Topic: Cura Te Ipsum

Kruger

Date: 2015-09-06 22:32 EST
((Huge thanks sent out to the player of Claire! Want to see what she commissioned this blade for" Go Here!))

Shock, not from the air that swept across skin slick from working with the heat of the forge. Kruger had a list of people he'd never expected to see walk through the door to his shop. Some were reasonable, he never expected to see Edward Batten come, or Sylus Kurgen. What possible reason could they have for it' Anything he could give them they could as easily do themselves. They were still fairly far down on his list. Renna had once been there, and yet she'd come through his door because she'd needed him. That he'd repaired her without questioning how she'd been so damaged was likely another reason he'd not see Mr. Batten anytime soon.

For a long time, Renna had shared that top position with the person he was now looking at. So much for lists. Claire's pink hair and piercing eyes gave her devastating looks. At least Kruger had always thought so. Beyond that was an indomitable strength, It was probably his worst weakness when it came to women. The stronger they were the more he could feel them pull at him. Shocked he may be, but he'd cover it nicely by continuing to rain blows down on the orange hot ingot before him. Perhaps she hadn't noticed the miss hit that had happened when he first noticed her. He'd easily pretend it was intentional, adding a stutter to his work just to perpetuate the lie. Ting ting tong, The third beat in every measure now found the flat top of the anvil.

How long before he should speak" Perhaps before the dryness creeping into his mouth became a desert' That would be wisdom, but Kruger rarely exercised that virtue in some people's presence. For a brief time he thought she might be an illusion, taking hold of the possibility with all of his will. That would have worked well for the man if she would stop moving. It wasn't much, but he noticed was distracted by it to the point where giving up the ruse of working became a necessity lest he do something irreparable to the piece before him. Kruger shoved the ingot back into the coals, wiping his face on his forearm while his back was turned to the specter that was Claire Farron. He still refused to acknowledge the word Caelum.

The swipe of his arm only served to send a black smear across his cheek starting beneath his eye and stretching across his left cheekbone almost to his ear. "Sorry for the delay, am I late for something?" He'd racked his brains but couldn't think of any meetings or events that he was supposed to be involved with. The IFL season was long gone and there were plenty of volunteers at The Outback for everything that he knew was coming. Certainly with her position and wealth the likelihood that she'd need something from his shop was greater than Kruger could easily calculate. Still there seemed to be something in those eyes that gave rise for him to doubt every preconception he ever had about her.

Wiping his hands on the leather apron he wore, Kruger stepped around the anvil and towards the one patron he could never imagine.

When Claire had set out on the quest for the perfect weapon, her list of places to go was relatively short. The subsection of those she trusted to do as she asked without prying excessively overlapped only slightly with the subsection of those that she knew had the skillset needed to make what she needed. Where he expected anyone but her, she knew no one but him for this task. And that was how she found herself putting a shoulder to the door of Kruger's Exotic as she slipped inside.

Her list of skills was as varied as it was long but somehow over the years, she had yet to acquire any sort of aptitude for the creation of the tools of her trade. Give her a weapon and she would quickly find comfort in its use, whether it was bladed or blunt mattered little. It troubled her though that she had little understanding or ability to create her own weaponry. Even her gunblade, her most oft used arm was but a gift from another more versed in smithing. It was a weakness she hated but one she had to cop to, especially now when the need was so great. Claire's eyes adjusted slowly to the change in light from outside to in while her olfactory center tried its best to ignore the overwhelming aroma of brimstone that was all too common in shops of this particular sort.

The rhythm of hammer to anvil held a steady if disjointed tune that rang sharply in her ears as she contemplated speaking up. Never one to interrupt an artist in the midst of creation, she shifted her weight from foot to foot and waited patiently for the enigma of a man known as Aristotle Kruger Allen or the Anvil as she so commonly referred to him. Her experience with the man beyond the sporting venues was limited and though she had tried, she had uncovered little about the man behind the mask he wore with such ease, but if there was one thing she knew, it was that there was no one better in the city, if not the realm, that was better for this. At last he spoke and turned to face her, easing her tension by degrees. The smear of black that crossed his face reminded her of the war paint worn by the Pulsians in their fight against Cocoon, from the spread from eye to ear, to the way it stained the faded brand on his cheek. It prompted a moment of introspection until his question registered with her and snapped her from her reverie.

"Ah no, no worries. Actually here for personal business, believe it or not. I'm looking to have something made for a special occasion, a dagger more specifically. But um, if you're busy, I totally understand." The rock from heel to toe and back served only to discharge a modicum of the anxious energy that seemed to perpetually radiate from the pink haired wonder. When she settled, it was quick to return and she tucked her hands away into her pockets if only to keep the fidgeting on the down low.

Busy' That had never stopped him from changing what he was doing before. There were moments that needed to be witnessed even if things couldn't be unseen. Those times necessitated the dropping of everything in order to pay the fullest attention. He looked at the forge, moistened his lower lip before taking it between his teeth. In his head he did some calculations, alternated variables. There were a lot of ways to accomplish the same result, he was getting very good at juggling the numbers that swirled through his head. "No, nothing that can't wait. There's a lot of leeway in the early stages of work.?

Kruger

Date: 2015-09-06 22:36 EST
It was true, she was always full of energy, even now though she held it in check. It wasn't how he prefered her to be. He was jaded though believing that weapons were most beautiful when they were unbound. "Special, are you talking about a gift for someone?" His wheat colored eyes narrowed a bit at her reading something more. Shaking his head without realizing it, Kruger took a deep breath. She seemed nervous, though he could be reading her wrong. He doubted that it was being here that would make her that way, or not exactly that. "No, that she could get anywhere" you're right." His thoughts often came out verbally here, time alone and who would complain" Certainly not the smith who just wanted to hear a voice from time to time.

Releasing her from his scrutiny, Kruger moved away, pulling the apron off and hanging it from a hook. The shirt on the next hook over was quickly slid over his head. "You don't like to reveal much about yourself. I'll keep what you tell me to myself, won't ask too many questions." He kept his back towards her as he spoke, wanting more than anything to see her as herself. All he had to offer were assurances on the matter. Was she even aware of how involved he'd been with Addie so recently' He couldn't ask those questions, wouldn't because the same promises were often made to others. "We all have secrets Claire, faces that we keep to ourselves for one reason or another."

In his case, she was well inside the place where he kept his mask. He'd been avoiding the venues lately, unable to sustain the persona he took on. Sometimes there were too many demons to drive out with what people expect to see. As he turned he lifted a sketch pad from a bench, took up a pencil in his opposite hand. "Start with what you need, if I have to know more I'll ask questions." Kruger edged his way onto the bench that had once housed the pad and pencil, indicated that she could sit with him if she chose. It would let her see the work as it came from his mind. He shoved a few tools back to give her enough room.

Watching her closely, he honestly couldn't help himself, Kruger looked for signs that she was more at ease. This certainly wouldn't be the first time she'd occupied a place next to him or the last. He also knew that it wouldn't be the first time she'd full out slugged him if she chose to do that too. He took the risk, and kept looking right at her face. Another time and place there would be a grin and a wink. Now he only had determination to offer. "What's the occasion?"

"Are you sure?" She asked, her brows rising. While her need was looming, she knew that should she have to, she could find someone else to complete the project. That said, it wasn't what she wanted to do though, knowing the likelihood of having to micromanage each step of the process would only increase the more unfamiliar she was with someone. Failing to meet his gaze, her own bounced off the walls of the shop. From top to bottom it was neat and organized, perfect for hands accustomed to perpetual motion and the steady catch and release of each tool. It was the sort of organized chaos she could appreciate.

"It's?" she drew the word out as she thought of how to finish, "for me. A just in case sort of thing." The woman had many a weapon in the armory at home but this creation would find no place there. Instead she sought the perfect masterpiece with the intent of locking it away until the day came that it was needed. It was quite the conundrum, not knowing if that day would ever come, but she had a sneaking suspicion that if it did, it would be soon. That nagging feeling contributed to the way she never quite stopped moving, whether it was the shift from foot to foot, the roll of her shoulders, or the subtle tick and purse of her mouth when she wasn't speaking.

His reassurance, as unnecessary as it was, brought something a smile to her lips, a small curve of genuine warmth set against a backdrop of persistent wariness. "I know." She spoke quietly, certain the words would meet his ear regardless. "It's why I came here. It's a project I've kept to myself and I intend to keep it that way. I trust you." It was an admission that seldom passed her lips, due to equal parts inability to put her confidence in many and the feeling that if she voiced such a thing, she set herself up for failure, to have that trust betrayed. But his wording resonated with her, knowing all too well about the cost of the secrets they carried.

It took her a moment but eventually she got her feet moving and went to sit with him, one leg pulled up beneath her. Oblivious to the steady study given by the man beside her, she rummaged in her pockets until she found what she was looking for, a balled up piece of paper that looked like it had been crumpled and smoothed a million times before being tossed in a waste bin then regretfully pulled back out. Uncrumpling it, she ran her fingers over the messy creases until it vaguely resembled a regular piece of paper. Etched in stark black ink that hadn't smudged despite the paper's state were a series of runes, ones not used in Rhydin as far as she knew, outside of her own gunblade and Serah's bowsword, that is.

"It'll be a ceremonial dagger, not meant for everyday use. I'm looking for something both ornamental and at least usable once. It'll need to be sharp, as sharp as possible if you can." Setting the page down, she smoothed it out one more time though there was no discernable change in the state of the wrinkles. "Looking for it to have a bit of a curve to the blade, more for slicing than for stabbing. If that makes sense" I dunno. In the end, how it looks matters little so long as it does what it needs to. And I need an inscription' this, if possible." Two fingers pushed the paper along the bench toward him. Then, and only then, did her gaze lift to meet his, hesitant and hopeful all in one.

Forcing away questions about the things he heard, that hesitation as she began and the fact that it was for her. He'd promised her privacy and he would live up to that. He let his attention fall to the paper she was desperately trying to erase the abuse from. "A diminished Kirpan." Kruger's hand was moving, he'd only needed to see the design once. "Any idea of the materials involved" Lately these special orders come with specific alloys that aren't so easy to come by." He drew an X and Y axis lightly on the page and started to draw an S that intersected the lines, crossed at the zero point and mirrored itself on the bottom of the page. He looked up in time to see her gaze, and nodded.

"I'll put what you want on it Claire, question is do you want it etched or carved. Prefer it on the blade or hidden beneath the hilt?" Kruger dropped his eyes back to the page and continued to sketch the dagger, widening it out at both ends, though the bladed side became much wider. It also became more pointed. The two sides were equal, and yet opposite, one blunt and the other sharpened and wickedly pointed. "You're sure this is for your hand" It matters, even if it might not seem to." He looked closer at the inscription, whatever the language he couldn't quite read it. "Let me know if I have these symbols correct, some languages are very subtle and I could go from saying I love you to I love cows.?

Kruger

Date: 2015-09-06 22:39 EST
The first joke he'd felt since her coming in here. "I also have to be honest here Claire, this is still something you could get anyplace, and not so big a secret. Is there more you need from me" Charlie had specific desires." He felt confident enough that this particular secret was something they shared so he could reference it. "Many of my clients need something more than an ordinary blade." The letters went along the spine of the blade and he let her see the work, decide if that were how she wanted them or needed something else entirely. He also handed her the pencil so that she could correct any small errors in the copying of them. He slid the pad onto her lap, and folded his hands in his own, waiting for her to make adjustments and address his concerns.

She'd likely not tell him the truth even had he had asked for it, so she was rather quiet as she contemplated her word choice carefully. Instead she focused on the dagger itself, the physical rather than the intent. A Kirpan was something she had heard of but never seen but rather than question, she trusted his judgment. After all, he knew them better than she could ever hope to. "Sharp, strong, able to withstand interrealm travel. I'll likely be taking it with me to Valhalla so it can't disintegrate between realms." Trust her, it had happened before and she was none too pleased.

"Carved, if you can. Beneath the hilt would be even better. The less that know it's there, the more beneficial it will be. But if it won't fit, it's okay too." The thought driving the sentiment set her chewing at her bottom lip as she nodded. "I'll be the only one to use it, that much I know for sure. The inscription will hopefully help guarantee that." Her eyes traced the symbols, a series of curves and perfectly straight lines that came to a stop at sharp angles. When she realized he was looking it over as well, she bobbed a quick nod. "This is it but it's a language so old, I probably couldn't tell you if it's talking about ancient rites or old leftovers." There. There was a smile, a wholly real display of teeth that wasn't in the least bit forced. It died though, as quickly as it came and her lips pursed to tug to one side.

"I could get it anywhere, sure. But I know you can keep your mouth shut, Kruger. I can count the people that I'd trust to do that on maybe two hands and none of them can do what you do. At least not to my liking. The greatest part of all of this is that nobody can know this exists. Not Noct, not my family, not my friends because if the wrong people find out, then I have trouble and it all could go to hell real quick. You're capable of the fantastic, so a boring old dagger shouldn't be a stretch, right?" She took the sketch from him as well as the pencil and made a single minute change to the tail end of the inscription, sharpening the final rune to a bold point. That should do it. She handed the pad and paper back.

Watching the adjustment, he slid from his perch. Her hand, it was important, at least to him. Grabbing hold of a drawer and opening it he pulled a measuring tape from the depths of it. It was ordinary, the same you'd find at any seamstress or tailor shop. "Give me the hand you intend to use it with' please." He quickly added the word to make it seem less of a demand. "Open it as wide as you can and hold it that way so I can take some measurements." Once she had done that he measured the length of each finger from the tip to the wrist, making notes on the same page as the sketch. He went so far as to measure the girth of each digit knowing that this would always serve her hand best. Anyone would be able to use it, but never so well as the person he forged it for.

"There are no boring daggers, or swords or anything really. Not for me, each carries their own story and history. Each tells me things even if it's just to say they're tired and wish to become something new." For her he'd pull out all the stops, maybe because of who she was, maybe so when he was long gone she'd remember him. "This must be something big if you've decided to keep it even from your husband." More notes went down onto the page and below it all he drafted several formulas.

"Travel through interrealms can be tricky, what kind of forces will it need to withstand?" He hadn't had anyone return yet and say the weapon he'd made had disintegrated, but he supposed that might be because when they got to the other side they were killed. He doubted that to be the case, but anything was possible. Another of the discoveries he was finding lately. "I'd like to give you something that isn't simple or plain. Would that be acceptable to you? If it will interfere with its function I can hold off, but if you want the truth out of me" I never expected to see you in here, let alone to make an order."

Finally Kruger produced a cylindrical length of clay and held it out for her. "Take the end, and squeeze, not so hard you turn it into mush, just hard enough to leave an impression of your hand. When it's done the hilt should feel like a part of you.?

Kruger

Date: 2015-09-06 22:40 EST
With a quick tick, her attention followed his path with the fairly standard sort of inquisitive curiosity she trended toward showing in situations such as this. Even before he made it back to her, she had lifted a hand, her left, to look it over. She frowned though, evidently troubled by whatever thoughts came to mind as she examined her empty palm. "I'll need it easily used between both hands. I'm fairly ambidextrous, but," she paused to lift her left hand toward him, bare fingers outstretched as requested, "my left's my dominant." Her right hand was open and set to her knee, ready for measurement should he require it, her second hand also bare, though on the ring fingers of both the flesh bore a faint indentation indicating that while she wasn't at the moment, she typically wore jewelry of some sort on both fingers. Her thin hands were calloused and worn with years of use but otherwise free of blemishes or markings save for a thin white scar around her left pinky, almost invisible except in the right light.

"It's a backup plan. But yes, a big one. People" wouldn't understand if I tried to explain so it's best to avoid questioning to begin with." She said softly, notes of sadness lingering in her tone. It wasn't that she liked keeping secrets, just that some were utterly necessary for the show to go on. But she left it at that rather than elaborating. "The pressure is worst upon departure and arrival, the in between isn't so bad. I've found if it can withstand extreme temperatures in either direction, it can usually make it between here and there."

"I trust you, Kruger, whatever you think is best. So long as it's sharp as hell and carries those runes, everything else is just icing on the cake." There was a brief pause before she posed the question that came to mind. "Why's that though' Figured I had enough weapons to invade a small country or something?" Truth be told, she did. So it was a fair guess. Either way, it was a question to fill the silence as she wrapped her hand around the clay and gripped it like she would her own blade handle. Enough to be comfortable yet firm, her grip would sure to leave a fair imprint of her hand.

"I'm not sure I could make it serve two masters the with the same devotion Claire. It'll still be usable in your off hand, but you'll understand when you take it up that it's simply more comfortable in your left. If I were to try and balance it perfectly to both hands, it would have it for neither. Does that make sense" You'll have to rely on your skill to compensate for the change." He laid the mold carefully aside to avoid marring the impression.

"Temperature variations and pressure?" The pencil moved beneath the formula, numbers and replacing letters in certain positions. There would be more to add once the metal was chosen and the hilt components selected. There always seemed like there was more to add. He scrawled down a gravimetric formula as well to remind him to compensate for added pressures. "Diamonds are a product of extreme pressure, most people know that. They also know that diamonds are extremely sharp. What I find interesting is the amount of times I am asked to create a diamond blade. Diamond is quite brittle, one good hit and it will shatter like glass." He paused, brows falling downwards as he licked his lips. "I don't know why I said that Claire, it's got nothing to do with this. When do you need this completed?"

He'd push aside things that weren't quite so important as he needed to. "How would you like to take delivery if this is meant to be secret. I can't just have it delivered, will you be coming back here" I can message you when it's finished." In his head it already was, the details that existed on the paper were enhanced by the work he'd put into the hilt. The only real problem he had now was that she'd be leaving shortly.

"I'm not sure why I thought that Claire, perhaps because I can't conceive of you needing something" anything really." He looked away as he said the words, putting away the tape measure as a way to cover the fact that he couldn't look at her and say those words.

Claire tipped her head to one side, casting an uncertain look down at both of her upturned hands. If she had to choose, she would go with her left, but the careful contemplation ran her gaze up the length of her forearms and back down again. It would work, that much she had to convince herself of. A single nod noted her understanding of his explanation before she looked up once more. The scrawl of numbers may as well have been a foreign language to her, the way they bled across the page meaning little to a mind not meant for math.

"They're only meant to withstand the pressure that made them. Outside of that, they don't know how to spread the burden. Like tungsten" strong if you spread the pressure evenly but one sharp blow and it'll crumble like Rome." She mused, checking her understanding of his poetic waxings. What she failed to show was how the concept hit her deep down. So easy was it to be strong, to withstand pressure, to be as hard as a diamond, but one wrong hit and all of that could come crashing down. "So sure it's got something to do with this. It's also why I don't dictate the metal or other materials. You know them better than I do. All I can do is give you specifics on what I need and let you work your magic."

"Feel free to give me a ring if you need anything along the way or when it's done." Claire took a moment to produce a nondescript business card from a jacket pocket, off white and bearing a few lines of black print. It was held patiently while he worked on clean up, the organization of the room important in the grand scope of things. "I guess I'm a whole bundle of surprises. No, but really, thank you for this, Kruger. It means more than I can express."

Kruger took the card, and slid it into his pocket. "You'll be hearing from me, I'll make this a priority." He didn't discuss compensation, that would come later and it was certain to be another interesting conversation. He was glad she understood, the sentiment had a purpose, even if he wasn't sure what had prompted him to mention it. "If it makes you feel better, you aren't the first to come to me that I never expected. I'm glad that you didn't come in that condition though. The first time One came to me I was afraid she wouldn't survive." How long ago that seemed now, a look of pain crossed his face as he remembered how much agony he'd made her endure to put her right again. "Strange how often I can be wrong about people, they're far too unpredictable." He laughed once, letting a smile push across his face. "I won't let you down.? He'd watch her until she was blocked by the door. The card was pulled out and fastened to the sketch. Kruger eventually followed her path and locked the door to the public. There was much to be done, and never enough time to do it all

Kruger

Date: 2015-09-06 22:47 EST
Claire had said many things, even with those things she hadn't said. The things he wouldn't try to pull out of her. Valhalla, a simple enough word but it reminded him of something that he'd been holding onto for a while. He'd created the crucible himself before a class of some thirty students at the Academy of Bristle Crios. It was a follow up course to his Tamahagane instruction the previous year. One name lodged in his head when she'd mentioned Valhalla and that was +VLFBEHRT+. Not the false findings of course, the ones which had been created from Crucible steel. If anything was going to withstand a trip to Valhalla surely it would be this.

He didn't need power to work the steel, but he used it anyway, before Claire had managed to walk the distance off the property she may well have felt the vibrations coming from within. The reason was time, the ripples sent across the time-space continuum by the slow ticks of a pendulum buried deep in the earth might feel like nothing even to Claire. They might feel like so much more though, were she to understand that within the forge things were moving differently. Crucible steel would require hours of heat and hammer work and that just to take it from the cylindrical shape into something flat and workable.

As in all things, words and music slid into Kruger's mind. He didn't always know where they came from. That might be evident from his performances inside a ring that likely deserved better than he could ever give the thing. He would say that the job of every smith is to create a symphony with the tools he had at hand.

What would I do without your smart mouth Drawing me in, and you kicking me out You got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

The words themselves refused to be confined within in his head, and that strange pulsing along the continuum became one with the rhythm of the song itself. He'd still end up working for hours just to get the metal ready to be shaped, but those hours would be accelerated within the forge.

My head's underwater But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind 'Cause all of me Loves all of you

He'd forego things that most would need, sleep and food were high among the things he'd be deprived of. The work would be exactly as she'd requested. The carved letters sealed away beneath a hilt that was ornate. He didn't need to understand them to know how important they were to Claire. Why wasn't important, even if it should be. Were he to understand what she meant to accomplish he may well have never followed through. He needed to prove that above all he was someone she could trust.

Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you

The door was locked by more than a simple physical bar. The barrier spread outwards from the forge and reinforced it with every strike of hammer on steel. The Maker was at it again, forging something that was meant to be more than a simple knife. The edge would always be keen, this he would ask of the metal and the metal would respond as it always had.

You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, oh

It was the hilt that would, for Kruger, define the entire piece. The molding of metal to ivory, with measurements precise enough to be able to tell one hand from another on the same person. The lay of fingers thin and delicate, was never a simple matter when trying to maintain the aesthetics.

How many times do I have to tell you Even when you're crying you're beautiful too The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood You're my downfall, you're my muse My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you

Would she understand what he'd left for her beneath the hilt, a simple carving that he hoped would help her" Cura Te Ipsum. He could only hope that once it was found it would be appreciated for what it was. His hope for her, if there were more to the words only time would tell. He hadn't planned on power to be embedded within the blade, nothing beyond that razor edge at least. The hilt was another matter, there were more places to hide tricks than within the metal.

My head's underwater But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Three days, that had been enough to create the knife. A slender bladed sleek S shaped creation that would fit the hand it was created for like no other. His call may have come as a surprise. Then again perhaps it hadn't, or maybe his condition once he'd met up with Claire was a greater surprise. Three days, that had been for her he would, if pressed, admit that it had been twice that for him. That he hadn't slept, or eaten since she'd left his shop would be etched into his face, but never complained about.

Kruger avoided cost for as long as he could, he wouldn't let on that those extra days were still removed from his life's allotment. He'd known long ago that this work would steal from him. Would it be worth it' Would there be enough done for him to live on in memory. He'd once said within her hearing that he didn't want to live forever. Though he also didn't wish to go too soon. Strange how it was always the feeling that he was running out of time that pushed at him.

"One day I'll come to you for a favor. You'll do it or you won't as your conscience dictates. I don't really have a need for money, I make enough from this and other endeavors." Hesitantly he placed the sheathed blade into her hand, gave her a tired sympathetic look before parting ways. Kruger was prepared for future favors to be turned down. That knowledge wouldn't have changed what he'd done, how he'd done it or his expectations.

"Cause all of me, loves all of you.? The knife seemed to emanate the song prompting the smith to sing it softly to himself as he walked away.