Topic: Empathy

Sivanna Cyredghymn

Date: 2011-10-11 00:44 EST
He was right. This is suffocating.

Sivanna hadn't been able to stop thinking about him since that night, the man she had met. His pale skin still turned her stomach. His lack of smell was discomfiting. He was an anomaly'something she did not know, and as a result found herself worrying about for uncomfortably long periods of time. The lack of knowledge had frustrated her even then, and the moment she had walked out the door that night and away from him she had made up her mind to write him out of her thoughts forever.

But try as she might, she could not erase that encounter from her mind. And for the third night in a row, she could not stop herself from restlessly playing it over again in her head.

—-

"It is like being trapped in a cocoon of warm flesh. It will suffocate you if you are not wary."

Sivanna poured, silently, as she stood behind the bar in the Red Dragon Inn. It was not an uncomfortable silence. Nothing with alcohol ever was. After turning over the strange, pale entity's words in her head, she lifted a shoulder dismissively.

"That all depends on what sort you resign yourself to," she returned just as vaguely, bringing her martini glass to her lips. The two of them had just begun interacting for the very first time, and already the conversation was becoming metaphysical. This would be interesting.

Once a glass of water was set before him, the slender man took it up and drained it in a matter of seconds. Carefully he set the glass back down. His fingers tapped along the crystalline sides of the vessel with tiny little tap-tap-taps.

"Who are you?" he asked, climbing onto a stool to peer across the bar through the thick, dark lenses that shaded his eyes.

"I am Sivanna," the cleric replied cordially, bowing her head at the man. "And you?"

"There are people in this place who lie to you and me. They are not who they pretend to be, but you cannot run from what you are. No matter how fast your legs move. A name is a name, it is useless. It is not who you are, it is who you think you are," his head shook, again with that same jerking motion as before. "I am an amalgamation. Who I am is not so important as who you are, or who she is," a crooked thumb jerked up. "I am not here for who I am."

"Then why are you?" Sivanna pressed, genuinely interested.

"To find me," the man replied, his neck craning in a birdlike gesture. "You did not answer my question."

"I am the identity that I create for myself. The name that I have is an embodiment of that identity," the cleric explained of the man, her amusement undisguised as she poured more vodka and Cointreau into the martini shaker and added ice.

The man did not move. "You are lying."

In another life Sivanna might have gotten defensive, but this one was too altogether interesting. "I speak what I know. I do not lie."

A crooked smile etched itself across the slender man's face. His nearly translucent skin was stretched tight over the sharp bones of his cheeks and jaw, and in the poor light of the Inn the expression appeared almost ghastly.

"You will know," he said, leaning forward as his voice dropped to a whisper. "That there is a part of you that you cannot see, and when it breaks the veil, you will be whole. Until then, you are broken." He paused but a moment, continuing even as Sivanna's gaze became sharp. "But you are more whole than some. You have come close to this before, maybe. To this other half. To yourself. There is hope for you, but it is slim. You do not possess the sight necessary to see the way."

All amusement drained from Sivanna's visage, leaving only a feral kind of sardonicism. She had affiliated herself with his type before. By trial and error, she had learned how to deal with them. To the man, the cleric offered a smile. It was feral. Dangerous. She met his lean with a lean of her own, bringing her face far too close to his. There was no surprise that he lacked any body heat. "And where do I retrieve this sight?"

He remained eerily unmoving. "I will tell you a secret, but you must be willing to hear it. You must ask, or I cannot tell it."

"If I don't know the question, I will never know the answer, uma?" Her almond-shaped eyes slanted just as dangerously as she ran her fingertip along the mouth of her 'tini glass. She would need a refill soon.

"You have heard the words before, you know the question. It is on the tip of your tongue, I can taste it," a hand lifted, his thin finger flicking up to push the glasses up into his wild mane of hair. His eyes were black. There was never a black so dark as that of his gaze, nothing so dark. "You must ask for it."

An unsettling feeling had been growing inside Sivanna since the conversation's outset. She needed to end it. "I am sorry, but I don't know what you are talking about." Politely, she pulled a bottle of water clear from the ice box and set it before the man, poised to vacate her position behind the bar. Though she doubted the hairs on the back of her neck would stop standing any time soon.

A sigh blew past the man's lips, harsh and cold like the winter wind. "Perhaps I was mistaken. You are not so close as I had assumed. Give me your hand," he reached out, laying his hand on the bar with the palm facing up. "And you will see."

The cleric stared long and hard at the offered hand, then at the pads of her own fingers, contemplative. Though it had been months since the she had rid herself of the taint, whenever Sivanna looked at her hands she still saw the necrotic, dying flesh that signified her demise. Even then, when she touched others she half expected them to recoil as Sal had.

She still hesitated touching things. But there were so many questions that she had about this anomaly she was speaking to that needed answering. So, after another cursory glance at the man's person, Sivanna exhaled a silent command, invoking a precautionary dose of black magic into her veins and surrendered her hand to his.

His pale fingers closed around her hand and clamped tight. Almost immediately, the veins visible past his thin, pale skin turned black and his fingertips split open with fine slits. A dark liquid oozed out like ink and coalesced into a small, black dot on the center of her hand. It faded, leaving no other marking or feeling.

At the first sign of black, the elfess snapped her hand back, hissing in recoil and warning. An inky pitch flooded her eyes as she called upon her god, Nuitari, to bless her with a heightened concentration of dark magic. It burned in her veins and made her voice gritty and lethal. "What did you do?" she rasped.

He released her willingly; smiled that crooked smile again. "The first veil has fallen."

"The first what?"

"I have helped you take the first step. You will find me in a few days time, or I will find you, and then you may take the second."

Something unraveled within Sivanna. She became shaky, uneasy as though she could not catch her breath. Finding a martini glass still in her hand, she promptly upended it and drained the last of the vodka from within.

During the course of her introspection, the slender man had contented himself with chatting to another patron. "Names are unimportant," he was telling her. "Your deeds do not matter when you still see through the veil." Suddenly his gaze landed on Sivanna, next. "The more you drink, the worse they will become."

That brought pause. Enough for her to circle around, slap a hand before the slender man and bring her teeth to his ear.

"Do not speak as though you know me," she hissed, permitting the dark magic to color her words with malevolence. It was thrilling and comforting all at once. "You are nothing, and can be made thus just as easily."

He was gone in the blink of an eye, melting into the shadows beneath him as Sivanna moved away, though his whispering voice echoed in her ears.

"I see what you can become. I can help you be whole again. You are broken. I will fix you."

—-

She didn't need fixing. But he was right in some sense. She was suffocating.

Leaving her dozing husband and the comfort of a warm bed, Sivanna moved into the bathroom and studied her reflection in the mirror.

There was anger, there. And fear. She could read herself like a book, and so it was probably no surprise that the man she had encountered in the Inn could just as easily. It was a startling feeling?like she was losing her grip on something. She had felt something like this before when she had apprenticed under a lich named Raithmoore, when it took attacking her own husband to be convinced that she was being controlled under the lich's influence. She felt it again when she was staring past the barrel of a SigSauer at the half-elf, Faith, who had almost undone everything Sivanna had worked toward since leaving Silvanost.

It was an unsettling, exhilarating kind of anger that she felt. Something was unraveling. But it was different this time.

This time, it felt right.

((Adapted from live play with The Slender Man.))

Sivanna Cyredghymn

Date: 2012-01-02 21:49 EST
Jezyk Haeren, Speaker of the Stars in the Krynnian city of Silvanost, let out the air he had been holding in his lungs since his second in command had arrived. It had been almost minutes since she had begun speaking, and if she asked he would tell her it was to give her every bit of his attention. But she never asked; both of them knew the real reason was her scent. The Elvish advisor was truly a rarity among the Silvanesti, having thrived in blood magic rather than become sterile as most other elves were"a lingering aftereffect of the War of Souls catastrophe that had nearly decimated their entire population. Despite the detrimental, altering effects of the shield the general in charge had erected, Larien's fertile body had remained blissfully enchanted"not in Wild magic, but in White. As a result that scent"the clean, intoxicating smell of a god's blessing"followed her everywhere. A quirk of their naturally magical Elvish anatomy, the scent drew others of their kind to her with debilitating ease, encouraging propagation and the ongoing evolution of a stronger, more magical line of descendants. Larien's scent alone could ensnare the heart of any elf, and if one factored in her ethereal pale skin, rich golden tresses and bewitching silver eyes, she could easily elevate herself to any position she desired. It had always amused Jezyk that she chose to serve him instead as his right hand and personal advisor, trading prospects of wealth and authority for servitude and monastic austerity.

If nothing else, she was very nice to look at.

"That marks the ninth this month, does it not?" Jezyk asked, calmly fitting the dragon orb in his possession onto its ceramic pedestal. The pedestal itself was unnecessarily ornate"almost as tall as he was in all his six-five majesty"and built to accommodate the massive overflow of magic the orb often exuded, potent enough to paralyze any lesser man. Jezyk was one of only two elves he knew of who could physically touch the thing. Fortunately the other was now worlds away on Rhy"Din and not his concern.

"Tenth," Larien corrected evenly. "On the fifth of Winter Come Orthos" offspring was also born incapable of harnessing magic."

Gold and silver mosaic tiles blinked up at Jezyk as he crossed the room and folded his hands behind his back. The topmost room in the Tower of the Stars unfortunately wasn't large enough for proper pacing, however, and he soon found himself right back where he had been standing. Out of professional courtesy Larien pushed closer to an open window, giving the Speaker and his long satin robes mastery of what space there was, but no sooner had she stepped back then he stepped forward, bringing her a hairsbreadth away from his piercing emerald stare.

"Well?" Jezyk prompted her, pleased when she did not cower beneath his looming physique. Not that he expected her to. Larien quite nearly knew him better than he knew himself. Nearly.

His right hand studied him evenly, from the aquiline contours of his jaw to the elegant feathering of black fringe brushing against his collar.

"Well what?" Her returning look was not one of defiance'she was never so careless"but the sheer amount of control there irritated him. Purposefully Jezyk drew in a deep breath, and he detected the slightest twitch of amusement on her lips when the intoxicating scent of unbridled magic made him shudder involuntarily.

Jezyk smiled, and when he breathed her in a second time and forcibly willed away the dull ache growing beneath his robes, Larien's eyes glinted briefly in submission. She knew very well who was in command. "Well, what do you recommend?"

Her steady gaze did not ebb. "I have told you before, Speaker, what I recommend."

Larien was a most excellent advisor, but the solution to the magic issue in Silvanost had been the one topic they could never agree upon. Years ago the Council had enlisted the assistance of a one General Cyredghymn to construct a barrier around Silvanost in order to escape the hazards of war. Its purpose had been effective in protecting them from their adversaries, but at an enormous cost; too late the Silvanesti had learned that the construction itself fed on the magic of their people, and countless elves had died before the Council ordered the general to take it down. It wasn't until after the general's ensuing banishment that they discovered the shield's lasting effects"namely by making innately magical elves incapable of using magic. And since magic for them was an intrinsic component of their longevity, the already decimated population had since begun a steady decline that would inevitably bottom out in a matter of only a few centuries.

The Shade, they called her. He knew she had done it on purpose. What he would never understand was where Sivanna found the audacity to defend what she had done.

A myriad of solutions had been explored and failed, not to Jezyk's surprise. But Larien's suggestion still remained. It was the most plausible and frankly the one with the highest chance of success.

It was also the only one that Jezyk adamantly refused.

"You can come up with something better," Jezyk replied, looking past his second and through the window. It was dark out, but the stars lit the city better than any torch could. "That is out of the question."

"We know it will work."

"Do we?" Jezyk carefully harnessed the growing upset inside him as he regarded her. "All we know is that direction will invite an anomaly. She wasn't something we could control before; what makes you think we could do so now?"

Larien made no movement. "Perhaps she has changed."

"Doubtful," Jezyk breathed. He stared out the window a moment longer before caging Larien in his gaze. "I will not be responsible for bringing that thing back into our lives. It is better that she is gone."

"And yet she is also quite possibly the only one who knows how to solve this problem."

"She can't be reasoned with."

"You don't know that."

Jezyk's irate look invited obvious regret on Larien's face. Of course he knew. He had known Sivanna her entire life. Too well, even. It was no coincidence he had permitted Larien to be his aid'she bore a striking resemblance to the former general. And despite everything that had been done, he had never been able to help that.

Larien seemed to sense the direction of his thoughts. "My lord," she said cautiously, "if you believe your feelings for Sivanna may impact your abilities, I would go in your stead."

He reprimanded her with another look, but it was short lived. "No," he acquiesced, "I'll go. And if the lovely Shade does not wish to assist us," he quite nearly spat the nickname, "then I shall force her to."

There was no relief evident in Larien's features. "Very well. I shall make the necessary arrangements." Almost coyly, she bowed her head. It was an unexpectedly familiar gesture, and one that made Jezyk involuntarily touch a fringe of champagne hair laying on her shoulder. It was an amusing game of control she was playing"testing his limitations, first with her scent and then with her uncanny way of adopting the former general's mannerisms. In the past he had given into his temptations and bedded her, and he had no doubt he would continue the habit long into the future. But not tonight.

"You do that," he answered, turning away to once again face the pedestal in the middle of the room.

"I shall," Larien said, not bothering to disguise the amusement in her voice. "Rhylin, yes?"

"Rhy"Din," Jezyk corrected. "We go to Rhy"Din.?

Sivanna Cyredghymn

Date: 2012-01-09 23:51 EST
If you could only see the beast you've made of me I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart*

"Would you marry me, Sivanna?"

It seemed so small a question, then.

"Would I, or will I?"

Even then, he understood me. At least' I thought he did.

Alec. My rock. Did you know me then" Did you know what I was capable of?

My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl

I love him. He is the best thing that ever happened to me.

You shouldn't have.

I'm tired of second-guessing. I've made up my mind. I know what is right for me.

You were wrong.

I want all of him. I want to crush my body against his bones until our marrows mix. I want to taste his blood flowing in my veins.

Alec. Did you know me then" Did you know what I would do to you? What I did"

He'll never know.

Now there's no holding back, I'm making to attack My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound I hunt for you with bloody feet across the hallow'd ground

Alec. Do you know what you did to me"

What it took for me to be here"

There are so many things I shouldn't remember. I want nothing but to be lost in you.

Sleep, Sivanna. Do not concern yourself with these things.

Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters

The fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress Until I wrap myself inside your arms I cannot rest The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallow'd ground

I beat for him. Every inch of my body burns for him.

Alec. Do you know who I am' What I am"

Sleep, Sivanna. Close your eyes and dream.

I suppose I should. I suppose.



*Lyrics by Florence + The Machine: Howl.

Sivanna Cyredghymn

Date: 2012-01-10 00:01 EST
Sivanna was bored.

It wasn't a fleeting boredom. It was the raw kind. A lethal restlessness that burrowed into your bones hard enough to make you feel hollow and jittery. Cleaning up all the vomit in the world and patching all the wounds in Rhy"Din that went through Shambles couldn't ease that boredom. Not much could. Not even a lucky bottle of liquor in her lap outside a not-so-boring bar.

Hello, ye olde friend, the Red Dragon. Thus is what body language seemed to say. The way he hugged the wall, cheek to mortar, arms and fingers loosely splayed, palms flat. With his eyes closed, Salvador Delahada inched along that exterior wall like a kitten slithering through catnip, enjoying every intoxicating moment of brick chafing skin.

It began as all stories did after that: With the girl outside a bar. This one was pale-skinned and dark-minded; paper-thin and damn near ethereal with too-sharp crystal eyes and crystal-cutting smile. Who knew or cared when she got there. It was just a girl outside a bar. A copy of a copy, where other girls drank alone and bled their petty troubles out like a wounded gazelle in the savanna until a predator came. They always came. And this gazelle smelled one making his approach through the screen of spicy smoke in her nostrils. A tequila bottle was lifted and dangled from a comfortable elf's fingers like a Yule ornament, already festive and pre-frosted from winter's chill. It sang his name, Salvador's, swaying with porchswing cadence.

Soon enough, stone was traded in for wood, as his fingers crept along the floorboards that made up parts of the porch. He stretched to wind his fingers around the uppermost crest of the railing and pull, oozing himself up onto the rise that looked out over the lawn. Not that he bothered to look out over it. The swaying of a swing held his attention, and the head of hair occupying it that he could see from behind. He sidestepped and slid to creep around into the periphery, fingers twitching anxiously with uncertainty and anticipation. One could never be too careful. He might be seeing a ghost, or a hallucination, for all he knew.

Leathered shoulders, stiff and shiny from fashionably skinned animal carcass, rose and fell. As they rose and fell, whistling plumes of coiling smoke floated skyward. "You smell like death." Oh, but the pointy-eared hallucination said it with such pleasure.

Her voice caused his head to twitch into a new angle, ear honing in on the sound. But his eyes were roving. He wasn't the only thing that smelled like death nearby. A gruesome makeshift club caught his interest for a full count of ten before moving on to look at prettier things. His fingernails tippy-toed across the back of the porch swing, creeping in on a she-elf shoulder to poke. Was she solid" Was she real" He didn't bother with a retort, nor a hello. While his fingers investigated one beauty, his eyes tracked another one.

A wasted clove flew over the porch railing, end over end with dying embers scattering like shattered glass. Finally that she-elf profile turned, but only enough to click a set of too perfect teeth at nosy fingers. We mustn't touch things we don't know.

The reaction was instantaneous, purely animal. Salvador's fingers withdrew, curling back into a claw, but not the hand. His lips peeled back to bare teeth that were not pearly nor white; they weren't sharp and jagged either. Though, he still didn't look at the she-elf daring to threaten him. Part of a retaliatory growl arrested itself in his throat, and he made something more like a chuffing noise before finding the will to force his arm into a retreat. He still had eyes for a tattooed devil who took pause at the top of those steps, though. He was almost holding his breath too. Torn!

It was a pretty smile. Sivanna smelled of dead carcass and old death and fake perfume, but it was a pretty smile. One cut with too perfect teeth and precariously dangerous eyes. A downward tick of hello at a fellow smoker was nearly lost in a wisp of blonde bang as the ghost shifted. Searching. Searching. Something changed in her, and with no nicotine the ghost followed a girl's hasty outbound retreat with a gaze all too quickly losing pigment. All was left were ink-stained fathoms, shrink-wrapped in glistening, depraved euphoria. Angelhair curtained behind the swing as the elfess leaned back, far too comfortable in the company of lions.

Once a man with a gruesome club was through the Red Dragon doors, Sal exhaled. Then he remembered to breathe again. Remembering to breathe again triggered his other reflexes, and he blinked too. He spared some attention to the elf-ghost on the swing. A glance became a new focus of staring, though.

It was a cold, comfortable lean Sivanna had, head turtling in pretty lace and dead carcass with a rapt stare at the dying smoke in the yard. This is your life, and it's ending one second at a time.*

Distractions came and went. Salvador's head tilted again to watch a backside sink into the depths of the common room. When she was gone, he didn't bother pressing up against the window to creep on her. Not today. He was liberated by, perhaps, concern. And when they were alone, he stepped around the side of the swing to the front to loom over this new and unusual shriveled up scrap of she-elf. He bent over her and made to peer into those dark, dark eyes. "Are you in there?" he asked, tilting his head this way and that to look deep into all the angles.

"From this close, you look almost handsome," Sivanna teased, baring a smile that may as well have had fangs. Pink eyelids shuttered closed, damming that empty spill of ink only long enough for a spill of drink. "It's cold." She was. He wasn't.

"Hm." An amused sound with an accentuating curl of the lip. Sal unbent, standing upright, and turned aside to settle himself down on the swing next to her. As if it were any given day of the week, he tossed an arm back behind her head, offering himself up as a body to nestle in against. Not that he had much warmth to offer, though.

"You're late," she said. It could have been for anything. And she was restless. But the scolding didn't last long once her heavy head dipped onto his shoulder. Don Julio hopped onto his crotch, but nicely. She wasn't suicidal.

Salvador's arm slid down and curled around her shoulders, then, fingertips teasing idly through strands of golden hair. "Am I?" Two simple words placed in subdued inquiry asked so much. Late for what? How late" What catastrophic event had he missed out on this time" Draw your own conclusions.

"Mm." She didn't answer any more than he did, save for the unwise pillow-press of cheek against his neck. "I dreamed about you last night." Warm breath fogged the wedding ring on her finger.

"Did you?" he asked, gently prying again with only two words. He lifted his chin and turned his head to nestle it on the crown of her hair. Ears caught the sound of wingbeats overhead, but he was not alarmed. Closing his eyes, he got comfortable with Sivanna nestled in against him.

A rumble of confirmation vibrated against his skin. "But I may not be Awake yet." The twist of words were warm and dangerously sweet, notched in all the right places. A curl of her spine later, that thought was lost to winter as Sivanna's lashes fluttered and her eyes cleared from missing magic. "Are you back?"

Curious observation she made, but he didn't question it. There was a story in those words he could almost imagine. Almost. And he let the implications curl around his subconscious for a few before gracing her with a reply. "For now," he mumbled over her hair. He wiggled his fingers at Icer through the window before slipping them back into Sivanna's hair to resume the mindless combing.

"And Her?" He knew.

Capitalization that sent a tingle through his body. "Sleeping." Yeah. He knew.

"For how long?" The utter verbosity of their conversation was staggering.

"Until March." Musicians would be moved to compose an opus based on their entire conversation.

"At which point?"

"First of Spring." Which, coincidentally, was his birthday, but that was hardly a landmark occasion in which he was often inclined to celebrate.

"How long have you been back?"

"Nn." This required thinking. The past several months had been pretty cloudy, with a chance of thunderstorms, which Salvador had avoided by locking himself away in another country far, far away. "I saw the lights in the Glen, and Fio was giving out prizes." Not long before the first of winter, officially.

"Prizes?" It took a long pause before some clarity came to her. "Oh. The thing." Yes, the thing. Sivanna had spent the past few months in and out of a Sleepless daze herself, you see. "Did you bring Sin?"

"He was there." Sal wasn't exactly in control of the sinner's actions, see.

And she knew that. But every now and again, just to soothe her savage sadist side, she teased and prodded lions with small sticks. Silence hung in the air then like a smell one couldn't place. Salvador didn't speak much, but when she asked he always did. "I'm bored," something soft crooned, crouched from the same place that lifted her fingers to tousle his twisted tresses.

"Mm." An introvert's noise; a cue to the onset of thinking. Eyelids slid shut over rusty eyes. Always a dilemma. Boredom never bothered him. In fact, Salvador often welcomed boredom; it was a nice change of pace to the usual calamities and drama that cropped up here and there. He was more accustomed to childish displays of random fun-finding, see: Rekah. Solving boredom wasn't particularly on his resume. "Want to do something?" Well duh.

He didn't understand. "If I could," Sivanna replied. Her grin was far too sharp and feral for the delicate carve of marble features it cut into. "We should walk." She was trembling. It might have been from the cold. Might. "And then we should do something." Because walking wasn't something to do.

There again was that trigger to the imagination. Her tone was so suggestive, and it caused a brow of his to hike up curiously. The expression was gone by the time his face came back into view. Sal removed his chin from the crown of her head and pulled back his arm from around her shoulders. He rolled up off the bench of the porch swing and offered her his hand, silently giving into her desire to walk, and then maybe do something. Whatever she had in mind.

Barely touched bottle was left abandoned on the swing as the cleric attached her hand to Sal's and unfurled upward. "Unless you have watching to do." She knew his habits scarily well. Most likely from a scary amount of Sal-watching herself.

A shadow of a smile tugged on the corner of his mouth. For a flickering, fleeting second, he was amused. Maybe more touched by the fact that she knew him that well. "No," he said. A single word that implied he had nothing better to do at all. He pulled her in against his side once more so he could coil an arm around her shoulders and walk with her to the stairs. She had been shivering, after all. Even though he didn't produce much, if any, body warmth to spare, he could at least extend the courtesy.

They were similar, the two of them. She smelled like carcass and fake perfume and old magic and he smelled like death and him, but they were similar. His was a dangerous set of feet that descended the steps, wrought with stealthy threat and effortless intimidation. Hers were quiet and mirrored his. "Glad you're back." It was the first honest thing she had said that day that was truly, honestly decipherable.

And that made him actually, honestly smile. Though even his most genuine smile remained a subdued and fleeting thing. He turned his head to feather a kiss into her hair, gave her shoulders a squeeze. A silent method of passing off some thanks. Though he wasn't about to say whether or not he was glad to be back, because he hadn't yet decided.

Sivanna was bored. In her boredom she stole a Spaniard. They would walk, neither would speak to excess, and then they would part ways. She would go home, then, and debate the merits of a stolen Spaniard as she closed her eyes and attempted to steal some sleep. It wouldn't come easily. She never knew why.

Maybe it was simply because she had Slept long enough.

((A collaboration between me and Delahada. Thanks! *Paraphrased: Chuck Palahniuk))