Topic: A Game at Love

(Lost To Time)

Date: 2005-11-26 23:53 EST
Many, who catch perhaps a glimpse of her out of the corner of their eye on a WestEnd night, assume they have encountered an apparition. They are to be forgiven if they nervously finger whatever amulet, talisman, cruciform, or weapon embodies their beliefs. For, though she is rapidly coming to think of herself as WestEnd girl, she appears on the surface to be out of place here, a cupcake in an abbatoir.

It is not only her youth, for great cities and other nodes of darkness have always trapped their share of the young. She is a precocious twelve, but there is, you see, this sense of health that seems to radiate from her tanned, athletic limbs, from her lithe and capable sportsgirl body. Stranger still, in this place, at least, are the tennis whites that she chooses to wear, whether playing or not, in ironic tribute to the woman her mother named her for. Then again, the racquet that is often in her hand is not the sort of weapon likely to reassure most wandering these streets alone. Martina knows, however (and she much prefers the shortened Tina, thank you, in part at least because she thinks it irritates her mother), that speed and accuracy, rather than steel and stropped edge, will most often win the point.

And so, white clothes stobing in the darkened streets, she is studying to haunt this place, letting her feet learn the streets and identifying its denizens. She finds she much prefers its ever evolving strangness to the failing shell of normalcy still found at the motel where her mother lives, on the outskirts of WestEnd where Artsblood clings to precarious electricity as if to memories of a world she will never see again.

Parents, go figure.

And so the girl's huge gray eyes, the only hint to her geneology, notice things as she moves through street and alley. Signs that an abandoned theater may have a new tenant will bear further exploration, as will a sudden flurry of messages carried by the lost youth of WestEnd, their deliveries paid for with silver and with fear. Her mother's lover is here somewhere, as well, to be found and stalked and studied; to be hated, almost surely, but fairly studied first.

And there are the games. She has watched the gangs and noted the evolution of their sport. And sport is in her nature, after all. It was easy enough to let a small pack of Makos catch sight of a white skirt flaring as she rounded a corner ahead of them. It was child's play to string them out, always just a little faster than she seemed to be; listening for the cough and ground-glass rasp as one and another gave up the chase to stand, hands on knees, and choke after air that seems suddenly too thin. It almost came to naught; for a moment it seemed they would all abandon the chase. She had to let herself stumble, brown knee abraded on dirty asphalt enough to scent the air all coppery, in order to lure the last one along. Only when she had lead him far enough from the others did she let herself be cornered.

As she had imagined, he was a simple cutter and no magepunk. Breathing hard, stinking of sweat and rut and drugs, he seemed to fill the alley as he closed in.

Her first stroke, a quick backhand, broke his nose, the carbon fiber frame of the racquet crushing its bridge and sending a spray of blood that half soaked his shirt before he knew he was hit. He bellowed then, hand to his face, and charged. The overhand smash caught him behind the right ear and took him to his knees. She was dancing now, light on her feet like Navratilova awaiting serve. A lucky swing, half blinded by pain, ticked her arm with the blade tip, drawing a hot line. Furious at herself, she put her shoulders into a two-fisted forehand that crushed the bone over his right eye.

The pretty little brunette went a bit mad thereafter, as any preteen can suddenly change from a playful child to a hormonal nightmare for no seeming reason. At some point the frame of her racquet broke, turning it from smoothe bludgeon to ragged hook; and gobbets flung from it with each stroke. She was sobbing before she finished, flushed and barely knowing what she said as she swung again and again.

"This is for my mother," she screamed, raining blows, tears scalding, "and for her whore...for her whore...for her whore."

She felt better when it was over, exercise always had that effect upon her. She was a little proud, too, that she hadn't stained her clothes. New daylight was finding bruise colors in the wakening sky, and she walked easily away from the mess in the alley. A WestEnd girl, now, welcoming another WestEnd day.

Tina

Date: 2005-12-01 00:52 EST
She sometimes thought of the costume she affected in that way; that it combined a false innocense with a spiced, forbidden wickedness like the naval outfits manga comic girls favor. Her tennis skirt is, after all, short, and pleated, swinging high when she pivots to show long browned legs.

In truth, though, wickedness of an amorous nature—with men or worse, women— holds no appeal for Tina yet. If she uses the lure of her youth and seeming vulnerability it is without conscious plan; she selects the bait because it works without worrying overmuch about just why it does.

Walking in the sunshine now (a freedom that pleases her all the more because it is denied to her mother), she is all tanned skin and white cotton and rude young health, with a new racquet (for she has many) spun like a baton between her clever fingers. The young brunette exudes a wholesomness that has its rude way with her surroundings. Fallen buildings become artful sculptures, dead windows blink to life with sudden quick reflection, even the worst of WestEnd's living show glimpses of the humanity hidden beneath rags and sores and worse.

She does not wander aimlessly, though. She is a girl with missions; planned and executed with all of the heartless precision she might bring to a three-set match with an almost worthy oponent. She knows, for instance, that Artsblood will likely return to WestEnd tonight, and the girl will lurk near the Brownstone when light bleeds from the sky, when it pools briefly at the foot of south-facing walls, to watch the stretching shadows for her mother and her lover, and to learn.

There are others she will watch, as well, in between her little games and the unhurried hunt for food sweet enough for her spoiled palate. And then there is school, the bane of any sailor-fuku clad adverturess.

Pausing at the foot of a particular building, racquet a screened shade for her large gray eyes, she smiles up at scrimshawed ledge, at the seeming gargoyle whose claws sift the occasional flouring of dust from the stone.

"Greetings, teacher," her voice is soft; she knows it will be heard. "I have seen your handiwork. Is it meant to be example or warning, or simply an eye for an I?"

Domikai

Date: 2005-12-03 00:44 EST
(where is there more humanity than in the decay...) Some might say the sandman affected catatonia, sitting still for so many hours on the light-dusted ledge. He watched the day move the shadows about the buildings, the figures so many feet below with their words and their scents. A circus of methods and movements and rituals.

And then there was the girl, asking questions.

Those mock-gargoyle claws dusted the ledge again, sent down the leavenings that entropy had managed to loosen in minutes or hours. Black eyes were gone behind the insectile, flat glitter of goggles, glass as black as the strange mirrors it hid.

"What would you like to dream it meant?" a Cheshire-cat's curiosity, he adjusted himself so that his precarious perch faced the pupil standing below in her shining white and healthy skin. How the image lies about purity....for this he had a smile, a thing made only of the tick-marks in skin and a glimmer of feral teeth. The reasons were so convoluted, lost, that even the sandman wasn't able to offer one, not in words that resembled anything straightforward. If only it could be captured in those fragments of a sentence.

Tina

Date: 2005-12-04 17:42 EST
As her tutor speaks, rock dust sifts down onto the shoulder of Tina's white tennis top, and she allows herself a brief pout. She blows what she can away, hoping to avoid smudges, and then flicks at the cotton with tentative little fingertips until it appears clean.

She is not sure that his question truly begs an answer; her tutor sometimes seeming to ask things just to study the way the words hang in the air. Still, she takes a long moment to frame her reply, the handle of her racquet tucked under her chin as she thinks. The outwardly simple query opens doors that it perhaps did not intend to push ajar.

She leans her head back to look up, but the sun is blazing molten against the remaining windows above and behind the sandman, and she sees him only as a hole in that glare for all that she tries to shade her eyes with the flat blade of a hand.

"I do remember dreaming. It is something that I did when I was very young. But then I had a dream that frightened me. I cannot remember the details, or choose not to. Dreams, if I recall correctly, go to smoke between your fingers if you attempt to drag them into the waking world with you. Anyway," she is speaking very carefully, not wanting to abandon herself to emotion, but trying very hard as well to answer the question, however oblique her reply. "Anyway, I woke up screaming. I think I even wet the bed in my terror. 'Mama," I called, 'mama-mama -mama-mama,' growing more frantic with each of my own cries, feeding upon the fear within them. Or course she did not come; of course she wasn't there. I calmed myself after a bit. The very young are so resilient. And after I did so, I realized two things: that dreams are not real and that, despite their unreality, they can make one weak. I decided then and there simply to not have them anymore. I don't. When I sleep now it is as if I do not exist. I wake so very refreshed."

The shifting sun has moved to the edge of the windows now, and she can see the gargoyle shape more clearly. She steps back a pace, the better to avoid any more dusty soiling should he move.

"And what do I really think concerning your prey, monster? In all truth I don't think it had a thing to do with me. I don't believe it was warning or example, or that I entered your mind while it was being taken down. I do not imagine myself at the center of anyone's world but perhaps my own. It was a lesson taught early on, and you will find that what I do learn I tend to retain very well."

The bells ring out, seven perhaps, though an eighth seems to strike and then be muffled. Dark flows up the walls of the buildings around them like stain, and the almost-child swings her racquet, smiles up at the ledge. "Night falls, teacher-mine, would you join me in a visit to a certain Brownstone nearby' I have an urge to study architecture tonight...."

Domikai

Date: 2005-12-07 01:18 EST
His reply was never given the concrete frame of words, but the sandman spidered down the side of the building in an ease of hand-holds and arachnid movements. One of those small things, climbing, that becomes vital when one grew in a city hundreds of feet up, within the cliffs. Gravity had an exact way of culling the herd.

"A certain Brownstone, for eyes to study..." He was a shadow now, but only so briefly, before he was moving off into the night lit streets, "...and when will your patience reveal the anatomy you so inspire to know?"

And which anatomy would that be? Sometimes he wished he might dissect the double-meaning from his words. The student could not move in WestEnd without some idea of scent or white clothing, that grid of cat-gut so peculiar to the unfortunate dead. It seemed the sandman knew which Brownstone, and too, its primary inhabitant(s). His steps were taken backwards, so that the glitter of goggle-glass winked at the girl as they walked to that most central building of the dilapidated mess.

Tina

Date: 2005-12-07 21:39 EST
Two curtained second-floor windows face this street; one lit from behind, one dark. It is as if the old Brownstone tosses a lewd wink to the odd couple approaching it. No sound escapes those closed windows, at least none available to mere human ears. Who knows, however, what soft exclamations, what susuration of skin upon skin, might be detected by the strange white-clad girl, or by her companion, who is stranger still.

The route that brought them to this locaiton was direct. Though WestEnd by night can be a fearsome place, something in the girl's grim determination, in the sandwalker's seemingly calm (even distracted!) amble, marked these two as no creature's easy prey. And there are things aplenty haunting midtown tonight. It is like this on the African veldt, or in any wild place: When there is a chance that the mighty will contest with one another, the entire domino-fall of scavengers gathers. All of the wild for miles around turns ear and nostril to the possibilities.

Tina was able to identify, by scent or sound or glimpsed sight, some of the creatures that have spied the two from cover, be it timid or strategic, along their approach. Others she knows not, but they are all subjects for consideration at another time. For better or worse, and likely for ill, she has come to this time and place. She stares up at the lit window, and without a word loops tanned arms about her tutor's neck and, legs at his waist, clings to his back. She does not ask him to climb, but perhaps he understands without the need for words. Perhaps she could even climb the featureless wall herself; but for now, for some reason, she wishes to be carried.

As a creature of the dry places, and hence extremely sensitive to such, her tutor cannot fail to feel the soft fall of tears upon the arid skin of the back of his neck.

Domikai

Date: 2005-12-08 01:16 EST
Distraction, true and contrived, lived behind the peculiar lack-of-eyes seeming the goggles gave the sandman. All the creeps and creatures of the WestEnd night seemed not to alert him. One can ask why, why this of all things. He didn't play their games, he didn't piece together a platform within the hierarchy of the decayed. He did not even seem, to be hiding. Was it the calm and distraction, or the inability to place the sandwalker's purpose, that kept the carrion-eaters careful...

Whether he heard or did not, the sandwalker did not indicate (but when ever would we..), but stood looking up at that seemingly blank facade in a mimic of the girl's angle, until she was there upon his back. There was a tension to the muscle, a peculiar inorganic hardness in areas, but the student was saved by being a child, and by being his student. No words traded (or lost) on the air, he was a shadow that brushed against the wall with palms flat, and in some way began to scale it. Ah, but there were things to drift through mind. This is the way the youngest children would move about the cliffs, or There is the next handhold, crossover, foot up, or There is rain but no rain.

Because words were not lost upon the air, the girl was safe from his examination of the small sorrow upon his neck, and he was quiet and still as a gargoyle,still hanging upon the wall, as they drew even with that lit window and the sounds within. The desertman might have said, Do not worry if you cannot see me, but he did not. Though he was quite solid and there for the girl to feel, he had the strangest chameleon's way of fading into the shadows and colors, contours of the building beneath him. Like an illusion he might paint on a wall, with no taste of magic.

Tina

Date: 2005-12-14 00:59 EST
Thus is was that the white-clad girl appeared to be floating, just the thickness of an unseen body from the wall, and even with the one bright window of the Brownstone's second floor. The tracks that the tears had made down her pretty tanned face were sticky, and had likely plowed tiny meandering canyons through the rockdust raised by her tutor's climbing.

Eyes still clenched shut against crying, the fierce child may have lost her will for a moment there. Because she did not lift her pretty chin above the level of the heavy sill in front of her to see what shadows might twist and reform behind the curtain. She could not shutter her ears, of course, and she was forced to recognize that the sounds she had heard before had ceased, if they had not been her own imagined horrors whispering their insinuations all along.

It was while in this space between, unable to decide whether to open her eyes and face her fears and the consequences that might stem from that facing, or to refuse that proof, bid her tutor back down the wall, and live with the little tortured uncertainties that had long formed the reliable kindling for the anger that fueled her; it was while in this place of indecision that another—unexpected—sound reached her.

Tina did open her eyes as she turned toward the strike of shoe on stone, and saw the conservatively-clad woman step into the edge of the closest pool of light. The girl's instincts, honed on WestEnd streets and pitted against both college-girl match opponents and a collage of local monsters, fairly screamed at the wrongness of the scene.

Pretty blonde office women did not wander these streets alone, and if they did, they would surely carry weaponry more intimidating than a rolled umbrella. And no matter what manner of creature they were and no matter what they carried, they would not gaze with such nonchalant curiousity upon the building where, perhaps at this very moment, one or the other of the fearsome women within might have paused in her amorous attentions at the unexpected impact of bootlheel on the pavement below...

Artsblood

Date: 2005-12-23 16:19 EST
((this thread will move to the WestEnd thread "A Domestic Scene" now, as the various strands draw together))