Topic: The Stars Don't Sleep

Madison Rye

Date: 2012-05-30 20:22 EST
YOUNG GIRL RESCUED FROM HOUSE FIRE. ONE SURVIVOR IN TENEMENT EXPLOSION. UNKNOWN IF THERE WERE OTHER OCCUPANTS AT THE TIME OF THE FIRE.. ...GIRL UNHARMED IN WEST END BLAST

He didn't know why it was that time didn't follow her quite right

Madi sat upright in her bed. Monitors flashed with numbers and symbols that didn't make any sense to her. People in scrubs said she was fine. They said she was lucky. Her eyes kept moving to the window. All she could make out was blazing blue sky but not much else. Eyes drift back to the door, one of many such looks. A few wards down she'd heard panic. A death. A girl her age. Dead.

Madi looked back out the window, away from the rushing staff that fleeted past her door. Fingers pushed the blanket away and she slid from the bed. Ran. Rhy'Din Memorial Hospital left behind her.



"Delores, where's our patient?"

The nurse removed her reading glasses from her nose and stood from behind the registrar's desk. Surprise lit up her otherwise dour face. "Doctor, I didn't even see—"

Doctor Lew rubbed the heel of his hand down his forehead and sighed. The streetkids always did this. The ward had been preoccupied by the emergency in Ward C. He felt sick. He had wanted to monitor the girls breathing, for at least the night. Now she was gone again. Security came to his side. "I'll go do a search", one offered. "Don't", Lew replied, hands on hips. "Just....let her go. Just let her go..." He shook his head, resign chilling through his stomach, and he turned abruptly, and headed towards Ward C. Sometimes, you just had to let the kids go.



Clad only in her hospital shift, Madi ran like some white specter down the narrow alleys and towards the one place she did remember. The blue warehouse with a Tree of Life painted on the shuttered doors. Hope against hope, it might still be unused.

Madison Rye

Date: 2012-06-22 08:27 EST
It would have been all too easy to forget. Forgetting something was easy to do if you really meant it, if it meant that tomorrow was better. It didn't mean it didn't take time, but it was possible. Lying flat-out on the plinth of wood in the loft, preserved only by Tag's care when she had left, Before, she watched morning shadows flicker against metal, half-shadows, the colour of amnesia. Not quite black or blue, but dark enough to obscure. Her mind felt like that. Rooms and rooms of empty space, sometimes lit, but by the time she reached the end of a hall the light was gone again and she was on her own, and blinded.

She couldn't say what had awoken inside inside her the night and made her run out to stand near the Inn, sat on her heels at a corner, watching the passerby. Only that she had to be there. Had to keep her eyes peeled. Had to trust in the overwhelming compulsion to follow that feeling. And sure enough, her intuition was rewarded. Out of the darkness came a figure who while not seen by her present eyes before, seemed all too a part of her. It was undeniable. But she was certain she must make herself known. That the tall, striking man in the fine suit and red-gold hair held an answer.

So she did follow. And immediately, he knew her. He knew her like she knew that he would. He comforted her. Hands alley stone cool warmed in his grip. There was no fear, no pretence to have it as such a situation with a veritable stranger ought to own. He regarded her as she regarded him. Bonded, somehow. There was no transgression.



In the eyes of another, we can see ourselves when we have lost our way.

She slept soundly that night.

Madison Rye

Date: 2012-06-24 09:26 EST
Walked through another fire. Here she was again, reborn, and not. Same name, same face. Why was it that it happened" What price hadn't she yet paid" Through the other side, palms black as sin, like the day she'd awoken in similar flames. It'd been happening for years. How could she ever tell a future child or lover of this life" Of any of them' How she was a circle that broke. That she was impossible.

Most days were average. She could get on with the life she had. No longer a widow, but a divorcee, no longer a gunslinger, and no longer a girl in a faded army jacket sleeping on the streets.



Check placed the steaming mug into her hand and sat down opposite her. Zeal's had been closed early due to a lack of foot traffic and another spate in Mako warfare. First O'Malley's had been vandalised, and then Reagan and Roll's had been sprayed with bullets. In courtesy for the safety of their regulars, and the new finish on the bar and upper level, Laurice and Check had made the mutual call to early closes. Plus, Madi hadn't exactly been present. Until now.

Now, she was sat in booth, like she'd never left. Her hair was the same malt and honey, chocolate and forest-dark. Her eyes blue like the cornflowers from whence she came. Hands neat around the mug, pale as birch. She didn't seem any different, there was that same sadness, and at the very same instance, that strength. Madison was a paradox. A walking mystery. A living puzzle.

"You...you gunna tell me and Laurice what the fuck is up with this time flippin' crap. Next time the Watch find a kid in here we're gunna be screwed. License" Gone. Ziiiip! Madi. What the fuck, if I might be so blunt."

She'd never heard Check curse, not in front of her, or to her, or about her. She only smiled, like she did, like that answered everything. Most times, one look from her did. But not today, and not that night and never tomorrow. Their lives had changed inexorably. Orpheum Arson. Charlie dead. Lofton. WestEnd changed, and its residents changed with it. These three had learned that the hard way.

"Let's get you to bed", Laurice came strolling in the door, his hair characteristically mad, pulling off his shades. Embracing Madison gingerly, he and Check enabled her to her feet. Arriving, Check had run her a bath and gotten together a pair of jeans and a spare shirt from the small cupboard she kept out back, from the days she worked for Aliss or Maranya and had needed someone between to change costumes. Grey cotton hung off her lank frame. She needed some more meat on her. "Good idea, boys", she drawled, but her voice was rust and sleep, she knew, was hours from here. But bed was a start.

"I'll tell you in the morning."

"Promise?", the two said, ad-lib.

"Pinky swear."

Three folded into the dark upstairs.

—-



Over breakfast, she delineated the badly drawn line that was her life, deigning to color in or erase the cross sections that were sense only to her, and maybe Tag, but even that was asking too much. Between bites and recitation, Check and Laurice in the bright morning glare exchanged glances as the gaps in her story were sketched in.

"That why Charlie took such a shining to you? Because he knew what you were about?"

Madison shrugged, pushing a corner of her pancake around the plate. "That I'll never know. Stepping in this here bar that afternoon is something only the stars can answer. Not me. I'm coming to terms with all these...these things I'm never going to be able to pick apart. At least now. Now I know some things don't have answers that we would see to them."

She told them about the first time she'd tripped time, how her mother had denied it, even to herself. How no one in the family spoke on it. How it hadn't happened again until the first fire, where a hotel burned to its front door leaving her the only survivor. How they'd been some change in the fates there and then. How her life had become some sort of fracture. How it never happened while she was with Eli. But how she'd told him all about it, and he'd said he'd wait.

Laurice polished off a forkful, tines stacked with blueberries and a few swirls of cream. "What answers are you still looking for?" pointing the fork at her, "Goin' back to that. What do you mean there, Mad?"

"Say....", her turn for a glance, she tried a smile in the glare, squinting her eyes at the street, where shadows competed for angles. "Why did poor Eli do all he did, only to come back here, all those years later, for us to try and not to work out' It's hard, still, for me to come to terms with that loss."

She sucked in a breath, facing the boys. "Charlie had a heart attack and died. Wasn't fair, after all the good he'd done, when he had things he still had hope for. Some things just don't have a place we can get them to making the sense we need them to. After all those years, what fell to missing between me and my husband I....I can't tell you. But it doesn't make sense, not all we went through, especially, especially when we were apart, because it was that love, that I know, that I know in my guts, got me by. It was the skin of my teeth."

Check administered a few drops more of honey to his waffle feast across the bench, wincing. "Maybe, it isn't over. Maybe you an' Eli can try again. I mean, you're not dead, he's not dead. Only then will true love's chance really die, Madi. Corny' Maybe. But I can't agree with you on the count. Some things don't make sense because we're lookin' at em the wrong way."

She bowed her head and ate the rest of her breakfast in silence.

Madison Rye

Date: 2012-06-25 07:59 EST
Seaside Sam's was the same as ever it was; torch-lit intimate, crowded, dim, warm. The same maps and the same outdated editions sat in the shelves. Gypsy and jazz bands played from the matchbox stage. The men behind the counter as grizzled as ever, reminding Madison of tattoo's in the warehouse district. Their faces were salt-scraped and full of character and story. It made her smile as she passed them and they always grinned back.

She took up her preferred table by the window, where only the lovers sat and so quieter than the rest of the lighthouse. Tonight there was only a lone drinker admiring one of the antique atlases and a young couple, holding hands and giggling into one another's hair. Madison's gaze filled with the sea outside, between takes of the numbers before her. She'd come here to listen to the music, curl up and get the budget finalised. This wasn't anywhere near work or the Inn or the Penny Moon, or anywhere near home. Sam's was where the atmosphere and the view below the crest of a cliff cleared her head. She always left feeling lighter.

Of course, some things wouldn't let her go. Check appeared, loose-limbed and a little tired, but smiling. "Knew I'd find ya here."

"You okay?", cheek against her hand, she turned in denim to face him, throwing the edge of her paisley shawl over shoulder. "I'm only crunching these if you —"

"I'm fine, Madi. It's you. Laur and I are worried. We need to talk about you, the bar, what you wanna do. You can't keep running like you are."

"Says who?", curtly. Her spine went rigid as she stared the boy down. "I'm fine."

"No", he defied, leaning in, grabbing her arm. "No you fucking are not. You've been disappearing every few months, and coming back to work looking worse for wear. Let us help you, goddamn. We ain't just colleagues. You gotta talk to us."

Surprise ran down her face. She slammed the leather book and lifted a brow. No one had spoken to her like that since Eli. She nearly choked.

"Mad-"

"Look", she raced a hand through her hair, lowered her eyes, "I'm still sorting through things. I've got a lot on my mind. There's things need doing. A set up for the kids from the Doc's clinic. Rebuilding the rest of the bar. Giving Heil a hand. I...I'm still wading through a lot. And I'm going to have to go back to Lofton at some point, and Twin Cedars..."

"And we'll help you. You can't possibly do this all on your own."

"No, that's just the thing. For me to get any peace, now's the time for me to deal with all this bullshit, and then, then the bar, then the clinic can be set. Now, I'm crunching these and end of week I'm going to Lofton."



Check studied her hard for a full minute, then stood, and tore off into the crowd, throwing a hand into the air as his gangly pace took him off, beyond where the corridor curved sharply right and spilled into the front bar. Her eyes sat on that curve for a while. Why did she always push people away' Only that week, Clyde had returned. The Kid. The one who wore more than his leather to keep her away, to keep everyone away. Talking with him that week, she'd seen she wasn't so unlike him.

Pride was the trophy of the hurt. He said he was in Rhy'Din for her, yet he still kept her at arms length, and she kept him the same. How many nights had they spent in one another's company, on the brink, before he'd taken off. It didn't seem like that had changed. He was still angry at the world. And some stubborn part of her had felt the same. Difference was, Clyde didn't know about Lofton, or Hexx, or Eli or Karras or her arrest. He knew only that she'd been working at a bar and shining a gun for a rainy day. The storm had come and he'd already left.

She didn't think she could take seeing someone important go away again. Not when she had already lost so much.

Needless to say, after Check left, Madison couldn't focus on the numbers long, before they became blurred algorithms that only got her thinking more on the complexities of a life that had once been so simple. It wasn't the first time she regretted ever coming to Rhy'Din, but the first time she acknowledged it and saw how useless that feeling was. There was a lightheartedness she could regain. A simplicity. But something she had a way to go before knowing again like she ought.

Madison Rye

Date: 2012-06-27 03:15 EST
Keep up, now. Don't fall behind.

Thirty, forty, fifty. Eyes wide. Madison Rye leapt.

Sixty.

Legs swung, arms reached, fingers curled like fright. White-knuckles, alright. Madi propelled herself from reedy metal stairway to freight container roof using the leverage of the pole in her grip . Duck, curse, slide, crawl, run, baby, run run. She laughed as she tossed a look back towards the two giving chase. How long had it been since she had had this much fun" Hanging from her hip was nine milimetres of Ole Faithful. Grin as she dove from one freight top to the next. The two ran along side, hollering obscenities. Whore. Bitch. Bitch. Whore. She'd thought these types would get more inventive, what with all the time they had doing nothing between vandalising shopfronts and stealing cash boxes from neighbouring bars. They'd been rattling with Charlie's locks one evening until Laurice had appeared around the side, on the curb, threatening the Mako rats with a club. They hadn't come back. But two nights later, another cashbox was gone and the brother of the owner was found bludgeoned. Madison's skin crawled. Bobby Rainn. Nice guy. Hard worker. Volunteered at the shelter. Now in a coma with an uncertain expectancy. It was time for her to shape up and ship the scum out.

"HEY WHORE, COME ON BACK, WE JUS' WANNA HAVE A LITTLE CHAT"

"NO THANKS, DARLIN', I'M IN A HURRY."

That's when their first shot rang. Scalloping paint from the shipping container to her right.

"I SAID", pant, "I DON'T HAVE TIME TO TALK". The bags of coin she'd wrangled swung in the backpack she labored with. It wasn't easy getting what she got, but it was done. WestEnd was her home, it was time to honor it again, as she had, as she would, The Quarter and its Penny Moon.

Madison let out a signature whistle. It looped and keened. That's when she threw some weight into her arm, by way of Ole Faithful, and aimed a little music at the first rat. He dodged it. She laughed. "MADE YOU FLINCH?" she sung out. Whore. Bitch. Whore. Bitch was shouted in her wake. Leap, she crashed onto the hide of Marigold Two, reigns gripped, heels dug, they beat their dark path into darker streets.

Two rats bent at the knees and stared off after the Whore Bitch on horseback. What The F**k vividly painted into their expressions. Jogging up behind them, a blonde youth with shade on his chin, beanie pulled low and hands burning with agitation, looked between his pack brothers. They looked exhausted, and displeasure smoldered in their eyes. "Get her?"

"Whadda ya think, ya see her here" Eh?"

The blonde tore off his beanie and threw it to the ground. "Ya redneck", the other quipped, rolling on his heel to stalk back off down Hunter's Alley.

The blonde stared off down the avenue the men had indicated. Madison gone again.

"Come on, gotta get going"

"Okay, okay", he replied, tearing his eyes off the street. He followed. "Keep up, kiddo."

Michael deliberated, shuffled around, picked up his beanie and followed.