He would push through the gates wondering if it were the right thing to do. Kruger looked to the grounds and this place where he had spent so much time. It was true to say that he spent more in his forges than ever here just as it was true to say that once he had called Belglade home. Much had changed recently. It had changed because he couldn't allow them to remain the same. He knew that many would judge him harshly. They would tell him he had abandoned his responsibility, and they would be right. He hadn't disappeared though, hadn't simply slipped away without telling his intent. It would have to be enough. It was the only saving grace he could find in the whole situation.
If anyone were looking there were indications that this was not a normal visit for the smith. Over his shoulder was everything he had left from his life on the cliffs south of the city. There was a strange comfort in knowing that everything would fit over his shoulders and could be moved easily. By far it wasn't all he owned. Even without the lands and the house he was still well enough off to be able to rent space that would be comfortable by anyone's standards. He wouldn't spend money unnecessarily though. As proof he had spent every day at his forge, sleeping and rising to work. It came to him though that he needed to have more than just a room that rarely was well lit enough to even read. He had rejected many options, certain that his friends would at the least give him space for a while.
That was when Kruger considered where he would belong. He wouldn't be an added burden to any of those friends, but still needed a place to lay his head at the least. Warrior House was across the proving grounds. He would not be a burden to that house for which he fought so often. He was already a member of the house in name. Crossing the grounds he looked to the training happening. Instructors scattered across the grounds positioning students as they ran through forms, sparring with more advanced pupils. He ripped his gaze away even as his brows dropped over his eyes in worry. What if they knew and refused to accept him' What if they sent him away"
A pair of familiar figures crossed towards him from Mage House. Mother and daughter making good time as they neared though the smaller of the two had come at a run to pounce on him. The other came slower though Kruger thought he heard Miranda's laugh as Angel hit his legs. He reached a hand down to touch the top of Angel's head before turning that worried look Miranda's way. He took a breath to speak, opening his mouth once only to close it once again just as quickly. He turned his face from her and let his tongue moisten his parched lips. Another deep breath and still he couldn't turn those wheat colored eyes back to Miranda.
"I need a place to stay"if it isn't too much trouble sister. I don't know how long"I don't know if?" He looked back with a mixture of guilt and sorrow etched into a face that showed he had argued with his self the entire way here from the city. "Is there a place for me??
If anyone were looking there were indications that this was not a normal visit for the smith. Over his shoulder was everything he had left from his life on the cliffs south of the city. There was a strange comfort in knowing that everything would fit over his shoulders and could be moved easily. By far it wasn't all he owned. Even without the lands and the house he was still well enough off to be able to rent space that would be comfortable by anyone's standards. He wouldn't spend money unnecessarily though. As proof he had spent every day at his forge, sleeping and rising to work. It came to him though that he needed to have more than just a room that rarely was well lit enough to even read. He had rejected many options, certain that his friends would at the least give him space for a while.
That was when Kruger considered where he would belong. He wouldn't be an added burden to any of those friends, but still needed a place to lay his head at the least. Warrior House was across the proving grounds. He would not be a burden to that house for which he fought so often. He was already a member of the house in name. Crossing the grounds he looked to the training happening. Instructors scattered across the grounds positioning students as they ran through forms, sparring with more advanced pupils. He ripped his gaze away even as his brows dropped over his eyes in worry. What if they knew and refused to accept him' What if they sent him away"
A pair of familiar figures crossed towards him from Mage House. Mother and daughter making good time as they neared though the smaller of the two had come at a run to pounce on him. The other came slower though Kruger thought he heard Miranda's laugh as Angel hit his legs. He reached a hand down to touch the top of Angel's head before turning that worried look Miranda's way. He took a breath to speak, opening his mouth once only to close it once again just as quickly. He turned his face from her and let his tongue moisten his parched lips. Another deep breath and still he couldn't turn those wheat colored eyes back to Miranda.
"I need a place to stay"if it isn't too much trouble sister. I don't know how long"I don't know if?" He looked back with a mixture of guilt and sorrow etched into a face that showed he had argued with his self the entire way here from the city. "Is there a place for me??