One might wonder what a vampire does with his free time. Each one was different, of course. Tobias liked to spend time in the attic working on his little experiments. For Nick, it was different. In the first few weeks after he'd first been turned, he'd often thought all the idle time would drive him mad. As a vampire, he didn't need much rest, and he could only watch Willow sleeping for so long before he got restless. He'd taken to pacing the floor, but that hadn't lasted long either. After a while, Tobias had sensed the fledgling vampire's restlessness and offered him the use of his library, where Nick had found he could lose himself for hours searching the elder vampire's extensive collection.
It had become Nick's refuge, where he hid himself away whenever he and Willow were apart. He found he could not only read faster but absorb information more quickly and easily now that he was a vampire - an unexpected advantage. Today, the object of his research was dhampirs, for obvious reasons. He wasn't sure how much of what he read was accurate and how much was myth, but it made for interesting reading, and it passed the time.
And at around two that afternoon, the only thing that could pull Nick out of his research happened. Willow woke up, rolled over, and bolted for the bathroom, bare feet thumping past the library door in the rush to get to a toilet before she threw up on Tobias' expensive furnishings.
Nick looked up from his reading at the sound of the pitter patter of Willow's bare feet on the floor in a rush to get to the bathroom. They had not yet tested Tobias' theory that drinking some of Nick's vampiric blood would help alleviate Willow's nausea, and though Nick would prefer it wasn't necessary, he wasn't entirely opposed to the idea. He'd found very little on the subject in the library, which had only annoyed him further. What use was a library that didn't hold the information you were looking for" Nick stuck a slip of paper in the book to hold his page, and snapped it closed. "Willow?" he called, perking an ear in her direction.
Sadly, all he got for his trouble was the sound of retching, and not dry retching, either. Evidently the cracker by the side of the bed theory wasn't working out in their case. Thankfully, however, it didn't last long, followed by the sound of the flush, and then the sound of his lovely wife hacking up and washing her mouth out as thoroughly as she could. One thing could be said for Willow - she didn't much care if Tobias heard this part of the morning routine.
Nick winced upon hearing his wife retch, not envying her at all. Fortunately, the only time he felt ill anymore was when he was in need of blood, but with Tobias' help, he was slowly getting the hang of that. He didn't enjoy it as much as he used to enjoy a good steak, but it was what kept him alive these days. Nick set the book down on the table and went in search of his wife, worried and concerned not only about her, but also the baby she was carrying inside her. "Willow?" he called again, as he rapped his knuckles on the bathroom door. "You okay?"
"Oh, yeah, I'm just peachy," she called back, more than a little sarcastically, but for once, she had good reason to be so. It didn't last - when she opened the door, she was already looking pretty close to tears for snapping at him, pushing into his arms with a very quiet sob. "I'm sorry. I just hate this."
The sarcasm surprised him a little, as it was rare coming from her, but he thought she had good reason to feel that way. After all, he hadn't exactly been chock full of good humor lately either, and she deserved to be cranky now and then, considering the circumstances. He wondered if pregnant women were always this ill and this moody, or if carrying a dhampir baby made things worse. Whatever the reason, there was something he could do to help her; he just had to suck up his pride in order to do it. Finding her suddenly pushing herself against his chest, he wrapped his arms around her, sensing she was close to tears, and rubbed his hand against her back to try to offer some comfort. "This is silly, Will. If Tobias and Lauren both said drinking a little of my blood will help with the sickness, I think it's time we try."
She sniffed, lifting her head to look up at him. Thankfully, no tears had fallen yet, but it was a close run thing. "Are you sure?" she asked him, uncertain and, frankly, still a little green around the gills. "I don't want you to have to do something you're not comfortable with, Nick. We can handle it without, if we have to."
He frowned down at her, leaning close to rest his forehead against hers, seeing the tears in her eyes, though they'd not yet wet her cheeks. "Sweetheart, you heard what Toby and Lauren said. There's no reason you have to suffer with this, and it will be better in the long run for our daughter and for you." He was talking about the birth, which was still a long way off, but not something to be taken lightly. If there was a way to connect with their daughter and ensure the birth went smoothly, it was worth losing a little blood over.
She smiled just a little, drawing her fingers against his cheek. "That's not an answer, baby," she pointed out in a gentle voice. "I need to know that you are okay with it, not that the advice came from two different people and it's a good idea. For the record" I don't have a problem with it. I've drunk your blood once before, and if I'm honest ....I enjoyed it. I felt closer to you afterward. But there's no point in doing it if it's going to disturb you. I'll take my chances, rather than make your life difficult."
He sighed, unsure how he could explain to her how he felt about this. It was true she'd tasted his blood before, but it hadn't been given lightly, any more than it would be now. It wasn't something they'd done on a whim or just to see what it might be like. It had been done - as it would be now - because it was necessary. "It's not that, Will," he started. It wasn't that it disturbed him exactly; it was just that he wanted her to remain human as long as possible. Her humanity had become precious to him, now that he was a vampire, though it was only a matter of time before she became like him. It surprised him to find out that she had enjoyed it; his main worry was that she'd find it disgusting.
It was worrying when he seemed to find it hard to find the words to express how he was feeling about something. Willow frowned for a moment, stroking her hands against his arms. "Then maybe we shouldn't be having this conversation in the bathroom doorway."
It had become Nick's refuge, where he hid himself away whenever he and Willow were apart. He found he could not only read faster but absorb information more quickly and easily now that he was a vampire - an unexpected advantage. Today, the object of his research was dhampirs, for obvious reasons. He wasn't sure how much of what he read was accurate and how much was myth, but it made for interesting reading, and it passed the time.
And at around two that afternoon, the only thing that could pull Nick out of his research happened. Willow woke up, rolled over, and bolted for the bathroom, bare feet thumping past the library door in the rush to get to a toilet before she threw up on Tobias' expensive furnishings.
Nick looked up from his reading at the sound of the pitter patter of Willow's bare feet on the floor in a rush to get to the bathroom. They had not yet tested Tobias' theory that drinking some of Nick's vampiric blood would help alleviate Willow's nausea, and though Nick would prefer it wasn't necessary, he wasn't entirely opposed to the idea. He'd found very little on the subject in the library, which had only annoyed him further. What use was a library that didn't hold the information you were looking for" Nick stuck a slip of paper in the book to hold his page, and snapped it closed. "Willow?" he called, perking an ear in her direction.
Sadly, all he got for his trouble was the sound of retching, and not dry retching, either. Evidently the cracker by the side of the bed theory wasn't working out in their case. Thankfully, however, it didn't last long, followed by the sound of the flush, and then the sound of his lovely wife hacking up and washing her mouth out as thoroughly as she could. One thing could be said for Willow - she didn't much care if Tobias heard this part of the morning routine.
Nick winced upon hearing his wife retch, not envying her at all. Fortunately, the only time he felt ill anymore was when he was in need of blood, but with Tobias' help, he was slowly getting the hang of that. He didn't enjoy it as much as he used to enjoy a good steak, but it was what kept him alive these days. Nick set the book down on the table and went in search of his wife, worried and concerned not only about her, but also the baby she was carrying inside her. "Willow?" he called again, as he rapped his knuckles on the bathroom door. "You okay?"
"Oh, yeah, I'm just peachy," she called back, more than a little sarcastically, but for once, she had good reason to be so. It didn't last - when she opened the door, she was already looking pretty close to tears for snapping at him, pushing into his arms with a very quiet sob. "I'm sorry. I just hate this."
The sarcasm surprised him a little, as it was rare coming from her, but he thought she had good reason to feel that way. After all, he hadn't exactly been chock full of good humor lately either, and she deserved to be cranky now and then, considering the circumstances. He wondered if pregnant women were always this ill and this moody, or if carrying a dhampir baby made things worse. Whatever the reason, there was something he could do to help her; he just had to suck up his pride in order to do it. Finding her suddenly pushing herself against his chest, he wrapped his arms around her, sensing she was close to tears, and rubbed his hand against her back to try to offer some comfort. "This is silly, Will. If Tobias and Lauren both said drinking a little of my blood will help with the sickness, I think it's time we try."
She sniffed, lifting her head to look up at him. Thankfully, no tears had fallen yet, but it was a close run thing. "Are you sure?" she asked him, uncertain and, frankly, still a little green around the gills. "I don't want you to have to do something you're not comfortable with, Nick. We can handle it without, if we have to."
He frowned down at her, leaning close to rest his forehead against hers, seeing the tears in her eyes, though they'd not yet wet her cheeks. "Sweetheart, you heard what Toby and Lauren said. There's no reason you have to suffer with this, and it will be better in the long run for our daughter and for you." He was talking about the birth, which was still a long way off, but not something to be taken lightly. If there was a way to connect with their daughter and ensure the birth went smoothly, it was worth losing a little blood over.
She smiled just a little, drawing her fingers against his cheek. "That's not an answer, baby," she pointed out in a gentle voice. "I need to know that you are okay with it, not that the advice came from two different people and it's a good idea. For the record" I don't have a problem with it. I've drunk your blood once before, and if I'm honest ....I enjoyed it. I felt closer to you afterward. But there's no point in doing it if it's going to disturb you. I'll take my chances, rather than make your life difficult."
He sighed, unsure how he could explain to her how he felt about this. It was true she'd tasted his blood before, but it hadn't been given lightly, any more than it would be now. It wasn't something they'd done on a whim or just to see what it might be like. It had been done - as it would be now - because it was necessary. "It's not that, Will," he started. It wasn't that it disturbed him exactly; it was just that he wanted her to remain human as long as possible. Her humanity had become precious to him, now that he was a vampire, though it was only a matter of time before she became like him. It surprised him to find out that she had enjoyed it; his main worry was that she'd find it disgusting.
It was worrying when he seemed to find it hard to find the words to express how he was feeling about something. Willow frowned for a moment, stroking her hands against his arms. "Then maybe we shouldn't be having this conversation in the bathroom doorway."