Topic: Choosing the Path

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:08 EST
((Contains reference to adult situations.))

Moving into a new home could have been a stressful experience, but somehow it hadn't been so for Natalya Bristol. Despite being pregnant, and having to navigate the unfamiliar realm of making friends with the neighbors - who, at times, seemed to be living in the house with them - she was happier here, more relaxed, than she had been anywhere else in her lifetime, with one exception. And she had a pretty good feeling that it was entirely because of Rhys. He had her wrapped around his little finger, whether he knew it or not, never once questioning his feelings for her or his excited anticipation for their daughter's birth. He hadn't even complained when she had dragged him out to choose furniture for the nursery, which was actually being set up in the cozy nook that would ordinarily be a lounging place in their master bedroom.

One changing station and a heavy duty chest of drawers later, she was leaning against the arch that separated that nook from the main bedroom, watching as Rhys put the finishing touches to the construction of the crib they wouldn't be using until the baby was at least a month old anyway.

As for Rhys, all of this was like a dream come true - which was not too far from the truth, really. In all his life, he'd never been happier than he was right now, and he had Natalya to blame for it. He could hardly remember life before her; it was almost as if he'd died and been reborn, which was not really too far from the truth either. Long, long ago when he'd been a boy, an angel had appeared to him and told him that if he was strong, if he had faith, that all would one day be well.

There had been times when he'd doubted that message, when he'd almost lost hope, when he'd come dangerously close to defeat, but somehow he'd managed to overcome all the challenges that had been set before him and earn the reward of the life he was living now, and again, he knew his Natalya was in good part to thank for it. This was the life he'd always dreamed of - a wife who loved him and children born of that love, a home they could call their own surrounded by family and friends. What more could any man want than this" It was Heaven on Earth to a fallen angel who had only ever wished to love and be loved in return.

If anyone had told him he'd find himself putting together a crib in anticipation of his daughter's birth - a daughter from whose line would come the next Lady of Avalon - he would never have believed them. But there he was on a bright, sunny Sunday afternoon, doing what he did best, what made him most happy, and though he wasn't tinkering with a car engine or building a house, he felt useful and feeling useful made him happy.

"You know," his wife began in her gentle Russian accent, something she was learning not to hide now they were becoming domesticated, "I thought all American men did such manly construction work as this shirtless while drinking Coca Cola. Have I been deceived, or are you short-changing me?" Brown eyes twinkled teasingly as she rested her folded arms on the high bump at her waist - at 24 weeks, she still had a way to go, but there was no mistaking that she definitely was pregnant these days.

"And I thought all Russian women were named Natasha and had a deep voice and mustache," he teased back with a smirk on his unshaven face. "Besides, I know you. If I take my shirt off, I won't get any work done," he pointed out as he fitted another piece of wood together, the thing in front of him slowly starting to take shape. He had a half-drained beer on the floor at his side and was wearing a Metallica t-shirt and faded blue jeans. From the look of him, you'd never know they weren't hurting for money or that he was, in truth, the Champion of Avalon. He looked like any other ordinary New Yorker.

"Well, I do have a Natasha I could introduce you to," she conceded. "And after all this time in prison, I am fairly sure she will have a mustache by now. But wouldn't you rather have your Natalya licking every inch of your shirtless torso than have to play nice with her criminal sister?"

"You are teasing me, woman," he told her, trying to ignore the baser parts of his brain and body that were susceptible to her womanly wiles. It was no big secret that he'd never been able to resist her. She had seduced him practically from the first moment they'd met, but he had no regrets. She was, in all honesty, the best thing that had ever happened to him.

"Of course I am," she agreed, utterly shameless in her enjoyment of how easy it was to tease her husband, especially when he was in no position to follow through on any threats he might make about retaliation. "I am enjoying watching you be manly with a screwdriver, though I suppose I should be making you dinner instead. I just do not seem to be able to tear myself away, dusha moya."

He chuckled, assuming his good wife was still trying to tease him by making an analogy he couldn't help but gutter. "Would you rather I was screwing you instead?" he asked, unabashedly, that smirk still curling his lips. "It could be arranged, you know." And probably would have been in quick measure if she wasn't six months pregnant or so.

"Well, naturally I would be quite happy to spend all day every day being screwed by you, milaya, but you promised you would finish the nursery before you let me distract you again today," Nat laughed, careful not to consider how very careful he was about touching her these days. Overjoyed as Rhys was to have a baby bump he could smother with affection, it took more than a little determined seduction to get him to do more than kiss and lie back these days. Not that she minded too much - Rhys was fun to seduce.

"Right, so instead of letting me do what I've promised and get this finished, you thought you'd tease me and try to distract me from my work," he accused, though there was no anger in the accusation, only amusement. "How typically female of you, Natalya," he remarked with another smirk as he leaned back on his heels and tipped the beer back for a long swallow. He knew she enjoyed winding him up, and he had to admit, he enjoyed the attention.

"I feel it is only fair, since you managed somehow to undo my bra through my dress while we were in the store picking up this infernal contraption," she pointed out cheerfully, and quite suddenly stiffened, gasping in surprise. Her hand lowered to the smooth side of her bump, and a wide smile crossed her face. "Milaya, come here. Quickly!"

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:09 EST
"I don't know what you're talking about," he replied, trying to look as innocent as he could when he was most definitely as guilty as sin. His smile faded quickly at the sudden change in her, and for a moment, he looked concerned, worried even. "What is it?" he asked as he stood, a long stride taking him to her side quickly, relieved to find a smile on her face. He reached out to touch the bump that was their daughter growing inside her, unsure what it was exactly that had caused her to summon him.

Her grin only widened as he asked, reaching for his hand to press it into the side of her bump. They'd tried this a few times over the last few weeks to no avail, but she was sure that this time she'd felt it on the outside as well. "Can you feel her?" she asked him hopefully.

"I don't know. I'm not sure. What's it supposed to..." He broke off with a gasped, "Oh!" as he thought he did feel something, some sort of movement beneath his hand, like nothing he'd ever felt before. "What is that' Is that her?" he asked, eyes wide, clearly amazed by what he was feeling.

"Da!" As always, when presented with something that made her feel overtly happy, Nat lost control of her English and reverted to Russian, but at least this was a word Rhys knew and understood. "Finally," she added with a laugh, gently moving his hand as she followed the movement she could feel from the inside. "She seems to like it when you make me laugh."

"She's probably just like her mother," he said, leaning close to rest his head against her belly while his hand remained where it was, tracking the movement of their daughter while he could. "Ana," he whispered, quietly calling their daughter's name. Though she might not understand the words, he hoped she'd find his voice familiar and soothing. He'd made a habit of talking to her on a regular basis, greeting her in the morning and wishing her goodnight in the evening. It gave him great joy to do this, to know that their daughter was alive and well and waiting to be born and to be loved. "It's Dada. I'm here. Can you hear me?" he asked, hoping for a response of some kind, as silly as it might seem.

Whether it was in response to his voice or the press of his hand, that little movement was there against his palm once again. Nat couldn't keep the smile from her face, incredibly pleased that finally Rhys could partake in their daughter's presence in the womb with some discernible response to enjoy. Her hand gently skimmed against his cheek as he spoke to the baby girl gestating inside her, charmed as always by the sight of him communing with her bump.

"Did you feel that?" he asked, lifting his head momentarily to gaze up at Natalya with a wide grin on his face. "Of course, you did," he answered his own question with a small laugh. "She heard me, Nat!" he told her excitedly before pressing his cheek to her bump again. "I love you, Ana! We love you. Your mother and me. You're going to be so loved. We're getting your nursery ready. It's going to be amazing! We're so excited for you. We can hardly wait for you to be born!"

By this point, Nat had dissolved into quiet giggles, delighted that he was so pleased with something that would only get more pronounced over time. "She always hears you, milaya," she promised him. "Perhaps I should find that Doppler for you to play with again."

"I know she's in there, but sometimes it's hard to believe that it's real. That we're actually having a baby," he said, seemingly in no hurry to move from the spot, though he couldn't stay there forever. His hand gently caressed the swell of her abdomen, closing his eyes as if by doing so, he could somehow commune with the essence of their child growing inside her.

Ana had apparently decided that was enough exercise for now, her movements easing off as Rhys caressed the swell of his wife's pregnant belly tenderly. Nat was more than happy to stay there for however long he needed her to, deeply pleased with the development. Other mothers in their prenatal class had said their partners hadn't felt the baby until 26 weeks, but then, Nat was a small person. There was less of her for the movement to translate through.

As often happened when Rhys felt profound joy, he was moved to tears, though Nat couldn't know that as his face was turned away from her, his cheek pressed against her womb. Their daughter had not even been born yet, and he felt such a deep outpouring of love that it moved him to tears. Not for the first or last time, he could hardly believe how lucky he was, how his life had completely changed.

After a long moment, Nat decided to break the silence, her voice rich with quiet, loving amusement. "If I had known this was going to still everything about you, I might not have told you that it happened," she murmured teasingly, stroking her fingers over his hair. "Are you well, my Rhys?"

He hadn't realized how long he'd been kneeling there, pressed close to her side until her voice found him and pulled him back to the present. "Yeah," he replied, pulling away and drawing a hand across his face to wipe away the tell-tale tears. "I'm fine. More than fine, Nat." He lifted his face, smiling softly up at her. "I'm happy here with you."

Her fingers gently joined his, wiping the tears from his smiling face as she looked down at him. "I have been wanting to share that with you for a long time," she admitted softly. "I am glad you can feel her now, even if I did distract you from finishing her crib."

"There's plenty of time to finish her crib, Nat. This is more important," he said, turning his face away from her momentarily once again to press a gentle kiss against the swell of his wife's womb.

"I know," she whispered affectionately to him, aware as much of the kiss he pressed to the curve of her bump as of the little flicker of movement within in response. She glanced up at the sound of familiar laughter outside, looking through the window to grin at the sight of Bethany being hauled bodily out of the front seat of their car by her husband, Jason. Their neighbor looked as pregnant as Nat did, despite being a good twelve weeks behind the Bristol baby in development. "Do you think they are going to be able to cope with twins?"

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:10 EST
He followed Nat's gaze to the window to see their neighbors laughing like a couple of kids, as happy as they were. Marital bliss seemed to be catching. Rhys smiled at Nat's question. He'd become rather fond of their new friends, and even Adam and Gina seemed to approve. "If they can't, I'm afraid we're going to get stuck helping out," he said, though he knew they had as much of support system as he and Nat, if not more. "You know, it's been a while since we've been to Avalon. Aren't you curious how Zach and Rachel are getting on?" he asked, changing the subject a little.

She chuckled softly. "I am more than a little curious," she admitted. "And they have been there a good long time. Perhaps it is time they visited New York, to get a feel of the world outside Avalon. They cannot stay there forever, and I think your sister may be itching to show off some of what she has learned from the Handmaidens and her husband." It felt strange, referring to Zachariel as Rachel's husband, but it was something she would have to get used to. The broken angel needed all the help he could get when it came to integrating with their family.

"Hm," he replied thoughtfully, taking hold of her hand and drawing her toward the bed so she could get off her feet and relax for a while. "I don't really wanna think about what the Handmaidens might have taught her," he said as he leaned down to slide the heels from her feet, wondering what ever possessed her to wear them in the first place, though he wouldn't deny he found them sexy. "I've been thinking..." Uh, oh.

She laughed as he commented on the Handmaidens, knowing exactly where his mind had gone. The Lady's women did like to tease him. "They are not entirely focused upon sex," she assured her husband, leaning carefully on his shoulder as she lifted first one foot, then the other, losing height when she put them back down again. "And would you not rather have your sister here than in Avalon for the spring rites?" She flashed him a somewhat wicked grin - he hadn't been in Avalon himself for Beltane, but he could guess. "And what have you been thinking, milaya?"

"You could have fooled me," he muttered to himself, regarding the Handmaidens who seemed to enjoy teasing him, many of whom still giggled in his presence, despite his being married to their Priestess. He winced at the mention of Beltane, but more so at the idea of his sister partaking in the rites and rituals that more than likely went hand in hand with the event. "I'm surprised we haven't been summoned back to preside over the celebration. Or whatever," he said, uncertainly as he set her shoes aside and drew her down to the bed. "I'm also surprised Rachel isn't pregnant by now. Do you think we need to give them a sex manual?"

"I think the Lady may be keeping that in check," Nat reassured him gently as he guided her down to the bed with him. "They are barely more than children themselves. They need to find a purpose for themselves, and learn to function in this world before they can consider children. Besides," she added teasingly, "doesn't Ana have enough competition in the adorable stakes with next door outdoing us with two?"

"I doubt Ana will have to worry much about competition so long as we're around," he pointed out, knowing their daughter would never lack in love or affection or attention. "I've been thinking that maybe they should live with us awhile. Or nearby," he said, unsure what his wife might think of this. Having Rachel and Zach close by could prove a blessing or a curse. For now, they were safe in Avalon, but Rhys wasn't sure they wanted to stay there forever. It was their choice, however, and he'd abide by whatever they chose.

Nat lay back slowly, taking the opportunity to rest her feet and stretch out her back at the same time, raising her arms above her head as she considered this. "I think, perhaps, we should ask them to visit with us for a few days over Easter," she suggested quietly. "I have been practicing my cooking, I think I am ready to cook a big meal. We could invite Adam, Gina, and Joey over, with Rachel and Zachariel, and have a family meal."

Rhys settled himself on his side beside Nat, one hand moving slowly over her baby bump, a smile forming on his face at her suggestion. "I like that idea. You're a genius." He leaned over and pressed a kiss to her lips, warm and affectionate. Dinner might have to wait a while longer. "Do we deliver the invitation in person or should we send word?"

She smiled against his lips, warm and soft and only too happy to be distracted from anything more than simply being affectionate with her husband. "I think we should deliver it in person," she said thoughtfully through her smile. "After we call Adam and Gina. They are the ones with jobs we will need to work around."

"I'm sure they'll get some time off for Easter. Joey will be on break from school," he reminded her, more concerned about Rachel and Zach than about Adam and Gina. For the moment, however, his thought process was distracted by the closeness of his wife, his lips wandering away from hers to leave a trail of kisses against her neck.

Pleasantly surprised, Nat didn't offer anything in the way of protest as his lips began to wander, wondering if this was a result of Ana finally giving his hand a good thump or just her own natural charms. Either one was a good enough reason for Rhys to do a little seducing of his own this time around. Her fingers skimmed against his arm as she tilted her head, thick curls falling out of his way easily. "Mmm ....let's get take out tonight," she murmured, giving up on the idea of cooking dinner. This was always more fun, anyway.

He made no protest. Takeout was fine with him, and food was not the most important thing on his mind at the moment. He needed to take more care with her these days, seeing as she was carrying his child, but thus far their love life had not been too hindered by it. "Sounds like a plan," he said as his fingers drew her cardigan away from her shoulder.

Of course, with Rhys not putting up any protest about this, Nat felt the need to teased him a little further, even as she rolled her shoulder to ease the slide of the soft wool down her arm. Trailing her own lips to his ear, she murmured impishly, "There is a Russian deli that delivers borscht only a couple of blocks away."

"Mmhmm," he replied, his lips still busy trailing kisses against her neck, obviously distracted and not paying much attention to the remark about the deli. She knew how much he hated borscht - or so he claimed, since he had never really been brave enough to try it. "Why do you insist on wearing clothes that are so hard to get you out of?" he asked as he somehow managed to get the cardigan off her.

She laughed, both at his inattention to her words, and at his frustration with her clothing. "If you had your way, milaya, I would be barefoot and naked all day," she reminded him warmly, rolling onto her side to pin him in place as she took over with kisses and caresses of her own. "You enjoy the challenge."

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:11 EST
"Not all day," he admitted with a smirk. "Just when I wanted you to be." Which was a good part of the time, admittedly. He was never really not up to the challenge, and she was usually more than willing to comply with his wishes. "Maybe you shouldn't have seduced me on that airplane. I can never get enough of you," he said as he smiled up at her, all too happy to let her take the lead if she wanted it.

"Ah, you say that as though I might have had a choice in the matter," she laughed, shifting to straddle his thighs as she looked down at him from a newly lofty perch, enjoying the novelty that only really came when they were wrestling happily like this. "You are simply too wonderful to resist. I had to make sure you would remember me, even if we never met again." As she spoke, she inched her dress up to her hips, thanking whatever god of fashion had designed it that it stretched enough to come off easily.

"How could I ever forget you?" he asked, sliding his hands up against her thighs, in part to help inch her dress upwards and in part because he simply enjoyed touching her. The straddling of his hips was doing nothing to discourage his arousal, which was becoming more evident by the minute. "I don't mind if you want to take a ride," he said, smirking up at her.

She grinned, leaning down to nuzzle him affectionately, quite deliberately rocking her hips to encourage him a little more. "Let us see where we end up, shall we, milaya"" With a soft nip to his lips, she straightened once again to draw the soft grey dress up and over her head, dropping down onto her hands braced above his head on the sheets. "You are far too dressed for such a private moment in our own home."

"Then I guess I'll have to rectify that," he said with that same cheesy grin, though instead of tugging his shirt off, he reached around her to unhook her bra with deft fingers. It was a skill he'd mastered in his teens. He hadn't met a bra yet that he couldn't conquer.

And it was a skill he had a tendency to practice on his admittedly agreeing wife whenever he had the opportunity, regardless of how appropriate it might be at any given moment. Nat chuckled again as she felt the constricting fabric come loose at his touch, rolling her eyes in mock scolding. "I think you missed."

"Honey, I never miss," he said, waggling his brows at her playfully as he drew the lacy fabric away from her and tossed it carelessly aside, leaving her far more exposed than himself. He let his eyes roam over her, even as his hands did the same, thinking she was even more beautiful now that she was carrying his child than ever before.

With Rhys so determined to find her beautiful and tell her so without a hint of deception in eyes or voice, Nat had never had cause yet to doubt her looks as her body grew and shaped itself around the tiny girl growing beneath her heart. "I think you are spoiled, Mr. Bristol," she murmured to him, lips brushing lips as she slowly toppled onto her side, bringing him with her. "I want to be indulged with your skin as well, you know."

"I think I deserve to be spoiled," he countered, rolling to his side as she pulled him along with her. He tugged his t-shirt over his head and tossed it aside as carelessly as he had her bra before letting his lips roam over the peaks and valleys of her body, leaving very little unattended.

And where he touched, he was touched. Over the two years they had known one another, they had learned almost everything there was to learn, from the very first day of their acquaintance, and yet there were always some surprises lurking, waiting to be discovered. Variety was their spice, and familiarity gave it free reign between a loving couple who seemed to have been made for one another. By the time they were truly done with one another, twilight had begun, putting paid to any thought of getting the crib finished today. Nat lounged with Rhys in the crumpled sheets, sated and giggling at some ridiculous comment that had passed between them as they fell together to the bed for the last time. Her fingers toyed with his, watching the setting sun catch on his ring and hers. "So that is a no to the borscht then, da""

Rhys linked his fingers with hers, one arm wrapped around her shoulders as he held her close, basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking, so to speak. He chuckled a little at her question, which she already knew the answer to. "Da, that's a no. But if you want to order me a sandwich, I'm okay with that." He looked in no real hurry to get out of bed, though he knew they could not live on love alone. "You ever think about what heaven's like?" he asked, out of the blue.

"Oh, so dinner is still my responsibility, is it?" she laughed, twisting her head to look up at him through her wide grin, content to bask there with him for a while longer, though she was going to need feeding soon. His question made her smile soften as she rested her cheek against his shoulder. "I do not need to," she said quietly. "I already live in heaven."

"I've been to heaven, I guess," he said, frowning thoughtfully as he contemplated that a moment. "But I don't really remember it," he continued, turning his head to look at her, a serious look on his face. "I used to wonder what heaven is like. There was even a time when I..." He hesitated a moment before continuing. "When I thought I was ready for for heaven, but then I met you. Every day I'm with you, I'm in heaven, Nat. Nothing heaven offers could be as good as this. I mean it."

"No one can agree on what heaven is," she mused quietly. "Some say it is being with those you love whom you have lost; others believe it is a land where all your dreams and wishes come true for you. Others still say it is a place where you relive the best moments of your mortal life for all eternity. But you are right. For me, you are heaven, and the life we are making together. Our family, our friends, but most of all, our love ....that is heaven to me."

"I never thought this would ever happen. A wife, children, a home. Not to me. It's almost too good to be true, and everyday I wake up and see you beside me, I thank whatever God is watching over us both. I can't think of anything that would make me happier than spending the rest of my life with you. I love you, Nat. I know they're just words, but I don't know how else to tell you how I feel. You're my heaven, too, and I never want this to end."

She twisted, moving to lean over him, propped up on her elbow to look into his eyes. "They are not just words," she told him, her voice fierce despite its gentle tone. "Not to me. I have tasted what it would be to lose you, Rhys, and I will not suffer it again. When you go, so will I, and that will not be for many years yet to come. We have three children to raise, and a promise to keep to the Lady. I do not intend for you to leave this life before you hold your first great-grandchild in your arms and know that promise is assured."

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:12 EST
He smiled, more so at the determination in her voice than at her promise. Neither could know what the future would bring, though they'd both been given the gift of a peek at a possible future, and Rhys knew that so long as they were under the Lady's protection, they could expect a long, full life together. Of course, there were other forces at work they knew nothing about and couldn't predict, but when the time came, they would face them together. "What if it turns out to be four?" he asked, with a small smile on his face. Three children had been foreseen, but who was to say that was final" It wasn't that he was greedy so much as that he just loved the idea of being part of a big family and being surrounded by those he loved and who loved him in return.

She laughed softly, poking at his chest. Of everything she had said, and he only took that away from it - Rhys had definitely had a good afternoon. "I would not care if it were only one, or a dozen," she assured him. "But three will do, for now." A smirk touched her face as she thought back on the vision she had been shown at Christmas. "If you are expecting lots of children, I would keep an eye upon Adam and Gina in the coming years. That little brownstone will not hold them all."

He laughed as she poked his chest. He'd heard every word she'd said, but preferred to focus on the here and now, rather than what might come after. "For now," he agreed with a grin, arching a brow when she mentioned Adam and Gina. She had told him a little of the vision she'd been given at Christmas, but not in great detail. "Should we put a down payment on a house for them now or wait until later?"

"Oh, I think we should wait until they are bursting at the seams and surprise them," Nat chuckled wickedly. "Perhaps we should recruit Joey to keep it a secret when he starts collecting brothers and sisters."

"How many?" Rhys asked curiously, as he let go of her hand so that he could lay a hand against her belly, hoping to feel some movement. He had no qualms about buying their best friends a house. It was the least they could do, after all. Without Adam's help, it was likely they might both have been dead by now.

She smiled, settling once again as within her belly the baby pushed back against the weight of her father's hand. "I remember at least four of them, and Joey all grown up," she chuckled softly. "Perhaps one of them was his girlfriend, I do not know. But they were happy, and they all called you Uncle Rhys."

"Four?" Rhys echoed, obviously surprised. "We're going to have three and they're going to have five?" He furrowed his brows, as he let that sink in. "Four besides Joey?" he asked, curiously. If she was right, they were going to have some serious competition.

She nodded, giggling at his expression. "I do not think Gina will be pregnant four times, though," she told him warmly. "I think, perhaps, they will open their home to children who need it."

"Oh," he said, brows furrowing deeper. At first, he'd thought she meant Gina might have twins, but it seemed she was referring to either foster children or adoption. "That's....admirable of them," he said, wondering if it was selfish of him to want children that were of their own flesh and blood.

"I think there is a story there," Nat mused softly. "But perhaps it has not happened yet. Perhaps it happened years ago. Whatever the motivation, their family will grow, and grow big. And in a few years, you will have a nephew of your own blood, as well."

That last part got his attention, drawing his thoughts away from that of Adam and Gina and their future houseful of little urchins to that of his sister and her fallen angel. "Rachel and Zach?" he asked, already knowing the answer to that question. Nat was right - the pair was very much like children right now, but if she was right, then in a few years, things would change. "Were they living in New York or Avalon?" he asked, knowing it was dangerous to know too much about the future, but unable to resist asking.

"I do not know," she shrugged lightly, not putting too much emphasis on the visions they had been shown, but understanding his curiosity concerning the visit at Christmas that had healed wounds neither of them had known she was still carrying. "They were visiting us, here, with two boys. And Rachel was round with a third."

"Wait, I thought you said....a third?" he echoed, eyes widening in renewed surprise before he broke into joyful laughter, though these events had not happened yet and would not happen for a few years to come. "I'll be damned. Well, it's good to know they eventually figure out what to do with each other!"

She laughed again, having had little doubt that Zach was only waiting for the appropriate time before showing Rachel what he had learned from his millenia of watching over her in various lives. "You have too little faith in your sister's determination to live the way she should have been for the past years," she informed her husband fondly. A thought flickered through her mind, gentling her smile. "But I do not think they will come to New York to live, in the end. I think they are suited to Avalon, in a way that we are not."

A small frown crinkled the space between Rhys' brows as he considered that. He'd always assumed his sister and her angel would eventually settle in New York, somewhere close to him and Nat, but the more he thought about it, the more he had to admit that Nat was probably right. The pair had been through enough; New York was really no place for them. They were too innocent, too naive. Why should they move to the crowded, bustling city when they could live a peaceful, contented life in Avalon' There was so much time to be made up between him and his sister, and yet, it was more important to Rhys that Rachel be happy. "You're right," he said at last. But then, when wasn't Natalya right' "They don't belong here." He didn't say it with sadness or regret or grief, though he knew he'd miss his sister; it was said with conviction and certainty. It was more important to him that she be safe and happy.

"But that does not mean that they cannot visit us, or that we cannot visit them," his wife pointed out gently. "We have nothing but time at this moment, and I do not believe the Lady will give us work until Ana is safely born and has lived a while in the light with us. We could go to Avalon for a month or more; you could spend time with your sister. There is nothing to say that keeping them in Avalon would be to sacrifice anything between you, milaya."

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:12 EST
"She belongs to Zach now," Rhys said, knowing his sister belonged to her husband the same way that he belonged to Natalya. It didn't mean he didn't love her or she didn't love him, but she had someone to share her life with now who meant the world to her - somehow who had been willing to sacrifice his own angelic immortality for her, just as Rhys had for Natalya - and Rhys was happy for her, even if he did miss the sister he'd never known. "We should visit again soon," he said, feeling torn between his home in New York and his home in Avalon. "I need to do something about Dylan's place," he added, a topic of discussion he hadn't really brought up before.

"They are still our family," she told him. "We can go tomorrow, and bring them back with us for Sunday to share a meal with our whole family. And after that' Perhaps we can go back to Avalon with them for a while." As he changed the subject to the matter of Dylan's house, she frowned faintly. It was somewhere she'd never visited, but in one vision shown briefly a few months before. "Do you know what it is you wish to do with it?"

He made no further comment regarding Avalon, as that seemed to have been easily decided. They could come and go as they pleased for now, and talking about Avalon made him miss the place a little, just as he'd miss New York if they were in Avalon too long. Instead, the conversation seemed to shift to Dylan's house in Pennsylvania. It was a short drive from the city, and yet he hadn't been there in a few years. Not since he'd arrived home from Rhy'Din through the portal. "No," he replied after a moment, feeling suddenly restless, as he always did when faced with an unpleasant memory or decision. "That's the problem."

"Then the first thing you must decide is if you wish to keep it," Nat said, her voice quiet but holding a note of experience. She had been faced with the problem of her mother's holdings as soon as she was old enough to have property of her own - most she had sold on, but one had given her a great deal of heartache to part with.

"I don't know. I haven't been there since....I was there just before I met you," he said. Somehow she had managed to put her mother's memory to rest and moved on. It was something he'd been procrastinating about for years. "There are a lot of memories there."

"Then what you need is to decide if the good outweighs the bad," she said thoughtfully, stroking her fingertips against his chest as she looked down at him. "If there is more to recall that is good about the place, then perhaps keeping it is your better choice. But before you can do anything about it, you still have to decide if you will keep it or sell it on."

"The good memories?" he asked. That might take some thought. There were both good and bad memories tied up with the house he'd grown up in with his foster father, but he wasn't sure he wanted to think about them now. "I'm not sure what I'd do with it," he admitted, knowing he had to go back there sometime, if only to face those memories and decide what to do with the place that had fallen into his keeping.

She held his gaze for a long moment, remembering a conversation not so very different from this one a few months ago. "Then we should go there," she told him. "Together. If only to lay some of those memories to rest."

"I'm not sure I want to, Nat," he admitted, frowning deeply, obviously distraught by the thought of facing those memories, for some reason. He knew it was something he had to do someday, but couldn't that someday be later rather than sooner" "We should order some dinner before it gets too late," he said, changing the subject.

One thing he had learned, however, was that his wife was not the sort of person who could be put off like that. She ignored the subject change entirely. "I do not care if you do not want to, dusha moya," she informed him pointedly. "I will give you a choice. We go, you and I, soon. Or we go in a year, with our daughter. But you will not avoid this. You did not let me run from my memories in St Petersburg. I will not let you run from yours here."

He was silent for a long moment, as if he was lost in thought, his mind going back years to revisit memories both good and bad. "He had a son once, you know. Dylan did. He was killed by demons, I think. I don't know. He didn't like to talk about it much."

She frowned faintly, wondering where he was going with this line of conversation, having nothing she could say in response. She simply lay with him, offering him her silence, either to fill with words or to join with his own.

"I don't know if that's why he took me in or not. Adam thinks it is. He didn't have to do it, but he raised me like his own. We were both orphans, I guess. We both lost our families. He didn't have anybody either really." Except for David and Adam and....There was one other, but Rhys didn't want to think about that now. As far as family went, they'd both been as alone in the world as two people could be. "He told them he was my uncle. That's how he got me out of the orphanage. I don't really know how he did it, but he did."

"It is amazing what we can do, if we are determined enough," Nat murmured softly. But still she let him talk, if he wished, knowing the the first step toward reconciling with memories was to relive them somewhere safe, with someone who loved you.

"I had no idea who he was or why he wanted to get me out of there, but there was something about him that made me trust him. Eventually, anyway." He sighed, unsure if he wanted to say much more about Dylan. It was more than he'd said about his foster father in years to anyone.

"I wish I could have met him," Natalya said finally, quietly heartfelt in those moments. "To meet the man who was the first to save you would have been an honor. But perhaps going to his home, carrying your child, wearing your ring, would be enough. If his spirit lingers, he will know you are well and safe and loved."

"His spirit?" Rhys echoed, arching his brows as he glanced her way again. "He was killed by vampires. Drained and left for dead." At least, they hadn't turned him. That would have been far worse. Rhys wasn't sure what he'd have done then. He was devastated by his death, but if he'd had to kill him, it might have destroyed him. "I doubt he's lingering over me. He's with his family now. That's how it should be."

Natalya Bristol

Date: 2014-04-16 16:13 EST
She sighed softly. "Rhys, I will not let you make excuses to avoid this," she told him firmly. "You can rant and rave, or you can never speak to me again, but you will go back there. You owe it to yourself to face the past. The way I did."

"It's not gonna change anything, Nat. It's not gonna bring him back." She knew that as well as he did, but it was just another excuse to avoid the inevitable. "I'm happy here with you. I don't know if I can face it again." But at the same time, he wasn't sure if he could sell the house without going back there again either. He felt torn between the need to put the past behind him and the fear of facing it.

"Yes, you can." She wasn't going to let him talk himself out of this, sitting up to look down at him with the determined solemnity he had not once yet managed to argue successfully against. "Because you need to. And you know that he is at peace, that he will never again be a part of this world. If I can face my childhood, knowing that what is left of my father could still be out there, waiting to hurt me again ....then you can do this."

But that opened another can of worms, and Rhys wished they could just go back to talking about the baby again. "He's not gonna hurt you again. I'm not gonna let that happen," he said with determined vehemence as he he sat up beside her and gently touched her face, his own grief and guilt over Dylan turning to anger over what her father did to her and a deep need to protect and care for her.

But again, she spotted that for what it was, shaking her head as she caught his hand in her own. "Stop changing the subject," she told him, a flicker in her eyes suggesting that she was going to lose patience with his cowardice here if he didn't set it aside. "I want an answer from you, Rhys. When will we go to Pennsylvania?"

He was tempted to give her the easy answer. He could put it off for another year, if he wanted, and maybe another year after that, until she forgot about it and let him be, but what would that solve" The house would still be there, empty and abandoned and forgotten. He owed Dylan more than that. He owed it to the memory of Dylan to face the past and put it to rest at long last. "After Easter," he told her after a long moment, surprised to hear himself say it. "We'll go after Easter. Now can we get something to eat?"

She smiled, knowing how hard the decision was to make, but once made, how infinitely harder the execution of that decision might be. Leaning close, she kissed him tenderly. "Yes, we can get something to eat," she assured him. "And call Adam and Gina to arrange Sunday."

He returned her kiss, relieved she was no longer angry with him, if she ever was. He knew he'd been testing her patience, but he also knew how hard it was going to be to actually go through it. "Sometimes I think you actually enjoy busting my balls," he told her, though there was no anger in his voice. He knew she was only forcing him to do what needed to be done for his own sake.

Her smirk brushed his lips once again. "I enjoy doing a lot of things to your balls," she murmured teasingly, moving to rise from the bed, snapping her fingers at him. "Up, up. Phone Adam, I will find the takeout menus."

"You might want to get dressed first," he reminded her with a smirk once she was finished kissing his lips. He got up after her and patted her bare rear fondly before snagging his shorts from the floor and tugging them on.

She stuck her tongue out at him, foregoing her usual impeccable taste in clothing to put his t-shirt on, something very unusual for Rhys' perfectly put together wife. Between his shirt, loose enough to define but not hug the roundness at her belly, and her own panties, she was about as dressed down as he had ever seen her, wild curls tumbling around her shoulders as she wandered toward the door. "I will be barefoot in the kitchen, when you are done," she teased sweetly, slipping from the bedroom with a low laugh.

Dressed to the nines or clad simply in his t-shirt and her panties, he thought she was as gorgeous as ever, maybe even more so for the roundness of her belly beneath his shirt. She was carrying his child - their daughter - and the mere thought of it did strange things to his insides. "Barefoot and pregnant," he reminded her with a smirk, but maybe that was the point of her teasing. Despite all the hardships they'd been through and challenges they had yet to face, he wouldn't change a thing. This love they shared was what life was all about; it was what made life worth living.

((One trip to Avalon, coming up! As always maximungus thanks to Rhys' player!))