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I knew the minute that I set foot in Bordertown, it was a bad idea. Even though the calender SAID it should be starting to warm up, there was still a bite in the air that made me huddle deep in my jacket and hoodies. Or was that just me being nervous.
Now, mind you, I'm not one to feel that way a lot....so when I do, you KNOW that something has to be wrong. I folded my arms across my chest, holding what warmth I could to my body. My hair, still wet (which was a terrible idea), was flapping in my face even though I had it drawn up in a tight ponytail. At this point I didn't give a crap if I had to explain myself to Flint sixty times over. I wanted to get warm, and I wanted to get warm NOW.
"Yo, Flint! Hey man, you in?" I smiled at thinking that he wouldn't be here. Because when I thought back on it, I'd be able to truthfully say 'Nope, I tried to tell him about his brother" He wasn't there. His loss.' I was just about to turn around when I felt the twinge of his mixed heritage in my stomach - a spotted amount of magic that felt fuzzy and hidden under a blanket. Such was the life of a halfie. Not like I was one to talk anymore.
"Hey hey, Schway!" he called, thundering down the stairs from the flat above. His black hair was getting long and messy, even more screwed up from the fact that it looked like he just woke up. He burrowed his long fingers into his eye sockets, stumbling drunkenly in my direction, and once reaching me, wrapped his arms around me in a bone crushing hug. Don't let the guy fool you, he's stringy, but he can SQUISH. The last time he did this, I couldn't do squat about it, but when I hugged him back, he yelped and wriggled in my arms. I drew away laughing. He smelled of smoke, alcohol, and perfume, and I flicked my eyes up to the ceiling, wondering if there was a chick up there. I couldn't feel any concentrated sources of magic, but it could always be a human.
"Hey yerself, dude.." Fricken lettin' yer hair grow out'r what?" I said, tousling it for him. He gave me his trademark goofy grin that hadn't changed in fifty years, even though he had. I could see the starts of wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and mouth and felt my heart sink.
"Heheh, helluva grip ya got goin'! An' yeah, man, Elli's likin' it this way, so I's thinkin' I'd be obligin', yanno," he nodded several times, and I bumped his shoulder with my fist.
"So I was right' It was a chick." He laughed and nodded a few more times, turning on his bare heel. His heavy steps took him to the back counter, a display case actually, with tee shirts, instrument pieces, and other band memorabilia that ranged from posters and guitar picks to used kleenexes and ABC gum. I never found out, nor did I WANT to know how he was able to get the last few types...
"S'not like you ain't dun' nothin' with yer hair, Schway' What happened t'th'wantin' t'be true'n white all the time?"
"Nyah.." I dunno really," I said, snorting. I really didn't. I always said that Kiki had helped me, but I swear she did it when I was sleeping, and I just didn't care enough to make her change it back. Which was odd considering how I'd reacted to the shade a year and a half ago..."Guess I got th'changin' bug again, yanno?"
"Yeah, yeah, I be knowin' how that be," Flint said. His voice was muffled because he'd disappeared behind the display case and started rooting around like a gopher. Sounds like exploding balloons, belches, and breaking glass echoed throughout the store, and I was frozen in place between curiosity and wanting to fricken run. "I be havin' somethin' fer you too, s'why I'm glad'ja came over, see" I din' wanna hafta be goin' t'find'ja."
I didn't have time to even decide to move because just as fast, he flew back in my direction, waving a tiny, shiny thing that had a white cord dangling towards the ground. I blinked. "Th'roundies be callin' it like an....eye podd" Meh, somethin' t'that effect.." Plays music like th'dickens. This'n here," he said wiggling it in my face again as if I didn't see it the first time, "normally, they gotta be charged'n whatever. Batts, right' This'n here dun' never hafta be'n it comes aaaaaalready equipped wi'cher favorite songs." Flint beamed proudly, expertly winding the cord up into a loop and holding it out to me. It WAS adorable, and green. I laughed. He knew I liked green. "Happy birthday, Schway-babe." It took me a few seconds, but I reached for it slowly, feeling a catch in the base of my throat. He must have noticed. "Aww, whassa matter, ya dun' like it' I thought'choo would.."
"No! Nonono, I do I like it, it's just.." You really shouldn't have done this, Flint.." I closed my fingers around it.
"Why not, Schway, man.." Yer m'sister, birthday's gonna be comin' 'round in a few months, an' I KNOW I'm gonna be fergettin' it." He placed a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it, but when I didn't look up, it trailed from my shoulder, up my neck and onto my cheek. His fingers were calloused from guitar strings, and they prickled my skin as he forced me to look at him. "Whassa matter..?"
"Flint....I need to talk to you about something..."
*~*~*~*~*~*
"And that's all I know....Alex thinks that the language he used might match a dialect of Mount Yasuo's. It's a place about like....a week's journey from Rhy'Din city' I was planning to go straight there but....I didn't feel right leaving without telling you."
His black hair shielded his face from me, hanging in front of his bent head like a curtain. It was amusing how now that my own hair was black" We looked damn similar. I stood on the opposite side of the display case, my hands gripping the cool edges to keep myself upright. He was killing me with this silence thing of his, and on some level, I think he knew that.
I was closer to Flint than I was with Flick. There was a time when I swear we would have started dating each other if Flick hadn't found out. Flint was like my lovable big brother, the one I needed to like....talk about stuff to when I felt like I needed to. Which means he fricken knew me back to front, and would ask me in juuuuust the right way to get me to spill. It always irritated me when he did it, but now I couldn't have been more grateful. He was just trying to help. I never had that with Flick. We were close but not the way Flint and I were.
It'd been nearly twenty minutes since I started explaining the whole thing start to finish, and all he could do was stare at the paper, the last bit of his brother he had left that he didn't know existed until just now. I was trying to formulate answers to the questions I was figuring he was going to have. Like 'Why didn't you tell me about this"' or 'You knew all this time, why didn't you try to do something about it sooner?' The truth was I didn't know. I couldn't even think. My mind kept coming up blank, so I opted to just....stare down at the paper like he was.
He startled me a few minutes later by straightening and folding the note as delicately as someone would tuck in a newborn. His lengthy fingers slid it back to me across the glass, and when he looked up, I flinched away. His icy blue eyes were ringed in red, but his expression....I knew he was holding back the urge to punch me. And he could do it. Flick trained him, too.
Flint slowly walked out from behind the display case as I grabbed the note and shoved it in my back pocket next to the music thing he gave me. I couldn't even MAKE my head move to see him.
Next, he wrapped his arms around me, which was fricken surprising, considering. But he felt distant, like he was trying to keep from actually touching me. I was just grateful for anything, though, and hugged him back as fast as I could. His fingers brushed against the earrings on my ear and they jingled, an old signal he used to make sure I was listening.
"If'n anyone could bring m'brother back, it'd be you, Lain," he whispered. He always used my real name when he was serious. "You bring him back-"
"Flint, you dunno how much this means that yer not pissed...Yeah, man, you know I will-"
"And then I don't EVER wanna see your face again." I immediately felt sick and cold, as if someone had dunked me in a pail of ice water and threw me outside. All at once, he dropped his arms and drew away from me, leaving me standing there with my arms out and my mouth open. I barely saw his hand move before the back of it smashed into the right side of my jaw. I spun around with the momentum and hit the floor dumbstruck. I lifted my fingers to my lips and touched them gingerly, feeling the immediate swelling and tasting a pinprick of blood. I knew he could have hit me much harder than that, and part of me wanted to know why he didn't, but the rest....I just didn't care.
I kept my head down as I pulled myself to his feet, gritting my teeth to keep from screaming. Flint paused halfway up the stairs, and they squeaked, letting me know he turned around.
"You can let yourself out."
Without saying anything, I bolted from the store in a blind dash. There had been more malice in those five words than I had heard from Alex on one of his worst days. The corners of my eyes stung as I burst out onto the street and shouldered past those on their afternoon whatevers. I kept nearly tripping over my own feet as I ran, but despite everything....I laughed.
"Yeah....I knew it was a bad idea..."
I knew the minute that I set foot in Bordertown, it was a bad idea. Even though the calender SAID it should be starting to warm up, there was still a bite in the air that made me huddle deep in my jacket and hoodies. Or was that just me being nervous.
Now, mind you, I'm not one to feel that way a lot....so when I do, you KNOW that something has to be wrong. I folded my arms across my chest, holding what warmth I could to my body. My hair, still wet (which was a terrible idea), was flapping in my face even though I had it drawn up in a tight ponytail. At this point I didn't give a crap if I had to explain myself to Flint sixty times over. I wanted to get warm, and I wanted to get warm NOW.
"Yo, Flint! Hey man, you in?" I smiled at thinking that he wouldn't be here. Because when I thought back on it, I'd be able to truthfully say 'Nope, I tried to tell him about his brother" He wasn't there. His loss.' I was just about to turn around when I felt the twinge of his mixed heritage in my stomach - a spotted amount of magic that felt fuzzy and hidden under a blanket. Such was the life of a halfie. Not like I was one to talk anymore.
"Hey hey, Schway!" he called, thundering down the stairs from the flat above. His black hair was getting long and messy, even more screwed up from the fact that it looked like he just woke up. He burrowed his long fingers into his eye sockets, stumbling drunkenly in my direction, and once reaching me, wrapped his arms around me in a bone crushing hug. Don't let the guy fool you, he's stringy, but he can SQUISH. The last time he did this, I couldn't do squat about it, but when I hugged him back, he yelped and wriggled in my arms. I drew away laughing. He smelled of smoke, alcohol, and perfume, and I flicked my eyes up to the ceiling, wondering if there was a chick up there. I couldn't feel any concentrated sources of magic, but it could always be a human.
"Hey yerself, dude.." Fricken lettin' yer hair grow out'r what?" I said, tousling it for him. He gave me his trademark goofy grin that hadn't changed in fifty years, even though he had. I could see the starts of wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and mouth and felt my heart sink.
"Heheh, helluva grip ya got goin'! An' yeah, man, Elli's likin' it this way, so I's thinkin' I'd be obligin', yanno," he nodded several times, and I bumped his shoulder with my fist.
"So I was right' It was a chick." He laughed and nodded a few more times, turning on his bare heel. His heavy steps took him to the back counter, a display case actually, with tee shirts, instrument pieces, and other band memorabilia that ranged from posters and guitar picks to used kleenexes and ABC gum. I never found out, nor did I WANT to know how he was able to get the last few types...
"S'not like you ain't dun' nothin' with yer hair, Schway' What happened t'th'wantin' t'be true'n white all the time?"
"Nyah.." I dunno really," I said, snorting. I really didn't. I always said that Kiki had helped me, but I swear she did it when I was sleeping, and I just didn't care enough to make her change it back. Which was odd considering how I'd reacted to the shade a year and a half ago..."Guess I got th'changin' bug again, yanno?"
"Yeah, yeah, I be knowin' how that be," Flint said. His voice was muffled because he'd disappeared behind the display case and started rooting around like a gopher. Sounds like exploding balloons, belches, and breaking glass echoed throughout the store, and I was frozen in place between curiosity and wanting to fricken run. "I be havin' somethin' fer you too, s'why I'm glad'ja came over, see" I din' wanna hafta be goin' t'find'ja."
I didn't have time to even decide to move because just as fast, he flew back in my direction, waving a tiny, shiny thing that had a white cord dangling towards the ground. I blinked. "Th'roundies be callin' it like an....eye podd" Meh, somethin' t'that effect.." Plays music like th'dickens. This'n here," he said wiggling it in my face again as if I didn't see it the first time, "normally, they gotta be charged'n whatever. Batts, right' This'n here dun' never hafta be'n it comes aaaaaalready equipped wi'cher favorite songs." Flint beamed proudly, expertly winding the cord up into a loop and holding it out to me. It WAS adorable, and green. I laughed. He knew I liked green. "Happy birthday, Schway-babe." It took me a few seconds, but I reached for it slowly, feeling a catch in the base of my throat. He must have noticed. "Aww, whassa matter, ya dun' like it' I thought'choo would.."
"No! Nonono, I do I like it, it's just.." You really shouldn't have done this, Flint.." I closed my fingers around it.
"Why not, Schway, man.." Yer m'sister, birthday's gonna be comin' 'round in a few months, an' I KNOW I'm gonna be fergettin' it." He placed a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it, but when I didn't look up, it trailed from my shoulder, up my neck and onto my cheek. His fingers were calloused from guitar strings, and they prickled my skin as he forced me to look at him. "Whassa matter..?"
"Flint....I need to talk to you about something..."
*~*~*~*~*~*
"And that's all I know....Alex thinks that the language he used might match a dialect of Mount Yasuo's. It's a place about like....a week's journey from Rhy'Din city' I was planning to go straight there but....I didn't feel right leaving without telling you."
His black hair shielded his face from me, hanging in front of his bent head like a curtain. It was amusing how now that my own hair was black" We looked damn similar. I stood on the opposite side of the display case, my hands gripping the cool edges to keep myself upright. He was killing me with this silence thing of his, and on some level, I think he knew that.
I was closer to Flint than I was with Flick. There was a time when I swear we would have started dating each other if Flick hadn't found out. Flint was like my lovable big brother, the one I needed to like....talk about stuff to when I felt like I needed to. Which means he fricken knew me back to front, and would ask me in juuuuust the right way to get me to spill. It always irritated me when he did it, but now I couldn't have been more grateful. He was just trying to help. I never had that with Flick. We were close but not the way Flint and I were.
It'd been nearly twenty minutes since I started explaining the whole thing start to finish, and all he could do was stare at the paper, the last bit of his brother he had left that he didn't know existed until just now. I was trying to formulate answers to the questions I was figuring he was going to have. Like 'Why didn't you tell me about this"' or 'You knew all this time, why didn't you try to do something about it sooner?' The truth was I didn't know. I couldn't even think. My mind kept coming up blank, so I opted to just....stare down at the paper like he was.
He startled me a few minutes later by straightening and folding the note as delicately as someone would tuck in a newborn. His lengthy fingers slid it back to me across the glass, and when he looked up, I flinched away. His icy blue eyes were ringed in red, but his expression....I knew he was holding back the urge to punch me. And he could do it. Flick trained him, too.
Flint slowly walked out from behind the display case as I grabbed the note and shoved it in my back pocket next to the music thing he gave me. I couldn't even MAKE my head move to see him.
Next, he wrapped his arms around me, which was fricken surprising, considering. But he felt distant, like he was trying to keep from actually touching me. I was just grateful for anything, though, and hugged him back as fast as I could. His fingers brushed against the earrings on my ear and they jingled, an old signal he used to make sure I was listening.
"If'n anyone could bring m'brother back, it'd be you, Lain," he whispered. He always used my real name when he was serious. "You bring him back-"
"Flint, you dunno how much this means that yer not pissed...Yeah, man, you know I will-"
"And then I don't EVER wanna see your face again." I immediately felt sick and cold, as if someone had dunked me in a pail of ice water and threw me outside. All at once, he dropped his arms and drew away from me, leaving me standing there with my arms out and my mouth open. I barely saw his hand move before the back of it smashed into the right side of my jaw. I spun around with the momentum and hit the floor dumbstruck. I lifted my fingers to my lips and touched them gingerly, feeling the immediate swelling and tasting a pinprick of blood. I knew he could have hit me much harder than that, and part of me wanted to know why he didn't, but the rest....I just didn't care.
I kept my head down as I pulled myself to his feet, gritting my teeth to keep from screaming. Flint paused halfway up the stairs, and they squeaked, letting me know he turned around.
"You can let yourself out."
Without saying anything, I bolted from the store in a blind dash. There had been more malice in those five words than I had heard from Alex on one of his worst days. The corners of my eyes stung as I burst out onto the street and shouldered past those on their afternoon whatevers. I kept nearly tripping over my own feet as I ran, but despite everything....I laughed.
"Yeah....I knew it was a bad idea..."