Topic: Faith

NightRunner

Date: 2009-03-20 17:09 EST
Faith

"As I walk, I can hear him Always watching over me. His voice surrounds me, Spirit of the sea." —Blackmore's Night; Spirit of the Sea









He wasn't dreaming.

Rhy'Din was known for change; the realm standing in a state of eternal flux. Time and space danced, colliding and parting yet never stopping. Everything interacted with everything and there was no stopping it. This however, was something different.

Men could die and rise again at will.

Seasons came and went whenever they liked.

Time could run backwards and inwards, for all he knew yet none of that could change a few very real, very solid constants. Everything stayed the same when it changed. Renne couldn't let go of the few he loved.

And his faith in some were as constant as that.

He sat for a while out here on the beach and idly ran his fingers through his re-growing hair. Inside, he didn't know whether to smile, laugh, cry or just quietly weep. Oh, Renne had examined and reexamined his own head enough for the last two years but one more didn't hurt. Much. Someday, out of the blue

The constants of Rhy'Din and himself remained.

And Archie was as perfectly real.

Renne sat in the sun, then moved to another spot in a matter of minutes. The bare earth where a home and family once lived was a ghost of itself but he held on to those ghosts fiercely. Even if some were sinister and stood in the darker corners of his mind, others weren't at all frightening. Some ghosts were the friendly whisper, the echoing laugh or the playful ruffling of fingers in his hair.

Things fell into place after so long.

The dark-haired one was alive — returned probably by a Rhy'Din trick. Where he was, Renne didn't know and part of him wondered why he dared to ask himself that. Another voice inside whispered the reason why and he came to grips with it in the warming day. Maybe years from now, or tomorrow night

The golden-voiced one was still alive, still well and as strong as he had been remembered. He was a little softer now, mellowed perhaps. He'd begun to wear the mantle of age — not too terribly so, just enough to distinguish him a little. It fit him, in some eerie way.

Renne decided to let himself smile.

Archie hadn't changed much. Renne examined the event as he met Archie again for the first time in painfully, too long. He saved me once, long ago Memory flickered back to the morning, then the evening at the Red Dragon. Renne's almost-smile remained on his face as he thought back. He'd come in and run into a very common type in Rhy'Din; the typical bully. He hadn't expected much more than a self-sufficient evasion of the fool but he knew the pang of shock when he felt it. Heard it. It was, to him, like out of nowhere, the voice thundered.

And whimsically, Renne's mind compared it to the voice of a heroic warrior coming to save the day.

The evening had proven just as surprising, for the morning had shown Archie like the hero, rescuing, then riding off into some invisible sunset with the promise of a return. Ill turn and I'll find you

He did return.

Years ago, he didn't say goodbye.

Just a night ago, he returned.

And as Renne left the shoreline, he very gladly wept with joy.

NightRunner

Date: 2009-03-21 00:24 EST
Faith You Raise Me Up

"Ask me one day, ask me a question And I will answer.

Colours, speak And I will hear you."









There wasn't excitement or hardship on the road to Riverview.

It was more a leisurely crawl after a good, strong ride on his pony's back. he'd honestly thought about riding atop Ty'Rekh to the Riverview Clinic but in the end, decided against it. The sterility and cleanliness required in a place of Healing was, to Renne, its own standard and honestly, part of him simply couldn't risk her becoming spooked or lost. So Renne took his little pony and rode her bareback along the beach, gave her a carrot and set out on the journey.

The going was nothing extraordinary — even a bit on the slow side.

Yet this permitted his mind to wander.

Renne thought about the lady, Maranya. Upon initial inspection, she was a sweet lady with a sweet language. Renne had found himself intrigued when he'd conversed with Archie and her — a hero/teacher/mentor on one side and a Healer by profession on the other. The dynamic somehow, was comforting.

The ground beneath him reminded him of the things that were simply always there.

When the wind blew through his hair, he was reminded of the fleeting things too many people tended to just let go of. When it brushed against his face, the wind reminded him of the whispered voices that always echoed.

Halfway through the journey, Renne began to sing to himself — making up his own words to ancient songs of his homeland. He sang of triumph and tragedy, then triumph again. He told himself old, familiar stories about the fabled heroes. Renne smiled, remembering the epic tale of the heroes, Xal'il-An and Rayn'il-Tam.

As he neared Riverview Clinic, his eye did not see Archie's hesitation. His ears only heard his footsteps, then his cheery voice as the doors closed behind him.

When he crawled into the building, Renne was singing his song to himself and held his head like he used to, years and years ago. He held his head up and he seemed no longer afraid.

I am strong when I am at your shoulders You raise me up to more than I can be.

NightRunner

Date: 2009-04-02 15:07 EST
Faith The Cure for Aloneness

"We both have families we were born into. But sometimes families change and we have to build our own. For me, our friendship binds us closer than blood ever could." —Lucy Lawless; Xena







The sterility had almost taken him by surprise.

His own past was something he rarely examined in the company of others — except a very few. When the smell hit him, Renne almost smiled and cried all at once. Such cleanliness was prized in the searing, red-gold world he had come from, yet that cleanliness as he'd witnessed from the People, wasn't a hollow thing. It wasn't impersonal, sterile.

And somehow, this kind of clean bore some of that sterility.

Some things always last, even beyond Documentation. Some things always last

The touch upon his head comforted him somehow as his mind took a careful walk into the past. The familiar blunt fingers and slightly roughened, five-fingered hand ruffling his hair became for a moment smooth, webbed and seven-fingered. The blunt fingers became slender and multi-jointed. When the familiarity of a man seemed to transform into that of a sibling, Renne whispered to himself something he didn't entirely believe for many years.

Archie's question earned but a smile and three words.

"Rrr-enne fol-low yeu."

About then, the imp gave a polite chirp to Maranya's voice and he held his plush tightly. His eyes were wide and curious again. His voice was steady again. Renne didn't mind the sterile scent of the place now and he didn't shy off from the sounds of Riverview's organised chaos. This place was different and in a different time. The hand on his head reminded him that he wasn't alone. Neither was he alone, nor now, was Archie alone.

And some small, foolish part of himself briefly wished he knew how to dance.