Topic: Foxtrot to Coal Country

evin_owlox

Date: 2006-08-18 03:48 EST
She sat outside the lover girl's apartment, early morning breaking its light-yolk across her in orange streaks, and it felt surreal. And so good.

They hardly spoke, she and she, just teased with kisses and hungry eyes, tucking into one anothers life force, sucking back on one another's vibes like the last drug of midnight, before the dawn in their clinging to a sexless night with lovelorn stalk bodies.

They were perfect paramours. Stupidly tall, erect, gaunt and wide eyed, and they both fell into one another with light weight, absorbing and accomodating the others long girth like the perfect palate to spread their banquet of stark white flesh and garish clothing; "oh yes lover girl you're the only one who understands" thought she, the one with the bob hair cut on the stairway, living in the chill of shade and mornings first caress.

She stood then, unzipped jeans and off the shoulder top swimming about her boney conjecture of collarbone and shoulder. Only warmed by the lover girl, only suffered by the lover girl, only sheltered and entreatied by the lover girl.

"My words have many teeth, and are eager to please you?said the dandelion crowned coalescence of cobweb and light, who drew Evin-unearthly, disconcerting spunk, to her like the tip of a candleflame.

"Then pry me to ye briars", said she of the stairway, long before dandelion had invited her to dance vertically into oblivion, to kiss and to tumble but not to dwell and to drill into the others sex. Not yet. They just scraped at the surface like those starving alley dogs, pawing at garbage cans.

Bright orange boot ascended the stairway, she'd join her sleeping flower within the sheets of sweat and sugar and ready ill-spirits, despite the fever of love, and awake ready for the journey.

The twist and tangle of their bodies joined, as Arts too-long body reached for Evin's return-their sloven desire had nothing to do with fatigue. 'Twas random, irregular, surprising happiness.

Doused in this, four eye lids shut and soft breaths met the quiet, as the turned towards one another.

Outside, a forlorn tree of gnarled posing and lack of soil-too dry, too cold, gave its life in the unfurling of a pulp-the seeds of fruit.

Symmetry.

Artsblood

Date: 2006-08-23 00:49 EST
The devil likes skinny girls best; he can get closer to them....

Entwined, they are—each in herself and both together—angular and serpentine. Sharp angles of elbows and knees throw complemenary shadows to the sinuous lines of neck and spine. Together, they two tall women mix and join these sweet contradictions like kudzu crossing a hopscotch chalked on a warm Georgia sidewalk.

And for all of the hours of this tangle and climb, Arts is—for the first time in ever so long—not weary as the first sap-scents of sunrise mist up out of the earth. She can scarce remember when that convenient diurnal sleep, even dreamless as it almost always is, has not marked the winning toss of the coin of her days.

Now, however, she lingers, safe behind shuttered glass, her eyes closed only to better grasp the details of memory; the thin blade of her nose painting recollection boldly with the small scents that linger on their sheets.

This unlikely lover, this outlandish elf-girl, touches her long after her hands grow still. The fearful intimacy that they have somehow shared, drunk on the air that grew still in the corner of each other's mouths, wracked to gasping with the driest touch of limb on limb, frightens and thrills Arts; its very inhumanity somehow immersing her above her depth in the waters of humanness. It is a baptism she has hungered for without knowing.

Morning burns outside, reeks on the air like a heated penny. Secure, deep in protective shade, a dream breaks the soil of her fallow mind, delicate as a sprouting peavine. Slowly, with motions as precise as they are artistic, it spreads its nascent tendrils tp the sky.

evin_owlox

Date: 2006-08-23 19:56 EST
Conveying love through a hug, a kiss, a teasing jolt of knee against groin, whatever the behaviour, whatever the enaction of the fever, it brought them to an altitude-breaths were slow, thoughts breaking as day shadowed their breath-stealing bodies from the fervour of sleep, when both same-sexed up lovers lifted on the bed to peer at this blanket of silhouette. "Th' coun'ry we go's to..", and she lost the words for all their pointlessness and her excitement dulled in langour. She sought the silence for a response, if even a blink from this girl, fetching starlight and love hungry sunbeam to her chest, greedy, and so Evin moved against her, peeling Arts' hands away to tire more and more within the enclave of bone and secret.

She imagined this coal kingdom, hot pavement, white noise air. A noose.

She willingly put her head through, to peek at her lover girl with a cheeky, crooked smile.

"Le' us go, now"

evin_owlox

Date: 2006-09-20 18:59 EST
Trekking and carrying, it was a balancing act, just as they were. Keeping aloof, steady, uncompromising. Both in their bandaged-knee style gaits and wind-ruffled platinum tress, they were like two stalks, boney angels, descended upon this bare-track gravel road south, down the lane, to a very un-magical town, all coal eyed, leather skinned cowboy. Trembling hills and jack-knifed caravans, extending and looming towards their tall, beautiful figures moving with the still wind, they had a way, a melody, an encapsulating dehydration of the eyes; making all spectators sore of the sockets. These were the women to blister, because they were not simply women at all.

Caressing one anothers' hands they turned and off down a street, very 18th century mid-west colonial stake it out win the gold have a whore of a feeling, except the yapping in those trembled knolls, really not grass or hill at all, but mountains of coal, reminded them both of their darker days. Hedged bets and hanging out like edgy windsocks, catching the wind and lost in deep thought, miasma of illusions and wonky pills. Keeping them drained but dreadful, delicious but choking.

"Wher' was you' owsss?" She wondered where this too tall, too long, wet-bright eyed Starving, Stunner was at when she came unto the world. Did she come screaming" Or silent?

Evin turned then, her white tank top and shorts ruffled as their hair was, at the seams, fluttering. All ghost reflex. Pretty aparition. Wavering, teetering, a thing of brinks and light posts, to disappear and illuminate.

"Tell me theese thin's"

She bent over in the sudden windy walk-through between buildings, her whisper the only thing to lay still in this weather warmed town. Cold, dead, black eyed rangers, wearing hats at rakish angles and still appearing non appealing. Woman for woman here.

Shudders, tinkling fingertips met as they leant against the wall, this cropped alley, and kissed one another softly, only lips and soft, feminine, wispy breaths, as though making out with the mirror. Then a draught came and they ducked out, into the gravel road and down it they went. Two. Thunder and her Lightning.

Shudder, baby, shudder.

They were to find out what lured them back, to the darker days of She and She.

Lover Girl and the Stringbeam, resolving the distance, bleeding it to a tack at the edge of a boney thumb. To illustrate the past in tiers made of tears. To build it up, and watch it fall.

To lay seething and writhing in the debris and fourth-floor collapse. To be sundered at the mysteries of twisted histories. Where Bordertown met the Coal, and both were black.

Though Artsblood, she would ever be white. The kind of beauty when a woman takes off all her jewellery and it feels something is missing, a gleam minus, but it's because she is so much more beautiful without it, and it is the eyes and the heart adjusting to this raw compilation.

Artsblood

Date: 2006-09-22 21:12 EST
"I'm going down to the Dew Drop Inn See if I can drink enough There ain't much to country living Sweat, piss, jizz and blood"—Zevon





The huge brown eyes, owl eyes, cow eyes, seemingly too big and deep to have ever been human, study Evin. The woman's voice is a whisper, shifting and whistling like the winds that worry smooth the corners of this dry place.

"Where I come from".??

Slowly, eyelids droop, so thin that the movement of pupil is apparent through them, and white-haired heads touch, forehead to forehead, so gently that is almost appears that they expected to slip past the brief surface tension, slide into one shared skull and shape a single song within.

Around them, as gradual as a cinematic bleed, the scene changes, darkens, fishes for focus.

There is a factory on a hill, or not so much a factory as a city of industry; it is the center of this world. Its windows are lit, but yellowed by unassailable grime, and still they seem to surround the place with an aura of sick illumination. From within a siren sounds, deep and hollow as the death knell of some great beast, announcing the changing of shifts. The men (and women, though only a few) who march in and out are only different in the freshness of their grime, as the dirt one faces within can only be dulled, and never defeated, by laundering. Even the dumb, brute-mind slog seems almost unchanged in those that approach the mines and those that, for a short shift, leave them.

The sides of the hill are a grid work of narrow roads lined with identical structures; shotgun shacks of the roughest kind, one room wide and two or three—or four, perhaps if the building housed a foreman's family—rooms deep. Behind many of these laundry flaps like dying bats on sagging lines, defeated by the ever falling dust, the constant, nose-scorching acridity of the air.

And in one of these yards (no lawns here save the occasional stubborn dandelion or dish-sized sprawl of knuckled crabgrass) a girl wrestles with wet clothing beneath such a clothesline. She is stick thin, her knees and elbows clearly visible where they swell beyond the taper of her limbs. Her knees are scraped, scabbed; ankles surrounded by bites (most partly healed, but one at least that has been so worried by fingernails that it is swollen and oozing). She wears a common shift (Simplicity pattern). It was once a bright gingham, but washings and soot have left the pattern as vague as the print of an old fossil upon a dark rock.

Her eyes are huge in her pinched little face. She snaps a single-bed sheet against the air, and, taking clothespins from a cloth bag that hands over one thin shoulder, captures it against the sagging rope to hand and dry. The world around her closes in with onion skins of filth and poverty and abuse and hopelessness and pain.

As the fights the wet clothing, already darkening as its damp surfaces invite the dust from the air, she is whistling.

Here Artsblood breaks that kiss of foreheads, leans back and opens her eyes. They search Evin's, desperate for whatever flicker might have been born of this glimpse. And then she begins to sing. The tune could almost have morphed from that whistled by the laundry girl, though it is darker now. Arts' voice itself seems to have drifted back; it is nasal, harshly accented, and breaths out in the plucked-saw twang of the southern hills. There is no hint of whimsical whistle in it as she sings:

"Daddy died of black-lung pneumonie, The AIDS took mom away, Illiterate letters begging 'Arts, come home girl!" Artsblood stayed away,

"Never made it home to bury her papa, Never heard her momma's dying words. Ran as far away as her wits could take her, Learned to leave her conscience quite unheard.

Till she finaly found what she'd been seeking, A woman of culture, wit and grace. Gave her all the love that she'd been saving, Lost her life in a Mother's Embrace."

The great eyes blink again, and the razor-cut of her smile trembles toward a smile.

"Just cause you asked so nicely," she said.

evin_owlox

Date: 2006-09-23 06:57 EST
On their feet and away from the decolletage of sand, smut, grease and tired memory they scamper walked, jaunting elbow in elbows lock, trim by trim, cheek against cheek. It was child like and pretty, but scorching and dangerous. The unpresent murkiness in animation only hid by facial features, but very much propped up and snarling behind such devasting beauty.

Jewellery and manufacture, money money money as Evin thought, groping in kismet at her pockets; in both the rife poor, stale incredulity of the Town, her own seamless purse and that contented vibe here, now barefoot on the mid day road, continuing south.

When they had first met all our Stringbean could think was how much she wanted to run and head first her pillow and dream and wake up and not remember Arts. But that woman's moon-sized eyes were unavoidable, and with each blink her entire world faded out to black. She sighed as she looked away, her elbow jaunt loosening in its clutch to hers, and she studied the hills ignoring the cool, single bead of sweat to fall past her temple.

Turning suddenly, at Arts' pause on the gravel road and them burnt feet descended angels now, but serene faced without acid eyes, and she followed the fatal femme's line of vision.

They stood there a long while, staring at the sun.

Remembering the hills, those shacks and shanty-rambles.

One tried to forget, and one tried to recall. To forget what wasn't hers any longer, and the other what she had never experienced. Or rather, judging by the scraped knees and songbird drawn out tongue of worrisome illiteracy, endured.

The heat bore down in unrelentless streams across the outlay of factory, cattle station, coal mound, even the gravel shone in flickers of gray, fake road asphalt silver. The same flicker silver that lingered like a stray paper bag in Evin's eyes, That vacant, un pinpointed dot of concern.

What had brought Arts all pale leggy model wonder from this to That. What indeed?

But in that balmy, blurry, hazey sunlight, it didn't seem to matter. It was the atmosphere they had come to feed on, not each others binary. At least not tonight.

Moving off they sauntered towards a motel and like all lovers were eager to set up the bill, leave a committment, take their courtesy mint, chocolate covered, and run upstairs.

Against the door as they had the alley, stark flesh was pinned and released from willy nilly clothing. Boney limbs and intent eyes filled in desire, and a fear, crept to the surface as kisses her dashed and moans of "THIS IS IT. WHAT I HAVE LOOKED FOR" and it wasn't trite and it wasn't false. It was exploratory and exciting and fatalistic and all the fatality of a mortal wound. All red and explosive and dirty and unforgettable.

Evin let few tears fall, but she did let them. As all Elves have a hard time letting loose. It was the sunrays still in her eyes and it was the prettiness before her. The ugliness too, what the foreheads kiss had released to the tongue of her mind scape, to dervish and collatoral in a scalping of disorder and let open the mind from its square box to one undefined. This woman was as scared and as crippled as she is fundamental ways. Evin sensed this, sitting curled legged to the side on the orange, rough fibred carpet staring at her on the bed, and she clung to this feeling, this...connection.

The day had been revealing and subtle and lethargic. Lush Arts lay back on the pillow letting the evenings cool breeze wash over her erect knees and breasts, pert at the ceiling. Evin joined her, grateful for the sheets softness away from the burn of the floor. No longer itchy and detached, she snuggled towards Arts', now scratched and intimate. She moved away after her brief embrace to sit up, like some restless child on holiday, to stare past the damask curtains to the evening itself. To collide with it, feel what the Lovergirl had for years.

The shacks called out in recognition,creaking, groaning wood. Saying hello and saying good riddance or good bye. Evin turned to Arts and smiled. Silently she had coming screaming to both births, and screaming silently she had entered Rhy'Din. Evin smiled to that too. A look back to the window as the wind laboured at the foot of the bed and its bungled sheets. It drifted over her and she closed her eyes, in a lean to the side, awkward posture and ribs viewable at back below shoulderblade, hair all ruffled again on top. She wanted fairy floss and a lullabye, both of which she was sure the Lovergirl possessed.

Artsblood

Date: 2006-09-26 17:28 EST
"I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane" — Bright Eyes

Wordless. save for speech of eyes and angles, Arts joined her mirror image on the poor sheets, cotton worn to mosquito netting in the vulnerable middle. There are journeys ahead of these two, perhaps, travels and travails who knows how long or hard; but the first step is ever the one that will save you or kill you.

Long fingers play the xylophone of ribs, and as their lengths and angles intertwine they soften, from a toss of pik-up-stix to a tango of serpents. Here and here and there and there various mouths bloom, opening to tentative touch like roses; and then, like pretty anemonies, suckle the thing that touches, holding it warm and soft and within.

And the air or the room, all arid and reeking of the sand and desolation of this place, this particular "coal country," slowly grows to a new fragrance, as rose and anemonie, flower and tide, combine to flavor the atmosphere.

Not for this room a thudding penetration, not here the gasps that are as much fear and pain as they are pleasure. Perhaps another time, perhaps in another place, those subsequent stairsteps will be descended. Here, it is just petal and tentacle, meadow and ocean; a place for something new to find itself, fresh and slick-wet and wide eyed to the sudden wonder of sky.

Those, certainly, and the fairy floss and lullabyes can only follow.

evin_owlox

Date: 2006-09-26 18:50 EST
Morning came like a splintered crown of thorns, the thickets narrow and damp as they creased the clouds in their downy weight. Arts was sun-shadow dappled glory, spread out and still dangerous. The joining and unfurling of some delicious petals, Evin queried she had only been witness too. Something sharp about her trumbone spell, dousing her ears in liquor sound and her velvety, secret places in a chorus rabid and read in braile rather than hymn-flicked pages.

The light seemed hollow, if that was how it could best be described, pouring from between the hall of clouds above, sunburnt roof tiles and hot coins on the conjoined alleyway and house, their motel standing sole and lone beside a wasteland, the one that fought with the meadow and ocean, prying at its slender locks with a painful key, the ivory thump of minor and an oscillating major, before the arid charms lost their bid, and the escalating sweat-dampened lore they surged pressured against the early dew and made it weep.

Sitting up after spread eagle, tight rope and polka at the horizontal slant, her groin ached and her eyes watered.

A glance to Arts and she left the bed to stare out across the town, pressing her stomach to the sill and casting that red eye to the quiet below. The curtains brushed against her, her hair wafting grey like white, a Marily Monroe curl or two, and she was weightless and impossible, disappearing into the white.

Even without make up and her trademark sooty-brows, she had a wrinkled-side-of-grin smile and a knowingness, haunting and resplendent that decorated her stark flesh in designs only pores could exhume of her; a burning recollecting of her Magic, of the Dragonstooth Hill, of the elegant and posture she was born with, but too, the tantalizing Fey touch.

Arts was a black and white semaphore, luxurating and palpatating, a carnal heartbeat, a throttle grinding drumskin. She followed a different scent, wind, feeling. Yet always back to the same path as She.

Thunder and her Lightning, riding the clouds of this infernal majesty, unhuman and yet not unloved, or, not capable of so. They hung their wet, cotton memories out to dry, and made fondue out of sex, tasting and savouring each creamy drop. In flesh, in eye, in embrace.

She walked to where the notably broken TV was placed, next to the rickety couch and gaudy throw over its back and arms. She sat down on it and stared out the window, suddenly craving pancakes, and for a sway in the meadow, a walk on the wild side...