((Contains somewhat graphic imagery.))
There was something just a little interminable about the last weeks and days of pregnancy, Willow had decided. Though she couldn't have been happier to know that she was carrying Nick's daughter - to be able to feel that daughter's emotions, and through her, Nick's emotions, too - it had gotten to the point where she just wanted it to be over now. She'd been awake most of the night, awkward and uncomfortable, waiting for Nick to come home, and perhaps some of that impatience for Nick's return was making itself known to their daughter. Pacing the kitchen, Willow groaned, bending forward to rest her forearms against the counter. "Baby girl, you're killing my back tonight."
Forced into his unnatural existence, Nick had by necessity become a creature of the night. As such, he was often out at night, feeding first and then working as a P.I. when he could manage to find work, and sleeping by day. But these last few weeks toward the end of Willow's pregnancy, he'd been coming home earlier than usual, claiming work was scarce, when the truth was he was really worried about Willow and the baby at this stage of the pregnancy. He'd been told he'd have to turn her sooner or later if he wanted her to survive the birth, but he'd been gambling on later, rather than sooner.
He didn't like the idea of forcing his wife into the same existence that had been forced on him, but he knew he really had no choice. It was either that or lose her, and he refused to let that happen. Besides, he'd promised, and a promise was a promise, but as the days of her pregnancy grew shorter, he knew he couldn't avoid it much longer. Tonight was one of those nights where he didn't stay out longer, drawn home by some inexplicable feeling that something wasn't right. He couldn't quite put his finger on what it was or why he felt that way, but there was an undeniable connection between himself and their daughter, and through her, to Willow. He wasn't sure what it was exactly, but something drew him home that night, much earlier than planned.
It was 2 am when he started for home, and though he was fond of his shiny roadster, he found that ever since he'd been turned, he didn't really need it. It was just one of the many benefits of becoming a vampire - he found he could be where he wanted to be quickly and easily and without the means of a vehicle to get him there. Though he'd been working a case clear across town, it took only a matter of minutes before he was standing on the porch of the house he shared with his wife, a house that had been purchased by Tobias with the promise that they'd repay the debt.
The ever present flicker of his daughter's fully developed emotions in his mind flared with what seemed to be relief as he stepped up onto the porch, a welcome home that nonetheless seemed to ignite a certain amount of desperate excitement ....and from inside the house, Willow suddenly raised her voice in a scream of pain that seemed to bite through the stillness of the night. She fell to her knees, feeling wetness gush from between her legs, looking down to sob in fright at the fresh, hot blood that pooled around her.
Their daughter's welcome reached Nick like a wave of warmth, but there was something else there, too, within that welcome, some excitement he couldn't quite grasp. It was Willow's scream, though, that really alarmed him. Whether he vaporized only to reappear at Willow's side or he simply moved so quickly that it only seemed that way was uncertain - Nick wasn't even sure how it worked himself - but as soon as he heard that scream of pain, he was there by her side in almost an instant. "Willow!" he exclaimed, just a little too late to catch her before she fell to her knees. He didn't need to look to know she was bleeding - blood was the one thing he knew better than anything else these days. Thankfully, he'd already fed, and this blood held no temptation for him. "Baby, what?s wrong?"
Every inch of his beloved wife was tense with pain and shock, the bulge of her pregnant belly distorting as the child within acted on an impulse grown from Willow's own impatience to have Nick home. "She ....she's coming, Nick," Willow gasped, gripping his sleeve with a white-knuckled hand. Another cry broke from her lips as she felt something tear inside her - as careful as their daughter was trying to be, she wanted out, and she wanted out now.
Nick not only sensed his wife's terror but felt it in the very marrow of his bones, almost as if it was his own. He knew it was too soon. He hadn't turned her yet, and he knew their daughter would tear her mother apart being born, even if she didn't mean to. "No, Willow!" he cried, a wave of panic flowing through him, as he took her by the arms as gently as he could and searched her face. "She can't. Not yet. It's too soon!"
"Baby, it hurts so much ..." Willow sagged against him, the pain too much even for tears as she forced herself to look into his eyes, trying to calm herself down. They didn't have much time before she bled out, even she knew that, and once there was no heartbeat in her, their daughter's time was limited. No wonder the baby was trying so hard to get herself out as quickly as she could. But there was that odd note of apology, of deep regret, in the feelings that radiated from the dhampir baby even as she forced her way southward. She really didn't want to hurt her mother if she could possibly help it.
"Willow, I have to-I have to turn you..." Nick told her as gently as he could, reluctantly, though he knew the grave necessity of it. "I don't want to, but...." He trailed off suddenly. The time for hesitation, for indecision was over. There was too much blood, far too much blood, and he knew if he didn't act quickly, he was going to lose her. "Just hang on, baby. It's gonna be okay," he promised as calmly as he could, though he was secretly terrified. Where the hell was Lauren and Tobias" He knew he shouldn't have left her alone. If anything happened to her, he'd have no one to blame but himself.
"Tobias!" he called, hoping the vampire heard him. "Get your *ss here right now! We need you!" He didn't wait to see if Tobias heard him, but pulled Willow into his arms. It wasn't her he needed to calm down so much as it was their daughter, or she was going to kill her mother just being born. He laid a hand against the child within his wife's womb and reached out with his mind the way he had so many times before, willing her to be calm, to be patient, for just a few minutes more.
There was panic in his daughter's mind as she fought not to thrash and flail, not to savage her way out of the womb that embraced her. She knew she had already done damage, could hear it in the way Willow's heartbeat was already slowing, guilt pouring from the infant's mind as she grasped hold of her father's reaching touch, mind to mind. Unaware that she had been reaching out to another all evening, too.
Even as Nick fought to stay calm, to calm his daughter, to comfort his frightened wife, the roar of a motorcycle made itself known outside, pulling up so fast that the back wheel bounced off the side of the house. There was only one person who would dare make an entrance like that - it wasn't Tobias, but perhaps this was a better bet. Without bothering to knock, Lauren burst into the house, following the scent of blood easily to locate the couple where they were crumpled on the kitchen floor. "Bloody hell," she breathed, quick to touch her fingers to Willow's throat, to be certain the woman still lived. Her unnaturally pale eyes rose to meet Nick's gaze. "There isn't much time, Nick."
There was something just a little interminable about the last weeks and days of pregnancy, Willow had decided. Though she couldn't have been happier to know that she was carrying Nick's daughter - to be able to feel that daughter's emotions, and through her, Nick's emotions, too - it had gotten to the point where she just wanted it to be over now. She'd been awake most of the night, awkward and uncomfortable, waiting for Nick to come home, and perhaps some of that impatience for Nick's return was making itself known to their daughter. Pacing the kitchen, Willow groaned, bending forward to rest her forearms against the counter. "Baby girl, you're killing my back tonight."
Forced into his unnatural existence, Nick had by necessity become a creature of the night. As such, he was often out at night, feeding first and then working as a P.I. when he could manage to find work, and sleeping by day. But these last few weeks toward the end of Willow's pregnancy, he'd been coming home earlier than usual, claiming work was scarce, when the truth was he was really worried about Willow and the baby at this stage of the pregnancy. He'd been told he'd have to turn her sooner or later if he wanted her to survive the birth, but he'd been gambling on later, rather than sooner.
He didn't like the idea of forcing his wife into the same existence that had been forced on him, but he knew he really had no choice. It was either that or lose her, and he refused to let that happen. Besides, he'd promised, and a promise was a promise, but as the days of her pregnancy grew shorter, he knew he couldn't avoid it much longer. Tonight was one of those nights where he didn't stay out longer, drawn home by some inexplicable feeling that something wasn't right. He couldn't quite put his finger on what it was or why he felt that way, but there was an undeniable connection between himself and their daughter, and through her, to Willow. He wasn't sure what it was exactly, but something drew him home that night, much earlier than planned.
It was 2 am when he started for home, and though he was fond of his shiny roadster, he found that ever since he'd been turned, he didn't really need it. It was just one of the many benefits of becoming a vampire - he found he could be where he wanted to be quickly and easily and without the means of a vehicle to get him there. Though he'd been working a case clear across town, it took only a matter of minutes before he was standing on the porch of the house he shared with his wife, a house that had been purchased by Tobias with the promise that they'd repay the debt.
The ever present flicker of his daughter's fully developed emotions in his mind flared with what seemed to be relief as he stepped up onto the porch, a welcome home that nonetheless seemed to ignite a certain amount of desperate excitement ....and from inside the house, Willow suddenly raised her voice in a scream of pain that seemed to bite through the stillness of the night. She fell to her knees, feeling wetness gush from between her legs, looking down to sob in fright at the fresh, hot blood that pooled around her.
Their daughter's welcome reached Nick like a wave of warmth, but there was something else there, too, within that welcome, some excitement he couldn't quite grasp. It was Willow's scream, though, that really alarmed him. Whether he vaporized only to reappear at Willow's side or he simply moved so quickly that it only seemed that way was uncertain - Nick wasn't even sure how it worked himself - but as soon as he heard that scream of pain, he was there by her side in almost an instant. "Willow!" he exclaimed, just a little too late to catch her before she fell to her knees. He didn't need to look to know she was bleeding - blood was the one thing he knew better than anything else these days. Thankfully, he'd already fed, and this blood held no temptation for him. "Baby, what?s wrong?"
Every inch of his beloved wife was tense with pain and shock, the bulge of her pregnant belly distorting as the child within acted on an impulse grown from Willow's own impatience to have Nick home. "She ....she's coming, Nick," Willow gasped, gripping his sleeve with a white-knuckled hand. Another cry broke from her lips as she felt something tear inside her - as careful as their daughter was trying to be, she wanted out, and she wanted out now.
Nick not only sensed his wife's terror but felt it in the very marrow of his bones, almost as if it was his own. He knew it was too soon. He hadn't turned her yet, and he knew their daughter would tear her mother apart being born, even if she didn't mean to. "No, Willow!" he cried, a wave of panic flowing through him, as he took her by the arms as gently as he could and searched her face. "She can't. Not yet. It's too soon!"
"Baby, it hurts so much ..." Willow sagged against him, the pain too much even for tears as she forced herself to look into his eyes, trying to calm herself down. They didn't have much time before she bled out, even she knew that, and once there was no heartbeat in her, their daughter's time was limited. No wonder the baby was trying so hard to get herself out as quickly as she could. But there was that odd note of apology, of deep regret, in the feelings that radiated from the dhampir baby even as she forced her way southward. She really didn't want to hurt her mother if she could possibly help it.
"Willow, I have to-I have to turn you..." Nick told her as gently as he could, reluctantly, though he knew the grave necessity of it. "I don't want to, but...." He trailed off suddenly. The time for hesitation, for indecision was over. There was too much blood, far too much blood, and he knew if he didn't act quickly, he was going to lose her. "Just hang on, baby. It's gonna be okay," he promised as calmly as he could, though he was secretly terrified. Where the hell was Lauren and Tobias" He knew he shouldn't have left her alone. If anything happened to her, he'd have no one to blame but himself.
"Tobias!" he called, hoping the vampire heard him. "Get your *ss here right now! We need you!" He didn't wait to see if Tobias heard him, but pulled Willow into his arms. It wasn't her he needed to calm down so much as it was their daughter, or she was going to kill her mother just being born. He laid a hand against the child within his wife's womb and reached out with his mind the way he had so many times before, willing her to be calm, to be patient, for just a few minutes more.
There was panic in his daughter's mind as she fought not to thrash and flail, not to savage her way out of the womb that embraced her. She knew she had already done damage, could hear it in the way Willow's heartbeat was already slowing, guilt pouring from the infant's mind as she grasped hold of her father's reaching touch, mind to mind. Unaware that she had been reaching out to another all evening, too.
Even as Nick fought to stay calm, to calm his daughter, to comfort his frightened wife, the roar of a motorcycle made itself known outside, pulling up so fast that the back wheel bounced off the side of the house. There was only one person who would dare make an entrance like that - it wasn't Tobias, but perhaps this was a better bet. Without bothering to knock, Lauren burst into the house, following the scent of blood easily to locate the couple where they were crumpled on the kitchen floor. "Bloody hell," she breathed, quick to touch her fingers to Willow's throat, to be certain the woman still lived. Her unnaturally pale eyes rose to meet Nick's gaze. "There isn't much time, Nick."