Trapped somewhere on the line of consciousness and unconsciousness, Martyr was staring Phoenix dead in the face. Those haunting mercury orbs stared at her and through her at the same time. The image was like looking into a mirror, Phoenix was an identical twin all but the eyes"all but those visions of silver that held anger and sorrow all in one. "He" He's".dead?" Martyr repeated for what felt like the fifteenth time" "He can't be dead" He has a baby! He has Max, and me and he can't be dead! He just can't be!" The woman screamed at her distorted reflection. Incapable of summoning tears in the current state, she felt her heart cracking in several pieces. Even if her powers ever came back'she, the girl that could heal a knife to the throat, wouldn't ever truly recover from heartbreak. "This is a joke, right' A sick joke" You're lying! You're just lying! He can't just die!"
Phoenix spoke up. "He and Neth got into a fight' She killed him' I'm sorry, Martyr" I really am?" Thoughts swirled in her head, accusing ones that blamed soul but the one standing behind the mirror. "I know that you loved him, and I know that he loved you? But we have to get out of here, we have to move" Get Max to safety."
If my powers were working" If I hadn't spent them doing such reckless things" I could have saved him' I could have stopped her" If he had just waited for me" If I'd just been there" How could I have been so stupid?" How could I let him die"
"How can he be dead"!" That last thought rang out courtesy of anxiety and vocal chords. Then her attention turned to her reflection, her sister, her Phoenix, and that helpless expression turned to anger. "You" You loved her! You probably helped her kill him! How could you do that to us!" How could you be so selfish"! Phoenix"...I'm going to get you out of my body, and make sure you never hurt anyone else? And then I'm going to kill Nazareth' I'm going to kill her!"
"I didn't help her" She and I actually' We broke up, Martyr" I don't expect you to understand, but I was on your side" I wouldn't have helped her, but there was nothing I could do' Do you understand" We don't have powers right now" We're weak." Phoenix lent her silver, and lowered her brows to portray her remorse.
Martyr shook her head, refusing Phoenix's dialogue as anything but an excuse, a sad excuse for all the murders she committed, all the pain she'd put Martyr through. "No' You" You're" You just can't say that we're weak! That we're leaving! If you are on my side, help me avenge him! Please! Please!"" Martyr asked, taking a bold step toward Phoenix, though she knew there could never be any real contact between the two of them' Darkened violets pleaded with mercury, begged. "Well"! Be a good person for the first time in your life and help me!"
"I am helping you!" Phoenix snapped, expression going from dull and mournful, to pure anger in the second Martyr spoke. She growled lightly beneath her breath. "You go up against Neth and we're both dead, do you understand" Max will be all alone" That is who you should be thinking about right now, Max" Remember her" She's your daughter" She's the only person you have left, and you, the only person she has left' Are you going to throw your life away by going against Neth' What if she kills Max" Or worse, raises her" Do you really want Max turning into Neth' Is that what you want"! Because if it is, then by all means! Let's go after her right now! We can send Max to hell in a hand basket' Or you can listen to me, get your baby to safety and move on' It's not easy, I know first-hand what it feels like to lose someone you love"to try and move on, and become a beast in the process" You can't turn into a monster like me, Martyr" You're my good half" You can't become a monster, and you can't let vengeance take you over."
..."Where are we going?""
"To visit your old village?" Phoenix spoke softly. "We're taking Max there" Nobody will ever find us, and, on the off chance they do' It's a fortress" We'll be protected, and you'll be welcomed with open arms?"
Phoenix spoke up. "He and Neth got into a fight' She killed him' I'm sorry, Martyr" I really am?" Thoughts swirled in her head, accusing ones that blamed soul but the one standing behind the mirror. "I know that you loved him, and I know that he loved you? But we have to get out of here, we have to move" Get Max to safety."
If my powers were working" If I hadn't spent them doing such reckless things" I could have saved him' I could have stopped her" If he had just waited for me" If I'd just been there" How could I have been so stupid?" How could I let him die"
"How can he be dead"!" That last thought rang out courtesy of anxiety and vocal chords. Then her attention turned to her reflection, her sister, her Phoenix, and that helpless expression turned to anger. "You" You loved her! You probably helped her kill him! How could you do that to us!" How could you be so selfish"! Phoenix"...I'm going to get you out of my body, and make sure you never hurt anyone else? And then I'm going to kill Nazareth' I'm going to kill her!"
"I didn't help her" She and I actually' We broke up, Martyr" I don't expect you to understand, but I was on your side" I wouldn't have helped her, but there was nothing I could do' Do you understand" We don't have powers right now" We're weak." Phoenix lent her silver, and lowered her brows to portray her remorse.
Martyr shook her head, refusing Phoenix's dialogue as anything but an excuse, a sad excuse for all the murders she committed, all the pain she'd put Martyr through. "No' You" You're" You just can't say that we're weak! That we're leaving! If you are on my side, help me avenge him! Please! Please!"" Martyr asked, taking a bold step toward Phoenix, though she knew there could never be any real contact between the two of them' Darkened violets pleaded with mercury, begged. "Well"! Be a good person for the first time in your life and help me!"
"I am helping you!" Phoenix snapped, expression going from dull and mournful, to pure anger in the second Martyr spoke. She growled lightly beneath her breath. "You go up against Neth and we're both dead, do you understand" Max will be all alone" That is who you should be thinking about right now, Max" Remember her" She's your daughter" She's the only person you have left, and you, the only person she has left' Are you going to throw your life away by going against Neth' What if she kills Max" Or worse, raises her" Do you really want Max turning into Neth' Is that what you want"! Because if it is, then by all means! Let's go after her right now! We can send Max to hell in a hand basket' Or you can listen to me, get your baby to safety and move on' It's not easy, I know first-hand what it feels like to lose someone you love"to try and move on, and become a beast in the process" You can't turn into a monster like me, Martyr" You're my good half" You can't become a monster, and you can't let vengeance take you over."
..."Where are we going?""
"To visit your old village?" Phoenix spoke softly. "We're taking Max there" Nobody will ever find us, and, on the off chance they do' It's a fortress" We'll be protected, and you'll be welcomed with open arms?"