Topic: Hard Being a Girl (18+), occasional artsy--I hope--smut

Magenta

Date: 2006-05-28 00:26 EST
"Someday soon I'm gonna ask the moon about the crying game, and if he knows, maybe he'll explain, why there is heartache, why there are tears, and what you can do, to stop feeling blue, when love disappears..."

No Aphrodite steps from her abalone, no Venus from her halfshell more prettily than Magenta exits a shower. She runs the water so hot it pinks her skin, and steam frosts the mirrors, billows in B-movie mystery at her feet. Her towel is thick and heated, and the first blotting of her statuesque form is cursory, by touch alone, just enough to pull tight black silk panties over dry skin. With them in place, she is ready to take a few swipes to clear the mirror, the submit herself to the critical evaluation of her pale eyes, the gray of dirty rain.

She sees the pale taffy of her white blonde hair, wet and heavy, cleaving over her wide shoulders in long tapering rivulets. It will be the work of an hour to bring it to the seemingly casual waterfall of tresses she favors for going out into the world.

She sees her breasts, high, full, defying gravity, the long tapers of her thighs, the rounded grace of her knees, the slender calves, longer still, muscle moving vaguely under their unblemished smoothness. With critical eyes she studies her own face, reflection wet-streaked in the half-dried mirror. Cheekbones that could score glass, lips full, wide, lush even now before they are painted. Delicate ears close againet her skull, weighted now with the damp cling of her hair. It is a face upon which beauty and cruelty seem to have rubbed against each other until both have achieved a perfect edge. It is an actress's face, perhaps in more ways than one.

When the warm billow of towel has finished with her drying, she dabs an assortment of perfumes in special places, pretty surprises for the evening's explorer. A floral behind her ears, a musk in the warm cuddle between her breasts, a spice behind her knees. Nothing there, of course, no scent for...it.

And, as she finishes her preparations, dressed tonight in clinging red 50's vamp pedal pushers; a scoop-neck, tight red and white horizontal striped apache dancer's sweater, short to expose the hint of muscle behind her taut, slim stomach; crimson pumps with a modest spike heel. The dressing is as precise as it is automatic. The higher planes of Magenta's mind worry at larger problems.

When Alma first brought her to this place, there was no thought that they would linger. Yet now her mistress seems bent upon sampling the entire pastry shop of RhyDin womanhood, and, worse yet, seems determined to test herself once more against the spidery Artsblood; a woman who, quite frankly, frightens Magenta as very few have.

And of course there are unanswered questions. She is far too practical to have expected anything like monogamy from Alma, despite the fact that Magenta is besotted with the small blonde. No, that was never the nature of their dance. But she continues to age, though far from the point of deterioration still. She wonders if Alma will give her the gift she seeks without the condition that the blonde has so far insisted on. Magenta would grasp at eternity like the greediest of children, but there is one change she would make before making herself changeless. It is, for the moment, a change that her mistress denies her, favoring the sensual versatility of Magenta current state

The hair is done now, it roils and cascades, loose and soft and warm, a fragrant rapids, a scented white-blonde waterfall. A final glance in the mirror, dry now, and even the pale gray eyes cannot find obvious flaw. Once more into the night; one more time into this world that is stranger far than her dear Vienna demimonde; yet another evening for her to seem braver than she is, to carry her dominatrix's eyes into the dens of monsters real.

Magenta

Date: 2006-05-29 21:33 EST
"See that little jersey girl in the see-through top, with the peddle pushers sucking on a soda pop, well I bet she's still a virgin but it's only twenty-five 'til nine, you can see a million of 'em on heartattack and vine."- Waits

Out the door then, into the WestEnd night that confused and, in some very private and primal way, frightened her. Of course no fear shows in the measured metronome of heelstrikes, Magenta can cross a grated storm drain in heels, never glancng down, the points of her stilettos always striking cleanly on a solid intersection of grating. And not a trace of concern is allowed to flicker to the surface of her proud face. A good dom knows how to put up a front, and she is a very good dom, indeed.

She pauses in the light of a magicked streetlamp, notes with distate that, rather than the hiss and buzz typical of such illumination at home, this one seems to be singing in an identifiably human voice, just a few decibels shy of decipherability. The light it throws, too, seems to not so much beam down from the lamp as to pool up from the pavement beneath it, lighting her from below like a face held over a flashlight to frighten. An exploratory kick with one red pump and, yes, something bright and insubstantial does seem to splash momentarily and settle to brief ripples.

Magenta surpresses a shudder. It is perhaps this pervasive magic, more than anything else, that disturbs her about RhyDin. Oh she knows, as anyone involved in the sex trade soon learns, that all magic is 90% belief and 10% stage business, but here the belief is so pervasive that her skepticism is ineffective, too small a dose to poison the pool.

Paused in the strange pool of light, in her retro-vamp ensemble, she could be a poster for a film noir feature, or the cover for a hard-boiled detective pulp. She is no one's damsel in distress, though, at least not so anyone could see.

It is true that the sheer number and variety of, well, she would not try to put too fine a point on it, of monsters here has also caused her concern. She knows what her lover Alma is, of course, but in Vienna Alma was one of a number that were both few and well hidden, in general a goddess among insects. Here, every second citizen is Kindred, or were-something, or worse. The thought of the Embrace she covets, and the restrictions still placed upon it, flickers through her consciousness like a bat through a pool of streetlamp light and is gone.

"Patience, Mags," she mutters the words to herself as she strides on into the night, quick clicking heels adding their sharp punctuation to the thousand stories being written, some painfully, in the buildings she passes, within the pools of darkness between them. For now, there is Alma to aid as she is asked to, a wealth of new drugs to explore and experiment with, and perhaps even a plaything or two of her own to dally with. For now there is the old night music of lust and fear and craven need; and where there is night music, Magenta will dance.

Magenta

Date: 2006-05-30 23:46 EST
"Who can take a rainbow/Wrap it in a sigh"/Soak it in the sun/And make a strawberry pie?"

In the meantime, yes, she shall dance.

The Nexus has made this a wonderland of sorts for Magenta. Drugs of a thousand types, stimulants, depressants, soporifics, and hallucinogenics; a vertiable cornucopia of pharacopia to thrill, excite, subdue, and enslave a hundred races,

Something, it would seem, for everyone.

So as she serves her mistress's will in other ways, she serves her in this too. The substances she obtains—some by the saddlebag-full, some in tiny vials made out of porcupine quill; some that taste like morning in June and some that taste like the last breath of death—are analysed in her flat, and when her equipment is not up to the task, Alma finds her equipment that is, from the biowarfare labs of Earth to the alchemist cellars of RhyDin. Magenta's mistress has never been short of money. And each new discovery uncovered by this research becomes a web to ensnare more funding, and more helpers, however initially unwilling they might be.

And there are rewards in it for Magenta, as well. Breathtaking as she is, her beauty is no match (not yet, not while Alma still puts an impossible condition on the Embrace) for her mistress's Charisma. But there are perfumes and powders, salves and unguents that can be mixed with the things uncovered in this research that work almost as well, that blind the viewer's eyes to fault, that drain caution and dry up conscience until the prettiest little breath of a laugh can blow it away.

Magenta works hard, and she loves her work. And it shows.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-03 20:48 EST
"Early in the morning I feel a chill; The factory whistle blows loud and shrill: I'd kill my wife or she'd kill me: But we gotta go to work in the factory"

Again.

A pair of them this time. Young, almost indistinguishably pretty. Even Magenta, who knows her so well, is surprised by the seeming depth of Alma's appetites, her sensual voraciousness as she seems bent upon plucking all of the bright blooms of RhyDin's gardens and bringing them all to her demanding bed. It is surely tied to her hatred of the Artsblood creature, whom Magenta avoids at all costs.

But first, of course, all of these conquests must be trained. Thus first they come, all of the little birds with their nervousness and their fleeting boldness and their hidden perfumes of fear; first they come to Magenta.

"Treat these two as one," her mistress instructs. "They are to be used always in tandem, to come to feel that, in all things sensual, they are a single organism. Each of them bears a given name beginning with the letter "D," from this moment those names are gone, and they together become Deedee." The little blond allows a wry smile to burn across her perfect mouth as she gives Magenta the brief blessing of a glimpse of her startlingly pale blue eyes, momentarily unhidden by the tint and thickness of her glasses.

"As for the rest, darling Magenta, you know as well as I. Teach them unhesitating obedience, instruct them in the subtle spices of pleasing and being pleased, and make them come to know the pleasure that waits to blossom deep in the heart of pain. When they are ready, dress them in identical red silk gowns and bring them to me."

Emotionless, opera masqued and leathered, strapped and buckled, Magenta is in uniform and in character. She only nods, not deigning to glance at the girls, her burred voice soft.

"As you will it, Mistress."

But Alma turns in leaving, and lowers her glasses again, her voice offhand, it is all the crueller for its apparent casualness.

"Oh, and Magenta darling, make them fully familiar with both of your natures...."

Only her rigid self control keeps the statuesque beauty from recoiling at these words; even that is not enough to hold back the whisper, not of protest, she is not that daring, nearer to a plea, if truth be told, and pleading is dare enough.

"But Mistress, but Alma..."

The little blond cuts her off with a sinple raise of a gloved hand. "Do it Magenta. Do you think I have left you whole this long to do nothing more than prettily fill your panties? I will expect them in two days, fully...and I say fully....trained."

And of course they will be and are. Though there are moments in the instruction when Magenta must hide deep within her mind, a sustained mental screaming shutting out as best if can what her body is doing almost without her bidding. The black leather opera mask fits tight, and that is just as well. It might confuse the girl beneath her, after all, if her own eyes weren't cinched closed at the depth of pleaure being inflicted upon her, to see the dominatrix stretched above her leaking tears.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-04 19:45 EST
"Who knows what dreams may come?"

The newly minted thing named Deedee, two bodies hung beneath one carefully interwoven will, have long since enjoyed their matriculation, and entered into postgraduate work under the tutelage of Miss Alma, when Magenta prepares herself for sleep

Her private room is a symphony of scents and color, textures and sounds. Alma's signature floral fragrance is always dabbed upon one crimson satin pillow, a faint cinnamon on the edge of the pink silk covered comforter that is held close to her mouth as the chases sleep. The amber linen sheets carry no scent save the signature aroma of crisp fabric air-dried under a June sun.

There is always music here, as well. Magenta prefers antique torch songs that sing of hard-won love and bitter loss. Tonight Edith Piaf throbs softly in the background as she disrobes, discarding all but black silk panties, her usual sleepwear.

A careful mixture of drugs, the declining influence of that which allowed her performance earlier and the rising muffle of another that will walk her into the realms of slumber, twist and tangle a parfait of emotions within her.

Cross-legged on the bed, she leans forward, her impossibly pneumatic breasts sway and snuggle against each other, their pull against her shoulders birthing twin spots of tension that she knows will bloom into pain if she sits like this for long. From the bedside table, draped in antique crochet, yellow-white like old ivory, she lifts her straight razor.

This tool is almost never beyond her reach, though many of her outfits might make it difficult to guess where the weapon might be hidden. She has had it long and it has done good and deadly work for her on a number of occasions. The blade is of the finest German steel, hollow-ground, the decorative scales on either side of aromatic sandlewood, rubbed smooth and darkened by her hand.

She has become quite adebt at its honing and stropping. Once, after such a session, she examined the wicked edge with a magnifying glass. Where such close examination would reveal the scratches left by the stone on the most carefully worked of blades, Magenta's razor looked as smooth as a slightly clouded mirror.

It is into that mirror she gazes now, dangerous thoughts rising unbidden, slow and ugly, like bubbles in oil. Her hand—another embarassment, too big, she always tries to distract the eye from it when she dresses—trembles slightly; the reflections of her dirty-rain-gray eyes wobble upon the faultless mirror of steel.

Who knows how long she might have stared so, or what road that study might have turned her toward, but a single tear, the first of many, splashes fat on the blade, beads and slides along the channel of the grind. In a moment long habit has her shaking the water from the steel, taking a quick wipe of blade upon a pillow to prevent the sacriledge of rust. In that brief brushing, though the edge of the blade itself never seems to touch the silk, the fabric parts as if burst from within, and frees a flock of fine down into the air.

When Magenta wakes at the first tapering of the following evening, these breathy feathers are set like kisses in the white-blonde tangle of her hair, and pasted by dry tears along the high country of her cheekbones.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-07 21:21 EST
"Talking the talk, walking the walk."

To say that Magenta loves Alma might be putting too romantic a spin upon the relationship, but it would not overstate the fierceness of the attraction. As the little blonde slips on her glasses and rises from the bed they have shared, Magenta's pale grey eyes follow her, eager as puppies, wet with adoration.

One might assume that such devotion is the result of Alma's reliance upon Charisma or some other form of Kindred trickery. To assume such would be a mistake. She would consider it beneath her to use such tools in a seduction; other than as candies, perhaps, offered in the form of glimpses of the power of her unshielded eyes during the early stages of the pas de deux that leads to conquest. No, Magenta's adoration is equal parts respect and admiration; entrapment by physical beauty and simple lust. Those ingredients prove more than enough to create a cocktail potent enough to all but enslave her.

And so her dirty-rain-gray eyes adore as the little blonde assembles herself beside the bed, and her long body, tangled in sheets damp with sweat and more, still savors the brief, fluttering tremolos of post-orgasmic pleasure. It is into this vulnerability that Alma chooses to toss her latest incendiary request.

"See if you can turn them toward me, will you, Mags" The Lenika woman, I mean, and the girl Tina, spawn of Artsblood. The former might be susceptible to an offer of friendship. Though supposedly in a relationship, she seems draped in a perpetual cloak of loneliness and vague sorrow. Earn her trust and affection and the doors I intend to assault will open all the more easily.

"The girl is another matter. She is on the edge of her blooming, and knows it. She is also unsure of her sexuality, her mother being almost militarily lesbian contributing to that confusion. Tina is enamored of one of the Bloods, Lucifer, but I cannot think that her crush will come to fruition. There are too many, including the sweet, mad Tara, who seem to have interest in opposing it. A girl's first heartbreak contains magic of a terribly strength and , love, I think you might be capable of exploiting it, of attracting the girl on the rebound, as it were." Alma pauses, a slow smile shaping her carefully crafted mouth. "And whatever she decides concerning her sexual orientation, you should be qualified to attract her?"

Magenta curls her long body, knees drawn up involuntarily.

"But Alma, darling, isn't the girl quite young..."

The small blonde's "tsk!" cuts further comment.

"Can it be that I'm about to hear a moralistic objection from my dear Mags?" she says.

Carefully pulling on a glove first, she reaches out and lays a finger on the tip of Magenta's nose. It is a soft, gentle, even loving gesture. But for all that is has the subtlety of a whiplash. The finger still there, Alma whispers.

"Trust me darling, such morality clashes with your eyes...."

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-11 20:10 EST
"And I feel like a punch line Nobody gets I bet that you're laughing And shaking your head

"I sold my soul And nothing happened Yeah nothing happened When I sold my soul" —Jill Sobule

Another night begun, the hours stretch ahead of Magenta, for the moment drab and bereft of brightness. Completely naked on the edge of her bed, she shaves herself, not looking of course, as she strokes her Kamisori straight razor toward the smoothness Alma demands.

It is Alma's demands that dull her world now. Where once her Mistress seduced for variety and pleasure, brought Magenta along in a fragrant candy-shop sampling of sense and sensation, her orders are now driven almost solely by her wish to harm the creature Artsblood. Oh, Alma still has innumerable beauties writhing beneath her scythe, but she seems to seduce these others by rote now, and her orders to Magenta are driven solely by a colder desire.

Alma has charged the statuesque beauty with the luring of two into her fold; the quiet and lovelyLenika, whom the little blonde suspects her rival covets above all others, and the girl Tina, Artsblood's child.

Magenta has observed the latter, and, though the young thing is on the edge of sexuality and ripe for plucking, particularly if her current crush on the long-eared elf ends in heartache, she does not relish an attempted seduction. Tina's youth disturbs her more than she would admit. Above that, though, the girl seems to gain more and more powerful allies by the day. Where Magenta comes from Alma is among the most frightening beings imaginable. Those that might object should the dominatrix attempt to lure the girl include creatures before whom even Alma's power would quail. And Magenta is only human; a big girl, and terribly fit, and quick with a stepping razor, but human nonetheless. In a fair fight even the young Tina would make short work of her. (Of course, as Alma reminds her time and again, the books of history are full of losers who fought fair.)

No, it would seem that Lenika might be a safer target, and one to whom she can appeal as a friend, perhaps, rather than as a lover.

There is another choice, of course, and for a moment she grasps her nether self and lifts, the hollow-ground edge of the razor licks at flesh, feeling more like the touch of ice cube than pain. A pull only, no strength required, and the eager blade would be done. She could die then, blood pooling on the sanguine sheets, cut apart but whole at last, a contradiction in death as she is in life.

But no, only the tiniest bite and she cleans the blade, dabs away the small blush of blood. Such a consummation is not yet devoutly to be wished. The black panties are shimmied into, wardrobe components strobe in front of her in a steady flicker of hangers.

Once more she will try to do her Mistress's bidding. Perhaps the reward for this success will be that which she has long wished. To be changed, and then unchanging, for all time.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-19 00:14 EST
"You'll come in a sweetheart and you'll go out a stranger Well you try to love her but she's so contrary Like a chainsaw running through a dictionary So get your mind off the sweet behind of our little angel" —Costello

Deedee trained, and of course there is another. These days Magenta's mistress seems immune to the charms of her conquests, merely tasting them to determine their value as tools, as weapons, before off in the fevered pursuit of the next.

But no, not this time. If that were the case Magenta would be less disturbed. She has, after all, nursemaided Alma's growing madness thus far; if anything, it has cemented the little blonde's need for her statuesque second in command.

This one, though, she was not invited to train. This one she was instructed to allow in, to indicate the unlatched (unlatched! for another!) door to the room where her mistress waited. This one is different.

Perhaps worse of all, this one is all that Magenta is not: dark where she is fair, delicate where she is robust, bottom to her top and fem to her butch...and, of course, the crucial difference, the one that rankles.

Alma has plans for this one; that is certain. Certain, too, is the devotion this Asian flower already has for the mistress, and she still yet, when Magenta saw her last, to share Alma's bed. No, the mistress has plans for this one, and she might very well be willing to be molded to suit those plans.

And then, should those plans reach fruition, will Magenta suddenly be second rather than first...or whill she be cast away like the other beautiful husks Miss Alma has tired of.

No, there is too much at stake, too much invested. Magenta is, for all of her costumed dominatrix duties, a gentle girl at heart, but something hard is forming in the heat of her heart, like a black pearl soothing its layers around the heartache there. It is a jewel of great cost to its bearer, and its gifting will be a dark ceremony indeed.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-24 21:04 EST
"If you are a bully Treat me good If you are a bully, a bully Baby treat me good

I'm like a steppin' razor Don't you watch my size I'm dangerous So dangerous"

Peter Tosh

Her prior flirtation with the edge of sanity now only felt as a hot line when sweat kisses the binding lips of the little cut, a pain she can almost ignore but that irks her as it draws her attention there, the statuesque beauty prepares for another night, for another daisy chain of hours in service to her mistress. The threat posed by the lotus blossom no less, perhaps, but new and wider threats, not the least of which Alma's continuing obsession with the freakish Artsblood, serve to keep it in perspective, for the nons at least, for the evening ahead.

First, an innovation, and she lifts the blade of her razor from the anodizing bath, a thin film of silver brightening the already gleaming steel. The blonde holds it to the light, frowns slightly, and—with a few practiced strops on a well-worn hanging leather strap—buffs the clinging silver from only the kissing-intimate edge of the cruel blade, unwilling for anything to even slightly blunt its ferocious eagerness to imbed itself in whatever she wills it cut.

Short-shorts tonight, a soft blue, false cuffs meeting in a pretty "V" at the juncture of her achingly lovely length of legs. On top a white Triumph motorcycle t-short, blue logo crawling in elegant script across the front; the shirt hacked so short it barely covers her gravity-defying breasts, and does not hide the fact that she wears nothing underneath it.

White canvas deck shoes with blue laces complete the ensemble. The blade hidden now, the razor's sandlewood scales warmed by skin and releasing their own subtle scent to join Magenta's carefully orchestrated symphony of perfumes.

Thus the uniform, thus the body armor and weaponry with which Alma's pretty soldier prepares herself for the evening ahead. It will include battles, Magenta is certain, but whether they be wars of will or the sweat-slickened struggles of shared passion, whether words will be wielded or flesh will gape and bleed and reveal the forbidden white of bone, only the hours will tell.

Regardless, with a single fluff of long hand through the casual waterfall of her white-blond hair, she is ready.

Magenta

Date: 2006-06-29 23:44 EST
"You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad But what?s so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane." —Bright Eyes

The edge of control is where control is prettiest, where it flashes out from beneath its rock time and again, frantic, red eyed, chittering in near madness, each time only barely managing whatever actions can at least postpone the onward hurtle of disaster.

It was like that with the razor, with the Lotus's hair. For a moment there, one hand wrapped in the dark, silken weight of it, the other barely holding back the eager blade, when Magenta had danced on the edge. And though she will get no credit from her almost-victim, it was she alone who stayed that hand, whose trembling will walked that razor closed. Were it to have tasted the black river of that hair, how would it ever have stopped there?

It is in part the powder. She knows this of course, she is a professional, andshe truly believes (and who would know enough to call her wrong) that she controls the careen that the tan dust has leant to her evenings. Even when she sits alone, apparently quiet, big, beautiful wallflower lost in her own lonely thoughts, her mind is flashing off glimmers like a disco ball.

It may be the powder, too, that has attracted the Ancient to her. It may well be so, at least in part, Magenta admits to herself under personal prodding,. She is, of course, also not blind to her own beauty, for all that certain aspects of Sid's apparent attraction to her have already left her more confused and conflicted than normal.

Another reason, then, to sniff just a bit more. To let it fuel the flights of fancy, her plots and surmises and simple girlish wishes-on-a-star. It is a drug of her own invention, this, and it partakes of the magic powders of her dear Vienna as well as the more exotic intoxicants of this new world.

Like Magenta sometimes feels, it is a thing with roots torn from both cultures and thus rooted in niether. As constant a companion, now, as the silver-anodized razor set with sandlewood scales, it is also, she knows that keening blade's equal as a weapon. In the right hands.

And her hands, though she thinks them unsightly and large, have ever been so very capable.

Magenta

Date: 2006-07-01 22:29 EST
"Friends speak of her fondly Enemies just think out loud You think you're man enough to please her And you're fool enough to start You're not going to do a thing to our little angel There's nothing you're thinking tonight that tomorrow won't change"—Costello

The tan powder is almost an amber now, refined, remixed, the dust of a certain leaf ground, the spittle of a certain spider dried, all built upon a wholesome base of cocaine and opiates from home. It is, Magenta thinks, as she touches a fingertip to her mouth, tasting the bite of it, how the sensitive flesh of her tongue seems to draw upon itself as if to flee the contact, her greatest creation.

It will have to be if it is to take her where she must go. The statuesque blonde has noticed of late, as the mixture has approached its current level of refinement, that it provides more than escape and enhanced physical ability and pleasure. No, it seems now that, with the drug humming in her like a powerline in a hurricane, her mind is more agile, as well. More daring, too, able to pick up and examine concepts it would once have shunned in horror. To study them from one side and another, and set them close to other ideas and see how the patterns change.

For all the fact that she had guarded Alma's door faithfully while the Oriental flower was inside, and despite the fact that she still doubts that Sakura has the temper—as the term applies to steel—to handle the demands that would be placed upon her were she to overshadow Magenta, something shifted inside the larger woman as she stood sentry there, preventing any interruption to the ecstacies shared within. Alma has always had others. This one, however, could be different.

Perhaps this internal shift led her to the formulations that provided the breakthrough in her pharmacologial experimenting. Perhaps, too, the experience itself cracked some doors in Magenta's mind that had been forever locked, and gave the new drug access to uncharted realms.

She has not been her mistress's major domo for as long as she has and not learned something of politesse, something of red herrings and misdirection and faith given and betrayed. There is one goal that drives her, one end that all ofters can be bent to, and sacrificed upon the alter of, should it prove necessary.

Sniffing up a long, jaggedly-stretched line of the powder, she clenches her eyes briefly until the burn passes, until she feels it dripping in little scalding streams down the back of her throat. A quick wipe to remove any traces of amber from her elegant nose, and Magenta turns her brittle, glittering eyes to the night.

Magenta

Date: 2006-07-15 21:49 EST
"If you had just a minute to breathe and they granted you one final wish Would you ask for something like another chance"

Or something similar as this" Dont worry too much It'll happen to you as sure as your sorrows are joys.

And the thing that disturbs you is only the sound of The low spark of high-heeled boys" —Winwood

The head shaving, Alma's punishment for Magenta's threatening the Mistress's new favorite Sakura, had hurt the statuesque beauty far more deeply than anyone, except perhaps Alma herself, would ever understand.

Magenta is, after all, adept at hiding her feelings, be they fear or affection or humiliation, behind the unchanging cruelty of the dominatrix's mask. It has been, she thinks with a bitter little pride, her best performance; showing herself in public so shorn, without the long, tousled waterfall of hair that she has always belileved was—even moreso than her augmented breasts—the single essential component of the disquise that is her life.

She has managed to maintain her composure, however, holding her head high, even in conversations with the woman Natalia and the creature Von Locke, even through her discovery of her rival-become-Mistress Sakura, wounded and frightened after as assault by some self-proclaimed demon in the service of the latter.

And so today she has rewarded herself with a pair of projects. First, the white-blond hair has grown back to little more than a peach-fuzz that seems to halo her skull in backlight. Working carefully, large hands clever and precise, she died it into a leapard skin pattern, the background a rich golden yellow, the rosette markings glossiest black. Finished, she admired it in wall and hand mirror, turning to examine the precision of each spot. It seems to make her pale eyes paler still, and all but begs for a matching opera mask.

The second undertaking was perhaps more practical. Magenta knows the dangers she faces when interracting with the likes of Natalia and Von Locke, and of course the spidery Artsblood...whom she has not yet spoken with but to whom she has dared send a message via Charna. Any of those would have the power to grant her deepest wish, or to leave her cooling corpse behind, as casually as a discarded wrapper. For all her physical presence, she is nothing more than a big, strong girl with a straight razor.

No longer, her little purses will be heavier from here on. Nestled next to her razor now is a small pepperbox pistol, charged with black powder and percussion caps. Its six barrels not loaded with lead but with short dowels, each tipped with a tiny ampule of holy water; two each of oak, and rowan, and hazel.

For all that she believes that she still holds her Mistress's trust, Magenta fears that Alma might not approve of her having this thing.

But a girl, after all, is only made more alluring by her secrets....

Magenta

Date: 2007-01-29 18:51 EST
In the heart there are windows and doors; you can let the light in, you can hear the wind blow. When you've nothing to lose and nothing to gain, grab ahold of that fistfull of rain.—Zevon



She has had the dream before, and it never ceases to thrill her. So much so that she has attempted any number of combinations of hallucinogen and opiate in her efforts to call it back on command. These have had only limited success, however; though it does recurr, it remains as fickle as any desire of the heart. But tonight it comes to her again....



She is outdoors, moonlight and fog creating a sylvan neon. The wood surrounding her is old, trees scabbed with fungus and bearded with moss, soft duff thick on the forest floor. As always in the dream, she is dressed in dark fabric, form fitting to avoid untimely snags upon brush and limb, close-knit to protect her skin from briar and bramble. It is tight enough to bind her heavy breasts, close enough to cup and cuddle snug against her crotch, perhaps even hinting at her nether lips, though the dark material will hide any dampness.

Her heavy mane of white blond hair is tortured into a braid, that braid in turn twisted into a tight bun on the back of her head. This serves to pull at the skin of her face, sharpening the already dramatic angles of cheek and chin. On her feet soft-soled athletic shoes, lugged for traction but capable of near silent progress over the leaf-cushioned soil between the trees.

And it is in ghostly quiet that she moves; pale, rain-gray eyes peering into the fog and shadow, searching the tangles of thicket and crazed hopscotch of trunk and limb, her ears seeming to turn against her skull as they ache outward, hair-triggered for the telltale sound of a careless hoof upon a fallen twig.

She hears it; to her left, where the underbrush is thickest. Bent low now, back parallel to the ground, she approaches, placing the outside edge of each foot down first and rolling the sole into place. When she is still some feet from the thicket's edge, however, something, perhaps a playful shift of wind, betrays her.

The doe explodes from cover in a stiff-legged leap, another contact of hoof and ground and it is off, flung through the forest on a wind of fear.

But Magenta is running now, too, knees high, arms pumping rhythm, she matches the pace of the deer. When it springs over deadfall and thicket, she takes them in leggy, steeplechase leaps, when the doe darts and dodges, she follows, shoesole pushing up berms of dirt where she leans to the turn.

The animal is fleet, a creature designed for nothing but escape from deadly pursuit. Its heart, its lungs, however, are built for the quick burst, and as the chase unfolds it scrambles as it turns, hooves momentarily scrabbling for purchase; hangs briefly, frantic, upon the fallen logs it leaps; slows.

It is when the deer enters a clearing, long grass shushing across its heaving ribs as it runs, moonlight tinting the gasping clouds of its breath, that the black-clad woman leaps, seeming to hang suspended in the air above her prey, only to fall upon it, break it to the ground with the weight of her body.

Desire is thick in her. One hand grabs at the soft muzzle, stretching back the deer's delicate neck, immune to its mewlings; and she takes it, filling her mouth with hair in her eagerness, moaning as the wild, gamey blood, bitter with spent adrenalin, splashes against the back of her throat. The flow is initially strong, pulsed by the panicked heart; but blood sings to blood, and even the animal is not immune to its lover's enchantments. In the end it curls itself to her, docile as a lapdog.

She drinks her fill and falls away. The doe, weakened and dazed, finds its legs, clumsy as a newborne. It will live if wolf or bear or great cat do not find it before it regathers its strength. Magenta rises to her knees, stands, watches it hobble off, its attempts at flight gaining coordination with distance. She scrubs her face with the back of her hand, lifts it to the wash of the moonlight. Smiles.

When she wakes, she remains very still, hoping consciousness can be fooled into leaving again, that the dream can be lured into return. Her body is excited, but she does not respond, never willing to acknowlege that, to let her hands go there. Eventually, though she holds her eyes closed long after she knows it is pointless, she succumbs to wakefulness, slips from the sweet-sweated sheets into another day.

Waiting.

Magenta

Date: 2007-01-30 22:48 EST
"Holly came from Miami, F-L-A Hitchhiked her way across the U-S-A Plucked her eyebrows on the way Shaved her legs and then he was a she She says hey babe, take a walk on the wild side Said hey honey, take a walk on the wild side"—Reed

Rising from the black hole of anaesthesia is not the same as slipping into slow consciousness still trailing the torn tissues of dream. Instead, for most the first sensation is a panicked struggle toward a vague goal; as if a swimmer somehow suddenly found herself deep beneath a faint-lit ocean's surface and desperately fighting back the deadly surrender of a too-early drawn breath.

Thus Magenta flailed herself awake, mummying her long body in backless gown and starched institutional sheets. Even in this, however, she managed some degree of control. As memory burst its flashbulbs in her mind she calmed her limbs, keeping her eyes still carefully shut, and took a careful, blind inventory of what was knowable.

Professional matters first; she catalogued the tastes in the back of her throat, the lingering chemical burn in her septum, the residual cotton furring her cortex, and made an educated guess as to what sort of chemical coctail had kept her unconscious, estimated how long its effects might have lasted.

Listening, then, she collected clues to her surroundings: The soft-throated whirr of diagnostic equipment, the rhythmic chirp that counted pulse, or heartbeat, or some other metronome of the flesh; and behind them the tiny movements of sole on floor, the whispered complaint of upholstery against clothing, that indicated that she was not alone.

Only then did she inventory her own pain; tiny, distant...little jabs of discomfort only reaching her attention as if by way of some sort of sensory telescope. They were, however, concentrated.

"Yes," she thought, "it's been done."

Still, though, she was unwilling to open her eyes and make the new world fully real, nor to explore her violated body with her hands. And so, unseeing, she stilled herself, forced her voice toward nonchalance out of a throat somehow raw with anaesthetic aftermath or lack of use, and spoke.

"So, somebody there?"

Natalia

Date: 2007-02-02 08:48 EST
Magenta would have heard the gentle coo of a well-practiced voice. All the warmth that one could feign, the tender crooning just on the edge of pronunciation, and all of it was wrapped up in the softest voice one could have ever did hear. She spoke with a smile, which is something that one could discern from the slightest of inflections with the way the words were formed.

"Magenta, darling," spoke the honey-dripping words with the Italian lilt, "it pleases me to see that you are awake."

After all, why wouldn't it please her" She'd have no way home if she had succumbed to complications during the operation, right' The cold touch of the Rose's fingers came upon Magenta's forehead, and calmly, casually, easily, she stroked her fingers to give over a modicum of comfort. She was not known for her physical warmth, but she was there when many others were not, and she was not judgmental when many others were. And to think, there are some who wonder how it is that Natalia Gioccone continues to draw the little ones into her, pinning them against the wall as another pretty butterfly in her collection!

"Sid is around here somewhere. Though I had to retire before your operation, obviously," since it was in the morning, "I understand she hasn't left your side since we left Rhy'Din. I do believe she's speaking with a nurse at the moment. She should be along in just a bit, since you are awake now."

And then, after a brief pause.

"Is there anything you need at the moment, Miss Grail?" The emphasis was undeniable; Natalia herself giving assurance that it had, indeed, been done.

Magenta

Date: 2007-02-05 21:26 EST
"Now if you see Saint Annie Please tell her thanks a lot I cannot move My fingers are all in a knot I don't have the strength To get up and take another shot And my best friend, my doctor Won't even say what it is I've got"—Dylan

The soft voice, the chill brush of hand, these are as welcome to her rising consciousness as a sip of cool water would be to her throat, scored and scraped as it feels post-anesthesia. Carefully, each new clue is assimilated. Magenta is a cautious girl. Even now, eyes still closed, she lets a hand fall and"feigning the loose-limbed exploration of someone rising from the blackness of drug-induced sleep—manages to pat the pocket formed by the underside of the fitted sheet, feels the little hanging weight of the straightrazor she hid there while counting down the breaths of gas.

Eyes still closed, she catalogues what else she can know about herself, her surroundings: Strands of her hair are sweated damp to her face, her neck. She knows that the wet will have darkened these from their usual white-blonde to a pale honey. The volume of florescent buzz, and of course the presence of Natalia, indicate that is is evening, and that she has slept through an entire day. The latter suspicion is reinforced by a gnawing hunger that, as she slips futher away from the clinging rags of the anesthetic, suddenly announces itself.

More distant, she can pick up the rattle of silverware, the slow "thunk" of ice on plastic pitcher. Somewhere on the same hall where she remains abed other patients are being tended. Served a late dinner, perhaps, or at least brought fresh water, more precious and sweeter in this setting than even her beloved port.

Still the sensations of her lower body fail to bring her any real answers, only the gradual surfacing of a dull ache, its background rhythm broken by quick guitar-solos of sharpening pain. Natalia's word choice, her sibilant emphasis on the "Miss," do not, of course, slip past even her somewhat muddled attention.

Sid's presence, sensed close if not actually in the room, also serves to reassure. At any rate, all seems as well as she can know at the moment. Well enough to open her pale eyes, blinking them in the sudden light , their surfaces feeling gritted against the sliding lids, and, though a vague apprehension still ticks somewhere in the undusted corners of her awakening attention, to smile a thanks to her watchers, and to speak again.

"Hi there, can a girl get a sip of water around here??

Sid

Date: 2007-02-06 07:37 EST
"Did I be hearin' someone up an' askin' for water?" Sid asked as she did, indeed, stroll in carrying a plastic pitcher she had filled with ice chips. " 'Tis nae liquid, the nursin' staff seems to be adamant on the fact ye can only be 'avin' frozen chips o' the stuff right now," said with a roll of glamoured blue eyes at Natalia and Magenta as she approached the bed.

Setting the pitcher down and shaking some of the ice to a small cup, she picks up a plastic spoon and sits carefully beside the patient. "I be tryin' to get some information from one o' those white caps, though I canna get me questions answered. Somethin' about nae understandin' wha' I be sayin'" I be talkin' plain enough!" A snort loosed from thin lips and another roll of eyes, she dips the spoon to the cup.

"When I be goin' to speak to the doctor on duty now, I think I be frightenin' him. He kept brandishin' tha' hard board o' his wha' he keeps his papers on like he be tryin' to beat off an attacker. These mortal healin' centers. All bits an' bobs, an' beeps an' boops. I nae know how anyone be gettin' healed in a place like this. Smells like death an' it be e'er so noisy. Nae good for a soul."

Holding up the spoon, a smiling nod to Natalia, she looks to Magenta and the smile brightens. "Here, loverly one, get some o' this down ye an' tell me how ye be feelin'."

Magenta

Date: 2007-02-06 22:15 EST
"O the sisters of mercy they are not Departed or gone, They were waiting for me when I thought That I just can't go on, And they brought me their comfort And later they brought me this song. O I hope you run into them You who've been traveling so long."—Cohen

Though the stark neon shocks her unaccustomed eyes; though her world is still perceived through the screen-door filter of lingering anesthetic; Magenta smiles upon hearing Sid's voice. And, despite her discomfort, her uncertainty still about what has been done to her, and a lingering unease that has yet to speak its name, she responds to the Ancient's offer in the manner hardwired into her system. Magenta is a creature of the senses, after all. So the bright wound of her mouth parts, soft lips encircling Sid's fingers and the proffered ice. As she sucks the chip in, a practiced swirl of tongue caresses the departing fingertips in a tease and a promise.

And then she can only close her eyes to the simple pleasure of the melting ice in her dry mouth, of its flowing like liquid silver down the strained length of her throat. Her cheeks go gaunt with nursing on the little chip until it is gone. Slowly, then, she opens her pale eyes once more, breathes a sigh that stirs the white sheets above her breast.

"Water." She whispers. "Is there anything sweeter than water when one really craves it' There are times when, after hours on the treadmill to tone these thighs, I'd gladly trade my current lover and two future prospects for just a sip of sweet, cool H20. Remind me never to forget the little pleasures, huh??

At that she hesitates, the still-uncertain eyes go even more distant as she looks from Sid to Natalia, realizations slipping into her recovering mind like snowdrops starring a spring lawn. Before she can speak, however, before she can explore the tracks that lay ahead of this train of thought for landslides or engines approaching from the opposite direction, a frail shadow flits across the doorway and Magenta turns; all lingering traces of the drugs burned sudden from her mind in the first white rush of fear.

Artsblood

Date: 2007-02-07 21:27 EST
"In dewy damps my limbs were chilled; My blood with gentle horrors thrilled: My feeble pulse forgot to play; I fainted, sunk, and died away." -Sappho



In this place of lights and chrome, of pastels and purest white, shadows are rare and furtive things. They appear in the wake of a gurney, loom briefly in the wake of a nurse's lean, and then scurry away as the relentless illumination seeks them out again. This seems, at first, to be one of those, splashed upon the door jamb by a passing IV tower and its medusa tubing, perhaps. However. As the other two women follow Magenta's horrified gaze it is suddenly as if Artsblood had stood there all along, waiting, in a peculiar, archaic formality, to be acknowledged before making her entrance.

She stands in a pensive pose, pale body strobing against the faded black of her worn tee shirt and shorts, freakish hands entwined into basketweave, clasped loosely in front of her. She pauses there until all eyes are upon her, meets each in turn, and only then begins to speak. Her voice, as ever, so soft, almost breathless, and yet with an occasional undercurrent of whine that attests the rarity of its use, like a small joint quietly protesting its drying oils.

"Such a gathering of beauties I doubt that even Sappho, bard of Lesbos, ever encountered in her pink and dewy dreams! I ask your forgiveness, for I come uninvited and perhaps unwelcome, as well. The matters that occur here are, however, of some importance to me. The woman Alma Stuart, this pretty patient's mistress, at least at one time since I do not see her here, is a sworn enemy of me and mine, and has employed various schemes to seek the vengeance she feels she is owed. Our quarrel is an old one, and I will not here burden those of you whom do not know its history with a full recital, other than to say it involves the woman's sister/brother, a creature very similar to Miss Grail, whom came to harm by my hand, though such was never my intent.

"Recently, in her attempts to punish me, the Stuart woman has sent Miss Grail on various missions to, among other things, lure my friend Lenika to the creature's bed, and even to seduce my daughter, just turned 14. Alma has hatched these Machiavellian schemes seeking only to make me feel such pain as she has felt.

"This needs be stopped. And I see the potential for interceding at this point, perhaps changing the course of that river of hatred by either damming or channeling this stream.

"This poses some difficulties. Dear Sid, for one?"

And here the great brown moon eyes lick over the lanky Ancient, touching places to which chill hands and mouth had once make delicious pilgrimages.

"We have a history that I hold as close as any true believer's relic hank of saintly hair, and I would not tarnish her love for me that might linger. Nor do I have any delusions that she could not stop me in whatever I might do, though I am arrogant enough to believe that she would no more enjoy my enmity than I would hers.

"I would extend a similar courtesy to Miss Natalia, not from fear but from a professional respect. And I confess that I would be long in forgiving myself if I were to deny the world the pleasures of such sublime beauty."

She pauses, then, eyes from one to another again, as if waiting for her voice to recover enough to continue.

"Thus allow me a proposal. The plan that exists now is, I fear, fundamentally flawed. Miss Grail is, I believe, a creature made for sensuality. Witness the sublime manner in which her mouth encircled Sid's fingers only a moment ago. To convert her to a creature that would perforce abandon the needs and pleasures that are so at her core would, I fear, end in tragedy. It was a similar reaction that led to the tragic end of Alma Stuart's sibling, and sparked this little war.

"So I offer two alternatives. The first, which I confess I favor, would be for me to bless this beauty with the Embrace here and now. She would, then, "heal" quickly, though such healing would restore that which she has so recently lost. I can assure you that such a talent would only endear her more among the Toreador, whom are a clan known for their lingering appetites for physical pleasure, and for an enchantment with all of the varieties and subtler tones of beauty.

"Barring that, and I fear by the growing horror I see on her pretty face that Miss Grail would not consent to such willingly, perhaps we could wait until the healing is done and then allow me to bring her among the Toreador. It would be a society far more suitable to her talents and mentality, I think we could all agree, and I'm sure that, when it was done or even before, she would not default on her end of the bargain with our elegant Italian here.

"There are additional benefits to either course, as well. Being bound to me, Magenta would be at little risk from the Stuart's displeasure; it might even serve to entwine Alma and myself in a perverse, and therefore possibly acceptable to her, manner. Natalia, as well, would find me in her debt, a coin of a sort I think she is wonderfully adept at spending.

"There are three of you, a perfect forum for settling such a quandary. May I quietly enjoy your company for a moment while you deliberate and each offer me your opinions on my proposals??

Unasked, she glides into the room, climbs atop an empty chair and, origami girl, folds her unnatural length of leg beneath her, head tilted, mantid like, waiting.

Natalia

Date: 2007-02-10 23:13 EST
Natalia was the first to pipe up, taking mechanical steps across the room. So free, so open, so obvious in what was said! The Italian ducked her head out of the room for a moment to check for anyone standing nearby in earshot, and then, satisfied, she pulled back into the room and closed the door. Privacy, indeed, was the main ingredient in keeping some things away from the ears of those that need not know.

As for Sid? Well, she had to have known by now. A late, late night of violin music attested to that, once upon a time.

She turned about to listen to the veritable filibuster from the horribly skinny woman. In many ways, the emanciated Artsblood reminded her somewhat of Marcella Giovanni. If, perhaps, Marcella could be even more painfully thin, starving to death during her embrace that she was, and stretched well out over a foot in height. Natalia had never met Alma, but Magenta had told her several times of her appearance. Not nearly as....insect-like as Artsblood is.

Such a shame; it seemed Natalia would not have the chance to ever meet the Stuart woman, once she was well and truly back home. And so it seemed that her very own Janus complex could be resolevd without ever seeing the other side of the coin. She just had to wait for Magenta to be well enough to travel, first.

In the end of all things, though, she didn't give one damn about what Alma would or would not approve of in regards to her dealings with Magenta. A lady of refinement and fine raising such as Alma, rumor told her, should not have made such a rude gesture as to never respond to her cordial invitation to meet-and-greet. And, to think, she had made such delicious plans for hosting miss Stuart!

But that is neither here nor there, for the now.

"The change in Miss Grail's body would be severe to her, I will admit. But it is something I tried to tell her, as well, when our bargain was first struck. It had been in my plans to insist she make love as a woman, first, to fully appreciate that which would be denied her once she became as we are."

And then, a beat later,

"...But you are correct. Your kind," the Toreador. The degenerates. The hedonists, "do have a decided advantage on anachronistic desires such as lust and pleasure. Perhaps not as keen as the mortals possess, but refined nonetheless."

"Ultimately," she turned toward Sid and Magenta again, "I have no great desire for progeny of my own. That decision will be left for you, Miss Grail, to make. I can fullfill my end of our bargain, and you will be sired Ventrue. Or you can take claim to the line of our lithesome friend here, and be sired Toreador."

"There are pros and cons of either choice, but if it is the pleasures of the flesh you wish to cling to, I would recommend taking Miss Shusberg up upon her offer."

Sid

Date: 2007-03-09 11:24 EST
Sid's eyes met those jewel-brown depths, dipping as Arts' did and running memory over chilled flesh. Tasting the thoughts with a growing smile rising to thin lips. Bootheels hanging from the bed's rails beneath her perch, those glamoured blues swung to Natalia as the Italian beauty spoke.

Finally, having heard from both, with a reassuring glance to Magenta, the Ancient weighed in. "Ye be right, luv..." Pinning the spidery Toreador where she waited, folded atop the chair. "Nae worries o' tarnishin' wha' still more'n lingers between us. Ye canna e'er gain me enmity, to be sure. Me presence here be only to see to this loverly's health an' due course o' Miss Natalia's word kept."

Long fingers of strangely elegant design soothe along Magenta's right side, the palm coming to rest on the matress next to her. "Which e'er action ensures Magenta remains as she be now - wha' she be always wishin' to be, needin' to be, an' lon' denied tha' by a female I hol' nae warmth towards for varied reasons Arts well knows - this be the choice for which I speak."

Magic-hued eyes return attentions to the statuesque beauty lying beside her. "An' wha' say ye, m'loverly one?"

Magenta

Date: 2007-03-10 21:37 EST
"A worried girl with a worried mind No one in front of me and nothing behind There's a woman on my lap and she's drinking champagne Got white skin, got assassin's eyes I'm looking up into the sapphire tinted skies I'm well dressed, waiting on the last train..." from Dylan

"La morte c'est la morte et l'amour c'est l'amour; mais la morte c'est solement la morte, et l'amour c'est l'amour" Magnetic Fields

The talk washed over her and gone, like a wave retreating, leaving small things to pulse and scuttle on the sand, to dig for their lives or feed the gulls. In the sudden silence Magenta let her lids fall, hiding the pale-water beauty of her irises.

The drugs were wearing off. Indeed, her long body is adept at dealing with the weakening grip of pharmaceuticals, having been trained, as it were, with far greater weights than the hospital would ask her to lift. As the anaesthesia flees, the soreness between her legs grows, now like a washcloth soaked in bee-sting and dragged over her shaved skin.

When she opens her eyes again it is to study the three woman above her: Sid, whom she desires, and hopes will be the first to take her as a woman; the beautiful Natalia, the founder of this feast, whose intercession has already fulfilled one of her long-held wishes; and the strange, almost grotesque Toreador, for whom Magenta has never felt ought but fear. When she speaks, her voice holds a little of the singsong of her lost chemical sleep, but the weight of pupose in it is clear, its rhythms almost solemn.

"I owe you all, and I'll repay those debts in whatever coin I can. Sid, I could never have braved this without you, and I think I'll need to call on your protection at least once more.

Miss Natalia, you've made a dream come true. I suspect that is a rare gift no matter how long one lives. As soon as I am up I will fulfill my part of the bargain. I have the necessary keypad hidden in the inn; magic jumping between the amoebic swell and ebb of its biochips. I will take you to Vienna, and there offer you what else you might want of me in return. I know, you see, what poor currencies I have.

But though I will gladly allow that intimacy, and though I'm no stranger to the sensuality with which you indulge your own pleasures, I was trained as a human by another clan, and even after my Embrace hope to not be done with exploring the pleasures and pains of the flesh."

She turns to the last, and does not hide a shudder.

"Miss Shusberg, if you would consent to the gift of this self, if you would so demean yourself by making me childe, I ask that you do so. But only after I have fulfilled my pledge to Miss Gioconne, and if Sid will consent to watch over me once more while it is done. Because, truly, you scare the living hell out of me."

Eyes close again, the post anaesthetic weariness almost obscuring the burning pain below. Her mouth, bright paint surprisingly intact yet, curves toward a shy smile. A decision made is as sweet as a kiss.

Sid

Date: 2007-03-29 08:29 EST
Listening as Magenta speaks, a silvered brow arcs slightly at the mention of magic-augmented tech. Idly, the Ancient wonders if this is something the loverly has pieced together here because of need, or if it comes from someplace other. A subject she will broach at another more opportune moment, though.

Her hand lifts from the mattress, soothing a pat over the curve of Magenta's hip with a nodding smile and throaty chuckle. A shot-quick grin tossed to Arts as the patient confesses her feelings on the Toreador. "Nae worries o' me bein' here, m'loverly, I be happy to do so. An', if'n ye wish me to be there at ye turnin' by the beautiful Artsblood, I 'ave nae problem with tha'. As lon' as she dun."

Once more glamoured eyes lick over the spidery splendor of Arts, drinking in the whole of her with a sinful smile lighting those pale lips. While many may find the beauty's form freakish, Sid saw magnificence. "Wha" say ye, m"chillin" beauty' Do ye "ave a problem with me standin" second, so to speak, for our blossomin" Magenta, here?"

Artsblood

Date: 2007-04-05 00:00 EST
Your long white fingers slither and glide No gloves will hold them They cannot hide They frighten children and they make dogs howl They glow in darkness and fill the faithful with doubt Your long white fingers Passion and grace Gesticulations from some dark place They look unnatural, faintly obscene They loom large in all the strangest of dreams—Magnetic Fields

Artsblood preens noticably under the Ancient's attention; a fey lift of the delicate bone box of her tiny chin, a quick brush of one hand, freakish fingers spread into a crude rake, through her ruined dandelion of white hair. Great brown moons of eyes move, as slow as chilled syrup, from Sid to Magenta and back. In the course of that leisurely migration, their flat mirrors shift and withdraw, hunger rises like a thing awakened in their bottomless depths.

"A trio rather than a duet, dear Sid? Why yes, I think we could menage that quite nicely. Her ruined voice, straining from lack of use, barely above a whisper.

"And dear Magenta, though you flatter me with your fear, I have fond hopes of raising other emotions in you, and equally strong. And now, though my needs urge me to linger, I will honor your wishes. Heal, beloved to be, and fulfill your pledge to the winsome Italian. Then, free of obligations and, perhaps, having proved your transformation complete by bedding my darling Sid here, come to my bolthole in her company, and we shall finish with your crysalis, and unbind your wings."

She slips to her feet, a vine reaching for a wire, and—huge eyes lingering on each in turn, few kisses as intimate or, indeed, as invasive—she strides from the room, improbable legs scissoring, the few colors within the sterile, institutional walls seeming to fade further with her passing.

Magenta

Date: 2007-05-12 22:03 EST
Holly came from Miami, F-L-A Hitchhiked her way across the U-S-A Plucked her eyebrows on the way Shaved her legs and then he was a she She says hey babe, take a walk on the wild side Said hey honey, take a walk on the wild side"-Lou Reed

"Gender is a kind of imitation for which there exists no original."—Judith Butler

Hours passed, great clumps of them making days, small pyramid-piles of days becoming weeks. The bee-sting pain between Magenta's toned and tapered thighs became first worse—oh! a veritable flaying with razors and pliers—and then better; from agony to throb to ache, until one day she woke and what little hurt remained served only to tease and taunt, and lured her large hand down to toggle unfamiliar switches and brush on buttons new.

As long as she was kept in the clinic (and Natalia's bartering must have been potent indeed, for noone made any effort to hurry the big blonde's exit) Sid hovered bedside as her time allowed, and yes, on occasion the door to the room was jammed tight with daggerblade or some other makeshift deadbolt, and explorations were joined on the starch-stiff sheets of the single bed. Explorations only, however, both the Ancient and the patient had more formal plans for the ultimate deflowering...

When Magenta walked out, dressed as ever, though her mini perhaps a little shorter, its fabric more clingy and designed to reveal rather than obscure what lay beneath, there was a new liquidity to her leggy strut, perhaps the illusion of a new softness in her pale blue eyes. But the wild side she has always walked has ever demanded costume, and new tools do not, except to the fooled, make the illusion more real.

The lovely Italian was delivered to Vienna, and gifted with a spare device, stolen from Alma's store, to allow her easier transport between the worlds. That combination of magic and biochip the Ancient had noted was a product of the Austrian Toreador "sisters," and a regular contributor to the success of their import/export empire. A second, of course, remained with Magenta. A girl can't be too careful...

And now she is ready for the next stage; which will begin in the arms of the Ancient and conclude in the embrace of the spidery Toreador. Magenta has tried hard to conjure up lust for Artsblood; for the moment it has only developed into the shuddery desire that gives birth to perversion.

But perhaps perversion is also just another word for nothing left to lose...

Magenta

Date: 2007-06-02 20:41 EST
(note: The following is a very lightly edited live RP, thus will differ a bit in form and flow from the rest of this thread)

'You come right inside of me, close as you can be you kiss my blood, and my blood kisses me" The Incredible String Band, "Air"



Again Sid's search for the missing Seer Viki had proven futile. On the road since she left shift last night at the Red Dragon, she had explored the west of Rhy'Din's continent; seeking entrance to shadows when the opportunities presented, though her workings were iffy in that area.

Irrykin—he who by all reports held the Seer captive—owned magics akin to those of Viki's lover Domikai, and Sid knew that simply riding about was unlikely to yield the results she sought. Still, the Ancient had to do something, she was in desperate need of the distraction because the edge of that Abyss that whispered to her was growing ever closer, calling ever sweeter.

The wheel-less mage bike's throaty purr resounded throughout WestEnd as Sid drove from Stars End Sector into the district she calls home. Whipping the rag from rusty clattering elflocks, and Lennon specs from glamoured blue eyes, her gaze travelled the rubble of buildings and life surrounding.

Nearby, dressed in no more than she needs to be, micro-mini and a sleeveless Triumph motorcycle tee, Magenta stalks through the night with a leggy strut that is half "fuck me now" and half soul-killing bitch.

Her casual cascade of white blonde hair rises softly from her shoulders with each step. Though her pale eyes are alert, there is no fear in her carriage; it is almost as if she were already more than just a big, athletic girl with a silver-coated straight razor.

The leopard-groan of the mage bike as it neared earned only a raise of one perfect blonde eyebrow, though one who could read the songs of blood would know that pulse rose for all her sang-froid. She stopped beneath a flickering mage light, Dietrich-leaning, waiting.

And thus the Fates present Sid with a lovely, fortuitous distraction! Haloed perfectly by flickering spell light, delicious in all the lean-muscled curves of her. Tempting angel, fevered demon.

Cutting the bonded ride to silent mode, narrowing slanted eyes on the leggy beauty, Sid crept along the busted cobbles from around the near corner; stalking prey with hungered intent.

Magenta is no shy girl thing, and this meeting was as much ordained as wished. But she is a different creature now, and Sid was one of very few lovers, as opposed to clients, who had experienced Magenta's "other" self, her gone forever self; who had been pierced by the big blonde, had seen the shame and passion swell her as she thrust almost despite herself, spilled the scalding orgasm that was denied at the very moment it was jetted, clutched pelvis to clutched pelvis, within.

The memory of that encounter touches Magenta unsettling, there is perhaps a blush that the yellow light will not find, but she straightens, hip cocked, and smiles, a passable Edith Piaf impression, "Hey girl, you come with me?"

"Follow ye willin', loverly flower." The Trueblood's grin fox lit and cunningly sly, for Magenta was a flower. One who has yet to see her true blooming. Sid intended to be the first to see such a beauty unfold.

"Clamber on behind me, m'loverly," reaching back to give Baby's bitch seat a pat with a leering glance over the big blonde's form. "Ye can be whisperin' the directions to me ear as ye hol' tight."

Magenta is not dressed so differently than she was before the change, except that her mini is now softer fabric, contriving to reveal rather than bind. Consequently,"a small, soft pillow of public hair mounds beneath it, electric as it is compressed against Sid's backside when Magenta snuggles on. Her voice not so much spoken as poured into the ear, opium instead of dread hemlock, elflocks painted with the red of her mouth. "Jus' turn right at the milky way an' straight on through till mornin', love....or take the third left, three blocks, second building on the right...."

A cackle lit the air, all honey darkness and whiskey-tinge as Sid pressed back into Magenta's straddle, wriggling the seat of rider-worn jeans to soak up the fire nestled there.

Jerking the throttle, the wheel-less Panhead takes off with a lurch into the night streets, pointed in the direction the lovely's whispered words indicated; long fingers of her free hand taking the moment to explore a strip of pale, silken thigh.

The snuggle against the wind and the speed is surprisingly vulnerable. Dominatrix, professional, once star of Miss Alma's menagerie of deviants, Magenta is new-made now, and pulls herself against the Ancient with all of the eager hesitation of a virgin ready.

Her whisper is more mouth on ear than it is breath. "There's"my door, you can park anywhere. And baby, you probably know this already, but I have to play bottom tonight, lil Maggie gotsta be the girl..."

A look from the tall drink of water behind those handlebars and the door opened of its own accord. Baby didn't get parked on the street.

Just inside that portal the mage bike shut down with a shudder, spellbox slid from its holder and the Ancient turned all in one fluid motion, slipping from the leather seat and gathering the budding blossom to surprisingly strong arms.

Pale lips pressed to the crook of neck beneath a fragrant fall of white-blonde waterfall, words vibrating in murmur as she moved to bring them forth into Magenta's home. "An' ye will be, m'loverly. All woman for me, for yeself."

Almost every inch of Magenta's long body has been trained and conditioned and used to entice and please and tease, except for the most crucial little folds of flesh beneath a regrown thicket of blond curls, all fragrant and moist and untried. She gasps in Sid's arms, almost a whimper, backpedals away and falls, loose limbed and hair a halo, on a simple mattress on the floor—simple, though taut with blood-red cotton sheets (satin, after all, is for poseurs)—and opens her eyes wide, her arms wide, her mouth a vulnerable "O" of kiss upon the air.

Like some silken thread puddling with gravity's pull, the Ancient sprawls beside the blonde beauty; leather of Hellballs chaps hissing along the span of Magenta's leg until thigh draped over thigh, knee just the barest tease against that mound still barely covered by miniskirt fabric.

"Ye 'ave the mos' luscious mouth, m'loverly flower," fingertips tracing just outside delectable paint. "Tell me, sweet beauty," short nails of her free hand trailing slowly along the flesh of inner thigh. "Be ye ready for me?"

Magenta's lids droop heavy over her pale, cruel eyes, and her pelvis lifts, seeming all involuntary where it has so often played a similar part in the past. One hand drags her Triumph tee over her head, tangling her hair in its wake...."There are mouths and then there are mouths, lover, and oh yes I am so very ready."

The white blond mane is a sprawl of hair, reckless across the mattress, the pale eyes hooded. Unbound, her unlikely breasts still firm atop her ribs, though their weight does cuddle them as she turns on one shoulder to face Sid. A quick hook of thumbs drags the miniskirt off as well. Beneath, white cotton panties, surprisingly girlish, pillowed slightly in front by the soft suspension of pubic hair. "I've never, ever been so ready, love, and I've ever been a ready girl."

Sid's short nails drag light from the hollow of her throat in languid trail down within the valley of those cuddled breasts. Glamoured eyes flick to the sight of the girlish panties and sly grin rises on pale lips. "E'er the ready girl, aye, lover?"

Softly, up along the mound of one breast, the silken pads of index finger and thumb latch on to a pebble-hard nipple as her body slinks over and between Magenta's spread legs. Passion's fire sparks quicksilver flash in the Ancient's eyes and her look is a feral hunger.

The blond's big hands twist fingers among the elflocks, hips rock up, questing, like a seedling toward sunlight. The feral mouth brushed by perfect ruby lips, spread softly, breathing sweet breath into the kissing mouth, whisper of lip on lip. "Everything works love, the plumbing and the electricity..."

Sid gives a pinch and twist to that nipple, teeth pulling at Magenta's lower lip as cunning eyes peer into rain grey depths. A tug of ruby flesh as she pulls back, rising up on one hand looking down. "Do it now" I be 'avin' to check this for meself."

A dip of that elflocked head, lips suckling where fingers had just teasingly tortured, up to her knees the Ancient drags the tank top over her head, tossing it to the side. Kneeling between her lover's ankles, one hand slipping her denim's button from its slotted prison, her tongue drags over pale lips, eyes a pointed look to those cotton panties. "Show me," voice rough-edged with building need.

Magenta hands still snagged in the ringing locks, her own lower lip caught in pretty white teeth now, breath quick across it. Rather than strip off the white cotton, she arches the long elegance of her body, lifting it toward Sid's sandpaper voice, lily-of-the-valley perfume on the panties, faint, delicate, perfect. Her purred voice a tease and a beg. "Use your teeth, tear them away...."

Pushing at rider-worn jeans, Sid sends them down boyishly slender hips, a crafty smile blooms at her lover's words. Slithering out of the rest of her clothing, she maneuvers between those creamy thighs, fingers curling into that tender skin, pressing outwards.

Slinking up, mouth open, she is hungered and Magenta is the banquet. Gripping the elastic edge, chin giving pressure to the pillow beneath cotton, she gives one quick snap and twist, rending the undergarment to nothing but a shred.

Before Magenta can even catch her breath from that, fingers slide eagerly forth, parting slickened folds to begin a needy but gentle exploration as panties are tossed to the side with a turn of her head. Magenta has placed perfume there, but the ocean scent overrides it; She is a rose open, petals soaked in warm oil, drawing touch of tongue and finger within. Her hips offer, lift, knees falling to the side, a bud of clitoris, carefully made from what was before, holding all of the sensitivity of the earlier organ, peeks slickwet from the glossy lips. Above, eyes closed, lip bleeding between her teeth, Magenta begins the ritual chanting of her lover's name.

Glamoured eyes lift to watch the blond's face as Sid's head lowers between the precious offering of parted folds. Fingers tenderly spread the flower further, the tip of her tongue rolling just across the sensitive tip of her clit before sweeping around it in a circle.

A tease, a tempt, fingertips fluttering at a newly created channel, teeth grazing atop the hardening bud. Pushing her body up further her free hand lifts one leg and braces under thigh with her shoulder as first one finger enters and then another, teeth nipping down on Magenta's throbbing clit with a flicker of her tongue across its head.

In an agony of pleasure, Magenta's big hands force Sid's face into the heat and wet, hips moving in slow lift and roll, positioning, her voice between a whisper and a whine, chin pointed at the ceiling, cords of her neck drawn like a bowstring.

And eagerly the Trueblood delves into that moist pleasure. Teeth draw at her clit, lips encircling it until she is suckling upon it, her tongue a deft dance to bring her lover's cries to split the night.

Fingers pump and flutter inside liquid fired depths, her free hand reaching up to take one rock hard nipple to hand, roughly tormenting in twists and pinches.

It is too much for Magenta. Used to pleasing for pay, and not for such unilateral indulgence, her voice gasps now, whines, buttocks clenched, quads hard atop spread thighs, she lifts herself, lifts again, and on the third lift locks and spreads and the tremble takes her from her spine to her hips, flexing and flexing and flexing, and then caught in the peak of offer, her voice only a squeal of name.

Sid replies with a hard push of fingers as the tremble takes Magenta, holding deep inside, her tongue a soft lap over throbbing nub. Slowing, slowing as she shudders beneath. Hand cupping tenderly at her breast, Sid helps her lover ride out the crashing waves.

A sly light in glamoured blues, head lifting with a drag of tongue over wet lips. "Well, now, an' wha' be ye goin' to do for me?" A teasing chuckle and tickle of kiss atop Magenta's quieting clit.

Magenta almost manages to stir a laugh into the gasps that still shake her, involuntary shakes rippling the muscles of her long thighs, her taut stomach. As her breath comes back under contol, she meets Sid's lifting head, kissed her hard on the mouth, tasting herself on her lover's tongue, and then, eyes open and mouths still touching, speaks against the brushed lips. "Somehow I have confidence that I'll think of something, beautiful, why not just relax for as long as you can while I figure it out.....?

Artsblood

Date: 2007-06-10 01:08 EST
"...in my wild heart what did I most wish to happen to me: "Again whom must I persuade back into the harness of your love" Sappho, who wrongs you?

For if she flees, soon she'll pursue, she doesn't accept gifts, but she'll give, if not now loving, soon she'll love even against her will." Come to me now again, release me from this pain, everything my spirit longs to have fulfilled, fulfill, and you be my ally ?"Sappho

"...aching Pleasure nigh, Turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips?"Keats

In the first days following her dalliance with Sid, Magenta was satisfied to dwell within the memory, to let remembrance play its subtle fingers on her body. On occasion, too, when the Ancient was able to force herself to take a break from her frantic hunt for the missing Seer, and when Magenta's own balms were needed to rescue Sid, however briefly, from the personal demons that hounded her, they loved again. The big blond is no green girl to lose herself in the mists of romance, however, and in the back of her mind, catching her thoughts like a cheek on a broken tooth, is the realization that she has only partly traveled the road she had set for herself.

So it was on one of those occasions that the two were intertwined, post coital, that she turned to Sid and whispered, her formidable will all but unable to keep the shudder from her voice.

"It is time I kept my date with Artsblood, darling, will you take me to her?"

The Ancient laughed for a reply, belled locks jangling, and in a smooth sweep of motion lifted herself from the bed to sit astride the magebike, a hand offered to sweep the blond aboard.

Baby's leopard snarl seemed to tear the fabric of the night, but the ride was brief"too short, perhaps, for the passenger who clung to Sid, and not out of fear of speed. The bike's growl slowed to a rumbling purr as they pulled into a weed-fringed lot on the edge of WestEnd. The building was an ancient single-level shotgun motel, apparently abandoned. Its sign, however, which had once read "Outpost Motel," still sizzled and popped enough letters alight to announce that they had arrived at "O pos Motel." Whether this was happy accident or an example of Toreador humor was, however, open to question.

Before Magenta could ask, however, a pipecleaner arm pushed open a door at the end of the line of units, its pale skin strobing like a Hunter's Moon in the dark. Sid maneuvered the wheel-less panhead in, kicking the door shut behind. As easily as she had mounted earlier, the Ancient spun herself from the saddle to fall into a leggy sprawl on an overstuffed, tatty chair. Her eyes glittered as she flicked a glance to the center of the room, stretched, and spoke in a lazy drawl.

"Don't be mindin" me at all, me loverlies, I be more than pleased to watch this dance.." Magenta slid from the bitch seat, almost stumbling as she followed the Ancient's eyes.

Artsblood stood, hipshot, loose-limbed as a too-thin puppet on a slack string. The skinny length of her was painfully pale, as if a light behind might show the tinkertoy bones within her. She wore only black panties, and what appeared to be a training bra of the same color; even this small garment allowing loose puckers of the fine fabric where it more than covered her tiny breasts. She allowed Magenta's study, even welcomed it. When she spoke, her voice was but a whisper, pained and strained as if rough from lack of use.

"So you've come to me, to be born a third time. It is a wish I will take pleasure in fulfilling, but before we begin, you must be sure it a wish that you are certain you desire the fulfillment of. Once again, pretty one, you face a decision that cannot be reconsidered once made." For a moment Magenta jerked her head from the skinny apparition to Sid and back again, frantic as a cornered cat. But with a breath she rode herself into control, managed a fling of her hair, a transparent show of bravada, and approached the Toreador, her own voice mastered now, husky, alluring.

"It is a consummation I've devoutly wished, Ms. Shusberg."

And, summoning her courage, she took one spidery hand in her own, and led the way to the single mattress on the floor, and the tangle of sheets atop it.

Artsblood allowed herself a single bark of laughter, sudden, plosive, as she settled next to Magenta, leaned over her, and captured the blond's dirty-rain eyes with her own huge jewel-brown moons.

At the touch of those eyes even Magenta, who was well experienced with the power of the kindred glance, felt herself warm. What had once been grotesque was now beautiful, irresistible, erotic and beloved. In a daze she reached for the boney shoulders, made to pull the almost fleshless face to her own.

But the thin woman blinked, broke the spell, and laughed, a soft scurry, like small clawed feet in dead leaves.

"Forgive me, dear, it was a moment of self indulgence, I would not take you when your will was in my hands."

She leaned closer then, and her thin lips brushed a whisper of a kiss on Magenta's bright, lovely, wound of a mouth. And despite herself, at that soft, electric touch, the blond's hand moved to tangle in Arts's ruined dandelion of white hair, and she sighed against the kiss, hesitation leaving her like the air from a balloon.

"Yes, you are lovely, a jewel, it is a treasure I bring to my clan tonight." The ruined voice as intimate as a caress, and Magenta turned to it, one knee over a skinny thigh, a pretty whimper escaping her.

The blond might have shivered once when the chill point of tongue traced a line on the tender flesh of her throat, again when the tiny killing teeth, exquisite, blue-white like skim milk, first stretched that delicate skin, and then pierced it, tearing.

Then, however, her blood answered the call of the alien heart that drew upon it, dancing to its rhythm, giving itself eagerly in a rush of passion as one thin knee rose between her thighs, nestled itself there, demanding, insistent. Bent over the blond, Arts arched her spine-nubbed back in the depth of the feed. Lost in a penetration more intimate than any she had ever felt, Magenta gave herself, her blood flowing out of her body in a desperate rush, her heart slowing, stuttering, stumbling to a stop.

Almost reluctant, Arts kissed the now seeping wound once, lifted her head, her thin lips painted full with sweet blood. Her eyes on Magenta's own eyes, which were rapidly losing their shine, going dull as frosted glass, she pulled one side of the tiny bra down, blindly retrieved a delicate blade from the floor beside the mattress, and sliced once deep, splitting the pretty raisin of one nipple.

And at the moment Magenta's eyes went empty, the skinny woman lifted her head, great mane of blond hair tangling around her spidery hand. With a gesture that was gentle, positively maternal, she lifted the bright dead mouth to her torn breast.

For a moment nothing happened, and then the limp form choked, swallowed in dumb peristalsis. The offered blood did its magic, threw forbidden switches within, and suddenly the blond was suckling, lifting her head to the motherly offering.

Magenta had always been greedy for sensation, and before long her hunger rode over the infantile suckling; big hands grabbed at bony shoulders, filling her mouth with the little breast, drawing on it with a desperate, unslakable need.

On the other side of the room, Sid started to stand, ready to move, when with a lurch Arts forced herself away. Gentle, irresistible, she pushed Magenta back onto the mattress, the blond's eyes wide, her hands still scrabbling to pull the other to her. The painfully thin woman licked her fingers, smooths saliva on her wounded nipple, and purrs at the blond, gentling her as one would sooth a panicked mare.

"It is done, daughter. Darling Sid and I will sit with you now while your body discharges those things you no longer need. Then we will wash you, and stay beside you as you begin to learn your world anew."

The thing that had been Magenta, still caught between planes as her body finished leaving its chrysalis, could only moan, wordless, as her changing being flooded her senses with wonders.

Magenta

Date: 2007-07-06 21:16 EST
"The huntress is coming, slow, breathless, and pale, Her blond locks streaming all wild in the gale; She stops—and the breezes bring balm to her brow— But wolf-dog and wild deer, oh! where are they now" On R?"idhl?"n-Tigh-an-E?"rla, by Avonmore's well, His bounding heart broken, the hunted deer fell; And o'er him the brave hounds all gallantly died, In death still victorious—their fangs in his side!?"from Edward Walsh

"And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this The reasons all have run away but the feeling never did It"'s not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is" -Bright Eyes

For all the chiseled interminglings of beauty and cruelty that mark her face, it is perhaps surprising that the predatory duty of her new state has proven the most difficult for the big blonde to come to terms with. Certainly she was Miss Alma's primary dominatrix while starring in the small woman's seraglio; but even a dom, in that very special corner of the 'service industry." is more pursued than pursuing, is, when the leather and lyrca are stripped away, really only a product sold. In the erotic chase, too, she has seldom been the pursuer, content to spread the webs of scent and sight and pluck the prettier of those entrapped for her pleasure. Now the conquest takes upon itself a bloated and she almost thinks unseemly importance.

Perhaps this is why her feeding is so careful, so secretive. It would be unusual if any of her little string of kissers and cuddlers remembered anything but the encounter's erotic heat. It soon becomes almost easy, and her chemist's training reminds her of the dangers of the easy.

Though certainly familar with the ways of Kindred and Clan, walking on the other side of the street has surprised her in many little ways. For the way that, for instance, a nose so much more finely attuned renders fragrances once rejoiced in to the equivalent of an air-horn at two paces. It is only though an act of will that she retains and tolerates her signature perfumes. She's never been short in the "will" department, though the 'way' occasionally wanders. When the change eventually demands iit, she applies the perfumes from memory. Nothing could notice any difference.

Magenta

Date: 2007-08-09 00:38 EST
"I wanna make you love Wanna, wanna watch your eyes Dip them in a honey glaze Mirror mine...?"Jane's Addiction

Imagine how she danced with it! This girl who's art had featured the subtle interplay of dependency and pleasure; who had used her training and experience to develop substances fit to choreograph a life; was waltzing with the most dangerous addiction of all.

How gaily she spun it 'round, making it now a banquet of the most careful planning and then the most casual of snack. She turned it on and off, driving need to its knees with the ice water of her fearsome will. You might imagine her in some sparkled Busby Berkley dance routine, spinning up a spangled staircase, her joy endless, her strength boundless, her confidence cold iron.

But the staircase became ever steeper and without end. Her steps grew uncertain, as she began to face the fact that she had sorely underestimated what this new lover was capable of, would willingly do. What had been her plaything slowly drew her attention toward it, tearing down sets and scenes that other loves and desires, other wants and needs, had erected to guide her perceptions. The feeding wishes to be her black hole, it actively strives for that fulfillment.

And thus the seductions become less gentle, thus the lovemaking of the secret kiss becomes a taking rather than a sharing.

It is possible that Arts should have noticed, could have helped. But the old Toreador had, perhaps, assumed too much of Magenta's long apprenticeship with the creature Alma, had credited her new child with an appreciation of the ways of the Kindred that was perhaps undeserved. In fairness, too, Magenta was loathe to bring her growing problem to Artsblood whom, despite the remembered eroticism of the Embrace, was still more hideous than lovely in the eyes of the big blonde. So the predation, that within and that without, grows in ferocity. Something deep in the shadows of Magenta's slate-gray eyes is fighting for its life. It is a battle the girl thought was beneath her. It is a fight she will not win alone.