Night had fallen on Phalion, and still the streets rang with joyous celebration. The main square was alive with people dancing and singing, eyes trained often on the citadel itself, where their queen - their wonderful, miraculous queen - held court for the first time with the leaders of men and women who swore themselves loyal to her banner. No one expected to see her again tonight, and yet suddenly, there she was, stepping out onto the balcony of her own chamber, golden hair shining in the light of the moons, recognizable to each and every one of them even from such a great distance. They roared with delight, shouting her name, cheering with delight, anything to show her how glad they were for her existence.
Ariana looked down at the mass of faces, illuminated by moonslight and torchlight, and felt a surge of deep and abiding responsibility weigh itself heavy on her heart. By year's end, some of them would be dead, others mutilated, tortured, all in her name. She wasn't sure she could bear it. But they were so pleased to see her, garbed in green and gold, her long hair caught back from her face and left to hang down her back. She refused to deny them the sight of her after they had waited for so long.
Rory stood behind her, watching quietly, in as much awe of the newly-revealed princess and future queen as the people who were cheering and shouting her name. She was quite simply the loveliest creature he had ever seen, but it wasn't just her beauty that held him in thrall, as it was her kind and gentle heart. Hers was a pure soul that had been touched by the Gods - and Rory suspected the Goddess, too - and he felt honored, privileged, and lucky to have been chosen for her closest companion. Whatever it was Velasca had hoped for in bringing him here had completely failed. It was Ariana who held the people's love and devotion, not to mention his. "You are a vision," he told her quietly, from where he stood in the shadows, not wanting to take away from her moment or steal the limelight she deserved and had waited so long for.
The smile that flickered over her expression on hearing him speak was worth the jump that showed off how startled she was to realize he was there at all. She laughed a little at her own reaction, glancing toward him for a moment before returning her gaze to the cheering masses below. "I'm sure they're all half afraid I'll be a boy again in the morning," she said quietly, amused and disquieted by the idea of it. "I'm not sure that won't happen myself. I want Kari to check me, but ....I won't order her into the city. You and I will have to find time to visit her, soon."
"Sorry," he apologized with a small frown when he saw her jump, not realizing he'd startled her. "How do you feel" Does it feel different to be....to be a girl?" Woman, he privately corrected himself, though he didn't yet think of himself as a man. "I don't think you're going to change back, Ad-" he broke off with a further frown, forgetting himself a moment. "Ariana," he corrected. "Would you rather be a boy again?" he continued, curiously.
The slip made her eyes dull for a brief moment, but she drew herself back from it without much effort. She would have to get used to old friends forgetting that she was no longer called Adare, for a while, at least. Her fingers touched the jeweled necklace - her mother's - at her throat as she fidgeted, waiting for an answer to come to her.
"Everything feels ....wrong," she admitted quietly, aware that all the people below could see was the princess and her squire talking together. No one could see the troubled look in her eyes but Rory. "I don't feel dressed in this, there's a draft going right up between my legs, not to mention what isn't between my legs anymore. And then there's these." She gestured a little helplessly to the decidedly womanly curve of her bosom. "I tried my armor on earlier, and it doesn't fit anymore, because of these! And my hair is heavy and light, and it's always moving, and tangles really easily, and I'm not allowed to wear a sword with a dress. Apparently it ruins the impression I'm trying to make."
"Ariana," he started, a soft smile spreading across his face, warm and affectionate and perhaps even a little amused by her predicament. He stepped forward, remaining as much in the shadows as he could, though he offered her a hand. "You are beautiful. Truly." As if that would make up for feeling at odds with her new body, with the soft cascade of gold that flowed down her back and the gentle curves that declared her a woman. "You are your true self now, though it may take time for you to get accustomed to it, but that is not what I asked. I asked if you would rather be a boy." That question implied more than just her choice of clothing. If that was the only thing that bothered her, it could be adjusted easily enough, but she could not escape the reality of the body in which she now lived, and he wondered if she had any regrets.
Her hand slid into his, soft and slender fingered, the calluses gained from years of swordplay still there despite everything. "That is a difficult question to answer, rua," she said softly, offering him the answering endearment to that which he had used for her hours before. "I never felt right as a boy, but it was all I knew. This is what I am, and I can only serve Arctra like this. And ..." A shy smile lit up her face, sweet uncertainty giving her expression more character than it could have done for the male face she had worn for so long. "If I were still a boy ....I would still feel guilt and shame for loving you. I had not realized how strong that feeling was, until the guilt and the shame were stripped away. So ....no, I would not rather be a boy. Not if going back means losing any hope of sharing my future with you."
He smiled back at her, relieved and happy for her answer. While he had loved Adare as a brother, it was only when the spell had been stripped away that he had realized the truth depth of his feeling and the truth of it - that it wasn't brotherly love that he'd been feeling at all, but something very different. "You will never lose me, lea. I will be here as long as you need me, as long as you want me. I give you my heart freely and completely, not only as your loyal servant and squire, but as a man who has fallen deeply in love with you." He dropped to one knee, his face shining in the moonlight, blue eyes glittering with tears that came from heartfelt joy. "I love you, Ariana," he told her not for the first time, the words coming a bit easier the more they were said.
She turned to him, forgetting the people clamoring below for her attention, enclosing his hand between both of her own as happy tears sparkled in her eyes. Even as a boy, she had always been inclined toward displays of emotion, but they suited her better as the gentle princess, than as the kind-hearted prince. "I accept your promise, and I will hold you to it," she told him, her soft voice for his ears alone as she gently tugged on his hand. "But do not kneel to me, rua. There is no need." She drew him up onto his feet, raising her head to look into his eyes. "I love you, Rory Brennan. I have loved you for what seems a lifetime already, and I am ashamed I did not tell you before. And if you will have me, I will marry you and make you my knight and consort, the father of my children."
His eyes widened as she drew him to his feet, forgetting the crowd that bore witness below, despite their shouts and cheers. All he saw or heard in that moment was her, his beloved Ariana, his everything. His eyes grew wide for a moment as she declared her love for him and asked the question that had weighed heavily on his heart since the very moment he had realized he loved her. In sight of all those below them, he stepped out of the shadows and into the light cast by moon and stars, unashamed to show his true feelings for her now that the truth had become known to all. Though he wore a smile, his eyes were bright with tears of joy. "I would be honored to be such. It is more than I could have ever hoped for." There amidst all those gathered, he pulled their queen close and for the first time ever since they had met, he touched his lips to hers in a kiss that was soft and sweet and wonderful.
Ariana looked down at the mass of faces, illuminated by moonslight and torchlight, and felt a surge of deep and abiding responsibility weigh itself heavy on her heart. By year's end, some of them would be dead, others mutilated, tortured, all in her name. She wasn't sure she could bear it. But they were so pleased to see her, garbed in green and gold, her long hair caught back from her face and left to hang down her back. She refused to deny them the sight of her after they had waited for so long.
Rory stood behind her, watching quietly, in as much awe of the newly-revealed princess and future queen as the people who were cheering and shouting her name. She was quite simply the loveliest creature he had ever seen, but it wasn't just her beauty that held him in thrall, as it was her kind and gentle heart. Hers was a pure soul that had been touched by the Gods - and Rory suspected the Goddess, too - and he felt honored, privileged, and lucky to have been chosen for her closest companion. Whatever it was Velasca had hoped for in bringing him here had completely failed. It was Ariana who held the people's love and devotion, not to mention his. "You are a vision," he told her quietly, from where he stood in the shadows, not wanting to take away from her moment or steal the limelight she deserved and had waited so long for.
The smile that flickered over her expression on hearing him speak was worth the jump that showed off how startled she was to realize he was there at all. She laughed a little at her own reaction, glancing toward him for a moment before returning her gaze to the cheering masses below. "I'm sure they're all half afraid I'll be a boy again in the morning," she said quietly, amused and disquieted by the idea of it. "I'm not sure that won't happen myself. I want Kari to check me, but ....I won't order her into the city. You and I will have to find time to visit her, soon."
"Sorry," he apologized with a small frown when he saw her jump, not realizing he'd startled her. "How do you feel" Does it feel different to be....to be a girl?" Woman, he privately corrected himself, though he didn't yet think of himself as a man. "I don't think you're going to change back, Ad-" he broke off with a further frown, forgetting himself a moment. "Ariana," he corrected. "Would you rather be a boy again?" he continued, curiously.
The slip made her eyes dull for a brief moment, but she drew herself back from it without much effort. She would have to get used to old friends forgetting that she was no longer called Adare, for a while, at least. Her fingers touched the jeweled necklace - her mother's - at her throat as she fidgeted, waiting for an answer to come to her.
"Everything feels ....wrong," she admitted quietly, aware that all the people below could see was the princess and her squire talking together. No one could see the troubled look in her eyes but Rory. "I don't feel dressed in this, there's a draft going right up between my legs, not to mention what isn't between my legs anymore. And then there's these." She gestured a little helplessly to the decidedly womanly curve of her bosom. "I tried my armor on earlier, and it doesn't fit anymore, because of these! And my hair is heavy and light, and it's always moving, and tangles really easily, and I'm not allowed to wear a sword with a dress. Apparently it ruins the impression I'm trying to make."
"Ariana," he started, a soft smile spreading across his face, warm and affectionate and perhaps even a little amused by her predicament. He stepped forward, remaining as much in the shadows as he could, though he offered her a hand. "You are beautiful. Truly." As if that would make up for feeling at odds with her new body, with the soft cascade of gold that flowed down her back and the gentle curves that declared her a woman. "You are your true self now, though it may take time for you to get accustomed to it, but that is not what I asked. I asked if you would rather be a boy." That question implied more than just her choice of clothing. If that was the only thing that bothered her, it could be adjusted easily enough, but she could not escape the reality of the body in which she now lived, and he wondered if she had any regrets.
Her hand slid into his, soft and slender fingered, the calluses gained from years of swordplay still there despite everything. "That is a difficult question to answer, rua," she said softly, offering him the answering endearment to that which he had used for her hours before. "I never felt right as a boy, but it was all I knew. This is what I am, and I can only serve Arctra like this. And ..." A shy smile lit up her face, sweet uncertainty giving her expression more character than it could have done for the male face she had worn for so long. "If I were still a boy ....I would still feel guilt and shame for loving you. I had not realized how strong that feeling was, until the guilt and the shame were stripped away. So ....no, I would not rather be a boy. Not if going back means losing any hope of sharing my future with you."
He smiled back at her, relieved and happy for her answer. While he had loved Adare as a brother, it was only when the spell had been stripped away that he had realized the truth depth of his feeling and the truth of it - that it wasn't brotherly love that he'd been feeling at all, but something very different. "You will never lose me, lea. I will be here as long as you need me, as long as you want me. I give you my heart freely and completely, not only as your loyal servant and squire, but as a man who has fallen deeply in love with you." He dropped to one knee, his face shining in the moonlight, blue eyes glittering with tears that came from heartfelt joy. "I love you, Ariana," he told her not for the first time, the words coming a bit easier the more they were said.
She turned to him, forgetting the people clamoring below for her attention, enclosing his hand between both of her own as happy tears sparkled in her eyes. Even as a boy, she had always been inclined toward displays of emotion, but they suited her better as the gentle princess, than as the kind-hearted prince. "I accept your promise, and I will hold you to it," she told him, her soft voice for his ears alone as she gently tugged on his hand. "But do not kneel to me, rua. There is no need." She drew him up onto his feet, raising her head to look into his eyes. "I love you, Rory Brennan. I have loved you for what seems a lifetime already, and I am ashamed I did not tell you before. And if you will have me, I will marry you and make you my knight and consort, the father of my children."
His eyes widened as she drew him to his feet, forgetting the crowd that bore witness below, despite their shouts and cheers. All he saw or heard in that moment was her, his beloved Ariana, his everything. His eyes grew wide for a moment as she declared her love for him and asked the question that had weighed heavily on his heart since the very moment he had realized he loved her. In sight of all those below them, he stepped out of the shadows and into the light cast by moon and stars, unashamed to show his true feelings for her now that the truth had become known to all. Though he wore a smile, his eyes were bright with tears of joy. "I would be honored to be such. It is more than I could have ever hoped for." There amidst all those gathered, he pulled their queen close and for the first time ever since they had met, he touched his lips to hers in a kiss that was soft and sweet and wonderful.