Topic: Best Foot Forward

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:26 EST
Day turned slowly to night, and still Lauren and Valerian slept. While they slept, their bodies healed of the wounds they had suffered at Josef and Serena's hands, but it would take more than a single day to heal those wounds that could not be seen. And yet, tonight, there was more hope than had been there the night before. And so, Lauren and Valerian slept, wrapped up on the other's embrace, until the cool kiss of evening chased away the heat of the day.

Indeed, Lauren rarely slept so long, or so deeply. As a creature of both night and day, she seemed to survive on two naps of three to four hours in twenty-four, yet she had slept from first light to the gentle kiss of dusk, wrapped in the arms of a man who had saved her. Not from any physical threat, but from the danger of blaming herself too much for what she had done to end such a threat. That, in a way, was far more profound than any knight in shining armor scenario she could care to name. As she stirred, her pale eyes blinked open, aware of Val's cool form wrapped about her own. She gently disentangled herself, not wanting to wake him, and rolled onto her back, stilling when she realized there was someone else in the room. Her eyes focused on Adelia, wary uncertainty lighting up her face.

"Good evening?" she ventured, not entirely sure why the other woman was still there.

The woman could have been bronze statue for as little as she moved, unblinking in the night, merely watching as silent as a guardian angel, ever present but unseen. Valerian stirred lightly beside Lauren, not yet ready to waken and unaware of their visitor.

"We need to talk," Adelia told her in a soft voice. They hadn't shared so many words since that first night when Lauren had walked into the club asking about Valerian.

Lauren held her gaze for a long moment, and slowly, she nodded. "Let me get dressed and meet you in the other room," she suggested softly, not wanting to disturb Val when he was still sleeping. The night before had taken a great deal out of him, after all.

Adelia seemed to accept this and moved to her feet, as graceful as she was dangerous, and disappeared from the room, almost as if she'd never been there at all. If they hadn't been what they were, they might have talked over a pot of coffee or some tea and biscuits, but Adelia had clearly already fed, and feeding Lauren wasn't her responsibility.

Left to her own devices for a brief moment, Lauren rolled over to kiss Val's cheek softly, tucking him warm beneath the covers as she slipped from his side. A minute or so later, she slipped from the bedroom altogether, wearing her jeans from the night before and one of his shirts, knotted at the waist. Rubbing a hand through her hair, she eyed Adelia warily. "I meant what I said last night," she said quietly. "Thank you."

Adelia was seated on the couch, looking as beautiful and dangerous as a panther. Why had she and Valerian never become lovers" Why was she so steadfastly devoted to him' What was it that kept them together, besides the obvious connection of sire and childe" These were all questions which had yet to be answered, and in part, why the woman was there. She shrugged one shoulder at Lauren's words of gratitude. "You do not have to thank me for that which I do of my own free will."

"I don't have to, but I do," Lauren answered easily, moving to curl up in one of the chairs, unconsciously making herself smaller. Making herself less of a threat, though she knew her mere presence was enough to put most vampires on edge. A old acquaintance had once told her that he'd known when she walked into a room by the way his teeth started to itch. "I know you didn't do it for me, or even for him. But that doesn't mean you don't have my gratitude for saving his life."

"Of that you are mistaken. Everything I do, I do for him. He is who made me what I am. He is my master and my father and my friend. I owe him a debt I can never repay. I owe him my life," she explained without really explaining, since all of that Lauren likely knew already.

"He would never call himself your master," Lauren said quietly, but she didn't argue with the rest. "I do not understand the bond you share, and why should I" It's yours, your link to him and his to you. I am not ....I wasn't created, in the sense that vampires are created. I knew my father, but there was no bond with him."

"And yet, you have a bond with Valerian that I can never hope to have," Adelia countered, just a hint of sadness in her eyes. She was content with her place in Valerian's life, but she often wondered if he understood her devotion and the depth of feeling she had for him. It wasn't romantic love, no, but it was love nonetheless. There was simply no other word for it. "You should know that he loves you. He just hasn't realized it yet. When he does, it will scare him, and you will have to be strong."

Lauren did not know what to say. It was not often that she was rendered speechless, but she truly didn't know what she could say that would not strike Adelia as pointless or condescending. "I love him," she said finally, simply. "I haven't told him as much, only that I will love him. He seems afraid to let me. Yet he doesn't fear your love. I must admit, I am a little envious of the comfort in your relationship."

Thankfully, Adelia did not laugh or even snort in derision at Lauren's remark. "You have known him a handful of days. I have known him for years, and yet, you are the one he holds in his arms and kisses goodnight. Do not get me wrong. I do not want to change places with you, and I am not jealous. I know my place in his life, and I accept it, but it is I who should be envying you, not the other way around."

"But if it was you he held in his arms, Adelia, you would know for certain that it was you he wanted and loved, and not what you represent," Lauren pointed out gently. She didn't want to sound self-pitying, but Adelia deserved to know that, even with a bond in place, there were still doubts and fears. "There is nothing to say that you will not find that bond with another. Our lives are long. There is always time."

"Perhaps, but this is not about me. It is about you and still you do not understand. Do you know why he was so quick to volunteer himself as bait' Do you know how he felt when he realized Josef had gone after you? How terrified he was for your safety' He abandoned the others in pursuit of Josef because of you. And I abandoned them because of him. His love for you makes him reckless. I do not tell you this to discourage you or to frighten you, but only so that you understand the depth of his love. He would die for you, Lauren, and that frightens me."

Again, Lauren was silent, allowing the words to sink in, giving Adelia the opportunity to remember that she was talking to someone who had almost a hundred years on her before she grew too fervent in her speech. "You saw what was left of Josef," she said finally, her voice dull with reluctance at having to mention it at all. "His death was my doing. Nick was a part of it, but I drove it. I will never allow Valerian to die for me, Adelia. If he truly loves me, then he will learn that the better course is to survive for me. I think, between us, you and I can teach him which course is the wisest. Don't you?"

For once in her life, it was Adelia who fell silent. She turned her head so as not to meet the other's eyes, afraid she'd betray her own feelings. She knew she was no match for Lauren, but it wasn't Valerian's heart she longed to possess, so much as his friendship. "I fear I have done all I can do. He belongs to you now," she said quietly, almost defeatedly.

"He doesn't belong to anyone but himself," Lauren told her firmly. "Adelia ....you're still young in our world. Hell, I'm young in our world. We move through the world at whim, we find our own purpose, but nothing breaks the bonds we make with one another. No one can ever be for him what you are; there will always be a link between you, and the day you walk away from him without true cause will be the day I drag you back by your hair." Her expression was not forgiving as she looked at the other woman. "I am no threat to you. I am just another face entering your world. Nothing will change between you and your sire. But I won't walk away just because you're feeling sidelined and upset about it. If you sulk about some slight that doesn't exist, then of course you will find yourself ostracized. You may be young, but you are not a child. Kindly do not behave like one."

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:27 EST
The woman quickly dashed a rare tear from her cheek, hopeful the other hadn't seen it, or if she had, would be polite enough to not mention it. Why was she crying and why was she so worried that she'd lost him, just because he'd at last found love" At least one of them had. "You do not understand. I owe him everything." But it wasn't so much that she was feeling indebted to him as she was grateful. That gratefulness had led to a loyalty and devotion so blind and so powerful, she had neglected to make a life for herself that did not include him.

"No, you don't." Gracefully, Lauren rose from where she sat, moving to crouch before Adelia, reaching fearlessly for the other woman's hands. "He did not make you the person that you are. He did not give you your strength, your courage, your beauty. He did not teach you the skills that you have honed since joining the night. I don't know the circumstances of your turning, and I would not expect you to tell me them, not yet. But you can't live your life for someone else. Your life will be long, and unless you live it for your own reasons, it will be empty, too." She squeezed Adelia's hands, tilting her head to hold the other woman's eyes.

"I'm not telling you to walk away," she promised softly. "But maybe it's time to step back a little. To become the woman you have so much potential to be. Travel a little, or expand your interests. You do not always have to be at his side, and it would be good for both of you to learn that. He needs to stop being reckless in the knowledge that you will always be there to correct his mistakes, and you will thrive out of his constant shadow."

Adelia had come here, not looking for advice, but hoping to give some - to explain to Lauren what it meant for her to be with Valerian and how rare and special a gift his love would be; and yet, somehow, it seemed it was Lauren who was advising Adelia, the younger of the two by many years, her young heart bruised and lonely and perhaps just a little too afraid to live a life outside of Valerian's shadow. "I can't. I ..." She trailed off, her thoughts suddenly whirling with unexpected possibilities.

Lauren smiled gently. "You do not have to make enormous changes," she said, wanting to help as Adelia struggled with the implications of what was being said. "But perhaps a little independence would not go amiss" To spread your wings a little; to open your own business, or explore an interest you've never given yourself the chance to enjoy. Take a night off from holding his hand now and then."

"I will consider it," Adelia said at last, making no promises. She needed time to think, to consider everything Lauren had said, everything that was happening around her. She always knew Valerian would find love one day, and now that it had happened, she was faced with some decisions of her own.

"Thank you." Lauren's smile relaxed as she did, rising to sit on the couch with Adelia, as though that odd conversation had somehow brought them closer together. "I cannot promise that I will never hurt him, but I can promise you that I will never intentionally cause him harm or pain that cannot be avoided. I love him, Adelia. He just isn't ready to hear that yet."

"I do not mean to offend, but I think you are wrong. I think he is ready to hear it. In fact, I think he needs to hear it," Adelia argued mildly, affecting a near sigh. "Our lives go on so long that we think we have forever to tell those we love how we feel, and then it is too late. Do not wait until it is too late, Lauren. Do not wait another day to share your heart," Adelia advised, as if she had already learned this lesson once herself.

"Perhaps you're right," Lauren conceded softly. "But he isn't the only one who is scared of loving someone, though. Fear makes us fools, far more than love ever could." She shrugged lightly. "I will tell him. When it seems right."

Adelia had already advised her not to wait until it was too late. There wasn't much more to say about it than that. "I should go," she said as she moved to her feet. If Valerian woke and found her there, there'd be questions, some of which she wouldn't want to answer.

"Adelia ..." Lauren rose, too, needing to say one thing more before the other woman took her leave entirely. "I know my presence is a complication you would happily live without, but I would like to be your friend, if you will have me. No one should be alone in this world."

Adelia did not deny that Lauren was a complication in her life and even in Valerian's. It was not her place to question such things or to stand in the way of his happiness. In the end, she only wanted what was best for him, what would make him happy, and if that was Lauren, then so be it. "It is difficult for those of our kind to have friends, but I appreciate the offer. I have spent the better part of my life watching over and protecting him. All I ask is that you don't hurt him. If you do, you will answer to me." It wasn't quite a threat; more like a warning.

"Noted." That was all that needed to be said. They were both what they were, and though Lauren was the elder, Adelia was more of a warrior. They might well be evenly matched in such a case, though Lauren hoped it would never come to that.

Adelia started toward the door. She had said what she'd come to say, only pausing when she reached the door and turning to face the woman who had won Valerian's heart once again. "If he chooses you, then I will do my best to protect you, too." It wasn't exactly a peace offering or a show of friendship, but she hoped Lauren would understand that they weren't enemies. They both cared for Valerian in their own way, and they both wanted what was best for him, whatever that was.

For his sake. The words were there, but did not need to be spoke for Lauren to understand their presence. She nodded, offering Adelia a last smile in the perhaps forlorn hope that the woman might possibly show some sign of softening. "Thank you, Adelia."

"Do not thank me," Adelia replied. "Thank him." And with that said, she let herself out. Her first real conversation with the dhampir had gone better than expected, and while she had not let Lauren see it, she was smiling when she left.

Adelia may have been smiling, but Lauren was left frowning thoughtfully to herself in the silence of the penthouse. She had not considered the complications that came with allowing herself to love Valerian, and though it seemed that a little distance between her lover and his childe might well be good for both of them, she could see the potential for resentment and anger in the creation of that distance. Still, she was a dhampir, and inherently a selfish creature. She wasn't going to let concern for Adelia's mental well being drive her away from a deeper connection with a man who loved her, whether he admitted it or not.

Lauren didn't have long to consider Adelia's motivations before she was joined by Valerian, clad in a black silk robe loosely tied at his waist by a sash, his dark hair disheveled from bed, but otherwise looking as chipper as ever. "I was wondering where you got to," he said, as he emerged from the bedroom. He paused, brows furrowing as he caught a familiar scent in the air. "Was Addie here?" he asked, curiously.

"Hmm?" Blinking out of her thoughts, Lauren turned to smile at Valerian as he emerged from the bedroom, her concerns swept to one side at the sight of him looking ever so slightly adorable in his robe. "Yeah, she wanted to talk to me," she told him. "But I don't think she wanted you to know she was here. It's complicated." Shrugging, she moved over to curl her arms about his waste, offering him a soft kiss. "Sleep well?"

"Mmm, Adelia is complicated," he replied, dismissing thought of his childe, at least for the moment. Whether it seemed strange to him that she'd come by to speak to Lauren or if he wondered what they'd talked about, he didn't say. "Better than I have in a very long time. You?" he asked, taking her in his arms and dropping a kiss against the top of her head.

"Better than I deserved to," she admitted, leaning into his arms comfortably. "I think the company kept the nightmares away." Smiling, she kissed his throat with a tender brush of her lips, nuzzling close for a long moment. "I really should go home and at least put some clean clothes on, you know."

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:28 EST
Dark brows knit at something she said, though she could not see his face as he held her in his arms. He felt her lips graze his throat and stifled a shudder of desire, those parts of his body he had no control over reacting to her closeness, despite his confusion over her words. "Josef deserved his fate, Lauren. I would have done no less," he assured her quietly, his voice vibrating inside his chest. Though she had mentioned leaving, he was not ready to let her go just yet.

"You would have given him more dignity," she countered, raising her head to share her smile with him. "I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for what I did, and what I got Nick to do with me. But I'm not the sort to hold onto such things and wear them like a badge. I'll live."

"I would have done what I needed to do, and that is what you must remember. You survived, and because of you and Nick, Anabelle and Willow and Alessandra are safe, and that is all that is important." He sighed a moment, as if he was growing weary again. "You have lived longer than I. I do not need to tell you these things."

"But maybe I need to hear them," she said softly, stroking her hands against his back, frowning as he sighed. She didn't want to make him weary of her company. "When were you born, Val?" she asked curiously, tilting her head as she looked up at him.

It wasn't her he felt weary of - quite the opposite, in fact. It was death and destruction he was weary of, having seen a little too much of it in his lifetime, though not as much as some, he supposed. He certainly wasn't the eldest of their kind, by any means. "When was I born?" he echoed, brows arched upwards as he met her gaze. Not made, but born. She was asking of his origins, before he'd become what he was.

"I was born, I wasn't made," she reminded him with a soft smile. "You can't say that I've lived longer than you have unless you were born after me. You've met Aly, you know that dhampir develop the way humans do. It will be years before she is truly living her life for herself, as we do."

He considered her statement a moment, before replying. He hadn't really thought much about their ages before, assuming she was his elder, though it was possible he was wrong. Nearly everyone around him seemed to be his elder, except for those made after him. Though he was no child, he was young for a vampire at just short of 140 years. "I was born in 1844," he replied, though he didn't give her an exact date, nor any other details of his birth.

Lauren blinked, startled to hear the year of her own birth as the answer to her query. Her smile deepened as she held his gaze. "You weren't born on February 29th, were you?" she asked impishly. "Because I was. February 29th, 1844. The day I was born."

"January 4th," he replied, realizing he was actually older than her, but not by much. "Where were you born?" he asked, curious now as to the differences and similarities in their personal histories.

She laughed, genuinely delighted to learn that they had this in common with one another. How often did she meet someone in their disparate world who was even born in the same decade as she was, much less the same year" "I was ....well, I don't know where I was born, but I was raised in Staten Island. I've been a New York girl all my life, no matter where I go."

He untangled himself from her arms and took hold of her hands to draw her over to the couch while she answered his question. If they were going to compare histories, they might as well do it sitting down. "I've been all over, but I was born in London. Whenever I go back there, it always feels like home."

"You know, I've never been to London," Lauren admitted, thumping down onto the couch beside him. "I've been to England - I spent a while in York, and in Leeds, but I never went to the capital. Weird, huh?"

"Yes, well ....It's much different now than it was then." Since the war, he thought with a frown. "Julian and Anabelle have a home there. We could visit them there sometime, if you like," he suggested, thinking Lauren and Anabelle might make good friends.

Her face lit up in a warm smile. "I'd like that," she nodded in agreement. "And it would be a good opportunity for Adelia, too ....for her to run the club, and your businesses, without you here to guide her or get in the way."

A single dark brow ticked upwards as their conversation circled back around to the mention of Adelia again. "Perhaps you're right," he mused aloud. It had been a long time since he'd gone anywhere without his shadow. He knew she'd likely make a fuss - she always did - insisting on accompanying him, whether he needed her or not. "She won't like it, if I leave her behind."

"No, she probably won't like it, but you shouldn't put it to her as though she's being left behind," Lauren pointed out, her smile a little lopsided as she offered this suggestion. "You should make it more about giving her more responsibility, putting her in charge of your investments and trusting her to do what?s right in your absence. You wouldn't be gone forever, and it would be good for her to realize that she can handle things on her own."

"I know she can," Valerian agreed, furrowing his brows as he started to wonder just what the two women closest to him in all the world had talked about while he was sleeping. "What was it she wanted?" he asked curiously.

"To talk to me," Lauren said simply, not betraying Adelia's confidence, even for Valerian. "Girl talk, love. The sacred sharing between women that no man has ever been invited to take part in." Her tone was comical as she spoke, teasing him with her smile and the sparkle in her eyes, even as she protected his childe from any chance of dissonance with him over the words that had been spoken while he slept.

"We aren't lovers, you know. We have never been lovers," he said, needing her to understand that. He wasn't feeling defensive exactly, but if they were going to be together - whatever that meant - there were things she needed to know.

"I know that, Val," she assured him softly. "She didn't come to try and frighten me away. But I think she's afraid ....Afraid that, with me in your life, you won't have time for her any longer. You have been together since she was turned. She doesn't know who she is without you, Val. That isn't good."

Valerian turned quiet for a long moment, fingers of one hand picking at some invisible spot on his pristine black leather couch. "You do know it is Addie who's kept me alive more often than not, not the other way around," he said quietly. In truth, the score was fairly even, each of them helping to keep the other alive, but he thought maybe he understood what Lauren was trying to get at. "I have never held her back, Lauren. She is free to live her own life however she so chooses. I have told her that time and again."

"You'll always be close to one another," she said softly, "in a way I'll never understand, and to be fair, I don't need to understand it in order to respect it. But I think, maybe, she's starting to realize that she should learn about who she is, and what she wants from this life. She's just afraid to take that first step."

"I see," he said quietly, with a heavy heart. Was this what it felt like for a parent to at long last let their beloved child go' "Well ....I suppose I should talk to her then, see what it is she wishes to do," he mused aloud, unsure what to think. He felt torn, understanding Adelia's need for a life of her own and a future, and yet, worrying if he let her go, he might never see her again. "I was a young vampire when I met her," he said, remembering.

Her fingers stroked against his cheek as she eased closer to him. "There's no rush to it," she told him softly. "If you were to talk to her about this so soon after I showed up on the scene, she would assume you're trying to get rid of her. Let her talk to you about it. Okay?"

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:29 EST
He nodded his head, wondering if he'd been selfish where Adelia was concerned. He had never thought she might want something else, something that didn't include him. Even when he'd asked what she wanted, she had always said she was happy as things were. Why had things changed" Was it only because of Lauren, or was it something else? Josef and Serena were dead, but there would always be other threats, other dangers. "I wish I could explain," he said quietly, needing Lauren to know what their relationship was about, but maybe she already knew. "You said you have sisters. Are you close?"

"It's difficult to explain my relationship with my sisters," she said, chuckling at the irony of the situation. "I haven't seen either of them in almost forty years, but ....If I really needed them, they'd be here. They know when I need them, just the way I know when they need me. It's not telepathy, or even empathy. It's just ....there, you know" We could spend a hundred years apart, and still be as comfortable with each other on reuniting as we were when we parted."

"But you're apart," he pointed out. "Don't you miss them?" For that matter, did Tobias miss him when he was away' Did Freya miss him' Or were they all fated to eventually grow tired of each other and part ways" If that was the case, what was the point of any of it'

"I'm always aware of them," she said. "Of course I miss their company, but we all have our own lives to lead." She eyed him thoughtfully. "I don't know if it's the same sort of relationship as a sire and childe, Val. Maybe it would be better to talk to Tobias, or Julian, about this."

"No," Val said, quietly, unsure whether Tobias or Julian would understand. Each of them had had their own reasons for creating their companions, but he wasn't sure any of them would understand quite what the bond was between himself and Adelia. "She believes she owes me her life," he tried to explain, though in his eyes, Adelia had repaid the debt a dozen times or more.

"Is she right to believe that?" Lauren asked, curious but not wanting to push him into telling her anything that was intensely personal between him and Adelia. She might be nosy, but she wasn't stupid.

"I suppose that depends on your point of view," he said, sighing as he got off the couch, with a swish of the silk robe. "I need to feed," he told her, starting toward the kitchen and his stock of blood in the refrigerator. It would be enough to hold him over for now.

Rising to follow him, Lauren leaned in the doorway, a gentle frown on her face. "Val ....if my being around is causing some problem between you and Adelia," she began uncertainly. "It isn't that I want to go. I don't want to go, I love you, but if I am causing some kind of problem, then I can take a step back. I don't want to rock the boat for you."

"It's not causing a ..." He broke off, as he opened the refrigerator, furrowing his brows when he caught something she'd said. Had he heard her right or had she just told him she loved him' He let go of the refrigerator and turned slowly to face her, forgetting his need for sustenance, at least for the moment. "Has anyone ever thought to ask what I want in all this?" he asked, his expression mostly one of frustration and confusion and maybe a little wonder. It was all happening so fast, too fast for any of them to understand.

Yes, he had heard her right, but Lauren hadn't quite realized what she had said. "That's just it, Val," she told him gently. "She's always thinking of what you want. She may not be right, but she believes that she is. So tell me. What do you want, Valerian?"

"More than I deserve," he said, almost echoing Adelia's own words, his voice softening. "You said you love me, Lauren. Were those just words or do you mean them?" he asked, not letting her off the hook quite that easily. Even if she didn't realize she'd said it, the words had passed her lips, and he needed to know if she meant them.

She stared at him as he pointed out what had been said, a slow smile touching her lips as she held his gaze. Her own eyes were soft, filled with warm affection. "Don't you know?" she asked in return, reaching out to touch her fingertips over his heart. They had shared blood, created a bond between one another. Surely he could recognize what she felt through that bond"

"I suppose I do," he replied, catching her fingers in his and drawing her closer, remembering the bond they had shared just a few hours ago. It hadn't been the kind of bond shared between a sire and his childe. There had been no threat of death, no need to save the other, and yet, that bond felt stronger than any he shared with any other. "Would you be surprised to know I love you, too?"

Urged closer by the gentle grasp of his hand about hers, Lauren smiled as she curled her fingers through his own. "No, I guess not," she murmured, carefully not mentioning that Adelia had told her as much barely an hour before. "But hearing you say it is a greater gift than I have any right to expect."

"Then you have your answer, Laurentia. It is you that I want," he told her, with a tender touch of fingers to her cheek. "It is you that I love." He leaned close to touch his lips to hers, as if to prove he was telling the truth. He felt a certain kinship with Adelia, certainly, but it was Lauren who held his heart in her hands.

She sighed softly as he kissed her, the sound a reflection of the last vestige of tension leaving her form. While, yes, there was some small worry that he loved her for being a dhampir, and not for herself, she wanted to trust that he loved the woman, not the idea she represented. Leaning into him, Lauren nuzzled close for a long moment. "I've made my choice, too," she murmured to him. "But that doesn't mean I want to cut her from your life, Val."

The kiss he offered was soft and tender and full of love and promise, and just a hint of passion simmering beneath the surface. If she'd asked, he would have assured her that he did, indeed, love her for herself. How could he not' It was not because she was a dhampir, though that only made her that much more special, that much more precious. He wrapped her in his arms once again, no warmth in his embrace, but not for lack of feeling. "Perhaps one day you'll be like sisters."

Lauren's smile softened once more, thinking back on the conversation shared with Adelia just a little while ago. "Perhaps we will," she mused hopefully. "But I really do need to at least go and pick up some clothes to keep here, Val. I can't keep living in the clothes I wear for a night out, and whatever you can spare from your closet."

He wasn't sure he wanted to talk about that now, though he supposed it was necessary. "I don't want to let you go," he told her, quietly, a reluctant frown on his face. "I suppose I should call Tobias. Julian and Anabelle are returning to England soon, and I need to say goodbye." There was something else he needed to do, too - something he should have done a long time ago. "We need to talk, Lauren," he added, knowing they still had a lot to sort out, but it didn't have to happen right now.

"It's after dark," she reminded him. "You could always come with me." His reminder that they needed to talk brought a quiet frown to her face once again. "You know ....whenever someone says that, it usually means they have bad news," she pointed out to him. "Not a phrase I'm particularly fond of."

"It's not a bad thing, love," he said, a soft smile on his face as he once again touched a caress to her cheek. "I had thought to ask if you'd consider living here, with me, but I ..." He shrugged. "I thought it might be too soon. We've both been alone for so long ....Is it too soon?" he asked, uncertainly. "There's so much I want to tell you. So much I want to say."

"We have time," she assured him affectionately, tilting her cheek into his touch. "We don't have to tell each other everything all at once. We can learn each other over time." Her fingers stroked his chest softly. "And maybe it's a little soon for me to move in here with you, but it will happen. I promise."

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:30 EST
"Maybe," he replied, grudgingly. Were they rushing things" Maybe a little, but he didn't care. Even if they had all of eternity to learn each other and love and enjoy each other's company, it wouldn't be too soon for him. He had gone long enough without. A small smirk touched his lips as he realized something he thought may have missed Lauren's attention. "Tell you a secret?" he asked, dark eyes bright with amusement, just like they were the first time she'd met him.

His smirk made her own smile light up her face, the playful side of her nature always easy to draw out with a little application. She raised a brow above her smile, drumming her fingers against his chest. "If it's that, underneath this robe, you're totally shaved, I already know," she teased him fondly.

He laughed, a happy sound that bubbled up from somewhere deep inside him, glad the mood around them had lightened. It had been a difficult few days for them both. What they both deserved was to have a little fun, but that had very little to do with what he wanted to tell her. "Hardly. It's not really my secret to share, but perhaps it will put your mind at ease. You see, Adelia prefers other women." He just dropped that out there and waited for her reaction.

His laugh brought hers out, but his news only made her grin widen impishly. "Oh," she nodded, the last concern about Adelia's attachment to him wiped clean. "Maybe we should set her up with Freya, then." Sparkling green eyes fluttered up at him with sweet mischief.

He smiled back at her, amusement growing at the sight of mischief in her eyes. "Perhaps we should," he agreed, though he wasn't sure if that would prove a good pairing or not. The two women were both so alpha, they might eat each other alive. Then again, what better match for a strong woman than one just like her" "But for now, I need to feed and you need to fetch some clothes so that you can stay a few days because whether you like it or not, I'm not letting you out of my sight for at least a week," he teased, tapping her nose with a finger.

She giggled, kissing the finger that tapped at her nose. "Yeah, about that ..." she drawled in amusement. "You know you still haven't told me how to get out of here, right' I know how to get in, but once I'm in, I'm here for the long haul, babe."

"What would you say if I gave you your own passcard and codes so you can come and go as you please?" he countered, smiling down at her as she giggled. She certainly wasn't a prisoner there, but neither was she really a guest.

"You probably wouldn't be able to get rid of me," she warned him. No, she might not be ready to officially move in with him, but there was little doubt that she would be spending a lot of time here over the coming days and weeks.

"Hmm, how sad for me," he said, with that sarcastic smirk on his face again. Her warning obviously didn't scare him in the least. "So, what shall we do?" he asked, with not only the whole night ahead of them, but their whole lives, however long they might be. "The club is closed for a few days for repairs. I have all night."

"Mmm, however will we fill the time?" she laughed teasingly, brushing the tip of her nose to his. Tempting though it was to simply fall back into bed with him, she had a practical side that was screaming for attention. "You're going to feed," she told him. "And then you're going to come to my place while I pack up a few things. After that ....you get to decide."

"You need to eat, too, Lauren," he reminded her, though she was fortunate enough to not require blood as soon as she awoke from sleep. "We should probably check in on Tobias, and I've a small matter of business to tend to." And then there was Julian and Anabelle, who were looking to return home to England sometime soon. He couldn't let them leave without saying goodbye. "I'll tend to business while you pack," he suggested, as his business would only require a brief phone call.

Lauren chuckled softly, rolling her eyes. "All right," she conceded. "I'll go and do my thing, and be back here in less than an hour, how does that sound?" After all, she only lived in the Village, less than a five minute walk from where they were right now.

"Are you sure you don't want me to come along?" he asked, brows arching upwards. Though it seemed an innocent enough question, what he was really asking was whether she felt safe enough to travel the short distance alone. Even if the immediate threat from Josef and Serena had been dealt with, he knew the previous night's events had left her shaken. "I don't mind," he insisted.

"I'd prefer you to come," she admitted a little reluctantly. "But you have business to deal with, like you said. I shouldn't get in the way of that." She'd thought she'd been asking him to come with her before, but he'd seemed to veto the idea. Now he was asking her if he should come along ....she could see that communication was going to be a challenge until they got used to one another.

He chuckled. "It's just a phone call, love. I can make it while you pack. But before we do that, I need to feed and get dressed," he said, his gaze drifting to take in what she was wearing. "God, is that my shirt' It looks far better on you than it does on me. You can keep it."

She glanced down at herself as he absorbed her choice of clothing for the night. "Well, it didn't smell like you wore it very often, that's why I chose this one," she admitted with a wry smile. "I like it, it's soft and comfortable."

"Mmm, now she dislikes my smell," he murmured, teasing. "Well, feel free to keep it. I don't know whatever possessed me to buy it," he said, touching a kiss to the tip of her nose, his lips decidedly cold and in need of the warm up a little blood would give them. He reluctantly unwound himself from her arms so that he could get a pack of blood from the fridge and warm it up, like someone else might warm their morning coffee. "The best part of waking up ..." he quipped with a grin as he got the stuff heating.

"Maybe you bought it so your hordes of admirers who stayed only one night would stop leaving with your better shirts?" Lauren suggested playfully, hopping up to sit on the counter as she watched him. She could subsist on blood herself, but she liked to eat human food, too. It was going to take a while to get used to being in a relationship where a shared meal wasn't a possibility.

"Hordes of admirers!" he echoed, laughing. "Hardly, darling. I haven't had a woman to bed in years. It's good to know it doesn't show. Do I seem rusty to you?" he teased, dark eyes dancing with mischief, while he waited for the microwave to beep.

"Well, nothing creaked or fell off," she countered laughingly, flicking her hair back over her shoulder. "Why, did I seem out of practice to you?" The innocent look was entirely too innocent to be anything but a tease.

"Mmm, you might need a bit of a refresher, but I think we can bring you up to snuff soon enough," he teased back, eyes bright with amusement, before turning to retrieve the blood pack from the microwave and jabbing it with a straw to take a sip. "Ah, that's better. I feel almost human already."

"Oh, I don't use snuff," Lauren shrugged. "I'd rather swallow than inhale." She winked at him, but her attempt at being sultry failed as she dissolved into giggles at the sight of him drinking his blood like it was Capri Sun. "Oh, man ....Really not doing your creature of the night image any favors there!"

"Hmm, I'll keep that in mind," he replied, before taking another sip of his breakfast. "What creature of the night image is that' Would you prefer I wear a black cape and talk with a lisp?" he teased back, waggling his brows, before starting back toward the bedroom with his imitation Capri Sun in hand.

"I guess that depends on how convincing a Nosferatu you can be," she chuckled, slipping down off the counter to follow him to the bedroom. All she needed to do was put her boots on, and she'd be ready to go. "I thought the lisp was Igor, anyway."

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:30 EST
He didn't walk away without helping her down off the cupboard, though she probably didn't need his help. "Not very convincing, I'm afraid, unless it's Halloween. It does make choosing a costume that much easier," he said, as he led the way back to the bedroom so he could get dressed. Whatever it was they were planning on doing, she could be sure he was going to be impeccably dressed.

"You know, I've never dressed up for Halloween," she mused curiously, resisting the urge to lift up his robe and goose him for the fun of it. "I tend to stay in. People are a little too trusting when they think they're playing at being a night being."

"In what way do you mean?" he asked, as he choose a crisp white shirt and impeccably tailored plain black suit from his closet, so much like all the others, but for a few minor details that most eyes would miss. He was obviously a man of good taste and breeding, but it made one wonder if he had ever let himself relax in his whole life.

"They assume that everyone around them is pretending as well," she clarified, sitting comfortably on the bed to watch him dress. "I've seen too many vampires hunt on Halloween night to enjoy it the way humans do. Hell, I've had vampires try and hunt me on Halloween night. It's not a mistake they make twice."

He didn't appear horrified by the idea that vampires took advantage of the on night a year they could actually blend without being feared or having to pretend at being human. He'd been alive too long to be shocked by something like that. He chuckled at her confession though, taking one last sip of his breakfast before setting it aside so he could get dressed. He started with his shorts and trousers, donning them before he withdrew the robe. "I would have liked to have seen the looks on their faces when they realized their mistake."

She leaned back on her elbows, one knee crossed over the other. "They tend to go away thinking they've met a vampire who is so old, she's learned how to disguise herself as human, even to their senses," she chuckled. "Being able to put the game face on at will helps with that."

"Most of them think dhampirs are a myth," he said, shucking the robe finally to draw that crisp white shirt over his bare shoulders. "I must confess, even I was doubtful for a time. Tobias has been very protective of you, and rightfully so."

"There are only four of us," she shrugged. "If too many knew we existed, it would completely polarize our world. There would be war again, and we all know how that turned out the last time vampires went to war against each other. We're just lucky the humans decided to call those centuries the Dark Ages."

"Well, your secret is safe with me," he assured her, though that probably went without saying. He finished getting dressed, adding a tie and a jacket before taking a seat beside her so he could pull on his socks and shoes. "It's not because you're a dhampir, you know," he told her, though he had no way of knowing one of her worries was that he was interested in her only because of that.

She sat up as he sat down beside her, reaching for her boots, but stilled when he hit the nail quite firmly on the head. "I, uh ....I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't a little bit worried about that," she confessed softly. "I know it isn't just because I'm a dhampir. But ....I don't know. You make such a big deal of me being rare and precious. It's hard not to be afraid that maybe you're in love with the idea of me."

"You are rare and precious," he reiterated, turning to face her and touching his fingers to her cheek to draw her hair back behind an ear. "And that is why you need to be protected, but that is not why I ....why I love you," he said, fumbling with the words a little, as unfamiliar as they were to his tongue.

She relaxed as he touched her, each physical touch strengthening the emotional bond they had cemented with the sharing of their blood. "I know that," she murmured reassuringly, leaning into him as she smiled. "It's frightening, being in love. Like I put a part of myself in your hands. I've always been in control, and now I'm not. Trust doesn't come easily in the dark, but I trust you, Val. I love you."

"I'm not quite sure what I've done to deserve your love, but I'd be a bloody damned fool to reject it. I know it's sudden and unexpected, but I love you, too, Lauren. And here, I was starting to think I was hopeless. A century is a long time to go without love," he confession, an almost sad smile on his face.

"You won't be without love again," she promised him, leaning close to touch a tender kiss to his lips. "Not so long as I live." One hand curling to his cheek, she sealed that promise with a deeper kiss ....a kiss that ended abruptly as she remembered not to get distracted. "But I need clean underwear!"

A strange calmness crept over him while they shared that kiss, despite what it was doing to certain parts of his anatomy that had been forgotten for too long. Whoever said vampires couldn't function in bed was dead wrong. Everything still worked, though it was next to impossible for him to have a biological child. He had come to terms with that long ago when he had first become what he was. It was either become a vampire with all its gifts and limitations or die, which left him little choice at all. He laughed at her comment, once she'd broken the kiss. "I'd offer you mine, but I don't think they'd fit."

"What a gentleman," she teased, zipping up her boots before straightening onto her feet. There was no point in taking her own top home - it could live here, she'd already decided. "C'mon then, lover boy. Time to see how the other half live."

"Lover boy. Hmm, no one's ever called me that before. I rather like it," he said with a grin, as he got to his feet. "Does that make you lover girl?" he teased further, looking clearly amused. He took up his bag of blood so he could drain it and discard it before they left. His passkey, billfold, cellphone, and other essential items had already been tucked into this jacket for safe keeping.

Laughing, Lauren waited in the living room for him to finish up with his empty blood bag. "Honey, I'll answer to almost anything you want to call me," she promised him, beckoning to him with one crooked finger. "Just make sure it isn't too humiliating to say out loud in a public place."

"I'll try to remember that next time I want to call you Smoochums," he said, finding his way back to her and planting a kiss on her lips. Of course, it was unlikely he was going to ever call her by such a silly petname, but she was the one who'd brought it up.

"Uh-huh." She eased into his arms as they waited for the elevator, squeezing his backside just because she could. "Can we drop in on Toby, too?" she asked. "Anabelle said something about him healing last night. I want to make sure."

"Yes, of course," he replied, surprised she'd bother to ask, as if she needed his permission. He had already mentioned checking on Tobias, though that would require use of his car, as he abhorred public transportation, and it was too far to walk.

"Thank you!" His agreement, even if he had already suggested it, was rewarded with a bouncy kiss as the elevator arrived. "Ooh, you know what? There's a night market in the Village, too. Wanna go and pretend to be a normal couple and freak everyone out?"

"Just who is everyone and how would we freak them out?" he asked, one hand at the small of her back while he waited for her to step into the elevator, smiling in amusement at her obviously upbeat mood. "Shall I smile for them and let them see a hint of my fangs?" he teased, affecting a grin, though his incisors were safely hidden for the time being dispelling another myth about their kind.

"You could bite me," she snickered, skipping into the elevator at his urging. Yes, they might have had an awful time the night before, but in the wake of that danger, life looked distinctly rosy. They had time, they had friends, and more amazingly, they had love on their side. Nothing was going to dampen her mood today.

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:31 EST
"I could also be arrested," he countered, though that was unlikely. Even if someone did call the police, he'd have very little trouble in getting away. In a place where few believed in such things as vampires, it was unlikely anyone would ever suspect, even if he flaunted it in public. Even those who visited the nightclub on a regular basis didn't know its secrets, but for those few who were allowed admittance to the back room. And then, they were sworn to secrecy on threat of death, which was rarely if ever necessary. It was something of a symbiotic relationship with some of them, though Valerian had never allowed such a thing to occur, except where Adelia was concerned.

"No, you wouldn't," Lauren insisted. "Reason being, I heal like you do. So people would only think we were the most graphically awesome street show ever, and they'd probably give us money." She grinned at him, still bouncing on her toes. "I may have a little too much energy right now."

"Hmm, you're high on love, darling. As wonderful as it feels, it won't fill your belly," he teased, poking at her stomach with a single finger, as the elevator doors swished closed behind them and they started to make their way downwards. "I never would have pegged you for an exhibitionist," he teased further, a smirk on his face. While it might be fun to misbehave in public, pretending to be a vampire for an unsuspecting public wasn't quite what he had in mind. Then again, it wasn't pretend.

"There is a reason Toby calls me a pain in his ass, you know," she warned cheerfully, catching his finger to swing his hand back and forth between them. "He never knows when I'm going to show up, and even when he's told me not to do something, sometimes I just go ahead and do it. I am a force of nature!"

"Is that a promise or a warning?" he asked, undisturbed by the idea of her doing something outrageous in public or otherwise. He had long ago decided that if he couldn't have fun in this new life of his, there wasn't much point in living. So long as she wasn't too reckless, though who was he to talk" "I believe you said something about a ....motorbike earlier?" he asked, though it had been a few days since she'd mentioned it.

"A bit of both," she said cheerfully, not at all bothered herself by the idea of drawing attention to herself in public. As soon as he mentioned her bike, however, she seemed to fizz excitedly. "Yeah, my Suzuki! I love my Hayabusa ....Toby thinks I drive like a crazy person."

"God bless you," he said, still smirking, though she hadn't sneezed. "Perhaps you can help me pick something out," he said, thinking they might as well get his and hers. He wasn't going to be seen riding behind her like a girl. "Toby thinks anyone who drives a motorcar is a crazy person. I think he'd happily go back to the horse and carriage."

She stuck her tongue out at him. "You're probably right about him," she agreed, still merrily cheerful. It would take a lot more than one tease to dull her mood. "He prefers to run rather than ride anything. Have you ever ridden a bike" You should try mine, she purrs like a kitten!"

"Not one with a motor, no," he replied, as the elevator at last reached the parking garage. And it had been a very, very long time since he'd ridden one without a motor. "What about skydiving" I've been considering it, but I'm not sure I can find anyone who will chance it at night." Because skydiving during the day - even a cloudy day - was definitely out of the question.

"I've never tried skydiving, but it sounds like fun," was her reply. "There's gotta be someone out there who'd run it at night - human soldiers parachute at night, and skydiving isn't that different, is it?"

"No, I suppose not, but one thing at a time," he said, content for now just to be with her. They had plenty of time for adventure in the days and years ahead of them, or so he hoped. He reached for her hand, linking his fingers to hers as he led her from the elevator to a door that led out onto the street.

"Yes, clean underwear is the pressing issue right now," she nodded, her smile all kinds of mischievous as he took her hand and led her outside into the gathering darkness of the night ahead.

It was a beautiful night, a perfect night, really. A warm breeze was blowing hinting at the summer to come, the stars glimmering in the night sky, dimmed by the city lights. "Do you know the first time I came to New York, it was the lights that struck me most, shining like a beacon in the night," he mused aloud.

"It is a beautiful city," Lauren murmured, falling into step with him even as she unconsciously took charge of their route. She knew where they were going, after all. "I've watched it grow up over the years, but I can honestly say it's changed the most in the last fifty years or so. But New Yorkers are still New Yorkers, the way they were when I was small."

He tucked her hand inside the crook of his arm, even as he let her lead the way, like two lovers out for an evening stroll. "And you never left?" he asked, curiously, though he assumed she had been other places than this.

"Oh, I have," she nodded. "I spent twenty years in Japan after 1945. I've traveled across Europe. I volunteered as a nurse for the Red Cross during the world wars, and that took me to Africa." She smiled. "But no matter where I go, New York is home."

"London is home, but I really miss Paris. Not Paris the way it is now, but before the war. The second one, you know?" As if one world war wasn't enough. The world seemed to have stopped to catch its breath and found itself going straight into another. "That was where I met Addie. In Paris. She wanted to be a showgirl in those days. You could be almost anyone you wanted to be in Paris, so long as you had money, and that was the one thing she lacked."

"I only saw Paris after the war," Lauren said softly. "It was very broken." She hugged his arm, smiling as he opened up to her about Adelia. "Did you run a nightclub and employ her there?" she asked curiously.

"So was London," he said, his thoughts far away for a moment, as his memory momentarily traveled back in time. Blinking out of those thoughts, he looked to her with a smile. "That obvious, is it' Yes, she was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen, and she could sing. Good lord, could she sing. Everyone came to the club to see her. Those were the days of the so-called Lost Generation, you know. They all wanted to see her, but few wanted to befriend her."

"Maybe you should buy new premises, and do it up like the Parisian nightclubs you and Adelia remember," she suggested gently. "She could run it. She could sing again."

He smiled a little sadly. "A lovely idea, but I'm afraid it won't work. There's no reinventing or reliving the past, and Adelia won't sing. I've tried, believe me, but she flatly refuses. She doesn't want to be in the limelight anymore. She doesn't want the attention. The deepest wounds are those you can't see, Lauren, and sometimes those wounds never heal, no matter how hard you try," he told her. "That's probably more than I should say. It's not really my story to tell." And yet, in a way, it was, as his and Adelia's lives had been linked for nearly a hundred years.

Lauren's smile faded as she took this in. It didn't take a genius to make a good guess at the why that was lurking behind his words. "Oh, I see," she said quietly. "No wonder she stays so close to you, then. She's still trying to be invisible."

"Ironic, isn't it' For a woman who once held all of Paris in the palm of her hand to have so rejected it. She felt betrayed after that, I think. Betrayed by society, betrayed by those she'd come to trust, betrayed by the city itself, in a way. We went into hiding after that. London wasn't safe. None of Europe was safe. It was Tobias who gave us safe refuge. We spent most of the war in Albany, working quietly behind the scenes, until the war was over," Valerian explained, feeling a little drained by the memory of those days. "After that, we went back to England, and I couldn't believe the devastation. And they call us monsters."

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:32 EST
"It had been building up for decades," Lauren pointed out quietly. "The devastation would have happened one way or another, regardless of who was in power. I think the greatest tragedy is how little they've learned from it. They make sweeping statements about the value of a single life, and close their eyes to genocide."

"Even still," he replied, falling silent, brooding just a little, though the mood would soon pass. "I wonder sometimes if I did the right thing, but I did what I had to do so that we could both survive." And that was that. The past was the past, and there was no going back and changing it. He had few regrets, though there was some lingering guilt. At least, they had managed to survive. The same could not be said for so many others.

"We all survived, one way or another," she said quietly. "I still can't believe that Tobias spent so much of his time holed up in the Vatican, of all places." She laughed at the real irony of that. "Life goes on, Val, and we have to move with it. Adelia was very new when that second conflict broke out. You needed to take her away from the immediate threat. You did the right thing."

"I suppose so," he replied, still a little thoughtful, but the brooding mood had passed, and he smiled fondly at the mention of his sire. "Tobias is a wonder to us all," he admitted, not yet going into his own history with the man. There was over a century of history for each of them to share, but all would be revealed in its own time.

"With a sire like Freya, I'm not surprised," she admitted, her smile brightening once again. "She's ....she's quite something herself. You know, when Anabelle says she's a Viking, she really means it. Freya was turned the year that the Vikings sacked Lindesfarne."

"That was a very long time ago, Lauren. I'm afraid my history is a bit rusty," he admitted ruefully. "She called me her grandson. Can you imagine having Freya for a grandmother?" he said with a chuckle. As it happened, he was fond of the woman, though he found her more than a little intimidating.

She snorted with laughter. "No, not really," she admitted. "But then, I'd rather have her for a grandmother than an enemy. Anyway, if you're her grandson, that makes Toby her son. If he ever calls her mom, I want video evidence of what she does next."

"Yes, well, I feel the same about Addie calling me Father," he said, the smile returning to his face at the thought of that. "I have a feeling Freya will be returning home soon, and it will be a very long time before we see her again," he said, though he could be wrong. He thought of Adelia again, wondering briefly if Lauren was onto something there. Freya and Adelia had some things in common, but he wasn't sure either was willing to budge when it came to their lifestyle choices. "You might as well know, I'm going to make Addie a co-owner in the nightclub."

"Oh, Val, that's a wonderful idea!" Lauren's enthusiasm was far from feigned - she was absolutely delighted that he had come to that decision. It kept Adelia close while giving her freedom, absolutely perfect in the circumstances. "And you're probably right about Freya. She doesn't seem comfortable in America. Or that could just be me. But she came when we needed her. When her family needed her. I doubt she'll be a stranger."

"No, I think she's become rather fond of Alessandra," he said of Nick and Willow's child. "She's special," he added, though that, too, went without saying. The child was as special as Lauren herself and for the same reasons. He doubted Freya would want to go too long without seeing them both again.

"Aly's unique," she said, her own smile fond for that little cherub of a child. "The only dhampir ever to be raised by both her natural parents. They're going to be a formidable unit as she grows up - all three of them linked in a way that no one else will ever really understand."

"Tobias tells me they have you to thank for that," Valerian said, knowing a little of the Gregorys' story as was told him by his sire. A small frown touched his brow as he considered something else. Now that Josef and Serena were dead, there was nothing keeping any of them in New York, and he wondered whether any of his friends would stay.

"I only told them what I knew, and helped them work out a plan to avoid the same fate," Lauren shrugged. "They can settle into the city without looking over their shoulders now. And Toby won't be far - he's only in Albany, after all."

"You've given them a rare gift, Lauren. As you said, Aly is the only dhampir who will ever grow up with both her parents." Or, at least, the only one they were aware of. It wasn't the Gregorys or Tobias he was worried about missing so much as it was Julian and Anabelle, and yet, the couple had only come here recently and had never mentioned staying. "It's been a long time since I've been home," he murmured thoughtfully. New York was his home now, but there would always be a part of him that missed England.

"We should visit England, then," Lauren told him firmly. "We have friends there now, after all." Strange, how easily I had become we. She squeezed his hand, pointing to the tall, red-brick building they had come level with. "This is me," she told him, leading the way into the building. "Bit of a rickety elevator, but I'm at the top."

But before she could walk away, before she could lead him into the building and invite him into the most private aspects of her life, he tugged at her arm to pull her around to face him. "You would do that for me?" he asked, with wonder in his eyes, almost disbelieving. Maybe it wasn't such a big thing to her to travel across the ocean to a place that haunted him still, but it meant the world to him that she thought enough of him to offer.

Startled by his surprise at her offer, Lauren paused, reaching up to cradle his face between her hands. "Of course I would," she told him honestly. "Where you go, I go, unless you tell me otherwise. And besides ....do you really think I'm going to let some gung-ho British contractor fit those windows poorly in Julian's home" I'll do it myself if I have to."

"It's a manorhouse, Lauren. There are a lot of windows," Valerian replied with a grin, comforted by her words of reassurance, even as he drew her hands from his face and touched a kiss to each one, his lips hovering briefly over the flutter of pulse in each wrist.

"Mm, we may have to be there for some time," she smiled, stroking her thumb softly over the curve of his cheekbone as he kissed her wrists. "Tragedy, isn't it?" Rising onto her toes, she kissed the tip of his nose and reached for his hand, pulling him into the apartment building and to the elevator.

"Definitely," he replied, smiling as she led him inside. He only hoped it wouldn't prove so. He hadn't been back to England in many years, and while there had been great advances in transportation since then, a trip across the great vastness of the Atlantic still made him a little nervous.

The building was surprisingly airy, given how cramped the hallways were, and just as Lauren had warned him, the elevator was more than a little "rickety". But once they reached the top floor, and she let him into her little apartment - less than half the size of his - he was able to get a glimpse of why she liked it there. The views of the Village were good enough, but she had an unrestricted view of the sky, too, and despite the narrowness of her apartment, she had space enough for her warm personality to show itself in the fixtures and fittings and soft furnishings of the place.

"This is me," she said again, one arm gesturing to the small space as she smiled, backing through the main room toward the bedroom at the far end of the apartment.

It was much different from his apartment, a little more cosy, a little less posh, but just as modern and comfortable. He took in each room as they passed through, noting one thing or another that gave him small hints of her tastes and personality. He noted a few bottles of wine in the kitchen, and there was evidence enough that she liked to cook. A large television screen hung over a cozy fireplace, a skylight above allowing a rare view of the night sky.

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:32 EST
Even her bedroom was small and cozy but at the same time seemed almost airy and spacious. There were books piled a little haphazardly in a corner bookshelf, and the bed was flanked by large windows with views of the building's surroundings, negating the need for artwork to clutter the walls. The walls were painted a cool shade of gray-green, which gave the whole space a feeling of spring freshness. It wasn't luxurious by any means, but it was comfortable and safe and warm and seemed altogether to suit her needs and her tastes. "I like it," he told her, giving her as honest an opinion as he could. "It suits you."

She smiled, already undoing her borrowed shirt as she opened up drawers in her bedroom in search of clean clothing. "I know it's not exactly luxurious, and it's far from as secure as your place is," she assured him. "But for one person, living alone ....it suited me pretty well for a long time. Of course, if you're sure about me moving in with you, there will be redecorating happening."

"Redecorating?" he echoed, lifting his brows. "What's wrong with my decorating?" he asked, a little defensively. Or perhaps he should ask what was wrong with the designer's decorating who'd decorated the place before he'd moved in.

"There's nothing wrong with it," she told him, belatedly turning a light on for the benefit of neighbors who might be curious about her spending her time in the dark. "It's just ....a home should reflect the people who call it that. At the moment, I'm not there. I'm not saying I'm going to overhaul the whole place. But would a little more color really offend you that much?" She threw him a teasing smile, her soiled clothing finding a home in the laundry basket as she wandered around the bedroom, utterly comfortable in her skin.

Distracted by the view as she discarded her clothing, he had to backtrack a bit before realizing what she'd just said. He moved over to the windows to draw the shades, not wanting to share the view with the neighbors - it was a view that belonged to him now, and he didn't want to share it with anyone. He didn't have to worry about such things on the top floor of his building, as there were no neighbors to peek in his windows but the occasional bird. "Would you prefer if I'd added some Victorian touches?" he asked, only partly teasing. He liked the fact that he was a modern man with a modern dwelling, but perhaps it could use a little warmth.

Lauren snorted with laughter, dragging a brush ruthlessly through her hair before starting to dress once again. "Dare I ask what sort of Victorian touches you were thinking of adding" Because chintz really doesn't do it for me."

"I am asking you," he said, obviously a little frustrated by her question and by the thought that his living quarters were not up to her standards. He had not considered this when he'd asked her to move in with him, but he supposed there was some compromise involved there. "The piano is staying," he told her bluntly, leaving no room for argument. There were a few things he wasn't willing to compromise on, and that was one of them.

"Of course the piano is staying," she said, rolling her eyes at the thought of getting rid of such a beautiful instrument. "So is the library. I can set up a desk with my computer in the kitchen easily enough." Pulling on a top and skirt, she turned to face him. "Don't get so defensive. I'm not proposing to change anything without talking to you about it first. But are you really going to argue with me about closet space and rugs?"

He frowned a little sheepishly back at her, realizing he was being a little ridiculous. "Sorry, I've been alone a long time," he said, offering that up as an excuse. It had been a long time since he'd shared living space, and even then, there had usually been more of it. "I know it's a bit ....stark," he admitted. "The truth is I'm not there very much. I spend most of my time at the club." He shrugged, as though he had no further explanation. The fact was it was a little too lonely at the penthouse, without someone to share it with.

She smiled gently, moving toward him. "Think about this for a moment," she suggested, teasing her fingertips against his jaw. "You said you liked this place. I decorated this place; it's a reflection of me. Would having some of these elements in your home be so awful?"

"No, of course not," he replied, her touch soothing his wounded pride a little, if that was what it was that was going on - he wasn't too sure. Maybe it was just the way she'd said it - redecorating, like there was something wrong with the way it was decorated already - but in the end, it didn't really matter. "I'm sorry, Lauren. I think I've just been alone too long," he said with a frown, as he realized just how long it had been. Too long.

"Which is why I'm not officially moving in yet," she assured him, brushing the tip of her nose against his affectionately. "We need time to get used to each other before we're living on top of each other. Okay?" A last kiss to his lips, and she was slipping away to throw a few things into a bag, not needing much in the way of stuff to make staying over at the penthouse more comfortable.

He pouted, looking a little like a boy who hadn't gotten his way. As anxious as he was for her to move in with him, to share his living space, to wake up to her each evening, he knew she was right. They had only just met, after all. Things were moving too fast. "Will you stay with me later?" he asked, hoping she'd at least agree to that. He didn't want to be alone just yet, and he had a feeling neither did she.

"You don't think I'm just packing a bag to drape my clothing all over your home, do you?" she countered with a gentle tease, zipping said bag closed to lift it onto her shoulder. "Of course I'm staying with you for now. I don't think I can handle being away from you for a while yet."

He couldn't help but chuckle at that. "Well, that would be one way of claiming my space as yours," he teased her, his sense of humor returning. "Are you hungry?" he asked, looping an arm around her waist to draw her close. He'd already fed, but he wasn't sure when she'd last eaten. That was going to be another challenge between them - the fact that she preferred food, and he did not.

"Hmm ....I should probably eat something," she conceded, leaning into him as he wrapped his arm about her. "I can survive on blood, but I actually kind of enjoy food from time to time." Her eyes met his, almost reluctant to admit to feeling a little hungry. "I don't have to eat, though."

"No, you should eat," he told her, touching a kiss to her forehead. "Is there anywhere you'd like to stop on the way to Toby's?" he asked. He didn't pay much attention to restaurants and diners, since he didn't partake of their fare, but he thought she might know of someplace. And he still had to make a phone call, but it might have to wait until later.

Lauren hugged him affectionately, resting her cheek on his shoulder for a long moment. "I'll grab a hot dog on the way back to drop this off at yours," she told him. They'd have to go back to the penthouse anyway; his car was there.

"I hear those are not very healthy," he told her, teasing a little, but brooking no argument. He didn't have to make food choices anymore, and though he might not admit it openly, enjoying a good meal was one of the things that he missed. "Shall we?" he asked, reaching for her bag so he could carry it for her.

"Thank you," she smiled as he took her bag, knowing it was deceptively heavy. Her wash bag was stuffed with all the essentials, after all. "I only need something to take the edge off, love. A hot dog can do that easily enough. I'm not going to suddenly balloon from one hot dog."

Even if he was only a man, the weight was nothing to him, though he couldn't help teasing her a little about it. "What have you got in here" Gold bricks?" he asked, dark eyes dancing with mischief. "I don't mind watching you eat, you know. It's almost like vampire porn. Watching someone do something you can't anymore, something you wish you could." Was he teasing her now or just being honest' It was hard to tell with him sometimes.

Laurentia

Date: 2016-06-02 12:33 EST
"Oh, yes, I carry my wealth in hair spray and shampoo bottles," she laughed, collecting the real essentials to push into her pockets as they headed for the door once again. His comment on food made her smile, albeit a little sadly. "You wouldn't be completely uninvolved, you know," she offered. "I like cooking, and you could always join in with that."

"Most women do," he replied, with that teasing twinkle in his eyes. "Cooking food I can't eat seems a little pointless." Then again, it wasn't so much about the inability to eat as it was the inability to enjoy eating. "I used to love chocolate. I was a bit of what they call a chocoholic, I suppose. And coffee and tea. What I wouldn't give for a nice cup of tea now and then. It all tastes like ashes to me now. There's no enjoyment in it. It's a small price to pay for immortality, I suppose," he said, with a strained smile. At least, there were other things to enjoy in life. He knew many of his kind eventually grew weary of living; thankfully, he hadn't reached that point yet.

"We'll work something out," she promised him as they locked up her apartment and stepped into the elderly elevator. "Like my sleeping pattern, for example. I don't usually sleep for more than three hours at a time - I do it twice, and it seems to work for me, and it lets me enjoy the day and the night."

He frowned a little, but it wasn't the rickety elevator that was making him frown so much as the realization that there were certain limitations that he just couldn't avoid. "Well, day's out for me. I sleep like a log during the day," he told her, though it kind of went without saying.

"I know," she smiled gently. "I can fall asleep with you in the morning, and if I time it right, I'll only be asleep for an hour or so after you wake up in the evening, too. I have thought about it. I don't want to miss out on time with you, but I have the occasional client, and there's Aly to consider, too."

"Aly, right," Valerian echoed with another frown, this one thoughtful. With two vampires for parents, the dhampir child would have to live on their timeclock, knowing nothing of daylight, unless there was someone to intercede. "Well, I certainly don't want to disrupt your schedule," he said, and he had certain obligations of his own, too.

"Val." She reached up, turning his face toward herself. "You're over-thinking things. We can do this. That's all that really matters. And besides, you have work and friends. You won't always want to be with me all the time. It's not healthy to be joined at the hip constantly."

"Isn't it?" he asked, a hint of a smile on his face as she turned his face toward hers, but he understood what she meant. "I know we will. We have to," he said, emphasizing the words, as if they mattered more than anything to him.

"We will." It was a promise that she fully intended to keep, sealed once more with a tender kiss as she leaned into his embrace in the rattling elevator. They were from the same world, with differing perspectives and experiences, but those differences would be what kept them together, far more than the similarities. They could do this. Together.