I should be home...Sleeping with my beloved Jenai. I should be peacefully dreaming, as I hold her in my arms...I should be. I know that I should. It's late...Instead of bed, I find myself in our weapons room...It's late. I take a deep breath as the scent of leather and steel cause me to break the uncomfortable silence, that seemed to last forever and a day. It had been months since I had been in this room. It had been a while since I even considered heading back, even for a short while. But a storm has once more shown itself on the horizon that is our city...I can smell it...That scent of rain carried by the wind, that forboding precursor that carries with it a warning. A storm indeed.
It doesn't take long...I can do it in my sleep, and who knows...Maybe I am. But the sound of leather creaking, the clicking of heavy grade plastic clasps, the cracking of my neck tell me otherwise. My eyes are closed, as I do this. As i make ready once more. I should be in bed...I should be. But tonight, I cannot sleep. Just one night, what harm can it do...One night. I keep telling myself that. One night. It's amazing just how much I need to convince myself at times...My eyes open, and I look to the newspaper on the floor..."West End Killer or Killers Possibly strikes again.." Stephen mentioned and my sister by association. I think of that, and the rest is easy. Convincing indeed.
I look to the mirror on the far wall, and say nothing. No real expression on my face. No false bravado, no playful winks. Just a coldly expressioned face, with eyes of steel. I don't know why. It's just how I am at present, I guess. It's been so long since I have felt this way, then again it's been so long since I have been out in this fashion. Completely by choice mind you...Jenai and I decided on this a long time ago, and I mean to keep to it, but something is calling, and I need to find out what...I need to once more head back into WestEnd, I need to see what happened to this new victim, and see if it truly was them somehow...I need to do something...It's late, I can't sleep..
I leave the house, as silently as ever...Not a word to anyone or anything, no notes...Nothing save what I need to 'hunt'...I should be home in bed, I should be holding the woman I adore above all else...I should be sleeping...But it's late...I can't sleep, and something calls...There is a storm...gods help us there is, I warned this would come...Others did as well. Now I need to see with my own eyes somehow...I need to be sure. For my brother-in-law, my sister....For my fam...It's for one night...One night only...Funny, how much I need to convince myself. I hear the thunder crack in the distance...I see the lightening, I smell the rain...I take a deep breath and once more plunge into that which is the WestEnd, and all she holds darkly...It's late, and I am more awake than ever.
It doesn't take long...I can do it in my sleep, and who knows...Maybe I am. But the sound of leather creaking, the clicking of heavy grade plastic clasps, the cracking of my neck tell me otherwise. My eyes are closed, as I do this. As i make ready once more. I should be in bed...I should be. But tonight, I cannot sleep. Just one night, what harm can it do...One night. I keep telling myself that. One night. It's amazing just how much I need to convince myself at times...My eyes open, and I look to the newspaper on the floor..."West End Killer or Killers Possibly strikes again.." Stephen mentioned and my sister by association. I think of that, and the rest is easy. Convincing indeed.
I look to the mirror on the far wall, and say nothing. No real expression on my face. No false bravado, no playful winks. Just a coldly expressioned face, with eyes of steel. I don't know why. It's just how I am at present, I guess. It's been so long since I have felt this way, then again it's been so long since I have been out in this fashion. Completely by choice mind you...Jenai and I decided on this a long time ago, and I mean to keep to it, but something is calling, and I need to find out what...I need to once more head back into WestEnd, I need to see what happened to this new victim, and see if it truly was them somehow...I need to do something...It's late, I can't sleep..
I leave the house, as silently as ever...Not a word to anyone or anything, no notes...Nothing save what I need to 'hunt'...I should be home in bed, I should be holding the woman I adore above all else...I should be sleeping...But it's late...I can't sleep, and something calls...There is a storm...gods help us there is, I warned this would come...Others did as well. Now I need to see with my own eyes somehow...I need to be sure. For my brother-in-law, my sister....For my fam...It's for one night...One night only...Funny, how much I need to convince myself. I hear the thunder crack in the distance...I see the lightening, I smell the rain...I take a deep breath and once more plunge into that which is the WestEnd, and all she holds darkly...It's late, and I am more awake than ever.