Topic: Written in the Stars

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-07-31 12:37 EST
((Concludes the epic Saturday that included a wedding!))

Marriage by moonlight ....well, that had certainly been a novel way to end a family barbecue. Gabi couldn't keep the smile from her face as she and George took their leave of those who were still lingering at the big house for the rest of the evening. Her brother was happily married - though he'd been pretty happily living in sin for the last two years - to his little mermaid; her boys were spending the night at the big house; and her father had elected to stay there overnight as well. For the first time, it was just her and George at Beecham House for the night. Hand in hand, they walked along the narrow paths that led through the Grove, talking quietly under the moonlight.

George had been nervously chattering on about nothing in particular - work, her family, the wedding, the fireworks. He was usually quiet and soft-spoken, only speaking when he had something to say, unless he was nervous. It wasn't the fireworks that had set him on edge, though Gabi might have assumed it was. It was something else, something he'd been meaning to do for a while now, but had been waiting for the right time. "How long have your brother and Leilani known each other?" he asked, not just out of curiosity. There was a reason behind his question, though he did not want to reveal it just yet.

Barefoot on the trodden-down grass, with her shoes hanging from her free hand, Gabi thought about the answer before she gave it. "Oh, about ....yes, about two and a half years now," she told him softly, looking up at her handsome doctor with a tender smile. "It only took them a couple of days to swear they'd never leave each other, though. It was touch and go with Cian whether he'd ever trust anyone enough to love them again, but Leilani's one in a million. She's hard not to love."

"Hmm," he murmured thoughtfully. Two and a half years sounded like a reasonable and respectable amount of time for an engagement, though Gabi had dropped a few hints about the following June. Nothing had been announced or was set in stone, but if they got engaged now, it would give them almost a year to plan a wedding. "I take it he had his heart broken," George remarked regarding Cian, a hand going into his jacket pocket, fingers toying with something he'd stashed there.

"Twice," she nodded, resting her cheek against his bicep as they walked along. "I contributed to the second time - it was shortly after Frank died, and I was resentful of how much time and love he gave to her. I shouted at her, which I deeply regret. But at the same time, I can't regret it too much. He's so happy now."

George wasn't too sure what had happened in her brother's past, but he couldn't argue with Gabi's logic. "Everything happens for a reason, or so they say, even if it doesn't seem like it at the time." He hadn't been so sure he believed that, until recently. "If she really loved him, they'd still be together," he said. Or vice versa.

"I suppose so," she agreed. "I don't think I will ever stop feeling guilty for the way I spoke to her. She didn't deserve it, and it was my own grief talking, really. I was so sure I'd be completely alone for the rest of my life ....I wanted Cian to be alone with me, so it was us together. Seems silly now."

"And then he left," George said, knowing enough about what had happened to presume that. He came to a stop near the pond not far from the big house, the light from Rhy'Din's twin moons reflecting off the water. It was quiet and still, but for the chirping of crickets and the croaking of frogs in hopes of finding a mate. "All's well that ends well," he remarked quietly.

"Yes, he did," Gabi sighed softly, remembering all the things that had happened while Cian was gone. "He didn't even say goodbye that time." She smiled, shrugging the feeling away as she turned to look up at George, tender affection in her brown eyes. "I don't want this to end," she told him quietly. "I want it to go on, for all the years of my life and yours."

"Maybe he didn't want to hurt you more than you were already hurting, and didn't realize he was doing just that by leaving without saying good-bye." He turned to face her, a soft smile on his face, a little bit sad for the heartache she'd had to suffer in the past but hopeful for the future. And then, there was that nervousness again. "It doesn't have to end, Gabrielle."

She held his gaze, seeing the nervousness in the way he stood, the flicker of his expression. She could even feel a little of it, wondering what it was that had suddenly put him so ill at ease. Her fingers toyed with his, squeezing gently as she frowned a little. "Sweetheart, what is it?" she asked worriedly. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," he replied without hesitation. "That's just it, Gabi. Nothing is wrong. Everything is perfect." His fingers found that small circle of metal in his pocket he'd been nervously toying with for most of the night. There'd never be a better time than this or a better setting.

It was just as well Dom had given him back the blazer without mentioning what was in the pocket, really. Gabi's smile relaxed as he reassured her, untangling her hand from his to gently touch her fingers to his cheek. "I love you, George," she reminded him softly. "Everything is perfect. You put me back together again, when I wasn't even sure of how broken I was."

He smiled softly down at her as her fingers touched his cheek, wondering how he'd been so lucky to find a woman like her. She had walked into his life unexpectedly and captured his heart so completely, he could no longer imagine his life without her, and so, before she could say another word, he was going down on one knee and reaching into his jacket pocket to pull out that small circle of shiny metal he'd been contemplating all day.

"Gabrielle, I know this is rather sudden, and I know it hasn't been very long, but I know my own heart. I know that I love you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He took her left hand in his, gazing up into her eyes from where he knelt before her, solemn and nervous and hopeful. "Gabrielle Granger, would you do me the honor of becoming my wife?"

Gabi stared at him, her eyes wide for a long moment. She knew she loved him, knew he loved her. They'd spoken about where they were going together, and yet ....there was something sweetly unexpected about George going down on one knee and asking her to marry him. She bit her smiling lip, her hand squeezing his as her answer came to her lips. "Yes," she promised him, nodding. "Yes, of course I will."

"Then this is for you," he told her simply. He drew the ring he had picked out for her from his pocket, hoping he didn't drop it from sheer nervousness. If he lost it in the water, it was unlikely he'd ever find it again. Why had he chosen this spot to propose" He touched his lips to her hand, very carefully taking hold of the ring to slide it onto her left ring finger.

"Oh ....oh, my goodness ..." Why hadn't she thought he would have a ring" She knew George; she knew he was a product of his time, that he had an old-fashioned approach to their courtship, despite the nights they had spent together. But for some reason, Gabi had never thought he would actually have a ring to put on her finger. And what a ring it was; set with a diamond solitaire and a row of smaller diamonds, two colors of gold side by side, like the two of them. "George, I ....it's beautiful." She laughed softly, tugging to pull him onto his feet. "You're wonderful."

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-07-31 12:38 EST
He didn't bother to mention how much the ring cost or where he had bought it. He wasn't sure if she'd like it, but from her reaction, it seemed he didn't have to worry about that. "Is it too much?" he asked, uncertainly. "Too big" Too fancy' I wasn't sure what you'd like. I know my tastes are a little outdated. The jeweler said if you didn't like it, we could bring it in and exchange it for something else." It was more than George usually said at one time, a flurry of words that showed just how nervous he was.

Dropping her shoes, she took his face between her hands, unused to being the confident one in their relationship when there hadn't been a nightmare to disturb him. "It's beautiful," she told him again, drawing him down into a soft kiss. "I love it. And I love you." It was as simple as that.

Drawn down into the kiss, he didn't have a chance to reply, though the kiss said it all, soft and tender and full of all the love he felt for her in his heart and soul. He had said the words once already, but he had learned long ago that actions spoke louder than words, and it was his actions that proved the words he was about to say yet again. "I love you, Gabrielle," he told her quietly as he drew back from her kiss to touch his nose to hers.

She smiled at him once more, slipping her arms about his waist to lean into his tall frame, uncaring that they were out in the open where any stray glance from a family house could spy them. For the first time in a very long time, Gabi felt anchored. She had someone to hold onto, someone she loved deeply, someone her boys were growing to love as well. "Is a year an appropriate time for an engagement?" she asked him softly, almost playful in her quietness.

He smiled, knowing that in Rhy'Din, it really didn't matter how long or short their engagement might be, but he was a creature of his upbringing, and he wanted to give her a wedding fit for a princess. A wedding like that would take time planning. He could only hope that a year would be enough, and he wanted plenty of time for the boys to get to know him and get used to the idea. "I think so," he told her. "If we can wait that long," he added with a teasing grin.

She giggled at his tease, brushing a kiss to his chin before cuddling into his arms, squeezing tenderly as she sighed with almost blissful content. "Nothing I've ever agreed to, or set in place, has ever felt so right before," she told him, a little shy of admitting it but unafraid of such admissions when it came to George. "I really should get the boys something special. Without them, we might never have run into each other."

"We'll get them ice cream cones," he promised as he wrapped his arms around her. What better reward could a child ask for than ice cream' "Perhaps they knew something we didn't," he said, touching a kiss to her forehead. There was no real hurry getting home tonight - no one waiting up to be tucked in or to make sure she got home safely.

"Perhaps they did." It was a plausible thought - until that day, Theo had been her escape artist, and Jake the well-behaved one, but for some reason, it had been Jake who had run away from her and straight into George. "Stranger things have happened." Feeling his lips against her forehead, she raised her head, sharing her happy smile with him. "We're going to have to get a move on with teaching you to drive and getting you a car."

He chuckled a little at her remark. "It's not like I've never driven a vehicle, Gabi," he reminded her, though the automobiles of his era were far different than they were today. Here in Rhy'Din, one was as likely to find someone driving a horse and carriage as a souped-up sports car. He was hoping for something somewhere in the middle.

"I want to be confident in you handling a large blunt instrument daily," she told him, though her smile never faded. "If you're going to be living out here, you'll need it." She didn't mention that she needed to be confident in his driving if he was ever going to have the boys in a car when he was behind the wheel, feeling certain that it wouldn't take long for that confidence to rise anyway. George was an easy man to have faith in.

He wove his fingers between hers to continue on their way back to Beecham House. "You wouldn't happen to be anxious to have me move to the Grove, would you?" he asked, knowing she was and unable to stop himself from teasing her about it a little.

Thank goodness the moonlight hid her blush, but there was no hiding the giggle that betrayed the fact that the blush was there. Pausing to pick up her shoes, she wound her fingers through his once again, shaking her head in an attempt to appear innocent. "Not anxious," she disagreed through her laughter. "Eager, perhaps, but not anxious."

"Eager, then," he agreed. He was the one who was anxious about it, for some reason, though he was making some progress. Rhy'Din was a much different world than the one he had come from. He paused to wait for her to snag her shoes before walking on. He assumed she wanted him to stay the night, though she had yet to mention it.

"I'll only get anxious if it starts to feel as though you don't want me any more," Gabi added, flicking a faintly teasing smile to him. She'd never had her heart broken, unafraid of teasing like that. She'd always been too shy to do more than talk to anyone she liked, until a few years before, and even then, it had only been one man. Laying her cheek against his arm as they walked into the coolness under the trees that surrounded Beecham House, she sighed softly once again. "What do you fancy for breakfast?"

George came to a halt again, turning to face her with an almost wounded look on his face. He ignored the thought of breakfast for now, feeling the need to address the remark he had not realized had been meant for teasing. "Do you really think I would propose to you if I thought I might change my mind?" he asked, lifting her chin to face him. "I am only reluctant to move in with you because of the world in which I was raised, because I do not want to bring you shame or humiliation. I love you, Gabrielle, and I am never going to change my mind about that."

A spasm of pain crossed her face as she realized he had taken her teasing remark seriously, hating the fact that she had hurt him at all. "Sweetheart, I didn't mean that you would," she promised him fervently. "It was a stupid thing to say. I love you, and I trust you. I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you and our children. I do understand your reluctance, of course I do. And I know you must get frustrated with me so often suggesting that perhaps it is time you moved in. Truth be told, I don't care about my reputation. I love you. That isn't going to change."

It wasn't often that they had these little moments of misunderstanding, but they were two different people from two very different worlds and they had only known each other a short while. Even so, there was no doubt they loved each other and were determined to conquer every challenge that stood in their way, no matter how big or how small. "I don't want you to worry about such things, Gabi. I don't want anyone but you, do you see?"

"I do see." Anxious now to convince him of something she had thought he understood, Gabi let her hand creep to his chest, clinging to the lapel of his blazer as she looked into his eyes, her expression taut with concern. "Please, George, it was a thoughtless thing to say. I don't worry about anything like that. I do trust you, deeply. Please don't be angry with me for not thinking before I spoke."

His gaze softened, almost wishing he hadn't said anything about it, but he needed her to understand that she never needed to fear that from him. "I'm not angry, love. I have never loved anyone the way I love you. I have never wanted anything so badly in my whole life. I want to be with you, Gabi. I want us to get married and raise a family - your boys and whatever children God chooses to give us - together. I want to grow old with you. I know we haven't known each other very long, but I know I feel in my heart, and I know I won't change my mind. Not about you. Not ever."

"I don't doubt you," she promised him, her pretty face still twisted with worry. How could she have said such a thoughtless thing, only minutes after he had proposed to her" It was appalling. "I haven't doubted you since the moment we met. I won't ever doubt you. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to upset you. It was supposed to be a joke, but obviously it isn't a funny one and I shouldn't have said anything at all. I am sorry, George."

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-07-31 12:39 EST
"You have nothing to apologize for," he assured her, offering a soft smile and touching his fingers to her cheek. It was just another step on the way to them getting to know each other better. "You said something about breakfast' I guess that means I'm staying the night," he told her, his turn to tease now, but it was rather obvious from the smile and the sparkle in his eyes.

A moment away from disaster, and his smile saved the day. Any longer, and Gabi would have been crying, desperate to convince him that she was an idiot who should never speak again. Her laugh was, perhaps, a little too relieved, a little too shaken, to be just a laugh, but the tears had been averted. "I'd like you stay. Please?"

His smile deepened. "If I have to sleep on that cot again, I may wrench my back," he complained, teasing her further, knowing she wouldn't expect that of him when no one was there but the two of them. "What time do you think they'll be home?" he asked, taking her hand again as he started toward the house.

Concern flickered over her expression once again, despite knowing that he had voluntarily climbed into the cot at the boys' suggestion in the first place. "Do you need a massage or something" Are you in pain?"

"No, sweetheart, I'm fine," he assured her with a smile, patting her hand. "I've slept in worse places," he replied, though the cot was admittedly not the most comfortable place for a man of his height to get a good night's rest. Maybe it was time to consider another solution. "I was thinking though ....Your uncle said something about the garage apartment being vacant."

Blinking in surprise at the turn the conversation seemed to be taking, Gabi took a moment to change her mental gears, trying to catch up with where he was going. "It's been empty for a while now," she nodded. "I think the last people to use it were Piper and Lyneth, a couple of years ago. Caroline moved them onto the Grove because there was a lot of violence in the district where they were living."

He knew that was probably going to disappoint her as she seemed to want him even closer than that, but he couldn't continue sleeping on the cot forever, and he wasn't sure if she was ready to have him move in completely. "It's closer, anyway," he reasoned. He'd still have to solve the issue of getting back and forth to the hospital, though.

"Oh, you ....you're thinking about moving into the garage apartment?" Finally having caught up, Gabi blushed faintly. She couldn't help feeling touched by how determined he was to protect whatever reputation she had, despite the fact that, in his own time, she would have been shunned by his rank of society purely for being an unwed mother. "I'm sure Humphrey would let you, if you asked him."

"But what do you want, Gabrielle?" he asked, coming to a halt again as they reached her family's house. He didn't want to pressure her either way. A year wasn't so very long to wait, was it' He wasn't sure why all of this was troubling him so; he just wanted her to be happy.

She turned to him, her fingers tangled with his. "Sweetheart, you know what I want," she told him gently. "And I know it's frustrating to have to take things so carefully one step at a time, for the boys' sake. Well, I find it frustrating, anyway. It isn't that I don't appreciate that you're protecting me somehow, and I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable by moving too quickly for your peace of mind. I can be patient, I promise."

"Is it for the boys' sake though?" he asked, wondering a lot about that lately. The boys seemed to be having no trouble adjusting to him being around; in fact, they seemed rather fond of "Uncle George." He wasn't so sure about her father, though he seemed to like him well enough. He knew the man was a little protective of his daughter, but he couldn't very well blame him for that. Or was this all about himself"

She sighed softly, glancing down at their joined hands. "It's not just for the boys," she confessed softly. "It's for us, and for Dad ....and for Ennis, too. He's happy for us, he wouldn't lie about that. But at the same time, it must hurt him, to see us happy together, and to have the boys getting used to having another father figure in their lives." And there was Gabi's fatal flaw ....she was trying to please everyone else again, putting her own wishes on the back burner until she was sure no one would be hurt or upset by the fulfillment of those wishes.

"I'm not trying to replace him, Gabi, but I'm going to be as much a part of their lives as I am yours." At least, assuming she wanted him to be, and she wouldn't have accepted his proposal if she didn't. All of this just proved that it was probably better they weren't rushing things, as there were still some things they needed to work out. Still, he was hopeful it would all work out. He leaned over and brushed a kiss against her forehead. "You still want me to stay the night?" he asked uncertainly.

"I know you're not trying to replace him, and he knows it, too," Gabi assured him softly. "I still feel guilty for breaking his heart. I probably always will. That doesn't mean that I regret meeting you, or falling in love with you. I will never regret that. And I want you to be as much as part of the boys' lives as you are mine. Perhaps I'm worrying too much. You may have noticed I do that on occasion." She smiled as he kissed her forehead. "Of course I want you to stay," she promised him fondly. "If I had my way, you'd never leave."

He wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close while she explained herself, with only the twin moons and the stars as their witness. It was quiet here, peaceful. Far more peaceful than his apartment in the city. Far more peaceful than it had been back in France in the middle of the war. He wasn't sure why that mattered, but somehow it did. Somehow everything mattered because all of it had brought him here to her. "One year, love, and I'll never have to leave," he promised her quietly, as he held her close.

"Maybe less than a year," she murmured softly. "I know I said June, but ....how do you feel about March?" The month before her own birthday, two months before the boys' birthday; the beginning of the spring season. It seemed more fitting to marry in spring than in summer, for them, at least.

"March?" he echoed, blond brows arching as he did the math in his head. More like six months, rather than a year. "Is that enough time to plan a wedding?" he asked, feeling suddenly silly for asking when the wedding they'd just attended hadn't been planned at all.

Gabi smiled, tilting her head back to look up at him once more. "I think Dom's record for arranging a wedding is two hours on a Christmas Day," she told him gently. "Six months should be enough for us, shouldn't it' It isn't as though we need an enormous venue or a silly six course meal. Simple but traditional, maybe."

"Whatever you want, darling," he told her. Big or small, simple or fancy, whatever she wanted was just fine with him. "My mother always wanted me to marry something with social status. She had my entire life planned for me, you know ....until the war upset her plans." He wasn't sure why he was telling her that now, when she already knew. He knew Gabi's family had money, just as his own family had, but he didn't care a bloody damn about that.

"She would be horrified with me," she said, almost laughing, glad she would never have to meet this gorgon of a woman who seemed to have been obsessed with maintaining and expanding her social status. "You really are letting yourself down, you know - not only sleeping with, but engaged to, an unwed mother of mixed race children. You couldn't have picked a better woman to annoy her with." This time, however, the tease was open and obvious, easily found in the timbre of her voice, the sparkle in her dark eyes as she looked up at him with a grin. "I've corrupted you terribly, haven't I?" Gabrielle Granger, a bad influence ....who would have thought it"

"Oh, I was already corrupt long before I met you. She used to accuse me of doing things just to annoy her, just to embarrass her in front of her friends. I tried to be good. Really, I did, but what did she expect would happen when I went off to school? It's a good thing she didn't know what was going on during the war. She would have had a heart attack." There he went again, confessing to things that no longer mattered.

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-07-31 12:40 EST
Gabi's brows rose, surprised but amused and intrigued by this little insight into his glorious past. "Dare I ask?" she teased him fondly. "Were you a naughty captain, Dr. Bradford?" The giggling, admittedly, took a lot of the sensual out of what she was attempting to do, but she was definitely relaxed in his company.

He snorted. "Only when there was time for it, which wasn't often." He did not expound on how naughty or what he might have done once he was out from under his mother's wing. "Do you want to sit outside for a while?" he asked. It was a lovely night for it, after all, and they had all night.

She looked up at the night sky, bright with stars speckling the deep blue around the twin moons, her smile deepening. "Yes, I think so," she agreed, and quite suddenly drew back, her eyes lighting up as an idea came to her. "Just a second!" Releasing him, she ran over to the house, unlocking the back door to disappear inside. Just a few moments later, she emerged, a pair of blankets over her arm, and a bottle of wine with two glasses in her hands.

She left him so abruptly he didn't really have a chance to argue, and then she was back with blankets and wine and it looked like they were going to be outside for a while yet. He smiled at that. It was a lovely night - too lovely to waste curled up in a bed with only a ceiling above one's head. "Gabrielle Granger, you're a genius," he said with a grin.

"Hardly," she laughed to him, handing over the wine and glasses to pick a spot where they could lie comfortably on the blanket she laid out for them. "I'm an opportunist. And I have you all to myself for the first time in almost a month. You should be prepared to protect your virtue, you know."

He chuckled at that remark, knowing she knew better. "What virtue?" he asked. He hadn't been a virgin for a very long time, though there had never been anyone special until he'd met her. "I lost what little virtue I had a long time ago, I'm afraid to say," he took the wine and glasses from her and watched while she spread out the blankets on the grass.

"Well, I was thorough," she teased him fondly. An odd juxtaposition, perhaps - this shy, sweet woman who blushed at almost anything was surprisingly confident in the bedroom. Settling down onto the blanket she'd laid out, she patted it beside her in invitation. "Are you going to join me, love" Or do you want to pour the wine all over me and lick it off?"

He laughed at her question, not as surprised as he would have been a few months ago, but still a little surprised at the boldness of her teasing. He assumed teasing was all it was, though he didn't know for sure. "No, I thought I'd stand here and watch you all night," he replied with a smirk that proved he did have at least a small sense of humor, as dry as it was. He was English, after all. He joined her on the blanket, and handed her a glass before going to work on the cork.

"I'm not that fascinating to watch," she giggled, taking the glasses from him as he set to work on removing the cork from the bottle she'd brought out with her. Of course, she'd never watched herself doing the various things that she did over the course of a single day, but she was fairly certain that watching her was a little like watching paint dry.

On the contrary, he could have watched her all day and never grown bored, and at times, he did just that - especially when she was sleeping. He didn't always get to see her that way, not when the boys were around anyway, but when he did, those were moments to treasure. "I have to disagree. I'd be perfectly happy to watch you all night." Pop went the cork and he filled both their glasses, hers first.

Holding the glasses steady as he filled them, she smiled through her blush, vaguely aware that he had a tendency to wake before she did. She'd woken up often enough to find him looking down at her to know that he watched her sleeping. "Just watch?" she asked, almost innocently. "It doesn't seem very fulfilling, to look and not touch."

"You'd be surprised," he replied with a soft smile as he re-corked the bottle and set it down before taking one of the glasses from her. "You look peaceful when you're sleeping. Sometimes I wonder what you're dreaming about." Most of the time anyway. They were both prone to nightmares on occasion - his were mostly about the war. "We should be proud of ourselves for sitting through the fireworks tonight."

"These days" I mostly dream about you." Her glass made a musical sound as she touched it to his, raising the rim to her lips for a slow, smiling sip. The mention of the fireworks made her roll her eyes. "They could have given us a little warning," she sighed in a wry tone. "I very nearly embarrassed myself when they started up."

He touched his glass to hers, in a silent toast to something - perhaps to being together, the quiet of the evening, or maybe even just to being alive. He chuckled a little at her confession, feeling about the same way. "But you didn't. We're both making progress," he said. He wasn't sure what he would have done if she hadn't been there with him, but somehow he held it together.

"I still like hiding under the covers with you during storms," she assured him softly. And it was true - though thunderstorms scared her, they didn't scare her even half as much when George was there to wrap her up and remind her that it was just nature. "To us," she toasted him, "and a long life together."

"I'll drink to that," he said, lifting his glass to return the toast, though they'd already clinked glasses. He took a sip of the wine before turning his gaze skyward. "When I first arrived here, the first thing that struck me as odd was the sky." With Rhy'Din's twin moons that wasn't too hard to believe, but the entire sky was different, foreign and unfamiliar with star patterns he'd never known on Earth. He chuckled a little at the memory of it. "I thought I'd died and gone to heaven. I'm still not completely sure that's not true."

Lowering her glass from her lips, Gabi looked up with him, resting her head against his shoulder as she took in the constellations that were so familiar to her. "I've never been to another world," she admitted thoughtfully. "Is it true that on Earth there is only one moon in the sky?"

"One moon, one sun," he confirmed. "The pattern of stars is different. Back home, we have what call constellations. Somewhere in history, people used to look at the stars and form pictures from the patterns they saw there. They used to believe that the stars, in part, determined your destiny."

"There are cultures everywhere that look to the sky for inspiration or explanation," she mused, leaning comfortably against his side. "I see patterns in our stars, but I was never taught their names, or whether the patterns I see are the ones accepted by professionals. We used to sit out here and make up stories about the stars, me and my brothers, usually when we were supposed to be in bed. Like that one, up there?" She pointed to a tight cluster of stars in a vague shape. "Frank told me that one was called the Pig-Sticker, because it looks like a man poking an angry pig with a stick."

"Mmm," George mused as his gaze followed her fingers. It took a moment for him to make out the vague shape she was describing, but he thought he could see it. "I can see that," he replied, pausing a moment before continuing. "You miss him, don't you?" he asked. It wasn't a difficult assumption to make, since he was her brother. He missed his own brothers, as well, but there was no going back, not without risks he was unwilling to take.

Gabi sighed softly as she lowered her hand. "It's difficult to explain," she said quietly. "I miss the boy he was, and the man he could be, on occasion. He went very dark after our mother died, and he just couldn't seem to be able to come back from it. I mean, he never hurt anyone, not physically, but ....he could be very unpleasant at times. But then he'd flip a switch, and he'd be my brother, he'd be there for me when I needed him. He was there for Cian. He didn't even stop to think about it; he would have been on a trolley with a knife to cut his own kidney out if he could have been." She bit her lip, looking down at the glass in her hands. "I miss the potential that was there for him to come back to us. But I can't be sorry that he's gone. He was suffering so much, and he couldn't hide it, and he hated that. I would rather he was with Mom and at peace, than still here and still suffering."

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-07-31 12:41 EST
He took all of that in silently, understanding perhaps more than she might have thought. He had seen it all during his time in France. He'd seen men who'd cracked under the pressure, men who might never be the same again, many of them boys when they'd arrived, wounded and damaged beyond repair. He was one of the lucky ones, he thought, not just because he'd survived, but because he still had his sanity. Obviously, something had happened that had caused her brother to snap, to go over the edge; he was smart enough to know it had something to do with their mother's death, but he didn't know the details, nor did he feel the need to. It was enough that she'd chosen to tell him that much.

"I saw a lot of suffering in the war," he told her at last, after a moment of silence. "I had to make some hard choices. Sometimes, all you could do was help them with their suffering and wait for the end. Most of them were okay with dying. They just didn't want to die alone." He went quiet, as his thoughts turned inward. He wasn't sure what, if anything, that had to do with her brother's madness and death, but in some strange way, it seemed connected somehow.

She smiled faintly - an odd reaction to what she was being told, perhaps. "Do you remember when we were talking about death?" she asked him softly. "And I told you that most people are afraid because they don't know what they're walking into, and they don't want to do it alone. Cian saw Frank cross over. He saw our mother come for him, and take him by the hand, the way she did when we were children. And he saw all the darkness and all the hurt and the anger just leave our brother. Frank went gently into that good night, because Mom was there to walk with him. And that gives me hope."

George arched a brow, only a little surprised by this revelation. He'd seen some strange things when he was in France, some things he couldn't quite explain, but he'd never experienced anything quite like that. "Was he conscious at the time?" he asked, the logical part of him that was a medical doctor thinking it could very well have been a dream or some trick of an over-medicated mind. Narcotics could make people see and believe any number of strange things, though here in Rhy'Din, the impossible was always possible.

"No," she told him, confident in Cian's version of events. "They were both unconscious, on ventilators and stuff, and in separate rooms. Me and Dad, we weren't allowed into recovery. We didn't really get to say goodbye, but ....it doesn't matter so much, knowing that Frank really is at peace."

George considered that a moment before continuing again, a little lost in thought or memory. "Sometimes when the men in my care were near death, I'd sit beside them, hold their hand, and they'd ....see things ....talk to people I couldn't see or hear. I used to think it was the morphine, but maybe there was something to it."

"Maybe," she mused softly, tilting her head to look at him. "Maybe when you're close to death, the veil parts for you. You can see the people you've lost, the people you miss, and maybe sometimes you can make the decision whether to join them, or whether to stay and keep fighting for life. It's a possibility."

"Maybe," he conceded, though he was still uncertain. If that was the case, perhaps one day he'd see his brothers again, the friends he'd lost, but he wasn't ready for that to happen for a very long time. "I don't have any answers, Gabrielle, but I do know that if something or someone hadn't brought me here, I would have died. That shell had my name on it, and there's nothing I could have done to avoid it." He wasn't sure why he was telling her this now, when he hadn't before, when they'd been discussing her brother's death. Story for story, perhaps, trauma for trauma. Whatever great power had decided to deposit him here, he was thankful for it. Otherwise, how would he have ever met her"

"I don't think these sorts of questions have answers, sweetheart," she said gently, twisting to face him as her fingers traced his cheek. "It's all a matter of faith and philosophy, and everyone's take on that is different. Believe what you want to believe. There's no need to believe in what is real, because it's right there. Without the unknown, we'd be far more backward than we seem to be now." She smiled, leaning in to kiss him tenderly. "I don't know why the Nexus brought you here. Maybe it knew I needed you."

He turned toward her, the pain in his heart lessening, comforted simply by her presence, her caring, her simple touch. "I think it may have been the other way around," he told her quietly, before her lips touched his. What would happen if he dared make love to her here, with only the stars to witness" Would anyone ever know or care?

The night was warm, the stars were bright, and there were no eyes to witness them there on the lawn, hemmed in by trees that kept others from wandering into this place uninvited. Gabi smiled once again as she took his glass from his hand, setting both down with the wine bottle, safely out of the way. Her lips found his again, and again, slowly, tenderly drawing him to her as she slid closer on the blanket that protected them from the grass.

Whether she had made the decision for him or not, it seemed they were going to linger beneath the stars a little longer and linger in each other's embrace, but then, there was no place else he'd rather be but here in Gabi's arms. Instead of a year, they had agreed on six months. Six months before they wed, before he moved into Beecham House, before she became Mrs. Bradford, before he joined the family that was the Grangers. Six months was nothing. He could wait six months, because the best things in life were worth waiting for and the best thing that had ever happened to him was Gabrielle Granger.

((And there we have it! one sibling married, the other engaged, all in the course of a single night! Yay us!))