not wearing a tie. Ties make me feel like I'm being choked to death."

Jack chuckled to himself at this remark. He had no aversion to dressing to up, tie or not.

"I am not dinky," Lena objected, but the conversation was already moving on without acknowledging that she was or wasn't the shortest person there. "Well, I don't know which heels I'm going to wear until I know what dress I'm going to wear," she told her husband fondly.

Jasmin snorted with laughter again, leaning into Jack's side. They never had these kinds of conversation, purely because they were actually pretty similar when it came to this sort of thing.

Tommy wasn't about to argue with that; Lena was tiny. It was why he'd nicknamed her Midget. "I don't know what all the fuss is about," Jack pointed out, "They're just shoes."

Tommy glared at his friend and muttered, "You're not helping." But before he could get too cranky - which was unusual for Tommy - Nicky was smashing a grape into his father's mouth.

Lena just laughed - it was a rare day when the teasing got turned around on Tommy, and she'd long since stopped feeling guilty when he started to get defensive. It served him right for teasing everyone else all the time and expecting to get away scot-free.

"Maybe we should buy him a pair of those wrap-around sole things," Jasmin suggested, taking the grape Noelle gave her and peeling it without thinking, handing the naked fruit back while she herself ate the peel.

"Wrap-around sole things?" Tommy echoed, as though Jasmin was speaking another language. He'd worked hard to catch up with the times, but there were still things he didn't know or understand, and apparently wrap-around sole things was one of them.

"They're these Japanese things that done have laces or fastenings," Jaz explained, peeling another grape for her daughter. "You just put your foot on the sole, wrap the cloth around your foot, and you're ready to go."

"But they're still not shoes," Jack pointed out, a little too readily. Was he enjoying teasing Tommy for a change? Maybe, but who could blame him'

"I think I can figure out what to wear to a restaurant," Tommy insisted, sounding just a little defensive.

"Good," Lena assured him, leaning close to brush her lips against his to try and assuage that bruised ego. "Because otherwise I'll just leave you at home," she added with a wicked grin. "With Asha."

Jasmin Granger

Date: 2017-07-20 08:01 EST
"Then we won't need a babysitter," Jack pointed out, unable to hide the smirk from his face and having a little fun at Tommy's expense.

Tommy looked from one of them to the other with a scowl on his face but quirking a grin. "Haha, okay, I give. You really had me going there," he said, assuming they were teasing.

Giggling, Lena kissed her husband again. She was going to choose what he wore on his feet on their night out, but she'd do it in a way that made him think he'd chosen. Jaz flashed Jack a warm grin, easing back to lie half on the blanket and half on the sand, warm and comfortable, just enjoying her time with their family on their beach.

The rest of lunch was spent talking and laughing, the teasing as good as forgotten. Though they'd decided to close the shop for the rest of the day and enjoy an afternoon on the beach, they still needed to put the kids down for a nap or risk them getting overtired and grumpy. Jack volunteered to clean up the mess from the picnic while Tommy closed the shop and the girls tucked the kids in for a nap.

Though the four of them were close - closer than family, in a lot of ways - the two couples still liked their privacy too much to insist on sharing every moment of every day together. With Lena and Tommy no doubt celebrating the imminent addition to their family, Jasmin put Noelle down for her nap with a kiss and a song, as always, her mind whirring on what a new baby for the Kings might mean for her and Jack. When Jack got back into their house, she'd come to a decision, busily pouring half a bottle of a particular potion down the drain before rinsing it out to be recycled.

As it happened, Jack joined Jasmin in the kitchen just as she was pouring the potion down the drain. "What are you doing?" he asked, recognizing the bottle and guessing about its contents. She wasn't pouring the potion down the drain because of him, was she"

She jumped a little at his sudden reappearance in the kitchen, turning her head toward his with a guilty look on her face. "Making a decision?" she suggested, biting her lip as she met his eyes. "I saw the look on your face, Jack."

"The look on my face?" he echoed, looking puzzled. "What's this all about, Jaz?" he asked, softening his voice. No, he knew what it was about - it was about Tommy and Lena beating them to the punch, but having a family wasn't a competition. If they decided to have another child, it should be because they wanted one and were ready for one, not because Tommy and Lena were doing it.

Jaz bit harder into her lip, looking down at the bottle in the sink. "I don't want to let you down," she admitted softly. "You deserve a big, loud family, and it's what you want. I should have done this a while ago, I'm sorry."

Jack frowned in concern, as he turned her toward him and lifted her chin to meet his gaze. "Sweetheart, don't you know" I love you, and you never let me down. Not ever. Not even once."

Her smile was a little half-hearted, but it was there. "I pushed you into performing with me," she reminded him. She knew he didn't see it like that, but it was true. She'd pushed and pushed, and he'd given in. "A family is what you want, Jack. Lots of kids. And I shouldn't be putting anything in the way of that."

"What are you talking about, Jasmin?" he asked, thoroughly confused. "I've always dreamed of being a musician. If you hadn't given me that push, I would have never done it. And as far as a family goes, we have plenty of time to have more kids when we're ready. When we're ready, not when Tommy and Lena are ready," he repeated, emphasizing the "we".

"But if we wait until I'm ready each time, we ....we might not be able to have that big family," she admitted reluctantly. She sighed, laying her hands at his hips as her eyes focused on his shirt. "I'm ....I'm not ready yet, I don't think. I want Noelle to be a little older, to understand that she's getting a little brother or sister, not to be forced to share us before she's even gotten used to playing on her own or with Nicky. And that seems so selfish. It seems like I'm dictating our lives, and I don't want to do that."

"Don't be silly. You're not dictating anything. To be honest, I was a little shocked to hear they're having another already, but that's their decision to make. We don't have to do everything Tommy and Lena do." Up until then, their lives had mirrored the Kings. They'd gotten engaged on the same day, they'd even had a child on the same day. "Maybe it's time we do what we want when we want to do it," he told her, with a caress of her cheek and a smile that assured her he loved her, no matter what.

"So ....what do you want, Jack?" she asked softly, leaning into that caress tenderly. One thing she had never doubted was the depth of his love for her. "You need to tell me, 'cos I'm kinda flapping in the wind here."

"I want you to be happy," he told her, honestly. Really, there was no more honest answer he could give her than that. "I love you and I love Noelle, and to be honest, I don't think I'm ready for another yet either. I'm enjoying her too much. Does that sound selfish?"

"I am happy," she promised him. "I'm always happy with you." Her smile warmed, relieved to find that she wasn't the only one who thought Tommy and Lena were rushing things a little. "You're not selfish, Jack. You don't have a selfish bone in your body."

"I think I'm allowed to be a little selfish where you're concerned," he told her with that adoring smile of his. "You know, I was thinking ....Maybe after surf season is over, we could get away for a little while, just the three of us," he suggested, knowing how crazy that sounded. He'd never gone anywhere in years without his best friend, but Jasmin had never had a proper honeymoon and she deserved one. Maybe someplace where there wasn't so much surf and sand - someplace completely different.

"Really?" The thought of a holiday had never occurred to her - she enjoyed their life enough not to even consider the need for a break from it. But maybe he was right; maybe they needed a week or two away from Tommy and Lena, where they could be just Jack and Jasmin and Noelle. She leaned into him thoughtfully. "How do you feel about the cold?"

"It's cold?" he replied with a chuckle, as his arms went around her. Even though he'd experienced a few winters here in Rhy'Din, having grown up in California, the snow and the cold were still a bit of a novelty to him.

She laughed, smacking his backside lightly for the tease. "You know what I mean," she grumbled in a fond tone. "Different take on the question ....how do you feel about snow" And introducing Nolly to some?"

"I think I'd like that," Jack replied without hesitation. It would certainly be a lot different from the beach. "What do you have in mind?" he asked, knowing she had to be thinking of something or she wouldn't have suggested it.

"Denmark, or Norway," she shrugged. "Iceland, maybe. Somewhere with snow, and plenty to do. Somewhere that isn't sun and sand, or packed too tightly with people. Somewhere we can just be us for a while?"

"Somewhere we can curl up by the fire and sip hot cocoa and roast marshmallows?" he asked with a smile that told her liked the idea. "We'll teach Nolly how to build a snowman and go ice skating and watch the Northern Lights." If they were lucky enough to see them anyway.

"That sounds like fun," she agreed, her smile deepening, glad they'd overcome that little bump. She was going to have to go into town to get some more potion, though. "I love you, Jack. Always have. Always will."

"I love you, too, Jaz," he told her, touching a kiss to the tip of her nose. "Now, no more worries. We do things in our own time and make our own decisions together." It would do them good to get away for a while and just be Jack and Jasmin for a while. Hopefully, Tommy and Lena would understand.

"Aye, aye, captain," she laughed, rising onto her toes to brush a kiss of her own to his lips. "Wanna make out until she wakes up?"

"Is it safe now that you've dumped the last of your potion?" he asked with a smirk, once he was finished returning her kiss.

She pulled a face at him. "I took it this morning, we're safe," she informed him, pulling him closer. "Besides, we could always take Noelle into town when she wakes up and pick up some more, if you're that worried about it."

"I'm not worried," he told her, his arms tightening around her as she pulled him close. "I'm sure Lena has some you can borrow until we get to town," he said, since she wasn't going to need hers for a while.

"Borrow?" Jasmin asked impishly. "Like I'm gonna give it back?" Her lips parted in a wicked grin at the disgusting mental image that produced.

"You know what I mean," he told her, silencing her with a kiss that told her he was more than willing to take her up on her offer. Noelle was only going to sleep for a little while, and they were wasting time if they wanted to take advantage of it.

And judging by their track record ....they were not the sort to waste time.