Topic: Us Against Them

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:04 EST
The day the First Blade left the citadel at Phalion, a cloud seemed to settle there in her wake. The servants and guards of Phalion itself seemed further on edge, aware that there was no one here now whom Valeyna was afraid to cross. And slowly but surely, the Usurper's daughter began to make her presence felt. Punishments were meted out for the most incongruous of crimes - a whipping for a dropped plate, the stocks for a glance out of place. Adare began to keep strictly to the public hallways of the citadel keep, with Rory always at his side, excusing himself early from meals, hiding in his chamber to avoid the usurper princess and the delight she seemed to take in humiliating and intimidating him. However, one place he could not avoid her was the training yard.

Three days before the much anticipated departure of the Usurper and her retinue, Velasca and Valeyna chose to visit the yard during Adare and Rory's training. And Valeyna chose that moment to further humiliate the prince in front of his own people and her mother's soldiers. She was better trained, more apt to violence than Adare could ever be, and Rory couldn't defend his prince when the sparring was one to one. Adare stumbled back under Valeyna's merciless attack, dropping to one knee to defend his head from the blows that rained down on his shield. Around the edges of the yard, Velasca's soldiers laughed and jeered, Adare's own people watching in concerned silence. He just wanted it to stop, breathless and outclassed, aching from the exertion of simply defending himself while Valeyna beat him with ease.

"Get up, highness," she taunted between blows. "Surely you're not this weak and feeble?"

On the sidelines, Rory was barely able to repress his anger and rage at Valeyna's treatment of the royal prince, who had quickly become Rory's friend. It had been hard enough keeping a lid on his anger when faced on an almost daily basis with Valeyna's scoffing and public ridicule and punishment of anyone she deemed unworthy. If he hated Velasca for having ordered his father killed, he hated Valeyna even more for the cruelty she seemed to so delight in handing out every chance she got. As if it wasn't enough that Valenya lorded her authority over everyone, including Adare, she insisted on purposely humiliating and making a fool out of him in public, and Rory had simply had enough.

Despite Shaye's warning, he could hold his tongue no longer, moving to his feet to defend his friend's honor. "Perhaps you would prefer an opponent who can give you more of a challenge," he called as he purposely stepped between Valeyna and Adare, sword drawn.

Dalan wasn't able to move quickly enough to prevent that foolish challenge being issued, gritting his teeth as Rory's voice rang out across the training yard.

Silence fell as Valeyna laughed in the face of her betrothed's peasant squire, stepping back to the tune of her mother's laughter as well. "The peasant knight thinks he wants a duel with a princess, mother," she called to where Velasca was sitting.

The Usurper's laugh was almost as unpleasant as her daughter's, with an edge to it that suggested some for of insanity held only just at bay. "By all means, Valeyna, teach him the error of his ways," she conceded, fully expecting to see another boy laid low and humiliated by her daughter's fearsome violence in battle.

Behind Rory, Adare wheezed as he slowly got to his feet. He was battered and bruised, in no state to do more than get upright at that moment, yet his expression was pained at the thought of what Valeyna might do to his friend. "First blood," he said quickly, understanding that the woman he so hated would enjoy killing or mutilating Rory just for the fun of it. "First blood, or no duel."

Rory would have looked to Adare's safety and well-being, if his attention was not wholly focused on his opponent, blue eyes blazing with fury. "You're no princess," he hissed under his breath, the insult meant for Velanya's ears alone. He knew he should take care not to anger her, but she had finally pushed her luck just a little too far.

Valeyna's eyes narrowed, dark and furious, as she caught Rory's insult. The very real anger displayed in her was well known by everyone who had ever seen her at work or at play, and now it was entirely focused on Rory. "You'll pay for that, peasant," she spat at the boy, barely noticing as Adare limped to the edge of the training ground, anxious for his friend already. Dalan made the call for first blood, and to everyone's surprise, Velasca allowed it, establishing the boundaries of the duel. And Valeyna began to stalk her prey, an under-trained boy she expected to be easy to humiliate, fully intending on taking off at least a hand for his impudence.

But Rory was a quick study, and though he'd had few formal lessons, he'd found the sword and bow had come easy to him, easier than anyone might have expected of him, including Adare. Unlike his opponent, he remained where he was, the sword held ready in his right hand, feet spread, knees bent, carefully watching Valeyna as she circled, turning so that she could not take him from behind.

When the attack came, it was swift and brutal. She gave no warning, intentionally forcing her attacks onto his shield arm which, unfortunately, bore no shield. Valeyna had been trained from a young age in sword play and weapons, and it showed as she advanced on the young squire.

At the edge of the yard, Adare watched with wide eyes, held in place only by the ache of his own body and the firm grip Dalan kept on his shoulder, willing Rory to either win quickly, or lose without being too badly hurt.

Without a shield to protect him, the young squire took hold of the sword with both hands, deflecting Valeyna's attacks with his own sword as she drove him slowly backwards. Time after time, their swords clashed, sometimes just missing an arm or a leg, but no blood was drawn. Rory seemed to be mostly on the defensive, making it appear that the queen's daughter was getting the better of him, though in truth, he was hoping to wear her down. She had already fought and beaten Adare, and he knew she couldn't go on forever.

Around the yard, the laughter had stopped, men and women watching the vicious fight with varying degrees of interest and concern. Even Velasca, who was so sure of her daughter's abilities, had leaned forward to watch more closely, noting the signs of Valeyna's growing weariness even as the usurper princess snarled and lunged, keeping up attacks that were gradually growing slower.

Beside Dalan, Adare caught his breath, noticing the chink in Valeyna's attack, an open space a clever sword might take advantage of to draw blood on her thigh. "Come on, Rory," Dalan muttered softly. "See it. See it."

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:05 EST
Rory, too, was tiring, but he had youth and patience on his side. He had correctly guessed that Valeyna would go all out in a vigorous attack, thinking she could finish him off quickly and easily. In fact, he had counted on it, having studied her while she'd been sparring with Adare and noting both her strengths and her weaknesses. Her arrogance was her first weakness, he thought, and after that it was her reckless bravado. Despite his anger, he was patient, waiting for just the right opportunity and when it at last made itself known, he did not disappoint the weaponsmaster, but took advantage of it. Hoping to take Valeyna by surprise with an unexpectedly offensive move, he pushed forward suddenly and as soon as she was off-guard, swept the sword around to slice at the thigh she had foolishly left exposed and unguarded.

Blood bloomed on her skin, the thin slice he had taken from her flesh shallow but deep enough to cause pain and bleed profusely. Valeyna screeched in fury, using her shield to knock his sword aside as her own blade rose over their heads to take vengeance for his lucky swipe.

"Hold!" Dalan's voice boomed across the training yard as he shot to his feet, scowling fiercely. "First blood is claimed!"

The shock of being stopped was enough to make Valeyna falter, whirling around to face her mother. "This peasant has spilled royal blood, that is treason!" she screeched in fury, demanding without so many words that Rory be killed for his luck in the fight.

Velasca seemed torn for a long moment, tilting her head to listen as Gyre, the pale-faced wizard, bent to whisper to her. The Usurper nodded, and spoke. "First blood is claimed, the duel is over," she declared, rising to her feet. "But royal blood has been spilled. The boy will be whipped."

From across the yard, another voice entered the interaction, a single word torn from a horrified Adare as he pushed himself onto his feet, bursting onto the training ground before Dalan could stop him. "No!"

Rory threw up his sword too late to defend himself against Valeyna's fury, but before she could land the final blow, Dalan's voice boomed across the yard, calling the fight to an end and silently proclaiming Rory victor. "You would have spilled royal blood, if I had not stepped in!" Rory countered, his voice rising along with Valeyna's, though he knew few there would care what he had to say. It wasn't fair. He had only been defending Adare - it was what he had sworn to do. Rory fell silent, visibly paling as Velasca declared his punishment, and yet, he held his head high, proud of his defiance. If that was to be his punishment for teaching Valeyna a lesson in humility, then so be it.

Valeyna whirled, her hand snapping around to slap Rory hard about the face for talking back to her, for daring to accuse her of anything at all. But it was Adare that had everyone's attention as he strode awkwardly to where they stood, his eyes on Velasca, who was watching him as someone might a poisonous snake they'd just prodded.

The prince raised his chin, anger and eagerness to protect his friend combining to make his handsome face strong and brave as he spoke. "He is my squire," he declared, his voice loud enough for everyone to hear him. "I claim responsibility for his actions. Punish me."

Rory's attention, too, had been drawn to the young prince as he entered the fray, and he staggered backwards at the unexpected slap from Valeyna that was hard enough to leave a bruise. "No!" Rory shouted, echoing Adare's shout only seconds before. "I acted of my own accord. If anyone should be punished, it should be me!" He did not even look at Adare, aiming his appeal solely at Velasca, not realizing that by doing so, the Usurper might realize that punishing Adare would hurt Rory far more than if he were punished himself.

The Usurper Queen looked between the two boys, cold eyes hard and calculating as she considered her options. To punish the squire was commonplace, it happened every day and would therefore not be noted as cruelty or anything else. But to punish the prince ....It was tempting, very tempting. And to have Adare ask for that punishment played right into her hands. She smirked her cold smirk, and spoke. "My decision is made. The prince has claimed the right of responsibility. The punishment is his to take. Blood for blood. To balance the insult, his blood must be spilled."

A ripple of discontent made itself known through the servants and soldiers of Phalion who were witnesses, but a sharp sound from Dalan silenced them. Any hint of rebellion at this moment, and Valeyna might well cut Adare's throat for her recompense.

As for himself, Adare clenched his jaw, nodding in agreement. He turned to Rory, blue eyes sharp and for the first time demanding obedience. "Keep silent," he ordered his friend and squire. "Not another word." Or this will get a lot worse.

Rory's mouth was already open, ready to protest, ready to step in and accept whatever punishment was to be doled out. He had been the one who had interfered. He had been the one who had spilled first blood and was proud of it. He had showed Valeyna that he wouldn't be bullied the way she bullied Adare and that he wouldn't allow her to abuse Adare any longer, and yet, it seemed his plan had backfired, and the one he had sought to protect was about to by hurt by his folly. Though all the blood drained from his face, he clenched his jaw in silent rage, the sword still in his hand. If anyone dared draw more than a few drops of blood, they would meet his own blade.

As Adare turned back, Valeyna was grinning over his head at Rory, unpleasant triumph in her expression as she drew her belt knife. Adare knelt, extending his bare forearm toward her in preparation for that punishment, his lips moving as he sent out a very private instruction. "Brother, stay away. Stay away."

Valeyna raised her blade, gripping Adare's wrist painfully tightly. "Blood for blood," she declared, and with her own special brand of nastiness, drew that knife along the prince's flesh, cutting deeper and longer than was necessary. Adare's blood welled up, dripping onto the packed sand beneath them, but the prince did not make a sound, clenching his fist as he bled.

Rory was clenching his jaw so hard to stop himself from speaking out that it made his whole head ache, his knuckles white as his hand gripped his sword. Enough! his voice screamed in his head, eyes stinging with unshed tears, his heart heavy with rage and horror and guilt. There was nothing he could do. If he so much as asked for mercy, Valeyna would only cut deeper.

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:06 EST
"The punishment is justly given," Gyre, the wizard, intoned, watching as Valeyna bent down to dip her finger into Adare's blood and taste it with a cruel laugh. "Enough for one day." Velasca shot a sharp glare at Gyre, but did not argue, snapping her fingers to summon her daughter as she turned to make her way to the stables to resume her intention to ride that day.

Adare stayed where he was until the usurpers and their pet magic user were gone, as Dalan advanced across the sand toward the boys.

"I'm sorry," Rory whispered, on the verge of tears. "I'm so sorry," he repeated, an overwhelming sense of guilt and grief welling up inside him, not just for Adare and the pain he'd caused him, but for the loss of his own father, as well. The sword fell out of his hand to the sand and he dropped to his knees beside Adare, reaching for the prince's arm without thought for his own safety, oblivious of witnesses. He had managed a healing a few times before, though he wasn't quite sure how, and could only hope whatever powers worked through him would not fail him now.

"It's not your fault," Adare winced, keeping his voice low, grateful for Dalan's shadow as the weaponsmaster joined them, hiding the bleeding wound in the prince's arm from the eyes of the soldiers who were trickling away in their queen's wake. "Rory, don't, you'll get blood on your hands."

But Rory was beyond listening now, lost in his own grief and guilt, tears on his face as he closed his eyes and laid gentle fingers against the wound on Adare's arm. His lips moved, silent words offering a prayer to whatever powers might be listening to take pity on him and on the young prince. It was unfair, all of it. Adare had lost his whole family, including his twin. He had nothing left in the way of family, and neither did Rory. Slowly, Rory let go of the anger and opened his heart to the love and loyalty the others felt for the young prince, willing warmth and healing and gentleness into him, the same way he had twice before.

But what he encountered was an odd sort of block, a barrier to the healing he wanted to offer, like a shield beneath a sword, or plate mail against arrows. It resisted for just a moment, and suddenly opened a path for him, revealing something the boy could never have imagined in his wildest dreams. For just a moment, in the deepest echoes of his heart and mind, he saw the truth - golden blonde hair and a soft feminine form, injured in exactly the same place as Adare had been, gazing back at him with Adare's blue eyes in a beautiful face. A crescent moon scar shone briefly over the girl's heart before the gentle healing of the power that watched over Rory poured into her, sealing the wound that had opened her arm so deeply. And very gently, Rory's consciousness was eased away again until that barrier closed once more, hiding the gentle girl away ....inside the skin of the gentle prince who was staring at him in shock. "How ....how did you do that?"

For a moment, Rory was lost in what seemed like a vision or an illusion, looking into the eyes of the most beautiful girl he had ever seen, her face framed by golden hair, gentle blue eyes looking back at him. For only a moment, and then she was gone, and he wondered which was the illusion - the boy or the girl" "I..." he started, fresh tears filling his eyes, his voice faltering as the touch of the Goddess departed, the healing magic slowly fading, leaving him more confused than before. "I-I thought I saw..."

With a rush of cold air, the ghost was suddenly right there, glaring into Rory's eyes, visible to the three who stood so closely together on the sand. "Silence, boy! Wait for the blood moon, wait until he bleeds!" Before Adare could even open his mouth to form the banishing words, however, his twin was gone, dissipated as quickly as he had arrived.

Dalan cleared his throat, frowning down at both boys. "I think that is our cue to get the prince to his chamber," he said, radiating as much authority as he dared, heaving Adare up and into his arms as the prince swayed on his feet, weak from the fight, from the blood loss, and from the healing. "Rory, pick up your sword and come with us."

Rory's father had warned him never to let anyone know what he could do. He had been sworn to keep it a secret. It had something to do with his mother, but he wasn't sure what. Why should it be such a secret, when so much good could come of it' He didn't understand, nor did he understand what he'd just seen, and then it hit him like a blow and he realized the truth of it. But how" If Adare was really a girl, how was it everyone thought she was a boy' It seemed even Adare wasn't aware of it. Or was he mistaken" He knew what he'd seen, if only for a moment, but he had no explanation for that either. He stumbled back again as the ghost appeared in front of him, and a chill ran through, cold enough to chill his bones. His mouth moved again, but no words came out, and he obediently clambered to his feet, catching the sword up in his hands.

Dalan was quick to carry the prince to his chamber, handing Adare into Mila's care without a second thought. His concern rested on Rory - Dalan had only seen that kind of healing done once, by a very special woman he wasn't supposed to admit to ever having met at all. But it wasn't the healing that concerned him, it was Rory's words after it. What had the boy seen"

Drawing Rory into an empty chamber next to the prince's, the weaponsmaster looked down at the boy quite seriously. "Now then," he said calmly. "Tell me what you saw."

The shock of what he'd seen had at least helped him to forget the guilt, the tears drying on his face. Numbly, Rory followed Dalan to the prince's chambers and then to an empty room nearby, silent the entire time, lost in a whirlwind of thoughts and worries. It was only when Dalan seemed to demand an explanation that Rory found his voice and his wits. He shook his head mutely a moment and shrugged his shoulders as though he was unsure how to explain. "A girl," he said at last. "I thought I saw a girl." But not a girl, not really. A young woman, nearly his age. Young and lovely and sad, but who was she"

For just a moment, relief and excitement showed in the older man's eyes, but he somehow managed to suppress it. He had to know one more thing. "What did she look like, Rory?" he asked, a little more gently this time. "Describe her to me."

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:07 EST
Rory closed his eyes, seeing her once again in his mind. How could he ever forget that face" It was indelibly etched in his memory forever, and his heart ached to see her again, though he wasn't even sure if she was real. "She-she was blonde. Hair the color of wheat. Blue eyes, like Adare's. Like mine. She was....beautiful," he told Dalan with heartbreaking honesty.

"My gods," Dalan breathed. "She really is still in there." Awed amazement crossed his face as he stepped away, sitting heavily down on a dusty bedframe, tears in his eyes as he remembered the promise the old witch woman had made - that the princess would be the image of her mother, when the disguise was finally torn away. And somehow, Rory had caught a glimpse of the real thing, hidden inside her brother's skin. He looked up at the boy, unable to hide his tearful smile. "You've been let in on the secret, lad," he said quietly. "Not even Adare knows the truth, not yet. It isn't time yet."

Rory noticed the tears in the weaponmaster's eyes and furrowed his brows, a puzzled look on his face. "I don't understand," he said quietly. "Do you mean Adare is..." He dared not say it aloud, he hardly even dared think it. The thought had crossed his mind, especially at the sight of that lovely face, but he'd thought he must be mistaken. There had to be another explanation. If it was true - if the young prince was in reality a princess, then she needed their protection even more than he had thought. If Velasca were to find out, she'd have Adare killed without another thought. "The blood moon," he muttered, remembering the ghost's warning. It all made sense now. Adare would bleed not because he was going to be wounded, but because he wasn't a boy at all.

Dalan nodded, awkwardly wiping his eyes. "I was there," he said. "I saw it done, on the orders of the parents before they died. Mila and I are the only ones still living in the citadel who know the truth, the woman who did it still lives in the city. And now you know, too. So you know the reason for the ghost's appearance." He stood up, back in control of himself. "For whatever reason, the Goddess who enabled the disguise let you see beyond it. Not a word, Rory. Not even to Adare. The moment he knows, the disguise will start to weaken. That cannot happen while Gyre is in the citadel, before we've made this place safe once again. Do you understand?"

"The Goddess?" he echoed, not quite understanding that reference either. It seemed the more he learned, the less he understood, but one thing was clear - Adare was not really a prince at all, and that one simple fact changed everything. It meant that he - no, she - could never, would never marry Valeyna, and that she was not only the true heir, but a true princess of the line of Arlan. Rory's heart started racing at the implications of this, excited at the prospect of restoring the true line of queens to the throne, but terrified for Adare's safety. He nodded his head fervently. "Yes, I understand," he assured Dalan. "No one is to know, but us." Not even Adare, he thought to himself.

The older man nodded, trusting the squire before him with a secret that barely even a fraction of the faithful rebellion were aware of. "I don't know exactly when everything is expected to happen," he warned Rory quietly. "The blood moon is supposed to be when the natural bleeding starts - the spell has held it off for a few years, but it can't do that indefinitely. When that happens, you must bring the prince to myself or to Mila. No one else."

"When the spell wears off?" Rory repeated, to be sure. His head was spinning with everything that had happened over the last ten days or so since he'd arrived in Phalion.

Dalan hesitated. But what was the harm in telling the boy exactly what their timetable was" He was the closest to Adare every hour of every day, he should know what to expect. "You must have heard of the eclipse the priests are predicting, yes?" he said, looking down at Rory quite seriously. "On that day, the spell will have to be broken. The blood moon will take place around six days before that day. The spell won't wear off, but it will weaken. And I believe that Adare will start to bleed, even though there is nowhere he should physically be able to bleed from."

"How can that be?" Rory asked, confused. He understood what Dalan was telling him, but he didn't understand how Adare could bleed like a woman while wearing a boy's body. He lowered himself onto an old dusty chest that stood nearby, as if his legs could hold him no longer. It all seemed so incredible, so impossible, and yet, it made perfect sense.

The weaponsmaster sighed softly, moving to sit down once again, clasping his hands between his knees. "I don't fully understand it, Rory," he admitted. "All I can do is tell you what I saw. On the night Adare was born, a witch woman - one of the nomads - was brought into the citadel on the promise that she could preserve the line of Arlan through her own magic. She never let the boy take a breath, denying him that first taste of life. But she removed a small piece of his rib and inserted it under the skin of the girl we now know as Adare. And as I watched, I saw them switch appearance. The boy became the girl, dead, unmoving. The girl became the boy. But it is like a mask, a cloak. She wears the face and form of her brother, but that is not who and what she is." He rubbed his forehead with a frown. "I have no idea if this is making any sense to you at all."

Rory's head jerked up when Dalan mentioned the nomads, but he remained silent until the weaponsmaster had finished explaining. "So the boy was never given a chance to live," Rory said with a frown, wondering if that was why the ghost always seemed so angry. "What will happen to him when the spell is broken" The boy, I mean. His-his ghost." He was pretty sure he hadn't been imagining things, and he wasn't the only one who'd encountered the ghost of Adare's dead twin.

Dalan went very still. "Kari never told us what would happen," he said quietly. "She said he would be free. But whether that means he will move on, or seek his revenge for what was done to him, I don't know."

"He's very protective of-of..." Rory broke off, unsure how to refer to Adare now that he knew the boy was really a girl in disguise. "He's angry, but I'm not sure if he's angry because of what was done to him or because he's trying to protect his sister. He's warned me more than once about the Blood Moon, but I didn't know what he meant."

"I think, to understand Brother, you will need to talk to Adare about him," Dalan suggested quietly. "So long as he does not harm the prince, I have no argument with the ghost. If I had ever suspected that he might harm my prince, I would have had Kari remove him somehow."

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:07 EST
"Princess," Rory corrected quietly, still in a little bit of awe about the whole thing. "She was lovely," he added quietly with a small frown. How was he ever going to be able to treat Adare the same again now that he knew the truth about him' "He's not going to understand what?s happening to him."

"Prince," Dalan corrected him in return, his expression stern and unforgiving. "Until the truth comes out, he is your prince. You cannot slip up, Rory. None of us can. It's the whole bloodline in our hands. it's one very special life on the line."

Rory frowned again, a very serious look on his face. He fully understood how important this was and how much was at stake. All he had to do was keep up the charade for a little while longer, and it would all be over. The rebels would retake Phalion, and Adare would take her rightful place on the throne of Arctra. And then what? What would happen to him' Would he be sent away or would he still be welcome here" He had nothing left - no home, no family, nothing to return to, unless....He nervously gnawed at the corner of his mouth a moment before daring to ask about something else Dalan had mentioned. "You said something about having seen....what I did to Adare....once before. What did you mean?"

The weaponsmaster's expression gentled as he watched the importance of the secret sink in, glad that Rory was quick on the uptake. And then the conversation turned, surprising him with this sudden interest in a healing that had happened years ago. "It was when Adare was around eight years old," he explained quietly. "His horse threw him - animals have always been uncomfortable around him, I don't know whether it is the spell or the ghost. His left leg was broken, and several of his ribs. I called Kari to come and see to him. The Goddess of the nomads gives her certain power, I believe, although their herb lore and understanding of medicine is far superior to ours. I couldn't risk taking him to the Temple - what if the priests had seen the spell" Kari healed him just by laying her hands on him and praying. It was astonishing to watch."

"She's one of the nomads....one of the Wild Ones," Rory said, as if asking for confirmation, though Dalan had been pretty clear on that fact. "Is she still alive" Would I be able to meet her?" he asked, though he did not yet say why he had an interest in the witch woman, as Dalan had called her.

Dalan's eyes narrowed with uncomfortable suspicion as he looked at Rory, wariness suddenly in his face. "Why the sudden interest in a witch, lad?" he asked pointedly. "Have I made a mistake in trusting you with this?" He rose onto his feet to loom over Rory where the boy sat. "Am I going to regret allowing you to know the truth and live?"

Rory stiffened a little defensively as Dalan moved to his feet, as if to frighten or intimidate him, his first reaction to lash out, almost like a frightened animal, before realizing that Dalan was only feeling protective of Adare, as well he should. Who was Rory to Dalan or anyone here really' He found himself almost wishing he'd gone with the First Blade to join the rebels, but he had promised to protect Adare, and he intended to make good on that promise. He just wished they'd believe him. Why else would he have stood up to Valeyna if not because he, too, cared for Adare" "My interest in her has nothing to do with Adare," Rory told Dalan, unsure if he could trust the weaponsmaster or anyone else here with a secret of his own.

Seeing that he had at least alarmed the boy, Dalan tried not to feel guilty about it, but he couldn't stop the expression making itself known. "Forgive me, Rory," he asked gently. "For sixteen years, I have protected this secret and my prince. You are the first in all that time to be brought in on it, and my instinct is still to protect. I do not mean for you to be afraid of me, or to mistrust me. But you must know that we must be ready to kill to protect Adare. Any of us."

"You forget that I would kill to protect Adare, too," Rory pointed out, scowling up at Dalan and feeling a little hurt that the man did not seem to trust him, though he wasn't sure if he could blame him. He hadn't been there long and hadn't done much to earn his trust yet. "I'm not going to do anything to put the prince in danger. If you don't believe me, then kill me and be done with it."

Dalan's expression did not encourage any more talking back at this point. "You've been here ten days," he reminded the boy. "At what point did you decide that you were so vitally important that no one would dare raise a hand against you? What you did in the training ground was foolish, and it resulted in Adare being badly hurt. If you had not healed him, we would be praying right now for some kind of intervention to prevent him from growing infected and dying. It's reckless idiocy like that which makes me wary, Rory. Now, I'm a pretty good judge of character, and I don't think you would ever intentionally harm Adare. But obviously that doesn't stop you from acting on recklessly foolish whims, any one of which could put all of us in danger. Now. Put your wounded pride away and behave like the royal squire you are, or I will turn you over my knee like the child you are pretending to be."

Rory had nothing to say to that. There was no point in arguing with the weaponsmaster or in pointing out the reasons he'd stood up to Valeyna or the fact that he'd been perfectly willing to accept his punishment until Adare had stepped in. It seemed no matter what he did was wrong, and he wasn't even sure what he was doing here anymore. He turned away from the man so he wouldn't see the wounded expression on his face or the tears that were starting in his eyes. No one here cared about him, but Adare. That much seemed clear enough. When he finally found his voice again, it was quiet, steady, and emotionless. "You don't have to worry about me. I won't do anything to cause Adare harm. You have my word." As if he didn't feel guilty enough about causing the prince harm, Dalan had to add insult to injury by throwing it in his face, at least, in Rory's mind.

Dalan reached out, laying his hand against the boy's shoulder. "I know you have honor, lad," he said gently. "I know you care about Adare, and I know you are brave. You have every right and cause to wish for vengeance and retribution from those who have hurt you. But you cannot let your anger overrule your sense, not now. Adare will need you over the next weeks and months. He is very fond of you, he follows your example. You are the only friend he has ever had. And that makes you just as special as he is. I will never allow anyone to harm you, Rory, for your own sake, not for his. And neither will he. I know it is hard. But in three days, they will be gone, and we will safe again, for a time."

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:08 EST
Rory nodded his head silently, knowing Dalan was trying to make him feel better, but the truth was that no one blamed him more than he blamed himself. He remained where he was, with his face turned away, hot tears making his eyes sting, clenching his jaw tightly against the threat of tears. He didn't want Dalan to see him cry; he didn't want anyone to see that, not even Adare. Whatever questions he was going to ask about the nomads and his mother were forgotten, unimportant in the wake of Adare's safety.

Behind him, the weaponsmaster sighed, knowing that Rory was still a child in some ways. A child who had lost everything and been brought to a strange place, put into mortal danger, and been given share in the single most dangerous secret the lands had ever known. He gripped Rory's shoulder and pulled the boy to him in a gruff embrace, more fatherly in that moment than he had ever expected to be. "It will come good, Rory," he promised quietly. "You will always have a place with Adare. I'll make certain of it."

The embrace was unexpected and only made the tears harder to hold back. It had been a long time since anyone shown him any kindness or offered any comfort. He had been done his best to take care of his father, but he couldn't stop Velasca's thugs from taking him from him. He wouldn't let the same thing happen to Adare. "I'm sorry," he whispered, his voice breaking, apologizing for everything - for talking back, for putting Adare in danger, for failing to save his own father. He had failed everyone, even himself, and he'd never felt more alone in the world than he did at that moment.

Dalan held him for as long as he needed to, used by now to comforting a boy who just needed someone to care a little bit. He knew he had been hard on Rory, with good reason, but saw no cause to give hurt where there was no need. "It's done, Rory," he said, his voice quiet in the empty room. "You need not encounter Velasca or her bitch of a daughter until the morning they leave. I daresay Adare will take the opportunity to hide away for his recovery. And you'll look after him for me, won't you?"

Rory nodded his head silently again, not quite trusting his own voice. He pulled away slowly, embarrassed by his own weakness and softening. It was the first time he'd shed tears for his father since the day he'd watched them kill him. He wiped his face with a sleeve, sniffling once, afraid to face the weaponsmaster, afraid he'd think less of him for crying like a child.

Dalan bent his head to catch Rory's eye. "There is no shame in tears," he told the boy. "Nor in the grief you feel. Never be afraid to own what you feel and show it. No one who matters will ever think less of you for it."

"I won't let you down," Rory told Dalan, finding his voice at last as he turned his head to meet the man's gaze, eyes still shining with tears, though his face was dry. There was a bruise blooming on his cheek where Valeyna had struck him, his complexion blotchy from tears, but that look of youthful determination had returned to his eyes.

"I know." Gently patting the boy's shoulder, Dalan stepped back, returning to the questions he had never answered. "As to Kari ....yes, she is still alive, living in the city to be close to the prince. And you will meet her, soon, I expect." He smiled faintly at the young squire. "Did you really think I would force you to simply hand over your friend to me when he needs you the most, just for the sake of a secret you already know?"

"I don't know," Rory answered honestly. He knew as much about Dalan as Dalan knew about him. He trusted the man, had even started to think of him as something of a father figure, yearning for someone, something to hold onto to that he could call a friend, if not family. "I'm just a farrier's son. I have not known much kindness from strangers."

"You are not just anything," Dalan told him firmly. "You are Rory Brennan, squire to the last of Arlan's line. More importantly, you are a friend to that prince, the only friend he has or has ever had. I'm proud of you for standing up for him, though it could have been done better. And I am proud of him for protecting you in the same turn. You're good for each other. And when it comes down to it, Rory, there are three people here who are not strangers to you. Adare, Mila, and myself."

"I don't know how to be a squire," he admitted, though with Dalan and even Shaye's help, he was starting to learn. He found himself missing the First Blade, who seemed to understand him for some reason he could not quite fathom, but she was gone, and he wouldn't see her again until she returned with the rebels. Being a friend, however, that he thought he might be able to accomplish. Whether a prince or a princess, he already cared about Adare and would do everything in his power to protect him.

"Then we'll teach you," Dalan promised him faithfully. "But for now, you need to go to your prince. He will be worried you. That boy worries about everyone and everything. The least we can do is reassure him that you haven't been punished behind his back, yes?"

"Yes, sir," Rory replied, scrubbing his face with the back of a hand as he moved to his feet. A few days ago, he might have doubted that Adare worried or cared about him at all, but he had more than proved his friendship by volunteering to take Rory's punishment, and as guilty as Rory felt about it, it only made him love Adare more. Yes, love. Rory was just starting to realize the reason he felt so protective of the young prince was because he was slowly growing to love him, though he wasn't quite sure how to define that feeling just yet.

"Good lad. Come along, then." With a jerk of his head, Dalan led Rory out of the empty chamber and back to Adare's room, where Mila let them in. The usually cheerful woman was obviously concerned, though she tried to hide it for the sake of the younger men.

Adare lay in the bed, the bruises from the battering he had taken at the hands of Valeyna coming up over his skin as he lolled in and out of consciousness. There, in the center of his chest, was the crescent shaped scar Rory had glimpsed in that momentary vision of the prince's true form, more corroboration that the story he had been told was true.

Mila took Rory's sword and jerkin from him, brushing gentle fingers against his own bruised cheek. "You brave lad," she praised him softly. "They're all talking about it in the kitchens. You shed her blood. Good for you!"

Rory followed Dalan silently back to Adare's room, feeling only fractionally better than he had a little while earlier. The sight of Adare lying on the bed, bruised and battered and drifting in and out of consciousness made his heart sink, but at least, he was alive. He turned a tearful gaze to Mila at the praise he didn't think he deserved. Dalan was right. He had to learn to control the anger and hatred he felt for the Usurper and her daughter or he was going to get them both killed or worse. "It was foolish. I should have let her draw first blood. I couldn't stand there and watch her batter him anymore."

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:09 EST
"Oh, now, don't fuss," Mila told him, ushering him toward the bed. "And don't you worry about him," she said, gesturing to Adare. "I gave him essence of poppy so he'd sleep, but he's been fighting it and asking for you." Dalan was dismissed with a flick of her hand as she pressed Rory down to sit on the bed. "You did a very brave thing, no matter how it turned out. Now we love our little lord here in Phalion, and you just proved to all of us that you are worth a hundred of the Usurper's children. You're one of us now, Rory. So stop worrying about what?s been and done, and look to the future."

Just as he'd done with Dalan, as Rory sat down on the bed beside Adare, he very nearly started to cry, his heart aching to see the young prince - he had to think of him as a prince for now or risk betraying his secret - so bruised and battered, and he opened his heart just a little to let Mila know what he was feeling. He had to tell someone before he started crying again. "After everything they've done, I hate them. There's a rage inside me, and I don't know what to do. I want to see them both dead. I want to kill them the way they killed my father. Hurt them the way they hurt Adare. I don't know if I can control it," he said as he felt those tears welling up in his eyes again.

"Yes, you can," Mila told him confidently, moving to sit beside him. Her arm wrapped about his shoulders, squeezing gently without smothering him with affection he might not even want. She'd looked after him for more than a week now, and unlike most, she'd seen him in that vulnerable moment before he woke. "You know how I know" Because you're a good man, Rory Brennan, with a good heart. Because you have Dalan to teach you how to channel that anger into your sword play, and you have Adare to teach you how to channel it in other ways." She smiled at him. "You think the little prince doesn't get angry' He does. But I haven't seen it as anger since he was a child. He's very angry about what?s been done to you, lad. Might not seem like it, but he is. You've come to mean a lot to him over the past days."

Rory turned to face the woman who was the closest thing to a mother that Adare had, almost envying him that, but though Mila hadn't known Rory very long, she seemed to care about him in a way few had, up 'til now. He arched a brow at some of what she was saying. No one had ever called him a man before, always a boy. He was sixteen, almost seventeen years old, on the verge of manhood but still possessing a child's heart. "He means a lot to me, too," Rory admitted, glancing momentarily back at the sleeping prince. "I'm not going to let anyone hurt him, ma'am. I promise." He wasn't quite sure what he was feeling for Adare, though he knew it was something akin to love. But was it the kind of love one felt for a friend, a brother, or something more" He wasn't quite sure.

"I know you won't," she assured him, full of confidence in the boy who had shed Valeyna's blood in defense of the young prince she had devoted her life to. She smiled, hugging Rory tighter about his shoulders for a moment. "Call me Mila, Rory. It's my name, and I've never been a ma'am." She chuckled, kissing his cheek gently. "You look fit to drop. Get those boots off and get in - I'll bring supper up for you both so you don't have to go down to the hall later."

Rory was surprised by the hug, wondering if this was what it felt like to have a mother. He smiled faintly in return, a mix of shyness, exhaustion, and worry. "Ma'am' Mila?" he corrected himself quickly. "Will she make trouble for Adare because of me, do you think?"

Mila laughed softly, not at him, but at the secret she didn't yet know he shared. "Oh, I'm sure she'll be planning something," she told him. "But she won't get the chance before they leave, and once they're gone, anything could happen. Couldn't it?" The smile on her face was mischievous and secretive, more encouraging than infuriating. "Now come on, you. You've been pretty battered yourself today."

He felt a smidgen better, a little relieved by the woman's optimistic reassurance. He didn't dare tell her that he knew Adare's secret, not while there was a chance of Adare overhearing. He had promised he'd tell no one, especially not Adare, and he intended to keep that promise, no matter what. "Yes, ma'am," he replied, dropping into a chair so that he could pry his boots off. He felt a little worn out and battered from the fight, but he knew his hurts were nothing compared to Adare's.

Mila let out a happy little squeak, rubbing her hands together with what seemed to be genuine delight that Rory was finally letting her mother him. She'd been working on gaining his trust over the past week, and it looked as though that hard work was beginning to pay off. "You're not hurt yourself, are you?" she asked him, probably a little belatedly, as behind her, Adare sighed and rolled over, one hand questing toward the other side of the bed, where he had grown accustomed to Rory sleeping.

"No, ma'am, I don't think so," he told her uncertainly. Only where Valeyna had hit him anyway, and it was nothing more than a bruise. He'd been so consumed with guilt over Adare's punishment that it hadn't yet sunk in that he'd actually beaten Valeyna at the fight - that he'd been the one to draw first blood. He wasn't sure how he'd done it, but somehow he had.

"Mila," she corrected him, busying herself with settling his jerkin and sword safely on the stand that had been brought to the room for his use alone. "You tell me if you think you're hurt," she told him quietly. "I'm not having my boy hurting for no good reason."

"No, I'm all right," he replied with a frown as he looked over at Adare, resting somewhat peacefully on the bed. He remembered the prince's true face, the one hidden behind the facade of a boy, and wondered what Adare would think when he learned the truth about himself. What would it feel like to live your whole life as a boy only to find out you were really a girl" He frowned a little at Mila's words, knowing she was trying to mother him, just as she mothered Adare, but he wasn't sure if it was really for his sake or the prince's. "How is he?" Rory asked, concerning the sleeping prince.

She paused, glancing over at the sleeping prince with a fond look on her face. "Worrying over you more than himself," she told Rory quietly. "I had to give him the poppy just to keep him in the bed - he was all for going to find you, so worried you were punishing yourself for what happened out there. He'll sleep more peacefully now you're here again." Mila paused, looking down at Rory where he sat. "How are you?"

He had gotten his boots off anyway, leaving them where he'd dropped them on the floor near the chair. He turned his gaze from Adare to Mila, wondering just how much he should tell her. He assumed she'd find out soon enough from Dalan anyway, and he didn't want Adare overhearing him. The prince's secret was too important to take a chance discussing, even with Mila. He shrugged in reply to the woman's question. Physically, he felt sore and tired; mentally and emotionally was another story. "Tired," he admitted. "I don't know what I'm going to do if she tries to hurt him again. What point is there to wearing a sword when I'm not allowed to use it to protect the prince?"

Ariana

Date: 2014-05-07 17:10 EST
"Ah." She nodded, understanding perhaps a bit better than he might think. "As a squire, you have to abide by the rules of courtly chivalry in a situation like that. Valeyna can challenge Adare because she is - for the moment - his equal in rank. Now don't think I'm chiding you, because I am very proud of you for what you did down there. But when a duel is declared between two opponents, they fight until one yields, or first blood is drawn, and no one can step in to take over for either of them. You wear a sword, because outside such strictly maintained situations, you are the last line of defense. You are his bodyguard, the last person to fall before the prince himself falls. But that only applies when the prince is under attack."

"He was under attack. Valeyna's a bully. She knows she's stronger than Adare and uses it to push him around. It wasn't a fair duel. If I hadn't stepped in, she would have kept going. She's trying to break him. Everyone can see that," Rory argued against the unfairness of it. "Chivalry isn't about being a bully."

"But Velasca and Valeyna hold his life in their hands so long as they are here," Mila told him gently. "I know it seems unfair, and you're right, it is. But if Adare stands up to them too often, too openly - if the people known to be loyal to him stand up too often, too openly - then Phalion will be razed to the ground, along with everyone in it. We will all die, rather than be allowed to create a focal point for rebellion, and we have all known that since the night Arian and Farus were killed. The only reason Adare still lives is because his name has not been mentioned by the rebels at all. If they had chosen him for their figurehead, this city wouldn't exist."

Rory clenched his jaw at Mila's explanation, feeling the rage bubbling up inside him again. "I want to kill her," Rory mumbled quietly, either for her ears alone or for no one at all. He had never felt such hatred in all his life until now, but neither Velasca or Valenya had anyone to blame for it but themselves. If they were still hoping to use him for their own purposes, they were very mistaken. He would rather die than betray Adare, or anyone else loyal to Adare, and that included the rebels.

Mila moved over to him, crouching down to take his hands in hers, looking into his eyes with fierce understanding. "Then you do that," she told him firmly. "You do it, and you make sure it sticks. But do it at the right time. Because losing you would break our little prince now. But I promise you, the time is coming when Valeyna will not be protected by our need to keep Adare safe any longer. You'll have your chance, Rory."

Rory's gaze followed Mila as she crouched down in front of him and took his hands in hers, listening carefully to her words and nodding in understanding, and yet, there was still something she needed to understand, that everyone - perhaps even Valeyna - needed to understand. "I won't let her hurt him again."

Mila held his gaze for a long moment, that proud flicker of a smile making itself known once again. "Good," she said, with no hint of the censuring that Dalan had covered him with. She rose up, kissing Rory's forehead fiercely. "If she tries, you make her beg for it before you lop off a hand."

"With pleasure," Rory replied. Though in all honestly, he took no pleasure in killing anything, he was willing to make an exception for Valeyna. Mila surprised him with that kiss, further endearing her to him, breaking through the barriers he'd spent so long trying to build.

From the bed came a quiet groan. Adare frowned, struggling to wake up against the pull of the sedative he had been plied with, one hand rubbing at his forehead as he mumbled coherently for the first time. "Mila" Is Rory here" Is he hurt?"

Rory exchanged glances with Mila before moving to his feet and going to Adare's side. "I'm here. I'm fine," he told the prince quietly as he arrived at his bedside.

The prince gripped Rory's hand hard, stronger than he looked - and certainly stronger than the girl he was inside should have been. "Dalan didn't mean it," he said urgently, forcing his eyes open, despite not knowing what had been said. "He's just trying to keep me safe, he didn't mean to make you mad or upset. Don't leave, Rory."

"Shhh," Rory whispered gently, crouching down so that he wasn't towering over the smaller boy, letting him take hold of his hand. "I'm not upset, and I'm not leaving, but you need to rest. I'm not going anywhere. I'll be here when you wake up. Promise," Rory told the prince quietly, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. It was a bit odd to know that somewhere inside the prince was a hiding a girl - a lovely girl with golden hair that was going to be a queen. The thought of it made his heart ache, knowing he would lose her then. She would go on to greater things, but what would become of him"

"There now, my bonny, you sleep now," Mila added, gently stroking Adare's hair from his forehead. "Rory'll stay with you."

Those disconcerting blue eyes fixed Rory for a long moment, pleading for that to be the truth even as weariness got the better of the battered young man. "M'sorry I got you hurt," he murmured as unconsciousness crowded in once again, deeply relieved that Rory was there, safe, and staying.

"You have nothing to be sorry for, my prince," Rory countered, but he sensed Adare was too weary and too sleepy to stay awake long enough to hear his apology, and on a whim, he leaned over and pressed what he hoped Adare would consider a brotherly kiss to the younger boy's forehead.

A soft flush colored the prince's cheeks as he felt that kiss, though no doubt he would have forgotten it when he woke in a few hours' time. He let out a low sigh and settled to sleep, breathing more easily now he knew his friend was safe and well.

Mila's smile softened at the obvious fondness the two boys had developed for one another, her expression touched with just a little bit of hope for that affection to survive the secret finally being revealed. She brushed her fingers through Rory's hair, and stepped away. "I'll be back later, lad," she promised him. "No one'll disturb you."

"Thank you, Mila," Rory replied, in a voice that seemed to have matured years in only a few hours. It could have belonged to a commoner or a king. His gaze never left Adare, leaning close to stroke his fingers through the other's hair and push it back from his face, looking for any hint of the girl he knew was hidden away inside him somewhere. He wasn't quite sure what he was feeling, but he knew it wasn't just friendship - it was something deeper, stronger, truer than that. Brotherly love, maybe? Would he still love him like a brother when his true form was revealed"

Unbeknownst to him, those same worries lingered in Mila's mind as she stepped out into the passage, drawing the door closed behind her. Dalan stood there on guard, trusting no one else with the boys' safety for the next few hours at the very least. He met her gaze, and in that look passed the knowledge that Rory had been brought into the secret. "Do you think they can survive it?" he asked the woman, and Mila sighed softly, glancing at the dark wood door.

"I hope so," she wished, nodding gently. "Let's just get them to the blood moon first. We can help them through what happens after."

Dalan nodded, reluctant to leave things so much to chance, but unable to do any more to help the prince along. In just a few weeks, Adare would learn the truth, and it would be Rory who stood the best chance of keeping him from falling apart. Which was why there would be a guard on both prince and squire until Velasca and her daughter were long gone. They couldn't risk losing either of them, not now. Not so close to the culmination of all their hopes. It was just a matter of time.

Dalan sighed as Mila walked away, cursing under his breath. "Gods, I hate waiting."

((Slowly but surely, we're getting there! Many thanks to Rory's player!))