Topic: In Memoriam

Imrathion Tathar

Date: 2008-11-28 08:24 EST
The morning was dark and dreary, such that even though it was well past the hour for the sun to rise, the lamplighters had not yet gone around and doused the flames that kept the city lit at night. The atmosphere was heavy, with fat grey clouds that let little sunlight through, and a misty fog that did its best to disperse the rest. The temperature hovered around the freezing point, though the skies couldn't quite decide whether it should rain, snow, or sleet, instead choosing a mixture of the three that made the cobblestones slick and hazardous. Still, the people came.

There were city guardsmen present, blocking off the roads and watching intently for any signs of trouble, but other than that and the presence of those who appeared to be part of the city's government, there was little at first to indicate that anyone was in charge of the proceedings. There was no rhyme or reason or pattern to the way the citizens lined up. Some formed strict military marching lines, others bunched up tightly together, with the majority falling somewhere in between in organization. Everything seemed to hinge on the six men carefully carrying a cast bronze sign, with a post to (presumably) stick in the ground somewhere. Clad in white robes, with the cowls up over their heads, they didn't seem to notice the hustle and bustle behind them. They stood stock still until, at some unseen or unheard signal, they started to walk slowly towards the marketplace. After a few moments, the rest of those present followed suit.

Without specified groupings, the marchers lurched and straggled towards their goal in strange pairings. Priests clad in plain white vestments marched side by side with elven druids dressed in hand-made furs and trews, while pastors from other faiths wore less conspicuous signs of their beliefs. A clerical collar poking up from beneath a jean jacket, or a crucifix on a chain around the neck of a suit-wearing man. Ordinary citizens from countless worlds and eras all came together, dressed in drab muslin dresses and pantsuits and leather breeches and cotton tunics and old plate armor and bomber jackets and some kind of space age material that was silvery and reflective. Members of the city guard and mages interspersed themselves throughout the ranks, dressed in their standard issue armor and robes, respectively. Perhaps most striking, though, were the victims present. Some were identifiable by the black ribbons they wore, or the t-shirts they donned in brave opposition to the elements with simple images, slogans and phrases: The smiling faces of men, women, and children who were no longer present in this world, ironed on to the front of white shirts. "Never Forget." "11-28-07." "We miss you, Thalion." A myriad of other phrases in other languages as well. Other victims were easily noted by the wounds they still bore. Some used canes to assist them in walking. Others were missing limbs, making use of replacement arms and legs crafted from wood or metal, wheelchairs, and crutches to move them along. A woman with dark glasses and a red-striped cane ably made her way forward, while a little girl in cerulean pigtails and missing one of her pointed ears sat upon the shoulders of a silver-haired elf. Children of all races walked hand in hand with adults who clearly weren't their parents. Dwarven children with humans, human children with elves, frail and grey-haired grandparents with babies and toddlers, halflings with youth barely shorter than they were. As they made their way down one of the city's primary thoroughfares, shutters and doors occasionally opened, as curious citizens poked their heads out to see what was going on. The march was mostly silent though, save for the sound of footsteps pounding on stone and the periodic sob from a saddened parent or child.

Finally, the journey took the rag-tag assembly into the Marketplace plaza, to a nearly forgotten northwestern nook of the square. Some of the stalls that had previously been there had been cleared out, leaving an oddly empty space. Someone appeared to have blocked off room for a flower bed, complete with a short wooden fence and mulch, but no flowers seemed to have been planted yet. A couple of wooden benches were also present, but the robed men paid no mind to those, heading straight for an empty patch of ground. As if an invisible wall had been placed in front of them, they suddenly stopped, and the crowd behind them fanned out into a half-circle, straining and standing on tippy-toes to try and see what they were doing. Carefully, the six men hoisted the bronze sign they had been carrying vertical. As they did so, it became evident why they had chosen to stop in the place they did: the ground was fresh concrete, grey and slightly liquid to the touch. They worked the post into the mixture, grunting and grimacing with the effort, then carefully pushing and prodding it until it stood upright. Finally, with one last downwards shove, they completed their task, and stepped out of the way, to let those present read the words engraved on both sides of it.

"In memory of the victims of the November 2007 R.S.C. Marketplace bombings." Below this, in several other languages, was the same phrase, rendered in dwarvish runes, elvish script, elaborate draconic letters, and several others. In common, the phrase translated out to "May peace come to the realm of RhyDin." ((This SL is completely open. Feel free to post and participate. Thank you!))

Luna Eva

Date: 2008-11-30 15:46 EST
You try to forget the feeling. You shut it out. The sounds. The screams and the silence. The smells. Gunpowder and bile. The sight of blood. Of fear. But you can't escape it. It comes when you least expect it. Buying a cup of coffee. Opening a letter. Laying down to sleep. It comes unbidden, unwanted. You are present in your life one moment. The next moment, you're back there.

It was the closest thing to war Eva had ever known. She had so many bad memories, she feared she was running out of room for the good. She wanted to be numb. But she knew better. Happy memories were meaningless without the bad. And being numb meant all of it was dull. The good and the bad both. Eva would rather be in pain most of the time than lose out on whatever glimpses of happiness life had to offer.

So when it came time to remember, Eva was there.

She stayed in the back of the crowd, listening and watching, the brim of a borrowed hat pulled low, a scarf wrapped around her neck and covering her face as much as seemed reasonable. She hadn't been back to the Marketplace since the fire that burned down her apartment. She hoped to go unrecognized. She avoided the side of the square where she used to live. But she saw familiar faces amongst the gathered. Mrs. Bartleby from the apothecary, Credo with the fruit and vegetable cart who used to sell her a yellow apple every morning.

For Eva, there had never been any meaning to what happened in the Marketplace. There was never any explanation. But it didn't matter to her. What explanation could possibly be provided for those who had died, those who had lost' Eva knew well enough that no explanation could ease the pain. People lived, and people died. There was no rhyme or reason. There was simply this life.

After the memorial plaque had been placed, Eva looked around. People had brought things to leave behind. But her pockets were empty. She had nothing to offer.

Through the crowd she moved, heading back in the direction of the Inn. Perhaps it was conscious, perhaps not, but her feet naturally led her towards the alley that had once took her to her own door. The building had been razed, and markers had been set for what appeared to be a new building. But there was still signs of the fire. Stone blackened with soot. Eva stood looking for a long moment, people pushing past her as they made their way to and from the square. She rubbed her hands together to keep warm. A new building would go up soon, and before long no one would remember a fire, no one would remember a book store, no one would remember the doctor who lived above it. That was life.

At least the bombings would be remembered. At least the people who had lost their lives that day would be remembered. No one needed to remember her. But those people deserved to be remembered.

Eva shook her head and moved to continue on, putting her hands back into her coat pockets. And in her left pocket, she found something. Something that had been slipped there. Pausing in the middle of the street, she pulled the item free and looked down at it. A yellow apple.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-12-04 03:47 EST
Lydia had heard about the march, but pretended otherwise.

It wasn't as if she didn't think it was a good thing to remember the tragedy that happened at the market a year ago, as well as victims who were wounded or lost their lives. But the simple truth of the matter was that Lydia didn't really want to remember. She didn't want to remember the pain and fear that came with that situation. She didn't want to remember feeling so very lost. She didn't want to remember feeling as if everything was beyond her control.

She didn't want to remember the child that died in her arms, gasping for breath in between whimpers.

However, holding things in and pretending nothing had happened certainly didn't work out very well for her. Doing such had cost her quite a bit last year. So a few days after the march Lydia mustered every bit of courage and determination she could, and instead of heading straight to The Stitch for work, she took a detour to the market square.

The fountain at the square was beautiful, even with frozen water. Tiny ice crystals covered the marble of the fountain in a thin layer, sparkling like millions of small diamonds when the sunlight hit it just right. Such simple beauty was lost upon the elf who normally would have reveled in it. No, her focus had gone straight to the sign in front of the fountain that had recently been set up in memory of the tragedy that took place a year ago.

Her throat became tight and knots formed in her stomach. Memories played clearly and vividly in her mind, and the strange numbing pain she felt wasn't a side effect of the cold. All around the sign were assorted odds and ends left behind, along with obvious items such as flowers and stuffed animals sprinkled in old dirty snow. One stuffed animal in particular caught her attention. It was a small rabbit with floppy ears, and worn around the edges as evidenced by a missing eye. It seemed likely to Lydia that a parent left it behind for a child they had lost. Crouching down, she reached out to brush the snow from the plush rabbit and ignored the blistering pain on the tips of her fingers.

As she straightened back up, it was the warm tears that ran down her face that made her acutely aware of the cold. It wouldn't do to get sick, so loitering wasn't likely a good idea, not that she really wanted to loiter. Her pale blue gaze shifted aside in the direction of The Stitch. Ever since the end of last year, things there had never really been the same. As time passed, routines went back to normal, but the weight of what happened never fully left their shoulders. Now? That burden would grow heavy again for a time. And it was a burden she didn't want to carry.

Turning from the sign, Lydia walked south of the market, away from The Stitch, and back towards her home.