'Twas the night before Christmas ....The evening had been wonderful, a quiet celebration of the day to come as Rhys and Nat shared their gifts with Gina and Adam, each of them agreeing without words to make Christmas Day all about Joey and his presents. Yet as midnight approached, they'd slipped away from one another, separating to enter their own rooms, their own beds, curling up close with the one they loved to let Christmas come in its own time.
Nat slept, hugging close to Rhys' back in the quiet darkness, her dreams touched with that strange sense of isolation she had been struggling with all day. Yet as midnight came and went, something disturbed her from her sleep. She blinked her eyes open, frowning into the darkness as she rolled onto her back, ears straining for any sense of what had woken her. And there it was ....the gentle melody of the music box Rhys had given her, playing itself through. It sounded closer than downstairs, though, her gaze drawn to the closed door to find a soft golden light playing under it from the hallway outside.
She half-smiled, her thoughts turning immediately to the child in the house, and moved to slip from the bed without disturbing her Rhys, intending to find Joey and chase him back to bed before his parents caught him out and about after midnight. Stepping into her slippers, she drew her robe about herself, moving quietly to the door to slip through, following the sound of the beautiful music box, a melody that she remembered with love from her childhood.
Strangely, the first thing she noticed was that there were no lights on in the house, though that strange golden glow was emanating from somewhere downstairs. Perhaps someone had left the tree lights on or there were car lights streaming in through a window. The sound of the music seemed to be coming from downstairs, as well, drawing her closer as though it were some sort of enchantment.
Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, Nat ventured to the stairs, pausing to glance through the open door of Joey's bedroom. There the boy was, fast asleep, his stocking at the end of the bed ready to greet him when he woke on Christmas morning. So who had opened the music box, she wondered. Part of her thought to wake Rhys, but the stronger part called her to investigate alone, that self-sufficient spirit too stubborn to back down from a mystery. She knew she was safe here. Slow steps brought her down the stairs as she tied her robe about her waist, pausing in the hall to look around. The light seemed to be coming from the main room, where the music still played. Drawn on, she peered through the door, silent and curious.
It didn't seem like the light was coming from the tree, or the street, or any other obvious or logical source, but was warm and welcoming as summer sunshine as it cast a golden glow across the entire room. In that midst of that golden light stood a figure, which at first someone might take for an angel, though there were no wings to identify it as such. The figure was at first merely a dark silhouette against that shining light, but then, it slowly seemed to take shape, tall and slim and familiar somehow.
That familiar someone almost took Natalya's breath away. She felt the shock of recognition like a punch to her heart, stopping in her tracks as tears rolled, unbidden, down her cheeks. The last time she had seen that face, it had been bloodied, grimacing in a death mask that screamed with anguished pain. And yet ....there he was. Her breath shuddered as she wrapped her arms tight about herself in the golden glow that surrounded her. "Micah?"
The figure turned at the sound of the voice revealing a tall man with brown hair and brown eyes, not young, but neither old. He wore a warm smile on his familiar face at the sight of his sister. "Solnyshko," he greeted her in their native Russian, a familiar term of endearment he had called her when he'd been alive. Sunshine. "It has been a long time, yes?" he continued in their native tongue, so familiar to her ears. "I trust you are well."
Natalya stared at her brother, shocked, in awe of his presence, crying without quite knowing why. It had been so long since she had heard him call her that, drawing in a deep breath to try and steady herself. "Too long," she agreed with him, their natural Russian coming easily to her tongue. "I-I am well. I am wed, and with child." She almost laughed, having never thought she would ever be in a position to say such a thing about herself. But that hint toward laughter died as she looked up at her beloved Micah. "I am so sorry I could not save you, Mischenka. It was all my fault."
He smiled at her warmly, fondly, in that brotherly way that he always had, ever loving, ever understanding, ever protective and supportive, like her father never was. "Da, I know. It is in part why I am here." The smile faded a little when she mentioned his death. He remembered it, but like a faded dream, a nightmare that could no longer hurt him. He had gone to a better place, where her father's ghost could not follow. He lifted a hand as if to silence her without words. "What is done is done, sestrenka. Do not grieve for me. I am at peace."
"I will never stop grieving," she told him softly, knowing her own heart that well. "But I am glad that you are at peace." There was silence for a long moment as she gazed at her big brother, the one ray of sunshine in her childhood, missing him with an ache she knew she would never be truly free of. "I wish you could meet Rhys. You would like him, I think. But ....why are you here?"
"I have been permitted to see....some things," he told her, moving over to where she had left the little music box that played the beloved tune. "Death is not the end, Natalya. It is only a beginning. You should take comfort in that." He opened the lid of the box, allowing the two figures to twirl in place, causing the whimsical melody to play again. "I am here for you, Natalya. It is Christmas, and there is magic in the air."
Drawn to him, Nat found herself at her brother's side, looking down at the dancing figures in the music box with a gentle tug at her heart. ....Hear this song and remember ... Brown eyes rose to Micah's face, questioning, yet unafraid. "What are you here to show me, Mischenka""
He watched the figures twirl in their animated, mechanical dance until the music box ran down. The music died away, and the two figures - father and daughter - came to a stop. "I am here to give you a very special gift, to show you things you could never see on your own. You feel alone here, yes?" he asked, as he turned his face toward her again, now that the music had finished. "And yet, you tell me you are wed and with child. How can you feel alone in this, solnyshko?" It seemed he answered her question with a question, as if he wanted her to probe her own heart deeper to find the reasons for her discomfort.
Nat slept, hugging close to Rhys' back in the quiet darkness, her dreams touched with that strange sense of isolation she had been struggling with all day. Yet as midnight came and went, something disturbed her from her sleep. She blinked her eyes open, frowning into the darkness as she rolled onto her back, ears straining for any sense of what had woken her. And there it was ....the gentle melody of the music box Rhys had given her, playing itself through. It sounded closer than downstairs, though, her gaze drawn to the closed door to find a soft golden light playing under it from the hallway outside.
She half-smiled, her thoughts turning immediately to the child in the house, and moved to slip from the bed without disturbing her Rhys, intending to find Joey and chase him back to bed before his parents caught him out and about after midnight. Stepping into her slippers, she drew her robe about herself, moving quietly to the door to slip through, following the sound of the beautiful music box, a melody that she remembered with love from her childhood.
Strangely, the first thing she noticed was that there were no lights on in the house, though that strange golden glow was emanating from somewhere downstairs. Perhaps someone had left the tree lights on or there were car lights streaming in through a window. The sound of the music seemed to be coming from downstairs, as well, drawing her closer as though it were some sort of enchantment.
Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, Nat ventured to the stairs, pausing to glance through the open door of Joey's bedroom. There the boy was, fast asleep, his stocking at the end of the bed ready to greet him when he woke on Christmas morning. So who had opened the music box, she wondered. Part of her thought to wake Rhys, but the stronger part called her to investigate alone, that self-sufficient spirit too stubborn to back down from a mystery. She knew she was safe here. Slow steps brought her down the stairs as she tied her robe about her waist, pausing in the hall to look around. The light seemed to be coming from the main room, where the music still played. Drawn on, she peered through the door, silent and curious.
It didn't seem like the light was coming from the tree, or the street, or any other obvious or logical source, but was warm and welcoming as summer sunshine as it cast a golden glow across the entire room. In that midst of that golden light stood a figure, which at first someone might take for an angel, though there were no wings to identify it as such. The figure was at first merely a dark silhouette against that shining light, but then, it slowly seemed to take shape, tall and slim and familiar somehow.
That familiar someone almost took Natalya's breath away. She felt the shock of recognition like a punch to her heart, stopping in her tracks as tears rolled, unbidden, down her cheeks. The last time she had seen that face, it had been bloodied, grimacing in a death mask that screamed with anguished pain. And yet ....there he was. Her breath shuddered as she wrapped her arms tight about herself in the golden glow that surrounded her. "Micah?"
The figure turned at the sound of the voice revealing a tall man with brown hair and brown eyes, not young, but neither old. He wore a warm smile on his familiar face at the sight of his sister. "Solnyshko," he greeted her in their native Russian, a familiar term of endearment he had called her when he'd been alive. Sunshine. "It has been a long time, yes?" he continued in their native tongue, so familiar to her ears. "I trust you are well."
Natalya stared at her brother, shocked, in awe of his presence, crying without quite knowing why. It had been so long since she had heard him call her that, drawing in a deep breath to try and steady herself. "Too long," she agreed with him, their natural Russian coming easily to her tongue. "I-I am well. I am wed, and with child." She almost laughed, having never thought she would ever be in a position to say such a thing about herself. But that hint toward laughter died as she looked up at her beloved Micah. "I am so sorry I could not save you, Mischenka. It was all my fault."
He smiled at her warmly, fondly, in that brotherly way that he always had, ever loving, ever understanding, ever protective and supportive, like her father never was. "Da, I know. It is in part why I am here." The smile faded a little when she mentioned his death. He remembered it, but like a faded dream, a nightmare that could no longer hurt him. He had gone to a better place, where her father's ghost could not follow. He lifted a hand as if to silence her without words. "What is done is done, sestrenka. Do not grieve for me. I am at peace."
"I will never stop grieving," she told him softly, knowing her own heart that well. "But I am glad that you are at peace." There was silence for a long moment as she gazed at her big brother, the one ray of sunshine in her childhood, missing him with an ache she knew she would never be truly free of. "I wish you could meet Rhys. You would like him, I think. But ....why are you here?"
"I have been permitted to see....some things," he told her, moving over to where she had left the little music box that played the beloved tune. "Death is not the end, Natalya. It is only a beginning. You should take comfort in that." He opened the lid of the box, allowing the two figures to twirl in place, causing the whimsical melody to play again. "I am here for you, Natalya. It is Christmas, and there is magic in the air."
Drawn to him, Nat found herself at her brother's side, looking down at the dancing figures in the music box with a gentle tug at her heart. ....Hear this song and remember ... Brown eyes rose to Micah's face, questioning, yet unafraid. "What are you here to show me, Mischenka""
He watched the figures twirl in their animated, mechanical dance until the music box ran down. The music died away, and the two figures - father and daughter - came to a stop. "I am here to give you a very special gift, to show you things you could never see on your own. You feel alone here, yes?" he asked, as he turned his face toward her again, now that the music had finished. "And yet, you tell me you are wed and with child. How can you feel alone in this, solnyshko?" It seemed he answered her question with a question, as if he wanted her to probe her own heart deeper to find the reasons for her discomfort.