((Warning - contains material of an adult nature.))
Whether Rod Stewart had promised that tonight would be the night or not, Kaylee and Taylor had been content to take things slow, ending the evening in each other's arms to share a bevy of slow kisses, but whether they were still a little shy of each other or just tired, it seemed tonight wasn't going to be the night, after all. Rufus had remarked earlier that day that his nephew looked tired, and it seemed he was right, as it didn't take long before Taylor was asleep, safe and content in Kaylee's arms.
It took Kaylee a little longer to fall asleep, as it always did, but in the light of the two full moons from the window, she had a wonderful view. But even the sight of Taylor sleeping peacefully wasn't enough to stave off sleep for herself, and slowly but surely she joined him in dreamland.
It was no big secret that Taylor was something of an insomniac, unable to fall sleep and stay asleep most nights, though he claimed it wasn't nightmares that kept him awake. For him, it most far worse - it was memories that, even after seven years, were as fresh as Kaylee's. He'd tried therapy; he'd tried medication. He'd tried meditation and yoga and just about every other insomnia cure known to man, with the exception of magic. It was magic that had gotten him into this in the first place, after all. Since Kaylee had entered his life, he'd found that she was the best cure, and so it seemed for her, as well, but there were still those nights where he woke in the middle of the night and paced the floor or just lay awake and watched her sleep.
Tonight was neither of those. Maybe it was the talk with Rufus; maybe it was the full moons. It was more likely he'd never know the cause or the reason, but tonight, for some reason, it wasn't insomnia that kept Taylor awake, but nightmares that woke him. It was well past three a.m. - that time of night that seemed darkest and quietest, what people like to refer to as the "dead of night".
The dream started with memories, as haunted as he was by the faces of those whose deaths he'd witnessed as he was by the things that had killed them; but like dreams were apt to do, it wasn't just memories that haunted his nights, but worries and fears. It was Kaylee he saw in his dreams, watching helplessly as claws scored her body, while she screamed for help and for mercy, leaving her body a bloody, broken wreck. He called for her in his sleep, quietly at first, before the nightmare took complete hold of him and he screamed in the night, calling her name and begging them not to hurt her anymore, arms and legs thrashing, though in the dream, he was bound by some unseen force and could not move to help her.
Months of straining for every sound, however small, had made Kaylee a light sleeper. At the first groan from her bed partner, she'd roused, blinking away the vestiges of sleep to watch in concern as his distress grew deeper and wilder. And then she heard her own name on his lips, the fear and shock and pain in his voice, and something snapped in her. She slid out of the bed, heedless of the darkness, of the shadows that had freaked her out since she'd first got here, moving to switch on every light in the room, banishing every last shred of dark, pulling the curtains to shut out the night. Only then did she drop back to the bed, flailing to catch Taylor's arms, trying to calm him down.
"Taylor - Taylor! Baby, I'm here, I'm fine! No one's got me, they're not he-" A lucky flex of his arm got her a minor slap to the mouth, but she didn't bother nursing whatever it left behind. "Taylor!" Kaylee crawled bodily on top of him, straddling his thighs to hold his legs down as she pressed her hands onto his wrists, leaning down until her face was only inches from his. "Baby, wake up. Please, you gotta wake up, this isn't real."
There were tears on his face, sobbing in his sleep, unaware that it was only a dream - or was it' Horrific memories mingled the knowledge of what she must have gone through - knowing unequivocally what it must have been like for her because he'd experienced it, too. Terrified he'd lose her to them again, though in all his research, he'd never found a victim who'd been abducted by them again once their seven-month ordeal was over. His face was pale, damp strands of hair clinging to his cheeks and forehead, his t-shirt soaked through with sweat. It wasn't so much the light that freed him from the throes of his nightmare as it was her voice, calling him, summoning him back from the horrors his mind had conjured him during the night. His eyes flew open, startled, panic-stricken, gasping for breath.
There she was, on top of him, releasing his arms the moment he was awake to gently stroke his cheek, his hair. "Hey," she said, as gently as she could and still get through to him. "Welcome back." Leaning forward, she kissed him, setting her forehead to his. "I'm here. We're both safe, in your apartment, in Rhy'Din. All the lights are on, there's no darkness, there's no shadows. There's just us. And I love you."
"Oh, god..." he whispered, realizing what must have just happened. A nightmare" He hadn't had a nightmare like that in....well, not since before he'd met her and brought her here. "Kaylee," he whispered, his throat tightening, reaching to cup her face in his hands. He was safe in his apartment, and she was there with him, safe and sound, at least for now. "I-I dreamed..." he started, tears starting in his eyes again. Did he really have to share that dream' Wasn't it obvious enough"
"I got it," she assured him, not needing the details to be shared with her. They were both haunted by the same things, and it didn't take much to understand that now he was haunted by those things happening to her. Again, she was completely focused on him, not thinking of her own pain, her own suffering. She wanted to make his better, to take it away and give him peace somehow. Gently, she slipped from over him, lying down at his side again, teasing her fingertips through his damp, tangled hair. "You don't have to tell me. But it's just a nightmare. It won't happen, ever."
He was unaware that he'd been thrashing, that he might have hurt her in his sleep; unaware of anything he might have done while held in the clutches of the nightmare. "Oh, God, Kaylee," he repeated, breaking into sobs of relief as he pulled her close, burying his face in her Cookie Monster pajamas.
"It's okay," she whispered to him, more than a little startled to suddenly find him sobbing into her shirt. She'd never seen Taylor cry, never even seen him close to it, and for a moment, she felt completely helpless, useless for any attempt to comfort him. But that didn't stop her from trying, ignoring her own discomfort, the gentle throb in her mouth from that random hit of his. She drew her arms around him, stroking her hands over his back, through his hair, peppering his forehead with kisses. "I'm here, and you're here, and we're alive. We're together. We're safe. I love you, Taylor. I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you, not ever."
"I just want this to be over, Kay..." he managed to stammer through wracking sobs. It had been years since he'd broken down like this, years since he'd had a nightmare so bad that his carefully-controlled hold on his emotions had cracked. It wasn't so much his own pain and terror that had caused the breakdown, but his fear for her safety and her life. "I want it to be over," he repeated through heart-wrenching sobs. "I can't lose you, Kaylee. I can't. I won't."
Whether Rod Stewart had promised that tonight would be the night or not, Kaylee and Taylor had been content to take things slow, ending the evening in each other's arms to share a bevy of slow kisses, but whether they were still a little shy of each other or just tired, it seemed tonight wasn't going to be the night, after all. Rufus had remarked earlier that day that his nephew looked tired, and it seemed he was right, as it didn't take long before Taylor was asleep, safe and content in Kaylee's arms.
It took Kaylee a little longer to fall asleep, as it always did, but in the light of the two full moons from the window, she had a wonderful view. But even the sight of Taylor sleeping peacefully wasn't enough to stave off sleep for herself, and slowly but surely she joined him in dreamland.
It was no big secret that Taylor was something of an insomniac, unable to fall sleep and stay asleep most nights, though he claimed it wasn't nightmares that kept him awake. For him, it most far worse - it was memories that, even after seven years, were as fresh as Kaylee's. He'd tried therapy; he'd tried medication. He'd tried meditation and yoga and just about every other insomnia cure known to man, with the exception of magic. It was magic that had gotten him into this in the first place, after all. Since Kaylee had entered his life, he'd found that she was the best cure, and so it seemed for her, as well, but there were still those nights where he woke in the middle of the night and paced the floor or just lay awake and watched her sleep.
Tonight was neither of those. Maybe it was the talk with Rufus; maybe it was the full moons. It was more likely he'd never know the cause or the reason, but tonight, for some reason, it wasn't insomnia that kept Taylor awake, but nightmares that woke him. It was well past three a.m. - that time of night that seemed darkest and quietest, what people like to refer to as the "dead of night".
The dream started with memories, as haunted as he was by the faces of those whose deaths he'd witnessed as he was by the things that had killed them; but like dreams were apt to do, it wasn't just memories that haunted his nights, but worries and fears. It was Kaylee he saw in his dreams, watching helplessly as claws scored her body, while she screamed for help and for mercy, leaving her body a bloody, broken wreck. He called for her in his sleep, quietly at first, before the nightmare took complete hold of him and he screamed in the night, calling her name and begging them not to hurt her anymore, arms and legs thrashing, though in the dream, he was bound by some unseen force and could not move to help her.
Months of straining for every sound, however small, had made Kaylee a light sleeper. At the first groan from her bed partner, she'd roused, blinking away the vestiges of sleep to watch in concern as his distress grew deeper and wilder. And then she heard her own name on his lips, the fear and shock and pain in his voice, and something snapped in her. She slid out of the bed, heedless of the darkness, of the shadows that had freaked her out since she'd first got here, moving to switch on every light in the room, banishing every last shred of dark, pulling the curtains to shut out the night. Only then did she drop back to the bed, flailing to catch Taylor's arms, trying to calm him down.
"Taylor - Taylor! Baby, I'm here, I'm fine! No one's got me, they're not he-" A lucky flex of his arm got her a minor slap to the mouth, but she didn't bother nursing whatever it left behind. "Taylor!" Kaylee crawled bodily on top of him, straddling his thighs to hold his legs down as she pressed her hands onto his wrists, leaning down until her face was only inches from his. "Baby, wake up. Please, you gotta wake up, this isn't real."
There were tears on his face, sobbing in his sleep, unaware that it was only a dream - or was it' Horrific memories mingled the knowledge of what she must have gone through - knowing unequivocally what it must have been like for her because he'd experienced it, too. Terrified he'd lose her to them again, though in all his research, he'd never found a victim who'd been abducted by them again once their seven-month ordeal was over. His face was pale, damp strands of hair clinging to his cheeks and forehead, his t-shirt soaked through with sweat. It wasn't so much the light that freed him from the throes of his nightmare as it was her voice, calling him, summoning him back from the horrors his mind had conjured him during the night. His eyes flew open, startled, panic-stricken, gasping for breath.
There she was, on top of him, releasing his arms the moment he was awake to gently stroke his cheek, his hair. "Hey," she said, as gently as she could and still get through to him. "Welcome back." Leaning forward, she kissed him, setting her forehead to his. "I'm here. We're both safe, in your apartment, in Rhy'Din. All the lights are on, there's no darkness, there's no shadows. There's just us. And I love you."
"Oh, god..." he whispered, realizing what must have just happened. A nightmare" He hadn't had a nightmare like that in....well, not since before he'd met her and brought her here. "Kaylee," he whispered, his throat tightening, reaching to cup her face in his hands. He was safe in his apartment, and she was there with him, safe and sound, at least for now. "I-I dreamed..." he started, tears starting in his eyes again. Did he really have to share that dream' Wasn't it obvious enough"
"I got it," she assured him, not needing the details to be shared with her. They were both haunted by the same things, and it didn't take much to understand that now he was haunted by those things happening to her. Again, she was completely focused on him, not thinking of her own pain, her own suffering. She wanted to make his better, to take it away and give him peace somehow. Gently, she slipped from over him, lying down at his side again, teasing her fingertips through his damp, tangled hair. "You don't have to tell me. But it's just a nightmare. It won't happen, ever."
He was unaware that he'd been thrashing, that he might have hurt her in his sleep; unaware of anything he might have done while held in the clutches of the nightmare. "Oh, God, Kaylee," he repeated, breaking into sobs of relief as he pulled her close, burying his face in her Cookie Monster pajamas.
"It's okay," she whispered to him, more than a little startled to suddenly find him sobbing into her shirt. She'd never seen Taylor cry, never even seen him close to it, and for a moment, she felt completely helpless, useless for any attempt to comfort him. But that didn't stop her from trying, ignoring her own discomfort, the gentle throb in her mouth from that random hit of his. She drew her arms around him, stroking her hands over his back, through his hair, peppering his forehead with kisses. "I'm here, and you're here, and we're alive. We're together. We're safe. I love you, Taylor. I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you, not ever."
"I just want this to be over, Kay..." he managed to stammer through wracking sobs. It had been years since he'd broken down like this, years since he'd had a nightmare so bad that his carefully-controlled hold on his emotions had cracked. It wasn't so much his own pain and terror that had caused the breakdown, but his fear for her safety and her life. "I want it to be over," he repeated through heart-wrenching sobs. "I can't lose you, Kaylee. I can't. I won't."