One night turned into days spent not only with Gina, but with Joey, her son, as well. The three of them had come together, after a bumpy first breakfast, bonding through their memories of Rhys as they went through his belongings in his Brooklyn apartment. Joey, though initially wary of Adam, had slowly begun to seek out the tall man's company, full of questions about his childhood and his job and how he knew "Uncle Rhys", what they were like as children. It wasn't an instant connection, but it was enough that Gina could see the potential and was glad of it, pleased that, even in his distress over the loss of a treasured friend, her son was open to sharing her just a little bit.
Things had settled into something of a routine - with compassionate leave, Gina had been able to spend the last days of the working week with Adam, helping him go through the legal knots while Joey was at school. Then, when school was out, they would slip over to Rhys' apartment and spend a couple of hours going through their friend's personal belongings, sharing stories about him, beginning the process of mending the hole left behind by his loss together. Dinner was a family affair - and yes, Adam was family whether he admitted it or not - and after homework and relaxing time with his mother, Joey would slip off to bed, leaving the adults together for the rest of the evening.
Gina didn't want Adam to be on his own, and had gently manipulated both men in her life into thinking that Adam staying with them was their idea with just a seemingly absent mention of it to Joey. And though they were still just getting to know one another, she couldn't deny that it felt right to share those familial aspects of the day with Adam and Joey, enjoying the sense of true family despite the darkness that had created it.
Adam found himself slipping easily into the role Gina had opened up to him, surprised at how well he and Joey got along, how easily the boy seemed to welcome and accept him into their lives. It had been awkward at first, but as the days wore on, the three of them became more comfortable with each other, and Adam found a certain amount of healing in the company of Gina and Joey, and a sense of family and home he hadn't felt in years.
Going through Rhys' meager belongings had been difficult, but the apartment held few personal effects. The Rhys that had lived there had been an amnesiac, with no memory of his past or his true identity, and yet, there were a few small remnants of the life he'd known before the accident that had taken his memory. Small things, insignificant and meaningless to most, but not so to Adam. A silver cross that had once belonged to Dylan, a St. Jude medal that had been passed along by David. Adam knew they wouldn't find many of Rhys' personal belongings there - a few photographs, old record albums, and a mountain of mail and bills. It was the car that held most of Rhys' secrets, and the house he'd grown up in with Dylan.
The grief could be held at bay during the day, when there were tasks to keep hands busy and minds on other things, when the presence of Joey reminded both Gina and Adam to keep themselves on an even keel while the boy wheeled wildly from tears to laughter with each hour that came. But it was the quiet and stillness of the night that gave them respite from this pretense, allowing time and leisure for tears and tearful remembrances in one another's arms, wrapped close together as with words and warmth and touch, they learned each other and slowly deepened the bond they had begun to weave between them.
Time heals all wounds, so they say, and Adam knew the pain caused by Rhys' death would take time to heal, but it was healing, slowly. Adam knew that the worst was yet to come. He and Gina both knew that he couldn't stay there forever. Eventually, he'd have to go to Chicago to get Rhys' car out of impound and travel to Pennsylvania to start the long task of sorting through the house that had once belonged to Dylan, a trip Adam was dreading and hoping to put off as long as possible. He hadn't yet asked Gina to come along, knowing she had her hands full with work and with Joey, and she hadn't asked when he was leaving. It was a question that seemed to loom unasked between them, neither of them wanting to burst the little bubble that had formed around them these last few days.
If it had been just her, he would not have needed to ask. She would have dropped everything to travel with him, to heal with him, to help him with the painful tasks that still lay ahead of him. But Joey had to come first, and she would never pull her son out of his happy placement here just for her own selfish wishes. As the days went on, it was this that weighed on her mind, unable to keep from worrying over what would happen after Adam left them. Would he come back" Or would he want to leave behind everything that reminded him of Rhys" She didn't want to think the worst, and yet ....they didn't know each other well enough to be able to predict what might happen next.
So she clung to him at night, sharing her tears, her smiles, her dreams, the little details of her life, hoping to snare his interest with the promise of a family that would always be here for him, secure his wish to come back to them - to her - whenever he could. Even in her sleep, as the night spun gently into the early hours of the morning, the house nestled in the quiet of slumber, she curled close, her heartbeat palpable to him through her chest, strong and steady and increasingly his to affect with a word or even a look.
Night after night, he held her close as she drifted off to sleep, growing more secure in knowing he was welcome in her home, slowly opening his heart to both her and Joey, letting them see his faults as well as his strengths, letting her at last know the depth of his pain and loneliness and allowing her to fill the void that had been left by David and Rhys' deaths. Slowly but surely, the mutual attraction and affection was turning to love, surprising even him, though he had yet to admit it, and as each day passed, he grew more reluctant to leave her, clinging to her as she clung to him, falling asleep with her close, whether he was holding her or the other way around, safe in each other's embrace. It was early on the ninth morning after Rhys' death that everything they believed, everything Adam had witnessed in Gavarnie, was challenged by one little phone call.
It was early in the morning, still dark with night, that the cell phone Adam left on the nightstand, more out of habit than necessity, interrupted their sleep with an incessant and irritating buzz of vibration.
The annoying rattle of buzzing vibration wasn't loud enough to break the peace of the room outright, nor to intrude between the couple that rested in the midst of pillows and quilt in the middle of the bed close by. Curled to Adam's back, her thighs tucked behind his and her arm wrapped warm about him, her hand pressed to his chest, Gina stirred just a little, aware of the sound in her sleep. A small frown touched her brow, a soft groan of protest creeping from her throat as she nestled in closer to Adam, pressing her face between his shoulderblades.
Asleep in Gina's embrace, Adam slept deeper and longer than he had in a very long time, and yet, there was that incessant buzzing that intruded on his dreams - sweet dreams of a life with the woman at his side and the son he was quickly coming to love as much as if he was his own. He murmured a groan, shifting against the warm cover of blankets and limbs, as he stretched an arm out to blindly grope for his phone, assuming it was important. If it wasn't, whoever had awoken him was about to get an earful.
More asleep than awake, but aware of what she was hearing and feeling, Gina's arm tightened about Adam for a moment, unconsciously denying him the chance to escape, if that was what he was doing, before relaxing once again. A soft girlish sound echoed from the back of her throat as she shifted again, drawing herself up until her head lay on the pillow behind his, touching a dozing kiss to his neck. "Throw it out the window," she suggested in a sleepy murmur, reluctant to stir anymore than she had already.
Things had settled into something of a routine - with compassionate leave, Gina had been able to spend the last days of the working week with Adam, helping him go through the legal knots while Joey was at school. Then, when school was out, they would slip over to Rhys' apartment and spend a couple of hours going through their friend's personal belongings, sharing stories about him, beginning the process of mending the hole left behind by his loss together. Dinner was a family affair - and yes, Adam was family whether he admitted it or not - and after homework and relaxing time with his mother, Joey would slip off to bed, leaving the adults together for the rest of the evening.
Gina didn't want Adam to be on his own, and had gently manipulated both men in her life into thinking that Adam staying with them was their idea with just a seemingly absent mention of it to Joey. And though they were still just getting to know one another, she couldn't deny that it felt right to share those familial aspects of the day with Adam and Joey, enjoying the sense of true family despite the darkness that had created it.
Adam found himself slipping easily into the role Gina had opened up to him, surprised at how well he and Joey got along, how easily the boy seemed to welcome and accept him into their lives. It had been awkward at first, but as the days wore on, the three of them became more comfortable with each other, and Adam found a certain amount of healing in the company of Gina and Joey, and a sense of family and home he hadn't felt in years.
Going through Rhys' meager belongings had been difficult, but the apartment held few personal effects. The Rhys that had lived there had been an amnesiac, with no memory of his past or his true identity, and yet, there were a few small remnants of the life he'd known before the accident that had taken his memory. Small things, insignificant and meaningless to most, but not so to Adam. A silver cross that had once belonged to Dylan, a St. Jude medal that had been passed along by David. Adam knew they wouldn't find many of Rhys' personal belongings there - a few photographs, old record albums, and a mountain of mail and bills. It was the car that held most of Rhys' secrets, and the house he'd grown up in with Dylan.
The grief could be held at bay during the day, when there were tasks to keep hands busy and minds on other things, when the presence of Joey reminded both Gina and Adam to keep themselves on an even keel while the boy wheeled wildly from tears to laughter with each hour that came. But it was the quiet and stillness of the night that gave them respite from this pretense, allowing time and leisure for tears and tearful remembrances in one another's arms, wrapped close together as with words and warmth and touch, they learned each other and slowly deepened the bond they had begun to weave between them.
Time heals all wounds, so they say, and Adam knew the pain caused by Rhys' death would take time to heal, but it was healing, slowly. Adam knew that the worst was yet to come. He and Gina both knew that he couldn't stay there forever. Eventually, he'd have to go to Chicago to get Rhys' car out of impound and travel to Pennsylvania to start the long task of sorting through the house that had once belonged to Dylan, a trip Adam was dreading and hoping to put off as long as possible. He hadn't yet asked Gina to come along, knowing she had her hands full with work and with Joey, and she hadn't asked when he was leaving. It was a question that seemed to loom unasked between them, neither of them wanting to burst the little bubble that had formed around them these last few days.
If it had been just her, he would not have needed to ask. She would have dropped everything to travel with him, to heal with him, to help him with the painful tasks that still lay ahead of him. But Joey had to come first, and she would never pull her son out of his happy placement here just for her own selfish wishes. As the days went on, it was this that weighed on her mind, unable to keep from worrying over what would happen after Adam left them. Would he come back" Or would he want to leave behind everything that reminded him of Rhys" She didn't want to think the worst, and yet ....they didn't know each other well enough to be able to predict what might happen next.
So she clung to him at night, sharing her tears, her smiles, her dreams, the little details of her life, hoping to snare his interest with the promise of a family that would always be here for him, secure his wish to come back to them - to her - whenever he could. Even in her sleep, as the night spun gently into the early hours of the morning, the house nestled in the quiet of slumber, she curled close, her heartbeat palpable to him through her chest, strong and steady and increasingly his to affect with a word or even a look.
Night after night, he held her close as she drifted off to sleep, growing more secure in knowing he was welcome in her home, slowly opening his heart to both her and Joey, letting them see his faults as well as his strengths, letting her at last know the depth of his pain and loneliness and allowing her to fill the void that had been left by David and Rhys' deaths. Slowly but surely, the mutual attraction and affection was turning to love, surprising even him, though he had yet to admit it, and as each day passed, he grew more reluctant to leave her, clinging to her as she clung to him, falling asleep with her close, whether he was holding her or the other way around, safe in each other's embrace. It was early on the ninth morning after Rhys' death that everything they believed, everything Adam had witnessed in Gavarnie, was challenged by one little phone call.
It was early in the morning, still dark with night, that the cell phone Adam left on the nightstand, more out of habit than necessity, interrupted their sleep with an incessant and irritating buzz of vibration.
The annoying rattle of buzzing vibration wasn't loud enough to break the peace of the room outright, nor to intrude between the couple that rested in the midst of pillows and quilt in the middle of the bed close by. Curled to Adam's back, her thighs tucked behind his and her arm wrapped warm about him, her hand pressed to his chest, Gina stirred just a little, aware of the sound in her sleep. A small frown touched her brow, a soft groan of protest creeping from her throat as she nestled in closer to Adam, pressing her face between his shoulderblades.
Asleep in Gina's embrace, Adam slept deeper and longer than he had in a very long time, and yet, there was that incessant buzzing that intruded on his dreams - sweet dreams of a life with the woman at his side and the son he was quickly coming to love as much as if he was his own. He murmured a groan, shifting against the warm cover of blankets and limbs, as he stretched an arm out to blindly grope for his phone, assuming it was important. If it wasn't, whoever had awoken him was about to get an earful.
More asleep than awake, but aware of what she was hearing and feeling, Gina's arm tightened about Adam for a moment, unconsciously denying him the chance to escape, if that was what he was doing, before relaxing once again. A soft girlish sound echoed from the back of her throat as she shifted again, drawing herself up until her head lay on the pillow behind his, touching a dozing kiss to his neck. "Throw it out the window," she suggested in a sleepy murmur, reluctant to stir anymore than she had already.