The adjustment period for Nick and Willow had been filled with ups and downs. Not only was Nick dealing with what he now was, but he was also dealing with Willow, who was trying hard not to make life harder for him. Trying to avoid arguing, however, had only made them argue worse, until finally Tobias had taken things into his own hands, and actually mediated a full, exhausting heart to heart between the couple. Though there were still rough patches to navigate, things had vastly improved since then, especially when they'd finally gotten around to taking a look at office spaces for rent in the city. They were beginning to move on, and would have been further along by now, had Willow not suddenly come down with some kind of stomach bug that just wouldn't go away. Or at least, that's what she'd told Nick thus far.
It had taken a fair amount of negotiation, but she had finally been reluctantly allowed to visit her doctor during the hours of daylight. She loved her husband, but having him glaring at the poor woman while she tried to diagnose his wife after dark was not something Willow was prepared to put up with. And though she'd promised to come straight home, what she'd been told had left her reeling a little. She'd sent Nick a message, telling him she was taking the long way home and little else, and was already twenty minutes later than she had originally said she was going to be.
To say Nick worried about his wife when she was not where he could keep an eye on her was a bit of an understatement, though being a creature of the night, he could not very well follow her and keep an eye on her every second, and her ability to traverse into the daylight was helpful, at the very least. Still, there was a nutcase in the form of a vampire out there somewhere looking for them, and Nick worried constantly about Willow's safety, even if it was broad daylight. When she didn't return home on time, he'd taken to pacing the floor of Tobias' richly-appointed study with the expensive hardwood floor and rich Oriental carpet.
Tobias was, naturally, nowhere to be found. He tended to stay out of the way when it looked like there was going to be a showdown, and with Willow a little late, there was definitely going to be at least a little crankiness. To be fair, she wasn't that late, and she had sent Nick a message to expect her to be late, so perhaps he wouldn't have so much to yell about when she finally walked in. Which she did not too long after Nick started pacing, calling out to make sure all inhabitants knew it was her. "I'm home!"
"It's about damned time," Nick muttered to himself when he heard Willow announce her arrival. He had, in fact, heard her right from the moment she'd stepped through the front door. There was very little his preternatural hearing didn't pick up these days. He could even sense her presence, and if he concentrated hard enough, hear her heartbeat from the next room. Like most vampires, he tended to use the daylight hours to rest, since that was when he felt weakest and most vulnerable, but he'd found early on that he didn't need as much sleep as he had when he'd been mortal - yet another vampire myth debunked by reality. Though able to move inhumanly fast, he chose to walk at a normal pace to meet her as she made her way inside. "What took you so long?" he asked bluntly, without so much as a hello.
She was a little paler than she had been when she'd gone out, only just glancing his way as she shrugged out of her coat to hang it up. "I needed some time to think," she told him quietly. "Some time alone. I called."
Though some might think he was just being grouchy, it wasn't intentional. Willow knew him well enough to know that his grouchiness usually stemmed from a sense of worry, which was a direct result of the deep abiding love he felt for her. But their world had been turned upside down, and though they were slowly getting accustomed to the changes, not a day went by that he didn't worry. His mouth formed a thin line as he regarded her, noting the paleness of her complexion and the standoffishness of her mood. He didn't have to ask to know something was wrong. "What's wrong?" he asked, the tone of his voice changing, soft with concern. She wasn't the type who needed time alone to think very often; that was generally more his thing.
It seemed to take her a very long time to draw herself together, to turn and face him with brown eyes that were openly torn between concern, fear, and a touch of genuine delight. She hadn't expected what she had found out at the doctor's office, and she certainly wasn't sure she knew how to handle it. But it was something she couldn't keep to herself. Her arms curled about herself, one hand rubbing up and down her bicep as she took a step toward her husband. "I'm not ill," she told him quietly, holding his gaze as she offered him the reason for her lateness. "Nick, I'm pregnant."
"What?" he gaped, in obvious shock, his initial reaction disbelief. Despite his perfect hearing, he must have heard her wrong. Pregnant' No, that was impossible. He was a vampire, albeit a newly-made vampire. How could she possibly be pregnant' Hadn't Tobias warned it was a possibility' But they'd been using precautions, hadn't they' "That's-that's impossible, Willow," he said, shaking his head, though he had never known her to lie to him, and she certainly wouldn't lie to him about something like this.
"It's very possible," she insisted softly, biting her lip hard for a long moment as she fidgeted. How was he going to react to what else she had to tell him' "I've got no reason to lie, have I" I wouldn't have believed it myself, only ..." She swallowed, incredulity in her gaze as she met his once again. "She put a thing called a Doppler on me. I heard a heartbeat."
"How is that possible?" he asked, brows furrowing, a mix of conflicted feelings making themselves known in his gut. Dread, fear, shock mixed with a strange kind of excitement, but what he felt most was fear - not the kind of fear most couples felt at the prospect of becoming parents. No, this fear went much deeper than that. Their lives were complicated enough already, and this only added to the complications.
"I don't know!" She hadn't meant to snap at him, but she was having enough trouble holding herself together without Nick falling to pieces again. Shaking her head, she turned away, her face paling again as the by now familiar nausea welled up. Stress always seemed to make her vomit these days - surely that wasn't normal for morning sickness"
A few months ago he would have been ecstatic over this news, but now" Now he wasn't sure what to think. A baby' How could they possibly bring a child into a life like this" He ticked a gaze toward her, sensing her distress, as well as her illness, realizing now the reason for it wasn't disgust at what he'd become but a simple biological and hormonal response to the child that was growing inside her. He didn't dare ask if the child was his. If there was anyone he trusted, it was Willow. He wasn't sure how it had happened, but somehow, apparently, it had. He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her in an attempt to soothe and reassure her, even if he was in as much a state of shock as she was. "Okay, it's okay. We'll figure it out," he told her, trying to reassure himself as much as he was her.
It had taken a fair amount of negotiation, but she had finally been reluctantly allowed to visit her doctor during the hours of daylight. She loved her husband, but having him glaring at the poor woman while she tried to diagnose his wife after dark was not something Willow was prepared to put up with. And though she'd promised to come straight home, what she'd been told had left her reeling a little. She'd sent Nick a message, telling him she was taking the long way home and little else, and was already twenty minutes later than she had originally said she was going to be.
To say Nick worried about his wife when she was not where he could keep an eye on her was a bit of an understatement, though being a creature of the night, he could not very well follow her and keep an eye on her every second, and her ability to traverse into the daylight was helpful, at the very least. Still, there was a nutcase in the form of a vampire out there somewhere looking for them, and Nick worried constantly about Willow's safety, even if it was broad daylight. When she didn't return home on time, he'd taken to pacing the floor of Tobias' richly-appointed study with the expensive hardwood floor and rich Oriental carpet.
Tobias was, naturally, nowhere to be found. He tended to stay out of the way when it looked like there was going to be a showdown, and with Willow a little late, there was definitely going to be at least a little crankiness. To be fair, she wasn't that late, and she had sent Nick a message to expect her to be late, so perhaps he wouldn't have so much to yell about when she finally walked in. Which she did not too long after Nick started pacing, calling out to make sure all inhabitants knew it was her. "I'm home!"
"It's about damned time," Nick muttered to himself when he heard Willow announce her arrival. He had, in fact, heard her right from the moment she'd stepped through the front door. There was very little his preternatural hearing didn't pick up these days. He could even sense her presence, and if he concentrated hard enough, hear her heartbeat from the next room. Like most vampires, he tended to use the daylight hours to rest, since that was when he felt weakest and most vulnerable, but he'd found early on that he didn't need as much sleep as he had when he'd been mortal - yet another vampire myth debunked by reality. Though able to move inhumanly fast, he chose to walk at a normal pace to meet her as she made her way inside. "What took you so long?" he asked bluntly, without so much as a hello.
She was a little paler than she had been when she'd gone out, only just glancing his way as she shrugged out of her coat to hang it up. "I needed some time to think," she told him quietly. "Some time alone. I called."
Though some might think he was just being grouchy, it wasn't intentional. Willow knew him well enough to know that his grouchiness usually stemmed from a sense of worry, which was a direct result of the deep abiding love he felt for her. But their world had been turned upside down, and though they were slowly getting accustomed to the changes, not a day went by that he didn't worry. His mouth formed a thin line as he regarded her, noting the paleness of her complexion and the standoffishness of her mood. He didn't have to ask to know something was wrong. "What's wrong?" he asked, the tone of his voice changing, soft with concern. She wasn't the type who needed time alone to think very often; that was generally more his thing.
It seemed to take her a very long time to draw herself together, to turn and face him with brown eyes that were openly torn between concern, fear, and a touch of genuine delight. She hadn't expected what she had found out at the doctor's office, and she certainly wasn't sure she knew how to handle it. But it was something she couldn't keep to herself. Her arms curled about herself, one hand rubbing up and down her bicep as she took a step toward her husband. "I'm not ill," she told him quietly, holding his gaze as she offered him the reason for her lateness. "Nick, I'm pregnant."
"What?" he gaped, in obvious shock, his initial reaction disbelief. Despite his perfect hearing, he must have heard her wrong. Pregnant' No, that was impossible. He was a vampire, albeit a newly-made vampire. How could she possibly be pregnant' Hadn't Tobias warned it was a possibility' But they'd been using precautions, hadn't they' "That's-that's impossible, Willow," he said, shaking his head, though he had never known her to lie to him, and she certainly wouldn't lie to him about something like this.
"It's very possible," she insisted softly, biting her lip hard for a long moment as she fidgeted. How was he going to react to what else she had to tell him' "I've got no reason to lie, have I" I wouldn't have believed it myself, only ..." She swallowed, incredulity in her gaze as she met his once again. "She put a thing called a Doppler on me. I heard a heartbeat."
"How is that possible?" he asked, brows furrowing, a mix of conflicted feelings making themselves known in his gut. Dread, fear, shock mixed with a strange kind of excitement, but what he felt most was fear - not the kind of fear most couples felt at the prospect of becoming parents. No, this fear went much deeper than that. Their lives were complicated enough already, and this only added to the complications.
"I don't know!" She hadn't meant to snap at him, but she was having enough trouble holding herself together without Nick falling to pieces again. Shaking her head, she turned away, her face paling again as the by now familiar nausea welled up. Stress always seemed to make her vomit these days - surely that wasn't normal for morning sickness"
A few months ago he would have been ecstatic over this news, but now" Now he wasn't sure what to think. A baby' How could they possibly bring a child into a life like this" He ticked a gaze toward her, sensing her distress, as well as her illness, realizing now the reason for it wasn't disgust at what he'd become but a simple biological and hormonal response to the child that was growing inside her. He didn't dare ask if the child was his. If there was anyone he trusted, it was Willow. He wasn't sure how it had happened, but somehow, apparently, it had. He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her in an attempt to soothe and reassure her, even if he was in as much a state of shock as she was. "Okay, it's okay. We'll figure it out," he told her, trying to reassure himself as much as he was her.