Topic: Twelfth Night

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:15 EST
The twelfth night after Christmas Day was always a little bit sad for Ashlyn Granger. She loved the festive season, the opportunity to be a small child once again, shamelessly enjoying the silly music and bright decorations that covered the world for just a month. But it always had to come to an end, and that end always seemed far too soon. This year, however, she had a reason to look forward to Twelfth Night - James. The season he knew was celebrated on this last night of Christmas, and despite her sadness at seeing the tree come down and the decorations put away for another year, she was genuinely excited about finally exchanging gifts with him.

With beef roasting in the oven, and the depressing cardboard box all sealed up for another year, she was left to inspect the wassail - a mulled form of spiced cider, she was reliably informed. It had taken a while to find a recipe, and this was the first time she'd tried to make it, but it was a tradition James would recognize, and that made it worth it.

"You know ....I don't know any of these songs," she pointed out, chuckling as she bent over the pot steaming on the stove to sniff the spiced alcohol curiously. "Apart from The Wassail Song, but I don't get why the special drink and the singing. Especially the singing."

"It's a silly custom, I suppose," James began, as he leaned over the pot to ladle a little of the cider up to test it for taste. "Hmm," he declared inconclusively as he considered it, reaching for a little bit of this or that spice to add to the mixture. Though she had found the recipe somewhere, he was the expert on how it should taste. "It's a little like the custom of caroling, I think. I'm not quite sure about its origins, but where I'm from, it was customary for people to go from house to house singing carols and expecting to be rewarded with wassail punch and other treats, hence the term 'wassailing'," he explained. The custom was rather like a combination of trick or treating and caroling, but James wasn't all that familiar with modern customs enough to make that comparison.

"I read something about putting toast on a tree," she offered, but her research on Twelfth Night had definitely been scratchy. She'd gotten confused between English Twelfth Night, and the Twelfth Night customs and traditions in New Orleans, far too many times to have come out of the whole thing with any kind of coherent understanding. "So why did I put a bean in the cake" We're singing and drinking, and we've got a really nice meal cooking, and all the decorations are down ..." She pouted for a moment, but brightened up as she glanced down at her Christmas jumper and reindeer slippers. "I read something about the Lord of Misrule or the Bean King?"

"Aye, well ....traditionally, the person who finds the bean in their cake becomes King - or in your case, Queen - for the day. So, if you were a peasant and you were the lucky one who found the bean in your cake, you would be King or Queen for the day. There doesn't seem much point to it when it's only the two of us," he added with a grin, though that depended on how the two of them wanted to play this game.

Ash grinned, raising her brow as she looked up at him. "Really' You don't want to run the risk of having me completely in charge until midnight?" she asked him sweetly, wrapping her arms about his waist. "What's the matter, captain" Scared of what I'll make you do?"

"Not at all, lass," he replied, as her arms went around his waist and he raised his hands to push her hair back from her face, just because he could. "I trust you implicitly, but can the same be said for me?" he teased, thinking of a few things he might enjoy doing if he were the one to win the bean.

"Oh, I'm not scared of you," she promised him affectionately. "After all, you did save the wassup, or whatever it is. I swear, I almost barfed when I tried it earlier." Mostly because she'd put way too much brandy in without checking first.

"'Tis an acquired taste, I'm afraid," he replied, though he had thought similarly of her eggnog, preferring to skip the milky concoction all together and go straight for the bourbon. He'd had an open mind regarding her holiday traditions, and now it was her turn to return the favor. "If I win the bean, I may demand a massage," he teased, though he did not say what part of the body he was hoping to have massaged.

"You think that's a demand?" she asked with a low laugh, tilting her head back to meet his gaze. "Ordering me to oil you up and stroke your skin is the worst you can think of?" She snorted sweetly, rising onto her toes to brush a kiss against his chin. "When do I get my present?"

"I am hardly going to share the rest of my thoughts with you, wench!" he laughed, blue eyes sparkling with mischief. "You have the finest present of all," he teased, tapping her nose with a finger as he added, with a grin, "Me! Let's not get too greedy, shall we?" Of course, he did have a present, one he'd picked out specially for her, but he was having far too much fun teasing her to admit it.

She pouted teasingly back at him, sea blue eyes sparkling with amusement. "Aww, but I've been waiting for ages," she whined playfully. "You're not really gonna make me wait until after dinner, are you? Because that's, like, over an hour away, and we took the decorations down, so it's not even really Christmas anymore!" She rose up onto her toes once again, nose to nose with him as she added, "If I get the bean before I get my present, I'm going to tie you up and blindfold you, and make you listen while I get my rocks off all on my own."

He grinned back at her, amused by her cheeky threat, but doubtful she'd go through with it. "You don't have any rocks," he pointed out helpfully, tweaking her nose and taking her literally, at least as far as his understanding of modern slang was concerned. "Besides, it's a Twelfth Night present and it's not even night yet, so there."

She snorted with laughter at his literal response. "Now I know you understood that one," she accused him affectionately. "All right, so when do you call it night-time?" she then demanded, impatient for her present and to give him his. "It's dark out, isn't that night-time?"

"Not until we have dinner," he replied, obviously enjoying teasing her, even if they didn't wait until after dinner. "Has anyone ever told you that you're worse than a child when it comes to presents" Daisy's more patient than you are, and she can't be more than six or seven."

"It's all part of my charm," she laughed, hugging him about the waist fondly. "I can't help it. I get really excited about giving and getting presents, and I love Christmas. You're just gonna have to get used to it." A thought occurred to her, making her burst out laughing. "Oh god ....if we ever have kids, you're gonna be the responsible parent!"

His arms went around her shoulders to hold her close as she clung to his waist, brows rising sharply at the idea of children. They hadn't even got around to discussing marriage first. "Me?" he found himself asking again. "I'm a pirate, remember" I haven't a responsible bone in my body." Okay, privateer. Same difference, really, though he'd never admit it. He wondered if maybe he should have bought her an engagement ring to rival the one her future sister-in-law was wearing, but he'd thought it too soon.

"Uh-huh," she teased him softly. "You're so not responsible that you've been handling my hangovers for the last week without once resorting to just getting me drunk again. You're not a pirate, baby. You're a captain. Huge difference."

"A captain without a ship," he pointed out further, though he didn't really want to talk about that now. It would only upset him and ruin their evening. He had prospects and was working on rectifying the situation, but it would take a little time. "Would you like a cup of punch' I should think it's ready by now," he asked, changing the subject.

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:16 EST
"You're the captain of this relationship," she pointed out, nuzzling close to steal a kiss before he could start upsetting himself over the one thing that was just out of his reach for now. "Captain of my heart." One kiss became two, and would have become more if he hadn't changed the subject. She glanced to the steaming pot beside them with a lopsided smile. "Sure. Ply me with alcohol, you irascible rapscallion."

Her kisses were almost enough to distract him from his annoyance over the lack of a ship, but it was the mention of her heart that really softened him. He couldn't help but chuckle at her further teasing. "I haven't been called that in at least a century," he teased back, touching a kiss to her nose. "Now, bring me two cups, love, and we'll toast our future."

"And then do I get my present?" she asked plaintively. If this had been her brother, Dom would have tickled her into agreeing not to mention presents for at least another hour, but James seemed to genuinely enjoy the childlike impatience she was making no attempt to keep a lid on this evening. Lifting a pair of rounded cups from the cupboard, she flashed him a cheeky grin. "Or do I have to polish your mast first?"

"Hmm, a tempting thought, but I think perhaps we should wait for the bean, or you might have to do it twice," he teased, grinning back at her. He ladled hot mulled cider into each cup, handing her one before filling his own. "What shall we drink to?" he asked, as he held his cup aloft in anticipation. He had already suggested toasting their future, but he thought perhaps they should be more specific than that.

Taking the cup into her hand, Ash considered the toast thoughtfully, breathing in the deliciously rich fumes rising from the cider. "To making this work," she said, raising her cup to his. "Together."

He was a little surprised by the toast, but not unpleasantly so. He thought they were already doing a fair job of making their relationship work, but they hadn't been together long enough yet to really put it to the test. "Together," he repeated, touching his cup to hers before raising the cup to his lips.

Of course, he knew something she didn't. Ash could only see the six weeks stretching ahead of her in which she would be away in the Nereem Strait with a few students, and she wasn't anticipating an easy time of it. If she thought about being away from James too much, she made herself cry, and that wasn't a look she particularly wanted him to see from her. Taking a sip from her cup, she smiled up at him, her eyes widening in delight at the transformation he had effected on the cider. "Wow, that's ....hoy ..." She coughed as the kick hit her full in the chest, her eyes watering.

"Small sips, love," he warned a little too late. "I'll make a pirate of you yet," he teased, grinning at her reaction to the cider before taking a gulp of his own, the brandy warming his insides from his throat straight down to his stomach. "Ah, that's good stuff, that is. Warm you right up on a cold winter night."

She laughed, one hand brushing the escaping tears from her eyes as she blinked to clear her vision. "Small sips, gotcha," she nodded in agreement. She, too, could feel the warmth spreading through her, setting her cup down to peel off the slightly suggestive Christmas sweater she was wearing and get some kind of headstart on preventing herself from turning into a sweaty ball of impatient affection. "So what do we do now?" she asked, taking up her cup again. "Dinner's not gonna be ready for a while yet."

There was that little wrapped box nudging him, right where he'd put it in the pocket of the cardigan sweater her Uncle Humphrey had bought him. He'd also received a gold ring bearing an onyx stone that it seemed nearly all the adult members of the Granger family wore, as well as various pairs of trousers and shirts and sweaters. Apparently, it was not socially acceptable to traipse around in public dressed like a pirate, unless one really was a pirate. His hand went to the little wrapped package in his sweater, fingers toying with it as he contemplated giving it to her now. "I suppose a snowball fight would be out of the question."

"Oooh, don't tempt me," she laughed back to him. "You know I'll take you up on that if you're serious. I've got years of getting beat in games by my brother to make up for here, and a snowball fight means I can make you squeal if I get the snow in the right place."

"You wouldn't dare!" he exclaimed, looking shocked at the very thought of her trying to freeze his jewels off. "Have you ever heard the saying 'Don't get mad, get even'?" he asked, wondering if she'd get the hint.

Laying one hand on her hip as she looked up at him, Ash sipped her cider with an impish smirk. "Are you saying you want to stuff my bra with snow?" she asked innocently. "Cos, you know, if you want me to flash you, I'll do that." Her smirk deepened, knowing she could shock him even more with what she was about to say. "Hell, say the word and I'll strip off, go out on the balcony, and declare you to be the universe's most amazing lover at the top of my lungs if you really want me to."

He wouldn't have put it past her either, knowing her the way he did, but instead, he touched a finger to her lips to silence her. "Wait for the bean," he reminded her again, wondering just how that was going to play out in the hours to come, no matter which of them found it. "Anyway, do you really want to advertise that, love" I might end up with women worshiping at my feet," he teased back, a smirk on his face.

"Hmm ..." She chuckled, hopping up to sit on the counter behind her comfortably, reaching out with her feet to pull him closer. "Maybe I shouldn't boast until I've got a ring on it, huh?" Her smile faded as she looked into his eyes, so comfortable with him by now that she was sure she would struggle without him. "I'm gonna miss you, you know."

He lifted his dark brows, once again a little surprised by her blunt honesty, assuming she was not just teasing him as she drew him closer. He might have commented regarding a ring if she hadn't distracted him again with her worries about leaving him behind, having no way of knowing she was doing no such thing. Should he tell her the truth, he wondered, or surprise her as he was planning on doing. It seemed cruel to make her worry so, and yet, it might be worth risking her anger to see the look on her face when she found him on board. "I'm not going anywhere, Ashlyn," he assured her, which was neither a lie nor the whole truth. "Do you trust me?" he asked, touching her cheek with gentle fingers.

She smiled wistfully, not knowing his plans, only aware of her own ache at the thought of being away from him. Setting her cup aside, she let her hands settle at his hips as he touched her cheek. "You know I do," she told him faithfully. "I love you, James, and ....I've never been in love before."

He, too, set his cup aside, as the conversation turned serious, his fingers caressing her cheek and drifting back into her hair, touched by her words, but even more by the feelings behind them. "Then trust me in this, Ash. I love you, too, and I will never do anything to betray your trust." He met her gaze, a solemn look on his face, hoping she would believe him. Whether he was a pirate or not, he had never been so adamant about anything before as he was about this. He reached into the pocket of his old man sweater and pulled out a small wrapped box, suddenly wishing he had bought her a ring, like he had been thinking of, but the gift he had chosen would simply have to do. "This is for you," he told her, offering it to her. "You deserve so much more, but it's the best I could do, for now."

How could she not believe him, when he told her the truth of his heart that was shining in his eyes" If he could only have seen himself as he spoke, he would have known that she would never mistrust him, that she knew when he was speaking the truth that lived in his bones. She might have kissed him, but for the sudden appearance of a little box in his hand. Surprised that he had gone back on his intention of waiting until after they'd eaten to exchange gifts, she smiled, her fingers covering his around the box. "I have you," she reminded him softly. "I don't need anything more." Her lips brushed his tenderly, holding the softer moment just a little longer before that childlike excitement lit up her eyes once again. "Can I open it, or do I still have to wait?"

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:17 EST
He was almost like a wild beast, and she the beauty who'd tamed him, her lips brushing his and soothing the ache in his heart. Whatever cruelties he'd suffered in life were forgotten in the wake of her kisses and caresses, in the gentle healing of her love. "'Tis for you, lass. You can open it whenever you like," he told her, a soft smile on his face and just a hint of nervousness, unsure if she'd like the gift he'd chosen especially for her.

"Goodie." Locking her legs about his hips so he couldn't get away, she grinned up at him before turning her eyes down to the little box now in her hands. She wasn't enough of a romantic to be expecting a ring - hell, knowing him, it could be a single gold earring, just to emphasize that he was a pirate, despite her insistence otherwise. Impatient fingers tore the paper off, lifting the lid with sparkling eyes, delighted with just the action of receiving a gift.

What she found when she unwrapped the box and opened the lid was a seafoam enamel turtle with a diamond for an eye made of sterling silver and hanging from a silver chain. It wasn't a ring, no, not yet, but he had picked it out especially for her, hoping she'd like it.

"Oh my god ..." The childlike look in her eyes faded, replaced with genuine wonder as she took in the absolutely perfect gift nestled in the box in her hands. He'd bought her a turtle once before - a stuffed plushie that lived on her desk at the museum now - but this was something else entirely. "James, this is ....God, this is beautiful," she gushed, raising her eyes to his with tender delight. Her hand touched his cheek, drawing him close into a soft kiss. "She's beautiful. Thank you."

"It's nothing, really ..." he started, thinking maybe he should apologize for the simplicity of the gift. It certainly wasn't as grand as a diamond ring, but his monetary situation left a lot to be desired, and it wasn't so much the gift as it was the thought that had gone into it. When he'd seen the little thing in the jewelry store case, he'd immediately thought of Ashlyn and knew she had to have it. He might have gone to greater lengths to defend his choice, if she wasn't so obviously delighted with it. "Do you really like it?" he asked, searching her eyes for an answer.

"I really do," she promised him affectionately. "It's perfect, I ....I don't think anyone's ever given me anything that fits me so well, if that makes any sense." Carefully, she drew the beautiful turtle from the box, shaking her hair back from her neck as her hands tucked beneath the blonde mane to fasten the necklace securely in place.

"Here ....Let me," he said, reaching around to the back of her neck to help her fasten the necklace in place, thankful he no longer had a hook for a hand or this would have been impossible. A lot of things would have been impossible or, at least, much more difficult. "It isn't much," he admitted sadly, "but when I saw it, I thought of you."

Lifting her hair out of the way, she smiled at him, shaking her head to hear the sadness in his tone. "Don't say that," she told him firmly. "It's perfect, baby. Honestly. I love it. And I love that you thought of me when you saw it." She curled her arms about his neck, embracing him with arms and legs as her lips touched his cheek. "I saw your gift and thought of you, too."

He secretly hoped her gift wasn't grander than his or he was going to feel very foolish, though he had another surprise awaiting her a few weeks from now on board her ship - the surprise of himself, but that would have to wait for now. "I need no other gift but you," he told her quietly, meaning those words with all of his heart, as her lips touched his cheek. He smiled at the way she wrapped herself around him, almost possessively, happy to belong to her alone.

Her smile was soft against his neck for a moment before she drew back, touched by how sincere the words were, even echoed back to her. "Well, suck it up, because you got a pressie from me whether you want it or not," she teased, nipping at his lower lip. "Don't let me fall." Letting go with her hands, she bent backwards over the edge of the counter, flailing upside down to get a secure grip on the parcel left down there. It was a box almost the same size as a shoe box, though deeper, and given the way she handled it, there was a possibility that the contents were fragile. "Happy Christmas, James."

He laughed at her teasing, his arms going around her waist to make sure she didn't fall as she bent over backwards to grab hold of a box he hadn't noticed before. "What's this?" he asked as she handed him the box, though it was obviously a present of some sort for him. He couldn't remember when the last time was anyone had given him a gift before this, before her family had welcomed them into their midst, and despite his desire to keep his emotions in check, he felt his heart hammering as he tore the paper off the box and carefully pulled open the lid.

She watched him with a bright grin. "I saw it, and I thought of you," she told him as the paper came away, as he lifted the lid of the box to reveal the gift that had begged her to buy it and bring it home to him. A ship in a bottle, hand-crafted lovingly by an artisan of no little skill, under full sail as though being driven ahead by strong trade winds. He kept saying he wasn't a captain without a ship; now he had one.

Not exactly the kind of ship he could use to sail the seas, but that wasn't really the point. The ship represented a lifelong dream, an ideal, a desire that few shared or understood. It wasn't about being a pirate; it wasn't about treasure and adventure. It was about his love of the sea, and that was one thing he and Ashlyn shared and understood about each other, even if they loved it for different reasons. For once in his life, the good captain was at a loss for words. "I don't know what to say," he told her quietly.

Her eyes were soft as she let him absorb the gift, gently touching her fingertips to his cheek. "You don't need to say anything, you know," she answered in a soft voice. "It's yours, no matter what you say or what you think you should say. I figured you wouldn't let me buy you a real sized ship, so this one will have to do for now."

"I will have a ship one day, but you will not buy it for me. No one will buy it for me. I will earn it. I will earn the rank of captain again, not because I have bought my way into it but because it is in my blood. It is who I am, it is what I am," he told her, his voice full of pride and determination that some might mistake for arrogance. "And this ..." he continued, looking to the ship inside the glass. "I will treasure this always, because it has been given to me by the woman I love, the only woman who has ever come close to understanding me or understanding how much this means to me. This is not just a dream; it is my life."

"I know." Just whispered words that could have been trite, but for the sheer depth of understanding behind them. She did know, just as he knew of her own calling to the sea. They might love her for different reasons, but it was love, nonetheless. Nuzzling close, Ashlyn kissed James tenderly, her fingertips gentle in his hair. "Love you."

He returned her kiss, his lips drifting past her cheek to bury his face in her hair, not wanting her to see the tears in his eyes or know how deeply touched he was by her gift, despite his desire to show her how much he loved her. He drew a deep breath, breathing in the scent of her that could only belong to her, to his Ashlyn. "Do you really think we'll have children someday?" he asked, his voice quiet, afraid she might hear the tremor in his voice.

Wrapped up in his arms, she leaned into him, his hips still caught in the circle of her legs as her hands stroked gently over his back. His quiet question made her smile, her voice thick for a moment as she realized that this, too, was something he had thought he would never have the potential for again. "It would be an honor to bear your children, James," she whispered to him. "To raise a family together."

"And you would not mind having a sea captain for a husband?" he asked, though he had ideas about that, too. There were ways to make it work here that he could never have imagined in his own time. He had once hoped for a family of his own, for a wife and children, hearth and home. It had only been after he'd met Ashlyn that he'd dared dream of such a thing again, a little afraid he'd lose it again somehow.

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:17 EST
"Would you mind having a professor for a wife?" she countered with a gentle smile. It was the same question in its way, a fond reminder that the sea would always be the third person in their relationship, and denying him his love of the sea was something she would never allow herself to do. "I think we could make it work," she murmured confidently. "It's not like we're running out of time, is it?"

"Of course not. I would never deny you the study of that which is so important to you. It is as much a part of you as the sea is to me. Why would I deny you something that gives you so much joy?" he asked, setting the bottle aside for the time being. He'd come back to it later and find a suitable place to display it where it would be a constant reminder, not only of his heart's desire but of her love and understanding. "We have all the time in the world, love," he assured her, a soft smile on his face. "All the time in the world," he repeated before touching a tender kiss to her lips.

"Exactly how I feel," she agreed with him, touched that he understood her so well. As he set the bottle aside, she smiled into his kiss, any fear she might have held of losing him swept away in the face of his tenderness. She trusted him; she trusted his heart. But more than that, she trusted the promise of the time still to come, time that was theirs to fill together, however they chose to do it. The sailor and the scientist, bound together more tightly than they could possibly have imagined.

The rest of the evening passed quickly, stomachs full from dinner, the wassail punch making them both a little light-headed, until James was breaking into bawdy songs that had nothing to do with the holiday and sent Ashlyn into raucous laughter. She had won the bean and had demanded he entertain her, and he seemed more than happy to oblige, thumping up the stairs while singing in a full voice with her thrown over his shoulder. Once they were in bed, however, it was hard to say who was slave and who was master, both of them taking turns at taking charge and neither seeming too put out about it.

He had never met a woman who was so much his equal as Ashlyn, and though he preferred to be in charge, he let her enjoy a few hours of queendom. By the time the moon was high in the sky, they were lazily curled up in bed, limbs tangled together, the bedding rumpled from their lovemaking, a trail of discarded clothing that led from the door to their bed evidence that they'd enjoyed their little holiday together and then some.

With bedsheets bunched about her waist and her beautiful turtle sparkling at her throat, lips swollen with kisses and her peach skin glistening with the lightest sheen of sweat, Ashlyn was the perfect picture of a woman well and truly loved. She turned her tousled head toward James, propping her head up onto her hand as her palm came to rest over his heart. "You know ....none of the books I read said anything about the Queen of Misrule being thrown bodily into bed and loved until she can't feel her legs," she murmured teasingly. "New tradition just for us?"

Somehow it had seemed fitting to him that she had won the bean. After all, he was the one who was accustomed to being in charge, and by winning the bean, they had exchanged places, just as the tradition required. "Are you complaining, Majesty?" he teased as he tucked the blankets up around her, his fingers straying to touch her cheek, her hair, her bare shoulder. She was flushed and looking as happy and lovely as he'd ever seen her, and he knew it was because of him. There was a certain swell of male pride in knowing that, in knowing he could play her like a maestro and make her sing every time.

"Mmm, am I still a majesty?" she giggled, sensitive enough to his touch that the passage of his fingers drew a sound that was definitely for his ears only from her lips. "I'm not complaining. I might ask you to do it again sometime."

"You are the queen of my heart," he replied, the liquor loosening a tongue that was not normally given to poetry, though he had once been a student of literature and had a great love of words. He smiled at the sound she made when he touched her, knowing he held a certain power over her, though he was careful not to abuse it. He had her trust, and he intended to keep it.

The pretty words still evoked a soft blush from her when she heard them, unused to compliments so sincerely offered and endearments that had weight behind them. Nestling closer, she rested her cheek against his shoulder, sighing contentedly. "You know what would make this absolutely perfect?"

"I can think of nothing that would make this moment any more perfect than it is," he replied, taking her hand from his chest and touching it to his lips as he turned to face her. "Tell me, and I will do my best to grant your wish," he said, in earnest. It was no longer about who'd won the bean, but what he could do to prove his love.

She laughed softly, tightening her arms about him just in case he tried to run off and achieve what she was about to say. "The sound and smell of the sea," she told him, raising her head to show him her smile. "We should find a home that's all ours, close to the sea. Somewhere we can moor a boat nearby."

He lifted his brows, at once both surprised and not so surprised by her suggestion. It made perfect sense that they should live near the sea when they were not living on board a ship, but he had never expected to hear her suggest so soon. "Like your cousin," he said, thinking mostly of the one who was married to a mermaid. There was a pair whose hearts, like theirs, would never be far from the sea. "You wish to make a home with me?" he asked, as if needing to hear it again from her lips. Yes, they were already living together, but in an apartment that didn't really feel like the kind of home where they'd one day want to raise a family.

"Why not?" she countered with a gentle smile. "If we're going to have a family, we should really have somewhere to put the little monsters." He'd seen her often enough with Daisy by now; he knew that description of children was more fond than irritated. "Besides, isn't that what people in love do' They make a home together."

"You are serious," he said, almost as if he could hardly believe she was suggesting it. It was a thought that he'd already had and one that he'd acted on, but he wasn't sure if he should share that with her now, or wait until the time was right. But then, there was no better time than the present.

She blinked, uncertain why he seemed to disbelieve that she really meant what she was saying. "There's no rush, I guess," she conceded, a little concerned by that sense of disbelief. "If you're not ready, I mean. I get that it takes time to go from one stage to the next, but I'm gonna be away for at least a month. You might be ready when I get back, you never know."

"No, love, you misunderstand," he told her gently, sighing a moment. If only they'd had this conversation in the light of day, but it was the middle of the night, and it was too dark and too cold to make her understand. "I ....have done something. It was supposed to be a surprise," he started, looking a little nervous, fearful even that she'd be angry with him.

"Another surprise?" Her eyes lit up, the child inside her always delighted with the idea of surprises. "Okay." Grinning, she zipped her lip. "No more questions, I won't ask. I like surprises." Leaning in close, she kissed him once again. "You bought a house, didn't you?" Just because she liked surprises didn't mean she wasn't going to try and guess, despite her promise bare moments before.

"Not exactly," he replied. From the look on his face, he was both amazed and perplexed she had come close to guessing the truth, but there was more to it than that, and he wasn't sure he wanted to say anymore about it just yet.

She giggled, nuzzling close to him. "Okay, I won't ask again," she promised. "Not tonight, anyway." He couldn't say she wasn't obliging when it came to playing these gentle games, getting as much pleasure out of being the surpriser as the surprised.

"I can take you there, if you like," he volunteered. "I wanted to wait until ..." Until what? Until he thought enough time had passed that it would be proper to ask for her hand in marriage" They were already living together - and sleeping together - and no one had protested. No one had pointed out that she deserved better than a dirty pirate for a lover. No one had said a word against him, not even her over-protective big brother. What the hell did they know about him anyway' "Some secrets are meant to be kept, until it's time for them to be revealed," he told her, touching a finger to her lips to silence her once again.

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:18 EST
"I'll wait," she murmured, no longer quite as teasing as before. Whatever it was he had set in motion, it clearly meant a great deal to him, and she was more than happy to let him have his secret for as long as he needed it. Besides, it would give him something to keep his mind busy while she was away.

"I promise you this ..." he started, letting his fingers wander away from her lips to trace the curve of her cheek. "All of this is for you, Ashlyn. For us. You have redeemed me, redeemed my soul. I am not the man I was before I came here, and it is all because of you."

Her smile softened once again, touched by the faith he had in the bond that was still growing between them, by his insistence that she was the catalyst for his redemption. She knew he still struggled, feeling his way through the societal changes that went against his instinct to be breadwinner and provider for himself and his family, but she was hopeful that he would come to terms with that conflict in time. "All because I covered you in sweets at the theater," she murmured through that smile.

"No, because you believed in me and didn't give up on me. It would have been easy to call the usher and ask that I be escorted out. Most people would have thought me a raving lunatic, but you didn't. You saved me, Ashlyn. You wouldn't let it go. You pursued me. You cared. I don't know why you did, but every morning when I wake up and look over to see your lovely face beside me, I thank God for you. I am not a very religious man, but I do not believe it was mere chance that brought us together, Ashlyn. Call it Fate, if you wish. Destiny. But now that I have found you, I will never let you go." It was more than he'd said all day, and all at once, but he meant every word of it, more than she could possibly know.

There was something raw and intimate in the way he spoke, giving her an insight into why he had opened himself to her in the first place. Her, the woman who had snapped at him, offered to rearrange his face, and then virtually thrown herself at him. She'd never really understood why he'd been there, at The Eagle, waiting for her after the show. Now, she thought perhaps she had a chance of understanding that. "How could I have let it go?" she asked him softly. "It's not the pretty face that made me follow you, you know. You showed me just a glimpse of all that anger and pain inside you, how lost you felt, and ....I wanted to make it right." She could feel his heartbeat through her palm, holding his gaze as she sighed softly. "You trusted me with a glimpse of your heart before you ever even knew my name. You're teaching me how to trust again without expecting the worst. I love you, James. I would do anything you asked me to."

The point was that she didn't have to - she didn't have to follow him, or meet him at The Eagle, or try to understand. Even now, she didn't have to be with him, if she didn't choose to be. The fact that she did never ceased to amaze and astound him, and he thanked the Powers that Be every day that they had brought her into his life. She had seen something in him, some spark, and she had given him purpose and hope. She had redeemed him and given him a second chance, and that was more than he could have ever asked for, but there was only one thing more that he wanted.

He hadn't planned on asking her this way, but his entire life had been made up of unexpected and unplanned events. Life couldn't always be perfectly planned, but sometimes you had to make things happen. "There is only one thing more I want from you, Ashlyn," he said, his voice whisper soft in the darkness, as he closed his fingers around hers, blue eyes bright in the moonlight. "I want you to be my wife, to love and to honor all the days of my life."

She was still for a long moment, blue eyes captured by blue as she gazed at him, warm and soft in the sudden thrumming of her heart. "How does tomorrow suit you?" she asked him softly, an almost tearful smile of unabashed joy flickering onto her face as she curled closer to him. "I can't think of anything better than being your wife, James. Of course I'll marry you."

"Tomorrow?" he echoed, eyes widening in surprise. So much for a respectably long courtship, but he had already met her family and no one had challenged his place by her side. As for himself, there was no one to ask an opinion of, either way. He laughed suddenly, as if all of this amused him in some way. So much for propriety and decorum, but then they were openly living together and had already pledged their hearts. Doing so in front of witnesses was really just a matter of making it legal and binding.

"I'm doing things rather backwards, aren't I" I haven't even given you a ..." he trailed off as a thought came to mind and he rolled away from her momentarily to open the drawer near his bedside where he kept what few personal possessions were left to him. He drew something from the drawer, closing his hand around it, and turning back to her, reached for her hand to slide a small silver ring with a red stone that looked like a ruby onto her finger. He had worn it as a pinky ring, one of few possessions he had not yet sold. How he'd come to possess it was a mystery, but it seemed he now wanted her to have it.

She blinked, startled to find him laughing and rolling away from her, prevented from reaching out to pull him back by the sight of him rummaging in the drawer that was entirely his. "Haven't even given me a what?" she asked. The notion of a ring hadn't even crossed her mind, not until he took her hand and slipped it onto her finger. "Oh ..." It fitted her slender finger almost perfectly, shining there on her knuckle, and suddenly it all felt very real and very wonderful. Smiling through the tears, she threw her arms around him, bearing him down onto his back to smother him with kisses.

He laughed again as she smothered his with kisses, thanking him in her own perfect way. "If I'd known how much you'd like it, I'd have given it to you sooner," he teased as he returned her kisses, sliding his arms around her slim waist. This had not been planned either, though the thought had occurred to him on more than one occasion. It was not a diamond, nor was it an engagement ring at all, but it was one of the possessions he'd held so dear, he'd refused to part with it, until now.

And in a way, he wasn't parting with it at all. It had simply changed its function; no longer merely a memory, but the tangible evidence that Ashlyn belonged to him. Lying over him, she teased his lips with kisses, laughing through her unexpectedly tearful response to finding herself willingly engaged to the man who hadn't even tried to pick the locks on her heart. He had simply opened the door and walked in, and not a single one of her defenses had sparked in answer. He was meant to be there. Nuzzling close, she drew her hand up between them, taking a proper look at the ring nestled on her finger. It was far too feminine to have been made for him, she realized, glancing curiously at him as her fingertip touched the smooth ruby. "It's beautiful. You're beautiful."

"Now, that is a first," he replied with more soft laughter. No one had ever called him beautiful, until now. What it was she saw in him, he wasn't quite sure, but he wasn't about to argue with her about it. "No, love. You are beautiful. The most beautiful woman I have ever known," he told her quietly, his eyes shining suspiciously, though he'd deny they were tears. He brushed his fingers against her cheek, his body stirring to life again, now that she was so close. Even so, he was reluctant to break the spell of this magical moment.

"I'm your woman," she told him softly, brushing her lips to his tenderly. "That's all that really matters." Beautiful, ugly, charming, obtuse ....they were just words in the face of something that felt so much bigger than she was.

Ah, but when he called her beautiful, he wasn't only talking about the way she looked. Certainly, she was beautiful to look at, but her heart and her spirit was where the real beauty lay. "I had thought I'd be the one to ask for your hand in marriage. I had it all planned in my head, how I would do it. How I'd go do on one knee and tell you how I much I need you in my life, how I cannot live without you, but words cannot properly express all I am feeling in my heart for you, Ashlyn. All the poetry in the world cannot say it. I will marry you any day of your choosing. Wherever you go, I go, in heart and in spirit. And woe be to the man who ever tries to tear us apart," he added for good measure.

Ashlyn Radcliffe

Date: 2016-01-05 13:19 EST
"Or woman," she added, sealing his words as her own as she braced herself over him. "Besides, you did ask me. I just dropped anvil sized hints about babies, that's all." She giggled, nuzzling to him before her lips caught his in a slow kiss that was searing in its intensity. She poured everything she felt for him into that kiss, willing him to understand all the feelings she had no words for.

You are not finished, Captain. There is someone who needs you somewhere else. Those words resonated in his head. Words spoken to him by someone he had no name for at a time when he had given up hope. He had never told Ashlyn of that time or of how he'd come to be in Rhy'Din - none of that mattered - but he realized now in that very moment that she was his reason for being here. She was his second chance.

"Hey." She drew back, her fingertips stroking against his cheek as she smiled down at him, sensing that some part of him had wandered off for a moment or two. "You still with me, baby?"

Something in her kiss had triggered those thoughts - that memory. It was not so long ago that he'd been trapped in Neverland, not so long ago that he'd found himself here in RhyDin. It seemed in that moment that all the loose threads of his life came together to make sense, and it all ended with her. She was his fate, his destiny. It had never been about Pan at all, but what had Neverland taught him' What lesson had he learned" Perhaps it was simply that life was an adventure, wherever it took you, and that the best things in life couldn't be planned, but often came at you unexpectedly out of the blue, like a gift from God. "Aye," he said after a long moment, brushing the tears from his face before she noticed. "Aye, I'm with you. I'll always be with you."

She smiled, relieved to see him come back to her from wherever his thoughts had taken him. "Good." Oh, she'd seen the tears, but as he had not drawn attention to hers, so she did not draw attention to his, simply kissing a single escaping droplet from his cheek. "Because you know that thing I did with my tongue a little while ago' I'm gonna do it again." Her eyes sparkled with illicit promise as she grinned at him, easing back to begin their loving all over again. Her first Twelfth Night celebration was definitely one she would never forget.

He laughed again, not only amused by her forthright sauciness, but delighting in it. There were few women from his time who'd been able to match her in her enthusiasm for life. Maybe that's why he was here, in part. He was right where he belonged - here, with her. "You'll hear no argument from me, lass," he replied, happy to let her have her way with him. She had won the bean, after all. She was Queen for a Day, though the truth was Ashlyn Granger was queen of his heart. And always would be.

((Looks like Dom's little sister is going to pip him to the hitching post! Huge thanks to James' player!))