Topic: A Pressing Need

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:34 EST
Avalon was unchanging. Ian found himself following a path taken many times by Rhys in his own present, but this Avalon's future, seeing the carvings in the stone walls for the first time, led straight to the Chalice Well at the heart of the isle. The interweaving vines whispered as they slid apart to allow him entry, parting at a touch from his companion. Elaine drew him within the autumn beauty of the Chalice Gardens, closing those vines behind them once more. "She is further in."

"Is she angry at us for coming here?" he asked, the chiefest of the worries on his mind. After all, he had attempted this once before, albeit stumbling on the place purely by accident. He had been turned back then, for whatever reason. Perhaps he hadn't been ready yet, or they hadn't been ready for him, but that was hundreds of years still in the future. It was strange to think of their future as his past.

"No," Elaine assured him. "You need not fear her anger. In truth, she is relieved at your arrival. You may yet bring her hope, for I am afraid to think that she has lost much of her own hope for the years ahead of us." There was obvious love and concern for the Lady of the Lake in her voice and expression as she moved to lead him between boughs bright with autumn color.

"She's seen the future then, or some of it," he replied with a concerned and serious frown of his own. He knew what the future held for at least some of them, not because he was a seer or a sorcerer, but because all of it had already happened, though much of the true history of it had been lost to time. "Does she know who I am' Who we are" Where we are from?" he asked, curiouser still.

"Perhaps you should address these questions to her," Elaine suggested gently. "I have no power of my own, only that which she gives me; the same is true of my knowledge." She brushed a bough aside, and there was the pool at the heart of Avalon, still and calm as ever.

And beside it, garbed in shades of blue and silver, her dark hair shot through with grey, stood a tall woman, beautiful and terrifying in her own way. She had a regal air that commanded obedience, yet her eyes when she turned were welcoming. "Welcome to Avalon, Lore-master."

He wondered if it was even necessary to assure this young woman that her son would one day make her proud and be as great a man, greater still than his own father. Certainly purer of heart, but then they had arrived, and the Lady of Avalon was there to greet him. Whatever he might have said to Elaine would have to wait. Though he might be knowledgeable in the history and lore he found himself immersed in, he was not too sure what was expected of him in this place. He bowed low to the Lady in reverential deference to her power and station. Not only was this a person he didn't want to raise any ire in, but he was more than a little bit in awe of her. "I am honored to be here, My Lady."

"It is my honor to receive you, Ian," Viviane told him, gesturing for him to take a seat. As she gestured, the plants moved, forming themselves into a robust trio of comfortable high-backed chairs. "Be comfortable. We have a great deal to talk about." She glanced at Elaine, who bowed to her, and moved to help the Lady into her own chosen seat. Viviane, for all her appearance of strength, walked with a painful limp, relief in her face as she relaxed into the seat she had taken.

Ian straightened, arching a brow at the aid the Lady seemed to need from the younger woman. But for the gray streaks in her hair, she did not appear old or feeble to him, and yet she moved slowly, like one who had lived a very long time. Who was she, anyway' The legends and myths had always been more than a little vague on the matter. That she had been a pupil of Merlin's, they all seemed to agree, and that she had imprisoned him at some point. There was some conjecture regarding Excalibur, though neither myth made any real sense. If Arthur had pulled the sword from a stone, it stood to reason that someone had to have put it there. All mysteries Ian hoped he might solve during his visit here. He waited until both women were seated before claiming the third seat, if it could be called that, for himself. "I'm told we were expected," he started.

Viviane nodded, her smile weary. "For many long months, I have asked the Well one single question, and each time, it has shown me your face, and the clouded sight of the woman you have brought here with you." She paused, sighing softly. "I am old, Ian. When I was young, Avalon was clean and clear. There was no Temple, no town. I have watched this place grow, and felt myself aging with it. And now, in the twilight of my life, the point and purpose of my existence stands in danger. Should matters continue as they are ....Avalon will fail."

Ian furrowed his brows, looking both confused and concerned. Though he might know of Camelot and Arthur, there was much less information available to him regarding Avalon. It was clear the place was securely guarded back home, so much so that his own venture that had been thwarted, though he had no idea how that warding had come to be. "I don't understand. Why will it fail?" he asked curiously.

Viviane's gaze met his, warning him against pretending ignorance of the future that lay ahead. "You know what is to come," she told him firmly. "When Camelot falls, the old ways will be forgotten. Worse, those who follow them will be persecuted, hunted down and killed. What is there to protect Avalon from such a fate" I have not the strength to ward my borders and keep a constant vigilance over them, and I will not arm my people and ask them to abandon peace in favor of war. If we must kill to survive, then Avalon is lost anyway."

She was right. Why wasn't there much known in the lore about Avalon' Because, in his own world, it had somehow been hidden away, protected from those who might wish to destroy it. It seemed they were on the cusp of doing that here; they only weren't sure how. "You asked this of the Well, and it showed you me?" he asked, in obvious wonder.

She nodded. "If I cannot preserve Avalon, then all I have worked for will be for nothing. I asked the Well to help me, and your face was shown. I saw, too, Avalon disappearing into the mists, and I knew it was not lost, but hidden somehow. Yet our lore tells us nothing of such a spell, and though it may be possible to create such a one, no human soul contains the energy that would be needed. Help us, Ian. You are Avalon's last hope ....and my last chance."

There was that look on his face again, one of shock and dismay and even worry. Why would the Well show her him' He was no sorcerer. He had no powers of magic at his fingertips, only knowledge, and then he realized....It wasn't only his face the Well had showed her, but Aurelia's, too. What was it she'd once told him' That the demon gave her great power, that she had once used that power to help someone, but that it had then loosed the demon inside her. Were they asking him to sacrifice the woman he loved for the safety of Avalon' It was a decision he could not make on his own. "Lady, I have no great power. I am....I am no more than a lore-master. You must know that I come from your future. In that future, Avalon is hidden. It is inaccessible but to those few who know its secrets and who are allowed past the mists and the wards that guard it. I am not one of those people, but I do think I know why the Well showed you my face."

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:36 EST
"Then tell me!" Viviane burst out, the desperation she felt clear and stark on her face as she leaned toward him. "Help me save my people, Ian. Do not tell me that you have nothing to give us, for I know that to be a lie."

He was at first startled by her outburst, but he quickly realized that it came out of desperation. He felt a pang of sympathy for her, even grief. For all her power, this was one thing she could not accomplish on her own, no matter how much she wanted it, no matter how much Avalon needed it to survive. It would seem he was going to agree, since the Avalon of his own time was warded and safe, and yet, he had no knowledge as to how it had been accomplished, and he was in fear for Aurelia's life. "I'm sorry, but it's not in my power to help you. I can only tell you how it might be accomplished."

"As a lore-master would, Viviane," Elaine interjected, her voice gentle as she reached to calm the Lady. "His betrothed, the woman who came with him ....there is power in her. Yet we cannot identify it. As a lore-master, Ian may be able to do so for us."

Viviane sat back, laying her hand over Elaine's on her arm. "You are right," she conceded reluctantly. "Forgive me, Ian. I am weary of my burden."

Ian looked between the two, wondering why they were in such a hurry, unless it was because the elder was nearing death. From what he saw of Arthur, he was still young and robust and years still from the Battle that would threaten his life. Galahad was just a child, after all. They must have at least another decade before all the betrayals became clear. Where was Mordred" How old was he" Did he dare even ask" Ian exhaled a long sigh, feeling a little of the burden she bore. "Lady, I promise I will do everything in my power to help you, but Elaine is right. It is Aurelia who is the key to all this, not me."

"But her very nature is duality," Viviane pointed out. "I cannot ask her, and nor can you. Your knowledge is the key to this, but knowledge in the wrong hands can be terrible. Knowledge in the hands of a demon would destroy not only Avalon, but Britain, too."

"Perhaps," he replied, though there was something he knew that she didn't. "I think you may be underestimating her. If she learns her help is needed, she will do her utmost to do what she can to help you, even at risk to her own safety." He was only a little surprised to find out that Viviane knew of the demon and even so, had allowed Aurelia to come here. Or perhaps it was Elaine. Someone had obviously left the astrolabe there for them to find, set for this very point in history. He wished someone had thought to leave them a message, as well, telling them all would be well, as far as Aurelia's safety was concerned. It seemed to him the decision had already been made for them, albeit by themselves. It was enough to boggle even the most astute mind. "So, you know about the demon," he continued. "What else do you know?"

Viviane's firm expression faltered, and she actually looked away, avoiding his gaze. "I cannot See beyond the fall of Camelot," she confessed quietly. "Beyond the year when Avalon will fail, if we do not act. What is it that you are asking me, Ian?"

"Lady, you should know that in my time, Avalon is very real and very much alive. I know because..." His gaze darted now to Elaine, if only briefly. "Because I've been there."

The sheer raw relief that washed from Viviane at his words was shocking to see. She sagged in her seat, and for a moment, it was easy to believe that she was thousands of years old, ready to give up her guardianship of the sacred isle.

Elaine gripped her hand, smiling with delight. "There now, Viviane," she assured the Lady. "You will not fail. You will save Avalon, and guide us for many years to come."

Ian frowned at the two women. Though Viviane might save Avalon, he was not so sure she would guide them much longer. He looked from one to the other, sensing the elder's weariness of her burden, and the other's youth. Elaine did not seem ready or willing to take on the burden herself just yet, and yet, if what Rhys had told him was true, she would become the reigning Lady of Avalon for over a millenia. He said nothing of this, however. He was not here to tell them of their futures, but to help them ensure Avalon would survive. "I have a thought," he started, "but I cannot decide for her. I will not decide for her."

Viviane looked at him, genuinely confused by his refusal to make a decision on behalf of his chosen bride. "The men of your time do not assume their rights over the women they choose?" she asked curiously. "Perhaps the new religion will not grow so very strong, then."

Beside her, Elaine shook her head. Ian knew, from Rhys' intimations, that the Avalon of the future was blissfully tolerant of all religions. In this moment, with this Lady, it was a little hard to imagine.

"No," he replied. "Well, some do....but I do not. Where I am from, men and women exist as equals, or as very near to equals as is feasible. I'm afraid that will not become common practice, however, for many centuries to come."

"We cannot risk the being within her making use of this knowledge," Viviane pointed out. "Yet you seem confident that she has control over the beast. Our lives, then, are in your hands. If you have a need to speak with your lady before you can put a plan to us, then so you must. It is your choice."

It seemed she did not yet want to hear what thoughts he had in mind, at least, not until he'd had a chance to speak with Aurelia. "I would like to speak with her first, yes, if that is permitted."

Viviane studied him for a long moment, and old though she was, her gaze seemed able to pierce his mind and soul, reading there the truth of his being for herself. Elaine watched, a silent shadow in the background, uncertain what would now be decided. Finally, the Lady of Avalon nodded wearily. "You will do as you must," she conceded the point with reluctance. "I cannot force your hand. We need you, Ian. Please, do not tarry long with your decision."

"I would ask only one thing of you," he said, focusing his attention mostly on Viviane, though he was well aware that Elaine was as important to the survival of Avalon as any of them, perhaps more. "I would ask for your assurance that no harm will come to Aurelia, not so long as she has the demon under control. I am afraid if we attempt this, it risks setting the demon free, but if you know of any way to contain it, perhaps draw it from her and trap it, please, tell me. She wishes to be free of it, Lady, but I believe if we can somehow harness the demon's power, we might be able to accomplish what you desire."

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:37 EST
Viviane's expression grew harsh with his warning. "You have my word," she assured him, though her own trepidation showed in her voice. "So long as the demon remains under her control, no harm shall come to her. Should the demon break free, we will destroy it."

"If you know of any way to separate her from it, you are more than welcome to destroy it," he told her, leaving her with that thought to ponder.

Viviane was silent, her expression stony, disliking being held to ransom for the future of Avalon, as she saw it. It was Elaine who answered - kinder, gentler, more understanding of what was at stake, it seemed. "We will consult with the wizards at the library," she offered to Ian in her soft voice. "Perhaps they know of a way."

He looked to Elaine, who seemed more sympathetic to his concerns. "Thank you, my lady," he told her, offering her an equal portion of the respect he had given to Viviane, as was her due, in his opinion. After all, it was Elaine who was going to carry on in Viviane's place as Lady of Avalon when the older woman at last gave in to her world-weariness. He sensed it would not be much longer. "I will speak with Aurelia," he promised, moving to his feet, as he sensed this visit had likely reached an end.

"Thank you." Again, it was Elaine who spoke. Viviane seemed to be struggling with her impatience, her fear, her weariness; too much to offer courtesy where it was deserved. Elaine rose with him, moving to escort Ian from the Chalice Gardens. "Please ....do not take her manner to heart," she asked softly. "She is very much afraid that she has failed in the purpose of her life. Fear makes fools of all of us."

"No, I understand how important this is to her, but I promised Aurelia no harm would come to her here. She's terrified, and not only of the demon. What kind of man would I be if I agreed to this without asking her first?" He fell into step beside Elaine as she escorted him from the Garden, though his heart was heavy. "I believe we were brought here for a reason, and I believe the reason is to safeguard Avalon, but I have no idea how to do that exactly or whether we will survive it." He paused a moment before continuing. "Except for you."

"I understand your concerns, Ian," Elaine assured him, her soft manner an odd contrast to the hardness that had been displayed by the Lady Viviane. "And I believe you are making the right decision in discussing what may be with your betrothed. If she truly is the key to our survival, then she should know it. I, too, have given my word that no harm shall come to her. I have never yet broken a promise." She smiled, pausing as he continued. There could be only one thing he was referring to. "Then ....in the future from which you come, I am still the Lady of Avalon?"

"Unless there is another named Elaine, yes." He frowned a little as he looked to her, not out of sadness but thoughtfulness. "I am not sure how much I should tell you," he admitted. Though he knew little enough about Avalon, he knew what had been written regarding herself and her son, and he knew everything Rhys and Natalya had told him. "If I'm right, we will succeed in hiding Avalon, and you will become the Lady for centuries to come. It is not an easy burden to bear, I'm afraid."

"I have watched Viviane grow older these past ten years," Elaine confessed softly. "She is ready, more than ready, to lay aside her burden. I had hoped for more time, but I do not think she will last a year. In some ways, it is good to know that so far ahead Avalon still lives. That I will not fail. But in others ..." She shook her head. "To accept the power is to accept the sacrifice." She sighed quietly, looking up at Ian. "I wish to know only one thing. Will my son survive the fall of Camelot?"

He arched a brow at her, more than a little surprised by her question. So, it seemed the Well showed them some things, but not all, and even so, the future was changeable and too dependent on the will and whim of others to predict with any real accuracy. "You should know that that much of the history of Camelot has been lost in antiquity and has become little more than myths and legends. I have studied these myths and legends all my life and believe them to be based in fact." He paused in his step to turn to her with a soft, compassionate smile on his face, daring to reach out and touch her arm reassuringly. "You need not fear for your son, Lady. He is pure of heart and spirit and will grow to made you proud. Do not fear for him in the future. He will become one of the greatest knights of all time."

The tension she had been holding when her question was asked ebbed away in the face of his answer. She took his hand between both her palms, her smile grateful for his honesty. "Thank you, Lord Ian. That is all I need to know." She squeezed his hand for just a moment before releasing him. "Come, we should search out your lady. Viviane can be persuaded to give you until morning, if you require such time."

"I can see why Rhys loves you so," he found himself saying, before he could stop himself, deeply touched by the gentle nature of this sweet and lovely lady. He smiled a moment at her remark. "If she has waited this long, I doubt a few hours more will make much of a difference."

"She is an impatient woman, even when she is not worrying over the future she will leave behind," Elaine laughed softly, once again pausing in confusion at his words. "Who is Rhys" If I am the Lady in your time, he cannot be a lover."

"A lover?" Ian chuckled at the thought of that. "No, not a lover. He is..." He trailed off, chewing at the corner of his mouth uncertainly. "It feels like cheating to tell you," he admitted, though he was practically bursting at the seams to tell someone something.

"Perhaps this will help you decide what to say," she said, amusement clear in her expression. "When I take on the mantle, I will be shown all the years of my life to come. I may forget the details over those years, but I will know what to expect. I will know this Rhys of yours, and his role, long before he is born."

"And you will know mine," he murmured more to himself than to her, though he was unsure he served much of a role, other than that of intermediary between Aurelia and Viviane. "I suspect people in Avalon are long-lived, but no one lives forever." He paused another moment before going on, deciding it wouldn't really hurt anything if he told her something she was only going to find out for herself in the near future anyway. "Rhys is the Champion of Avalon in the future, and his wife, Natalya, is the Priestess."

The names seemed to spark something in her, some understanding that was beyond her to put into words in that moment. But she was smiling again as he told her this truth. "I hope you and I will be friends in your time, Ian," she said softly. "Avalon has lacked a lore-master since the Merlin was lost. A wizard was unsuited to the role. You, I think, are perfectly suited."

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:39 EST
"Me?" he echoed in surprise, frowning again as he remembered his first venture to Avalon all those years ago. "I stumbled upon Avalon once, many years ago. The Tor is the key, you know. Glastonbury. That is where the portal will be. A church will be built there someday, on the other side of the portal. Most of it will be destroyed, but for the tower. I just happened to be at the right place at the right time, I suppose, and when I walked through..." He shrugged as if the rest went without saying. "When I came through to the other side, I was denied entry."

"All that means is that it was not the right time for you to enter Avalon," Elaine assured him. "I confess I do not quite know what you are talking about when you speak of a portal, but I am sure that I will, someday. That you were able to locate the entrance to Avalon without guidance or invitation ....you truly are a master of lore, Ian."

He chuckled to himself a little, falling back into step to continue onward. "You know, when I was a boy, I fancied myself one of Arthur's knights. I tried to pick up a sword once. Bloody heavy it was, too. A real sword, I mean. Not one of those silly things they make for Ren Faires and such." He realized with a start that he was not only babbling, but referring to things she could have no way of understanding. "Sorry. I don't mean to go on. It's just....There are few people who care for such things in my time." He looked to her a moment, wondering if he dared ask a question that both he and Aurelia had been pondering and what it was that had started all this. "May I ask you something?"

"The past is what makes us who we are," Elaine said quietly, not even trying to follow his babbling. She could sense that he had relaxed a little since leaving Viviane's presence, allowing him the chance to get some of that nervous tension off his chest. "The questions that may be asked on Avalon are limitless, Ian," she assured him. "I am not yet the Lady, so my answers may yet have a limit."

"I'm afraid I have many," he admitted with an almost bashful smile. He was not accustomed to talking with women of great beauty who would one day be also of great power. With great power, comes great responsibility, he remembered with a small frown, suddenly realizing how great a burden such a future might mean for one such as she.

She shrugged, her hands clasped together at her waist as they walked, stepping out of the Temple itself and into the gardens. "I will answer any questions you have, if I am able to," she assured him. "Viviane is already concerned that my guardianship of the isle will be very different to hers."

"And why should that be a concern" If Rhys is right and it is you who are the Lady in the future, then it seems you have guarded it well." He paused a moment, as if he was unsure how much to tell her again. "Lady, I come from over a thousand years in the future."

That seemed to give her pause, but she rallied quickly. "A thousand years is not so very long a time," she said carefully. "Viviane has been Lady since people populated this part of the world. Her term has been far longer."

It was almost two thousand years, but he thought he had better leave it at that. She would find out herself soon enough, it seemed. "Yes, but my point is that you will still be guardian here over a thousand years from now. Avalon will still be here, untouched and untarnished, just as it is today. A place of peace and wisdom for all the ages. It would seem to me that is due in good part to your guardianship."

"Perhaps," she conceded. "But this is not your question, Ian. I appreciate your wish to reassure me, to give me confidence in what is to come. But I do not feel it is necessary. I do not fear what is to come. Let me help you, if I can."

"I have several questions, if I may," he started, feeling a little bashful about putting upon her for answers, but they were important questions that needed answering, and he dared not ask Viviane or even Morgaine. "We saw knights with red crosses on their chests. Such knights were once known as Templar Knights, but they will not become known here for a few hundred years. Aurelia and I were curious about their origins. The Order was said to have died out centuries ago, but we stumbled on something back home that gives us reason to believe they may have only gone into hiding. They are....warriors, soldiers....They fight against evil."

Elaine chuckled softly. "The knights you saw are the Knights of the Temple of Avalon. They are sworn to the protection of Avalon, and obedience to the Lady. There may come a time in the future when their presence in the wider world may yet be needful, but there will always be Templars on Avalon. They are an order almost as old as the isle itself."

That seemed to answer his question for now. If what she was telling him was true, and he had no reason to believe it was not, then Aurelia was right. The real question then was whether or not Dylan had been a Templar, and if so, why he had never shared that information with Rhys. He nodded quietly as he pondered that information.

That was just one question, and he had said he had many. But Elaine was not about to push him into asking his questions, grateful for the distraction of walking and talking to take her thoughts away from the son who had left the isle that very day. "If you wish it, I am certain the Master of the Temple would not begrudge you a little time to speak with him."

"The Master of the Temple?" he echoed curiously. He was not so interested in religion or the salvation of his soul as he was in knowledge, but he was willing to speak with anyone who could give him the answers he craved. "You know, I have longed for this place ever since I was denied entry. I have longed for it with all my heart and soul. It was only when I met Aurelia that I found a little peace."

"The Master of the Temple is the leader of the Templars," she explained the title for him. "He is an old man now, grooming his own successor, but he enjoys talking of the past and the history of the order." As he went on, her smile turned gentle, understanding that longing only too well. "Avalon touches those who search for it," she told him. "Often, we do not know that Avalon is what we are searching for. I came here when I first learned that I was expecting my child. I have never left since."

"I can understand why Rhys and Natalya hold it so dear. I am not sure why they trusted me with such a secret, but I am honored that they have." He slowed his step as they strolled through the gardens, not only so that he could admire his surroundings, but so that he could ask her yet another question that was needed asking. It was the mention of her own son that brought it to the fore. "Galahad was not conceived here, though," he said, more question than answer.

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:41 EST
"No, he was not," she said quietly. "He was conceived in my father's castle at Corbenic. Lancelot du Lac, one of the king's favored knights, came to Corbenic seeking the Grail. I was seduced by his looks, his nobility, and his sadness. No one should love where they cannot be loved in return. I did not wish to burden him with a wife he could not hold faith with in his heart, and so I came to Avalon. Now Galahad is with his father, and will remain so for some time to come. But I will see him again, someday."

He was as familiar with the story of her life as he was with all those associated with Arthur, but hearing it from her lips confirmed what had been passed down by tradition, at least, in part. Though she did not go further into the reasons why she and Lancelot were not together, he couldn't stop himself from blurting his own opinions on the matter. "He's a fool," he hissed, bluntly, almost immediately regretting his words, though not the feelings behind them, which were merely his own personal opinion of the man. "You should know that Percival will be like a father to your son. He will never be lonely."

She laughed, a short sound that did not hold much mirth. "No," she disagreed with him. "Guinevere is the fool, thinking she can hold the love of her husband and his closest friend without consequence. She treats Lancelot terribly, expecting his devotion, his obedience, without giving him anything in return. She banished him from her presence for a full year when he confessed to Arthur that Galahad was his son." Gentle though Elaine might be, she clearly did not approve of the queen. "I have heard good things of Percival. His devotion to the Christian religion is perhaps not what I would have wished, but if he will treat my son well, then I will hold him in my heart."

"There are worse things than religion, Lady," Ian remarked quietly. So, she knew of Lancelot and Guinevere's betrayal, though he was not sure whether Arthur yet knew of it. "And Mordred?" he asked, unable to stop himself from asking. "What of him?"

"Morgaine's son?" Elaine bit her lip, her cheeks burning suddenly with the intensity of knowledge that should have been secret only to Viviane and those she chose to share it with. She glanced around, unwilling to say much more, though she thought that Ian must know Mordred's parentage, when even Morgaine did not. "He is being fostered in Orkney, at the court of King Lot."

"How old?" he asked, noting the flush of red to her cheeks and realizing he had unknowingly stumbled on a taboo subject. "It's all right, Elaine," he reassured her in that quietly raspy voice of his, gently touching her sleeve. "What I know of the boy will not pass my lips to anyone in Avalon."

"I do not approve," she rushed to tell him, needing him to know that though she loved Viviane, she considered her mentor's judgement in this case to be flawed. "But it was already done by the time I was in the Lady's confidence. Mordred is in his sixth year, and under a bad influence. But Viviane refuses to see it - Morgause is also Arthur's sister, married at twelve to Lot of Orkney."

"Yes, I know the history," he said quietly, not because he didn't appreciate her explanations but because he felt helpless to do anything to change things. What had happened in his past needed to happen again, now that he was part of it. He could do very little, if anything, to change things, but he could at least give her hope. And yet, from what Rhys had told him, Arthur had not died at the Battle of Camlann; he had only gone to Avalon, just as Ian presumed Galahad would one day. He halted again, turning to face her and reaching for her hands.

"I tell you this to give you hope, Lady, not to frighten you. There are dark times ahead for Camelot. Sad, grievous times. Much of what Arthur has fought for will be lost, but much good will come of it, too. His memory will live on for eons in legend and myth, as will stories of your son's chivalry and courage. I wish I could say more, but I cannot. I'm afraid Mordred will come to no good, and there is nothing that can be done to stop it, but I swear to you, I will do what I can to protect this place. Avalon will be as a beacon of light and hope for centuries to come."

"Then Camelot will fall," she said quietly, deep sadness in her eyes as she spoke. "I had hoped it would be otherwise ....but I see that you speak the truth. The last death of Camelot will be at Mordred's hands." It wasn't a question. It seemed that Elaine had some power of foresight, even without the powers of Avalon to touch her. "And when Camelot falls, no one will be able to hold back the Saxons when they invade again. No wonder Viviane has been so worried that Avalon will fall with Camelot."

If Camelot did not fall, if he dared do anything to prevent it, then history as he knew it would change, and he had no idea what kind of a world he and Aurelia might return to, if they were able to return at all. "I'm sorry," he told her, sharing her sadness. Though he might not share her love for Camelot, he admired it deeply and loved what it had stood for and had tried to achieve. "Britain will eventually become a great nation. I myself am from this part of the world, from a place called Oxford."

"Then there is hope for Britain," she smiled, nodding. "Thank you for telling me. And for not blaming me for something I am certain I shall be blamed for in the centuries to come."

He shrugged a little, resisting the urge to touch her again or give her a big brotherly hug. Perhaps later, when he felt more at ease in her company. "It's still something of a male-dominated world, and people will believe what they wish to believe, but I give you my word that upon my return, I shall do my best to set the record straight."

"Without proof, in your time, it is all conjecture," she pointed out in her gentle voice. "But thank you, for the wish to set things straight." She paused, considering him for a long moment. "That is not all you wished to ask of me, is it, Ian?" she said thoughtfully. "There is something else playing on your mind."

He smiled, an almost mischievous little grin as another thought came to mind. "Then give me proof," he suggested. Oh, yes, it was evil, but what if he came back to his own time with some sort of artifact that proved that it was Lancelot who was the one at fault, and not Elaine"

"And why would I do that?" she laughed back at him, shaking her head. "You say Arthur will be remembered, that he will become legend. If that is the case, then Lancelot will be vilified throughout time for being the catalyst that ended what should have been a good marriage. If allowing myself to be painted as a seductress will keep him from becoming hated, then I am prepared for that. He is not a bad man, Ian. He is simply in love with a woman he cannot have."

Aurelia

Date: 2014-09-29 09:42 EST
"He is a fool, Elaine," Ian argued back, though it was good for his heart to hear her laugh, even if it was at his expense. "He has never been a favorite of mine. He had everything a man could have ever wanted. He was a favorite of Arthur's - one might even say, his closest friend. Was, is..." he corrected himself with a small shrug. "He has the love of a beautiful woman, a son to be proud of, and what does he want more than anything else? Another man's wife. And not just any man, but the High King of England. It's despicable. Do you know what he should have done" Sorry, should do. He should come here to Avalon, take you for a wife, and claim Galahad as his son, but he will not. Do you know why' Because he's a selfish bloody bastard. That's why."

"If Aurelia was another man's wife, could you stop yourself from loving her?" Elaine asked him suddenly, her gentle eyes sharp with curiosity. "It is easy to judge where you do not know all the facts. We all do it. But to vilify someone we do not know, for acts we have not witnessed and did not experience ourselves ....is that not also a selfish act, Ian?"

"No, but I could stop myself from sleeping with her behind my best friend's back," he said, sighing as he realized it was an argument not worth having. "Where I'm from, the couple would simply divorce and move on."

"Lancelot has not been to the queen's bed, nor has she been to his," Elaine told him quietly. "Not yet. When the time comes, yes, it will be a despicable act. But in this moment, at this time, it is Guinevere who is the selfish one. She banished him from court for fathering a child, and swore to him that he would never return to Camelot should he ever take a wife. It is because of her edict, his obedience to the woman he loves, that Elaine of Astolat died, heartbroken, because Lancelot could not love her in return. He is a good man, but all men have their weakness. Try not to judge him so harshly, Ian. A man so despicable as the one you describe could never have fathered Galahad."

He flushed, not in anger but embarrassment, realizing he'd gone too far. He had only met this woman a few hours earlier and he found himself so easy in her companionship that it was difficult for him not to say what he was thinking. It was very unlike him to be so forward and blunt. "I apologize, Lady," he told her with an incline of his head. "I overstepped myself. It will not happen again."

"It will," she assured him, her smile deepening as he apologized. "Do not apologize for speaking your mind. Far better to speak it aloud than to hold it in, and I do not think you have had much chance to speak on this in your past. But come, Ian, I know there is something else you wish to ask of me. You need not fear that I will take offense."

He frowned again, a serious look on his face now that he had said too much, even though she had not seemed to take offense. "I'm not sure I should," he admitted, turning quiet again. It was an important question, but one that was relevant not only to himself, but to Aurelia, as well.

"Ian, if you fear my response, think on what we have spoken in these past moments," she suggested gently. "I did not grow angry with you for speaking ill of the man I love, nor did I hide my own feeling at Viviane's mistakes. I think if you cannot ask me, then you will not ask anyone, and that could well be the worst mistake you could make."

He listened, quietly considering her words. It was one thing to ask something for someone else, but asking a question for himself was a very different thing. And yet, it wasn't just for himself, but for Aurelia, as well. "It's just..." He paused a moment to nervously gnaw at his lip. "Aurelia and I....We would like to be married, here in Avalon and....We were wondering what would happen if we conceived a child here."

Elaine smiled softly, understanding his reticence at last. "I see," she murmured, curling her arms about her waist as they walked along. "From what I know of you, and of your lady, your children will special, no matter where they are conceived. But a child conceived in Avalon will always have a link to this place. For some, it is a calling to the sisterhood; for others, it can be more subtle. It is impossible to tell how Avalon may affect the child who began here, but any child of Avalon will always be welcome."

He was sure there was nothing so special about him, except perhaps that he'd found his way to this place, but Aurelia was another story entirely. She was not even wholly human. The thought of the demon that lived inside her made him shudder. "And if she conceives before the demon is expelled from her body?" he asked further, not wanting to give birth to a demon child.

"So long as it is Aurelia who conceives, and not the demon, you have no need to fear," Elaine told him, her expression turning curious once again. "You do not quite seem to grasp that she is two beings in a single body. Aurelia, and the demon. Two beings, one form, merged with magic at her conception. Once separated, the demon can be destroyed without Aurelia losing any part of herself in the process. But I do not know how to separate the demon from her."

He arched a brow as she explained this to him. It was so simply that he had not realized it himself. "But I thought..." He trailed off again. He'd always thought that the demon was part of Aurelia, not a separate being at all. "Two souls in one body, one dark and one light," he murmured aloud. "Have you ever performed an exorcism?" he asked abruptly.

"I have not," she told him sadly, but hope sprang up in her eyes as she recalled a turn of phrase Viviane had used when Ian had been speaking with her. "The Lady said that the human soul does not bear the power a spell would need to protect Avalon," Elaine said carefully. "The human soul. I believe your lady has a spare, inhuman soul we may yet make use of."

"Yes, well....that is what I was thinking, but perhaps we should talk to Aurelia before we start making plans," he suggested, feeling just a little bit guilty that he had not yet returned to her, as he'd promised, and that he was discussing her fate without her knowledge.

"Yes, you should," Elaine smiled at him. "And I should return to Viviane. She will send for you in the morning, but should you come to a decision before then, bring Aurelia to the Chalice Gardens. The vines will open for you, if Viviane orders them to."

He nodded his understanding as she seemed to be telling him that this was one conversation he and Aurelia needed to have in private. "Elaine," he said, faltering a little, as if he had become bashful again. "Thank you." It was not exactly what he was going to say, but he thought he'd asked her enough for one day.

"It is an honor to assist the Lore-master of Avalon, Ian," she told him softly, touching her hand to his cheek for just a moment. "If you need me, at any time, simply ask one of the Handmaidens. I will join you as soon as I am able."

He felt himself flush hotly at such a simple and innocent touch, though there was no romance between them, nor would there be. She was beautiful, yes. Lovely and lonely, kind and caring, but she was not for him, nor was he for her. "The honor is all mine, My Lady," he countered, as cordially as he could, despite the warmth between them, the first hint of friendship.

She smiled once again, that soft expression reassuring him that nothing they had spoken of would go any further than her own mind and thoughts. "Good evening, Lore-master," she told him, inclining her head respectfully. "Be well."

Lore-master, he thought. Not a knight, like he had always dreamed of, and yet, an important person in this place that his heart had yearned for for so long. "I will see you soon, Lady," he replied, promising her without saying so that they'd see each other again. He paused a moment, fingering the astrolabe that hung from his belt, debating whether he should show it to her, but deciding against it. As far as he knew, it was their only way home.

"We shall," she assured him, gesturing toward the lake's edge, where Aurelia was sitting, her shoes by her side on the grass, legs immersed to the knee in the cool water of the lake itself, watching the mist swirling over the surface. "Your lady awaits."

Ian turned to find Aurelia sitting on the shore, dangling her legs in the water, looking very young, very girl-like in that moment. A smile touched his lips at the sight of her, and his heart swelled with love. As lovely and lonely as Elaine was, Aurelia had claimed his heart completely. "So she does," he replied, softly, obviously enamored with his betrothed. "Good day, Elaine. I look forward to speaking with you again," he told her, but he was already starting toward Aurelia with a song in his heart and a spring in his step. He may not have learned all that he'd hoped to learn during his talk with Viviane and then Elaine, but at least he now knew what it was they'd been brought here to do, and he felt hopeful they would find some way to do it.

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