Topic: Counterparts

Lirssa Sarengrave

Date: 2015-06-16 18:42 EST
The bay at a spaceport in Stars End was bustling. Dock crew shifted between spurts of activity and chatter-filled boredom as they handled ships coming and going. There were a few droids employed for the more arduous tasks of loading cargo and transporting replacement parts from storage to ship. The rhythmic droning of their servos added a hum to underscore the higher pitched harmonies of ship engines. It all sang together in a happy chorus of business and adventure.

Motley Moxie was silent. She sat at the edge of the spaceport docking bay as a wounded warrior in dismay at his luck. Dents pock marked her starboard side. Ashen streaks bloomed out from black dots along her bow.

That was where the debris from the explosion Lirssa's last run had managed to batter so hard as to damage important wires and connections. It set off sparks at the helm and burned the back of Lirssa's hands. On her hands were the fading reminders of her own blistering marks. She felt a sympathy for her ship, but Lirssa was far easier to mend. The scars on Motley Moxie did not look so terribly bad from the outside. That did not mean it was not terribly expensive to fix. The ship was eating up some of her funds — and the good humor of the dock proprietor — just sitting there.

"Hey, Lulu!" An overly cheerful voice called from behind her.

Lirssa closed her eyes briefly to get past the cringe of being called that nickname. Once she managed a smile again, she turned to face the young man crossing the ever moving traffic of the bay. "Evening, Ansel." She could act the part of pleasant even if she did not feel it. At least for a short time. "Just get back?"

Ansel was five or six years older, at best guess, than herself. He had chosen to let his face go unshaven, which was an embarrassment to beards by Lirssa's way of thinking. His dark eyes were bright at the moment, though she noticed he tended to brooding when he thought he was not being watched. His smile left him then as well. The jaw was square beneath the whiskers and his nose almost aquiline. He had the build of a long distance runner, and she had no idea how he kept that flying as much as he did. Perhaps the same way she did.

"Earlier." Ansel replied. "Actually about to ship out again." He turned to look back at his ship, Boatswain, as if expecting a smile and wave from the hulking cargo ship. It just pushed the acceptable limit of still being able to land and not have to orbit with the Gateway station above. It could hold two of Lirssa's ship in its hold with room to spare. It sat there, intact, a graceless box of a thing while her ship waited for Lirssa to be able to afford to repair it.

Before she spoke, Lirssa could taste the acidity of a sarcastic comment. She took a moment, remembered that Steve said he would help her repair the ship, that it would not be long before she was flying again, and remained polite. "Oh. That's good."

Ansel looked back to her. "Yeah, busy day." his glance past her lasted only a moment. "Say, I was wondering if you might want to come along."

There was no arguing that it was the most unexpected thing Ansel could have said. "Sorry?" Lirssa prompted him to repeat himself as she rapidly posed possibly reasons in her mind why he said that.

"Would you come with me" It's a long haul, more than your usual two days, but the faster I can get the cargo delivered the better the pay."

Charity. A handout. Lirssa felt her skin prickle. "Autopilot?" She suggested, crossing her arms and scowling. There were plenty of people she expected a helping hand from. Ansel was not one of them.

He had the bigger ship. She was the better pilot. They were competitors for contracts. Him asking her to go along had to have an angle to it.

"Hey, don't get me wrong. Boatswain's got a mighty fine autopilot. But it doesn't think. I need someone. A real pilot."

"You need that when you're at the helm, too. That's never stopped you before."

Ansel's smile quickly contorted into a scowl of his own. His dark eyes narrowed and his jaw clenched. "Damn it, Lulu."

"Lirssa," she corrected him as they matched dueling scowls.

"Fine. Look, this is really simple, so pack up your pride and your snarky, pretentious attitude and stow it. I have a profitable cargo to ship on a long haul. You need a job. I'll split the profit fifty-fifty. That's after seeing to my ship."

"No, we'll go sixty-five and my thirty-five of the fee paid you. You fuel and refit out of your share."

"Done." Ansel held out his hand to shake.

Lirssa accepted his hand and gave a brusque shake. "That," she said, eying him, "was too easy."

Turning to the ship, Ansel chuckled, "I've been called worse things. Can you be ready to go in an hour?"

"Sure." Lirssa sighed. At least she would make some money. Surely she could suffer through a few days in his company. Or was it longer" "Where are we headed?" It would also tell her how long she would be gone.

"Atros sector. Palleil."

Lirssa stopped walking. A chill slipped down her back. She would be back in time for the next lesson with Canaan at least. If she lived. "You ba—-barnacle!" She shouted at Ansel.

"See you in an hour, Lulu."

Lirssa Sarengrave

Date: 2015-06-19 23:15 EST
Lirssa lay back on the lone cot bolted to the wall of the Boatswain's bridge. It was difficult to use the term "bridge" for the squat and confining space where the ships' helm and sensors were. Still, it was more of a bridge than what was in her own ship. "Of course it was," Lirssa thought bitterly.

"Agree with the course I've plotted?" Ansel called over his shoulder. He sat at the helm console, keeping an eye on the sensors and the depth of space beyond. His dark hair just brushed the top of his grey jumpsuit collar.

They were close enough to Gateway station that there were ships seen travelling the lanes, but that was not going to last much longer. Free of the traffic, they would speed up to reach their destination quickly. Or at least the sector.

Lirssa propped herself up on her elbows. "Not keen on the destination, but if it's there we have to go to get paid then yeah, that course will do."

"It'll do?" Ansel was incredulous. "Do you have suggestions then?"

"No," Lirssa grumbled as she lay down once more.

At least, she did not have suggestions that she was going to share. She thought of two particular course points that if she stretched a bit further would help them pick up speed. Gravity of comets, planets, stars — even ones no longer there — could be friendly, helpful things. In the right hands. Ansel's were not those hands.

The ship hummed around her. When Lirssa placed fingertips against the wall, the vibration tickled. It was a healthy hum. Ansel's ship was not sleek or flashy, but it was well cared for. That said a little something about Ansel. She gave him some small credit for that.

"You still mad at me?" He asked, sparing the smallest glance over his shoulder.

It looked like he was keen to spend that small credit quickly. "No," she snapped, and then added, "Well, yes, but when I get to the root of it, mad at myself for not asking before agreeing." However many years old she was, she still had a temper and was too quick to act. At least in the case of earning money. She had to admit that, so far, she had handled the appearance of biological family rather well.

"Would it have changed your mind?" Ansel interrupted her thoughts again. His voice softened when he said, "I know you need the money."

Lirssa's laugh came out in a bark. It was both a ludicrous and valid question. "Think I want money more than staying alive" I can't do the foster homes any good dead." Her mind took a cynical turn and actually considered if that were true or not. She did not linger in that thought, and frowned at Ansel. "I'm not so like you as that. We pilot charter vessels. The similarities end there."

A sly smile broke up the scraggle of his beard. "You did not answer the question."

It was an irritation that he had noticed. "No."

"For f—- sake, 'No' it wouldn't have changed your mind or 'No' you didn't answer the question?"

"Do you have to be vulgar about it?"

A derisive snort, Ansel turned in his chair, one hand remaining on the helm console and the other scratching at that thing he called a beard. "I know you aren't that prissy, Lulu."

Instinctively her hand clenched into a fist, and she slammed its edge against the wall. "Please don't call me that."

She saw his expression falter and go blank before turning away from her again. "Sorry. Lirssa. But I've heard you at bouts and races. You, Lirssa, have a dirty mind."

"Innuendo is one thing. Being vulgar is another. Completely different."

"I'd say something, but you'd call me vulgar, so I'll just say excrement."

Leaning up once more, Lirssa's mouth dropped slightly open. She was utterly dismayed he even knew such a word. It was an unnerving realization that she knew Ansel by reputation — and his competition — only. Lirssa took a few slow breaths. In through her nose, deep into her lungs, and slowly out in a whisper of sound from her mouth. "I don't know if it would have changed my mind." She answered the earlier question. "Going into a sector rife with pirates and the only two habitable planets are in the midst of civil wars is not high on my list of achievements. At least, not until I'm ready to die."

"I don't plan on us dying."

"Few do, and those that do are usually making a choice."

It was Ansel's turn to be silent. Lirssa watched him as he shifted in his chair, giving the console more attention than it needed. "Yes," he said. "That's true." Ansel didn't turn. "Better get some sleep. The helm is yours in a few hours."

That was going to be it. No apology or explanation. He had withheld information. Or, more rightly, she hadn't asked for it. But he was right. She would have taken the job anyway. She only knew how to live balanced on the edge.

Lirssa Sarengrave

Date: 2015-07-09 00:17 EST
Nothing but space. Was space more than nothing? At its most technical, yes it was. But when you're out in it, in the beyond, with only a ship to helm, it was as good as gazing at nothing.

And then there was Ansel. Lirssa sighed and adjusted her place on the seat. After the first shift, Ansel had handed over the helm to her, repeating the speech from hours earlier all about the ship's quirks and tendencies. Now, he was asleep on the one bunk bolted to the side of the bridge.

Lirssa was forced to admit her surprise that he did not snore. It was the beard, she decided, that had made her think snoring was required accompaniment. It also looked like he did not drool or other activities that would convince her to sleep on the floor. The idea of resting on the hard plating of the bridge after sitting hours alert for any unexpected shifts to the course in their journey sent her into premature rage.

And so she sighed again. Ansel had said the passenger rooms were full of cargo. Lirssa had no reason to doubt it. Except, his trick of their destination. Still, the orderly pile of grey, unassuming cargo bins were seen every spare space.

Reviewing the cargo manifest was something she could do instead of gazing out at the star-speckled black. Gazing at Ansel was not an option if she wanted to keep her temper in check or her short, simple meal in her stomach. Though when she gave it a second and third thought, her staring at him might unnerve him enough to wake him. That imagery was amusing, but not worth the following tirade. It was better if he slept through her entire shift. Healthier for them both, too.

Surveying the cargo manifest was even more appealing when she determined it was in her best interest — in case anything happened to Ansel, naturally — to know what the containers held. In fact, it could prove to be a matter of life or death. Though, in Ansel's case she doubted the latter. He never made a big splash in the rumors around port. Still, their destination warranted knowing if any cargo was useful for bribing.

Likely it was one reason Ansel did not share the list. She was more than willing to drop the cargo to keep breathing. Ansel's disappointment would be dealt with later.

So, with a few commands punched into the helm computer, the manifest scrolled up onto the screen: twenty five bins of power slips for blaster rifles. It was an enormous amount of power, but only a tenth of the cargo. The list did not improve.

Lirssa Sarengrave

Date: 2015-07-09 12:34 EST
Lirssa scrolled through the cargo manifest. At each new item, her heart quickened and her hands clenched. Weapons, ammunition grade power cells, and a single vial of dormant astribillis pox. A growing sickness roiled in her stomach, twisting and turning until she channeled the nausea into a heated core of anger.

Punching the list closed, she jerked her chair around to glare at the sleeping Ansel. Two options were before her: wake him and beat him into a pulp or just attack while he slept. Taking off her boot, she hurled it at him. She much rather see his expression while she pummeled him. Besides, it was more honorable.

Her boot clumped against the wall barely an inch above his head and tumbled across a flailing awake Ansel. "What's happening?"

"We're delivering weapons" To Palleil?" A glance to the monitors before she stood up and stomped unevenly to him. The sound of her steps punctuating the uneven still boot clad side. "I should kill you." Instead, she punched him.

Ansel's head snapped back. Lirssa winced as her hand instantly complained. "You're insane!" Ansel yelped and blindly tackled her.

For being slender of shape, Ansel was still very strong, and beyond that, not dense when it came to brawling. Every advantage Lirssa tried to use against him, he outmaneuvered. "Will you for once ask before going crazy on someone?" Ansel grunted as he twisted about to hold her back down on the floor..

"Why hide it from me if it isn't what it seems?" Fighting fair was set aside, and Lirssa turned her head to bite his thumb.

Ansel did not release his hold of her hand pinned against her shoulder, pressing her down. He did, however, yell and curse. With a twist and jerk, he pulled her other hand up and across, and in the motion twisted enough to use his elbow to strike across her cheek.

It was a glancing blow but still hurt. It made Lirssa wonder yet again how duelists kept their wits about them at all. Wits. It was all she had left. His knees were on her thighs and his hands pinned her own hands against her shoulders once more. She could use her head to smash his nose, but more than one duelists had cautioned her against that particular style of attack.

Twice more she attempted to leverage him off of her, but he adjusted, reading the movements early enough to counter. "Are you done thrashing about?" His scowl barely visible past the beard.

"No." Lirssa snarled and resorted to tactics only a contortionist could use. Bending backwards as fast as she could, her middle crashed against him as well as altered their center of gravity. He did not let go as they fell sideways. With his weight no longer on her, Lirssa rotated, forcing him to let go or dislocate an elbow or shoulder. Once her hands were free, she swung in a back bending whirl and sent him sprawling.

Back on her feet, she moved toward Ansel ready to kick him. The blaster he drew brought her to a sharp stop. "For f—-s sake, stop it, Lirssa!" He winced as fingers explored the tender spots of his nose and jaw. "I don't want to shoot you."

"You brought a blaster to a fist fight?" She only had indignant left in her arsenal. She'd burned past caustic and blind angry.

Ansel chuckled. "Your sass is intact, I see." He stood with care, not dropping his gaze or his gun from her. "No, you are going to listen, and you are going to see." With a gesture down the hall, he made her walk in front of him.

While never comfortable around guns in general, having one at her back was like feeling the end of a hot poker constantly centimeters away from the nape of her neck. It was, she reasoned, unlikely he would shoot her. He needed her alive, and if he didn't, the shooting would have already happened. Lirssa complied with his directions toward the cargo hold.

"Where did you learn to do that?" Ansel whispered. Lirssa thought she heard some awe in his voice. Or it could have been her pride.

"I've been able to throw shoes for awhile."

"You know what I mean."

"I've been able to do that for awhile, too. I used to perform acrobatics and stuff."

"Stuff like folding yourself in half" Backwards?" He stopped by a container and punched in a code. The door slid open and a rack of blaster charges glided out. Lirssa's anger was renewed. She sucked in a hissing breath. "Easy there," Ansel crooned as he smiled. He took down one charger and tossed it to her. "Open it."

Opening a blaster charger was stupid. If Lirssa had learned anything from their fight it was Ansel was not stupid. Without argument, she cracked open the base. Inside the chill of the black casing were seeds. "Seeds?"

"Gotta get supplies to the refugees somehow. Only way we get past the blockade of the so called government is to make them think we're supplying their soldiers with fine off-world weaponry."

"What about when we land?"

"I've brought along a self-proclaimed excellent pilot. Nothing like a fake crash to buy us enough time for delivery."

Lirssa narrowed her eyes on him, fighting the smile. The compliment was to lower her guard, win her over. What if this was the only one with seed just to throw her off" What if he really was arming the government with even more sophisticated weaponry against all sanctions" Or, what if he was what he was saying" She thought through scenarios and complications. Finally, she allowed a smile to make a small appearance. "Well, first off, sorry about the beating, but you should have told me."

"Can't just say sorry, can you?" Ansel sighed and punched the container code to close it. "And you did not beat me."

"Face says otherwise. Anyway, you should have told me."

"Fine, yes, but thought the less you knew the better — just in case." Holstering the blaster again, he folded his arms. "And second?"

Lirssa held out a hand to him to shake. It was as close to a pact of peace as she would get with him. "Thank you for helping those people in need."

Ansel shook her hand. "Next time, ask, Lulu."

She drew her hand away and punched his shoulder. "What next time?" Walking past him to get back to the helm, she truly hoped there would not be a next time to deal with Ansel. She very much needed to get her ship repaired.

"Trust me," he called after her, "there will be a next time.?