((Takes place the evening after Secret Expression.))
There was nothing more romantic than spending a night on the beach beneath a starlit sky, but before the romance came the many preparations - putting up a tent, building a fire, cooking dinner. There was plenty of laughter during those hours, as they struggled together to get the tent up and roasted hotdogs over an open fire. Laughter, some say, is the best medicine, and though neither of them were ill, they had both suffered their own separate heartache, laughing more in the last few hours since they'd met than either had in weeks. As the sun started to sink in the sky and their first day together began to wane, they sat close together on the beach, quietly enjoying the other's company, his arm around hers as together they watched the sun sink slowly into the sea.
Helena couldn't remember a time when she'd had so much fun without worrying about the consequences. Tommy's philosophy of "live in the now" was just too attractive not to embrace, even if it was only for the duration of his visit. Thankfully Dru hadn't objected to having the house to herself for the night, though Lena was pretty sure she was going to be teased to infinity and beyond the moment her sister got her alone again. But for now, curled up on the beach, tucked under Tommy's arm, she wasn't thinking about that. For the first time in a long time, her mind was quiet as she gazed out at the setting sun. "Thank you," she heard herself say softly, brushing her cheek against his shoulder. "For today."
He tore his gaze from the sunset to look over at the girl tucked up against his shoulder, as easily as if she belonged there. It had been a long time since he'd been this close to a woman, since he'd felt this kind of a connection with anyone, and he didn't really want it to end. "I should be thanking you. I almost ran you over and hit your tree, remember?" he asked as he touched a soft kiss to her temple. There was nowhere he wanted to be at that very moment but here with her.
"Well, my tree kinda hit your van," she shrugged one shoulder, tilting her head back to show him her smile. The gentle affection in the kiss he'd touched to her temple was all kinds of moving, touching her more deeply than she could have predicted. "You did get spat out by the Nexus. She's not gentle." Her hand rubbed against his thigh with the same affection he had shown her, face turning to touch an answering kiss to his jaw even as a thought occurred to her. "Do you sleep out under the stars a lot?"
He still wasn't quite sure what the Nexus was, how it worked, or how he had ended up here. Why him, why here, why now" He had a feeling he'd never find the answer to those questions, no matter how hard he tried. "Not anymore," came his reply. "I forgot how much I miss it," he replied with a frown as he turned back toward the sunset, the sky reflecting against the water in fiery shades of red and orange. "What about you? You said you backpacked in South America. You must like the outdoors."
"I didn't know I did like it until I took a chance," she admitted, lifting her eyes to the fiercely bright burst of light that was the setting sun. "It was kinda hard for a while there - I wasn't used to not getting a shower every day, and sleeping on the ground. I really wasn't used to having complete strangers pressed up against me to stay warm at night." She laughed at the memory of the first time that had happened - she'd woken up the entire camp, screaming that the poor man was trying to rape her. "But once I was used to it' It just felt right, you know" I kinda like the feeling of being all get back to naturey. No one looks down their nose at you when you're all as dirty as each other."
He chuckled at her description, at her attempt to articulate her feelings about the outdoors, which made it sound a lot less than romantic. Of course, it did have its drawbacks. "I never went backpacking like that, but I did hitchhike my way to California once." Only once because once he'd arrived there, it was where he'd stayed. "This place reminds me of home a little. It's prettier though. More peaceful."
"It is beautiful here," she agreed softly, admiring the beach in its little cove, protected by rolling hills. "You know, I've spent the last two years trying to get away from home and find myself, and ....I've learned more about myself right here, today, than I did in all that time. I didn't need to leave to do it. I just needed you to show me."
"Sometimes it takes someone else to show you what you already knew all along," he said, turning back to her, the sunset reflected in his eyes, casting an orange glow to both their faces. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" he asked, completely out of the blue, surprising himself as much as her as his fingers trailed against her cheek, completely captivated with this gentle wildflower who'd accidentally wandered into his life.
Touched by the sudden, unexpected compliment, Lena struggled for a moment to find words to respond with. Blue eyes sparkled suspiciously bright as she swallowed, raising a smile as her hand rose to curl her fingers about his. "I don't think my big brother counts, does he?" she asked, her voice soft and just a little tremulous. She'd been called pretty before, but never beautiful. Never complimented so sincerely by anyone not family. "Tommy ..." His name was a whisper on her lips as she gently squeezed his hand, utterly at a loss as to what she could possibly say to echo the implication in his unexpected question.
As far as he was concerned, it was true. She was beautiful in her own way, and hers was a face he thought he could easily grow accustomed to. The way her cheeks dimpled when she smiled, eyes bright and as blue as the sea, brown hair that framed an almost impish face, pouty lips that were kissably soft. He was growing fond of her face, even only after a day. Were they moving too fast' Maybe, but with only two days left before he had to go home, time was not something they could afford to waste. His gaze settled on the pout of her lips as she whispered his name, heart longing for something more permanent for the first time in years. "Helena," he replied, her name like a prayer against his lips, a plea. He didn't bother to answer her question, but leaned in to touch his lips to hers once again, soft and warm and tender.
The answer to the question that had been plaguing her was there in his kiss. Two days was at once too much and not enough. Too much time with him, letting herself get in deeper and deeper; not enough, when she would have to let him go when they were done. But that was a worry for another day, not this one. Not when he was there, vibrant and alive, passionate about living his life, wanting to teach her to do the same. Her hand fell from his as his lips covered hers, her fingers teasing along the line of his jaw in a gentle caress as she answered his kiss with her own. This was a moment she wanted to live in, to make the most of, here beneath the rising stars, with a man she could so easily love.
There was nothing more romantic than spending a night on the beach beneath a starlit sky, but before the romance came the many preparations - putting up a tent, building a fire, cooking dinner. There was plenty of laughter during those hours, as they struggled together to get the tent up and roasted hotdogs over an open fire. Laughter, some say, is the best medicine, and though neither of them were ill, they had both suffered their own separate heartache, laughing more in the last few hours since they'd met than either had in weeks. As the sun started to sink in the sky and their first day together began to wane, they sat close together on the beach, quietly enjoying the other's company, his arm around hers as together they watched the sun sink slowly into the sea.
Helena couldn't remember a time when she'd had so much fun without worrying about the consequences. Tommy's philosophy of "live in the now" was just too attractive not to embrace, even if it was only for the duration of his visit. Thankfully Dru hadn't objected to having the house to herself for the night, though Lena was pretty sure she was going to be teased to infinity and beyond the moment her sister got her alone again. But for now, curled up on the beach, tucked under Tommy's arm, she wasn't thinking about that. For the first time in a long time, her mind was quiet as she gazed out at the setting sun. "Thank you," she heard herself say softly, brushing her cheek against his shoulder. "For today."
He tore his gaze from the sunset to look over at the girl tucked up against his shoulder, as easily as if she belonged there. It had been a long time since he'd been this close to a woman, since he'd felt this kind of a connection with anyone, and he didn't really want it to end. "I should be thanking you. I almost ran you over and hit your tree, remember?" he asked as he touched a soft kiss to her temple. There was nowhere he wanted to be at that very moment but here with her.
"Well, my tree kinda hit your van," she shrugged one shoulder, tilting her head back to show him her smile. The gentle affection in the kiss he'd touched to her temple was all kinds of moving, touching her more deeply than she could have predicted. "You did get spat out by the Nexus. She's not gentle." Her hand rubbed against his thigh with the same affection he had shown her, face turning to touch an answering kiss to his jaw even as a thought occurred to her. "Do you sleep out under the stars a lot?"
He still wasn't quite sure what the Nexus was, how it worked, or how he had ended up here. Why him, why here, why now" He had a feeling he'd never find the answer to those questions, no matter how hard he tried. "Not anymore," came his reply. "I forgot how much I miss it," he replied with a frown as he turned back toward the sunset, the sky reflecting against the water in fiery shades of red and orange. "What about you? You said you backpacked in South America. You must like the outdoors."
"I didn't know I did like it until I took a chance," she admitted, lifting her eyes to the fiercely bright burst of light that was the setting sun. "It was kinda hard for a while there - I wasn't used to not getting a shower every day, and sleeping on the ground. I really wasn't used to having complete strangers pressed up against me to stay warm at night." She laughed at the memory of the first time that had happened - she'd woken up the entire camp, screaming that the poor man was trying to rape her. "But once I was used to it' It just felt right, you know" I kinda like the feeling of being all get back to naturey. No one looks down their nose at you when you're all as dirty as each other."
He chuckled at her description, at her attempt to articulate her feelings about the outdoors, which made it sound a lot less than romantic. Of course, it did have its drawbacks. "I never went backpacking like that, but I did hitchhike my way to California once." Only once because once he'd arrived there, it was where he'd stayed. "This place reminds me of home a little. It's prettier though. More peaceful."
"It is beautiful here," she agreed softly, admiring the beach in its little cove, protected by rolling hills. "You know, I've spent the last two years trying to get away from home and find myself, and ....I've learned more about myself right here, today, than I did in all that time. I didn't need to leave to do it. I just needed you to show me."
"Sometimes it takes someone else to show you what you already knew all along," he said, turning back to her, the sunset reflected in his eyes, casting an orange glow to both their faces. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" he asked, completely out of the blue, surprising himself as much as her as his fingers trailed against her cheek, completely captivated with this gentle wildflower who'd accidentally wandered into his life.
Touched by the sudden, unexpected compliment, Lena struggled for a moment to find words to respond with. Blue eyes sparkled suspiciously bright as she swallowed, raising a smile as her hand rose to curl her fingers about his. "I don't think my big brother counts, does he?" she asked, her voice soft and just a little tremulous. She'd been called pretty before, but never beautiful. Never complimented so sincerely by anyone not family. "Tommy ..." His name was a whisper on her lips as she gently squeezed his hand, utterly at a loss as to what she could possibly say to echo the implication in his unexpected question.
As far as he was concerned, it was true. She was beautiful in her own way, and hers was a face he thought he could easily grow accustomed to. The way her cheeks dimpled when she smiled, eyes bright and as blue as the sea, brown hair that framed an almost impish face, pouty lips that were kissably soft. He was growing fond of her face, even only after a day. Were they moving too fast' Maybe, but with only two days left before he had to go home, time was not something they could afford to waste. His gaze settled on the pout of her lips as she whispered his name, heart longing for something more permanent for the first time in years. "Helena," he replied, her name like a prayer against his lips, a plea. He didn't bother to answer her question, but leaned in to touch his lips to hers once again, soft and warm and tender.
The answer to the question that had been plaguing her was there in his kiss. Two days was at once too much and not enough. Too much time with him, letting herself get in deeper and deeper; not enough, when she would have to let him go when they were done. But that was a worry for another day, not this one. Not when he was there, vibrant and alive, passionate about living his life, wanting to teach her to do the same. Her hand fell from his as his lips covered hers, her fingers teasing along the line of his jaw in a gentle caress as she answered his kiss with her own. This was a moment she wanted to live in, to make the most of, here beneath the rising stars, with a man she could so easily love.