Topic: Keep Calm & Adjust Your Tiara

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-06 00:48 EST
With the Shanachie's auditions rearing their familiarly stress-filled head in her very near future, Mataya had made the decision to deal with one thing that had been bothering her for the past couple of weeks personally.

She liked Yasmin, she really did, but the woman's behavior during Spamalot had been, in retrospect, more worrying than amusing. You didn't become a diva overnight; something had to have happened to make Yas decide to behave in that way. And yet she had to take some of the responsibility for the nail-biting stress and tension that behavior had handed out to the cast and crew during that run.

Concerned about her employee, colleague, and friend, 'Taya had rifled through the files to find Yasmin's contact details, and had found herself on the phone to a secretary at WHAM! radio, much to her surprise. Still, she didn't let it faze her, instead asking for the really rather lovely woman on the phone to pass on the invitation to DJ Zazzy to join her, Mataya De Luca, for a coffee at Incredible Edibles, laying stress on the fact that it was not anything that would in any way resemble a scolding or a disciplinary action.

So here she was, sat comfortably in one of the sofas by the window, shoes on the floor and feet on the couch beside her, idly flipping through a magazine as she waited for her guest to arrive. Here's hoping Yasmin had actually got the message.

Yasmin

Date: 2015-09-06 15:43 EST
The number Mataya had called was in fact Yasmin's personal cell phone number. Knowing that true 'stars" never answered their own phones, Yas frequently impersonated the voice of one of the WHAM secretaries. Replicating a voice she heard countless times before was easy enough to do for the mimic. Sure, she could have created a new voice, and an entire personality for a fake secretary to answer her phone, but using the faces, voices, and identities of others always seemed to be so much more convincing. After awhile, people might begin to ask where her personal secretary was, but this avenue featured its own truth, and every good lie contained an element of truth.

Most people just assumed she gave her work number at WHAM instead of her personal number, whether it was intentional or accidental. Yas wanted people to wonder. Apparently, she made Mataya wonder a little too much about her intentions, which is why she called to set up this meeting.

Yas heard of Incredible Edibles; it catered to several events in the past. She wasn't quite familiar with it, and Yas didn't like going to places she wasn't familiar with, so she never did....but she could go as someone else so she could become familiar with it.

A tanned, long haired brunette woman was seated in a corner, reading a book and sipping some tea, before Mataya arrived. She would casually glance up from her book to look around the room when someone stirred, always subtly including Mataya in her rounds. Much to the woman's surprise, Mataya slipped off her shoes and curled her legs up on the couch. She definitely seemed laid back, which was a good sign. Confident in what she had seen, both in the shop and in the theater owner's demeanor, she sipped the last bit of her tea, and silently closed her book. Taking a quick glance at her tea leaves in the bottom of the cup to assess her fortune before standing, she nonchalantly walked out of the shop, turned, and walked out of view from the shop windows. A few minutes later, Yasmin walked in.

Bright sky blue skin was only highlighted by her hot pink tank top and gleaming white mini skirt. It was a wonder how even her shoes remained the same bright white tone. Her short pixie cut, platinum blonde hair contrasted with the big, black shades that rested on her nose. She walked with a self-assured swagger as she made her way towards Mataya.

"Ah, Miss Luca,? Yas said softly, as not to interrupt the other patrons. Taking a seat by Mataya, she removed her bold sunglasses and placed them behind her back, seemingly putting them in a back pocket, though it was highly unlikely that the mini skirt had any pockets. As she sat back in her seat, she slightly tugged at her skirt. By the time she was done adjusting it, it oddly covered her knees and the hue became muted, almost like an off-white. She then looked back up to Mataya with a sweet, toothy grin.

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-06 16:35 EST
Mataya hadn't noticed the brunette who was subtly scoping the place out and, to be honest, even if she had noticed, she would not have automatically assumed that it had anything to do with her. Since her sister, Elena, had taken over Incredible Edibles, the cafe's reputation had sky-rocketed, but it was still the place where most of the regular staff and casts of the Shanachie dropped in for lunch or a quick coffee going to and from the theater itself. She would merely have assumed the woman was a reporter doing a piece on the cafe itself.

Thus, when Yas revealed herself after leaving and returning, 'Taya was openly and obviously surprised and pleased to see her, that kilowatt De Luca smile brimming forth in her expression as she tossed her magazine down and set her feet to the floor, albeit briefly. "Yasmin," she smiled brightly. "I'm so glad you could make it. No need to stand on ceremony, make yourself comfortable. Can I get you anything?" She glanced toward the counter with a secretive smile. "My sister's finally taught her staff how to make coffee properly. It's gotta be the best in the city by now."

Even as she bubbled over with her greeting, she was taking in every detail of Yasmin's appearance, aware that what she was seeing was very much what Yas wanted her to see. She knew how that worked; she'd done it herself too many times to count. These days, not so much. Take today, for example - a few years ago, she'd have been in a smart dress, her hair perfectly done, ready to give off an imposing first impression. Today, however, she was in jeans and a cute top, her heels lying haphazardly on the floor next to a bag that was still decorated with a swipe of Oscar's breakfast, and her hair looking as though the dogs had had a hand in getting it ready for the day. She definitely didn't power-dress unless there was no other option these days.

Yasmin

Date: 2015-09-11 01:04 EST
Having just downed a cup of tea, Yas replied simply, "Sure, just a small cup." She caught herself before ending with "please". That diva appearance wouldn't invent itself.

People judged so much on appearances. Yasmin was just as guilty of judging, though not in the same ways. Still smiling, she admired Mataya in her jeans. In Yas's experience, people who didn't dress to impress had their own quiet confidence. They had been through a lot more than they would let on; they were already confident enough in the fact that they could handle whatever the world could throw at them; and they no longer felt like they had to prove it to anyone else.

It wouldn't seem like it, but Yas knew the feeling from personal experience, though she never stuck around in one place long enough to go the love and family route that Mataya did. Out of all of her adventures, parenthood seemed like too daunting of a task. Glancing to Oscar's endearing mark on the bag, part of her regretted that decision now. Only a part. The other part of her didn't like to be tied down to any one place for too long. For a shapeshifting "freak", it could prove dangerous.

Just like all the places in her past, Yas had taken on a different role, made a different name for herself here in Rhydin. If her previous flights had set any precedence, she should have moved on by now. She just didn't expect to like this place and these people as much as she had.

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-11 14:47 EST
Delighted with the acquiescence to her suggestion, 'Taya wasted no time in ordering a couple of espressos for herself and Yasmin. Well, Yas had said small, hadn't she" Taking a sip from her own, she set the little cup down, figuring that coming straight to the point here was probably the best way to go about things.

"I, uh, I asked you here for a reason, Yas," she admitted, the charming admission of guilt obvious in her smile. "You're not in any trouble. I'm just concerned about you. Is everything okay' Things have been going so well for you at the Shanachie, and then suddenly during Spamalot you switched up to a level of diva I haven't seen in years. That just doesn't happen to people unless there's some underlying issue." She shifted in her seat, trying not to make it sound as though she was laying blame or making accusations. "I completely understand that you are a public figure, and you do have a certain reputation to maintain, but a theater is a very organic entity. The team doesn't function if one member of it suddenly stops doing their job, and that is what seemed to happen during the last run. If you had reservations about the script, you should have brought them to me or to Ludo during the rehearsal period. What you did instead, while obviously in keeping with DJ Zazzy's persona, actually handed out a lot of unnecessary stress and tension to not only the cast you were working with, but the crew as well, and it's not behavior that I will tolerate on a regular basis."

She sighed, brushing a hand through her hair. "I like you, Yas, and I love seeing you on stage," she told the beautiful 'shifter. "You have an energy that lights up the auditorium, and when you're really in the moment, every member of the audience is right there with you. The cast thrives on energy like that, you know" I just ....I'm worried about you. What happened" Is there any way I can help?"

Yasmin

Date: 2015-09-12 02:31 EST
Yas just about spit out her sip of tea as Mataya jumped in. She liked it, though. Appreciating it when people got to the point, she was just having a hard time with her own point.

Mataya was right. Yasmin did shift gears and she shifted hard within the last show's run.

A couple years ago, Yas was the queen of events, DJ"ing for magic, sword, and fist dueling events. She did a carnival to support local businesses. She did a Monte Carlo Night at the Imperial Grand Rhy"Din Casino. She hosted a Snowball War Zone two years in a row for Winterfest. But then the calls stopped. Yas took a year off, focusing on her job at WHAM. Then last year, she saw the Shanachie was hiring actors and she hoped she could make a name for herself there. Calls and opportunities started pouring in again.

In the beginning of the year, she joined a boy band and was a model in Fashion Week. In the spring, she worked on a podcast with a friend. In the beginning of the summer, she guest DJ"ed at a new club and for the Midsummer Night's Bash event. As the summer began to end and fall started to show its first falling leaves, Yas realized she hadn't done anything new in months. She feared she was losing her momentum once again.

Mataya was right that something happened. The problem was....something happened awhile ago, and nothing was happening now. Afraid she would lose everything and have to start all over again, Yas made a desperate attempt to revitalize her career the only way she knew how, with shock value.

Not knowing what to say, she stared at Mataya a moment. This was probably one of the few times that the loud, exuberant, wild woman was speechless. Would it be better to say that she planned the whole thing, that she didn't just snap and go off the deep end" She felt sick about it. Part of her wanted to give Mataya the warning of what she was planning, but if she did, it would ruin her diva status. At the time, she told herself that the theater would get publicity from her antics, so there would be no harm. Although it did, she couldn't help but feel remorseful for it now. Just like Mataya had said, her actions affected the crew and her co-workers. She hadn't considered them in this. Maybe she really was as selfish as the part she played as DJ Zazzy Yas.

"I regret the problems my disturbances caused to the cast and crew," she began, trying so hard not to begin profusely apologizing like she wanted to do. "It was not my intent to hurt anyone." In fact, she had hoped her continues absences would give her understudy more of a chance to perform, but she couldn't exactly say that.

"I had no real issues with the script," she tried to answer. "If I did, they were my own personal issues, which had no place affecting my work." She hated her words. They sounded so cold and impersonal. She attempted to make amends, "I will not accept any payment for the final shows. I believe my payment should go to the understudies and the crew. And I can assure you that there will be no further disruptions from me....if I should be allowed to re-audition for the upcoming season."

Her usually over-emotive face was expressionless, save for a slight look of worry in her eyes. Her bright sky blue skin had started to slowly fade as she spoke, subtly turning to a light shade of blue gray, as if she was no longer focusing on her appearance and her subconscious was trying to reveal her emotions.

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-12 06:12 EST
Mataya's concerned expression found a smile as Yas spoke, recognizing a party line when she heard it, and understanding that it was probably about as much as she was going to get. But she hadn't lived in Rhy'Din for half a decade without learning to read what else was going on in a person, and the subtle shift in Yasmin's skin tone spoke volumes to her.

"Yas, everyone at the Shanachie is salaried," she assured the shapeshifter gently. "Understudies get a bonus for each performance they're required to take on a lead role, and the crew get a bonus for unexpected events as well. No one is objecting. To be honest, I've heard more concern about you than I have complaints about the the side effects. You're a very popular member of the cast, and if you choose to re-audition this year, you will be very welcome to."

"However," she added, knowing she couldn't let it go without making her position clear, "if, in future, you feel a snap of diva-dom coming on you, I'd appreciate a heads up. Just me, I'm not asking you to tell anyone else. But if I'm prepared, I can handle the panic backstage a lot more smoothly than I did during Spamalot. And believe me, I understand the shift. It wasn't that long ago that I was Mataya De Luca, movie star, theater actress, T.V. star, followed around by paparazzi, my name in every gossip column. And I miss it, sometimes, of course I do. I just have a different perspective these days."

Taking a sip of her espresso, she offered Yas a gentle smile. "A few years ago, I was told by a doctor that, because of my past addictions, it was medically impossible for me to get pregnant," she told her friend quietly. "It completely devastated me, but it gave me the drive to get off my ass and get the Shanachie running. I poured all my energy, everything I had into making my theater work, and for a long time, it was all I needed. And then I got pregnant, and my priorities shifted. I'm not telling you to go out and get pregnant, not at all. Just maybe if the need to be noticed is that strong, you might be able to find another way to be noticed. I opened a theater. Imagine what you could do, with a radio show that reaches the whole city and beyond. It doesn't have to be shocking to get noticed - maybe it's time you started using your name to get something done you've always wanted to do. It's a thought."

She smiled warmly, reaching over to gently touch Yasmin's hand. "If you ever need anything - someone to talk to, someone to bounce ideas off, even someone to yell at - call me. I'd like to be your friend, not just your boss, if that's okay."

Yasmin

Date: 2015-09-16 22:44 EST
Yas nodded as Mataya gave her kind warning. "I understand," Yas said softly. She then mirrored her, taking a sip of her own coffee just as Mataya did. Yas wasn't even aware she was doing it, as she was simply trying to focus on what Mataya was saying. Apparently she was focusing a little too closely. Once she realized what she was doing, she quickly crossed one of her legs over the other, trying her best to not mock the theater owner.

Not being able to help herself, she began listening just as intently as Mataya began to go into her life in get detail. Yas was astounded that she would be so willing to reveal so much about her past obstacles. She wished she could reciprocate the gesture and tell Mataya something about her past, but she hadn't dealt with her past indiscretions on her own yet. It probably wouldn't have taken a clinical psychologist to understand how a shapeshifter could have her own identity issues, but word by word, Mataya had broken through to her.

When it boiled down to it, Mataya was right. All Yas had been doing was continuing to find another way to be noticed, but she had no idea what to do with the attention. She should be getting something done that she always wanted to do. ...but what was that' She broke off into her own train of thought for a moment, only to be brought back by Mataya softly touching her hand.

"Oh, that would be....wonderful," Yas said sincerely to Mataya's offer of friendship. She often pretended to have more fans, more friends, and know more celebrities than she did, but she didn't have many real friends, outside of her seamonkies. Maybe that was another reason she would overwork herself. One couldn't be lonely if they didn't have a moment to think.

"I think you have inspired me a bit more than you can imagine..." Yas said, beginning to have an idea. "Your life is full of a rich past that probably not a lot of people know about. There's probably a lot of things that most people don't know abut you, or many of the other performers at the Shanachie. Do you think you might like to do an interview on my radio show sometime during this next season of the Shanachie" You don't have to go into anything that you don't want to, though. I'd like to offer an interview to the rest of the cast too, if that would be alright with you." Yes, Yas had been accumulating all of this publicity over the past couple of years, but she didn't like her own life to be in the spotlight. Why not share it with people that had amazing life stories to tell"

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-17 15:32 EST
People often said it was lonely at the top. What they failed to recognize was that it was probably lonelier when you weren't quite at the top but working harder to stay noticed. It left very little time for actual friends, in the end. 'Taya had been there herself - indeed, she had more friends now she had stopped chasing the spotlight than she'd had in total for the last decade. So she understood a little, in her own way, of how important it was to be able to count even one person as a friend sometimes.

She grinned, drawing her hand back to rummage in her back, producing baby wipes, a pacifier, plastic knickers, some rag doll thing that looked vaguely like an elephant on steroids, and finally a notebook and pen. Into this, she scribbled, ripping the page free to hand it over to Yas. "That's my personal cell and my home number," she told the 'shifter warmly. "You've got the office number. If you can't raise me on any of them, I've either been kidnapped, or I'm asleep. Usually asleep."

As Yasmin expanded on the idea beginning to grow in her mind, Mataya's smile deepened - not quite the kilowatt sparkle that was still fondly remembered by many people on her own Earth, but close. "I think that's an amazing idea," she agreed. "One thing that seems to bond a lot of the performers at the Shanachie is a shared sense of having overcome something. It may not seem like much to anyone else, but when a performer has overcome an injury or weathered the disapproval of a family to become what they are, it's a very special thing. I'm sure no one would say no, and I certainly won't!" She laughed impishly. "I'll just have to try not to take over your entire show - I have way too many anecdotes in this head of mine!"

Yasmin

Date: 2015-09-19 09:25 EST
Yasmin smiled as she took the paper. She continued to hold it in her hand as they spoke.

"Oh, I wouldn't worry about that," she said in regard to Mataya monopolizing her show. It was a general enough statement that could easily mean Yas was confident that no one could take over her show. She hid the truth that she hoped Mataya would feel free to unwind and unleash during the show. To Yas, the guest was supposed to be in the spotlight.

After finishing the last sip of her espresso, Yas said with her laid back flare, "I can wait "til the initial shows for the next season begin at the theater to let everyone kinda get into their performing rhythm, then hit them up for an interview. It can be like my Talk Tuesdays from last year..." She trailed off. Her last statement was more an internal thought. It may not be quite like her previous interviews. Maybe she might ask those deeper, more insightful questions like what the actors and performers had to overcome in their lives. Maybe. Maybe she would just ask what color underwear they had on. She wasn't sure yet, but she liked having the options.

As she stood up, she added quickly, "No need to stand. I can find my way out." She smiled. That was even pretty silly for her to get through.

"Thank you for your help, Mataya....with everything," Yas said more seriously, clutching the paper tighter in her hand. "I'm so glad that you asked to meet with me. I can assure you that if there are any important....changes to my performances at the theater, that you will be the first to know."

Mataya

Date: 2015-09-19 11:48 EST
"Anything I can help with, just let me know," 'Taya repeated warmly, taking the advice to stay put with a grin as she leaned back against the cushions. She should probably go and rescue Max from Juno, Oscar, and the dogs, but to be honest, he could handle another half hour or so. Probably. "Take care, Yas."

She watched as the shapeshifter retrieved her sunglasses and headed out, smiling to herself. It was always nice to know you'd guessed right - Yas wasn't a diva, therefore there wasn't going to be any discomforting interactions with the cast and crew. They could handle the occasional performance in exchange for knowing that one of their leading ladies was doing just fine.

Now all Mataya had to do was win the battle over what color carpets they were putting into the green room and dressing rooms, and her day would be perfect.

Yasmin

Date: 2015-12-02 20:37 EST
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A few months later, Yas had made good on her proposal to show off some of the Shanachie's stars by starting the Inside the Actors" Shanachie segment on WHAM. But that wasn't the only thing she was up to.

Just as she and her agent planned, news started breaking of Yas's drinking while filming for "Rhydin Nights". Of course the first person she thought of was Mataya. Even though the scandal wasn't directly associated with her performances at the Shanachie, she still didn't want to worry the theater owner as she had done before. She just needed to figure out how to give her the message that all was ok, without doing anything to ruin the hard work she and Eddie had been doing to stage all these drunken scenes.

She went to Incredible Edibles and bought a Red Eye coffee and a Tuna Melt to go, picking up an extra napkin on her way out.

After finishing her meal back stage before a practice, she scribbled a note on the back of the napkin. Using a different handwriting just in case, she wrote simply, "No need to worry about any snaps. Everything under control.?

Yas snuck the note into Mataya's little Shanachie mail cubby. Hopefully between the napkin and the code, it would be enough to ease any of Mataya's concerns that she might have read, or might continue to read, about the always-acting actress.

Mataya

Date: 2015-12-03 11:43 EST
"Ludo, what, exactly, is the problem here?" 'Taya asked her director as he flapped along behind her, heading for her office with an armful of paperwork from her cubbyhole.

"Mataya, my darling, if she cannot be trusted to arrive sound and sober, I cannot work with her," the ebullient luvvie was protesting, almost in tears at the thought of losing Yas from his theater company cast. "Have you seen the papers?"

'Taya rolled her eyes, smiling quietly to herself. "Sweetie, since when do the papers get anything absolutely correct about any of us?" she reminded her friend, taking a seat at her desk. A folded napkin in the pile caught her eye, fingers picking it up as they talked. "Last time my name cropped up in the papers, Jon and I were apparently holding a clandestine affair on set, right under Max's nose, while I was six months pregnant, remember?"

"But there are pictures, Mataya! Pictures of her downing whole bottles of some toxic alcohol, and quotes from the cast, both of whom still work here at the Shanachie!" Ludo wailed, thumping himself down into the chair across from her.

Scanning the note written on the napkin, Mataya's lips twitched into a faint smile. "No need to worry about any snaps. Everything under control." Well, she had asked for a heads up if it ever happened again, hadn't she" And she should have expected it, really. Yas liked to promote, and she seemed to be promoting Rhy'Din Nights by mimicking Elena's former alcohol addiction. 'Taya made a note to warn Elena about it privately, just in case the two met up, and raised her eyes to Ludo with a confident smile.

"Pictures of her drinking from bottles labeled with some toxic alcohol," she assured him. "There's no way to know that the liquid really is alcoholic or not. As for the rest of the cast ....well, if you're that worried, have a quiet word with Annabeth and Eregor. But if they deny all knowledge, seriously, just believe them. Stranger things have happened."

"But ....Cinderella ..."

"Will go off with a bang, exactly the way it's supposed to," she assured him. "I'm not going to summarily throw Yas out of a pantomime, when it's the perfect medium for her right now. She's actually allowed to argue with the audience and let them talk back this time around. Everything is under control, Ludo. So just calm down, and get back to your prep for the panto rehearsals, okay' I promise you, it's all under control. Okay?"

The theater owner's calm confidence in the face of what looked like a main player's meltdown seemed to calm the darling director as he looked at her. Pulling himself together, he rose from his seat, patting her hand as he mumbled about needing to rearrange the script once again. Mataya smiled him out of the office, and slowly counted to twenty, to be absolutely sure no one was going to hear her.

And she howled with laughter. This festive season was definitely going to be an interesting one!