Topic: Return of the Music Thread

Toby

Date: 2015-03-10 20:21 EST
Back in 2007, I did this a lot, and I let it go for a time. But, I think I'd rather resume it. There are always songs that mean something for a story, or just a mood. And they're worth sharing.

Toby

Date: 2015-03-10 20:32 EST
"The Ministry of Lost Souls" by Dream Theater
From 'Systemic Chaos'
Lyrics by John Petrucci
(c) 2007, Roadrunner Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1lnO2dF9rM

Toby's Notes: This song inspired a story that's being written behind the scenes - due to its nature, I am not posting it up until it's ready. I like to think it'll be worth the wait. It's extremely intense and personal, as the lyrics might suggest.
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The water's edge is where she waits
Lost souls still wandering
Meant to die
But she's stuck not crossing over

The other side is where he waits
His spirit reaching out
Meant to save
But she's too scared to take his hand

Living in a world without you,
Drowning in the past..
Is living in no world at all..
So now I call on you..

Remember me? I gave you life
You would not take it
Your suffering was all in vain, it's almost over now
Don't turn your back on paradise

Feeling scared, she's prepared
To give up everything
She can't stand to feel
Like half of her is fading

He will choose the only way,
To rid her of her pain..
Take her soul now,
The decision has been made..

Living in a world without love
A burden to my soul
Is living in a worthless world
So I will call on you

Remember me? I gave you life
You would not take it
Your suffering was all in vain
It's almost over

Remember me? You were so young
How could I tell you?
Remember me? I am the one
Who saved your life that night

I was the one who would not abandon you
Even in death I was the one who would not leave you
I used my freedom to protect you
And all the while direct you

Do you remember me this time?
Even in death I gave you life, I gave you life

Wanted to deserve a place
A place beside you
This time when I reached out my hands
It reached all the way to heaven

Remember me? I gave you life
You would not take it
Your suffering was all in vain
It's almost over now, goodbye
It's almost over now, goodbye

It's time,
I release you from this life..
Don't turn your back on paradise..

Toby

Date: 2015-04-08 21:52 EST
"Ghost Love Score" by Nightwish
From 'Once'
Lyrics by Tuomas Holopainen
(c) 2004, Spinefarm Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYjIlHWBAVo

Toby's Notes: Original recording was with Tarja Turunen, this is the live Wacken 2013 performance with new singer Floor Jansen. She owns it, especially the end.
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We used to swim the same moonlight waters..
Oceans away from the wakeful day..

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I'll bleed forever

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I'll bleed forever

Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I'll bleed forever

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I'll bleed forever

Into the blue memory...

The siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love 'n loss

(Instrumental interlude)

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop int the hangman's noose

Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I'll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I'll bleed forever

Toby

Date: 2015-04-10 22:01 EST
"Tallulah" by Sonata Arctica
From 'Silence'
Composed and Lyrics by Tony Kakko
(c) 2001, Spinefarm Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Omr0DaOav0E

Toby's Notes: This was written when lyricist/lead singer Toni Kakko was still getting the knack of writing in English (as opposed to his native Finnish). You can tell by the occasional oddity in the sentence structure, but it doesn't diminish the song's power.
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Remember when we used to look, how sun set far away,
And how you said: "this is never over"..
I believed your every word and I guess you did too..
But now you're saying: "hey, let's think this over"..

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you,
I have a feeling you don't have the words..
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say 'bye', and walk away..
Don't look back, cause I am crying..

I remember little things, you hardly ever do,
Tell me why, I don't know why it's over...
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night,
I hope your wish came true .. mine betrayed me..

You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me..
I have a feeling you don't know what to do..
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?

Tallulah, It's easier to live alone, than fear the time is over..
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven..

I see you walking hand in hand, with long-haired drummer of the band,
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen,
Don't even dare to say you 'hi', still swallowing the goodbye,
But I know the feelings still alive- still alive...



I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do..
I'll win you back for me, if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand

Tallulah, It's easier to live alone, than fear the time is over..
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven..

Toby

Date: 2015-04-27 20:43 EST
"Marathon" by Rush
From 'Power Windows'
Music composed by Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson; Lyrics by Neil Peart
(c) 1985, Anthem Entertainment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fW3tGc6Wo1M

Toby's Notes: I don't know many songs that have as big an inspirational boost as this one does. Both lyrically and the music as well, especially the final chorus and the outro.
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It's not how fast you can go,
The force goes into the flow,
If you pick up the beat,
You can forget about the heat..

More than just survival,
More than just a flash,
More than just a dotted line,
More than just a dash...

It's a test of ultimate will
The heartbreak climb uphill
Got to pick up the pace
If you want to stay in the race
More than blind ambition
More than simple greed
More than a finish line
Must feed this burning need
In the long run...

(Chorus)
From first to last
The peak is never passed
Something always fires the light that gets in your eyes
One moment's high, and glory rolls on by
Like a streak of lightning
That flashes and fades in the summer sky

Your meters may overload,
You can rest at the side of the road,
You can miss a stride,
But nobody gets a free ride..

More than high performance,
More than just a spark,
More than just the bottom line
Or a lucky shot in the dark..
In the long run...

(Chorus)
From first to last
The peak is never passed
Something always fires the light that gets in your eyes
One moment's high, and glory rolls on by
Like a streak of lightning
That flashes and fades in the summer sky



You can do a lot in a lifetime,
If you don't burn out too fast..
You can make the most of the distance,
First you need endurance..
First you've got to last...

From first to last
The peak is never passed
Something always fires the light that gets in your eyes
One moment's high, and glory rolls on by
Like a streak of lightning
That flashes and fades in the summer sky

From first to last
The peak is never passed
Something always fires the light that gets in your eyes
One moment's high, and glory rolls on by
Like a streak of lightning
That flashes and fades in the summer sky


Toby

Date: 2015-05-22 14:08 EST
"Your Last Song" by Scorpions
From 'Humanity: Hour 1'
Written by Rudolf Schenker, Desmond Child, Eric M. Bazilian
(c) 2007, BMG Rights Management Gmbh (Germany), Bad Candy Music (ASCAP), GEMA.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCghFibFzXk

Toby's Notes: Very sad. It's quite an image, someone writing the last song for their lover, who is sitting there with no idea what's coming. Sad and heavily ironic.
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Here I am,
Writing my last song for you..
Hear the words carefully and you'll see it's you
I'm leaving...
Don't want to be the one to tell you,
That I can't stay another day..


I'll throw the pages on the floor,
I'm starting over like before,
I'll change this stupid ending,
And stay with you forever more...
But when I'm lying next to you,
It's hard to bargain with the truth,
Cause when you know the love is gone,
The time has come to write your last song...

There you are,
Smiling at me from the next room,
Beautiful as the first day I met you,
And I'm so sorry...
I couldn't be the one to love you,
The way that you deserve to be...

I'll throw the pages on the floor,
I'm starting over like before,
I'll change this stupid ending,
And stay with you forever more...
But when I'm lying next to you,
It's hard to bargain with the truth,
Cause when you know the love is gone,
The time has come to write your last song...


It's hard to think of you and I
As total strangers..
I've lived this last goodbye
A million times or more in my mind...
My mind, my mind...



Oh! and I'm gonna miss you,
But I can't go back,
Even just to kiss you,
Cause I can't exist,
Just living a lie,
Gotta lot of love to give,
You know before I die...

And as I watch you sing along,
It's killing me, that it's your last song..

Toby

Date: 2015-05-28 10:46 EST
"Evening Wind" by Scorpions
From 'In Trance'
Written by Ulrich Roth
(c) 1975, RCA Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKMnsGNhn9A

Toby's Notes: Older Scorpions had a certain bent towards intricate wordplay and imagery. This is one of their best in that vein.
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A summer day is gone, Listen to the evening wind,
Singing tunes of tamarind,
Into the setting sun...
You lie in twilight sleep, dreaming colors deep
Today all life is gone...

Look at the golden chalice, plight broken on the ground,
Green fire blazing round,
Where are your friends...
You see all hope, lying broken on the slope,
Today all life is gone..



Have you ever listened to the evening wind?
To the gentle breeze and its truth?
Have a listen and you will see, my friend..
Wind is telling you the truth

Toby

Date: 2015-06-21 21:34 EST
OOC:

As this is Father's Day, this is one for my father Don, who passed away 29 years ago on 15 April, 1986. My Dad always loved this song when it was sung in church, and he is never far from my thoughts even now when I hear it.

Different recordings have had different lyrical arrangements. I am putting in the way I remember it from hearing it at Mass long ago.

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Just A Closer Walk With Thee
Original Author Unknown - Public Domain
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6Ks49apflE


I am weak, but Thou art strong;
Jesus, keep me from all wrong;
I?ll be satisfied as long
As I walk, let me walk close to Thee.

Refrain:
Just a closer walk with Thee,
Grant it, Jesus, is my plea,
Daily walking close to Thee,
Let it be, dear Lord, let it be.

Through this world of toil and snares,
If I falter, Lord, who cares?
Who with me my burden shares?
None but Thee, dear Lord, none but Thee.

Refrain:
Just a closer walk with Thee,
Grant it, Jesus, is my plea,
Daily walking close to Thee,
Let it be, dear Lord, let it be.

When my feeble life is o?er,
Time for me will be no more;
Guide me gently, safely o?er
To Thy kingdom shore, to Thy shore.


Miss you, Dad.

Toby

Date: 2015-07-05 21:43 EST
"All Right" by Christopher Cross
From 'Another Page'
Written by Christopher C. Cross
(c) 1983, Universal Music - Mgb Songs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=odLnLzuxDts
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I know, I know what's on your mind,
And I know it gets tough sometimes..
But you can give it one more try,
Find a reason why,
You should pick it up..
And try it again..


'Cause it's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out this time
It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might work out fine this time
It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out
'Cause it's not too late for that
Too late for me

I know I've been hurt before
And I know I really shouldn't give any more
But this time,
This time things seem just a little different..
And when I look in your eyes,
You know I can see that it's true..
And I hear you say it's..


'Cause it's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out this time
It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might work out fine this time
It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out
'Cause it's not too late for that,
Too late for love


Just when you feel helpless
Nothing left to say
Love will find us
The past's behind us
Then we're on our way...



Time and time again I see
People so unsure like me
We all know it gets hard sometimes
You can give it one more try
Find another reason why
You should pick it up
Why you should kick it up
And try it again


'Cause it's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out this time..

It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might work out fine this time..

It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might just work out this time..

It's all right
I think we're gonna make it
I think it might work out fine this time..




Toby

Date: 2015-07-23 21:59 EST
"Introduction" by The Chicago Transit Authority (later simply 'Chicago')
From 'Chicago Transit Authority'
Written by Terry Kath
(c) 1969, Columbia Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imwk_Mu0btE
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Hey there everybody!
Please don't romp or roam..
We're a little nervous,
We're so far from home..

So this is what to do,
Sit back and let it through,
And let us work on you..

We've all spent years preparin',
Before this group was born..
With Heaven's help it blended,
And we do thank the Lord..

If you know then what to do,
Sit back and let it through,
And let us play for you..



Now we put you through the changes,
And turned around the mood..
We hope it struck you different,
And hope you feel moved..

So forget all of your troubles,
As we search for somethin' new,
And we play for you...


Toby

Date: 2015-08-04 12:07 EST
"Caravan" by Rush
From 'Clockwork Angels'
Music composed by Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson; Lyrics by Neil Peart
(c) 2012, Anthem Entertainment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alDq8P8Um3A
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In a world lit only by fire,
A long train of flares under piercing stars..
I stand watching the steam-liners roll by..



The caravan thunders onward,
To the distant dream of the city..
The caravan carries me onward,
On my way at last, on my way at last..

I can't stop thinking big,
I can't stop thinking big..
I can't stop thinking big,
I can't stop thinking big..

On a road lit only by fire,
Going where I want, instead of where I should..
I peer out at the passing shadows..

Carried through the night into the city,
Where a young man has a chance of making good..
A chance to break from the past..



The caravan thunders onward
Stars winking through the canvas hood
The caravan thunders onward
On my way at last, on my way at last

I can't stop thinking big
I can't stop thinking big
I can't stop thinking big
I can't stop thinking big

I can't stop thinking big
I can't stop thinking big
In a world where I feel so small, I can't stop thinking big..





I can't stop thinking big,
I can't stop thinking big..
I can't stop thinking big,
I can't stop thinking big..

I can't stop thinking big,
I can't stop thinking big..
In a world where I feel so small, I can't stop thinking big..

Toby

Date: 2015-08-10 09:42 EST
"Headlong Flight" by Rush
From 'Clockwork Angels'
Music composed by Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson; Lyrics by Neil Peart
(c) 2012, Anthem Entertainment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EA-yqCCbTF4

Toby's Notes: For the record, I do NOT wish I could live it all again.
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All the journeys of this great adventure,
It didn't always feel that way..
I wouldn't trade them, because I made them,
The best I could, and that's enough to say...

Some days were dark..
I wish that I could live it all again..
Some nights were bright..
I wish that I could live it all again..

All the highlights of that headlong flight,
Holding on with all my might..
To what I felt back then,
I wish that I could live it all again..

I have stoked the fire on the big steel wheels,
Steered the airship right across the stars..
I learned to fight, I learned to love, I learned to feel,
Oh I wish that I could live it all again..

All the treasures, the gold and glory
It didn't always feel that way
I don't regret it - I'll never forget it -
I wouldn't trade tomorrow for today..

Some days were dark..
I wish that I could live it all again..
Some nights were bright..
I wish that I could live it all again..

I have stoked the fire on the big steel wheels,
Steered the airship right across the stars..
I learned to fight, I learned to love, I learned to feel,
Oh I wish that I could live it all again..

The days were dark,,
And the nights were bright..
I would never trade tomorrow for today..

All the highlights of that headlong flight
Holding on with all my might
Some days were dark
I wish that I could live it all again
Some nights were bright
I wish that I could live it all again

I have stoked the fire on the big steel wheels,
Steered the airship right across the stars..
I learned to fight, I learned to love, I learned to feel,
Oh I wish that I could live it all again..

I have stoked the fire on the big steel wheels,
Steered the airship right across the stars..
I learned to fight, I learned to love, I learned to steal,
I wish that I could...
Oh I wish that I could live it all again..

Toby

Date: 2015-09-05 00:35 EST
"Letter to Dana" (Live) by Sonata Arctica
From 'Live in Finland'
Music composed by Sonata Arctica; Lyrics by Toni Kakko
(c) 2011, Nuclear Blast.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60iVfUv6_7o
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Dana, my darling, I'm writing to you,
'Cause your father passed away, it was a beautiful day..
And I don't want to bother You anymore,
I used to hope you'd come back,
But not anymore Dana..

My eyes might have betrayed me, but I have seen,
Your picture on the cover of a filthy magazine..
And I think my heart just cannot handle that,
Dana, my darling, would be so bad...

Dana my darling I'm writing to you,
'Cause your mother passed away, it was a really rainy day..
And I didn't mean to bother you anymore,
Your mother wished... Come visit your fathers grave, Dana..

Your father disowned you because you have sinned,
But he did forgive you in condition he was in..
And I hope you won't do those things anymore,
Dana, My darling, I'm waiting for..

Little Dana O'Hara oh, oh Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here..
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day,
to travel away, far away..

No, you can't surprise me anymore, oh oh..
I've seen it all before..
But it seems I cannot let you go,
Dana, Dana, Dana, Dana...

And I think that I told you, I'd wait for you forever..
Now I know someone else's holding you,
so, for the first time in my life - I must lie..
Lie's a sin, mess that I am in,
Love is not the thing I feel now,
I promise you... I won't write again 'til the sun sets behind your grave..

Dana, oh, Dana I'm writing to you,
I heard you passed away, it was a beautiful day...
I'm old and I feel time will come for me,
my diary's pages are full of thee...

Little Dana O'Hara oh, oh Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here..
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day,
to travel away, far away..

Little Dana O'Hara oh, oh Dana my dear,
How I wish that my Dana was here..
Little Dana O'Hara decided one day,
to travel away, far away..

Toby

Date: 2015-10-05 23:44 EST
"Danny Boy"
Lyrics by Frederic Weatherly
(c) 1913
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vauknqb-pY8
Performed by Derek McCormack, 1989.
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Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling...
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side..
The summer's gone, and all the flowers dying..
It's you, it's you must go and I must bide...

But come ye back when summer's in the meadow..
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow..
Tis I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow..
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so...

But when ye come, and all the flow'rs are dying..
And I am dead, as dead I well may be..
You'll come and find the place where I am lying..
And kneel and say an Ave there for me...

And I shall hear, though soft you tread above me..
And all my grave will warmer, sweeter be..
And then you'll kneel, and tell me that you love me..
And I shall sleep in peace, until you come to me...

Toby

Date: 2015-11-17 08:43 EST
"We Built This House" by Scorpions
From 'Return to Forever'
Lyrics by Klaus Meine and Martin Hansen
Music by Mikael Nord Andersson and Martin Hansen
(c) 2015, Sony Music Germany - New Door/UME (US)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UALNE6-sjoU

Toby's Notes: This is Toby and Tabitha's theme. And beyond that, this is a tribute to all those couples of Rhydin who have survived the storms of time and tragedy, and are still together.
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Love is the glue that holds us together..
Faith and believing is the key, this door of forever..
Baby, you and I..
We're every reason on earth,
Now and again it's always us against the world..
Against the world..

When the rain fell,
And the flood came,
And the wind blew hard like a hammer on these walls..
We didn't crack or break or fall..
We built this house on a rock!
This house on a rock..

And there is a time to face stormy weather..
But we are always standing strong, a lifetime together..
Baby, you and I,
We don't regret anything..
Now it's the two of us again against the wind..
Against the wind..

When the rain fell,
And the flood came,
And the wind blew hard like a hammer on these walls..
We didn't crack or break or fall..
We built this house on a rock!
This house on a rock..

Brick by brick, we have set it up
Oh man if these walls could talk,,
Bit by bit, based it on trust,
We gave it all we got..

When the rain fell,
And the flood came,
And the wind blew hard like a hammer on these walls..
We didn't crack or break or fall..
We built this house on a rock!
This house on a rock..
We built this house on a rock (ooh)
We built this house on a rock (ooh)
We built this house on a rock (ooh)

Toby

Date: 2015-12-05 23:29 EST
"When You Came Into My Life" by Scorpions
From 'Pure Instinct'
Music and Lyrics by: Rudolf Schenker, James F. Sundah, Titiek Puspa, Klaus Meine.
Copyright: (c) 1996, BMG Rights Management Gmbh (Germany)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B09eQbuMQXg

Toby's Notes: Another for Toby and Tabitha. When she came into his life, everything changed forever.
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You give me your smile,
A piece of your heart,
You give me the feel I've been looking for..
You give me your soul,
Your innocent love,
You are the one I've been waiting for,
I've been waiting for...

We're lost in a kiss..
A moment in time..
Forever young,
Just forever, just forever in love..

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart

You make me dream,
By the look in your eyes,
You give me the feel, I've been longing for..
I wanna give you my soul,
All my life,
Cause you are the one I've been waiting for..
I've been waiting for so long..

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
And the world stopped turnin' round
For your love

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart
Into my heart..

Just forever in love

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
And the world stopped turnin' round
For your love
When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart
When you came into my life

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
And the world stopped turnin' round
For your love
When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart

Toby

Date: 2015-12-13 22:01 EST
"The Winner Takes It All" by ABBA
From 'Super Trouper'
Music and Lyrics by: Bj?rn Ulvaeus and Benny Andersson
Copyright: (c) 1980, Polar Music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyIOl-s7JTU

Toby's Notes: This one'll break your heart.
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I don't wanna talk,
About things we've gone through..
Though it's hurting me..
Now it's history..
I've played all my cards,
And that's what you've done too..
Nothing more to say..
No more ace to play..

The winner takes it all...
The loser's standing small..
Beside the victory,
That's her destiny..

I was in your arms,
Thinking I belonged there..
I figured it made sense,
Building me a fence..
Building me a home,
Thinking I'd be strong there,
But I was a fool..
Playing by the rules..

The gods may throw the dice,
Their minds as cold as ice..
And someone way down here,
Loses someone dear..
The winner takes it all,
The loser has to fall..
It's simple and it's plain,
Why should I complain?

But tell me does she kiss,
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same,
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside..
You must know I miss you..
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed..

The judges will decide,
The likes of me abide..
Spectators of the show,
Always staying low..
The game is on again..
A lover or a friend..
A big thing or a small..
The winner takes it all..

I don't wanna talk,
If it makes you feel sad..
And I understand,
You've come to shake my hand..
I apologize,
If it makes you feel bad..
Seeing me so tense,
No self-confidence..
But you see...
The winner takes it all..
The winner takes it all...

Toby

Date: 2016-01-08 11:56 EST
"Dead Boy's Poem" by Nightwish
From 'Wishmaster'
Music and Lyrics by: Tuomas Holopainen
Copyright: (c) 2000, Nightwish, Spinefarm Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9e-AeRiDEBw

Toby's Notes: This one'll break your heart too.
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I live no more to shame..
Nor me, nor you..
...I'm sorry...


Born from silence, silence full of it,
A perfect concert my best friend..
So much to live for, so much to die for,
If only my heart had a home..

Sing what you can't say,
Forget what you can't play,
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..
Walk within my poetry, this dying music,
- My love letter to nobody...

Never sigh for better world,
It's already composed, played and told..
Every thought the music I write,
Everything a wish for the night..

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin,
Died for the beauty the one in the garden..
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom,
Failed in becoming a god..

Never sigh for better world,
It's already composed, played and told..
Every thought the music I write,
Everything a wish for the night..


"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"



"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone,
Show me love, hold the lorn..
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me..
I'm sorry..
Time will tell, this bitter farewell,
I live no more to shame nor me nor you..
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

A lonely soul..
An ocean soul..
A lonely soul..
An ocean soul..

"So much more I wanted to give,
To the ones who love me,
Time will tell..."

A lonely soul..
An ocean soul..
A lonely soul..
An ocean soul..

Toby

Date: 2016-03-02 23:57 EST
"Turn The Lights Out" by Delain
From 'Lunar Prelude'
All lyrics written by Charlotte Wessels. , Music composed by Martijn Westerholt, Charlotte Wessels, Guus Eikens, Hendrik Jan de Jong
Copyright: (c) 2016, Napalm Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OWMojXsMXc
Toby's Notes: This one just speaks for itself. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "The Sandman".
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I was here,
When the first morning dawned upon you..
I'll be there,
I was here,
When you first ever drew a breath in..
I'll be there..
For the last living thing..

And I will turn the lights out...
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
And lock this wicked world behind me,
Lights out..
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
And lock the universe..

I was here..
Will you welcome and recognise me?
I'll be there,
I was here,
Will you dread me, will you despise me?
I'll be there..
for the last living thing..

And I will turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out,
And lock this wicked world behind me..
Lights out,
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
And lock the universe..

Instrumental

And I will turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out,
And lock this wicked world behind me..
Lights out,
Turn the lights out..
Turn the lights out..
And lock the universe..

Toby

Date: 2016-03-28 10:32 EST
"Dawning is the Day" by The Moody Blues
From "A Question of Balance"
Lyrics written by Justin Hayward
Copyright: (c) 1970, Threshold Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRBSsyowtVc
Toby's Notes: Just a very mellow, inspiring piece.
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Rise, let us see you,
Dawning is the day..
Miss, misty meadow,
You will find your way..
Wake up in the morning to yourself and leave this crazy life behind you..
Listen, we're trying to find you..

Flow to the sea,
You know where to go..
Still we are free,
No one tells the wind which way to blow..

Wake up in the morning to yourself,
Open your eyes and start to be you..
Listen, we think we can see you..

Baby there's no price upon your head,
Sing it, shout it.
Now the angry words have all been said...
Do it, don't doubt it...

So rise, let us see you,
Dawning is the day..
Miss, misty meadow,
You will find your way..
Wake up in the morning to yourself, open your head and look around you.
Listen, we think we have found you..

Listen, we think we have found you..
(Outro)

Toby

Date: 2016-04-17 23:16 EST
"Always Somewhere" by Scorpions
From "Lovedrive"
Written by Rudolf Schenker and Klaus Meine
Copyright: (c) 1979, Mercury Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aY6PoQTnGSo
Toby's Notes: Scorpions have a number of 'Life on the road' songs. This is one of the best. The intro riff reminds me of 'Simple Man' by Lynyrd Skynyrd.
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Arrive at seven, the place feels good,
No time to call you today..
Encores till eleven, then Chinese food,
Back to the hotel again..

I call your number, the line ain't free,
I'd like to tell you, 'come to me..'
A night without you, seems like a lost dream,
Love, I can't tell you how I feel..

Always somewhere,
Miss you where I've been..
I'll be back to love you again..
Always somewhere,
Miss you where I've been,
I'll be back to love you again..



Another morning, another place,
The only day off is far away..
But every city has seen me in the end,
And brings me to you again..

Always somewhere,
Miss you where I've been..
I'll be back to love you again..
Always somewhere,
Miss you where I've been,
I'll be back to love you again..

Toby

Date: 2016-05-17 08:44 EST
"Sweet Dreams" by Air Supply
From "The One That You Love"
Written by Graham Russell
Copyright: (c) 1981, Arista Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krSyAZs7tbc
Toby's Notes: For a band largely known for their sweet, sappy love songs (and let's be honest, they do that better than almost anyone else), this has a slightly darker, sad and intense tone to it.
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This is the time when you need a friend,
You just need someone near..
I'm not looking forward to the night I'll spend,
Thinking of you when you're not here..


How many times will I think about the things I'd like to do?
Always denied the right to live my life the way I want,
I want to share it with you..


Close your eyes, I want to ride the skies,
In my sweet dreams..
Close your eyes, I want to see you tonight,
In my sweet dreams..


I'll think of your kiss as the days roll by,
And I'll write the words you love..
And what I can't say in a letter,
Will just have to wait till I get home..


There's not much time to tell you half the things I should..
Only that I'm so glad I fell in love with you,
And I'd do it again, if I could..


Close your eyes, I want to ride the skies,
In my sweet dreams..
Close your eyes, I want to see you tonight,
In my sweet dreams..

Close your eyes, I want to ride the skies,
In my sweet dreams..
Close your eyes, I want to see you tonight,
In my sweet dreams..

Sleep like a child, resting deep..
You don't know what you give me, I keep
For these moments alone..



Close your eyes, I want to ride the skies,
In my sweet dreams..
Close your eyes, I want to see you tonight,
In my sweet dreams..


Toby

Date: 2016-05-26 11:42 EST
"Witch Hunt" by Rush
From "Moving Pictures"
Music by Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson. Lyrics by Neil Peart.
Copyright: (c) 1981, Anthem Entertainment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MWzDKE4zbY
Toby's Notes: One of the best slow build-ups I've ever heard, and some of the most intense atmosphere. Part of a trilogy of songs on the subject of fear, Witch Hunt speaks about 'Fear of others' and what it can lead to.
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The night is black, without a moon..
The air is thick and still..
The vigilantes gather on,
The lonely torch lit hill..

Features distorted in the flickering light,
The faces are twisted and grotesque,
Silent and stern in the sweltering night,
The mob moves like demons possessed..
Quiet in conscience, calm in their right,
Confident their ways are best..

The righteous rise, with burning eyes,
Of hatred and ill-will..
Madmen fed on fear and lies,
To beat and burn and kill..

They say there are strangers who threaten us,
Our immigrants and infidels..
They say there is strangeness too dangerous,
In our theaters and bookstore shelves..
That those who know what's best for us,
Must rise and save us from ourselves..

Quick to judge, quick to anger,
Slow to understand..
Ignorance and prejudice
And fear walk hand in hand...

Toby

Date: 2016-06-08 09:29 EST
"The Anarchist" by Rush
From "Clockwork Angels"
Music by Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson. Lyrics by Neil Peart.
Copyright: (c) 2012, Anthem Entertainment.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHHvfSdTPbs
Toby's Notes: This would have been a strong contender for Toby's theme, before he met Tabitha. She really has made him a better person.
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Will there be world enough and time for me to sing that song?
A voice so silent for so long..
For all those years I had to get along, they told me I was wrong,
I never wanted to belong - I was so strong..

(I lack their smiles and their diamonds; I lack their happiness and love
I envy them for all those things, I never got my fair share of)

The lenses inside of me that paint the world black,
The pools of poison, the scarlet mist, that spill over into rage..
The things I've always been denied,
An early promise that somehow died,
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..

In all your science of the mind, seeking blind through flesh and bone,
Find the blood inside this stone..
What I know, I've never shown; what I feel, I've always known,
I plan my vengeance on my own - and I was always alone..

(I lack their smiles and their diamonds; I lack their happiness and love
I envy them for all those things, I never got my fair share of)

The lenses inside of me that paint the world black,
The pools of poison, the scarlet mist, that spill over into rage..
The things I've always been denied,
An early promise that somehow died,
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..

Oh - They tried to get me..
Oh - They'll never forget me..



The lenses inside of me that paint the world black,
The pools of poison, the scarlet mist, that spill over into rage..
The things I've always been denied,
An early promise that somehow died,
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..
A missing part of me that grows around me like a cage..

Toby

Date: 2016-06-16 00:06 EST
"C'est La Vie" by Emerson, Lake & Palmer
From "Works Volume 1"
Music & Lyrics by Greg Lake and Peter Sinfeld.
Copyright: (c) 1977, Atlantic Records.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SCmchJTPPo
Toby's Notes: Beautifully sad.
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C'est la vie..
Have your leaves all turned to brown?
Will you scatter them around you?
C'est la vie...

Do you love?
And then how am I to know?
If you don't let your love show for me,
C'est la vie..

Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Who knows, who cares for me...
C'est la vie..

In the night..
Do you light a lover's fire?
Do the ashes of desire for you remain?

Like the sea..
There's a love too deep to show,
Took a storm before my love flowed for you,
C'est la vie..

Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Who knows, who cares for me...
C'est la vie..



Like a song..
Out of tune and out of time,
All I needed was a rhyme for you,
C'est la vie...

Do you give?
Do you live from day to day?
Is there no song I can play for you,
C'est la vie...

Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Oh, oh, c'est la vie.
Who knows, who cares for me...
C'est la vie..

Toby

Date: 2016-11-07 10:41 EST
"Obsolete" by Peroxwhy?gen
From "Within The Cygnus Rift"
Music & Lyrics Jeff Hardy.
Copyright: (c) 2015, TNA Knockout Music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9Z4ifXTEM8
Toby's Notes: Truth.
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Set in my ways I am changing-
Every single move your making
Sense of analyzed predictions-
Far beyond our comprehension-

I?ve been tortured with arriving-
Thoughts that stop a star from shining-
Kill me now before I?m sober-
So I die before it?s over..

My skins dying because you're under it-
I?m done lying to myself for this.
For all the wonder in believing man it?s making me weak-
I?ll fade away and classify myself as Obsolete!

Set in my stone I am changing-
Every other move your making-
Sense of dramatized inflictions-
That intensifies this tension...
I?ve been tortured with denying-
Walks on water semi-blinding-
Faith is stronger when I?m sober-
I?ll survive until it?s over

My skins dying because you're under it-
I?m done lying to myself for this.
For all the wonder in believing man it?s making me weak-
I?ll fade away and classify myself as Obsolete!

Set in form of separation-
Pleading for cooperation-
From the higher powers out there-
Save me from this daily despair.
Undone I am re assessing-
Common bonds that are reflecting-
Higher powers waiting out there-
Save me from this daily despair.

My skins dying because you're under it-
I?m done lying to myself for this.
For all the wonder in believing man it?s making me weak-
I?ll fade away and classify myself as Obsolete!

My skins dying because you're under it-
I?m done lying to myself for this.
For all the wonder in believing man it?s making me weak-
I?ll fade away and classify myself as Obsolete!

Toby

Date: 2017-05-10 21:30 EST
"Suspension" - Theatrical theme from Buck Rogers in the 25th Century
Performed by Kipp Lennon
Written by Glen A. Larson and Stu Phillips
Copyright: Unknown
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM0p9VHeoyA
Toby's Notes: Tops on the soundtrack to my youth.
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Far beyond the world I've known,
Far beyond my time..
What am I? Who am I? What will I be?
Where am I going and what will I see?

Searching my mind, for some truths to reveal,
What thoughts are fantasy, what memories real?

Long before this life of mine,
long before this time..
What was there? Who cared? To make it begin?
Is it forever, or will it all end?

Searching my past, for the things that I've seen,
Is it my life or something I dreamed?





Far beyond this world I've known,
Far beyond my time..
What kind of world am I going to find?
Will it be real, or just all in my mind?

What am I, who am I, what will I be?
Where am I going..
and what will I see...?

Toby

Date: 2017-07-18 08:59 EST
"Is There Anybody There?" - Scorpions
Lyrics Written by Klaus Meine and Herman Rarebell
Music Written by Rudolf Schenker
Copyright: 1979, Mercury Records
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnXKIEzWZOU
Toby's Notes: Second band I ever discovered, after Rush.
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Open my mind, let me find new vibrations,
Tell me the way I must take to reach my destination..
And a place where I can stay..

Where is the love of my life, couldn't find her,
Show me the way to find back to myself, 'Cause I'm nowhere..
In the darkness of these days

Is there anybody there who feels that vibration,
Who shows me the way to my love?
Is there anybody there with that inclination,
To bring back the sun to my heart..

I find myself in a state of confusion,
Life's like a pantomime trick or a laser illusion..
Where's a place that I can stay?

Save me, don't let me get lost in the ocean,
I need your help everyday to control my emotions..
In the darkness of these days..

Is there anybody there who feels that vibration,
Who shows me the way to my love?
Is there anybody there with that inclination,
To bring back the sun to my heart..





Is there anybody there who feels that vibration,
Who shows me the way to my love?
Is there anybody there with that inclination,
To bring back the sun to my heart..



Toby

Date: 2017-10-09 09:39 EST
"Woman" - Scorpions
Lyrics Written by Klaus Meine and Rudolf Schenker
Music Written by Rudolf Schenker
Copyright: 1993, Mercury Records
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKqxB5w4ukg
Toby's Notes: That video. That VOICE.
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Woman! You can change my world..
Woman! You can change my world..

I'm chained to the fears, inside these walls..
The silence talks loud, about the things I recall..
Through the bricks in the window,
I scream at the world..
But when no one is listening,
It's hard to be heard..


Woman! you can change my world..
Woman.. there'll be no return..


I see shadows coming through the walls
I hear voices but no one's talking at all
I can feel the madness,
Crawling up my spine..
Reaching out,
To grab your mind..

Woman! Come and change my world..


(Do you remember all those fears)
They won't leave me alone..
(Do you remember all those tears)
I pretend to be strong...
(Do you remember all the pain)
I'm getting tired of the game..
I cannot live, I cannot die,
I want to know, who the hell am I??





You've never seen me, but I know you so well..
And before it kills me, I gotta break the spell..
The deeper we touch, the higher we'll go..
The time has come,
To heal my soul..

Woman! You can change my world..


(Do you remember all those fears)
They won't leave me alone..
(Do you remember all those tears)
I pretend to be strong...
(Do you remember all the pain)
I'm getting tired of the game..
I cannot live, I cannot die,
I want to know, who the hell am I??


Woman!
I'm gonna change your world..