Topic: The Wolf and The Little Bird

Shon'ge

Date: 2013-01-01 00:39 EST
When had it been" That day he was brought along to see her in the summer festival. He was twenty and she was eighteen that day. It had been years since they met, he had starting spending time with Shane when they both were put in football in school, perhaps six years earlier. But she had been twelve when they met and a gangly, shy girl that only seemed to speak when her brother was close by. She had been invisible, but not that day.

His people believed that the land, the sky, the water, they lived and they had voices if you took the time to listen. He had a spirit guide from the time he reached puberty, having gone through the rituals and rites. The shape his spirit guide took had been surprising to the boy he had been, but not the man he had become.

In the language of his people his name meant wolf. It was a foreshadowing the abilities he would acquire later in life and a reflection of his soul. Shane had been one of the few people that had not teased him about not having a girlfriend during his teen years and as he passed into adulthood he knew that he was not the type to waste his time or energy on a passing affection for anyone. No, wolves mated for life and he would not settle for anyone just to have someone.

For five years he had carried this torch for Robyn, the Little Bird that was so shy with him back when they were young had grown, matured and come to be more comfortable around him, even when Shane was not there. The spirits had called him to the grove of ancients that day, tugged at his soul until he could not deny the summons. Meditating there he allowed the spirits to speak, listened with an open heart and mind; he heard the message they had for him. He had been waiting for Robyn to realize, had been waiting for some sign that she knew. The spirits had shown him that she could not realize, would not know until he did something that she could not explain away as her imagination.

He had told another that he did not wish to spook the skittish bird, but it was from fear that he restrained himself. There was loyalty as well. Shane had been a good friend and he did not want to cause friction between them, but he could not wait much longer. It had been his intent to speak of these things with Shane first, although he found it difficult to believe that he had not guessed at his affection for Robyn.

The pull to return to the Inn had been as strong as the pull to commune with the spirits and so he allowed his feet to take him to where his heart desired. His hearing was exceptional and so he was able to overhear the conversation between Robyn and Kaylee as he slowly approached.

"You say that like I can just say 'hey, if you want a New Years kiss you should come to the Inn and find me." Robyn was facing away from him but he knew that her expression was one of doubt, she spoke the words so flippantly because she was positive they would not work. He felt a stab of jealousy toward whomever it was she spoke of that way, knowing that she wanted it to work.

"Well, yeah, you can say it just like that," Kaylee insisted, her grin growing as she recognized the figure making his way over to them. "Or, yanno, I could say it for you before he gets here." He had met Kaylee at the Manor just that week, he had seen her over the years once or twice but had little opportunity to speak with her one-on-one. "Hey, Shon'ge - wanna pucker up with Robyn at midnight' She wouldn't say no!"

There were times when Serendipity came out to play and he was far too polite to the spirits to ignore such things. "If you insist, I would not want to insult one of Robyn's cousins." He was not, however, going to give the skittish bird the time to flee and moved the timetable up. Coming up behind Robyn, as she turned around to see who was there he leaned in and kissed her, not something vulgar, just a tender kiss pressed firmly to her lips.

He could feel her body stiffen, words that were about to be spoken lost as contact had been made. For a moment that felt like an eternity he thought that he had been mistaken, that this was an event that would break the bond he had with her and probably her brother as well. Then he felt her fingers wrap in the fabric of his shirt and the wolf settled, satisfied that he had finally laid claim and that the claim had been accepted.

(Partially adapted from live play.)

Robyn Granger

Date: 2013-01-01 21:01 EST
There are some daydreams that invade a person's thoughts so often that it becomes difficult to accept that it might be something other than a dream. Shane had a lot of friends growing up, he was intelligent, good at sports and naturally welcoming. Robyn had been less outgoing and usually stuck with hanging out with her cousins or with her brother, they didn't seem to mind so she never broke out of that comfort zone.

It wasn't that she believed herself to be unworthy of friends, just that she was unable to connect with strangers in the same way she could connect with her family. When Shon"ge had started hanging out at the house with Shane, usually with a group of other like-aged boys to play football or some other boyish activity she felt unusually shy around him. His dark features and strange customs were a mystery to her and it drew her in like a moth to a flame.

Other than saying hello to him she was pretty sure the first few years that he came around she hadn't said anything else to him. Finally she had come up with the idea of a memory book — something she thought was a brilliant way to get to know someone, even now. The idea of it was simple; take an empty book, put something in it that reflected something of you and then give it to another. They were, if they were inclined, supposed to write something that said something about themselves - a poem, a quote, a story or memory - and return it.

She had written the beginning of a poem that reminded her of Shon"ge:

The grey-maned wolf and I sat beneath the winter sky The snarl pulled back, his fangs laid bare and though I feared, I remained there The stars they sang their histories to the grey-maned wolf and me Burning bright only to fade away with the rising sun, I had lived to see another day. It had taken Shon"ge weeks to write back, and it was in the tongue of his people. Over the years she had learned his language, the customs and folklore by passing the book back and forth. Even still, she believed that he saw her only as Shane's little sister, a girl to be placated and indulged for his friend.

How many daydreams had featured Shon"ge" Far too many to count and it had taken her years to put them in perspective. It was little wonder that she had a crush on him, he was older, friends with her brother and completely out of reach. She was of the opinion that girls always had crushes on people that were unattainable, usually that took the form of a movie or television star, but Shon"ge was no more available to her than the star of Doctor Who.

Lately she had seen him more often, much more often than they had been seeing one another before she had left Rhydin for New York. He had offered to help her when she had people over for a small party, and he had been at the opening of each one of her shows that year. When she asked him to accompany her to her family holiday festivities he had consented without pause. Even then she could not allow herself to believe that he was anything more than a friend that occasionally made appearances in some of her steamier daydreams.

After he had kissed her in the Inn, something that felt so much better than any imaginary kisses, he had asked her to take a walk with him. He was holding her hand as they left but she still felt as if he was going to say the kiss was a New Years eve thing and it didn't mean more than that.

They walked in silence, she realized he was walking toward her home. He was polite that way, making sure she got home. She was already shivering from the cold and it was probably for the best, she would need time to sort her head out. Just a New Years eve thing, of course, what else could it be, Kaylee had pushed him to it and...and...

"It was not just a New Years eve thing, Robyn." His voice was soft and hinted at bemusement.

"What' Can you read minds now?" She felt a stab of panic as she tried to remember what it was she was thinking when he kissed her, and the moment a part of it was recalled the blush started. By all the Gods she had not been thinking innocent thoughts! His lips had been so warm, and the kiss so....wanted.

"I can not read thoughts, but sometimes I can read you like a book. By now you have rationalized the kiss, put it away to be analyzed and ...sometimes savored, but not to be repeated." He stopped her then, pulling her against him and looping his arms around her waist to keep her there as he spoke. "If you tell me that you wish only to be friends I will respect that, and try to resolve the feelings I have for you without causing you embarrassment or discomfort." He was leaning in as he spoke. "But know this, Little Robyn, I would rather you let me be more to you than just your friend. Have wanted for long enough now that the thought of not being able to kiss you again ?" His words tapered off, and his dark eyes flashed with hints of gold in the light of the streetlamps. "I do need to tell you something before you decide."

Her hands had come up and were resting on his chest, she could feel the warmth of him and unconsciously was leaning in as he spoke. "That you can shift into a wolf. A skinwalker, according to your Grandfather, may the spirits keep his soul in peace until he decides to visit the world again." Adding the proper words for a member of the tribe that has passed through this cycle of life and onto the next. "He had a weakness for chocolate chip cookies, and....and I already knew."

Shon"ge looked shocked, felt the shock to his core, he had not told anyone outside his tribe of his shifting abilities. He was not a werewolf, it was something much more natural than the cursed creatures. His people, rightfully name Skin Walkers, could shed their human form for the form of a spirit guide. It was thought that this ability came from the Great Spirits mingling with their ancestors and creating a crossbred of human and spirit. "How" How long have you known?"

"I was eighteen. It was after that incident where you and Shane found me and Alex ..and..." And she had been beating on the boy and yelling at him to get off of her, he hadn't wanted to listen. Shane had been livid, he had punched Alex hard enough to knock a few teeth loose and break the boys nose. Shon"ge had been there, silently seething, he had walked her home while Shane took Alex to the hospital. "When we got back to my house, you stormed out so quickly I thought you were mad at me."

He thought back to that day and could remember. He had been angry alright, but not because of her, he felt the coward for not asking her to her prom. She had gone with Alex instead and it had turned ugly. Getting away from humanity was all he could think about and he had hardly stepped from her house when he allowed the change to take him. It had been sloppy, something he rarely allowed himself. "You never said anything."

"It wasn't my secret to tell. I thought...if you wanted me to know you would tell me." The only one she had discussed it with was his Grandfather, needing to understand what it meant.

"And it did not change..." He was still leaning close and she could feel his heartbeat quicken. "Did not change how I felt for you?" She finished for him. "Never.? Rocking up on her toes to kiss him. The second kiss was not as timid as the first, and by the time they parted she knew that there would be no turning back. The new year was going to be something altogether different than the last and she couldn't help but smile at the thought. (Adapted from live play. :) )