Topic: Impasse

Liam OConnor

Date: 2012-05-07 21:56 EST
((The events in the following scene take place after An Unlikely Beginning.))

Fighting for the best bed in the barracks was not as easy as it sounded. Though there were only ten of them, Liam had to get through the other nine before he could claim the best bed, and they were all formidable fighters, both male and female. He had purposely challenged the boys first, leaving the girls for Shaye, who it seemed was equally fit to the challenge. There was a bet at stake, after all, and the warmest bed in the dormitory. By the time he had worked his way through the first five, he was bruised and bloodied and tired, but determined to finish what he'd started, if only to prove that he could. Despite having only three to fight, Shaye was just as wearied as Liam. Girls were traditionally better trained before they reached recruitment level, and these girls were pretty determined to win their fights. A hank of her blonde hair was missing, torn out by a flailing hand, and the marks of nails were obvious against her arm and bare abdomen, but she'd won thus far. Wiping blood from a split lip, she turned to find Liam the victor of his fights, and burst out laughing. "Oh, bloody hell," she snickered, shaking her head. "No way am I being beaten by you twice in one day, ladyboy." He had a feeling it would end this way, with him having to fight her again, twice in one day, and he didn't want to fight her again anymore than she wanted to fight him. But a bet was a bet, and he had already decided who was going to win. "Have at me then, and we'll see who's the better man." He threw the barb at her purposely, hoping to raise her ire. If she was going to call him a lady, it seemed only fair for him to call her a man. He wiped a hand across his face to staunch the blood that was dribbling from his nose and planted his feet in readiness, as he stood atop the prized bed, looking down at her with a smug look on his face. Even as Shaye laughed indignantly at the jibe sent her way, a slightly outraged hiss went up from the other three girls in the barracks, the boys setting to chuckling as they nursed their own injuries. "Oh, you're so asking for it, O'Connor," Shaye laughed, rolling her shoulder briefly before launching herself over the prized bed in an obvious attempt to get him down onto his back and at a disadvantage. Upright, she didn't stand a chance against him ....not yet, anyway. He watched her carefully this time, reading her moves, knowing somehow that she was getting ready to pounce, but instead of ducking out of the way, he let her pounce him and knock him to his back, as if he was either too slow or too tired to react quickly enough to get out of her way. They both thumped down onto the bed, which groaned but stood the test of the impact, Shaye kneeling over Liam with a triumphant grin. It couldn't be more obvious that she'd thought she had won already, scrabbling to hold him down. Her slender fingers sought to wrap about his wrists, wanting to pin the older, bigger boy down on the bed and declare her victory from that vantage point. Oh, no, that was too easy. She was going to have to try harder than that. He used his height to his advantage, using his legs to give him leverage and his larger body to shove her off him, rolling to the side and to his feet, spinning around to face her. "What happened to your right hook" You fight like a girl!" he taunted her further. "You fight like a boy!" was her answering taunt, but he'd hit a nerve, obviously. Shaye was very aware of being the runt of the year's intake; very aware that if she failed too often, she'd be thrown back to her father and his vision of her lifetime to come. Narrowing her eyes as her temper began to fray, she scrambled back onto her feet, lowering her head to push herself into Liam's stomach, intending to wind him enough to get a good punch in, if she possibly could. He was expecting her to get angry. He'd been insulting her on purpose to make her angry, just as she'd been insulting him on the practice yard to do the same thing. There was a method to his madness, but she most likely wouldn't figure that out until it was too late. The head butt to his stomach was unexpected and produced the desire effect, his stomach already bruised and sore from their combat earlier, and he doubled over, exhaling sharply as the breath was knocked out of him. Knocked down onto her knees by his doubling over, she was up quickly. Shaye was a street brat; she knew all about fighting dirty, fighting to win. And Liam had tipped the balance - she was angry, and angry street brats were not merciful at all. With him bent double, her knee came up to aim a sharp jab between his legs, her fisted hand lowering almost in the same moment with vicious speed toward the vulnerable curve of his neck. If she paused a moment to think, she'd have noticed that he wasn't fighting back or so much as even defending himself, but whether it was because he was too tired or because he wasn't trying was for him to know and her not to find out. Fortunately, he had enough sense to cover his private parts with a hand before her knee came up to jab him, but it was the fist that finished the fight, sending him sprawling onto the floor in a daze. He didn't get up.

He had proven his own worth earlier in the day and now she had proven hers, in the process winning the bet and the best bed in the dorm. Shaye dropped to one knee beside him, breathless as she watched him. It wasn't the fact that he'd gone down that worried her; it was the fact that he hadn't gotten up again. "Sh*t," she muttered, glancing up at their companions, who were melting away to their own beds now it looked as though something serious might have happened. "Sh*t ....Liam. Liam, get up." Her hand prodded at his shoulder warily. "Seriously now, get up!" "I yield," he muttered groggily from the floor, curled in a ball, trying to catch his breath. "You win." His plan had worked perfectly, but he had paid for it with his own sweat and blood, and he knew that if she even so much as suspected he'd let her win, she'd never forgive him. He pried his eyes open, aching from head to toe, blood still dribbling from his nose. He sniffled to try and stop the bleeding and pushed himself up from the floor to sit beside her a minute and wait until his head stopped spinning. "Best bed in the dorm," he smiled at her as he wiped at his bloody nose with a hand. "You earned it." Unfortunately for him, that meant he had inherited the worst bed, the one closest the door and the drafts and the noise from outside. The bed nobody wanted. The bed he'd fought so hard to make sure she didn't end up in. The small girl who had beaten him so soundly was frowning as he settled beside her, clearly not happy that she seemed to have knocked him for six. What was upsetting her was the red mist that had clouded her judgement and made her fight unfairly against someone she knew was too honourable to return her viciousness in kind. Leaning back against the bed, her eyes were drawn to the only other unoccupied - beside the door, in the draft, right where the Sergeant could see if he passed by. The worst bed in the place. Shaye sighed, her mind made up. "Bet's off," she said suddenly, nudging Liam's shoulder lightly with her own. "You need the good bed better than me." He shook his head, frowning at her unexpected sacrifice for his sake. He hadn't expected this sudden turn of events. He thought she'd be happy with being declared victor. "Bet's a bet. You won it fair and square. You earned it, Shaye. I'll be fine." He drew a sleeve across his face to staunch the bleeding, which was starting to ease up now that he wasn't getting pummeled anymore.

Liam OConnor

Date: 2012-05-07 21:58 EST
Her frown deepened as she shook her own head. "I'm not the one bleeding with two bumps on his head," she objected. "Don't make me put you to bed, Liam, you won't like it. Besides, I'm used to the rough stuff. You're not." "The hell I'm not!" he retorted, that prideful lift of his chin again, hazel eyes flashing defensively. "You don't know anything about me!" And with that said, he stumbled to his feet. "You're the winner. Now, stop being so damned stubborn and go to sleep in the winner's bed!" He turned his back on her, not wanting to hear another word of argument, and started off toward the loser's bed, the worst bed in the house. Shaye's eyes narrowed again, this time seeking refuge in anger for the sting of being snapped at for trying to do the right thing. She didn't say anything, though, just watching as he stalked to that other bed, aware of the slow cadence of sleeping breath that rose from their barrack mates in the moonlit gloom. Too stubborn for her own good, she stripped one blanket from the bed she leaned against and rose to her feet, following Liam across the room. She laid herself down across the gap beneath the door that offered the draft, covering up with the blanket, and glared at Liam, daring him to try and force her away. For someone who had little pride, what she did have was too stubborn to force yourself against without doing damage. He just glared at her in the dim light, annoyed with her for ruining his plan and annoyed with himself for letting her. Well, if she wanted to sleep on the floor, that was just fine with him. He snagged his pack and threw it down on the floor beneath the bunk and climbed under the blankets fully clothed, muttering something to himself about bloody stubborn idiotic girls. The whistle of the wind under the door was bitter against her back, but as Liam said, Shaye was a stubborn idiot at times. With her arm tucked beneath her head as a pillow, she huddled beneath her blanket, willing herself to ignore the cold, the aches from her busy day and her multiple fights. Bloody prideful boys, she thought to herself. Can't just let me do something nice, oh no. Has to be the big man. As for himself, he just couldn't understand how his plan had gone awry. It was perfect! She had won, fair and square. Okay, he had cheated a little, but that was beside the point. She should have been gloating happily, instead of sleeping on the floor miserable. He just didn't understand girls and probably never would. What the heck had he done wrong" He went over it and over it in his head and still couldn't figure it out. The only choice he had left was to go to Plan B, which was waiting until she was asleep, so he could carry her back to bed and make sure she was safely tucked in, but his mind and body were weary, and his eyelids felt heavy. And there on the floor she would have stayed, too, were it not for the sudden turn of the weather. From icy wind to insidious drizzle that threatened to seep through her blanket and chill her beyond the level of her stubborn comfort. But even then, Shaye refused to take the bed they'd fought over. She sat on the cold floor for a long moment, huddled tight in her slowly soggier blanket, before coming to a decision. On silent bare feet, she padded back to the empty bed to strip the second dry blanket from it, returning to throw that cover over Liam where he slept. And sliding into the bed with him. If he was going to be stubborn, then he could keep her warm. She had been right about him - he wasn't used to roughing it - and the accusation had struck a nerve, wounding and angering him. Shivering beneath the single blanket as the weather turned colder, he slept restlessly, curling into a ball as he tried to stay warm, every muscle in his body aching from the day's events. One day he'd been there and already he was homesick and tired of fighting, but he had no choice. This was his fate, whether he liked it or not. The last thing he was expecting was for her - or anyone else - to join him in that small bed. Waking suddenly from restless dreams, he opened his mouth to let out a startled cry when he found someone trying to climb in beside him, not realizing it was Shaye. She was quicker than she seemed, aware almost before his mouth opened that she'd shocked him out of sleep. Her small palm slapped over his mouth, lips set by his ear parting to hiss at him. "Shush up, it's just me," she muttered at him, wriggling under the blankets to press up close against his back. "It's too bloody cold to stay on the floor." Eyes widened in the dark, heart pounding, until he heard her voice and realized it was her. He snatched her hand away from his mouth, turning his head to look at her over his shoulder, whispering back. "What are you doing here" Are you crazy' We'll get caught." "We won't, don't be such a baby," she whispered back in the darkness, nestling as close against her new friend's back as she could. "Besides, it's good sense. Too cold for a decent night's sleep anyway, not without huddling up with someone else." She snickered quietly. "Or are you scared the girls'll think you're chasin' my skirts?" He stayed where he was, feeling a chill go through him that he knew was coming from her, and he felt that same strange feeling come over him again that he'd felt earlier. He wasn't sure what it was - pity, compassion, camaraderie. Whatever it was, it gave him pause, and he decided if she wouldn't sleep in the best bed, maybe this was the next best thing. Besides, they were both freezing and it made sense that they keep each other warm. He frowned at her question and settled back down, his back to her. He didn't dare turn and face her for fear she'd see the crimson blush on his face, even in the dark. "You don't wear a skirt," he pointed out, laying his head back down against the pillow. Judging from the sounds of movement in the dark room, they weren't the only pair now sharing a bed, either; nor were they the only ones discussing it in whispered tones. Shaye's grin was audible as she chuckled against Liam's ear, warming her fingers cheekily on the warmth of his back. "Even if I did, this wouldn't be half as worrisome as some of these others," she murmured impishly. "Want to bet which ones'll get to rutting when they work out how to do it?"

He knew what went where and why, but at thirteen, he had never so much as kissed a girl yet, and the thought of rutting with one turned his face hotly red, parts of his body responding a different way, making it all the more awkward to have a girl snuggled up at his back. He was acutely aware of her there, but grateful she had not yet blossomed into womanhood. "That would be stupid," he whispered back. "What if they..." He broke off, not finishing his statement. He wondered if this was partly how they weeded out those who would go on and those who would not. Why else would they put them together in the same barracks" It was almost like tempting fate. "Got caught' Made babies?" Shaye's snicker was somehow even worse this time as she wrapped her arms around his waist, snuggling close against Liam once again as innocently as a sister might. It was just as well she didn't know what was going on in his head; it would have disgusted her to know that he was thinking of her as a girl, and not a fellow soldier. "How else d'you think they sort out who's in it for the long haul? S'how I got made - my ma got herself seduced by her sergeant."

Liam OConnor

Date: 2012-05-07 21:59 EST
He didn't bother to answer her question and confirm what he was thinking as she nailed it on the head with both guesses. He unconsciously rested a hand against hers, nestling his back against her, settling himself into a comfortable position. She was slight of build, and there was just barely enough room for both of them in the bunk, so long as they lay close. "What did he seduce her with?" he asked, wondering if it was money or something else. "I dunno." Her shrug was easily felt against his back as she murmured her reply, relieved to feel him begin to relax into their somewhat unorthodox sleeping arrangements. "I guess he was handsome once. She wasn't much of a looker, I know that much. Maybe he just wanted a fling." It was good it was dark and his back was turned so she couldn't see the thoughtful expression on his face or the compassion in his eyes. He hadn't lived such a sheltered life that he didn't know such things took place in the world, but he'd never personally come across anyone with a story like hers until now. Their life stories were exact opposites, like night and day. He wondered if she'd ever known any of the love and affection he'd grown up taking for granted. He grew quiet, blinking back unexpected tears, a mix of homesickness and compassion. For the first time since they'd met, Shaye exercised tact as she felt his body tense with the effort of holding back tears. She didn't call attention to it, or laugh, or even smile. She could guess why he was suddenly upset - they were talking about families, and just from the way he spoke about his father, she could tell how much Liam idolised and loved the man. There was a little jealousy there, of course, that he had a family he could honestly weep for the loss of, but with no real experience of such unthinking love, Shaye had no real envy to offer. She hugged her friend tighter, feigning a loud yawn. "Stop talking, I want sleep," she muttered, offering him a way out toward privacy, the illusion that she didn't know he was struggling. He nodded his head silently against the pillow, grateful that she finally wanted to stop talking and sleep. He sniffled back the tears and let his heavy eyelids drift closed. If she dared ask, he'd just tell her his nose was bleeding again. It had been a long day and he was bone-weary. Despite the differences between them, he was glad he'd met her, glad he had made his first friend. Tomorrow was another day.

((Thanks to Shaye's Player.))