Autumn had come to Avalon, as it had come to the world outside the mists, yet here, in this ethereal, magical place, the fresh breath of winter yet to come seemed to permeate everything. Despite the still rich warmth of the sun, the green that still clung amid the browns and oranges and russets of the fading season, there was no mistaking that the sharp, crisp touch of winter was reaching its hand toward the Isle, just as it was throughout the mundane world without. Even in the Lady's garden, deep in the Temple, where the sadness of autumn lingered in the whisper of the trees, winter was beginning to make its presence felt, waiting just around the corner to tighten its grasp on the heart of Avalon.
The entwined vines and branches parted with the crackle of dying leaves before Rhys, allowing him to enter that most sacred part of Avalon, the beating heart where the Lady spent most of her days. Just as it had before, the garden opened up before him, a haven of deep serenity beneath the waning sunshine, hidden from the Temple and the Isle it served. And just as before, there she was, tall and beautiful, eternally sad and infinitely wise, garbed in rough silk beneath the wrap of a cloak, her golden hair spilling over her shoulders. Her back was to him as she gazed down into her pool - the pool that had shown him that precious glimpse of his future, so many months before. She did not turn, nor even seem to realize his presence ....yet she spoke without surprise, with the tender warmth of that maternal, familial affection that permeated all her deeds. "Welcome home, Rhys."
Though Rhys had been here before, Avalon never ceased to amaze him, and the Lady never ceased to stir his heart and cause it to beat just a little bit faster. It wasn't a romantic kind of love that he felt for her, but there was really no other word to describe how he felt about her but love. How could he not love her" She was beautiful and wise and sad and she seemed to care for him in an almost maternal way that stirred the deepest recess of his soul. He wasn't sure how to define his feelings for her exactly. It wasn't the kind of love one felt for their mother, nor was it that of a friend or a lover. Rhys had never understood how people could love and worship a God that might not exist, but it was that kind of love, that kind of worship, that best defined how he felt for the Lady. Though he didn't understand it, every time he met with her, his heart burned with the desire to serve her, to please her, to worship at her feet.
It was a strange feeling, one he'd never felt before, and he yearned to be held forever in her favor. His love for her was different than his love for Natalya, but he would willingly sacrifice his life for either of them to keep them safe. He felt his pulse quicken at the first glimpse of her there in the garden, so sad it wrenched his heart. Was this to be the fate of one of their children, or their children's children" Though he didn't ask, he wondered, not for the first time, how she could bear it. Maybe that was why he loved her so - because she had given up her own life and her own happiness for the greater good, just as he once had.
Her greeting stirred his heart further, as she welcome him home. Home. It was only a word, but a word that meant everything to him. "I've missed this place," he admitted with a small frown. Of all the places he'd ever been, this one place had given him the most peace and contentment. Maybe someday, he and Nat would make this their home, but not yet. There were still too many things that needed to be done, and finding out the truth about his sister was just one of them.
She half turned, her gaze not lifting from the pool even as he answered her greeting. "Avalon lives within your heart, my Champion," she told him, her voice soft but strong. "You carry us with you, always." Finally her eyes lifted to his, and there, within the wild summer-sky blue of her gaze, was her welcome, loving, ancient, youthful. She held out her hand to him. "Come to the pool, Rhys. I know you have questions."
He wasn't sure what to expect from her, but he certainly wasn't expecting her to know why he was there, and yet he wasn't all that surprised either. She was the Lady of Avalon, after all, and practically a Goddess in her own right. "I should not be petitioning you," he admitted with a guilty frown. "I just don't know what else to do." He felt suddenly ashamed of himself for daring to ask her for help. Nat was right - he was supposed to be serving her, not the other way around - and yet, he truly had no idea what to do, and the matter of his sister's fate was laying heavy on his heart. He met her gaze with one of his own - human and bearing some deeper sadness.
"How are you to know what to do, when you have no idea of the prize you seek?" The Lady held his gaze with gentle eyes, the ancient wisdom in her look strangely at odds with the youthful perfection of her face and form. Her hand did not falter, still reaching for his, her palm open, concealing nothing. "I would command you, my Champion. Yet I do not truly wish to. Come to me, and look into the pool. There is an answer awaiting you, to a question not yet spoken."
He swallowed against the weight of an old pain which threatened to bubble up inside him and break his heart wide open. He had not told Nat all of it; he had not told her of his fears. He did not want to trouble her any more than he already had, but perhaps the Lady would understand. His gaze flickered momentarily toward her outstretched hand, before he finally admitted in a strained, shaking voice. "I need to know the truth, but I'm afraid of what I'm going to find there."
For a moment, her gaze sharpened, seeming to see through him, to the heart of the fear he had confessed. "The truth may be hard to bear," she warned him, offering no apology for the pain such a truth would certainly bring him. "But I think, for you, ignorance would be worse. Your hesitation does you no credit, Rhys. Come to the pool." In those last words, an echo of her power was heard. Though she was patient, she was not prepared to coddle his fear, to allow him to hide behind the guilt he had given up when he had drunk from the Grail. It was an affectation, nothing more, and one she would not allow him to foster for long. Her tone commanded him to obey her, regardless of his fear.
As it turned out, she didn't need do much to convince him. He had come with the intentions of finding out the truth, no matter how painful or horrible it might be. If his sister was truly dead, then he would grieve and let her go, but if she was not, then he needed to know where she was and whether or not she was beyond redemption. She was his flesh and blood, after all, and it was because of him that she had come to such a fate. It was not guilt that made him feel that way, but stark honesty. He could not lie to himself anymore; he needed to know the truth. He reached for the Lady's hand at last, unable to turn back, not when he'd come so far. He drew some comfort from her touch, though he knew she could not protect him from this; she could not protect him from the truth.
The entwined vines and branches parted with the crackle of dying leaves before Rhys, allowing him to enter that most sacred part of Avalon, the beating heart where the Lady spent most of her days. Just as it had before, the garden opened up before him, a haven of deep serenity beneath the waning sunshine, hidden from the Temple and the Isle it served. And just as before, there she was, tall and beautiful, eternally sad and infinitely wise, garbed in rough silk beneath the wrap of a cloak, her golden hair spilling over her shoulders. Her back was to him as she gazed down into her pool - the pool that had shown him that precious glimpse of his future, so many months before. She did not turn, nor even seem to realize his presence ....yet she spoke without surprise, with the tender warmth of that maternal, familial affection that permeated all her deeds. "Welcome home, Rhys."
Though Rhys had been here before, Avalon never ceased to amaze him, and the Lady never ceased to stir his heart and cause it to beat just a little bit faster. It wasn't a romantic kind of love that he felt for her, but there was really no other word to describe how he felt about her but love. How could he not love her" She was beautiful and wise and sad and she seemed to care for him in an almost maternal way that stirred the deepest recess of his soul. He wasn't sure how to define his feelings for her exactly. It wasn't the kind of love one felt for their mother, nor was it that of a friend or a lover. Rhys had never understood how people could love and worship a God that might not exist, but it was that kind of love, that kind of worship, that best defined how he felt for the Lady. Though he didn't understand it, every time he met with her, his heart burned with the desire to serve her, to please her, to worship at her feet.
It was a strange feeling, one he'd never felt before, and he yearned to be held forever in her favor. His love for her was different than his love for Natalya, but he would willingly sacrifice his life for either of them to keep them safe. He felt his pulse quicken at the first glimpse of her there in the garden, so sad it wrenched his heart. Was this to be the fate of one of their children, or their children's children" Though he didn't ask, he wondered, not for the first time, how she could bear it. Maybe that was why he loved her so - because she had given up her own life and her own happiness for the greater good, just as he once had.
Her greeting stirred his heart further, as she welcome him home. Home. It was only a word, but a word that meant everything to him. "I've missed this place," he admitted with a small frown. Of all the places he'd ever been, this one place had given him the most peace and contentment. Maybe someday, he and Nat would make this their home, but not yet. There were still too many things that needed to be done, and finding out the truth about his sister was just one of them.
She half turned, her gaze not lifting from the pool even as he answered her greeting. "Avalon lives within your heart, my Champion," she told him, her voice soft but strong. "You carry us with you, always." Finally her eyes lifted to his, and there, within the wild summer-sky blue of her gaze, was her welcome, loving, ancient, youthful. She held out her hand to him. "Come to the pool, Rhys. I know you have questions."
He wasn't sure what to expect from her, but he certainly wasn't expecting her to know why he was there, and yet he wasn't all that surprised either. She was the Lady of Avalon, after all, and practically a Goddess in her own right. "I should not be petitioning you," he admitted with a guilty frown. "I just don't know what else to do." He felt suddenly ashamed of himself for daring to ask her for help. Nat was right - he was supposed to be serving her, not the other way around - and yet, he truly had no idea what to do, and the matter of his sister's fate was laying heavy on his heart. He met her gaze with one of his own - human and bearing some deeper sadness.
"How are you to know what to do, when you have no idea of the prize you seek?" The Lady held his gaze with gentle eyes, the ancient wisdom in her look strangely at odds with the youthful perfection of her face and form. Her hand did not falter, still reaching for his, her palm open, concealing nothing. "I would command you, my Champion. Yet I do not truly wish to. Come to me, and look into the pool. There is an answer awaiting you, to a question not yet spoken."
He swallowed against the weight of an old pain which threatened to bubble up inside him and break his heart wide open. He had not told Nat all of it; he had not told her of his fears. He did not want to trouble her any more than he already had, but perhaps the Lady would understand. His gaze flickered momentarily toward her outstretched hand, before he finally admitted in a strained, shaking voice. "I need to know the truth, but I'm afraid of what I'm going to find there."
For a moment, her gaze sharpened, seeming to see through him, to the heart of the fear he had confessed. "The truth may be hard to bear," she warned him, offering no apology for the pain such a truth would certainly bring him. "But I think, for you, ignorance would be worse. Your hesitation does you no credit, Rhys. Come to the pool." In those last words, an echo of her power was heard. Though she was patient, she was not prepared to coddle his fear, to allow him to hide behind the guilt he had given up when he had drunk from the Grail. It was an affectation, nothing more, and one she would not allow him to foster for long. Her tone commanded him to obey her, regardless of his fear.
As it turned out, she didn't need do much to convince him. He had come with the intentions of finding out the truth, no matter how painful or horrible it might be. If his sister was truly dead, then he would grieve and let her go, but if she was not, then he needed to know where she was and whether or not she was beyond redemption. She was his flesh and blood, after all, and it was because of him that she had come to such a fate. It was not guilt that made him feel that way, but stark honesty. He could not lie to himself anymore; he needed to know the truth. He reached for the Lady's hand at last, unable to turn back, not when he'd come so far. He drew some comfort from her touch, though he knew she could not protect him from this; she could not protect him from the truth.