Topic: Finally

Shaye OConnor

Date: 2014-04-29 09:01 EST
Perhaps it had not been the wedding night most women dream of, but Shaye Dervla was not most women. Simply waking up at Liam's side had been enough for her, a long night spent in quiet safety, knowing there were no knives out there waiting to make certain she never woke again. At least, no knives that could reach her through attentive Wild Ones. When she woke, Liam was still heavily asleep, and though she could have waited to watch him wake up, she was still very much a soldier at heart. Idleness made her fidgety. So she left while he was still sleeping, a note left on the pillow where her head had rested to promise that she would return, in case he woke up while she was gone.

Unfortunately for Shaye, Liam had always been a heavy sleeper and the ale had only lulled him into a deeper sleep, sprawled on the bed and snoring, completely unaware for the moment that he was not alone. He was likely to wake with a pounding headache, but for now he looked completely relaxed and oblivious of the world around him.

She was not gone too long - long enough to take a run through the camp with a pair of soldiers who had also failed to drink themselves to sleep the night before, and to collect water and food from the cave that passed for kitchens. When she returned to the tent, the morning was mostly gone and the camp just beginning to rouse itself, and there was Liam, snoring like a storm in a teacup, and sweetly oblivious to the fact that he hadn't done his duty the night before. She laughed softly at the sight of him, sitting herself at the end of the bed once her note was discarded, eating an apple to pass the time.

If anyone but his bride were to see the rebel leader in his state of half-undress, sprawled like a boy haphazardly across the bed, his mouth half-open and snoring loudly, they might have either wondered if this really was the infamous rebel leader, or they might have laughed themselves silly. It was a rare occasion to catch the commander in such a compromising position and, thankfully, orders had been given not to disturb the couple until they were ready to emerge from their wedding tent in their own time.

There was one, however, who upon hearing the First Blade had emerged from the wedding tent decided to visit, hoping his timing was right and he wasn't interrupting any romantic interludes. He paused outside the tent to speak with a few of the nomads who stood in vigilant guard outside the tent, but by then, he was close enough to hear the rebel leader sawing wood inside the tent and wondering how Shaye could tolerate the noise. "Lady?" Conall whispered from just outside the tent. "It is Conall," he told her quietly, announcing himself but remaining outside.

Raising her eyes from Liam's limp, peaceful form, Shaye grinned, calling out to the visitor from where she sat. "Come in, Conall." She tossed the apple core onto a plate on the wooden bench, twisting to look over at the tent flap. "If you can stand the noise."

Conall pushed the tent flap aside to allow himself entry, taking a brief glance around, relieved to find Shaye dressed, but furrowing his brows at the sight of his friend oblivious to everything going on around him. He winced at the sound of Liam's snoring, which would have grated on the most patient of ears. "Well, at least he's alive," Conall admitted, though he might not be for long if he kept that racket up.

Her brow rose at this interesting first line. "Did you think I would slit his throat while he slept?" she asked mildly, aware that Conall was a long way from trusting her. But she understood. He didn't know her, and he didn't know her history. All he saw was the First Blade, and she knew most people did not lend much credence to the legend surrounding the Sword of Arlan.

Conall chuckled at her misunderstanding of his meaning, not wanting to start off on the wrong foot again. "No, of course not. Unless you wish to smother him to keep him quiet." He offered a smile, indicating - he hoped - that he had meant no insult by the remark, but had only been remarking on his friend's inebriated state.

She snorted with laughter, glancing at her husband with a grin. "Don't tempt me," she warned Conall in amusement, gesturing toward one of the chairs. "Sit down, at least. Unless you would prefer to stand."

"I will sit, thank you. It will be a while before he wakens," Conall informed her, unsure if she had ever seen Liam in this state before. It was rare, indeed, but Conall had been lucky enough to have witnessed it a time or two before. "I brought something for his head when he wakens," he said, reaching over to hand her a small pouch of herbs before taking a seat.

"Thank you," she chuckled, taking the little pouch. She opened it to sniff curiously before setting it down, turning her full attention to her husband's second and brother in arms. "I have a question. Why, of all the men and women at your command, did you set the Wild Ones to watch over us last night?"

Conall seemed a little uncomfortable, not so much with the question as with the prospect of having a conversation with a woman who, only one day earlier, he had openly distrusted. "There are several ways to answer that question," he replied, unsure which answer she wanted.

"How about you start with the truth?" Shaye suggested, giving him no quarter, no matter how uncomfortable he seemed. She'd given him the power of life and death over her, after all.

He shrugged his shoulders, wondering how much Liam had told her about him and the nomads thus far. Very little, he guessed, assuming the matter of their wedding took precedence over everything else. "If you had arrived a few weeks ago, they would not have been here. I was sent to meet with them and negotiate an alliance. Only one clan answered the summons, and the woman leading the contingent was Liayna."

He went on to explain what had happened after that, how Liayna had seemed to know him or at least know of him; how they'd been attacked by a patrol sent by Velasca to hunt him down and kill him; how he had been injured and Liayna had asked the Goddess for healing. "I do not know how to explain what happened, except that I have seen things, experienced things I cannot explain. You may call it sorcery if you wish, but I do not believe that is true. I have felt the touch of the Goddess. She has blessed me with this woman and her people have welcomed me as one of them. It is likely I am..." He paused, frowning a little as he had shared this information with very few. "It is likely I am of mixed blood."

As he spoke, Shaye absorbed everything he had to tell her, understanding very little of why he was telling her this until he reached that last part. She leaned forward, holding Conall's gaze. "I was a street rat before I was accepted for training," she told him quietly. "My mother was a whore - a very popular one - and my father was the biggest bastard in the Queen's Legions. I doubt you've ever heard of him; I killed him myself shortly after I became the Blade. I don't put much stock in the blood anyone comes from. People are people. Your Liayna and her Goddess have gifts and honors that ordinary Arctrans can never imagine, but it isn't a life suited to many. I've never spent much time with the clans., but mixed blood is no one's business but yours."

Shaye OConnor

Date: 2014-04-29 09:01 EST
Conall, too, listened as Shaye shared the secret of her own past, feeling honored and privileged that she'd chosen to trust him with such private information, though he understood she was only sharing it to make a point. As close as he and Liam were, his brother-in-arms had not told him any of this and it came as much of a surprise to him as the revelations about his own past. "I, too, was like you," he said, leaning forward, realizing they had this small thing in common. "But I do not know who my parents were. I have no proof that I am of mixed blood, except for a feeling. It is difficult to explain, but..." He glanced at Liam's sleeping, snoring form and felt torn once again. "My place is with the nomads now. I cannot live in the city."

"You will go where your lady goes," Shaye nodded in understanding. "Before this war is done, you and she will spend time in several cities, I would imagine. But you will always go back to the wilds. There's nothing wrong with going where your heart tells you to go." She glanced at Liam, still snoring away, the expression on her face loving and sad. "Did he ever tell you about me" About how I became the First Blade?"

Conall's gaze flickered between Shaye and Liam, realizing she might understand him better than even Liam. His heart felt heavy at the thought of leaving behind the friends he had made here, especially Liam, and yet, he would never be happy in the cities anymore now that he'd had a taste of freedom. He looked back at Shaye, arching a brow at her question. "Yes, he told me. I know how you sacrificed your own freedom so that he could take his mother to safety. He often struggled with it, with the guilt. He regretted leaving you behind. He thought it should have been him."

She smiled faintly, finding it only too easy to imagine Liam's feelings on the matter. "The bond would have killed him," she said softly. "He would never have been able to stomach being the First Blade while Velasca holds the Sword." She paused, looking down at her hands. "It isn't just a legend, you know. I thought it was. I thought becoming First Blade was just a rank, the highest a warrior can attain. But when he died on my sword ....I don't know how to describe it. Something burned; deep inside me, something branded me. No soldier there would fight me, too scared of the little girl who'd killed the First Blade. And when I was taken to Velasca, when she laid her hand on the Sword of Arlan and ordered me to bend the knee and declare her my queen ....no power could possibly have stopped me. Everything I was screamed out against doing it, but I had no control. I have to obey orders given to me by the woman who holds the Sword of Arctra. I have no choice."

"I know," Conall replied quietly. Though he could not possibly imagine everything she had been through, everything she had suffered and been forced to do, he had suffered an agony of his own under Velasca's rule and understood enough to sympathize and be glad that she had found her way back to Liam at last. He found himself leaning closer, reaching out to clasp her hand and offer her some comfort and perhaps more importantly, understanding and friendship. "Liam believed in you when no one else did. He never gave up on you. There are....there are things I know that I cannot share with you. Not because I don't trust you, but because of the Sword, because of Velasca. I can assure you we are very close to victory. You will be free of Velasca very soon, Lady, and then you can choose to live your life as you wish. This I swear to you, upon my own life."

Her rueful smile curved her lips once again as he took her hand and swore that oath to her, long fingers curling to grasp at his. "I wish I knew what makes you all so confident that it will come to a head soon," she admitted. "But at the same time, I don't want to know. Adare is a good boy, a fine prince. But if we don't strike soon, he'll be married to that little cow who calls herself princess, and not even his ghost will be able to save him."

Conall mirrored that smile, knowing things she did not, things Liam knew that he could not share, things that had been told him by Liayna and passed along to Conall. "Adare is the key. I can say no more than that. You must trust Liam in the days to come. Trust his instincts and trust his judgement. The Goddess smiles on him and he does not even know it." Conall wasn't sure how he knew that, but somehow he knew. Goddess-touched, Liayna had called him. Perhaps that was why all his life he'd felt different. He let go of her hand and leaned away, pausing a moment before he continued. "To answer your question, there are none I trust more than the Wild Ones. None, but Liam. I owe him a debt I can never repay. Like the debt he owes you, twice over."

"He'll never ask you to repay it," she said, confident of that, at least. What she didn't know, she couldn't tell, and she was glad of that. She shook her head at the mention of any debt Liam owed her. "I consider any debt he thinks he owes me paid, a hundred times over. Without knowing it, he saved my life dozens of times in those first years after the uprising. I love him, Conall. It is as simple, and as complicated, as that."

"As do I," replied Conall. "We are alike in that, at least. Perhaps we can still be friends," he said with a soft smile.

"I hope so." And she meant it, proved by her smile as she nodded to him. "I owe you a debt for your friendship to him, for being at his side when I could not. I always pay my debts. If ever I can do something for you, tell me and it will be done." She glanced at Liam, whose snores had ceased a while ago, and smirked. "Isn't it tempting to bang a drum by his head to wake him up?"

"You owe me nothing. All I ask is that you care for each other, and try not to kill each other." He smirked a little at both her question and his request, knowing the pair shared a volatile temperament, as well as a deep passion. He did not dare to ask if they'd had a chance to share that passion before the groom had passed out from too much drink. "It is, but if you value your life, I would not recommend it." As if on cue, Liam stirred, grunting in his sleep as he started to come out of his long sleep. It was Conall's cue to take his leave, and he moved to his feet. "I will leave you now."

"I've done worse to him and survived," Shaye laughed, rising as Conall did. She held out her hand to him in an offer of friendship. "Thank you, Conall. I hope your herbs work."

In the days to come, there would be other meetings. Strategy would have to be carefully planned and executed if they were to be successful, but for now, he thought what the newlyweds needed was some time alone to rediscover each other and make up for all the lost years. He clasped her hand with both his own, smiling warmly in return. It seemed no apology was necessary for his own mistakes. They both wanted the same thing, after all, and she had more than proven her trustworthiness, not only to him but to all who had been there to witness. "I hope for his sake they do, too. Good day to you, Lady. If there is anything you need, do not hesitate to ask."

"My name is Shaye," she told him with a grin. "I thought we'd already established that I'm no lady." She clasped his hand, dropping her grip to turn back toward the bed, dismissing Conall from her thoughts as her attention returned to her hungover husband.

Shaye OConnor

Date: 2014-04-29 09:02 EST
Conall wasted no time in leaving the commander's tent, not wanting to be caught there when he awoke from his inebriated sleep. He had been there often enough and knew what to expect, but Liam had Shaye to administer to him now, and she made a far prettier nursemaid than Conall ever could.

She was also a rougher nursemaid than Conall might have surmised. It was Liam's own fault he was coming out of a drunken stupor with a headache the size of a mountain, and she found it genuinely funny. Still, she had the cup ready for him, the herbs steeped in water to release their potency before being strained away. Sitting on the edge of the bed, she flicked his ear hard, the way she had done when they were young and he'd overslept on a training day. "Up you get, ladyboy."

Half asleep and feeling like a stampede of wild horses was thundering through his head, he slapped at the hand that flicked his ear, slow to waken, eyelids feeling like lead weights against his eyes as he tried to pry them open. Slow to wake, he was slow to remember what had come to pass the previous day, almost thinking it had all been a dream. "Shaye?" he asked, confused for a moment.

"That's my name." She smiled, setting the cup to one side to lean over him, touching her lips softly to his as he slowly came around. "No dream, rua. I'm here." Another kiss found his lips before she drew back, waiting until his eyes were open before showing him further proof - his family ring on her finger. "Good night, wasn't it?"

She answered his question before he could ask it as his eyes slowly opened, greeted with a kiss from the one woman he had loved nearly all his life. "Mmm," he murmured in response as her lips met his. "Was it' I'm not sure I remember," he replied, glancing to the ring on her finger. So, it hadn't been a dream then. They had truly gotten married.

"Oh, yes," she teased, far too amused to cut him any slack at this point. "I especially liked the ending. That one will become a family story, I have no doubt." Smirking, she tapped his chest. "Sit up. Conall brought by a hangover cure for you."

"The ending?" he echoed, not yet realizing that he was only half dressed. "I remember dancing, I think..." He groaned, pressing a palm against his forehead as he pushed up from the pillows, head pounding in agony. He had, of course, had far worse hurts, but sometimes the worst hurts were those of the self-inflicted variety. "Why did you let me drink so much?" Of course, it was her fault.

"Like I could have stopped you," she drawled sarcastically, folding his hand around the cup as he sat up. "Drink that, and then decide if you can stand up. Or if you'd rather, I'm sure I can find a pot for you to piss into." She flashed him her dazzling wicked smile, thoroughly enjoying his misery. He'd made her dance, now she was going to make him suffer for a little bit.

He groaned again as he took a sip of the herbal mixture, which tasted almost as horrible as it smelled. The last time he'd tasted anything like it was when....Conall. "Conall was here?" he asked as he wrapped both his hands around the cup, savoring the warmth that was slowly seeping through his veins after sipping the hot broth. Her smile made him scowl, muttering. "You are enjoying this a little too much, wife."

"Yes, Conall was here," she repeated herself, making an effort to keep herself from laughing, for the sake of his headache. "And we didn't try to kill each other, either, so stop looking like that." Gentle fingers smoothed his hair back from his brow as he sipped at the broth. "Of course I'm enjoying this. It's nice to know that even after all these years, you still can't hold your liquor."

"I can hold my liquor just fine," he protested, though he made no protest about the caress of fingers against his brow. "What did you two talk about?" he asked curiously, wondering what his closest friend and wife might have discussed while he was unconscious and unable to defend himself.

Shaye smiled - she didn't know if Liam knew what Conall had shared with her. The Shaye of their childhood would have blabbed the lot right then and there, but this one had learned the value of discretion. "Where we come from, mostly," she told Liam, honest without giving away details he might not know. "A little of where we're going, but I didn't ask and he didn't tell. It's not safe for me to know anything right now."

"Mmm," he replied with a small grunt before taking another sip of the tea, wincing at the taste of it. "You two have some things in common," he admitted, lifting the cup to his nose. From the look on his face, it apparently didn't smell much better than it tasted. Though he didn't know it, the tea had actually been sent over by his mother via Conall. "Did he tell you how we met?"

"Not in any great detail," she shrugged. "You saved his life, that's all I know. He loves you for it, and for everything that came after. That's all I need to know, rua." She smirked at the expression on his face. "You should be grateful someone thought to bring herbs. My hangover cure involves an icy stream and a boot up the backside."

He smiled a little at her assessment of his friendship with Conall. She had summed it up nicely, though that was far from the whole story. He chuckled at her version of a hangover cure, but the chuckle was followed by a groan as laughing made his head ache. "Your bedside manner always did leave something to be desired," he said, gathering his courage before tipping the cup back to drain the draught in its entirety.

"It gets results," she smirked back at him, watching as he downed the contents of the cup. "You know, you stink of stale beer this morning. And the snoring! Good gods, I thought I'd woken up in the midst of a thunder cloud!" Shaye laughed, deliberately teasing him, wondering whether he was going to guess what had or hadn't happened the night before.

He shrugged, unashamed of his decidedly manly habits. It had been sixteen years or so since he'd had a female around to look after him, after all. "I don't snore," he protested again, as all men who snore tend to do, though he said nothing about the beer, knowing she had him there. "You seem rather chipper this morning," he said, looking her over. He frowned a little at the change of clothing. She looked more like the Shaye he was accustomed to, and though she looked as lovely as ever, he wondered what had happened to the dress.

Shaye OConnor

Date: 2014-04-29 09:03 EST
"Well, I've been up for a few hours," she admitted. "Better than that, I spent the night in your arms for the first time in years. You didn't think I'd wake up in tears, did you? We spent every night together from the day we first met. I've missed listening to you talk to yourself when you're dreaming."

He furrowed his brows at this bit of news about himself, as well. He hadn't shared his bed with a woman in years, and even when he had, he had rarely woken up with her in his arms. "What did I say?" he asked, having a little trouble remembering what had happened the previous night before he'd passed out.

Her smile softened, one thumb smoothing over that furrowed brow to clear the frown away. "That you loved me," she said quietly. "You said that a lot. And that no one would take me away again. There was a bit of mumbling about a princess, but to be honest, I was already half asleep myself by that point."

He arched a brow, glad it was her who'd heard him muttering in his sleep about a princess and not someone else. He'd have to be more careful, though he doubted anyone would think much of a little incoherent mumbling in his sleep. "I must have been dreaming about you," he said, groaning as he pushed himself to his feet, realizing after a moment that he was only half-dressed - or half-undressed. "Did we..." he broke off, his memory of the last part of the previous evening a bit hazy.

This was the moment Shaye had been waiting for. It might be a bit of a risk, prodding his temper when he was hungover, but it was too good an opportunity to resist. She took his hand, pressing it against her heart, and assumed an expression that she hoped was sweet and deceptively sincere. "It was the most wonderful night of my life," she told him, knowing if he was paying attention, he'd spot the tease straight away. "You made sounds I've never heard a man make before."

"Really?" he asked, a shocked look on his face, his ego swelling up, before he realized she might only be teasing him. He furrowed his brows at her, soberly. "What kind of sounds?"

"Oh, well ....I imagine they're the sort of sounds that a pig makes when he's plowing his sow," she said, grinning at him, daring him to take offense as she leaned over to catch his face between her hands and kiss him softly. "Don't look so serious, rua. Would there have been any point to such a night if you couldn't remember it?"

The look on his face turned into a scowl as she compared him to a pig, softening only a little when she kissed him and presumably seemed to have only been teasing him. "Then we didn't?" he asked, still not quite sure.

"No, rua, we didn't," she assured him in a low voice, her thumbs stroking against his cheeks as she smiled at him. "You were asleep as soon as your head hit the pillow, and I wasn't far behind. We have a lifetime. One night doesn't make any difference to that."

"Yes, but it was our wedding night," he pointed out, frowning, more annoyed with himself than her. "I'm sorry, lea," he apologized soberly. "I have not gotten that drunk in a very long time."

"Technically, we had our wedding night when we gave ourselves these," she pointed out, stroking her fingertip over the scar on his hand, the scar that matched one of her own in the same place. "Don't apologize, Liam. You had a good time, and it showed. I enjoyed seeing you like that. You don't laugh and smile enough."

He glanced at the mark on his hand that matched hers, remembering that night long ago when they had pledged their hearts and their lives to each other. Had they ever really been that young? "I have not had much reason to smile these many years," he reminded her quietly, with a soft caress of fingertips against her cheek. "I have missed you, Shaye. My life has been empty without you."

Her cheek tilted into his touch, dark eyes on his as they spoke quietly together. "You always did have more poetry than sense," she murmured, still teasing, but drawn easily back to solemnity. "I've missed you, too. Every day I scanned the news from the messengers, and every day your name wasn't on the list of the dead, I thanked the gods for it. Velasca wants to castrate you and eat your bits in front of you. I've spent the last sixteen years dropping her false information to keep her spies as far away from you as I could."

The news that he had irked Velasca enough that she wanted more than just his head amused him to no end and even made him chuckle, though there was really nothing amusing about it. "I will have her head before this is through, lea," he promised vehemently, with determination and conviction. "I have waited all these years to win you back and have my revenge. I knew it was only a matter of time before she sent you after me. Every time I heard tales of the First Blade, I hoped it was you, that you were still alive. I caught a glimpse of you once in the city, but you did not see me."

"She kept me tied to her skirts for a full decade before she decided I could be trusted," Shaye muttered, a vicious little smirk on her face as she added, "More fool her. I've been busy myself in Loscar. When you march there, you'll have allies inside the walls, I guarantee."

Fingers splayed against her cheek and slid into her hair. Even as they talked of revenge against Velasca, he felt the desire for her stirring in him once again, despite the hangover. "We will march on Loscar together, you and I. But first we will intercept her on the road and kill her and her bitch of a daughter."

"Get the Sword first," she breathed, feeling her own desire stirring now as his fingers slid into her hair, drawing her closer despite the reek of stale beer that clung to him after his drunken debauchery of the night before. "Put it in Adare's hand and declare him King. Velasca and her spawn won't have a single safehouse they can run to in the kingdom."

Oh, how he would have loved to be there when the truth about Adare was revealed, but even more, he burned with the desire to spill Velasca's blood - for his father, for Shaye, for Conall, for everyone who had suffered under her rule. "King, yes," Liam echoed with an almost haughty smile. "I would love to see the look on her face when Adare holds the sword." Especially since he knew the truth about Adare, though he could not yet share that truth with his beloved.

Shaye OConnor

Date: 2014-04-29 09:05 EST
"Open attack isn't always the best way," Shaye murmured, her words filled with strategy, but her body distracted with his as she shifted to straddle his lap, teasing her own hands into his hair, her breath playing over his lips. "Ask for opinions before laying out a plan. Secure the north."

She had pushed him back down onto the bed and was straddling his lap, his body reacting to her touch, her closeness, her kisses. He mumbled a reply that sounded like agreement, but there would be time for strategy and planning later. He had cheated her and been cheated of a proper end to their wedding night, and now that he was awake and aware and sober, he intended to make up for it.

Her blood had always run hot, and yet Liam was the only one she had willingly ever wanted like this. The one other lover had taken advantage of a very drunk First Blade, and had died the next day for boasting about it in front of one of the few men who cared about the little girl in the black armor. Shaye's arms curled about Liam's shoulders as she kissed him, hard and soft and all kinds of longing, dragging her fingers through his hair as they pressed close. "Looks like I'm running out of patience, husband."

"Do you know what the best cure for a hangover is?" he countered, between loving, lustful, ever-deepening kisses, as his hands moved up her back and through the long pale cascade of her hair.

"Hair of the dog that bit you," she breathed back to him between those kisses, her own hands re-tracing his back, the muscles that had grown and strengthened over the years they had been apart. The sensation of his beard made her smile as she kissed him, learning something new each time they came close. "I'm not a dog. I'm not hairy. But I might bite."

"You are the cure to everything that ails me," he breathed, touching his lips to hers and pulling her down with him onto the bed to smother her in kisses that tasted vaguely like ale. She was definitely no dog, nor a girl any longer. She was a deeply desirable woman with a fiery spirit that matched his own and the only woman who'd ever had any chance of taming him.

"I'm the one headache you'll never get rid of," she countered laughingly, allowing him the upper hand as he pulled her down to the bed, pale hair tumbling around both their faces as her fingers skimmed over his side. She might not know what to do, but this was Liam, her rua. She had never felt stupid or untrained when she was with him, had never felt her lack of knowledge under his guidance. Why should it be any different now"

"I will hold you to that, lea," he told her with a grin. Even more so now that they were married. He would never be parted from her again, never lose her again - he would make sure of that. Now that they were together, there would be no stopping them. They could forget about the war for a little while, alone in his tent. He was not the Rebel Commander and she was not the First Blade. He was simply Liam and she was simply Shaye - man and woman, husband and wife. Two lost hearts found again and bound together for all time. There were few things left to teach her, but this one thing, and while he might not be the most experienced of lovers, what he lacked in experience, he more than made up for in eagerness.

For a man who had a reputation as a courageous soldier, he was remarkably gentle, passionate, and patient, taking his time to explore and discover every nuance of his beloved. He slowly unwrapped her from the trappings of cloth, revealing the beauty that had been hidden from his eyes and kept from him for so long. She had changed over the years, no longer the coltish girl he had once shared a bath with those many years ago. She was like a graceful willow tree bending in the breeze, soft yet strong. She was not one who would break under his weight or fear his ruggedness. She was a match for him in every way, her curves fitting his angles perfectly.

Only he would ever feel her tremble at his touch; only he would ever hear her voice whisper his name with shaking desire. The only hands he would ever feel on his skin would be hers from this day onward, each touch growing with confidence as she learned the body that bore the man she loved. For all her talk of impatience, she proved to be just as patient as he was, taking her time to learn what he had to teach her, to savor him as he savored her. They had loved one another for twenty years, and yet only now did they truly understand what it was they had promised in the darkness of that night when they had shed their own blood in promise.

Those long, clever fingers that were so deadly in their own right proved to be gentle as she, in her own turn, unwrapped him from the leather and hide that kept him from her eyes and her touch; as she stroked and caressed, pinched and bit, laughed and sighed with him. For the first time, she was grateful for that drunken fumble so long ago, for it meant that here and now there was no pain to be concerned with. Only pleasure at the hands of her rua, her husband, her Liam.

They moved with each other in the oldest dance known to mankind, giving and taking, laughing and sighing, teaching and learning, giving and taking, loving and sharing, and when it was through and they both lie sated and breathless in each other's arms, he knew there was no greater feeling in all the world than this. This was worth all the pain and the heartache; this was worth fighting for and worth waiting for. It was this love that he shared with this one woman that made life truly worth living.

And by year's end, they would once again live in a land free of the Usurper and her hateful daughter; in a land blessed and protected by the Goddess and the Nine; with a daughter of Arlan's line once more on the throne of Arctra. A dream, yes, but a dream within reach. Just a few more months, and it would be a reality. For the blood moon was coming, and the day of the hidden sun, and on that day, there would be no more secrets he could not share with his long-awaited bride. Yes, that was worth waiting for, even now. One woman, one ruler, one land ....the only triskelion that held Liam O'Connor's heart true to the battles ahead of them. Battles he intended to win. Battles that they would win, together.

((Twenty years! Twenty! Shocking. :grin: ))