Tuesday, January 10, 2012
I awoke next to her again, she was laying faced down facing away from me. The sparse light reflecting off of her hair held my attention for some few minutes before I moved it to better see her face. I noticed them again, fine scars that lined her skin. Their intervals are too regular not to mean something. Perhaps it is time that I ask her.
The dream came again, I am sure that was what woke me, but I never seem to remember the events in it. It didn't end with the scream this time though, surely that would have woken "jira, and I wouldn't have had those moments to watch her sleep.
The events of last evening's council meeting were temporarily driven from thoughts. The news of this man who died struck heavily on both Raye, and Rachael. My heart goes out to them; I know loss, so much of my life seems steeped with it. Perhaps that is part of my fear regarding this relationship I have started. What will she do if he comes back" What will I do' The answer is obvious to me.
The decisions of last evenings meeting have given me pause. To easily were offers of help swept aside in favor of unknowns. More and more I believe that the wolves have taken up guardianship of the sheep. The weapons for Ebon will be provided, but there will be much anger within me if the efforts we have put forth to provide a safe haven for the people of Rhy"Din are put asunder by political infighting. I hate to believe that there might be corruption so high up in the local council, but my eyes are not completely blind to the possibility.
These thoughts are too heavy to leave inside, there is hope in me yet that the right thing will be done, however I will not sit by and let the city tear itself apart from the inside out. If a firm hand is required, there are people that can be approached I'm sure.
Kruger read through what he had written, and then tore the sheet from his journal crumpled it and deposited it in the fire. "Some thoughts are too dangerous to be allowed access to.?
I awoke next to her again, she was laying faced down facing away from me. The sparse light reflecting off of her hair held my attention for some few minutes before I moved it to better see her face. I noticed them again, fine scars that lined her skin. Their intervals are too regular not to mean something. Perhaps it is time that I ask her.
The dream came again, I am sure that was what woke me, but I never seem to remember the events in it. It didn't end with the scream this time though, surely that would have woken "jira, and I wouldn't have had those moments to watch her sleep.
The events of last evening's council meeting were temporarily driven from thoughts. The news of this man who died struck heavily on both Raye, and Rachael. My heart goes out to them; I know loss, so much of my life seems steeped with it. Perhaps that is part of my fear regarding this relationship I have started. What will she do if he comes back" What will I do' The answer is obvious to me.
The decisions of last evenings meeting have given me pause. To easily were offers of help swept aside in favor of unknowns. More and more I believe that the wolves have taken up guardianship of the sheep. The weapons for Ebon will be provided, but there will be much anger within me if the efforts we have put forth to provide a safe haven for the people of Rhy"Din are put asunder by political infighting. I hate to believe that there might be corruption so high up in the local council, but my eyes are not completely blind to the possibility.
These thoughts are too heavy to leave inside, there is hope in me yet that the right thing will be done, however I will not sit by and let the city tear itself apart from the inside out. If a firm hand is required, there are people that can be approached I'm sure.
Kruger read through what he had written, and then tore the sheet from his journal crumpled it and deposited it in the fire. "Some thoughts are too dangerous to be allowed access to.?