Topic: Days of Yesterday's Past

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 07:33 EST
Life in WestEnd Part I

She stood there, plaster dust from the broken ceiling raining down like the finest of winter's powder, a rather oversized varmint of the nasty, house-munching variety skittering above on an exposed, broken pipe. Disgusted, she arced high a silvered brow and made to flick a pale wrist, almost forgetting her own edict that magic in and around this structure was, for the time being, strictly verboten. Grumbling, cursing a streak to make the foundation smolder, she climbed the two remaining ladder rungs and peered into the guts of her home, metal sprayer at the ready.

It was magic that had gotten this Brownstone on RhyDin's lower WestEnd in the shape it was today. Rather, the overkill and misuse of magics without regard to consequence. She'd seen it rampant in this realm since first she'd stepped foot in it, following up on her charges. As tender for the Red Dragon, she was lucky if even a third of the night's take made it whole to morn's light; most currency turning to so much Fae dust in the wind at the first rays of dawn. Conjured. Not worth the breath it took to spell whatever had been spelled to make it. In the beginning, and for some time after, it had not mattered much. She and Scottie had moved into this house and made it their home, settled in the best that two lifetime wanderers could. Her paltry pay, and the coin he made as a Bard, had sustained them minimally beyond what they had accustomed themselves previously. But time and things change as is their nature.

Throughout their nearly two years together, she and Scottie had discovered, collectively, interconnecting pieces to a greater puzzle. What was once lost had again been found. There were still some holes in the picture, but what it amounted to was that they were bound, wholly and irrefutably. It was during the time they began to think along these lines, making the arrangement official with simple words and a pair of binding rings, that she began to feel inexplicably rooted in this flat that they called home. After the last of the upper two floors' tenants moved out, leaving just her and Scottie in one first floor flat and the halfling slave girl Chy in the other, she made a deal with the landlord to purchase the entire Brownstone. Not much later, they became horribly acquainted with the true annoyances of unchecked magic use. The greater populace of RhyDin bandied it about without so much as a "how do ye do" to any future fallout. This included her now ex-landlord. Ex, in the fact, because at the point she discovered the secreted shambles his magical "maintenance" had caused, he suddenly was nowhere to be found. Oh, believe the Gods she looked. Weapons in hand. Rage at the ready to fling his way. For when it went wrong at the Brownstone, it all went wrong, and most disastrously so.

Snorting a nose full of the herbal vermin pesticide, she gagged and nearly took a swan dive off the ladder. Letting loose some of the aggression she hurled the sprayer across the calamity of the third floor room and leaped from the ladder, jackboots sounding hollow in the ruinous cavern of her house; dust and debris bouncing as her weight settled. It had been weeks upon weeks since they'd had anything resembling running water. Scottie was due home early for a change and she had a surprise in store for him. So off she went, grumbling and griping, to affect a sponge bath in the makeshift, cold-water shower they'd set up out back of their flat.

Frozen stiff after her cleanup, she snugged into worn leathers, grabbed the jacket which still proudly bore the colors of a "Dead Warlock," put things in place, and took off for the docks of the BHO.

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There was a note attached to the remnants of the downstairs bannister. Her elegant hand requesting his presence as soon as he came home from work. A cryptic message penned in the blue chalk they'd been using for marking off spots in their repairs and renovations. To pique his interest, and start the tease, the note just read: "There be a surprise waiting for ye, lover," with some vague directions to where they would meet.

He thought the note was the nicest thing he'd seen all day. The curves and whorls of her cursive handwriting brought a smile that reached the crow-dark eyes. He stashed his pack in the flat and did a quick check of the building to make sure there were no squatters. Ribbons fluttered gaily as he left the block of flats, goaded by the chill winds of winter.

There was an iciness to the winds that blew down the dockside. Scores of warehouses, most filled to the rafters with products and such belonging to the Bloods of House Onyx. About a half-block from the Oak and Ash, a large door swung lazily back and forth upon its hinges; leaves and litter blowing in eddies in the open portal. Lavender, basil and dill's sharp tang played amongst the breezes. Her scent, and soon, through the sounds of the building storm, came the warmth of her voice singing loud a raunchy tune she'd, perhaps, learned from him, or perhaps picked it up in her own travels. The kind of tune to make sailors blush.

He enjoyed walks through RhyDin Town. The city had a way of stretching and folding back upon itself as if it breathed. He suspected it did, living through the lives of the fantastic beings that flocked to the Nexus' core. So little time of late had he to journey down narrow alleys and broad avenues. He had become a man with responsibilities, ones that put even his old grudges and lusts for revenge aside. And so he found himself, taking long strides easy enough for his lean and lanky form, down the street of warehouses, recognizing the Oak and Ash and most particularly the scent of his Moon. He paused with a bird-like tilt of his head to listen to her song and did not blush, but took up the tune in a whistle, a third below her whiskey warm voice.

Delicate nostrils flared and picked up the scent of sunshine and hay long before sensitive pointed ears heard the sound of his whistling entrance into the tune. The smile came, like Summer World's own sun upon her pale lips. Laying her head back, elflocks jingled softly with her slight motion against the outside of the marble masterpiece. Inside that warehouse, one she had procured by proxy without anyone's knowledge, was now filled near to the ceiling with five shiploads of the finest wares for building. Marble and woodworking from far away shores. Enough to renovate a neighborhood. And there she was among the booty, her impossibly long and lanky frame stretched out in a magnificent stone tub that would easily fit three. She was singing at the top of her lungs, smiling, eyes closed as her head rested against the back edge, a coltsfoot and comfrey cig bobbing in one corner of her mouth.

A hand shot out from the ribbons to stay the door's restless swinging. He had followed her song - though he didn't need it, her scent, her presence was enough - to the doorway and now stood in awe at what he saw. Awe laced with apprehension. He suspected, but he wouldn't voice a word till he knew. All care and worry took wing when he saw her there, body draped in the large stone tub, elflocks dangling at her shoulders. His step was light; the only sound was her song and ribbons rustling. "What a delightful vision . . . "

The song faded from her lips as she heard the rustling of satin announcing his arrival. She was pretty sure he was wondering where all this came from. Chuckling, she would let him wonder just a bit longer. Turning her head so that she faced him, eyes opened and periwinkle blue met crow dark depths. "Aye, ye are a delightful sight for tired eyes, m'love. Come, join me." A long-fingered hand patted the side of the tub. "Come see how it will feel to luxuriate in here once it be set up in the house, love."

Ribbons of multi-colored hues, grass green, dandelion yellow, cardinal red and indigo shivered as he turned a slow circle to take in the contents of the warehouse. There was so much, of such craftsmanship, he could not fathom the price - or was it priceless" It had been in his mind to sit where she bid him and so he did, a thigh draping across the lip so one dusty-booted foot dangled while the other stayed firm upon the ground. Silky satin brushed her arm as he leaned toward her. His eyes, so often glittering chips of onyx, softened and deepened as they met the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen. Lips, still cold from his walk, dusted hers. "I fear we will need to build an addition to fit this tub in the house."

Those lips! The brush was too tempting, their taste too inviting. One leather-clad arm lifted and caught him by the back of the neck, his words mumbled into the deep and longing kiss she gave him, pulling him towards her until he slipped off the marble and landed in her lap. Her own chuckles vibrating around the lip-lock as she held him close and tight.

Summer exploded around him as their lips met. Memories, old and pushed away to cobwebbed corners, of days spent lazy in Summer's sun with her arms around him threatened to burst free. He grunted against her lips as he bounced into her lap. What an unmanly position, he thought, amused. What a wonderful position to be in her arms. He would give up flying if that is what it would take to forever stay there.

Resting her temple to his, she snickered. "Now wha' be tha' ye were sayin', love" I fear I couldna make it out."

He shifted his body till it draped beside hers, and pressed a flutter kiss against her temple. His voice was a soft, musical baritone in her ear. His breath feather light. "I was sayin' that you are a most incorrigible and exquisite lass." He plucked the cigarette from her hand and took a long hit, grinning around the smoke curls.

She was looking like that proverbial cat who snacked on the bird, eyes sweeping around the warehouse briefly before returning to his gaze. "Aye, I 'ave been tol' I be such, love. But 'tis why ye are so enamored o' me, nae?" Long legs entwined with his as she shifted to get comfortable in that enormous tub. "Be this nae divine?" She was practically salivating.

" 'Twould be divine, lass, if it were filled with scented water - hot water - and you were naked beside me." He finished off the cig, filling the area around them with scented smoke. Leaning a bit out of the tub to douse the cherry, he tucked the butt carefully in his watch pocket.

"Ahhh, but soonest, me love. Soonest, if'n I an' Dal 'ave anythin' to say about it." She was just waiting for it, knew sooner or later he'd have to ask.

He could sense her glee, the need to tell him just what this was all about, the need to crow over it. He had no doubt he'd be happy about the news. It was so rare, however, that he got a chance to tease her like she did him. He laced his fingers behind his head and leaned back, enjoying the stretch and her closeness. He enjoyed that especially. "That so' I will have to go searching the markets for just the right scent, then." He glanced sidelong at her, a playful arch to his brow.

He was teasing her! He wanted to ask but knew she was waiting for him to so she could let loose the happy secret. Silvered brows came together as she saw the arch of his brow. Thin lips puckered, slanted eyes narrowed. How long was he going to make her wait' Her entire form was fairly vibrating with the pent up need to shout it loud. "Aye' Mayhap some oils an' a nice brush for ye to scrub me back with, then?" She wouldn't. It might kill her but she would keep her lips shut till he asked.

Oh how she quivered. He knew she knew his plan. He could not keep the coyote smile from darkening his features. Crow eyes glittered with the sport. He knew he would ask, but he reveled in the anticipation. He drew a lazy fingertip in a line from her shoulder to wrist. " 'Twould be m'pleasure, lass, to scrub your back."

She tingled where he touched her, an electric spark igniting deep within her belly. The moan was soft and breathless as she sank lower in the tub, legs parting to rest on either side of him so her hips met his. "An' will ye wash me hair, love" Pamper me in splendor with oil an' scents an' creams massaged into e'ery inch o' me lily-white flesh?" There was lust in her smokey gaze that traveled up to his onyx depths, an inviting smile that bespoke a myriad of entrancing promises she could fulfill for him.

He felt the tingle and drew that finger back up her arm and across her shoulder and downward, till it traced a lazy figure eight upon the flat of her belly. "I can think of nothing I would rather do, lass, than to soap your hair, massage your body . . . " His features bore an intensity. He was forgetting the tease and losing himself in the splendor of her. Woodwork and stone tubs could wait.

She knew that look. Truth be told it had been far too long since they had had such time together. What with the repairs and appointments for contractors. Her job, his job. They never seemed to have any time anymore. Suddenly, pale features darkened as she frowned. Once more she turned to survey the warehouse and its contents. And now" Now with all this" Surely Dal didn't mean to give it to them free and clear. Coin for his labor, or for the booty, she had enough, but not both. Those twelve plats and the rest of their measly store were only going to stretch so far. And since the holidays, work had been inundated with conjured coin. All the real currency given up to make the night's till, with only the dust of magicked metals left in her tip jar come the light of morn. She sighed deeply and let her head fall back to the tub's edge with a thump and a groan.

He withdrew his touch, instantly aware of her change of mood. 'That'll teach me,' he thought. He wasn't as good at teasing as her. He was all concern, a brush to her cheek. "What is it, lass?"

"Och, love! I be so sorry!" She gripped his hand and burrowed her cheek against its palm. A small smile offered up to the glittering onyx eyes. "Dun mind me, I was jus' thinkin' o' things tha' shouldna worry me so at this time. So . . . Where were we?" Swiveling deftly in the confines of the bath, she ended up facing his body on her side one leg draped over his, her arms around him, her head on his chest, hands wandering the lines of his form.

His hand tangled in her elflocks, the other brushed her shoulder as his body arced toward her touch. He felt the stirring her caresses caused. He placed a kiss at the crown of her head and smiled as he breathed deep her scent. "I was about to ask you about all of this."

"Oh." Somehow, in light of what she was just thinking, this all didn't seem so wonderful. In fact, it seemed quite the burden and her tone reflected her disappointment. Such a swift change in mood wasn't unusual for her, but in these past months she'd managed the tiniest bit of stability. "(q) 'Tis for the house, me love."

"Such bounty. "Twill make the place as grand as a palace." A smile was in his voice as he dragged his knuckles down her spine.

She arched her back till her body was pressed tight against his. A smile as she kissed him soft, fairly purring, nuzzling his neck. "Aye, quite the bounty, love. Mayhap more'n we can afford. I be afraid Dal was ripe into the o'erkill o' this project. I mean five ships o' it! Miles generously held onto the loot till I procured this place for the stuff. All his ships an' crew lyin' idle in the bay, jus' wastin' the money he was payin' out in salary. But 'tis a wonderment o' craftsmanship, aye' We certainly willna use it all, mayhap we can sell the rest an' pay it off?" Pearly teeth nipped the satin flesh of thin lips as she thought aloud, her head snuggled against the crook of his shoulder, silky breath fluttering along sensitive skin.

" 'Twas m'thought, indeed, lass. How much is the initial cost?" He stiffened at her attentions, finding it hard to think of finances with her voice purring in his ear, her body pressed so close to his.

Her mind was clouding with thoughts of them entwined somewhere soft and dark. It was times like these she longed for the carefree days of the past. No worries, no responsibilities. Just time to wander and to love, if it came her way. But she had found him. They had found one another again and, in time, everything changes. Eons alive had taught her this. Sometimes change wasn't a bad thing, just a nuisance. Chuckling at that thought, she shifted again, slipping up to straddle his hips, her smile shining down upon him. "Well . . . I 'ave nae idea actually. I 'ave nae spoke to Miles' friend Dal yet. He be dwarf, by the by."

A brow arched, his hands fell upon her hips, warm and heavy. "A dwarf" With ships" Interesting . . . no matter. Do you like these things?" His eyes shifted to the piles of lumber and marble workings.

"Nae, silly!" Elflocks ringling as she tossed back her head and chuckled. "Miles has the ships. Dal just be 'avin' him pick up the stuff for the renovations on our brownstone. Ye know Miles. As in Malign?" She leaned closer till her nose touched his, their eyes locking.

He coughed and shifted beneath her. Not caring one whit who Miles was - though he remembered the man! - not when he could lose himself in her eyes and her body's machinations. "(q) Aye . . . I remember, lass . . . " He groaned as hunger built in his eyes.

Sitting up she twisted to get a good look at the warehouse. One spidery finger tapping her lower lip as she spoke. "I be likin' some o' it well enough. Some seems to be a little garish an' o'er done, mayhap, for me tastes. But I 'ave nae explored the loot fully, yet. Seems to be enough here to refurbish an entire neighborhood, let alone our lone brownstone." His head flopped back against the lip of the tub. He didn't care if he banged it too hard. She was the queen of tease, he conceded. He'd never try to outdo her again. His need was growing. He felt sure she could feel it. His voice squeaked at one point. "(q) I'm sure there is enough to our tastes, lass. "Twill take time . . . " here was the squeak " . . . to go through it."

Looking back as his head hit the tub's edge, silvered brows fretted, lips turning down in a worried frown she slipped a gentle hand beneath it. Instantly that worried frown became a teasing grin as her lips brushed against his own. "Somethin' wron', lover mine?"

He closed his eyes against the searing heat of the brief kiss. His lips seeking hers as she withdrew, even as his body tensed. "(q) Actually, there is. You still have your clothes on . . . "

Oh, she was sooo bad! For a moment there she'd let her worries get to her. But just being near him, feeling what passed between them, connecting them, worries held no chance against what they possessed together. Things would work out, somehow, she knew it. So she upped the tease of before. Lifting his hand, she drew it slowly up the lean lines of her frame bringing it to her lips. Warm kisses wrapped each ink-stained finger, her eyes holding tight to his. "But 'tis cold in here, m'love." Tantalizing wink of moonwhite lashes as she grinned, wicked and wanton.

His jaw slackened as he stared glassy-eyed at her. Sensation was at the tips of his fingers, threading from them to his very core. And when she took one into her mouth, his heart stirred and mind quaked. He ached. "(vs) I will . . . keep . . . you warm . . . "

Stretching out atop him, she chuckled. A long, throaty, honey rich sound. "Ye would an' ye do, me love." She nipped at his lower lip; a fox grin in silver flecked blue. "But should we nae lock up first, or give some passerby a thrill sure to cause an attack?"

The look in his crow eyes was helpless against her fox. He took a deep shuddering breath and wiggled his trapped fingers. "(vs) I don't think I can move, lass."

"Oh really now?" One silver brow arced high, pale lips curling into a broader, teasing smile. "Hmmmm . . . " And she unmercifully shifted atop him. "Such be the pity. Wha'e'er will I do with ye?"

He coughed again and took a long, leering look up and down her body. His eyes widened as she wiggled atop him. "(q) Love me?" His voice a rasp, deep and throaty. "(vs) Forever, m'Manon?"

Slipping back to lie close beside him, wrapping his arm around her taut midriff, she smiled just for him. "(wvs) Aye, m'love. Fore'er an' a year I be yers an' ye be mine." His hand pressed flat against her stomach as the smile brightened. "(v,vsw) An' the li"l ones."

He buried his face in her shoulder and smiled. If possible, he drew her tighter to him. His thumb tracing lazy circles in the skin of her flesh where their children would grow. Still awash in the animalistic feelings that engulfed him, he didn't trust himself to speak much more than he had.

She shivered and grinned. "This marble be cold, love." He couldn't feel the cold with her warmth so near. He stared deep into her eyes. The feral, wildling faded slowly away to the more familiar glittering sparks in his ebon gaze. "(vs) Blessed, I truly am, Manon . . . " He stole another kiss from those lips before the coyote asserted itself in his grin. "(w) Walk ye home, lass?"

Cackling in glee she nipped his lower lip. "Aye, mayhap there be another surprise there for ye. One ye can sink ye . . . teeth into. An' mayhap tomorrow we can actually go through this stuff an' see wha' be here." Her hand held out for him to take as she stood beside the tub. "Unless ye wan' to take me up on tha' offer o' givin' some innocent passerby an attack?"

It took him a moment to situate himself, jumping out of the tub with easy grace. He took her hand. "Willful wench. Aye, and tomorrow indeed if I can keep m'hands off you." Crow-dark eyes glanced around the warehouse then to the door. "Givin' someone an attack" Hmmmm . . . ?" He took the possibility seriously. "It has merit."

"Oooo . . . " Wriggling her bum in a tempting sway as she moved towards the door, his hand in hers. "Please dun e'er keep ye hands off'n me, m'love. Nae e'er!"

He stayed a half step behind, just to watch her sway.

Closing the door she bent over farther than need be just to tease as she set the spell lock. Not being able help himself, he gave her back a swat and left his hand on her rear, quite ready to walk home that way, a wicked grin shining down upon her.

Jumping, she giggles, a sound reserved only for him. Returning the swat in kind and letting loose his hand, she laughs then. "If'n ye can catch me, ye can 'ave me, lover!" And she was off like a shot down the docks, that whiskey warm chuckle in her wake.

He stood still in shock and deja vu till he realized the prize, tearing off after her like thunder from a cannon. He'd catch her this time.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 07:38 EST
Life in WestEnd Part II

Pushing the four horse wagon into his workshop, Dal glowered, bellowing instructions to his assistants, "Bombay! Get der team hitched n' tacked yer lazy dwarf you! Hop quick! Poppin! Yer runnin' der shop, break out der paddle ifin' any o' 'em gives yer any trubble. All der orders is done, wrapped n' marked, in der back room ifin' anyun comes ter pick dem up. Chock da wagon afore it rolls over atop ye agin, Stan-boy!" Releasing the wagon into its wheelstops, Dal lumbers over to his toolshop, tugging at his beard in thought.

"Gunna need dese...." The burly dwarf begins to throw tools into the wagon's bed. Sledgehammers, crowbars, chisels, brooms, dustpans, hand axes, screws and screwdrivers, saws, hammers and nails, tapemeasures, boxes of chalk, ink, a box of quills, sheafs of parchment, a box of foil wrapped grilled cheese sammiches, bricks of the grey putty Maddock gave him, along with some of the little sparking devices. Moving a handcart to the woodshed, Dal loads up framing boards, thin sheets of wood, human sized saw horses, dwarf sized sawhorses, wedges and shims, slats and bags of sawdust. Loading the wood into the wagon, Dal gives a last glance around, then tosses a pair of wheelbarrows, two casks of beer, and the latest model of the Sucky Thing in for good measure. Strapping on his toolbelt and the Godshammer, his twin bladed battleaxe, the dwarf clambers atop the wagon and takes the reins.

"Okay yer boneheds, Dal be at der place dat Dal tole yer 'bout, if yer 'ave trubbles. No special orders fer 'while, Dal gunna be busy. Poppin, yer come out lunch time ever'day, n' tell Dal wha' goin' on, n' don' let Bombay sit roun' all day. Kay?" Getting an enthusiastic nod in return, Dal drives the wagon out of his workshop, into the streets of RhyDin....

———————————————————————————————— Pulling up outside of the warehouse Miles told him about, Dal hops down, clipboard and thick pencil in hand. He clomps up to the door and gives it a tug, raising a brow when it doesn't move. It takes a moment for him to notice the hair on his arms standing straight up. "Hmph....magic locks...'srong wit a key Dal wanna know." A circle of the warehouse reveals all of the doors locked down tight. Grumbling and muttering, Dal throws his clipboard down in frustration, grabbing a four foot crowbar from the wagon bed. Three minutes and a few displaced boards later, Dal wanders the inside of the warehouse, clipboard in hand, taking inventory.....

————————————————————————————————— Hours later, inventory complete and the hole in the wall patched, Dal remounts his wagon and rumbles off anew, periodically glancing at the penciled directions Miles gave him. Despite his grumblings, Dal was having a great deal of fun. It had been a long time since a real project had come his way. The SINFUL table and chairs had long since been lost in the fire at Genevieve's house. The Malign table at the RDI was good, but the tenders had put the kibosh on a thirty by ten foot table in black mahogany and marble. This house was just what the blacksmith had called for. Spirits rising, Dal bellows a dwarven ballad as he drives the wagon toward his new playground.

Dal's high spirits come down with a crash as he stops the wagon before the indicated address, eyes and mouth wide with disbelief. This wasn't a house, this was a goblin cave with bricks! Even from the seat of the wagon, Dal could see the rotted wood, the sagging foundation, the poorly framed windows and patched brick. After a half moment's thought on putting the place to torch and starting from scratch, Dal leaps to the ground, setting the wagon's brake. Clomping as gently as he can up the crumbling stairs, Dal reaches up to rap the knocker, getting a faceful of wood and a broken knocker for his troubles. "AAAAAAARGH! DEE DAH!" With dust in his eyes and rage at all bad landlords in his heart, Dal flails at the door, beating on it until it crashes inward, casting the dwarf headlong along the floor. Coughing and spitting dust, wiping his tearing eyes, Dal clambers to his feet, glaring around with red-rimmed eyes. "Anybodys HERE"!"

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 07:43 EST
Life in WestEnd Part III - Reminiscing

"Look at you." The brown man leapt about the still form of the one known as Scottie. It capered and pranced in irritation.

"I can't very well look at myself without a mirror, m'friend." Instead, Scottie stared unwavering at the tall tree that grew in the small patch of green behind the brownstone that he now called home. The tree, planted just a year before, had sprouted like no other tree the former wanderer had ever seen. A Yule-gift for Obsidian, the silver-barked tree grew inches in a day. He swore the tree, even now in the strange RhyDinian weather, thrust out its slender branches to the watery sun high above in a vain effort to touch the fiery warmth.

The brown man hunched down on its haunches, knuckles dusting the long grass. It too, now gazed at the tree. Liquid brown eyes glittered as it took in the golden, spade-shaped leaves quivering in the rising wind. It threw a sideways look at its long time friend and shook its head. Long lengths of mossy brown hair fell into its eyes. "Look at you," it muttered through gleaming white teeth. "All you can do is sit there when there are *things* to be done."

"And what should I be doing, friend?" The wind sent the ribbons on Scottie's coat fluttering in a cacophony of color, and still the man did not move from his cross-legged position on the ground. His fingers were steepled beneath his whiskery chin.

"You should be walking in Summer! There are those who wait you!" The brown man could not sit still. It jumped from the crouch. A leathery palm grasped at the lowest branch. It swung there, peering at Scottie like an intelligent chimp, waiting. "You can go back now."

"I cannot." The brown man's final words brought a flash to Scottie's crow-dark eyes and awoke a beastly snarl. "I am still exile. He walks still in Summer, as you well know." He was Scottie's father, who in league with Summer's Queen had placed a number of enchantments upon him. A changeling, he was then, doomed to wander the lands of Spring and Autumn. It still surprised him that he had found a place, a home in this strangest of all places.

The brown man flipped and climbed and leapt to the highest branch it could. Its weight, though slight, still bent the branch and turned his perch to precarious. Scottie didn't watch. His gaze had traveled far and far, out of that place where the brownstone stood, trembling on rocky foundations while its walls threatened to crumble on their very heads. Far from RhyDin where the weather played its witchery — summer one day, winter the next. He walked silent in Summer's past on four legs with ears pricked to the sound of her laughter. The tall grass tickled his stomach and left dew trails on his blonde fur. His tail twitched as he sat, tongue lolling to the side to cool himself, to taste what the warm wind offered.

Her scent overwhelmed him. Her laughter teased. Memory awoke...

The coyote slid to a stop, falling back on its haunches to pant, it's pink tongue lolling to the side as it tracked her with sight and scent. Content it seemed, simply to watch her...though there was cunning in his eyes.

A ways from him the runner ceased its running. Moon-white silk caressing the naked curves as she spun on bare heel and faced him. With a fox grin she sunk to her knees and posed to stalk. Her voice spanning the distance easily, though the tone was low and husky, words of an ancient tongue, like song reached the coyote's ears. "An' I thought ye o' all could stay the game. Win the prize."

The coyote cocked it's head, a quizzical expression to the set of its muzzle.

"Sure o' foot an' swift. Cunnin' an' sly....Intelligence behind those eyes." A soft growl fell as she slinked closer, foxy light in silver true. The scent of her hunger strong in the air. The beast's nostrils flared as it picked up at that enticing scent. It quivered in the grass as she stalked forward. It itched to move, to spring....but not yet. It let loose a puppy's whine at the unfairness of the world.

She chuckled. Honey warm and light with teasing. "I know ye....'ave watched ye. Ye move among me children, lost an' yet nae so." Something brought her head to lift, scent the air. Profile to him, the turn of her head was to make the angels weep. Sharp pointed ear twitching at the tip that peeked through silvered silk, a breathless whisper flowed. "'Tis Mystery they say..."

The coyote stood quickly as she tasted the air. Its hackles rose along the lean neck. It too took to sniffing the wind, to find what caught her attention.

In the blink of that instant she was to her feet, much faster than seemed possible even for those who inhabited this land, and past him she sprinted. That scent that spoke of hunger and need over those of her own usual ones enveloping him. The barest of grazings were her fingertips to soft fur, an almost electric charge left in their wake. And to the forest she darted, a smile in her words moving back on the wind to him. The whisper carried to his pricked ears alone. "...but ye are me own secret for now, wild one." As she melted to the darkness there came a scent of wood smoke and heather. Another ringing from the other direction of fifty silver bells and nine. The coyote's startled yelp at the brush of her fingers turned into a frustrated whine as the moonlit figure disappeared into the trees.

It took a few paces toward the forest, then turned at the sound of chimes behind him...

"Hssssst. There's someone knocking, crow. Seems your house is made of straw." The brown man's voice hissed in his ear. Scottie jumped, startled awake from the memory of lives past. The knocking was insistent. Scottie left the brown man on the patio to open the door. The door, of course, fell off the hinges and landed with a crash in the foyer.

With a host of furious fancies, Whereof I am commander, With a burning spear And a horse of air To the wilderness I wander Anonymous

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 09:05 EST
Life in WestEnd Part IV

After a moment that seems an eternity, the echo of the crashing patio door reaches the dust covered and grumpy dwarf. A brow, thick and fuzzy as a caterpillar, arches toward the brim of the horned helm. "Stoopid place is crumblin' roun' Dal's 'ed." Hoping nothing critical was falling apart, Dal wanders through the rotting rooms for the source of the smash, his scowl deepening at every bit of shoddy workmanship that crosses his path. Oh yes, fire was looking more and more attractive all the time. Dal pauses to stare down a particularly large rat, debating whether he remembered to bring the ketchup. "Bah, Dal eat later." As Dal turns to search the source of the crash anew, a heavy soled boot breaks through a rotting floorboard with a splintering crack. "Da damn house'z tryin' ta EAT DAL!" Flailing about, the dwarf begins to sink into the hole, ending up with a leg, two arms and his horned helmed head sticking out of the hole.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 09:36 EST
Life in WestEnd Part V - Another Day at the Inn

Yawning, stuffing the tank top into leather pants, jackboots thumped down the steps from the upper most suites of the Red Dragon Inn. She was getting tired of living above this din. The smells of stale brews and smoke permeating their entire life right now. From clothes to the air they breathed. It never seemed she could take enough showers these days. And the noise was, at times, unbearable. She knew Scottie wasn't faring at all well with this arrangement. He not being as "citified" as she had become over the years. Hopefully the dwarf, Dal, would have their home ship-shape in reasonable time. Again she made the mental note to go over to the Brownstone and finally meet up with Miles' "fix-it" man.

The lanky frame deftly twisted to avoid tripping over the laces of her untied boots, and she hopped the two steps left, landing with a jolt and grumble on the common floor of the Inn. No coffee yet and sleep these last few weeks had been a precious commodity. She cleared her throat, tugged at the tank and glanced around with one of those "I-meant-to-do-that" kind of looks; spying Nejjara, grinning, over her stylish entrance.

"G'morn, m'sweet," smiling over to her friend. A grumble of some nearby patron reaching her ears.

"Grumblegrumblestoopidhouselandlordsstructurefoundationplumbin'....Wirinpipeswindersdoorsnframesnbrickworknstairsnwoodnbafrooms." Periwinkle blues shifted slightly from her view of Nejjara. The grumble seemed, appropriately enough, to be coming from a dwarf wearing a horned helm, seated at the bar's end. Tall mug of what was, presumably, ale held tight in his rough hands. As the dwarf stopped long enough to drink deep from that mug she returned attentions to Nejjara.

"And to you, Lady." Nejjara spoke quietly in greet to her. Fingers layered loosely over her grin. "Coffee." Was what Sid managed to grunt in response, turning towards the bar and moving behind it.

"Okies..." Heard from the dwarf as she rounded the bar to seek out and make the life-giving sludge she called coffee. Again she glanced his way as he took another drink. More of his mutterings barely focused on while she began her search.

"ANDderdoorsdon'work,ANDderplastersfallin'off,ANDdeygottermites....AndaratdersizeofGruptri...huh?" Moonwhite lashes blinked a bit hearing the word termites, but she grabbed the bag of arabica dark roast, ripped it open and poured the whole thing to the machine's filter apparatus, filling it with water and flicking the switch.

Fingers drummed impatiently while she waited, her eyes locked upon the magical elixir maker named, Signor JavaQuick. 'Aye, quick me lily-white bum', she thought sarcastically. Ears were slightly tuned to the conversation the dwarf seemed to be having with a local barfly.

"Dal okies.....Just need lotsa beer. But Dal gotta go back to work on house. Not even house no more....big pile o' rotten wood, cause magiks can'no build nuffin."

"House?", Sid mumbled. Still watching the pot, silvered brow knitting in question. She shifted a glance the dwarf's way, ears now fixated on his words.

"S'okies...not Dal's house. Sid's house...whoever Sid be." That brought a direct stare from the tall elven woman to the dwarf. Her brain still not cranking on all gears just yet. "Anywho's...Da house tried ta eat Dal, but Dal beat da floor up, n' decided ter come get a drink....cause nobody home at Sid's house."

Looking blankly out across the commons she caught a questioning look from Nejjara, who also appeared to have been listening to the dwarf and his companion of the moment. Deciding then, that even without her coffee she should dare it and try to form coherent speech. Enough to talk to the man. Clearing her throat she turned, looking directly at the dwarf. "Excuse me, dux?"

"Yah?" Came the rough rasp of the dwarf as he looked up to Sid and took a long pull off his mug.

She glanced at the pot, hoping the sludge was done soon. A clearing of her throat and eyes turned back to the dwarf. "Ye know a Miles Malign?"

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 09:58 EST
Life in WestEnd Part VI - Conversation in an Inn

"Ye know a Miles Malign?"

Grinning broadly, the dwarf swallows his mouthful of ale, nodding emphatically, "Miles boy' Yah, he n' Dal good buddies."

Sid looks toward the coffeepot as it beepclickblechs, signalling it is finally finished. Bleary eyed, Sid grabs her megamug, "Uhhhh...Jus' a mo', dux."

"No prollem.....Hey, do Milesboy owe yer money 'er sometin'" Cause Dal not payin' off no more o' his debts."

Holding up her hand, Sid begs for a moment, "Nae before me first cup o' sludge!"

"Sludge" Why drink sludge!" A mug lofted, "Beer!"

Pouring the coffee type sludge to fill her mug, she looks back to the dwarf, chuckling weakly as she inhales deeply and sips. Clarity begins to filter through the sleep haze as she replies, "Actually, I might owe him some....Or at least a dwarf name o' Dalbelborak."

Thumping his chest in pride, the dwarf preens, "Dal is Dal.....But you not owe Dal money....not as Dal know. Dal keep close track of money, n' Dal not member sellin' nuttin' to yers...." Trails off as a pale hand is thrusted toward him.

"Then I do owe ye payment! Name's Sid"

The dwarf takes the woman's hand, realization slowly dawning, "Ohhhhhhh.....Hi dere!" Beams as he shakes Sid's hand, nearly jangling it out of it's socket, "Dat yer house Dal been lookin' at den."

A deep sigh, those summer blue eyes rolling as she rubs some life back into her arm, "Guess ye could call it tha'. We call it home sweet rubble."

Nodding in agreement, Dal starts rummaging in his pouch, pulling out a blueprint of a typical brownstone, "Okies...dis wha' Dal tink..."

"Wait!" Takes a deep drink of coffee, realizing the dwarf is going to get into specifics. Rubbing her forehead, she stares into space for a moment, lost in thought. "I need.."

"Beer?" Offering his mug helpfully.

"Beer would be good." Fills a mug before rounding the bar to take a seat next to the dwarf, "Could mayhap use some advice early in the morn. Min' if'n I ask fer some help from another party?"

A blank confused look, "Party' Dal tought we were gunna talk about house....No time ter party."

Elflocks jingle as she laughs, "No party Dal..can I ask a friend to help me decide?"

"Ohhh...dat okay...no matter ter Dal."

Sid slaps the dwarf heartily on the back, hiding the wince from hitting chainmail, "Great! Miles said ye were the master. Nejjara, m'sweet' I could use some help."

Gliding from her perch near the window, Nejjara navigates through the chaotic crowd, answering Sid's call. Pauses as she comes near.

A bright smile, "Dal, this be the Lady Nejjara, a dear friend. Nejjara, this be Dal, the dwarf who be fixin' Scottie an' me's house."

The dwarf waves to the willowy newcomer, mangling names with his usual skill, "Hi dere Nejjie."

A polite incline of her head, a gentle patient smile offered at the wanton destruction of her proper name. "Hello, Dal, a pleasure to meet you." Falls silent as the dwarf unrolls the blueprints, anchoring them with tools and beermugs.

"Dis, is wha' yer house 'posed ter look like....But dis is not wha' yer house look like."

Sid nearly chokes on her ale at the magnitude of the understatement. "Aye, that nae be wha' it look like now....bleepin' landlord."

"Dal look over der house....Dal tink dat da bricks 'r in purdy good shape. But everytin' else is busteded."

"And have ye seen the critters?" A wide-eyed look to Nejjara, "You should see them.....Scary."

Dal nods emphatically as Nejjara frowns, lost, "Critters?"

"Yah, Dal almost fall troo floor, saw a rat der size a' Grup down dere."

"Rats?" A shiver spent through her small form.

"Big 'uns" Nodnodnodnods.

"Aye, Rats n' somethin' akin to large house munchin' termites....Due t' twisted magics, nae doubt."

"May I ask something" Would it not be best to just remove everything but the stones....then burn the wood and begin building anew?" Smiles as Dal goes into a fit of nodding.

"See, dat wha' DAL wuz gunna suggest. Eeder dat 'r take der bricks to a new site n' start over."

A bit too quickly, "No....The Lady does not wish the House moved." Flashes an apologetic smile. Sid smiles gently, patting Nejjara's hand in thanks, receiving a warm smile in return.

"Okies, but Dal figgure we gots ter gut der place. Make easier ter shore up der foundation, cuz it in trubble. Dal gunna start from bottom n' work up." The dwarf grins as he unrolls a second set of blueprints, showing the changes he can make by knocking out the separate apartments. Dal continues as the two women lean in to get a closer look.

"Dal saw some of der stuff Milesboy gotsed. Yer gunna needa bigger baffroom fer dat tub...." Gets interrupted by Sid's squeal of delight.

"I love that tub! Oh Nejjara, ye should see it!"

"Ummm....yah.....anywhos, Dal was tinkin' o' takin' 'alf da top floor fer yer bedroom n' da big baffroom....n' closetses..Miles say goils like closetses...."

A shy smile offered, "If one wishes that large a place to bathe, why not use the river, my Lady?"

"Who takes baffs in der river?" "The strong scent of sawdust, sweat, beer, and rusting metal makes one wonder whether some "baffs" are taken anywhere.

"Ye canna put bubbles in the river, sweet. An' do ye thin' I should go wit' plenty o' closet space" Probably a good idea for 'avin' n' maintainin' a 'ouse with kids, aye?"

Gentle laughter rings from the small woman, "Yes, my Lady. Closets would be nice to have."

A sudden thought brings sparkles to Sid's eyes, "Can I 'ave skylights in the bath' I see ye 'ave good space aroun' the tub. Tha' be great because I wan' room for plants an' greenery. Kin' o' like an outside thing."

"Oh yah, Dal c'n do skylites......but...yer wan' a' tub outside"

"She wishes the tub inside.....with windows in the ceiling to let in the light of the sun and moon....with potted plants set about the tub."

"Aye! Like a greenhouse kind of deal." A gentle squeeze to Nejjara's hand for the help.

"Okies....Dal c'n do dat....Er...wha' bout dis?" Taking up a thick pencil, sketches in a double paned glass wall around the tub. "It be like a greenhouse...but der rooftop garden c'n..kinder...yer know...flow down roun' der tub.....like."

Delighted, Sid draws a deep breath, nearly squeaking as she imagines the finished room, "Oh AYE, I would love tha'!"

"Okies, Dal do dat den...." Glancing at the water clock, Dal grumbles, "Dal gotta get goin', wake der Crew up n' get 'em ter 'sterminatin' ratses." Rolling up his blueprints, the dwarf tucks them into the cavernous pouch.

"Do be careful, Dal. I nae be wantin' tae fin' another builder at this point. Ye 'ave everythin' I be wantin'" A teasing smile.

Nods in reply, "Dal allus careful...no stoopid rat gunna get der best o' Dal n' der Crew. Dal talk to youse laters, Sid. Bye bye Nejjie." A thick paw is raised in farewell as he stomps toward the door, hobnailed boots causing regret in any toes that get in their way....

Sid

Date: 2005-12-07 10:05 EST
Life in WestEnd Part VII - Uninvited Guests

Dawn's first rays peirce the persistent morning fog hanging over the WestEnd. Through the mist, the aging brownstones still retain some of their old glory, reminiscent of a gathering of old southern belles. Their glazed windows have watched the joy and pain of an entire neighborhood for centuries, but as the mist burns off, the cracks, rubble, and decay start to show themselves. As the sun's light begins to dissipate the remnants of the WestEnd's concealing veil, a long shadow crawls its way down the cobbled street, followed soon by the creaking and clopping of a heavy horse drawn wagon. Pulling to a stop before a particularly shabby example of how not to keep up a house, the wagon creaks to a halt. The brake set, six heavy sets of boots clamber from the wagon's heights, landing with loud rings on the brick cobbles. Their beards are long, their shoulders are broad, their legs are...well...short. In readiness, weapon handles are gripped, eyes squint, a nose is picked absently. Passing in review, Dal slaps the probing hand down,

"Pick yer own nose, Radzak, you stoopid dwarf." Glaring at the Crew, Dal sniffs suspiciously, black eyes burning as he tries to figure out what?s wrong. A soft snore from the bed of the wagon brings realization.

"BOMBAY! You wake up now! You 'orrible dwarf! Dal not b'leeve what Dal see! You make Dal wish Dal no had kin to curse Dal wit stoopid 'orrible cuzzins, you so bad! You get up! You grab axe! You move move move move move move move move move! Herding the fat dwarf out of the wagon with kicks and curses, Dal jumps down from the wagon again.

"Okay, dis what we gunna do! Dis Sid's 'ouse! She got skaven in der basement! We gunna go in dere and RADZAK GET YER FINGER OUTTER STAN'S NOSE! Right! We gunna go in dere and clean der ratties out n' close down wha'ever tunnel dey come in. DEN we gunna start in on der termeeites. Dis gunna be dirty messy real dwarf work so pay 'tention, watcher buddie's back, watcher OWN back, keep awake, DAT MEANS YOU BOMBAY LAZY DWARF, n' we all get out 'live. Ready! CHAAAAAAAAARRGE!

Seven sets of hobnailed boots pound up the creaky stairs, clomping over the ruined door, knocked down by Dal's previous visit. Through the house the dwarves charge, exploding through the door leading to the basement with dwarvish battle cries ringing in their ears,

"DEEDAH!" "DIE RATSES!" "I'm HUNGRY!" "YOU SHUT UP LAZY DWARF!"

Stunned by the sudden charge, the surprised rat men scramble toward their hole, only to be overwhelmed by the enraged, if hungry, Crew. As Dorvor and Poppin corner the last of the interlopers, Dal, Radzak, Zegar, Stan, and Bombay start down the twisting skaven tunnel. Brave, or stupid, ratmen who stand in their path are trampled, axed, or headbutted down as the dwarven wave rolls on, following the tunnel as it winds under the WestEnd.

Breaking into a large chamber, Dal and the Crew pause, their momentum stopped cold by the sight of the skeletal figure in the middle of the chamber. Standing twelve feet tall, covered in patchy fur, the skaven Plague Lord smiles, long lips pulling back from yellowed fangs, his naked tail twitching. The remnants of the Skaven clan gather around him, clubs and rocks held in their front paws, waving them in false bravado.

Knuckles cracking as he grips his axe, Dal gives a rictus grin. "DEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAHDEEDAH!!!!!!" Exploding out of the tunnel mouth, the burly dwarf charges the Plague Lord, followed by the Crew. The rest of the skaven panic at the charge, leaving the monsterous Lord alone. A sweep of a muscled arm sends Stan flying as the dwarves near, the other clawed hand grasping at Dorvor. Ducking under the sweeping arms, Dal piles into the creature's knees, rolling through the beast's legs to slash at its knees with the broadbladed axe. Squealing in pain, the Plague Lord turns, knee buckling under its great weight. Piling on the great beast's back, the rest of the Crew attack, axes rising and falling. Bloodied but unbowed, the Plague Lord shakes itself like a dog, dwarves flying in every direction. Bouncing up like a rubber ball, Dal grins, swinging some of the gore off his axe, as the Plague Lord gathers himself.

"We finish dis now, Squeaky. DEEDAH!" Charging in, Dal leaps the snoring body of Bombay, hopping to the left to avoid the double handed smash of the giant rat. The great double bladed axe swings, cutting deep into the beast's elbow with a crack of cartilage and a spray of blood. Roaring in pain, the beast screams, leaving itself open for the backswing, smashing into the monster's great chest. Mortally wounded, the Plague Lord slumps forward, just in time for the recovering Crew members to return to the fray, chopping at the rapidly deceasing skaven. Prying the body of the Plague Lord up, Dal recovers his axe from the beast's chest, grinning as the Crew sets about squabbling over who got the killing blow.

"I did it, I Dorvor..." "You shut up! Poppin did it!" "I'm HUNGRY!" "Radzak the Mighty rules the day!"

"A'right, all youse shuts up! We gunna seal da tunnel, AFTER we go back troo it. Den we gunna start cleanin' up rat bodies. DEN we gunna start RADZAK GET YER FINGER OUTTA DAT NOSE! RIGHT! Den we gunna start settin' dem termeeite bombs. Ready' Too bad, we goin' anyways."

Leading the Crew back down the tunnel, Dal pauses occasionally to plant a small glob of grey putty, given to him by Maddock Malign, with a small dial. As they reach the basement of the brownstone, the walls rumble, dust rains down, and a great spout of debris spews from the mouth of the tunnel, coating them in a fresh layer of dirt.

Grinning through a dusty beard, Dal barks out more orders, "Okay, Radzak n' Zegar, you guys start 'aulin' bodies out. Da rest of you, we go get der buggie boms."

Tromping up the stairs, the dwarves drown out the faint tapping coming from the door. It isn't until Dal's horned helm emerges into the light that the frail form of the knocking lawyer is seen. Against the sun, Dal blinks.

"ZOMBIE! DEEDAH! Oh......you no zombie. What you doin' imitatin' zombie?" Heavy brows knit together as coal black eyes study the walking skeleton...

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:02 EST
Life in WestEnd Part VIII - And now a word from our sponsors.

It had been a relaxing weekend for once. Scottie and her both just vegging, though not as comfortable as they would prefer still being stuck living in one of the top suites of the Red Dragon. The screws that were Scottie's bosses had been told to "bugger off" when they slated him for more overtime. He was taking this weekend off, no ifs, ands or buts about it. The business with the Brownstone Sid put out of her mind, for the while. And, the civil unrest in Elfhaeme and elsewhere she wouldn't even think upon for two glorious days of couch snuggling, talking and watching the paint dry. But, as always, the itch strikes. Two loners and infamous wanderers such as they couldn't just sit around for forty-eight hours of blissful peace. The need to roam, the want for high adventure had to strike sooner than naught.

It was almost simultaneous. Cuddled like two peas in a pod under a gaudy patchwork quilt, bowl of empty grape stems on the table, their stockinged feet propped atop it, a pale angular visage turned at the exact moment to meet eye to eye the bird-like countenance of her love. Periwinkle blues sparked quicksilver flash as they smiled into crow-black depths. The kiss was swift but searing. Then, like as one, without a word the blanket was tossed, boots were gripped and placed to appropriate feet, and the two forms stood. One impossibly tall, lank and pale. Her counterpart a bit shorter and raven dark.

Two sets of feet made in unison to the coat rack by the door. His beribboned coat of springtime colors grabbed in a slender hand and he took up the leather. Faery dust glittered across colors of a "Dead Warlock" on the back as he helped her on with the road dusted rag. A sassy wink was offered up and she turned, holding his coat out for him to slip within. Two hands clasped atop the knob, then, as they chuckled and shook their heads at the synchronicity their thoughts sometimes took. The door was opened, the Dragon's back hallway entered and then left by the rear staircase. A grasp of loving hugs on the back porch and then booted feet carried a scarecrow vagabond down towards the east in a wake of indigo, crimson, grass green and dandelion yellow ribbon ruffles.

Periwinkle eyes watched until the bright flutterings could no longer be seen. Then, jackboots turned to head back up the alley at the side of the Inn. Sunday, a need for adventure and where better to find such then right here. After all, "it wasn't just a job..." Strolling lazily up the alleyway, she peered in the backdoor and spied Aibell hanging 'round. A glance to the water clock made her wonder what the lass was still doing at work. Stepping through the door, a grin tugging at pale lips, she opened her mouth to holler greet. But, she was still suffering from a weekend veg out. Too slow, and Aibell turned taking off into the office to finish up the paperwork.

A shrug of leather clad shoulders, and then who did she spot looking a bit worse for the wear" Kinneas. Chuckling, she made with the usual hello and slipped behind the bar. 'Twas clear the lad could use some help. Taking up as bouncer for the day she met and hailed the throngs of patrons. Aibell, the sweet lass, came out of the office and offered up assistance, but Sid told the lady to get her much deserved rest. A consenting grin to Kinneas, not long after, when he spoke of needing some as well. Waving confidently as he left, she figured her sassy attitude of this hour would carry her through without a hitch.

What blessings some patrons can be! Wanting to help, but in truth not really wishing to sling drinks at this early stage of the day, Sid enlisted a useful lad for the temporary duration as tender. Settling back comfortably upon the rear counter, idle banter was in play between herself and several soon after, while she continued the vigil of bouncer. Alas, a wrench can be thrown into the best running of cogs.

Someone wanted what? Food" At this time of the morn" Well....she supposed the throngs must eat at some point. Though....come to think of it....there were several activities in RhyDin she saw very little of. A strange realm she had stumbled into when seeking those she held guardianship over. A realm where many seemingly went months without so much as a biscuit crossing their lips....opting to subsist on liquored fare in its various forms. A place where loos and their usage were in short supply....yet monies in their varying degrees and metals were literally dripping from the trees....flowing down the streets. She, however, hadn't seen any such thing. Her pay was still metered out at the end of the week, and a budget was needed to keep her and Scottie from starvation. But it had to be so....didn't it' Still, on her shifts she was continually having to shove this sack of gold or make way for that fistful of plats into the ever overflowing till. All given in the askance of one or two silvers for the drinks slung. Coin flowed like water here....or more like the ale and bloodwine from the hundreds of taverns and inns littering the landscape....And just where did these masses of folks live anyway' . . .

Elflocks jingled as she shook herself from her dazed reverie. Someone wanted what? Oh....aye....food. Rising from the stool, she nodded to the patron serving as tender and stepped into the kitchen. A look to the cooking hearth confirmed the inevitable. That cauldron of Grail Stew was still there. Unbidden, ice electric shot up her spine and she shuddered, hugging her arms about her for strength. One cautious footfall after another brought her within arm's reach of the roiling pot. An almost wary lean forward was taken to eye the contents. Ayup....still full....When did that man find the time to maintain this monstrosity of a concoction and keep it always at the ready? Summer blue eyes rolled, and she took a brief whiff. Slender arms flailed out to her sides as she reeled to keep her balance, the slightest tinge of green working its way across pallid flesh. But, she squared her shoulders, grabbed a dipper and bravely stepped forth. Ladle at the ready to beat back anything untoward.

What was it said about a wrench and well running cogs" At the precise moment she was reaching the pot and grabbing to the shelving above for a steadying hand, a kender dashed through the door careening around the butcher block at breakneck speeds. He was shortly followed by a bellowing, irate patron brandishing what looked to be a shiny metal object with sharp edges about the size of a Sears tower....Yes, the ones in Chicago....Snapping her head to the commotion, ready to rip into them for disrupting the sanctity of the kitchen, or maybe to warn them of greater dangers from a certain cauldron, the kender ran between her long legs making good his getaway. Her hand on the shelving barely stilling that fall, she watched with widened, horror-filled eyes as the patron seemed to be making a bead for the exact same route! Need it be mentioned a sword the size of a looming highscraper could only be carried by someone the size of....well....something of more immense proportions"

That was all she wrote, so they say. The fat lady had sung. Bridges were burnt. The shrimp was on the Barbie now. With a wail from our heroine, a roaring and thunderous howl from the irate patron, a sharp twang from the blade clashing against the cauldron's side emitting several....what could only be....magical sparks and emittances, that side of the kitchen was turned bum over tea kettle. The shelving she had a death grip on came clattering down, all the potions, spices and miscellaneous brews upon it landing straight into the boiling mass of Grail Stew!!

Disentangling herself from the thundering oaf, she rose and was ready to give him a tongue lashing Emma herself would have been proud of when an abominable sound reached her large pointed ears. Hesitantly, she turned to gaze upon the cooking hearth and the cauldron therein. Again that icy shiver raced her spine, but this time it was accompanied by a nauseating clench quickly tightening its way through her gut. A slick, viscuous mass in the most repugnant shades of purple and chartreuse, was crawling....yes it could only be described as such....its way from the pot. With the morbid attraction usually reserved for train wrecks and "Grade Z" movies, she stood rooted, and watched as the gelatinous substance slithered down the sides of the cooking kettle and began to ease its way out onto the floor with....it seemed....malicious intent. Backing up slowly, she shoved the irate patron towards the door, keeping one eye on the ooze.

Her breath now ragged and shallow with building dread, she continued to back her way out the kitchen door. Slanted eyes widening as she peered through the little window. The ooze was heading the same way!! It was as if it had a purpose, a malevolent need to reach the common room of the Inn. Grabbing the first thing handy....that large building sized sword looked like it might do the trick....it was ripped from some unsuspecting hands and shoved into a brace against the door. Trying to appear as calm as possible, lest she alarm the clientele, she raced behind the bar and grabbed up all the bar rags she could find. With methodical, yet hurried, precision, she began stuffing them around the gaps of the frame.

Turning to address the questions that were starting to come from her strange doings, she plastered on a bright and pleasant smile. Barring the door with her body, but not too close. Creativity in the face of adversity. Announcing loudly that all drinks were on her, but could only be taken advantage of upon the verandas and outside facilities, she sighed, relieved, as the swarm began to move from the common room. Hurriedly dashing off a missive to Grail and Flame, she raced from the Inn with nary a backwards glance.

The message sent by otherwordly means to their respective offices at Castle of RhyDin read:

Uh oh.......ummmmm Grail" Again, let me apologize...

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:07 EST
Life in WestEnd Part IX - Renewed Purpose

Dal stood on the pile of rotted wood and crumbling stone, glaring with baleful black eyes at the brownstone across the street. It seemed like years, not months, and yet there was so much more to do.

At least the foundation was finished now. Dal glared at the mountain of inferior materials, shoddily put together, the result of a demented carpenter...or a cheap landlord. The new foundation was what had taken so long, the dwarves had to brace each section of the house long enough to tear out the sodden pine and cheap limestone and replace it with good honest granite and thick beams of oak. If there was one thing growing up in a mine taught you, it was the importance of a strong foundation. Do it right, first time, every time, or you were a dead dwarf. Sure as dark was dark.

Examining the still shelled 'stone, Dal considered his next move.....He STILL wanted to tear the thing down and start over...but that plan had been nixed repeatedly. So, he was going to have to do it peicemeal....Foundation, now frame. Start at a corner, shore up the walls to either side, tear it out, build it anew, move on from there Wall to wall, room to room, floor to floor, by inches and feet and sweat and curses and boots to the head and kegs of beer and more platters of brownies than he cared to count, he and the Crew would do it. Then, on the last day, when the 'stone gleamed like a gem, he would burn this pile of crap and rock he stood on, roast piggies till the stars begged to sleep, and wash it all away in a mountain of beerfoam.....

Hocking a glob of phlegm into the rubble below his boots, Dal stomps down the mound, heading for the 'stone with renewed purpose...

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:11 EST
Life in WestEnd Part X - Movin' along

Dal grinned as he swung the heavy slegehammer into another rotting section of cheap wood, watching it explode and crumble into a splintered heap. Behind him, half the Crew worked on destroying, the other half building anew. Now that the foundation was set, solid and sure, the pace picked up dramatically. The pile across the street grew by feet each day, left to rot in the rain and the fog and the burning sun. Better out there than in here, at least.

The ground floor was nearly complete. The plans called for the elimination of the separate apartments down here, except for a small one in the back, and the great open spaces meant fewer walls to rebuild. The acoustics of the great room were put aside for later as the Crew sped to throw up walls, braces, joists, studs, insulation, wiring and water pipes, and gas lines.

With the frame completed, the Crew began to tear through again, laying the fine hardwood floorboards and hammering up the deep rich mahogany panels into the walls. The lower floor became closer, less stark, more intimate even around the great room, with it's two story window frames and raised platform for concerts. Things were indeed moving right along.....

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:33 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XI - Rumination over Rubble

Waking up at the crack of stupid — not hard when Scottie pulled an all nighter and failed to make it home — she stumbled down the steps from the third floor suite and fixed a pot of sludge amongst early morning drunken calls from the Inn's usual rabble. Peering out the window while the coffee brewed, she decided it was probably about time she faced the music.

So, coffee mug steaming in her hands, she moved slowly down the street until jackboots met the cracked and cobbled paths that marked RhyDin's WestEnd. It's true, it wasn't a great neighborhood. Not compared to the others and to the out lying areas with their manses and such. But, she had come to call this side of town home. Something she hadn't done in a very long while.

Speaking of home....She sighed heavily and looked across the street at what amounted to not much more than a pile of rubble. She landed with a morose flop upon a mound of rotted wood and crumbling stone. A decaying heap formerly known as the insides and foundation of her Brownstone. Muttering glumly, she dropped her eyes from the sight, sipping from her steaming mug of coffee sludge.

"Damn! If'n it be nae one thing, it be t'other! Those frellin' sharks an' they insistence this belongs to them! Bloody hell!!" A large chunk of masonry flew from her fingers, thrown violently for emphasis.

Bells rang clear through the morning air, marking ships' status in the port close by. Pale face turning with eyes closed to the sea air. She wasn't one to do so, especially in public, but the sight of the skaven trap across the street brought tears to well, and she stared down into her mug again. There came a way too cheery voice sounding off to her left. "Morning, Sid!" And there stood Miles, saluting her with a stick.

"Oh!" Taken off-guard she sniffled and swiped her eyes across her arm before looking up, forcing a smile she didn't feel. "Miles, 'tis a good morn to ye. Good to see ye."

"And yourself." The pirate rogue said, pointing that stick across the road to the brownstone. "Surveying?"

She gave a small shrug of bare shoulders and glanced back across the street. "More like stakin' ground for me own personal pity party, Miles."

"Oh now....From what Dal says, it's coming along quite well."

"Aye, he has done wonders so far. Jus', ye know, one thing an' another." A heavy sigh fell, and those eyes dropped back to her lap. Miles crooked a brow and started the climb up the pile. "What happened" Now, I should say."

Summer's blue eyes looked up to the man she called friend and more, near defeat bringing sadness to an otherwise fair face. "Nae a thing, believe it or nae. Jus'....I dun know, Miles. Lately I been thinkin'...

"Always dangerous." Said in his typical straight-faced manner. Plopping down next to her he turned to smile, a glimmer in his eye that bespoke of the jest. She gave a slight chuckle at that. "Aye, an' given me age I should 'ave learned me lesson in tha', lon' time back. But still....Be it too much to ask for some substance in ye life" Somethin' tha' does nae turn to dust in the morn light or fall about ye ears after a time" Or should I jus' follow tha' ol' adage: 'When in Rome...'?" Pale lips thinning into a sarcastic sneer.

The coffee mug was lifted and sipped from, her eyes wandering slow over the decrepit neighborhood — sullen cast in those periwinkle blues. A thought came, fluttering to the fore of her consciousness. One that never was truly far away. With all that was going on right now concerning her charges, The Bloods — amongst many other things connected and not — it seemed awful petty to be depressed and sulky over the temporary loss of her house.

After all, she and Scottie had a roof and a nice suite on the third floor of the Red Dragon. Grail giving her a discount because she worked for the establishment was a bonus, considering her and her mate were not rolling in the coin — unlike many of their neighbors. The sneer continuing, she gave a derisive snort.

Was it contemptible of her to be so whiny in her disdain of magic usage in this realm, making judgement calls" Especially, when so many others were lacking more than she and needing help" Another snort exhaled. Who cared if anyone thought such of her!" She knew without these periodic moments of self-indulgence and moodiness she would snap. That would be bad. That *had* been bad. **Very** bad.

With a long existence came a tendency for insanity. The smart ones, however, knew the tricks to manage the manias and psychoses in Immortality's territory. Of course, as was in Sid's case — like most Ancients — the older you were, the crazier. Thus the common proclivity to wander off into ones' thoughts.

"Well.....You have Scottie...." As Miles spoke, jostling her from the mental wanderings, she turned her attentions back to him. Her mouth relaxing into a bright smile. "So that'll last.....You have the Bloods....And the Brambles....Couple of Maligns....We who are left at least....A rather smelly cat...."

A genuine warmth lifting her laughter, she offered a grin, nodding. "Greebo. Aye....An' in all ye are mos' right, Miles. For all o' ye I thank the Gods, too."

"Pretty soon you'll have the loveliest home in RhyDin. You have an eternal foe in the Stew......Life'll never be dull..."

She gave him a warm smile of friendship, leaning to his shoulder and staring across the street, allowing her mood to brighten. The pirate slipped an arm around her shoulders for a hug, joining her watch. "You did the best thing you could getting Dal, Sid. He's the handiest fellow I know."

"Ye be the one I thank, Miles. For gettin' tha' crochety ol' mine digger to do this job. Ye willna e'er know how grateful I be for all ye 'ave done. For the materials an' the help gettin' Dal. Jus' for bein' friend true, in a place where they nae come easy. An' than' ye for cheerin' me up, I be rather maudlin when ye arrived."

"Oh well...Can't have that. Now then....What's the 'stone going to look like" I'd ask about curtains, but I don't have all day."

Squeezing his hand, she grinned. "I shall buy ye a brandy. Wha' say ye?"

"I've never turned one down yet....No good reason to start now." He gave her a roguish wink and returned the warm gesture with a smile. She rose before him offering a hand. "An' ye know, as a housewarmin' gift....I be needin' some spoons."

Miles started to rise, then collapsed in a fit of laughter. Sitting up, tears streaming he chuckled heartily through the words. "Just when you think you've exorcised the demons of the past..." He grinned and took hold of her hand, hoisting himself up. "Let's get that drink and you can pick a pattern. So....Did Luse and Lankyn ever settle their little....Difference of opinion?"

"Aye, I believe the Lord gave his consent. But....Seems the Lady be indisposed. O' late anyway. An' I dun believe 'twas a difference o' opinion. Jus' tha' Luse has a sense o' honor an' wished to ask the husband's permission afore marryin' the wife..." He gave her his arm, blinking a bit at the relationship Luse was marrying into. Ambling off down the street towards the Red Dragon, letting her babble as the coffee sludge finally kicked into gear. It was going to be a long brandy.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:46 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XII - A truly tremendous trove of treasures and trinkets

The Hellrake cut through the water, under a sky just greying with the first hints of dawn. Just a few leagues to the south of Port Royale, the lean frigate was hunting Spaniards, and Miles' network of spies and snitches had let on that game was plentiful round the English outpost. Sweeping the horizon with his spyglass from the bow, Miles' keen eye zeroed in on a smudge of a shadow to the south. Racing back to the wheel, Miles starts calling out orders.

"Come about, Yardley, there's someone sneaking about o'er yonder and I've a thought to see why they're hiding. SQUINTY! Wake up the lads and check the guns. I smell spanish onions." Miles grinned like the pirate he was as the frigate swung to starboard, the muffled shouts of his first mate echoing up from below as hammocks were overturned and boots applied to posteriors. With the turn, the sails boomed as they caught the shore breeze, the war boat leaping forward like a hound loosed upon the fox's trail. The crew on deck, catching the waves of anticipation emanating from their captain, took to their tasks enthusiastically, taunting and shouting at their awakening crewmates. Miles himself raced back to the bow, spyglass raised to catch some sight of their quarry. As the first rays of the sun broke over the horizon, Miles caught sight of the bright yellow and red standard atop the mainmast, bringing a wolfish smile.

"She's as Spanish as the tango and no doubts lads! A fat bottomed wench of an onion reeking galleon, probably loaded with gold stolen from some poor starving Incan priest. That's just not right, a big nasty Don stealing the gold from the mouth of little Incan children, is it lads" You're damned right it isn't! But who is going to stand up to the nasty Spanish, lads" They're the biggest, meanest, nastiest, downright saltiest sailors in the Carribean, they are, everyone says so! No one can stand up to them, can they?" Lowering the spyglass, Miles turned to watch his crew as they rolled about on the deck, roaring with laughter. "Right then! Man yer guns, me lads! Dan! Gather the marines, put the snipers in the rigging and prepare the grapples. We'll give her one good broadside to get their heads down, a taste of cannister to clear the decks, and then its over the rail and a'smiting we will go." Recieving a nod from the silent giant in reply, Miles turned to check on the prey. Someone had seen them, evidently, as the galleon had crowded on more sail, swinging to catch the best wind in a desparate attempt to flee. Sadly for her Don owners, the galleon was made to haul cargo, not for the chase.

Taking up the spyglass once more, Miles focused in on the stern of the ship, picking out the name. The Santa Cascara, was it' Miles laughed as he figured out the joke. A Don with a sense of humor, how unique. How unfortunate that Senor Hilarious would be the butt of this particular joke. Quirking a brow as he saw the rudder on the Cascara shift, he called out new orders. "Ready lads! She's makin' her fight!" The galleon had begun to swing her nose out of the wind, her captain seeing the foregone conclusion. Now her port flank began to come into view as the Hellrake rapidly closed, the gunwales opened to reveal eight cannon mouths. "Starboard, Yardley, NOW! He'll have no shot if we stay to his stern. Port cannon ready!" Miles imagined the dread on the spanish captain's face as he realized his predicament. The frigate was about to cross him dead astern, leaving the galleon's cannon useless. Sweeping his sabre from it's sheath, Miles raised it high. "Wait...wait for it lads, not till she's straight off port....aim for their rudder, and by GOD above the waterline, we're taking her, not sinking her......Ready! FIRE!" The flash of the descending sabre was nearly lost in the acrid fog of smoke as the Hellrake's port guns fired. Twelve pound cannonballs screamed across the water, plowing into the galleon's stern with splintering crashes. "Gunners, RELOAD!. Hard to port, Yardley. Close with her starboard side. Marines! Load the deck guns with grape and cannister, and prepare for boarding!"

As the frigate closed on the crippled galleon, Miles tucked two flintlocks into his belt, taking up a third. However, as the nose of the Hellrake passed the stern of the Cascara, Miles noted that the decks seemed to be clear. "Snipers! Any movement?" "Nay, Cap'n! Decks 'r clear!" "Stay sharp, boys! If a Don sticks up his oiled head, blow it off! Marines! Grapples away!" Miles leveled his own pistol, sweeping it across the enemy deck as the ropes flew. Once the ships were lashed together, Miles led the pirates over the rail. "Step light, boys, tis a trap or Squinty's not squinty." As if on cue, a seeming horde of spaniards flooded from every hatch and doorway, some dropping immediately to the gunners in the rigging. Miles discharged the flintlock into a screaming Don, drawing his main gauche as the enemy came to grips. Sidestepping a slashing cutlass, Miles ran it's owner through, parrying a second blade with the main gauche. Dropping to his knees, Miles pulled the sabre clear of his victim, ducking the screaming body that Silent Dan was now using as an improvised club. With the mute giant providing cover, Miles rolled to his feet, surveying the scene. The spaniards, after their initial mad rush, were falling back quickly before the blades of the pirates, and not long after, the remaining Dons surrendered. "You can put him down now, Dan. There's a good man."

With the ship secured, Miles descended into the hold, beaming at the day's work. Two friendly casualties, no serious injuries, and all this to show for it. Clapping the men on the shoulder as he passed, Miles looked into the opened chests, near to overflowing with golden statuary. Stacked tapestries lined one bulkhead, silken bolts of cloth another. Fine vases, obviously brought from Europe, were carefully packed in wool. A questioning of the remaining crew revealed the cause. The Cascara wasn't taking Aztec gold to Spain, she was moving the household effects of one Don Effluvia to his new home in Cartagena. Miles answered, trying very hard not to grin like a loon. "Well, senor, it appears that the Don's fine things will be decorating another home instead...."

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:52 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XIII - A New Home

Dal tromped along the hardwood floors of the 'stone, keen black eyes studying as he moved, looking for any flaw in his work. Around him, the Crew was working with brooms and towels, sweeping up the last remnants of their carpentry. Poking his head into the kitchen, Dal gazed about, nodding in approval at the shine of polished steel and gleaming tile. Moving through the house, the rooms were checked off one by one, library, great room, guest room (ground floor), powder room, pantry, closet. Then up the stairs to examine the music stage, guest suite, other guest suite, nursery with nanny room. Finally the top floor, master bedroom, bath, and enough closet space for a kleptomaniacal magpie. Dal grumbled at the pale whiteness of all the walls, but Sid hadn't given his book back with her color selections yet. He'd be back. His work, for now at least, was done. The ramshackle crumbling pile of rot was replaced by the finest house in RhyDin. A home soon enough. Nodding in satisfaction, Dal gathered the Crew, herding them outside and locking the door behind him. Time to find Sid and have a piggie roast.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 05:56 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XIV - The Final Stage

She'd kept Dal's book of samples and swatches. She was just sure the dwarf was fit to be tied right now, especially since she'd hidden herself, holed up to make the appropriate choices. This wasn't easy for her, and she felt she should be giving the project a bit of reverence. After all, this would truly be her first home, and the first she claimed together with her mate, Scottie. It was to be a home for them and their children. The decision was important. Okay, maybe she was obsessing, but she definitely felt it demanded such attention.

Finally, when she had worried a groove in the cabin floor from pacing over color shards and paper swatches, it was decided the choices were true and good. Making her way from the forest bordering House Onyx, she headed for the WestEnd of Rhy'Din, nose in book just to be positive the selections she'd picked would stand up to the light of day, so to speak.

Amthy had given her immense and knowledgeable help. Had it not been for the pix, Sid would have gone with orange walls and red carpet. Or some such grotesque combination that would end up being hard to live with.

Standing before the gorgeous and looming mahogany doors, with their shiny brass fixtures gleaming in the new dawn light, Sid sighed happily, looking up and down the street. This was truly the most beautiful thing she'd ever owned. And she did own it, there were no doubts in her mind of this fact. No matter what those sharks said, hell and high water had been gone through for this home and she claimed it for her and her mate by the sweat and blood that had been spilled to make it so. From the marble steps leading up to that wondrous double-mahogany portal, to the new brickwork and the windows set straight in their new frames over carved cement sills, she thought she would burst with elation. Tears welled in summer's blue eyes as she climbed the steps and entered.

Closing the door she opened the one to its immediate right and inhaled deep of the cedar lining the walls and ceiling of the cloakroom. The same wood chosen to line all the storage in the 'stone, except the pantry. She checked the cubbies that would house the hats, boots, weapons or what have you that might be too small to hang. Satisfied she turned and examined the hall and flipped to a marked spot in the book.

Cypress wood chair rail moldings and panels below glistened with a fine rubbing of oil. One pale finger tapped gently on a paint chip, her eyes moving from it to the wall above the wood several times. "Aye, tha' moss green will go fine with this wood. A good start to introduce our home, methinks."

Moving down the hall, she crossed under the staircase. On that side of the steps, in a convenient space beneath them, was a door which blended with the hallway's wood and color treatments. Opening it revealed the half-bath, or powder room for the downstairs quarters. Another marker was flipped to in the book and she ran her gaze over the quaint little room with a confirming nod to herself. "An' this matte sea green paint with near matchin' tiles will work well in here. I jus' be hopin' Scottie likes me picks. He was nae too much for decoratin' ideas, comin' home exhausted e'ery night from the slave drivers."

Elflocks ringled softly as she shook her head and tsked, closing the door. An about face had her staring through the archway into the Dining room. And what a grand room it was. Large enough for the whole Blood clan or most of the Brambles. Running lengthwise along the left hand side of the house gave it two walls of windows. Plenty of light coming through in the morning with the cream colored sheers she had selected for them. Enough light to offset the pomegranate red Amthy had suggested for the remaining walls and she now turned to in the book. A smile curving thin lips, imagining the cherry wood furnishings with floral brocade seats of pomegranate blooms on cream toned linen, lit by the understated chandelier Dal had told was in the warehouse stores.

Walking to the rear of the room she let out a husky chuckle, by the Gods she was becoming domestic! She wondered what Oberon would say if he ever came back. A swing door was pushed and she entered into the kitchen. Rich maple marble topped the cabinets and counters and molded into backsplashes. Its darker veins complimenting the natural stain on the wooden cupboards and floor. Looking smart against the industrial chrome of the appliances. Setting the book down, another few pages leafed through to another mark, she opened the pantry next to the back door and grinned. That basil tree wood in this area would be sure to keep pests at bay from their foodstuffs. Dal was a genius!

Peering out the back door, slanted eyes widened at the size of the Nesting Tree, its tri-colored leaves still brilliant and shiny reaching high towards the RhyDin sun. "It willna be lon' now, I promise ye tha' dearlin'," she whispered, hand splaying out across the flat of her stomach. Turning back to the book, she nodded and picked it up. "Grass green tile and paper accents for the ribbons me love flaunts, will look right smart with the buttercream yellow Amthy chose for the paint."

Crossing the kitchen and pushing her way through the other swing door, she wandered around the guest suite that Chy would more than likely be claiming. Its sitting room, bedroom and bath would be done up in varying shades of neutral earth tones. The darkest of each tone used as accents in paint and paper throughout.

Her step was light and easy entering the end of the hallway to the right of the stairs from the suite's front door. A left turn and two steps down brought her into the Great Room. She didn't think she'd be leaving this room too often. Dal had outdone himself. Two stories high, it took up most of the right side of the brownstone. A front bay window, and windows from floor to vaulted ceiling rising all along the right wall of the house, would bring in a nice glow come sunset. She took a long look at three pages marked in the book, her eyes moving from the swatches to the room and back for many minutes. Finally she ripped two of the markers out and left the one on the open page.

"Stormy blue, like an o'ercast sky. An' this paper for border, matchin' with its little traces in the colors o' me love's ribbons, indigo, crimson, grass green an' dandelion yellow. Mixin' tha' with other touches in upholstery an' pillows an' such in the same scheme. I mus' be goin' 'round the bend, to find so much joy in decoratin' a house! There be some who be thinkin' the sky be fallin' next!"

Teeth clamped tight to her lower lip and her eyes twitched from left to right, then up and down. She didn't want to jinx this, and the Gods knew what sibling might just be waiting around some corner, real or imagined, to come screw with her world. Pushing the thought from her mind, she moved up from the sunken room and into the Library in the back.

It was just a cursory run through of the room, she didn't even open the book. From the beginning, she and Amthy decided unanimously this would be the one fully masculine room. Deep mahogany wood on the book cases, floor and moldings, forest green accents on the walls and leather of the furniture. She had even been searching for one of those fox and hound pictures the Worlders with money found so appealing. And though she and Scottie possessed many tomes, they didn't own nearly enough to fill these shelves. Dal, though, had mentioned something about Miles saying he had a store of them or some such thing.

Well, at least this room will have substance, she thought. The rest of the place would be rattled around in like an empty tomb. A warm and homey tomb, but a tomb nonetheless considering their furniture had been demolished with the former incarnation of their house. They hadn't lost much, really.

Time was hardly spent on deciding colors for the guest rooms, shared bath, nursery and nanny room of the second floor. As she didn't see herself one for hiring a nanny, the room could be used as one more spare should they need. Therefore, the dusty blue matte paint from the nursery walls would be fine in there. The only need, to leave off the border paper that would encircle their children's room. It was a special weave of tapestry in a long roll meant for bordering she'd had the Bloods' truck bring in on its last trip. The finest linen with an even finer stitching depicting scenes from the Summer World, her and Scottie's former home, the Lands of Faerie. Natural stain on the floors would look nice with the black oak furnishings she imagined.

For the guest rooms on this floor she had marked some colors of paint and paper giving them a watery or airy feel. Cobalt blue tiles in the shared bath for the walls, with an interesting pearlescent paper for accenting. Plain black and white tiles for the floor.

Stopping to look over the railing at the great room below, she turned her eyes to, what she hoped would be, the pride and joy of the entire house. The Music room. This was for her love, her Scottie. For him to exercise his bardic gifts. This room she would paint, no markers in the sample book for this one. A specific treatment had been ordered from the 'Lands for this room, and she would paint it herself. When it was finished, Scottie would sing and play beneath a sky the pinks and golds of one of Faerie's fantastic sunsets.

One more floor, and she paused on the last step marveling at the master bath off to her right. There was something about bathrooms. Large, luxurious, fully self-indulgent bathrooms. When she had first made her way out into the World of the modern era from the Lands of her home, she had fallen in love. Deeply, passionately in love with wondrous bathrooms. From where she stood, though, none she had seen or reveled in could compare to this one. And this one was all hers!

The solid black marble tub could easily fit five. It stood elevated a foot and half off the natural wood flooring, extending into the balcony overhanging the small backyard. Enclosing the balcony and that portion of the tub within that space, Dal had fashioned a greenhouse effect, allowing the roof garden to spill over and around it and its own inside greenery. Creating a peaceful indoor pond. There was nothing more to be done to this room, so she turned to survey the Master bedroom.

Up against the strangely angled wall at the corner of the 'stone stood the massive four-poster Dal had built right there. It was a part of the house, never to be moved. Magic could move it, but she doubted such a time would ever come. The natural stain of the floors matched the molding running down every corner and along the wall seams at the ceiling. Dal could paint the base color for this room, a marked chip of light dandelion yellow in his sample book had been selected. Before it was finished, however, she would rag roll the walls with a few hints of crimson and indigo, a fired peach color to round it all out creating a resemblance to flames rising.

Satisfying smile lighting up pale features, she spun around a few times, giggling where no one could hear. If the water had been turned on she'd have stayed for a bath, just to indulge, but it wasn't and she needed to get the book back to Dal before he went into apopleptic fits. Laughing gaily, she skipped down all three flights and out the front doors of her home. Off to Dal's shop to give him the last word on the final stage.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 06:04 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XV - Furniture and a fall

The book with its paint picks and paper choices had been returned to Dal a few days ago. A few weeks before, with the help of her sissy pix, Amthy, and Miles and Morpheus, she had gone back to the warehouses that lined the docks to pick out furniture and such from the Pirate Rogue's latest haul. And so this day, after several weeks taken off for personal business out of the realm, Sid brought the pouchful of miniaturized furnishings to the Brownstone. Prepared to set up house, in a manner of speaking.

She brought along tarps for covering the things once she had them settled in to place, since Dal had not gotten the book in time to finish the painting of the 'stone. A fact she was sure he would be bellowing about soon. A husky chuckle loosed at the thought, she entered the double mahogany doors and made her way down the hall to the great room.

Pulling from the pouch the miniature of the large camel-back sofa, with its midnight blue brocade, and its matching companion pieces, she began to set them to their spots. The pouch rumbled in her grip and she growled. "Stupid manna! Jus' han' on a bit more, dux, please."

Pale brow knitting, she practically ran for the library. Maybe keeping magics from this space had not been such a great idea. Perhaps this 'stone and its place now would work against any magics used. She hadn't thought of that before making the decision. As usual, leaping before the look. Mentally chastising herself, the pouch rumbled in protest against the spell upon its contents while she retrieved the dark green leather wingback chairs, round oak cocktail tables and four paintings she'd found amongst the plunder depicting scenes of the hunt on horseback. Setting them to appropriate places, she raced off for the kitchen.

The Dining area would remain bare until Miles or Dal or both came up with the cherry wood table and matching chairs with their pomegranate blossom brocade seats. Enough to seat twenty-six, as Miles suggested. A bit ostentatious in its size for her and Scottie, she thought. But, one never knew when the room might be needed. As the pouch shook and rattled, she placed the ash kitchen set to its spot, dropping off the silverware and tea set, plates, cups, copper coffee urn and other such dining accoutrements before hurrying along to the guest apartment. A snicker fell as she swiftly placed the furnishings to their respective rooms. Wouldn't it just be fitting, and her luck, to have some of the siblings seated around that dining table talking shop?

A full out laugh, summer's blue eyes rolling, she bounded the steps to the second floor. Corners and legs and such poking and prodding the insides of the pouch, the contents fought against the magics holding them. Miles had the piano for the music room covered, even though she'd told him he'd done enough already. And so, she made her way to the guest rooms; beds and chairs, dressers and tables in blonde oak placed before heading into the nursery.

The whomp sounding from downstairs, as if a vacuum had been breached, missed her attention completely as she moved over to the only thing now in this room. Pausing as if in reverence, she let slim fingers trail lovingly over the lines of the black oak crib, her Yule gift from Riley. Eyes overbright, she whispered, "Soonest." Another whomp resounding throughout the 'stone causing her to jump. "Ack! It be goin' to happen whether I wan' it or nae, better leave rumination for later, Sid."

Quickly she pulled out the black oak furnishings that matched perfectly with the crib, some placed in the nursery, the big bed for the nanny's room. Tables, dressers, bureaus and chairs interchangeable between the two rooms were hastily dug from the pouch as it seemed to boil, that vacuum-like popping sound reverberating now through the whole of the house. Down the steps at a dead run she shook the remaining things from the pouch into the middle of the great room floor. Just in time as tarps, tapestries, wall hangings and floor coverings alike popped and warped to full-size before hitting the wood with loud thuds and thunks.

Laughter, bordering on hysteria, left her and she fell to the camel-back sofa. Now that it was furnished, it still seemed large and overly boastful for the two loners that would inhabit it. But still . . . Her thoughts began to drift as she got comfortable on the couch, fingers digging to a tight leather pocket.

Her jacket rolled beneath her head she lie stretched out upon the camel-back sofa, pale fingers turning and fiddling with a small silver object as her thoughts took wing.

It was time to get real, Sid, she thought. Time to emulate one and bear down on the insanity that could quickly come to claim her as it has others of her kind. This was a home. A real home, like none other she had known. One she shared with Scottie and would share with their children.

Children . . .

Pale lids drooped over the silver true her eyes had turned, breath beginning the rhythmic pace that would take her into sleep, close guarded glamour fading with each soft exhale. Her hand dropped to her side off the sofa, relaxed. The small silver object falling and rolling a bit from slightly curled fingers. The sound causing her eyes to open briefly, focused blearily upon the object. A sleepy whisper falling. "Canna dream..." Then those eyes closed slowly, almost reluctantly, as thoughts began to echo in her fitful sleep.

Children . . . Hers. The hundreds she'd sent to their deaths. Death in a war amongst a land newly created.

Deep slumber took over swift, two crystalline tears slipping from closed eyes as a ray of the dying sun sparkled and shimmered along the lines of the small silver acorn just inches from her grasp on the floor.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 06:07 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XVI - Colour Guards

Once again the wagons rumbled forth from the great mouth of the garage. Strapped tightly to the bed of the first were carefully packed barrels, each of them stenciled with long series of runes, marking the colors within, which room they were destined for, and admonishments to avoid drinking the contents, no matter how tasty they looked. The second cart was packed full of long brushes, rollers, pans, ladders, scaffolds, rags, buckets, turpentine and other weapons of prismatic destruction. The third wagon groaned, laden with still more barrels, these stenciled with various brands of ale, lager, and stout. It took a lot of beer to get a dwarf to climb a ladder.....

Unloading at the 'stone, the Crew began the arduous process of rolling the great casks of paint up the steps as Dal began laying down tarps to protect his cherished hardwood floors. A momentary lapse to lever the prostrate Sid onto a settee, tucking her in with another cloth tarp. Eventually, the front hall and great room were prepared. Pausing to down another mug of ale, Dal checked the clock, measuring the sobriety of his Crew.....

"You...an...You....start climin'..." Jerking a thick thumb at the scaffold, Dal set his dwarves in motion. "Mebbe five, six days....we get dis place lookin' like Siddie says...." Plopping down on the steps to the music landing, Dal opened his notebook, balancing a fresh mug of beer as his black eyes flickered between his instructions and his Crew.....

Sid

Date: 2005-12-13 06:17 EST
Life in WestEnd Part XVII - Wrappin' it all up

Peace reigned on angular features, the kind she had not experienced fully in far too long. Her eyelids fluttered reluctantly as she was nudged to awareness, silver trues turning to the Dream Witch. "Melyantha....I..."

Clearing her throat and propping herself to an elbow Sid looked across the land before her. Why did children litter her dreams" Long nimble fingers toyed absently with soft stalks of green grass as she looked back to Mel. "I 'ave wondered o' late..." A scoff at that and she rose further up, scooting back to lean against the great tree, her gaze turning out across the fields again. Fields her mind's eye still saw bathed in blood and a darker time since past.

"I wondered too oft for too many years when lucidity would rear its ugly head through the white dragon's fog. An' now it fills me thoughts nae matter how hard I push it down. Did I doom them at the moment o' they creation?" Her hand rose and slid to rest against the flat of her stomach, eyes closing as her head dropped back to the roughness of the tree's trunk.

"(s) Did I do it then" Be it any different' Be I?"

Loss and confusion, frustration, all of this in the sigh that fell heavy from her. As Dal moved the sleeping Sid a sudden shimmer rippled the dreamself, her hand shooting out for Melyantha as she gave frantic plea. "I dun wan' to go back!"

"An' wha' I be an' 'ave been" It condemned the others, surely. Can ye truly say such abou..." Words to Mel cut off abruptly as Sid's eyes fluttered open at the clattering of something being dropped. The cloth tarp covering her was touched and she smiled. Moonwhite lashes blinking rapidly to focus her eyes, those periwinkle blues finding the dwarf, Dal, with no problem.

"Och, sorry for nappin' in ye way, dux." Standing with a stretch and a yawn, the elflocks shook out and ringling loud, she took a look about the place. She must have been sleeping a while, it looked near to completion.

"Ye will be the guest o' honor, Dal. Ye an' Miles for makin' this happen for me an' Scottie. I be throwin' a gran' party to show off ye an' the crew's beautiful work an' the generosity o' two dear friends." She weaved a bit, her hand reaching out to steady herself on the back of the couch.

"Whew! Nae offense, Dal sweet, but I should be lettin' ye get back to finishin' up. I 'ave hindered ye time schedule quite enough the whole while o' this. An' I needs be gettin' out o' here afore the fumes 'ave me to swoonin'."

She took up the jacket, snapped it from its roll, her arms sliding to the comfort of the leather with ease. Angular features of her face caught a frown, and she bent her head from view to free the wrapped locks from the jacket's collar. Melyantha had said she didn't have to leave, she could only pray that meant she was welcomed back to the dreamscape when she found a peaceful moment again. She sighed, the jacket snugged and zipper tugged up midway, hands shoved to pockets, she pasted on a bright smile, looking up once more.

"Will ye be sendin' word to me or Scottie at the Oak an' Ash when the work be done and how lon' it be for the fumes to air out, Dal" I 'ave a party to plan an' things to be done, sweet. Got to hit the bricks." Impulsively she moved over to him to hug him tight, a soft kiss brushed over his bristly cheek.

"Ye are a true treasure, Dal. Ye an' this crew. An' me words willna e'er be enough to tell ye how much this has all meant to me. Ye 'ave gone through a lot to make this place a home. Somewhere tha' gives me the feelin' o' roots. An' tha' be somethin' I 'ave nae felt in lon' an' lon'. Anythin' I 'ave be yers for the askin'. Anythin' ye e'er need nae matter wha', nae matter when. 'Tis a high honor to be able to call ye friend, Dal, an' I willna e'er be forgettin' this."

It flowed from her like water from a faucet. Her hands resting gently to the dwarf's shoulders, she spoke into his eyes. Every word meant, every breath it took to say them and the air was filled with the weight of an unspoken vow from her to him. Long pale fingers gripped in a warm squeeze, she turned, hoping the smile had held and the tears went unnoticed. Finally, gathering the small pouch, she made for the steps that led up from the great room, taking an exaggerated glance down the hall to cover those emotions that so easily betrayed her these days.

"Anythin' ye need right now afore I head to the Inn for shift, Dal?"

"More Beer"

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:08 EST
Reflections, Recollections and Rotgut

Part I - A Tale Remembered

So tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees.

"Angel" By: Sarah McLachlan

Her mind's eye recalled the scene perfectly from many weeks past, that half smirk tugging at his thin lips. "You only forget that which you choose to, sister." These words and more of his, and others from places she had not expected burned within her thoughts.

Perhaps Lankyn was right. Unbuttoning the last button of her vest and depositing it atop previously discarded pants, she stepped around the puddle of midnight blue, its silver flecks flashing paler light against her bare legs. She had taken to dressing in the new flashier set of leathers since the night after Jinx gifted them to her. Scottie seemed to like the way the vest snugged her slight assets, and molded to her shirtless flesh. It wasn't her normal attire, the pants a bit tighter than she thought practical, but it helped keep "work mode" even more separate from "who she was".

But, Scottie was working late and the twins were with Lirenel for the night, and she couldn't get the Blood Lord's words out of her mind. It put an extra spin on certain musings she'd been having of late, turned the examination of things in a whole new direction. So, she was going to do some serious sorting out of her wasteland of a memory, start picking up the bits and parts that lay strewn betwixt the holes. For maybe like Lankyn was directing, there weren't any holes, maybe she was perpetuating that thought because it was easier.

Deciding this just as she had finished dressing for work, she sent a quick missive off making up some excuse and begging out for the night. Comfort was called for, of body and spirit, so flash was stripped in favor of time worn and familiar. Boots slid on, she grabbed her jacket heading out for the ride; appeasement of the flesh taken care of it was time for solace of the spirit: Morrison's Metalworks, beyond this WestEnd neighborhood and into Stars End's seedier side. As she climbed on the mage bike, kicking it over to roaring life, she began at the beginning.

It was a tale she'd told over the eons, presented nothing more as story. There were precious few outside the Collective who knew it to be fact, and to only one of that few was it she who laid the story bare. In truth, the story occasionally spun came to her as such, some of the Afore time being beyond her own existence. Thus into the darkness she rode, the words of that first telling ringing in her head.

Before the world was new. The beginning older still. Ancient when Gomorrah fell. Primordial before mankind knew the written word. A time before time began.

The Architect of Eternity looked across Its creation and smirked.

Then came a time of war.

As children often do, siblings fight. The Architect's were no exception.

A battle waged over free will and finally, bloodily won.

The triumphant soon returned to work, just barely begun, amidst their celestial cities. The Prodigal and his defeated legions, the least of their following, fell.

But, there was a third group...

A multitude among the Children of the Light who neither allied themselves with the Pinnacle nor the Depths. This was their right. But for their neutrality, for their choosing, they were banished from the spires of their new home and yet still could not be exiled with their brethren to the darkness.

Instead, they were given a new world, a borrowed place. Through the ages of fostering this world to its maturity it was forgotten this home was not their own.

Nothing lasts forever . . .

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:21 EST
Reflections, Recollections and Rotgut

Part II - The beginning

Ever notice how in the Bible, whenever God needed to punish someone, or make an example, or whenever God needed a killing, he sent an angel" Ever wonder what a creature like that must be like" A whole existence spent praising your God, but always with one wing dipped in blood. Would you ever really want to see an angel?

Thomas Daggett in "The Prophecy"

A metallic clatter rattled between narrow walls, bouncing off crumbling brick and plaster. Pieces getting lost through jagged glass and growing weaker, chasing darkness' interloper until its own inevitable demise. Fanning out to be lost in the night streets.

The throaty purr of her v-twin putted through the dilapidated neighborhood, one of many dotting Rhydin Township and surrounding areas. She was heading for Stars End Sector, the vacant wheel wells of her mage bike swaying gently over debris littered cobblestones. Head down, elflocks ringling in the breeze of her wake, dim gas light flickered off the back of a time worn jacket and the colors she still wore with pride; the name "Dead Warlocks" rockered around a patch of a bloodied wand.

When the cat shot out from the alley if the Panhead would have had wheels they'd have been smoking with the jolt of her stop. Long fingers white-knuckling on the grip of her ride and the other hand on the blaster still pointed after where the cat had fled, she planted both feet to the ground and took two deep calming breaths. "Frellin' feline," muttered as she replaced the blaster against her back and shook a coltsfoot and comfrey from a crumpled pack. Warrior instincts were well honed, but if she let this trek through her mindscape and memories daze her out too much she might be looking at more than just road rash as consequence. Dragging deep she kicked the bike back into gear and continued on towards Morrison's.

She was Ancient. Not just in terms of time, but also in name; a title, of sorts, given to her kind after a few generations had been born and grew. They were the birth parents of a thousand races; inhabitants of borrowed home, protectorates of Worlds' essence. They were the Third Faction.

In truth, in terms of time she is older than dirt. Literally. Though one of the youngest created of the Third Faction for the dimensions she covers, this is fact.

At the end of the beginning, or so she has heard tell from others who remember such things of the Afore Time, while the Children of Light worked tirelessly on the spires of their new cities, The Architect busied Itself with an even grander project.

Wind of such plans soon spread outward.

The Children were created an unflaggingly loyal breed, shamelessly adoring and devoted. But, it can sometimes be devastating of Spirit to be so close to one's Creator.

As the wind took shape and form, moving from being to being, divisiveness began to rear its ugly head. Before the Morningstar had Fallen, before foundation had been laid to The Architect's latest work, the trappings of an Eternal War commenced to brew and bubble.

Work on the Pinnacle's cities was abandoned as brethren took up arms against brethren. And, as any harried parent may sometimes do, The Architect gave into whims of Its more favored before knowing all facts, in order to be left alone to complete Its work. Believing the siblings could and should work such problems out amongst themselves.

Eventually, out of such whims came a legion of new brethren, a lowly warrior caste meant to fight and die only to rebirth so as to fight and die anew, in battle after bloody, ruinous battle.

All this over a misperception, or so she has been told, for there came a growing number of the Children who did lay down their arms; refusing to continue on such a hopeless path. Choosing not to take up sword for "the greater good."

As it happens, winds change, oft suddenly and without warning.

Badgered and hounded from one side and the other, facts and nuances of the struggle lost to pressing matters of project finalization, The Architect stepped in. Decree issued with a broad stroke. Damnation for some, banishment for another faction.

The Third Faction.

She was warrior. She was Ancient. A disaffected Goddess. An apathetic pecca junkie on a suicide machine.

Spotting the light pouring from the roll-up bay door, she swung the ride down the alley. A tribal-primitive rock beat from the juke inside spilled out with the light and the rabble that danced and gyrated along the wet pavement in front of the Metalworks. Nick, Jim's bouncer and all-around handyman, nodded her way and gave the thumb's up as she strode indoors, the Panhead to be safe under his watchful eye.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:35 EST
Reflections, Recollections and Rotgut

Part III - An Interlude

She takes a drink and then she waits, The alcohol it permeates, And soon the cells give way, and cancels out the day.

"God of Wine" By: Third Eye Blind

Jackboots hit the metal plate of the floor, the noise inside was madness inducing so it was a good thing she'd already gone that route eons ago. Maneuvering through the tall tables and stools, heading for the bar at the back wall, she thought again how she should tell the Lady about Jim's choice for furnishings, what with all the troubles Sun had in keeping the Oan'A equipped. Every stick of furniture from the bar to the tables and stools was immovable. With a crowd like the Metalworks got this was not only cost efficient, it could also be life saving. They weren't just bolted to the floor; they were a part of it.

Rack spotted her coming and already had the bottle of rotgut, shot glass and cold Moosehead waiting for her by the time she reached him. With a grin, his cold metallic fingers wrapped her hand. "Sid, ya slummin'" Been too long a time, doll."

"Ye know I dun consider this place slummin', Rack. An' aye, 'tis been too lon' a time. I jus'" needed a friendly atmosphere to clear out some cobwebs, I guess. Got a bit o' thinkin' to do, m'friend."

"Well, ya know ya always got a place here whenever ya need. In fact, I see Flip's just oustin' the rabble from ya favorite spot now. Go have a good sit an' think, babe, an' holler if ya need me, I'll hear it."

Rack tapped a metal finger to one ear, his cybernetic eye still riveted on his barback, Flip, who was kicking the last of the patrons out from the only table that was wedged into the bar's back right corner. With a wink and smile, Sid gathered the drinks and made her way over there. A friendly pat to Flip's bum brought a hearty chuckle as the lad blushed, stammered and nearly injured himself trying to get away.

Sliding onto a stool, she poured a shot of the rotgut, grabbed the Moosehead and settled back in a lean against the corner. Glamoured blue eyes swept the faces of the gathered, sensitive ears trained to the seemingly unintelligible cacophony vibrating under the music between the beer-soaked, bloodstained walls.

Yes, she liked this place. It had the closest feeling to home - to Bordertown - in the whole bleeding realm. The Inn and Keep were work, even in her off-duty hours. And the Oan'A was nice, comforting, but at Jim's place there wasn't any family; just the survivors of a thousand streets and with that came a different kind of comfort, the kind she needed now.

Reaching out for the shot glass, she downed the rotgut quick, slanted eyes and nose wrinkling briefly with the after burn. Over to her left, some dark-skinned female of humanoid stock and street kid style prattled on about what a bitch it was to live with her room mate to a clearly bored and overly pale skinhead in full tat regalia and trademark smart-ass smirk.

A chuckle snorted forth from the Ancient when the female became demonstrative, her hand brushing easily over the male's own. Quick to snap with a curt "Don't touch me!" he eased a bit as the girl just warbled on. Ah, well, it was a bit different from home. The predators there at least didn't actually chow down on your flesh.

Condensation darkened road weary leather as it slid from the sweating beer bottle onto a lean thigh. She was procrastinating, and she knew it. Not like working through her potholed memory in a night's sitting would solve all problems, but if she never started things would remain as they were.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:41 EST
Reflections, Recollections and Rotgut

Part IV - The Fall

All of your life you've lived in a world as pure As Eden's sixth day. Now all you've been allowed Is taken away, they will not let you be so proud And you have felt the fear growing inside Protest follows far and wide. They'll see how long It will take 'til you fall from so much denied.

"Back Door Man" By: Sarah McLachlan

She drug her thumb across her lips, the chill of the shot glass against flesh so contrary to the acid-like burn of the rotgut as it chased doubt into the pit of her stomach. There were many doubts. Was this a good idea" Could she even remember all that has gone before" If she remembered, weren't her memories suspect, colored by mental triflings and self-inflicted mind warping"

Actually, she thought, placing the shot glass back to the table and watching as the prattling female and tattooed male walked out into the night, that was a bunch of centaur caca and she had to laugh, sardonically and long. Justification, that's what it was. Rationalizations to keep from beginning; really beginning not just rehashing the tellings of those that had come before, or reminiscing through a youngling's fable.

But how to start, she wondered, taking a swig from the sweating brew and letting glamoured eyes grow unfocused. What would she tell the bairns when they came asking" That thought alone causing a wry smile to flash. Of the hundreds she'd created, she knew this pair to be different. She was different, the father and what she had with him was different. There would definitely be questions, no way around that. Damn! The bottle thunked against the metal tabletop sharply, slanted eyes narrowing. Could she even do this" The whole earth mother, nurturing, fostering a youngling's growth was H'll"n"'s shtick, not hers. The Ancient knew when she was at her best, and it didn't much have anything to do with nurturing or helping a being grow. She was created for something else entirely.

Lifting a wave to a nervous looking Rack, waving him back to "at ease" after the bottle slam and scowl, she smiled a little and took a deep breath, leaning back into the corner more. What would she say"

"Well, m'loves" Ye mum's beginnin' be a bit o' a sticky wicket, see. A bunch o' brats wanted to fight. They be wantin' to fight lon' an' hard, but they didna actually wan' to take all the lumps, or be the ones wha' be 'avin' to make all the mess. So, they be whinin' an' harrassin' the one in charge o'er it all until they be given all the tools needed to make up a batch o' toy soldiers, pawns to move about they board an' do all the dirty work?"

Another belt off the brew, another wry smile and Sid chuckles. So, the structure of that may not be exactly fair, but for all intents and purposes, it was accurate. In truth, she does not remember how long she existed in ignorance; time does not hold much meaning to her kind, and it holds no meaning at all where they originate. She recollects not the initial Choosing and many of the leavings that took place then and after, information was closely guarded from those of her caste. She recalls the tellings, though, the tales of those who chose, why they chose and where they had gone. Yes, she thinks, a cheerless grin breaking across the pale face, she remembers those well?

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:44 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings

The clock tower down the block struck half past fourteen, which, of course, put it at about ten minutes to two in the afternoon by Rhydin standard time.

Glancing out the front window, Sid checked the skies. Wondering, not for the first time, how that structure didn't just come crashing down every time the bells tolled. In truth, it was the main reason she'd chosen this dilapidated neighborhood as the spot to set up housekeeping in the first place. The Mock Avenue bell tower of home kept about as coherent a time as this one did, and the familiarity of it was a comfort.

"Ye best move tha' gorgeous arse, m'love." Cradling a bairn in each arm, Scottie looks over the second floor's balcony to her. "Go ahead, Manon. All's good. They be fed an' changed an' we be all goin' to take a nice long nap."

Shrugging into the leather jacket, she blows a kiss. "I be on me way. Ye know where to reach me if'n ye need me."

"Stop ye frettin' an' jus' go already. Give me best to Lucien an' Alysia."

With a final wave, she moved through the door and around the side of the brownstone. Slipping the spellbox to its holder she kicked the mage bike to roaring life, swinging about and pointing the bike east. Riding out, the Panhead's vacant wheel wells grazed easily over potholes and fallen debris, and she remained alert for any who might jump her from one of the abandon buildings that littered this neighborhood.

Relaxing with the scenery change, businesses and homes clearly occupied, she settled back into the saddle, elflocks chiming in the breeze as they fanned out behind her. Now, as long as Lucien's place was on a block that was stable, she shouldn't have any trouble finding it. She might even get there on time (wouldn't that be a miracle unto itself").

Silvered brows drew together as she thought on this meeting she was heading for. Lucien had told her there was no trouble, yet the Ancient still sensed a purpose to the barrister's urgency for this knowledge he wished to acquire. And she couldn't help but feel it was more than just a desire to get out of the research mode and into some practical application, as he had told her.

Spying the street, she hooked a right and gunned the motor all the way to the front of his townhouse. Swinging Baby around and cutting the engine at the same moment, she parked at the bottom of the steps. Dismounting and slipping the spellbox into her jacket's pocket, she wiped the look of concern off her face. She would find out soon enough what all this was really about; of this she had no doubts. For now, she would greet her friend with a smile, her bare knuckles rapping against Lucien's front door.

Over in the WestEnd the clock tower struck quarter past fifteen, putting it around two o'clock by Rhydin standard time.

Sid smiled, clapping the barrister warmly on the back as she shrugged from her leather, letting Lucien take the jacket. "Nae a worry t'all findin' ye. Nice neighborhood, by the by, an' a lovely place ye 'ave." She bantered easily, following her friend and colleague. "Scottie an' I 'ave the lovely place, 'tis the neighborhood needs workin' on."

Moving into the Front Hall and over to the table, silvered brows knitted briefly, her eyes on the lawyer as she took a seat. Lucien appeared pleasant enough, seemingly in good spirits, yet she couldn't help but think something was bothering him. As if whatever it was had him walking a razor's edge. Like the night in the Keep when he'd asked her help with this project. A perfectly simple request....And yet.

One of those pale brows arced with the rush of words from Lucien's mouth, her eyes drifting first to the notebook with its scribbled notes that she took to hand. A quick but studied perusal of his writings and she turned one of those 'I think there's more to this' looks up at her friend. "Ye 'ave been busy with ye studies, aye Lucien" Ye sure there be nae a thing ye wish to tell me?"

"Just trying to broaden my horizons."

If ever Sid had considered blatantly raping a person's mind to find out the whole of what they weren't saying, this would have been one of those times. One that encompassed the mass amount age she did, however, needed not such telepathic abilities to read the subtle signals of 'desperate want' Lucien was giving off like a beacon in the night.

"Aye, Lucien. Always good to keep learnin' somethin' new nae matter the time o' ye life, right?" True, her tone held a touch of the disbelief she felt at his statement, but she was never one to mask a lot of anything. Such was her nature.

She didn't really expect much of an answer this early in the proceedings, so she set the notebook aside to pull over the scroll. Looking down upon it her fingertips jerked back off the parchment as if burnt, an audible gasp catching midway in her throat. Her breath held there for what seemed an eternity, a shiver coursing her frame bringing quiet life to fifty silver bells and nine. It was with a mixture of awe and perhaps dread that breath finally released, a whisper of ancient tongue flowing through barely moving lips. "An'doth'ie Irr'a 'de Yadh'i N'ol."

Now she knew there was more to this project, glamoured blue eyes glancing up at Lucien then snapping back to the scroll. Yes, it was the same one it had to be. "Well, Lucky....I be nae sure o' the whole o' this. The tongue it be written in..." She bent down closer to the writing slanted eyes narrowing a touch, one fingernail making a tiny scritchscratch to the ink. Was that ink, just what was this written with anyway' Hesitating a guess she couldn't help the wrinkling of her nose before continuing. "The language be, well, nae as old as meself, surely, but frellin' close. 'Tis one I 'ave nae seen or spoken in too lon' to account, Lucien. Dun get me wrong..."

She twisted in the chair then, one hand resting just off to the side of the parchment as she looked into her friend's eyes. "I can be workin' up a translation for ye. It jus' mayhap take me more time'n I be thinkin'. Be ye lettin' me take this with me?"

Keeping the hopeful expression quelled, she awaited his response ever mindful of his reaction.

Sitting back in her chair, the scroll kept within her cornervision while she plucked a sweet roll from the plate, she nibbled while thinking. As she asked to have more time with the scroll his disappointment wasn't hard to note. Still, she presented an almost insane calmness, chewing on the roll and awaiting his words.

"Alright, you may take it with you. Unfortunately, more time is a luxury I can't much afford anymore. Do what you can and let me know how it is coming. Shall we meet again at week's end?"

Like a scene out of some old Worlder film noir Sid slowly, carefully set the pastry back to its plate, shook back her elflocks with purpose sending a soft chiming throughout their bells and sat up to the edge of her chair. Those periwinkle eyes now gone to silver true, she took hold of the barrister's own ice blue ones for a long and breathless moment. Finally she spoke, her voice empowered as her tongue tripped easily over the ancient words that came first.

"An'doth'ie Irr'a 'de Yadh'i N'ol. If'n this scroll be true, Lucien, I must wonder wha' it be ye 'ave nae spoken this day, wha' causes ye to delve into such workings. For, by ye own admission o' nae 'avin' the luxury o' time on ye side, I know 'tis somethin' more'n ye 'ave told me."

There was no recrimination in her tone, nothing to suggest she was angry or upset about his not disclosing the whole of it. Instead she took up the scroll and began to roll it, handling the parchment as if caring for vintage china. Once it was rolled she looked back to her colleague, a small smile lighting the elven countenance.

"I dun expect or require ye to tell me, Lucien, I jus' be....Concerned. Concerned as to why ye wish me to translate the 'Wisdom Rites o' Darken Down' for ye and to wha' ends ye mean to use such knowledge. If'n ye be sure the translatin' be all the help ye needs from me I will 'ave somethin' for ye by week's end. 'Tis some tomes o' me own I must search through first."

Worry for her friend and just what it might be he was keeping close to his vest shadowed pale features, a hand resting gently to the barrister's forearm once her speak was done.

"I can promise you, it will be soon."

If anyone understood secrets, it was Sid. A disarming perceptiveness rose in the smile she gave her colleague, though concern still marred the look from those glamoured eyes.

"Aye, Lucien. I right understan'. Jus' please....Go forth with care in this. I promise to 'ave somethin' back to ye afore the week's end. But right now it be lookin' like me work be cut out for me, so I should be goin'."

Moving past him and through the door she retrieved her colors along the way, shrugging into the jacket while walking slowly down the hall to the front of the townhouse. Opening the door, a hand resting to its knob, she looked back at the barrister after a long glance was taken of the scroll she held, a strange expression darkening that elven face.

"Jus' promise me tha' ye know wha' ye mayhap be gettin' into with this?" This was an entreat to the barrister, and despite Sid's attempt at letting her question seem but one of concern for a friend something more lie beneath those words. Perhaps it was because she awaited no reply from him, striding down the steps and mounting the wheel-less mage bike, kicking it to life and roaring off around the corner with a single wave back before she disappeared from sight. Perhaps it had been the look in her eyes.

It wasn't to the 'stone and her WestEnd neighborhood she had turned, instead the ride was pointed towards Rhydin's largest lake, heading for its north end, the cliffs overlooking the sea and the Onyx House manse. Thundering through the iron gates she dismissed the guards with a flippant wave, walking straight inside to Lankyn's private library. With the Lord of the manor on business, the Ancient knew she could take the time needed undisturbed here. And so, collecting a random lackey to send word to Scottie of her whereabouts, she took a seat at the large table, gingerly unrolling the scroll and meticulously placing silver weights to each of the four corners.

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It might have been the dust stirred up outside the locked library door, drifting inside from the staff's furious cleaning. Whatever the cause, Sid's head came up off the table with a loud and obnoxious sneezing fit, effectively jolting her from sleep.

"Bleedin' hells!" Mumbling, scooting back from the table she got up to walk to the door. Sticking her head out, she hollered. "Can a body get some coffee in this joint or be tha' too much to frellin' hope for!?"

It had been four days the Ancient had spent pouring over archaic texts within Lankyn's private reserve. Tomes that hadn't seen the light of day outside his possession since long before The Return had taken place. Scrolls and bound parchments from lands unknown, or forgotten in the ravages of time. Kept safe from prying eyes and those who might use their knowledge as a means to an end. An end Lankyn's agendas had no truck with.

Coffee in hand, the door locked once more, Sid paced in front of the table, her eyes on the scribbles of her findings in the pad laying beside Lucien's scroll. "I 'ave nae doubt this be wha' ye seek, Lucien. I jus' be hopin' 'tis wha' ye really want and tha' I can find the final key for ye."

She knew the barrister would be anxious to hear from her, especially since none but Scottie and a few here at Onyx House even knew where she had holed herself up. Precious few moments she took from her task, sending word to Scottie during this time so that she could see him and their twins briefly, making sure he knew she was all right and imparting what little information to him she did possess. Understanding, the little family had stolen those moments happily, with Sid returning to the library to continue the project for her friend.

After one such visit, refreshed and renewed, Scottie's kisses still burning upon her lips, she made the discovery which meant all the difference in the difficulties that had presented themselves when first she began the translation. The text was keyed! No wonder it had made such little sense!

Now at week's end, and nursing the sludge she liked to call coffee, Sid sat down to write her colleague, calling out for one of the Family as the pen left the paper.

"Poe, take this o'er to Lucien Mallorek's townhouse. The directions be on tha' small scrap o' paper. Move ye arse an' dun spare the horses, either."

As the Blood left, locking the door behind him, Sid settled back with her coffee pulling over a cracked and crumbly book. "Let us see if'n ye hold the final key, sweets. An' if'n this be true, if'n it proves legit' Wha' be I goin' to do then, Lucien, wha' be I goin' to do then?" Silvered bangs fluttered in the wake of her fretful sigh.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:46 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings II

"By altering his arrangements and changing his plans, he keeps the enemy without definite knowledge." - Sun Tzu, The Art of War

The Ancient is pondering the current defense of his Family. He realizes that forces gather against him and his, he knows they seek something greater than mere lands, establishments, products or other such petty incidentals. Corwyn knows what the powers governing the current Dragon conflict really want.

The Mages have spoken of their actual goal: the hopes of gaining the power of the Walking Gods, the mythical race, the Ancients. He is in all things aware that to triumph one must be aware of the enemy that is unknown, that to many does not exist, yet lurks in waiting like a cobra ready to strike.

The Family now faces a greater foe than ever before, a foe that knows of them but they do not know of their foe. It is a wise soul that recognizes that knowledge of one's foe is the key to success. It is to these ends Corwyn shall work; to know the foes they face, to learn their desires, and to manipulate them against those same enemies.

Corwyn keeps his senses above all sharp, seeking any that could threaten or harm. Seeking any who might cross the boundaries between what is safe for the mortals, or other races not of their ilk, to know and what is not. Since the capture of Belial he must insure that such an event is not allowed to happen again. It is true she is one of the weakest of the Ancients; crippled by amnesia and a kind of madness she had wrought upon herself since her Fall, but that makes what happened to her no less dangerous, a serious threat that could destroy far more than create. Perhaps it is time to eradicate the texts, the mages, the knowledge: All that could bring this ruin down about the Angels heads"

And hence the tickle of Sid's presence in his private library is felt and her current project comes to light as bright as the Great Architect's touch within. He has little choice but to intervene. The knowledge Sid holds cannot be shared with any who would use it against the Angels themselves. The knowledge Sid has unearthed must be destroyed as certainly as those who would seek to use it.

* * * * *

Corwyn steps into the cold, dry tomb of the hidden library from a door few know of. He pauses, allowing his sight to adjust to the low level of light, pools of it spill over the tables, but the books and scrolls are rarely kept lit to preserve them from the harm it would otherwise cause. He can smell where Sid is and he follows that scent, as quietly as the crawl of time itself, he moves unheard, unseen; an art his race did not have to learn, something they have been simply graced with. He places a firm hand to his sibling's shoulder where she studies the lost language, working hard on the translation which he alone realizes she cannot share.

"Manon?" His voice warm, soft, inviting. Perhaps the memories of their time together removes the edge that he would have otherwise shown to any other who sought the same knowledge"

"I am aware of your current project, Manon." Her name rolling from thin lips with an elegance rarely heard as he speaks in a tongue only those of their breed could hear or understand. "You know what the content holds, you know it cannot be shared with any outside our race. You must deny what you have learned and destroy the scroll. There is a storm gathering upon us, and none can be allowed to gain such control as the contents therein can supply."

He speaks soothingly, understanding Sid's desire to aide a friend in their quest. Sid is one of the youngest, one of those most abused by their race, she deserves far better than she has ever been given by the Angels and he knows this as a mortal knows breath. The reason for her creation alone was an abomination, had he not already removed himself from their ranks, quit his *job* so to speak, he would never have allowed such atrocities to be committed. Too late, as with so much of the past, it is too late to undo what was done, but he shall oversee her, insure that they never touch her again, never play her like a pawn they had created her to be. His hand squeezes the frail feeling shoulder beneath long fingers tenderly. Manon will always rest inside his heart, although some would argue if he has one or not.

"Perhaps there is another way to assist your friend" Please, attempt to discover your friend's need and desire" If you wish, you can bring Lucien to me and I shall do all within *our* power to give him what it is he needs. But this?" A nod to the scroll she has been working so hard to discern. "This is knowledge we cannot allow any other to hold." His words firm yet gentle as silvered eyes rest upon his lost love.

Long Lankyn Leader of the Bloods Retired Guardian of the Fixed Stars, Creator and Mentor of the Elven Race.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 09:49 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings III

Sitting for hours staring at the final translation of Lucien's scroll, she battled against an inner conflict. And such was how he came upon her, glamour faded as she struggled inwardly with things too few would ever understand; head in hands, the silvered silk of her hair curtaining face and a form that seemed but a fragile slip of moonbeam bottled within the surrounding darkness; startling at the touch upon her shoulder more because she should have sensed his nearness than because he had caught her unawares.

Moments passed between the first sounding of her name in a tone that caused her chin to tremble, until a sigh fell and she looked up from behind the fall of hair. Meeting those silver eyes with her own and the face of her trueness, one thin, delicately boned hand rose to rest atop his at her shoulder. Another sigh falling, her gaze returned to the scroll while Lankyn continued.

The words he spoke were sure and certain, especially in the light of Belial's recent troubles. And yet' Part of her nature had never been able to deny a specific askance of help. Perhaps it was her origins; she didn't really know if others of her species were held to such things, she never thought to ask. Or perhaps it was the fact of her creation, maybe her time Above and all she wrought there caused this weight to bind her" Perhaps as Lankyn had spoken about something else a few weeks past, she merely chose it to be so"

Turning in the chair to face him fully her hand moved from his brushing back the silvery spider's silk that had fallen to her face, determination in the set of her jaw and the lines of thin lips. Using the tongue of their breed - for this was something she understood to be too dangerous for any to hear - her words came soft and melodic.

"I know I canna give this back to Lucien, Ber. I knew the moment I finished the translation an' found it to be true, nae a counterfeit like others 'ave proven to be o'er the years. But he be needin', desperate almost, an' I promised me help to him."

An elbow propped to the table, its upraised hand cradling the Ancient's head, fingers pinching the bridge of her nose. "Could it harm to falsify a copy o' this, leave out wha' be detrimental an' give him the rest' I be nae sure o' all tha' he wants, Ber. He be nae verra forthcomin'. From wha' he be tellin' me an' wha' I be seein' o' his notes he be tryin' to learn about demon magicks, blood ties, wizard an' dark spells, summonin' demons, controllin' them. He be 'avin' lists on demons an' they powers, how family ties be maintained, an' the consequences o' breakin' such. There be notes on specters an' shadows, e'en necromancy. To say I be worried about him an' wha' he be keepin' close to his vest be an understatement o' some magnitude, m'love."

The familiar honorific fell from her lips without thought and teeth nipped in her lower lip as she looked away from him back to the scroll. No matter how much time passes, no matter the pain there can come from it, some things will never be erased from its slate. Despite what she had rendered in the past, Lankyn was the one she learned her first taste of love from before it was so cruelly ripped away.

"An' ye canna seriously think to be destroyin' such knowledge. I ken ye dun jus' mean this particular scroll, either." Eyes of silver true lifting to the darkness that held other such archaic texts before they moved back and implored Lankyn's own. "Ye would do such out o' fear, Ber" I know the threat be real, I be nae some silly child, but' Be there nae a way to keep them safe, safer than ye 'ave kept them all this time" Mayhap" Well" Ye do be married to the Lady, Ber. Be there safer haven than tha' she holds station o'er?"

That Lankyn's wife might still be unable to find the doorway back to Avalon never occurred to Sid, she was simply seeking alternatives to keep such knowledge from being eradicated. Perhaps, just perhaps, there were personal reasons behind this motive, but that was something she had yet to explore, if ever she would.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 10:00 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings IV

Knowledge is the power: The power to rule, to dominate, to control the masses. Only teach the minimalist of needed skills to the masses, for it is in their lack of knowledge that they remain meek and within one's control to manipulate. The masses are what make a great ruler greater, use them as the tools they are and success is assured. - Sun Tzu, The Art of War

Corwyn listens to Sid's softly spoken words, silver eyes never falter from the beloved visage and yet, there is no true safe place where knowledge of this magnitude can rest without worry that one day it may fall into the wrong hands. Even now the Angels Above move to interfere with their siblings on Earth.

The arrogance, the pride; was not that the reason Morning Star was cast from Heaven" Yet, it seems since the Great Architect slipped away, the Angels Above now fall to the same sins, taking it upon themselves to intrude with their siblings below. Corwyn wonders what Dante says to the Mortals that take Innocence for granted more so than He or his would ever dare"

Somehow he doubts that Dante dares to chide the Dragons, leaving only that tainted honor to Corwyn and kin. It would suit the arrogance of the Angel to think that because Corwyn is who and what he is, Dante holds some right to dictate. But none Above hold such rights over him. In fact they hold nothing over any, they are merely lost lap dogs, awaiting some direction, begging for some attention from a greater being who has forsaken them because they were not worthy to serve.

He shakes the silvered head gently; bending to one knee, silver eyes to periwinkle blues.

"Manon, Sun does not have the keys to Avalon, and even if she did, do you really believe that there are those who would still not trample the dimensions to seize what they want' Power is a strong allure, it attracts only those who know and understand it little. True power" That is born into the soul, not stolen or taken, not earned through hard work and labor. And those most desperate to have it' It is they who should never wield it, for in their hands greatness fails, falls to ruin and death is the only harbinger of peace." He could name names, recite a list of mortals who abused power because it was not within them but stolen, seized, taken by the hand of force, but this is not a history lesson.

"I understand your friend has great need, and I also understand your desire to retain, protect the treasures you feel such texts and tomes hold. But I beg you to think what would happen had Hitler, Pol Pot, any of the earthly tyrants would do with such knowledge" Even now there are those who would use such things against our race. This knowledge could bring our destruction, the ruin of all we have striven to build, to nurture. It is within your power to help me keep this from happening.

"You are welcome to falsify the documents, but when they do not work, will he not feel the betrayal, even if it is not known to him' Demons, Manon, what are they but our Fallen Kin's creations" Are they more worthy sacrifices than the Elven Race" Do we, knowing who and what they are, have the right to pass such knowledge on' To allow their enslavement by those who have not earned such rights" Would you give Belial to one seeking such control" Aleron' Are they unworthy of our protection?" A pause as he allows his words to find home in her thoughts.

"I ask only that you carefully consider what you will be granting him should you insist on giving him this knowledge. And what you will be sacrificing if you give him false information. But I shall allow you to make the choice, if he abuses this knowledge, then perhaps Michael and Dante will have something worthy of their wrath to invest their attentions."

From Manon's creation, she has been denied the many rights of the higher echelon of their race, used more like a tool, a weapon, never given the opportunity to a voice, or to taste the truth or freedom of their ilk. Histories were not shared; past was not granted freely, as she was merely a toy in their bloodbath of battle of kin against kin. When she had removed herself from their grasps, he and the other Neutrals had gladly taken her in. He had declared that she would never be so harshly treated, ignored, or overlooked again, and this he has seen to.

Perhaps she did not like the title, the position to which she had been "elected", but her affinity with the spirit, with Nature, was what had gained her such a crown. How does he express his sadness to his lost love, how his heart breaks that she denies herself in turning from what she truly is" A vessel, an Avatar of something far greater than the Angels, something that is the playground of the Gods themselves"

She has the soul, the spirit of the universes residing inside her, if only she could accept it, tap into that greatness" But it isn't Corwyn's place to dictate or control her. She will never be a toy for him or any other to manipulate, for Manon is still touched with the innocence, still untainted by the brutality that begot her race. Caressed is she by the very essence of Nature, it is her choice alone what paths she picks to travel, not his, not now, and mayhaps, never again.

He could feel jealous of the Crow, hate the male for stealing what was once solely his, but Scottie has worked miracles with Manon, to deny this would be a lie unworthy of making. Corwyn smiles with heavy sadness, he could not grant her the peace she finds in the arms of the other, and yet, he can still remember the taste of it, the fabric of that love and yearn for what he had stolen from him.

His revenge against Mab will never be complete, for she will never know the suffering that she wrought against him. Mab does not have a heart, cannot feel the depths of it's breaking. Never will she know the joy either, as little reassurance as this reality is, it offers no tangible real satisfaction, merely a whisper in his mind, a vapor of light mist that numbs the pain a small fraction.

"Again, I offer you my aide in whatever choice you make, Manon. I would help your friend in any way possible, for you." His hand lifts to caress her cheek, brush back the silken strands, tucking them behind the pointed ear. His eyes reflect little of his thoughts, but never would he hold his love for her away.

Long Lankyn Leader of the Bloods Retired Guardian of the Fixed Stars, Creator and Mentor of the Elven Race.

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 10:08 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings V

Turning in the chair to face him as he bent to one knee, hands dropped loosely to her lap atop the white silk of her sheath, bare feet tucking back beneath the seat, crossing at slim ankles. Silver shot summer's blue eyes holding to his attentively while he spoke.

Whatever else had passed between her and Lankyn - the good and the bad - the one thing he had forever been to her, since even before their first meet, was a teacher, a Guide. She took words he said to heart; she respected his wisdom and his thoughts. She had no delusions about his ways and means with things throughout time, but he had held a place and continues to hold one - despite the rigors and wear of such a position - that she, herself, could never attain.

He was speaking of power. Sid knows the allure of such a thing, knows well the toll such can take on those not ready for its grip. Thumb and middle finger of her right hand twist absently at the tip of her left hand's index finger. Lucien did not seek such a power, she knew this surely as she knew the pull of breath within her lungs. But, what if the scroll should be lost from his hands, she understands this is what Lankyn is meaning her to think on. With the latest revelations of the goings on from Above, he means her to think on the ramifications concerning not only this text but also the rest of the tomes held secured in this library.

And then he speaks the word betrayal. Spun silver brows draw tight, thin lips quickly turning down in a trembling frown. She had given no thought to this. Even if Lucien suspected nothing of her tampering - and how would he know - she would never be able to deny to herself the hand she had played should his quest fail because of it. Gods, she could be such an infant sometimes!

Corwyn's words on demons are right, the creations of her own kin. Still holding to that index finger, both hands rise gradually to her mouth. Teeth chewing at her left hand's thumbnail anxious worry seats hard on elvin features as he mentions enslavement, asks her if she would give up Belial, even Aleron to such a horror. Her hands fall back slowly to her lap, the thought of that striking her with shame.

Yet, he leaves her to her own choice. He has at all times done thus; with Lankyn, it was never any other way. Oh, he manipulated, presented his case, as always, in the best of lights meaning to sway the results. But, he never toyed with her, never made her feel a pawn in some grand game she would forever be in the dark about. Ultimately the choice was hers, the path she chose one of her own choosing. And, in the past, some of her choices had hurt him, this she knew well.

As his hand caresses her cheek, as it moves to brush back her hair and tuck it over the point of her ear in tender gesture of times long past, moonwhite lashes blink fast to stem the moisture gathering behind them. Turning away from him gently, pale lids close briefly a deep breath taken before she looks back into silver eyes.

"Ye be right, Ber." She breathes the words out quietly, the complex notes and sounds of their race's speech animating her pale face. With warm smile capturing her lips, she returns a gesture of old; one hand rising to allow the backs of silken fingers to touch softly upon his temple, holding there for several beats of her heart.

"I 'ave much to think on. Nae matter how I present this to Lucien 'twill seem a betrayal surely as I falsified the scroll. But, ye be right, I canna let this out an' I willna. This I promise to ye, Ber. If'n he consents to the alternative, to our help in this matter he seeks to resolve, ye 'ave given ye promise to me ye will do all within our power to help him."

Fingers trail down in caress of pale cheek and stern jaw line; she need not add that she will hold him to this he knows it well enough. "Promise me but one other thing, m'love. Tha' ye will give careful thought afore ye eradicate the texts ye hold close. Please."

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 10:18 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings VI

The Past-the dark unfathom'd retrospect! The teeming gulf-the sleepers and the shadows! The past! the infinite greatness of the past! For what is the present after all but a growth out of the past" - Walt Whitman

The ancient silver eyes stare deeply into glamoured summer blues, as spidery fingers caress Sid's pale cheek. How easily she reads him at times, he ponders silently to himself. To realize his potential for destruction of objects, texts, information not really his to control and to understand his motives, the lack of morals that offer little in the light of reality, and yet still see the nobility that lurks behind what could be perceived as something altogether different, Manon did all this and more. She understands Corwyn on a level few others have achieved. He gives a slight nod, his words will mean more than the gesture itself.

"Yes, Manon, I *will* help Lucien as I offered and I shall not make such hasty decisions concerning this knowledge at this time." His tone is low, barely above a whisper but his gaze never falters from Sid's. His word is his honor, something too few no longer comprehend or recognize but it doesn't stop Corwyn from relying upon such a token. He knows Sid will understand.

Personally, Corwyn doesn't really know much about the attorney, Lucien Mallorek. In fact he knows very little other than the male had earned the title of *friend* from Sid. Lucien's ambitions or motives are unknown elements to Corwyn, but he has learned to trust in Sid and her instincts rather than his own dark nature and paranoia. If Sid insists that Lucien isn't seeking control over dark powers, Corwyn will believe in her opinion until proven otherwise. He will do all within his power to help Lucien in his quest, although Corwyn realizes that he does this out of selfishness rather than selflessness; he does this for Manon and for what she will see in him because of this seeming act of kindness.

Manon's opinion of him become of import to the Ancient many lifetimes ago, in an age long forgotten by mortals, when the world was young enough to nurture Faith and Hope. In those times of light and love, his race had roamed freely, creating "life" with flamboyant ease. The fear of oblivion, the glittering red tides of war, the Fall of Angels were but distant prophecies heard only in evil whisperings of dark, moving shadows. It was a time when optimism and beauty reigned, and Manon shone above all in her naivet' and purity. The Mistress of Summer, the Dancing Maiden with arms flung wide as skirts whirl with the wonder that surrounds her. Sid may joke about her *Title*, but it was bestowed because of what she inherently accomplished; Manon earned her title by existing. He would say the same of each of the Ancients, from Mab to himself, each Title granted was meant to utilize individual talents to their fullest. But that was the Beginning, and a very long time ago, things have changed vastly since then.

Thin lips curve in to a warm smile, sharp features softened by a rare show of emotion, Corwyn leans to press a light kiss to Manon's cheek, spidery fingers cupping her chin gently. "I do not seek such a promise from you, My Love, but offer one; you have my word that I will use all within my means to help Lucien. Whatever you decide to do I shall simply choose to have faith in it." He pauses, silver eyes seeking summer blues. "You are so much stronger and far more talented than you realize, Manon, your power will reflect in your actions. Rely on what you feel within, yes" If there is a promise I seek it is that you will trust in yourself. Your instinct won't lead you astray, My Love, but down a path true to *you*."

He drops his hands to capture hers, spidery, long fingers curling over the smaller fragile-seeming ones with a gentle squeeze. Corwyn knows that there are dark times ahead, old enemies seeking revenge loom on the horizon, he understands that soon they will all be swept up in the rising storm, but right now, this moment, he allows himself to sup of peace and tranquility. Soon enough the tides will roll in, but right now he spends the time lost in the rejuvenating eternity of glamoured summer blue depths.

Long Lankyn Leader of the Bloods Mentor of the Elven Race Neutral

Sid

Date: 2005-12-27 10:50 EST
Within a Private Study - Unexpected Findings VII

"If there is a promise I seek, it is that you will trust in yourself. Your instinct won't lead you astray, My Love, but down a path true to *you*."

The ticking by of minutes possesses little meaning to those created before such parameters, and thus she allowed herself the occasion to linger. Lost in silvered depths, there was a pull at her core of a strength not known since ages far past. Here was harmony, Synchronicity, if for but a passing moment.

Still, time moves forward so that eventually even an Ancient notices, and things wait to be done. Since modern mortal's birth, time presses harder than before. Reluctantly she tugged her gaze away, leaning softly to him and letting her lips brush his. For just a . . . Moment.

"Ye words 'ave always weighted truth with me, m'love, I than' ye for the strength I take from them an' ye." The whisper still warm against his neck she moved to the door, glamoured eyes dipping briefly. "I shall be seein' Lucien this night."

Then she was gone, perhaps a bit too quick.

?"?????????????????"

Hitting the edge of the Main District, Sid gunned the mage bike's engine, rushing wind cool to heated cheeks. Memories stirred from this time with Lankyn rippled outward like a pebble dropped to still waters, moving swift towards things she did not feel prepared to meet head on.

The clock tower down at WestEnd struck quarter past thirteen. She was late. Again.

Wrestling the demons of her own making always left her cranky and drained, yet there were duties to perform, a job to placate. Did most of them know, behind the smile and friendly rap it mattered little to the tender whether a great deal of them continued to walk this plane or not' Not that she would facilitate harm against the masses. More like, they were of no great importance, occasional amusement.

Then again, some of them shone - pearls among the plastic. The mortal coil had never failed to amaze, delight and confound her. These were ones she watched, the ones she kept . . . Secured.

And then there were friends . . .

Lucien sat at the bar, looking as if he had been there all evening staring into his coffee, lost in thought. A knot clenched her stomach. Beyond another world's boundaries and the denizens native to its lands and planes, Sid didn't count many close on this side. They did things differently over here. She wasn't very good at it.

To those she did count, the Ancient was as true with them as she could possibly be. Promises were not made nor broken lightly. She learned long ago that her word was truly all she took with her.

Two hours passed interminably slow, with a side order of tense. Since she couldn't say nothing to the man the whole shift, and she hadn't actually figured out what way she was going to go, she took Lankyn's advice and went with her instincts after finally saying hello.

Her instincts eventually kicked into gear near shift's end after orally dancing all night with the barrister and others, keeping busy, keeping him busy . . . Trying not to think.

She was breaking a vow; she would not compound it with betrayal.

?"?????????????????"

Lucien was slumped in a chair behind the desk, when Sid entered the office.

"Is he gone now?"

"Aye, luv, he left. Sent him after tha' mythical set o' double Fs after he pinched me bum. Damn incubi." A rub at the pinching Lars had given her as she followed Lucky into the office, where he'd gone into hiding from the demon's advances.

Relief was plain on the barrister's face and he smiled at her, but she knew why he was really here.

"So' What did you want to talk to me about, Sid?"

She waved him off as he rose to offer the chair; she needed to be on her feet. "Aye, the scroll . . . Well . . ." She swallowed a bit; she knew Ber was right, what had been discovered could never return to the outside.

"There be a problem. But . . ."

A frown creased his brow, "What problem?" and she watched the anxiety levels rise as he stood from the chair. "Sid. What is going on' What problem?"

"Lucky, look . . ." Taking the corner of the desk, she sighed and gestured, waiting for him to sit again. "I be rather 'avin' ye honest anger than betray our friendship by lyin' to ye . . . Wha' I be findin' . . . It could mayhap prove . . . Apocalyptic?" Yes . . . that was definitely a good word for it. "An' . . ."

"Anger, betray, apocalyptic . . ." The barrister murmured, confused, slumping back against the seat again. "And . . .?"

Sid knew whatever Lucien was seeking was of great import, dire. She felt for him, she felt the pain at having to tell him what she must.

"I dun know if'n it e'en holds for ye wha' ye need . . . 'Tis possible, though I know nae wha' ye seek. But, I canna let this tome out into the worlds once more . . . Though . . ." Reluctantly making the confession, she rushed through what she could offer him, hoping it would soften the blow somewhat. She didn't count on it being by much. "I 'ave spoken to Lankyn an' he wishes me to convey tha' wha' e'er power he an' the Bloods 'ave at they disposal to help ye . . . Ye 'ave but to ask, an' I be to bring ye to speak with him. This be includin' wha' e'er can be safely taken off the scroll ye gave to me, o' course."

That last part she threw in of her own accord, hoping there was still something innocuous enough on the scroll she could give to her friend that might help. If such could be found she would fight even Ber to allow the knowledge to be passed. She owed Lucky this much . . . She owed him much more.

That frown etched his features again, a deep crease marring flesh between his brow, and he just sat there like that for a long moment, staring at her, the words sinking in. Slowly he climbed from the seat, several steps taken away from the chair, the desk and Sid.

His back to her, he stood there in silence. Pain of loss - his loss - touched her to the core like a hundred jagged gashes. She marveled at the discipline she could sense, wondered in awe at why he did not release the rage she knew was building upon its rightful recipient.

Slaughter a thousand and ten thousand more" Sid had done such without a single thought. Hurt a friend" She would rather suffer the eternal nothing than have to do so. Why didn't he yell at her" How did he take this so outwardly calm' She deserved his wrath! Dare she even admit, she wanted it . . . Intensely. Glamoured blue eyes watched the barrister's back for a moment then dropped to study the floor.

"So . . . Let me get this straight . . ." Finally he turned back to face her. "You're telling me that . . . This scroll . . . May or may not hold what I need. But regardless of that . . . You won't be returning it to me. Is that about correct?"

Teeth worried at her lower lip and all she could do was nod.

Then, quietly, with an eerie composure, he replied simply, "I see." He looked away from her once again to run a hand over his face, the other clenched in a tight fist at his side.

How did they deal with this" Breath strangled in her chest and throat. What could she say' If he understood the implications . . . But, she couldn't tell him, and sorry seemed so lame. "I be . . . Please, Lucien. Will ye speak with Lankyn" I be sure he an' I together can help ye."

He paced along the far wall, rubbing his chin, quietly murmuring. "I can't believe this . . ."

"I didna wan' . . . I so wished to . . An' then . . It be . . . An' there . . . I . . ." She returned to her study of the floor, hands wringing in her lap. She so sucked.

"I can't . . . believe this." Lucien shook his head, ice blue eyes snapping with hurt and anger looked back at her. "What does the scroll say, Sid" What the hell is on there that . . . Is it Lankyn" What did he find out' What did you find out' What is on there that has you talking about an apocalypse" Sid . . . what the hell does that scroll reveal?" There was an agonized plea and reigned fury tightly woven together in her colleague's voice, she knew that sound too well.

" 'Tis the Wisdom Rites o' the Darken Down, Lucien." This much she had told already. "It be . . . Power. Power like nae a one should be 'avin'. Power o'er . . ." Her pale hand rose slowly to the air then drifted down to gesture at the floor, eyes morphing to silver true as her gaze followed the path of it.

"Sid . . . please." Quickly he crossed the room to stand at the desk before the Ancient, his gaze intense and unwavering as he met hers, a rising desperation flooding over the ire in his voice. "(vs) Please . . . I don't care about power. I am just trying to . . ." He caught himself, though, and silenced, backing up a few steps, but that icy blue gaze remained on Sid, wavering as he struggled within himself.

"Wha', Lucien" Wha' be ye tryin' to do?" Her voice made its own plea. A plea to help him because it was what she must. For friendship, for the promise, for more she couldn't bloody name! "If'n I 'ave but an idea I can surely help ye more'n nae knowin' wha' ye be needin'." With a quiet anguish, her silver gaze beseeched him. "I can help, Lucky, I 'ave nae doubt."

Under his breath he muttered, frustrated, "Damn it to hell." Stepped back and fell into the chair with a resigned sigh.

"Lucien, please." Her breath labored slightly with the battle and grief. Tentatively she reached out and then quietly dropped her hand back to a leather-encased thigh. "Canna ye tell me e'en the basics" Somethin'?" Couldn't she tell him something, anything"

Lucien's eyes lifted to Sid once again, and what she saw in them ran her through sharper than any blade. Despair . . . resignation . . . helplessness . . . Perhaps even a haunted guilt weighing heavily on the barrister. "I am trying to find . . . someone, Sid, gone without a trace as if they never existed. I am trying to find . . ." He paused, as if seeking the appropriate word. " . . . Family."

She grasped at the thread like it was a lifeline. "An' ye need information on demons an' they magicks, necromancy an' such ye 'ave researched for this" Be they taken by such' Are they such?" If only it was a latter! That would make it easier, yes"

With a pained honesty, he offered. "I can't . . . (w) I just can't."

Softness found the smile she gave to her friend at his admission; the Ancient understood well such secrets.

Lucky ran a hand over his face again, a slight tremor evident in the normally steady one, an uncertain falter in his normally confident speech. "I don't know Sid . . ." Defeat touched the edge of his tone. "I don't know." The words faded into a low growl and he paused. "That's why I need to know what is on that scroll, Sid. I need to know . . ." He trailed off as his voice began to rise, and instead he breathed deep.

"An' if'n ye know" Ye didna jus' pick tha' up from seller o' such, did ye' Nae found it in some obscure library o' archaic texts, aye?"

"No, I did not." He admitted quietly.

"Among effects" Or handed down?"

"I have various . . . contacts. One of them found it - obtained it for me at no small cost."

"A' right . . . So . . . Be ye connected with this scroll in some way other'n ye paid for it' Did ye seek this particular text out for reason other'n general research?"

He sighed and shook his head. "I don't know about magic and demons and things like that. I told them I wanted anything related to those things and left it to them to find it. I'm not a power hungry maniac. I'm not out for world domination. Hell, Sid. I'm oblivious half the time."

"Aye, aye . . ." Nodding solemnly, teeth tugged in her lower lip. "Can ye tell me why ye decided demons, they magicks an' hierarchy be wha' would tell ye wha' ye mayhap need to find who ye be seekin'?"

The barrister gave another fretful sigh. "I can't speak to that, Sid."

"It be a'right . . . I understan'." Again, she reached out to the hand of his nearest, a touch gentled there. In that briefest of grips, she let slip a flash of something telling: Beings of seeming perfection, winged, bloodied, littering in agonized postures across a field of light. Their counterparts swooping high above, the horrific and terrifying screams of a hundred birds of prey calling for the kill.

"What the . . ." His hand jerked away, ice blue gaze lifted to meet Sid's again. She knew the look - shell shock.

Dark threads swirled in her silver gaze as their eyes met. She couldn't tell him more, could only hope he caught enough of a clue. "(vq) I can help ye, Lucien. Will ye please let me try' Make amends an' help?"

Finally, he nodded, slowly. Moonwhite lashes flicked fast, and she turned her head to clear the moisture from her eyes. "Will ye speak with Lankyn, as well?"

Lucien rose from the seat with a deep inhale and mulled over this last a bit longer than the other, but again the nod came, his reply reserved and subdued. "I'll speak with Lankyn." His hand ran over his face again. "You and I both ought to be heading home to our loved ones, M'friend. It is late."

"I shall arrange it. An' Lucien . . . I will help ye find wha' ye be needin'." Tender smile offered, she placed a hand gently upon his shoulder.

His own hand reached up to rest upon hers and he squeezed it. "(q) Thank you, Sid. I appreciate it."

Impulsively she pulled him into a hug before letting him go, and to her amazement, he returned it with what she chose to believe - for that moment - was warmth and friendship.

"Good night, M'friend. And thank you, for being honest with me. I know it was hard for you to break that news to me." Smiling with genuine affection, Lucky bowed respectfully to her. "Safe journey, Sid, and good night, M'friend. Peace to you." And with a wink, he stepped from the office.

Moments after the barrister had left, she sat doing the night's paperwork, a dark frown bringing with it the beginnings of a dull ache. It was a betrayal; she couldn't shade it otherwise. Yet, he had forgiven her, hadn't he" Shouldn't she feel better" Wasn't that what forgiveness was supposed to bring" Then how come she felt like so much dren"

She had to talk to somebody, somebody she trusted with her very being and all its secrets . . . Secrets she must learn to let go. Scottie was right.

Paperwork shoved to the desk drawer for a later time, she strolled from the office and to the front of the Inn where Baby waited patiently. It would be a long ride home, and an even longer one once she got there. Afterwards, on the morrow, she would speak again with Lankyn.

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 07:57 EST
Upping the Stakes

"With great power comes great responsibility." Uncle Ben, Spiderman 2002

It is an ancient place, a place of power surging with echoes of worshipers over many centuries; this is where he's chosen to do the casting. He can hear the sounds of the city in the distance, people, traffic and the snap, crackle of electricity. The ruins are close to civilization, but at this late hour no one will travel here. This place is remote and private enough for his task tonight. The strand of nexus is just beginning to form overhead and will take another ten minutes to fully develop but this is the very reason he's here, far from Rhydin, far from prying eyes and multiple spies from copious enemies. He needs the power of the nexus for the spell, but he wants no interference from his brethren or any others seeking his extinction. This place is perfect.

Silver eyes follow the strand of surging power as it grows dipping slowly towards the ground his thoughts heavy upon him tonight. The conversation with Sid had gone poorly, she was upset about Aya, the girl from the future, accusing him of "doling out only what information he wanted them to know". Partially true, but he understands the repercussions of the future interfering with the now, the consequences could be devastating, and instead of victory, they might find themselves defeated. It is best that what Aya knew stays closed, stays as it had been intended from the beginning of this plan. Explaining this to Sid would be opening her to more danger than she is already in, another bad idea. Corwyn strives to protect the brethren under his wings to the best of his abilities, putting any one of them in greater danger he considers insanity.

With a wave of his hand, candles, previously not there, burst to life and incense filled the air. He knows the words of the spell; he didn't bother to bring the parchment with him, just in case things get out of hand; if he should fall it wont be counted among the trophies. The insects and night creatures give a natural rhythm to the night. Corwyn nods his approval of his chosen setting. It will do just fine. He steps to the center of the ancient temple, arms lifting to the sky, waiting to be engulfed by the surging strand of the nexus.

He doesn't really know what will happen when he casts the spell. It has never been used before, there are none to ask, no records to refer to. It is of the angelic arcane, secrets of the Creator, and in a script so old it's even been forgotten by his own race. Save for a few, nine of them to be exact. The import of the nine is the exact contents of the spell. "What was gifted but once will be gifted to thee." Cryptic to many but forthright for him, Corwyn understands what this means and from what Aya told him; he thinks it will grant them the edge they will need to survive. Because if they in Rhydin fall, the Lands will be next and everything they have built will be destroyed.

Sid had been hesitant, Belial resigned to the idea, but Corwyn knows what?s coming and he understands what only one other had known before him. Michael has gone insane and he shall smite as God, beginning with the pollution of the seraphim and their half-breeds. If Corwyn doesn't use this weapon, they might not survive the onslaught of Heaven. Corwyn is very aware of the amassing of the armies; Belial had not been taken down as easily as Gabriel had anticipated. He won't make the same mistake again; this time when the attacks begin they will be far more deadly and intended to take them all on. And Gabriel has been busy, he knows all about Corwyn, Belial and Sid, thanks to Mab, the betrayer.

Corwyn should feel sorry for her; she's attempting to buy time, bartering with Michael in hopes of being spared, too bad she's so stupid. Once Corwyn is out of the way" They won't hesitate to take the Lands apart, destroying everything they've worked to build since the first dawning. Corwyn knows he's the only thing that stands between the Lands and his vengeance-seeking siblings. He knows because he is of the original nine. It is the only reason that they haven't struck before, but all that has changed, hasn't it"

Michael is willing to cross lines that the Creator laid down, in his arrogance and pride he believes this is the way for Angelic redemption. Corwyn doesn't pretend to understand his sibling but nor is he going to allow Michael to destroy all he's created. Michael can rot in his madness; make war in heaven all he likes, but bringing it to Corwyn's doorstep" His brother is in for a surprise; Corwyn doesn't take trespass against him or his lightly, he's going to give them hell right back.

Hadn't Morningstar paid a price for his pride, his arrogance" Michael was there when Morningstar Fell, he knew, he saw and yet he's now walking that same path.

The nexus strand reaches the earth and energy begins to shift and surge in tides of power. Somewhere nearby, maybe even in the city, some poor souls might be swept up and tossed to foreign dimensions, like Rhydin. But here in the ancient ruins, Lankyn cares less about such unlucky fates as he begins his spell, the words of the old language rolling easily from thin lips. He offers the hair of the three, himself, Sid and Belial, the chosen participants, and as they burn the last of the words are spoken. The nexus strand continues to alter and course around him as the candles flicker wildly, but nothing has changed, he feels no different at all. Anticlimactic comes to mind as he lowers his arms, the elegant elven brow furrowing. Perhaps the spell hadn't worked" Or maybe it won't work on him" He has to return to Rhydin immediately, and contact the other two, a nod to his thoughts as he waves a hand, extinguishing all signs of him or his dealings here.

A dark frown settles on thin lips just before he teleports to Onyx, he's certain he'd cast the spell correctly, but lacking the results creates new more troubling issues.

Long Lankyn Progenitor of the Bloods

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 08:05 EST
Upping the Stakes II

A Wild Ride

Everything is in a state of metamorphosis. Thou thyself art in everlasting change and in corruption to correspond; so is the whole universe. Marcus Aurelius (121-180), Meditations. ix. 19.

Belial was sitting at the bar when it hit her, like a ton of proverbial bricks. A really odd sensation that began in the very pit of her tummy, radiating throughout her body, until she was certain something very bad was happening. She had gotten up and rushed into the kitchen, getting away from Wyld, Scot and Sun just in case, before the pain crippled her, throwing her to her knees with a silent cry of mercy. And this is where we find her, doubled over arms hugging knees close as she rolls on the floor of the kitchen at the Oak & Ash in agony.

Green eyes are tightly shut and her teeth are clenched, she has no real option but to give way her physical form, she can't take the plundering of energy surging through the body, it's going to rip her apart. With less effort than it takes to maintain her typical shell she shimmers into energy, a bright white light tinged with blue, but the pain doesn't stop, it increases.

No words, no cry can be heard she is locked alone in a tornado of wild arcing energy; its tugging and driving in and through her. Nothing is left untouched, no part of her is given reprieve and she has no idea what to do or how to control this, it's never happened before. A mental contact might work, but with the surging energy assailing her it might carry over to any she tries to reach, which could be bad for them' Her thoughts are ripped away as the pain grows too intense.

She's losing touch' drifting on a dark sea tossed with pain" Desperately seeking an escape she simply' lets go. Tumbling free of the waves, falling away from herself and she is"

Lost' Darkness descends over her, she can't feel anything now, just an odd tugging off in the distance, something" something she should remember" Yes, there comes a voice, stealing over her in the torrid pitch black of this silent place. A voice she finds comforting, familiar yet can put no name or face to' Just a vague impression, along with a deep comforting" Yes, this is safe; this is a nice place to be?

Somewhere inside she feels the budding, like an unfolding deep within. The sensations are odd, more feeling than thought, more wisdom than knowledge" A tide of the most unfamiliar" Is this what Morpheus spoke of? Emotions" The idea of emotion without tutelage is foreign to her, something that dreams offer but that she and those like her must learn" It didn't come naturally; it came hard and with much effort.

Until now"

It has nothing to do with the physical; it's not about passion, lust, urges prompting to be filled" No, this is pure, encompassing, it's not intellectual, has nothing to do with reasoning" It is a feeling. Interesting, she's had them before, but not so intimately. Before it was like she was outside looking in, leaving her detached, cold, able to pick and choose where her attentions would lie, allowing her to remain the calculated observer. But now it is like a dam has burst, like someone has opened a floodgate, where before she remained apart from it now it has become a part of her. Alright, she's scared" another new emotion, and one she wants nothing to do with!

And just as she is beginning to adjust to all these new sensations she's roughly jerked back to herself, laying on the floor in the kitchen of the O&A, physically exhausted, stiff in every joint, and aching all over. She flicks her tail, silently communing with Tral, only to learn that hours have passed since she'd entered the kitchen and just now returned. Where she'd gone" Tral could only say that it wasn't out of the O&A, because Sun left no way in or out when she'd locked the place down after talking to Luis"

Rising to her feet, albeit a bit unsteadily, she catches her weight on a counter until she feels strong enough to stand on her own. Green eyes narrow as she growls dark and low.

"Corwyn" You'll be the death of me yet! If I don't kill you first!"

~Belial~ Blood

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 08:13 EST
Upping the Stakes III Stand

Exile, for no other motive than ease, would be the last defeat, with no seed of future victory in it. ~ Lois McMaster Bujold, "Shards of Honor"

Hot wind beat against her face, tangled the streams of elflocks 'til all sound was choked from their lengths. Thrashing rain pelted flesh like hard-driving nails and still, she knew she couldn't drive fast enough or far enough.

Hesitant, she'd been more than that. Yet, the offer and askance came with words of keeping those she held dearest from a possible wrath. How could she say no' She knew he kept things from her. He knew she knew. It was the way of things, always was. And, for as far as she could see beyond this now it would always be thus. He was a rock for her. That, too, had never changed and she doubted ever would. Then came the mention of Her, clinching the deal enough for the Ancient to agree to the spell. What price madness"

Honestly, even after reluctant agreement some small part of her truly believed she could still walk away. She didn't want this. She'd never wanted any of it. There had never been any choice except which side to pick - not even that in the beginning. The freedom of declining never came to play. When angelic soles met the warmth and wonder of earthen soil there seemed an abundance of time where she was liberated; shackles, which had clung and kept her in the place she was created for were cast off and forgotten. But, when one forgets the past one is oft doomed to repeat it. As she saw it, First Winter came from her. There were obligations to be met. In the end, by his side, she met them, as best she knew to do - with sword in hand.

Then the choice became hers, or so she thought. An end to the fight, and to the fawning and adoration of followers she never felt worthy to undertake. Her role, her station, her responsibilities were not of import. Things would sail smoothly regardless of being there " in her mind, almost certainly better.

With the Return and new amusements to ponder and play amid, she ducked and dodged, spiraled into a darker abyss than any she'd known previous; and all for what, to forget, to hide" Sure, eventually she wet her feet here and there, pretended gallantry for lending a hand, keeping a watch. But, in truth, it was lies; lies to herself above all others. Never a stand was honorably taken.

Dirt and gravel spat beneath the wheel-less wells of the mage bike, silver true gaze skewed from the havoc taking place within. The spell was in effect, and she'd gotten out of the 'stone to spare Scottie and the bairns any fall out. She could still run, still fly fast and far. It didn't have to mean commitment; she'd made no vow or pledge. If she did, though, what was she"

Then, as trees moved past at a breakneck speed, as her hand twisted on the throttle to send her faster over the rise up ahead a lone thought struck her mind with pinpoint clarity. The most singular moment of clarity she could recall since awakening in the Above and choosing to follow the Exiles to their earthly dimensions. If she never took a stand, if she never met conflict except out of some forged sense of debt or duty she would never be more than what they made her to be. She would never be fully and wholly herself, and there lay more danger than a hundred thousand swords at her throat.

The turn took her by surprise. Lightning cracked and thunder roared as sharp rocks and barely covered roots peeled flesh from muscles like skin off ripe fruit. And, when finally her body, minus its consciousness, came to a rolling stop in a heap of bloodied cotton and leather, there was a smile on that elvin face.

How long was she down, how long had she been traveling silvered threads until she corroborated they all led back to a single anchored knot' It still rained, but there had been enough falling to wash her clean, enough time passed to shrivel the useless flesh hanging in ribbons from arms and torso, scab over the healing already at a run. Turning her face to the skies, she opened her mouth to the rain and felt the rush and pure enchantment as it had happened that first time when an angel's feet met earthly soil, when a choice had been made with free will and awareness.

Struggling to her feet, she thrust her fist up to the darkened heavens. As a squat and gnarled tree beside her burst into a blazing inferno, she laughed long and loud, the sound of a hundred murder of crows.

"Ye jus' come on down. Come an' take wha' ye think ye can. Aye?" Laughter dying off with a raspy cough she limped over to the downed ride and righted it, climbing stiffly back on and turning the bike back towards Rhydin and her stand.

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 08:25 EST
Upping the Stakes IV

Anteing-Up

All things change....There is nothing in the whole world which is permanent. Everything flows onward; Ovid (Publius Ovidius Naso) (43 B.C.-A.D. 17), Pythagoras, in Metamorphoses, bk. 15 (c. A.D. 8 ).

He sits at that great oaken desk, fingers steepled before him, his expression cold as ice. Corwyn could be nothing more than a statue so still and lifeless he seems. He cannot reach the other two, they are nowhere to be found and what?s worse, he cannot sense them anywhere, anywhere at all. He follows threads of energy, testing, seeking; tasting the information that flows around all souls unchecked. Nothing out of the ordinary seems to have happened in his absence, a mere two hours. Yet no Sid, no Belial. The frown that has settled on the high elven brow does not darken, it doesn't change to reflect the thoughts of the one within the shell, it sits as quiet as a corpse, as still as the hands of a broken clock. His essence is drifting through the swells of energy, where his race is most at ease.

He is cresting, wafting through the essence of Tralfaz, the resident spirit of the O&A, just beginning to get an image of what has happened to Belial when the cloud of thick, throbbing red surrounds him. It drags him away, away from himself, away from the random energy, into a vast unknown silence. Corwyn has been around since before the first dawning, he has experienced many things, but never anything like this. He can feel the very strands of himself reforming, re-knitting, restructuring; a molecular change too deep to be manifest by science. So the spell is working on him.

For Corwyn this transition is surprisingly easy, created as he had been it isn't nearly as invasive as it was for Sid and Belial. He moves through the transition like a tired swimmer through thick, murky water, but he feels no pain, no torment of the physical. He unlike Belial is not close to his shell; it is only a vessel for him. And unlike Sid, he preferred the safety of his office to sliding over the open road as her ride goes down. Corwyn is already busy reviewing the changes being made; testing the new strengths like a child would play with its precious toys. He finds himself amused, pleased; the talent to use each comes naturally, easy as if he's owned them all along.

Hours later he finds himself back in his office, staring from his shell at nothing. He notes the passing of time with surprise, he had not felt it slipping by and yet it has. Thin lips curl into a cold smile as he relaxes back in his chair. He can feel the current of his new powers surging through every fiber of his essence. He's senses are sharper, more delineated, and tempered with emotions. His strength is equal to that of Gabriel's and his mind as sharp as Sariel's. Yes, he is already enjoying the newness of this state of being.

How surprised will Gabriel and Michael be when they discover what?s happened" And will they be wise enough to figure out how Corwyn came by such a spell" He and his confidant are prepared for the coming fallout of suspicion, and since only the two of them know the truth, Gabriel and Michael will have nothing save the misdirection's planted to keep them busy seeking. In the meantime, it seems that the Exiles now have the upper hand. The first assault may well be a bloodbath after all, only it won't be Corwyn's kith and kin dying. Somewhere deep inside, he feels the senselessness and tragedy of what is about to happen, but he isn't the one who declared this war, he's only the one they elected to fight it.

Long Lankyn Progenitor of the Bloods

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 08:58 EST
Battle-Ready

War is not a life: it is a situation, One which may neither be ignored nor accepted, A problem to be met with ambush and stratagem, Enveloped or scattered. T.S. (Thomas Stearns) Eliot. "A Note on War Poetry."

War can only be abolished through war, and in order to get rid of the gun it is necessary to take up the gun. Mao Zedong

" " The ancient slides through the dimensional portal; stepping back into the reality he calls his home. Silver eyes as aged and fathomless as the sea reveal little as they scan the comfortable confines of his office at Onyx House.

His number one, Trevinor, known more familiarly as Wylde, would be arriving soon carrying the news of the other seven fronts." They are ready, as ready as they can be: The plots, the placement, everything taken into contingency. The army has been built, unlike any other that has fought before, with both good and evil within the ranks. The sheer force of what Lankyn has accomplished should give the ancient a sense of pride and accomplishment or at least a momentary pause of peace for what he has created is unique: unique and formidable. However he does not delude himself; victory holds as much sorrow and misery as losing.

Yet, that's not the point is it' He didn't start this conflict, he can't end it with quaint words or a grand gesture, magic alone is futile, his only recourse is to meet the challenge head on and win the day. They are strong enough; they stand more than a chance against the angelic horde. If anything it is pity he feels for Michael who in the end will have lost everything.

" " There are still a few things left remaining to accomplish before Corwyn is forced into an inactive state of waiting and patience. Not that this intimidates the ancient, he's grown used to waiting, he's honed patience as a virtue, and in the face of victory only the most shallow or hollow would be so obvious as to gloat." Many lives, too many lives, will be sacrificed and although the price may be worthy, the cost nevertheless weighs heavy upon the elder's shoulders.

" " From the dark corner the lackey steps, his head held high defiance gleaming in eyes the color of the bluest skies." Corwyn smirks at the mortal, at the overconfidence, the desire to show contempt to the one that saved his wretched soul. "You must have news, yes?" The words spoken tight and low, dismissive in tone and texture as aged silvers roam the fancy cut of the fellow's livery.

" " "You said to bring anything I find that is odd to your attention, right?" his snarl showing his contempt as Rafe glares at the ancient." "Well, there is this ghost whispering things to me when I'm trying to sleep." Is that weird or odd enough?"

" " " Corwyn's silvered brow rises as he looks at his thrall. A ghost' This could be the sign that the seers spoke of. He nods as he takes a casual lean against the front of his oaken desk." "I consider such events important. Please?" Do continue with this ghost story of yours Rafe."

" " The handsome man obviously bristles, he doesn't enjoy his "employment" and he doesn't believe in subterfuge, showing his dislike openly. "It says that she will die if we don't go get her.?" He purposefully plays the tale vague, wanting to string the ancient along, wanting to play cat and mouse on the winning side, at least this once.

" " "Enough." The word is soft spoke, the eyes remain unreadable, but perhaps it is the hold of the body that conveys the most threat"

" " Rafe understands. With a sigh and a drooping of broad shoulders he shrugs. "I don't know what it's going on about, ok" All I know is that it wants us to go get the girl from some sandy oasis out in the NeverNever. I have a crude map. Never was much of an artist, ya know."

" " "Give the map to Finnie, he will know what to do with it.?" Corwyn dismisses the man with a wave of his elegant hand, his attention shifting away from the lackey.

" " "Yeah, of course. Give it over to someone else to do. Right. How could I forget, I'm just a stooge, not important enough to follow this through." Rafe snarls as he spins on his heels, heading towards the hidden passage that allows him private access to the lord of the manse.

" " "Oh?" And Rafe?" Stay away from Sun and Belial." In fact." Stay away from the Oak and Ash.?" Corwyn adds almost as an after thought.

" " Rafe spins back around to glare malevolently at the immortal. "Yeah?" You tell me to find them and now you tell me not to go where they are"! How the hell do you expect me to do the jobs you assign when you tie my hands with so many 'rules'"!"

" " "Not all of the angelic will be hunting Belial at the Oak and Ash, Rafe." A canting of the ancient's head as nostrils flare delicately, taking in the scent and location of his race spread like a thick layer of butter over most of Rhydin currently. A slow cruel smile moves over thin lips. "They are rife throughout the city. Use that inhuman nose I gave you, yes?" Sniff them out; you have the ability, use it. Just stay away from the women in the Bloods. This includes all the women, not just the two I've mentioned. Oh." And the men." A significant glance of ancient silvers tossed towards Rafe, they shimmer hard and cold. "You can play when we are past our current circumstance, but until then" You will behave like a monk."

" " Rafe growls low as he turns and rushes towards his exit. He doesn't pretend to understand how Lankyn can know the things he does, or why the ancient would make such a demand upon him, but he does understand the consequence of disobeying. He will do as he is told, but Lankyn hadn't said anything about his early morning jaunts to the Medieval Tavern. At least some small pleasures are left.

" " Corwyn watches the thrall leave, the man's thoughts ricocheting inside the ancient's own head: heated, angry and defiant. It would take a thought and nothing more to undo the magic that keeps the thrall alive and walking but that would not benefit them now. He needs them all if they are to win this upcoming conflict, as each still have a vital role to play, Rafe among them. Rafe is Corwyn's shadow, he can pass where no other Blood can go, he can walk into the fray and none will take notice of him. Yes, in times like these shadows are most certainly useful.

" " Corwyn can sense the return of Ana, and the Seers have foretold that soon Ona will also be returned, just in time for the conflict." His children, are they to be his greatest sacrifice" He would rather end his own existence than to allow them to fall to these enemies. But all the worry is moot now, isn't it' It is too late to go back and change the events that have already occurred, too late to stop the confrontation that Michael is hell bent upon.

" " "Raphael, what an impressive office you have, old friend." The familiar voice draws the ancient's silvered gaze as it takes corporeal shape beside a bookcase. A hand lifts to run a fingertip over the leathery spins of aged books as if the touch of the texture is a pleasure to bask in. "Dangerous times which we live, not like the old days, but similar, don't you agree?"

" " Corwyn smiles, it is a cold smile lacking the warmth it may have once held. "Raziel, how nice of you to make an appearance." Irony taints the comment as Corwyn moves behind his desk a hand falling to the back of his intentionally intimidating chair. "Either way, you know how dangerous you appearing here is, why have you taken this chance, Brother?"

" " "Because the tribunal has been called, Brother." There is a hint of satisfaction to Raziel's tone, however the expression upon the physical countenance remains calm, serene, untouched by the emotions the soul might express.

" " "It is too late, Brother." Michael will not allow anything to stop him. You know as well as I, Raziel, that this time things are out of anyone's control save one, and Gabriel will not aid us in stopping Michael."

" " "Gabriel is lost, Brother. And the toll has cost him his sanity, I fear. Heaven is in the hands of madmen and the earth shall reap the reward of the betrayal. Gabriel is plotting, Raphael, he plans on taking Belial and not returning her. If you dare, the tribunal will be held in twenty-eight hours, you still hold a seat but your words may not hold the same power as they once did. Michael may not have the backing of the hierarchy, but the lesser hordes are still his to wield, no matter the outcome, Michael's true strength will remain unchanged."

" " This information is not news to the ancient. Corwyn nods as his silvered gaze shifts to the window. "Raziel, the time is upon me to choose, yes" To retake the position once held or to turn my back upon my duties for the final time."

" " "I do not relish your position, Brother. It is a hard one, it could change everything."

" " "Everything has already changed, Raziel, has it not?"

" " "Ah, pragmatism has served you well, Raphael, but truth has a tendency to force revelations deeper than that of the mind, it likes to tear open the soul and revel in the ruin of it's destruction. Take your place, Raphael, return to your rightful position and help us stop this madness before it rains upon the heads of the innocent."

" " "I cannot." The words spoken low as the ancient's chin dips towards his chest.

" " "Why are you so stubborn" You remember as well as I. What we were created for, why we exist, it is the fabric of who and what we are. It is your duty, Raphael, as it is mine. We must let the past go, we must step forward and from the chaos we must find a way to rebuild that which was lost, it is our only hope. It is the only way we can stop Michael, Brother, the only way to take his army from him. Raphael, you are the only one who can accomplish the healing needed?"

" " "You are blinded, Brother." Corwyn interrupts his brother's speech coldly. "Blinded by the past, by your faith, by the idea that what we were created for still holds some relevance. But in this Michael is right, the time for our race is past. Mortals need little intervention to find their faith and what they have learned has eradicated the glory of our abilities. Magic has been replaced by science, Brother. No matter what I do or say, whether I am at the tribunal or not, you know as well as I that what Michael wants cannot be gotten. He will continue down this path until he forces God's hand and I am afraid there are too many others like him, too many who feel the same way, they will not hear what we have to say, they can't."

" " "Tsk, tsk. You have lost hope, Raphael, how terribly sad I feel for you. I can remember the time when it was you who gave the most comfort." The expression upon the smooth unlined face does not change although Raziel's tone holds the truth of his words. "Perhaps you are right, and nothing we do will stop Michael from his intentions, but we both know that he will fall and when he does who will be left to pick up the pieces" I beseech you to consider returning, Raphael. It will be up to us to reclaim the glory of Heaven."

" " "Glory of Heaven." No infliction taints the words as Corwyn shakes his head with wry amusement. "There is no glory in Heaven, Raziel, not even you spend your time there, admit it. None of the elders claim their positions; all of us walked out eons ago." Remember?" The fight for free will, followed by the fall of Morningstar. This new insanity of Michael's proves to me that perhaps Heaven would be better suited were it controlled by lesser afflicted beings than we." However?" The ancient pauses his hand smoothing over the thick leather of his throne-like chair. "I shall be at the tribunal, what little good it may prove, I have not gotten as jaded as to believe that I can turn my back on all my past duties. But I ask you not to put much stock in the outcome. It will not matter to Michael if we approve of his current actions, he will pursue them nevertheless."

" " Raziel smiles beatifically from the androgynous face of this newly created form. He is unwilling to risk being discovered therefore he has chosen to wear a "mask" of sorts, using an ambiguous form that cannot be traced back to him." With a slow yet pleased nod he responds, "It is all I ask."

" " "You know what I expect from you, Brother. Keep your promise to me and we shall overcome Michael before he has the chance to ruin the mortals and their worlds."

" " Raziel nods again, his physical form already little more than a ghostly shadow as he readies to depart. "Yes, yes, all is prepared, Raphael. But it is with our voices combined that the tribunal will give us their support."

" " Corwyn returns the nod, if only he could be as hopeful as his brother that the support of the other Seraphim will matter. Perhaps if they lend their energy to Corwyn's spell" Yes, he should rally for that type of support. His thoughts do not distract him from security, even as Raziel fades from the room, he is mentally checking to ensure that the magical shields have held and that no one except himself and his brother could know of this meeting. There are so few that can be trusted and were any to learn of Raziel's alliance with Corwyn he fears his brother will be tasting the Paths of the Dead, the oblivion where the angelic spend their afterlives after having their "powers" removed. He can't afford to lose Raziel; he needs the energy and the knowledge that only this Brother possesses. All seems in order; the shields are in place and their brief tryst should pass unnoticed.

" " Corwyn doesn't have time to waste, not on random speculations or worries of potential discoveries; there are still a few tasks ahead of him. He reaches out telepathically to Belial and Sid, summoning them to him, for the time has come to up their training. Very soon the three of them will be forced to stand against the legions of Heaven, and the fate of too many will hang in the outcome.

Long Lankyn Progenitor of the Bloods

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 09:21 EST
Battle-Ready II

In-Between



When you sit with a nice girl for two hours, you think it's only a minute." " " " " " " " " " " " " " But when you sit on a hot stove for a minute, you think it's two hours." " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " That's relativity. Einstein

Time is subjective: to the experience, to the moment, to the individual. Time is a concept of conscious thought, without a physical meter does time exist"

" " The true state of an angel is little else than energy, it does not exist without effort on the physical plane; it has no corporeal form to call home, no beating heart or blood flow to mark its existence, it merely is. It is said that to see an angel in its true form could kill a mortal?" the energy is too bright for the simplistic senses of physical beings?" However there are some, some who have been gifted a host form upon creation knowing no other way of being. For them it is easy to adjust, adapting to the physical as any human being. It is nature, or becomes so. For the others not blessed with the gift of the physical the task proves more of a challenge. For Belial it had been pretty simple, she had carried none of the memories of Heaven or her Fall with her. Taking the form of a demon had seemed a natural state; it was in some odd poetic way she did not fully comprehend everything she deserved. Too bad she hadn't attempted to associate the why"

" " When the creator made the angelic race, Belial was not among them, she would not become until three generations hence, she was not even a sparkle in anyone's eye' And yet, through magic greater than she, she is one with the original nine now." One of the great Seraphim, the most blessed, the ones God has put above all others. She is a legend even to herself, a legend that should not exist, in fact more an aberration than anything else; a creature made unholy and outcast in a moment of supplicating gestures and spent words. This is how she is rebirthed: unholy, outcast, nothing more than an abomination of her race.

" " Nothing new, right'

" " She's always been an outsider..." Made to think for herself. Created for a specific job, she was expected to seek understanding of both sides. Never to judge without full knowledge, be it right or wrong, good or bad. Her existence was based on learning to look beyond the obvious, beyond individual perception, to find the truth and to shine that light as brightly as possible. Recording the words so that the truth will never be lost, that the past, the history can be relied upon to be there whenever there is need.

" " She'd lost everything when she Fell, everything she'd been created for. Now, being a sensible soul, she would like to believe that her loss is nothing compared to what she's gained?" However, there had always been this small part of her, buried in what could be thought of as a heart, that one day, one great and glorious day, she would be redeemed and her purpose would be returned" A silly goal to hang on to, ridiculous, impractical, inane goal that the Fallen dare never conceive" She'd made her choice, hadn't she"

" " Woe is she, the state of abject misery, because she knows beyond a shadow of doubt that such hopeful thinking is futile now" to the very essence of her being. Seraphim, the name would be whispered among them, the first of their race to be created?" Granted special attributes each and given particular duties to oversee. There had been only nine of them, nine angels made and in them God placed all that is sacred. She was not among them then" and now" She holds far more than she should of each gifted power.

" " As a Keeper of Heavens History she recalls the details with ease, as if the information had been somehow imprinted upon her very essence" Michael, "He who is as God", oversaw their race and would be the creator of Belial and her generation of Angels. Gabriel" "God's Strength", need anything else be said" Gabriel is the fearless warring soul; it is through him that the Angelic can learn to understand the essence of mortal violence, what drives the ambition towards bloodshed. Perhaps comprehend the urge to kill and destroy' Yet had that not also been Gabriel's undoing" Granting him such an unholy attribute would not help to inspire faith' not then or now when he needs it the most?" Belial's thoughts stutter to a halt.

" " Why' Why now" What is happening now that she would draw such a conclusion' The words form but do not fall, their echo does not exist in this place, where silence is the only sound. She senses something close, nearby, but she cannot place the feeling, the essence. She doesn't feel threatened, but then how could anything possibly hurt her in this current state of existence"

" " Thoughts drift from her like waves passing over the great sea. Tossed by turbulent tides from one topic to another she finds herself pondering two faces as they flicker, familiar and yet distant, connections to a life that is slipping, sliding away into the oblivion that owns her.

" " She's haunted by these faces, by the souls who posses them' haunted even here in this far away place where the physical has fallen away and she is scattered to the whim of the winds." An elf with incredibly long ears, handsome yet deadly dangerous, even here where emotion is thin and transparent she understands she's tied to him, drawn to him' She is pulled towards the light of him and yet driven away' She cannot move closer but nor can she pull too far away?" He is within reach and remains untouchable.

" " Confusion is split as the other face takes precedence; it has a darker visage, an echo of loss that brings the desire to turn from the feeling." This other face is emotionless, cold and yet' Within his embrace she had found peace and greater understanding, needs she hadn't realized were fed and nurtured?" What had sustained her before had paled to the gift his attentions had freed and yet?" This face, this essence brings pain, deep and slicing. Pain that resonates with the permanency of death? She would erase him but he holds her soul like a stone in his cold unrelenting hand" Gone yet still holding her hostage"

" " 'Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Raziel, Uriel, Sariel, Raguel, Morningstar, Azriel.' Did those names come from within her, or from outside of her from somewhere else?

" " She reels on the waves, fighting for a pause, a moment of clarity....her thoughts filling with the essences that each name recalls." Centering at last upon Raphael" "God has Healed". Such an odd title among all the others really, something that tends to stand out?" As if God would need to heal"! But that wasn't what it meant, no, it wasn't about healing God, it was about healing the Angelic, healing the Mortals. It was about inspiring when times felt too heavy to bear and comforting when the pain bites too deep. If the Seraphim were each a part of a body, he would have been the heart. But not anymore, eh' Now that he too is an aberration just like she"

" " Again her thoughts stutter to a pause, confusion like tiny shards of cold ice striking bared flesh at slicing speed. There is something" something looming over her but she can't remember what it is. Everything is scattered, lost in a breathless moment of nothingness.

" " But why' Lost as she is in this timeless, spaceless place of un-being, where her memory is filled with as many holes as a slice of swiss cheese, she no longer remembers much of anything, well, anything so trivial as what she'd been doing before she was here?" In this place?" Confronting that which is the essence of herself or at least this is how she's managed to assimilate the experience so far....What a wild ride she's experienced, how many truths have been unearthed" but something is nagging at her, something is nibbling at the edges of her scattered mindlessness. It must be important' Right"

" " She turns what?s left of conscious thought towards what was before the now. It seems foggy, a dark threatening haze unfolds the conjured images of the Before. The mostly abandoned dirty city street, it's late at night, with what smells like a monster lurking nearby, and the overused clich' of a distant fog horn giving the overall setting an even darker tone. A movie" Yes, she thinks it must have been some bad movie" No, the scent is familiar" The predator is not a foe but alas, a friend. Yes, she was evil before, wasn't she"

" " She can't recall the difference between good and evil, it seems vague, far away, something intangible and foreign but she Fell, and the word holds an ominous texture, something she senses is bad, wrong.

"There is no good nor evil but that which we create by our own actions, Belial. What do you create by yours""

" " Her actions"! She does nothing really, except exist....Pondering the surging powers as they whisper to her. Such seductive words, pretty phrases, and poetic clause, yet it really isn't the words she hears or recognizes it is the feeling, the pure unadulterated sense of something beyond, beyond her, beyond this moment, beyond the rising of the sun. Something that sparkles and shimmers with the glory of absolute truth and understanding" It is from this source that she knows....Something she understands could destroy her with no effort' Is this God"

"God is within all. The question isn't whether God exists, it's whether you recognize it or not"

" " On the heels of those mystifying words come the images, the memories....The smell in the alley had been that of her roommate, Sun, one of the many reasons why she didn't argue with Lankyn when he came up with his insane plan to make her, Sid and himself into Seraphim able to withstand the fury of their brethren. The faces haunting her become lucid and clear..." The memory is like a hot knife slicing through her. Vincent..." Luse....

" " "God is within all." a hollow repetition of what she's heard?" her words are swallowed into the nothingness, lost as if they had never been but the energy that is Belial begins gathering, taking on a denser form. The whispering grows louder, nearly into shouts, each demanding her immediate attention, her immediate awe of what they grant her the ability to do. Who could have known power would come at such a cost' She certainly never expected this?" Being eaten alive by the ferocity of their need for attention.

" " " "Belial, it is time." The command slides threw the noise of the demanding powers, finding her with a preternatural ease, insistent, and yet dearly familiar. Perhaps she had not realized until this moment just how esteemed Lankyn had become to her" But she feels it now, stark and right there, not to be ignored. With all his shortcomings and games, he's proven himself to her time and time again as someone worthy of her service. His heart although often kept safely hidden is in the right place; he does as he does for what he truly believes is what?s right for his descendants" She can't fault his intentions, but often his actions remain questionable"

" " But then feeding scumbags to her roomy isn't like the nicest thing in the world for a soul to do either, so she's best not judging him any longer." It is time to lay down the nurtured grudges of the past and work together towards the future?" She has to remember what her brethren will do if they rain Armageddon down upon the mortal dimension"

" " The slight five-foot-two inched frame flexes her arms and hands, gazing for a moment at her smooth pale skin. She'd missed her body; only she hadn't realized it until this moment. A smile tugs at full lips as she runs a hand through the short ebony locks. Ahh, yes, she'd cut her mane and sent it to Gabriel" Part of her ruse, her own personal plan to try and stop the imminent war" A plan she was in the middle of before" well, before whatever it was happened" But she knows what?s happened, doesn't she"

" " Not nearly as confused as she was before when her essence had been stretched to meet the demand upon her attentions. The power throbs richly inside her, and she knows how to use it now" Like an underfeeding of ticker tape flashing through her thoughts it is instant access, ready at a moment's notice and hers easily to command. A lesser person might feel all-powerful, wait, no, she does?" A playful grin plays across her expression, brightening green eyes. She is not so prideful as to think she is undefeatable, however she can now rely on her new "skills" rather than play hit or miss. What had seemed so like a curse has turned into something new, something hopeful and useful. A break in a sea of astounding setbacks and conflicts"

" " Suddenly the realization hits her that she'd vanished while tailing Sun" Yet another issue that needs addressing before she and Luse are tying her roomy up in the tower room again?" Belial blames the Vampire Hunting so-called "Priest"; it all started over his mind games with her roomy. Nevertheless it needs to be taken care of before they are swallowed in the next "big adventure". Which Belial is certain will be quite soon with her potentially foolhardy plan to end the conflict before it has a chance to begin"

" " It really is a coin toss as to whether or not it will be a success, not good odds really' But the only option she has found so far that stands even a chance. Perhaps they can come up with something else, but until they do she feels there is no choice but to consider it?"

" " The time spent' away" has done her great good; not having to fight off her brethren nightly has been a wonderful break and thankfully the pain of losing Vincent seems distant to her right now, something she doesn't have to deal with. Something she can stuff into a dark corner of her mind. If her plan fails or even if it works too well, she wont ever have to deal with it?" Her own weakness has quieted to little more than a whisper as well, easily ignored. For now all that can be put behind her.

" " She has no idea how long she's been....in-between, but she's back! Responding to Lankyn's call with the ease of their shared mental connection she straightens her shoulders, enjoying the feeling of muscle and bone." A deeper sense of existence takes shape within. She has a future to fight for, not just for herself but for all those she holds dear?" Her family, her friends, even the random passerby deserves the chance to live out their lives." That's the whole point in the end really: to live out life, grab at the glorious times and find a way to get by during the painful ones" In the end the answer is pretty simple; life is all about the living, and Michael has no right to decide when it begins or ends.



~Belial~ Seeker, Blood, Abomination

Sid

Date: 2006-01-28 09:34 EST
Battle-Ready III

To see a world in a Grain of Sand, And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour. - William Blake (1757-1827)

What she came with when she was created was ultimately still just a shell" Ageless, sexless, achingly exquisite in form and symmetry, currently visible as unaltered by her time spent on the physical plane. All but seeming carved of finest marble by some Master's hand it knelt beneath the winter-tarnished tri-color leaves of Sid and Scottie's Nesting Tree; the embrace of one alabaster arm about the silver trunk perfection, a statue of a veritable Angel missing only its wings to make it complete.

But what did she need with wings when the lines of light - the web of life that radiated throughout the physical plane's dimensions - lay open to her now" It had taken some time to get to this stage where the apparent statue of a former self waited, breathless against an anchor in the backyard of her brownstone while she lost herself to the fabric of Life, the essence of Nature. In current time, the shell gave forth a shudder; tarnished leaves shivering a near silent chiming as somewhere a distant primitive land spewed forth molten pieces of itself to build anew - to evolve.

"Destruction is fundamental to creation." It was a voice of ages that reached through the chaos of the weave. She knew this to be true, and it reminded her of something, something she'd been doing not long back" It was a quote. Reveling in the songs of creation's pandemonium, she struggled to form concrete thoughts. A quote from a book" She had been reading" Why"

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Corwyn's spell had hit hard. For a long while, Sid had chosen to cloister herself in an apartment she kept within one of the Bloods' warehouses. Besides emotions of uncertain and unstable nature she did not wish Scottie, the twins or the rest of the populace to be subject to until some sort of control could be had, she was having to come to terms with the fact her "secret" was pretty much out in the open to stay.

Slowly she reemerged from her seclusion. New talents toyed with and tried as she took note of her brethren's eyes watching from all corners. Soon enough she was confident in her ability to conceal the brownstone and its occupants - Remove it from Angelic radar, so to speak - in order to return home without fear of endangering her family. This was where she needed to be, where she would find a key that would help her begin to unravel the puzzle of her purpose.

Aspects of H'll"ne, Mother-designate of the triple Goddess, came first as Sid reconnected with the twins and her mate. At times when she was distant, out upon the patch of lawn beneath the tree, giving over to the bedlam inside to gain more command, even facets of Titania, the Crone-designate, made show. Only the Maiden, her personal designation, meant to frolic in the beauty, joy and innocence of creation's anarchy was sorely absent in the beginning.

As the babes grew and she enjoyed a comforting home life with Scottie, more and more she turned to reading in the quiet moments. The once Spartan library of the brownstone became quite full with tomes collected from many ages and dimensions.

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"And what have you learned, grasshopper?" It seems her personal voice of ages had a sarcastic bent. Go figure.

It felt like loss to pull back into herself enough to form coherent ideas in order to communicate. Sunk into the physical like this, apart of the whole of it, she was a giver and taker of life, a watcher of wonders. "Somethin' I read. Ye reminded me."

"Perhaps it was you who reminded you. What was it?"

"Avoid the crowd. Do ye own thinkin' independently. Be the chess player, nae the chess piece."

"Ralph Charell, a human twentieth century motivational speaker from a handful of Earths." This wasn't conversation in the conventional sense, but Sid could still intuit the disdainful snort accompanying that statement. "Interesting. Why do you read?"

"It helps put order to me thoughts. It helps me find pieces I 'ave missed sortin'." And it did! And Scottie and the twins, too! This was significa" Far away, shifting plates off the coast of some unnamed continent created ruinous tsunamis to marvel in before the voice brought her around again.

" " "And what pieces did this put in order, what did you find?"

" " Sid began to gather the bits laid out before her, pulling back to herself and finding the anchor until the statue there breathed and straightened, a joyous smile rising to those thin pale lips. "I found meself" I found a start."

" " Sitting cross-legged to the ground, leaning softly against the tree, she remembered what had brought her out here what could have been weeks, even months ago. She had no knowledge of time and her surroundings gave no clue.

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" " Why that had been the first book she picked up, why it had even been in the brownstone's library would forever remain a mystery. But she read it, that one quote bringing a trickle down of memory.

" " Being imbued as the Nine, the direct result of Corwyn's spell, still did not give her clarity as to why exactly she - and legions like her - was created. They were merely pieces in a larger game. Given no History, no "Grace" but what allowed them essence and form from Michael's hand, no Knowledge, it was Gabriel's nature which infused them most. Even the miniscule creative fire granted from Uriel's hand was tempered through "God's Strength", the warring soul derived from Gabriel. Warriors made, duty drove ambition.

" " It was an effortless matter now to recall rumors about the Exiles she heard in "downtime" while in the Above. How they fueled her free will, and led to her awakening." Sid had never "basked in the light" of her Creator, she had served as she was meant. Thus, the decision to join those on the physical plane seemed simple enough.

" " Upon the physical, Mystery was her first contact. It came in the form of an aged crow who rebelled against the fear of his brothers, boldly approaching the broken-winged angel; studying her and then heckling before snagging a straggled feather, gulping it down and taking to the skies in mockery of her plight.

" " Then came wonder and enchantment. For long times this was so under the tutelage and eyes of the other Ancients. In her own right, as they had done, she, too, became a creator; populating the Summer World they had built to the left of the mortals' reality. In this Dawn, she began to make up her own mind as to the nature of the Architect.

" " Around every corner something miraculous was occurring as the Mysteries of Nature married themselves to the Architect's creation. It became easy to believe that the natural and the spiritual - the physical and the celestial - were meant as a meaningful unity.

" " Sid recollects how most of this belief was forgotten not long after Oberon set the boundary guards - the triple Goddess designates - between the Summer World and that of man. How new and alien emotions fell to the ploys of Mab as First Winter came upon the 'Lands, and she crawled into the Thicket of Sorrows to hide herself from that which felt too much like her senseless beginning.

" " Eventually shunning her station and the responsibilities associated, with feelings still of being but a pawn in a game, and free of many thoughts and memories due to Mab's dalliances in her mind, it seemed easy to lose herself among the mortals and that which spawned them. Through the ages of their maturing, they had always entranced; she felt a deeper connection to them and their home, and to the Exiles ensconced on this physical plane than she ever did those in the Above. Even the Fallen were given deference beyond They with which she started her existence.

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" " And now" Now, it has been centuries upon centuries, eons she has existed between one flux and another. Between who she was created to be and what she can become. She is reminded of something she read from Buddha's writings: "Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."

" " She knows at this moment that the Architect is not dead, nor does It slumber. She knows the mantle bestowed upon her from Oberon is no burden, but a gift she will learn better to use well in order to help protect that which Summer shields and holds in precious trust. Again, her mind evokes the memory of a passage from a text she'd seeded in a mortal's imagination long back and had just recently got around to reading the results.

" " ?"you would have a Queen! Not dark but beautiful and terrible as the Morning! Treacherous as the Sea! Stronger than the foundations of the earth! All shall love me and despair!" If she were Tolkien's Galadriel, she would have been shouting this to the Heavens and those Above. This is a meaningful unity, it was meant to be, and all those who exist upon the physical plane deserve to go on as they are" In them, too, resides the spark of the Creator.

" " "Manon, it is time." Ber's silky voice stirs throughout her thoughts. Stretching cat-like and standing beside the tree, she smiles knowingly. "Aye, 'tis time, indeed."

" ? With barely a nudge she turns the winterscape of the brownstone's backyard to that of springtime's joy, the tri-color leaves of the Nesting Tree shimmering silver, gold and copper in the noon day sun, reflecting happily along the green lawn. Possessing a true consciousness of the Mysteries that are beyond what the Angelic know, she heads inside the 'stone to search for her mate, to reunite with him in love and then delve into those teachings only he can give her knowledge of, for they will need them in the fight to come.