Topic: The Vigil

Piper Granger

Date: 2013-02-18 04:30 EST
((Takes place following the events of My Bloody Valentine.)) __________________

15th February, 2013

The hospital room was quiet this morning. It had been a feverish night of operations, blood transfusions, explanations to the Watch. It had only been the forceful intervention of Jon that had made Piper go home to rest, to face the added strangeness of her daughter after an evening that had turned so horribly wrong. To think, in the moments before that portal had opened, her greatest fear had been that Des might stand her up!

And the revelation of Lyneth. Piper wasn't sure how she could reconcile the beautiful Fae woman who had brought Des home with the sweet child she was so familiar with. All Lynnie had been able to say was that she knew a little girl like her would never have been able to help; that she had needed to be bigger, and somehow had become so. Yet it had only been for the duration of the emergency. By the time Kaylee had arrived at the hospital, distraught at having lost the little girl in the first place, Lyneth had resumed her familiar form, refusing to go home until Piper had someone else to sit with her during the interminable wait for news.

Jon had been that someone, arriving after the curtain fell on A Doll's House to wait with Piper as they both worried over Des' condition. He might not think so, but Des seemed to have made an impression on his younger brother, enough of an impression that the anxiety at the thought of losing him was palpable. Piper was sure she had left bruises on Jon's hand as they sat together outside the ER, too frightened to let go. It was only when Des had been stabilized and settled in a private room that she would even consider the possibility of going home, and even then, Jon had to resort to threats he didn't mean to make it happen.

She hadn't slept much. Her mind kept replaying the horrifying moment when Des had stumbled into view, beaten and bloodied; when he had passed out in her arms, terrified that he was already dead. When she woke for perhaps the fourth time, she'd found Lyneth in the bed with her - familiar, tiny Lyneth - cuddled in close and crying with her. It was that, more than anything, that had convinced Piper to allow the tiny girl a day from school to hold vigil with her.

They sat together now by his bed, each acutely aware of the machines that monitored Des' continued vital signs calling their constant reassurance that he was still there, his heart was still beating. He was still alive. Lyneth was curled close on her mother's lap, barely awake, her exertions of the night before still taking their toll on her energy levels. But she didn't seem to begrudge the hand that Piper kept curled into Des', or the soft words that poured out from time to time. They always came back to the same thing.

I love you. We need you. Come back to us.

Piper Granger

Date: 2013-02-18 10:56 EST
17th February, 2013

Nothing had changed. Or rather, a great deal had changed, but not in the one arena where the change would do the most good. Following an address handed out by Rakeesh Sah Tarna, Caroline had forcibly moved Piper and Lyneth out of their little house, promising that it would be put under guard while they were gone, and moved them into the little apartment over the main garage of Maple Grove Manor, where Des had been set up to stay when he visited. It was only temporary, but even so, it was unpleasant to realize that they had been uprooted because of one person's very public indiscretion.

But there was no change at the hospital. Des was still unconscious, still pale, still hooked up to machines that utterly failed to reassure the quiet watchers who still held vigil over his still body. Piper hadn't spent more than a few hours away since he'd first been admitted, often with Lyneth close by, though this evening she had convinced the little girl to go home with Kaylee, along with a promise not to disappear on her again.

She sat in silence, a pale, dark-haired figure holding tight to Des' hand, sad blue eyes fixed on his still face. If wishes could heal him, he would have been up and walking around by now, but the hospital staff were remaining firm on that point ....he would not be suitable for magical healing until he was conscious, until they were sure he had the strength to survive the intervention. Which meant they were relying on his strength of will, his desire to keep living, to bring him out of this temporary coma sooner rather than later. It had to be temporary, Piper promised herself. He wouldn't just leave her, not now.

That thought brought tears to her eyes once again, self-recrimination tearing at her heart. She was cursed. This just proved it. Whoever she fell in love with, for whatever reason ....it always went bad, and it seemed to be getting worse with each opening of her heart. Terry had cheated on her, humiliated her. Ollie had somehow been caught up with the Fae and abandoned her. And Des ....Des could have died. He still could die.

Was it a sign" Was she supposed to spend the rest of her life as a lonely, sad spinster, dedicated to Lyneth and no one else? Was God punishing her for getting pregnant out of wedlock, for marrying for the wrong reasons, for getting a divorce" How many mistakes did she have to atone for before she was allowed to start healing the many bruises that littered her heart and soul"

Would she have to give up all hope of love for the rest of her life, in exchange for Des' life"

"Please wake up," she heard herself whisper, dragging her chair closer to the bed, reaching over to stroke her fingers against his pale forehead. "Please. This is all my fault ....I should never have let myself fall for you. I warned you, didn't I" I told you I was poison. But you're so wonderful, so easy to love, and I convinced myself that maybe I was just being pessimistic. But I wasn't."

A quiet sob broke free as she contemplated the damage she had done just by falling in love, never once considering that the attack on Des had not been remotely connected with her. Tears dripped down her cheeks. "I'm so sorry," she cried quietly, raising his hand to her lips to kiss time and again. "I don't know what to do. I need you to wake up, I need you to tell me what to do. I don't want to let go. I love you."

Her head bowed as the tears grew too much, shuddering through her slender form as she rested her forehead against the blankets that covered the man she loved. She'd give anything in all the worlds for Des to wake up and be healthy again. Anything but Lyneth. And still, despite the pain and anger and blame, she had one repeating wish.

Come back to me.

Correy Granger

Date: 2013-02-18 15:17 EST
"Again?" Correy rubbed his forehead, his hand sliding slowly down his face to massage eyeballs and then squeeze the point of his chin. He was agitated, the angry flare of his blue eyes and the tone of his quiet voice were a dead giveaway. "Why?" And though the anger was slowly sliding towards sadness and disbelief, the anger was still there. "Why always a Granger?" Crumpling the note he'd received from one cousin or another, Correy left the post area for his room in the student nurse's dorm.

He needed to change from the scrubs he'd been working in, into a set of clean scrubs. The intent being that going from one hospital to another wouldn't be so difficult if he wore the same uniform. It was late; Correy had worked the swing shift. There was no moon to speak of, with thick snow clouds looming over head. The weather was threatening to break, and it was just as ominous as the look upon his face. This was supposed to be a happy time in their family, with spring on the way and all of the tiny Grangers that it promised to bring. And still, tragedy strikes, once again. As Correy tugged out of his scrubs and took his shower, he relived the moments that had led up to a very similar situation not so very long ago. They had owned the world, he and Jon. They had been incredibly, even blissfully, happy. There was nothing they couldn't do, nothing they couldn't overcome. And in the blink of an eye and the sound of a gunshot, Correy's entire world flipped upside down.

And now, it was happening again. This time it was happening to a cousin that Correy barely even knew. And even though the afternoon they'd spent together didn't end up as great as Correy had hoped, it was something that he'd never forget. Desmond was family, blood was blood. Nothing was going to stop Correy from physically seeing his cousin and offering his support. Even if Desmond couldn't or wouldn't know he was there, Correy was intent on going.

Once he was dressed and had run a comb through his hair, Correy stepped out into the night. It wasn't a far drive to the hospital, and slid the car into a parking spot under the muted orange of an incandescent light meant to keep the parking lot well lit and free from flying insects. His car was left unlocked in his hurry to get inside. His plan was to go in and blend in with the rest of the staff to gain access to Desmond's room and chart. He knew that there were often times when doctors and nurses would attempt to apply a sugar coating to help the family of the victim to swallow the medicine. Correy wanted to know the complete truth of it.

Correy was in luck. This hospital also utilized the student nurses from his school. Blending in was easy, the coloring of his scrubs and name tag easily identifiable and he had no trouble into gaining access to the computer system. Easily he found Desmond's room and the chart. And as he studied the chart he realized that there was no way to sugar coat what had happened to his cousin. Knife wound to the abdomen, the surgeries, amount of blood loss and transfused, diagnosis and prognosis. It was all there, cut and dried, just as it had been laid out to the family. For that, Correy was grateful. Now all he had to do was find Desmond's room.

The hospital was like most, with a main area and different wings shooting from the center. Following the signs and using the elevator, Correy soon found himself standing in front of his cousin's room. It was silent and the corridor was only dimly lit to ensure the least amount of distraction and stimulation. Taking a breath, he pushed the door to the room open and stepped inside. He held the door with both hands to assure a very quiet closing, with just a barely audible click as it slid closed. Then he breathed out, once again.

He turned to see his cousin, drenched in the artificial light of monitors and what streamed in from the parking lot below. He'd been in hundreds of rooms like this, over the course of his nursing training. But nothing prepared him for the onslaught of memories that came flooding back. In his mind's eye, it was Jon lying prone on the bed, hooked up to monitors and IV's that beeped a soothing, hypnotic cadence. The fear, pure agony and helplessness of watching a loved one fight for their lives and knowing there was nothing he could do came back with such a force that Correy had to sit down before his knees buckled.

He sat heavily into the thinly cushioned chair, pulling his thighs to his chest, hugging them there. Hiding the sight by burying his eyes in his knees, Correy realized what a mistake it had been to come. He wept over the injustice done to his family, his heart, his life. And when his shoulders stopped shaking, he prayed that Desmond would not suffer as Jon had. He prayed that Desmond would pull through and know that he had a family, and that he was loved.

When Correy lifted his head, the first rays of sunlight were beginning to paint the sky pink. He stretched his long limbs, cramped from sitting in one position for too long. And then he rose from the chair and slowly walked over to his cousin's bedside. Although he could easily see what the monitors were displaying, he reached to feel Desmond's breath on his fingertips, and then pressed those fingertips onto the carotid pulse. Pulling his hand back, he gently tugged the blanket that covered his cousin's body straight, and then fluffed the pillow behind his head.

"Get better, quick," he whispered with a tender smile upon his face. Leaning over, he brushed a kiss to his cousin's forehead. When he rose to his full height, he turned and walked from the room. His shoulders were a bit squarer and his posture more straight than when he entered. He reversed his earlier trek and soon found himself in the dorm room once again. Instead of stripping down, he collapsed into bed and fell into a deep sleep. It had been a long day, after all.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-02-18 17:14 EST
17th February, 2013

Desmond awoke, or thought he awoke, to the sound of a woman crying. He wasn't sure what had happened exactly, but one minute he was immersed in complete and total darkness, and the next, he found himself in a stark, white room standing at the end of a bed upon which lay a figure whose face he could not quite make out. Beside the prone figure sat a dark-haired woman, her face buried against the figure's chest, her shoulders shaking with audibly-broken sobs. There was a look of familiarity about her, but it wasn't until she lifted her tear-stained face that Des realized with a shock just who she was.

"Piper?" he called, taking a step closer, unsure why she was crying, confused about what was going on. She looked his way, shuddering briefly and wrapping her arms about herself as if to ward off a chill, but instead of recognizing or acknowledging him, it was almost as if she looked past him or through him, as though he was as insubstantial as air.

"Piper?" he repeated, moving closer, realizing he wasn't really walking toward her, more like gliding, willing himself closer without so much as taking a single step. He furrowed his brows - or thought he did - as he tried to understand why she wasn't seeing him. Glancing down at his own hands, he looked substantial enough, at least to himself. What had happened that had made him invisible to her"

"Piper, can't you see me?" he asked, trying not to sound too alarmed, though it seemed she couldn't hear him any more than she could see him.

She only drew a deep breath and pushed her hair back from her face, before turning back to the figure on the bed, clutching the all-too-still hand and lifting it to her lips, her words soft and full of sadness, but loud enough that he could make them out from where he stood a few feet away. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do. I need you to wake up, I need you to tell me what to do. I don't want to let go. I love you."

Desmond's brows furrowed further as he tried to make sense of what was happening, a cold chill traveling up his spine and clutching his heart as he realized finally who it was that lay prone upon the bed. It was himself, or part of himself, the part that was flesh and blood.

"Oh, God," he muttered to himself, unable to communicate with Piper or anyone else, it seemed, feeling more alone than he ever had before. Was he dead" No, the life support system was beeping and blinking, indicating his heart, at least, was still beating. Why then was he standing outside of his body watching himself and watching Piper cry over him"

That was it, wasn't it' She was crying for him. Because she loved him, he thought, with agonized shock. I love you, she'd said. She'd never said it before, not in so many words, not so clearly or with such feeling. His chest tightened with emotion as he willed himself closer, crouching by her side, reaching out to touch her, but unable to make contact as his hand seemed made of vapor and simply slipped right through her.

"Piper, baby, please, don't cry. I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere," he told her, hoping she'd hear him, but she made no sign of it as she bowed her head to rest her forehead against the blankets, her shoulders shaking as the tears started anew. How many times had he told her just that' Leaving but promising to return, over and over, until he'd started to wonder if he'd ever get away from New York, if he'd ever keep his promises.

It seemed the choice had finally been made for him. He looked to his own face, lying there in the hospital bed, still and pale as death. This wasn't the way things were supposed to be. He wasn't going to let this happen. It wasn't fair, not to Piper, not to Lyneth, not to him. They deserved another chance; they deserved to be happy.

"I am not going to leave you," he told her vehemently, though he knew she couldn't hear him. "I made a promise and I'm going to keep it!" he exclaimed, suddenly angry, slamming a fist against the hospital cart, sending a tray of uneaten food crashing to the floor. He gasped in surprise as the tray clattered to the floor, turning his eyes back to Piper, wondering if she'd somehow sense that it was him trying to reach out, trying to tell her he was there with her, that he wasn't going to leave her, that they were going to be together, just like he'd promised.

But before he was able to see her response, the stark, white room disappeared, and he found himself lost in the darkness again.