Topic: Seeing Ghosts

Kingsley OConnor

Date: 2012-05-16 16:11 EST
She had been riding her bicycle for almost the entire day. Something about just cruising through empty streets and weaving through busy crowds set the Irish girl's mind at ease, letting all of the stress seep out of her usually strict shoulders and tense facial features relax into a neutral state.

It was well past midday, the sun seeking out its harbor in the distant horizon so that evening could cast its spell across the city. Kingsley was walking beside her bike down a long stretch of barren road, its only other occupants the occasional car that came zipping down the street at speeds that made her wince.

Cars still reminded her of that bitter night three years ago when her family had lost Brandon. She had gotten over it, for the most part, but even so....Memories could still sometimes hurt.

Turning her bike to head down another empty tract of pavement, she idly kicked a few pebbles as they came underfoot. She glanced up when she heard the roar of an engine in front of her, a sleek black car turning the corner sharp before slamming gas into its works.

Pursing her lips, she moved over as far as she could on the sidewalk. Drivers like that always bothered her. Why did you need a car that sounded like a monster" And why did you need to speed down a street like the devil was on your tail" It never made any sense to her. It's why she had never bothered getting her license.

She had gone only a handful of steps before she heard something from behind. No, not really heard, more like felt. Her pace slowed and she looked over one shoulder. Standing there in the middle of the road was a tall, lanky boy wearing faded jeans and a plain white t-shirt. Only the steel blue of his left eye was visible as the fall of bright orange fell over the right. It was a characteristic of his that she knew only too well.

"Toby."

The name was a near whisper, as if saying it any louder would have taken too much time, too much effort. Kingsley looked back to her left, to the oncoming car still speeding down the one-way strip, then back to her right and the boy just standing there, staring at her with an expression that even she couldn't read.

Left, right, back again. It was like a scene from a bad horror flick, one that had a horrendously awful ending, leaving you feeling hollow, gaping and gouged out inside and wanting nothing more than to curl up into a ball and cry your eyes out.

This is not what she wanted to be seeing. This is not where she wanted to be.

Shoving her bike away from her, she launched herself to the right.

"Toby!"

The scream was supposed to be hers but it sounded more like a roar, deep and guttural and nothing at all like the sweet little Irish voice the girl normally possessed. Her muscles, while usually lithe and mildly toned, shot into overdrive, shifting within the flash of mere seconds and causing the thin fabric of dark jeans to bulge, straining against elastic threads.

She barreled toward the boy, racing against the car and, miraculously, won the fight. She would have been out of the way of it, too, if she hadn't stumbled when her body discovered that there was no person standing there to counter her. Her momentum was lost, her feet fumbling up, her outstretched arms circling in only to find that no one was caught within them.

A look of sheer surprise glassed across her face as she fell, knees first, toward the hardened gravel. It was still there when she turned her head to look at the car speeding toward her, its paint gleaming and the failing sunlight glinting off the pristine windshield.

This is not what she wanted to be seeing. This is not where she wanted to be.

Both her look and the window shattered as the vehicle crashed into her.

Kingsley OConnor

Date: 2012-05-16 18:20 EST
They didn't keep her in the hospital for long, partly because Fallon had some very influential friends but mostly because they didn't want to deal with a big angry cowboy continuously threatening to break their necks.

The injuries hadn't been life-threatening, which the doctors still couldn't believe and the nurses thought was a miracle in itself, but the girl had been roughed up quite a bit. Bearing bruises and cuts and broken bones galore, she looked like she had been someone's punching bag in addition to being hit head-on by a car.

The driver of the vehicle was still on the loose. A hit-and-run, it was probably for the best. If Sai every found out who the driver had been, he'd be shot dead on sight.

Some might call it drastic. The Gunslinger just called it justice.

Stirring in her bed, Kingsley peeled back the single eyelid that wasn't swollen shut. Even with the beginning onslaught of pain-killing drugs making their way through her system, her whole body felt like one giant hurt. What was even worse was that it screamed at her without her even moving an inch. Her head felt like it was being split like a log.

What part of her wasn't covered by bandages or bruises was pale as fresh milk, her hair like a dark pool of ink as it spilled across her pillow and down over her shoulders, a terrifying contrast of color. The pale lilac of the blanket seemed to only make the comparison to the pallid complexion worse, but she had it tucked up underneath each arm all the same. For being a warm, sunny Spring day, her room harbored a chill that bore straight down to the bone.

"How're you feelin'?" The Gunslinger hadn't let her out of his sight since they arrived at the hospital and, once they were home, he had taken up post at her door. One shoulder leaned against the wooden threshold while both arms crossed over his middle. Eerie blue eyes were locked onto the small little heap tucked safely in her bed.

Miraculously, the horrid expression of death on her face cracked, one corner of the young girl's mouth lifting up, struggling to remain there for more than a few seconds despite the screams of a shattered cheek bone.

"I'm alright," came her thin response. Her voice was like that of a ghost, faint and shallow and nothing like the voice he knew, the one that was always filled with sweetness and joy no matter what was going on around her.

It broke what remained of his still, deadened heart.

"What the hell happened, Kingsley?" It sounded more broken than he had intended it to, but seeing her like this....There was no other way he could sound.

Pushing off from his guard at her door, he stepped forward into the room. The sting of the ice cold air was brutal, a vicious slash at his corporal flesh, but he kept on.

"What were you doin' so close to the road?"

Her mind wasn't working as quickly as she was wanting it to and each of his words sounded as if it had to work its way through a fistful of cotton until it reached her ears.

"I saw Toby," was her truthful response. Even with only five words spoken thus far, she was beginning to feel her strength leave her. Every inch of her body was beginning to feel numb. "He was going to get hit."

"Toby." Sai's rendition of the name was like poison being spit from the tongue. The cowboy's face twisted, screwing into a hardened scowl. The empty palms of his hands burned with the aching need to grip each one of his pistols, to rip them from their holsters and fire all shots into a flaming orange head. "He's dead." It was more of a promise than a threat.

"No, he's not." The drugs were starting to kick in, giving her warrant for the lack of understanding, for the misinterpretation, for those words. They explained that lazily euphoric smile spreading like the warm trickle of honey across her mouth, excused that one eyelid as it smoothly slid itself shut. Sleep was drawing its soothing blanket over her, coaxing her into its mindless depths.

Little did she know how prophetical the Gunslinger's words could be.

Little did she know that what she had seen had only been something akin to a ghost.

"...I saw him."

Kingsley OConnor

Date: 2012-06-06 16:02 EST
"I know that I saw you."

She had been in the graveyard for over an hour, standing vigil at the foot of a grave still too fresh from being overturned. Completely oblivious to the seemingly ceaseless rainfall that drenched every inch of the ground, she stood bareheaded and stark still, the only thing bundled safely away being a small object wrapped up in her pale purple hoodie, hugged tightly to her concave abdomen and leaving her arms bare to the chill of the rain.

Kaleidoscope eyes had continually held to the blue scarf that still laid draped over the humble cross's juncture and the newly placed bracelet that overlapped them both. She didn't moved closer to inspect it. She didn't really need to. She could see the two large letters and the heart symbol following them. She knew what they were. She knew what they meant.

It didn't change anything that she felt.

"I know that I saw you that day in the street. I know it wasn't just something in my head. You were there. I know you were. But....why' Why did you come to me then, after you....after you..."

The rest of her words trailed off. It took her a few minutes to collect herself, swallowing down the swollen lump in her throat.

"I still don't know why you died. No one's told me anything yet. I don't know what happened. I don't even know where you were. All I can guess is that....you were doing something that you believed in, something you felt strongly enough about to fight for. I guess....that's enough for me, knowing that you died doing something you felt that you should do. That you had to do."

She was grateful for the rain, for its masking of the tears that had been in endless supply ever since she had learned of Toby's demise. Not bothered with wiping the mixed streaks from her face, she moved toward the headstone, unraveling the parting gift as she went so that by the time she bent down, she need only place it at the base.

It was the small music box she had once given him, made of dark wood and engraved with beautiful knotwork all along its rims, tiny bits of ivory encrusted along the designs. Inside, when opened, would be that magical display of blooming flowers and flitting butterflies, all shimmering with a white light while the gentle sound of a harp played out a soothing tune. But she left the lid closed, saving that song to her memory, and let the magic that created the internal bliss remain unseen.

"I thought you might like this," she said, running a finger across the elaborate wood-worked designs. "I remember you telling me how much it meant to you, how much you loved it. So I thought you might still want to keep it close." A small waning smile touched her lips. "Although I really do hope that now you get to hear her sing it again."

At the end to her words, she pressed three fingers of her right hand to her lips. As she turned to head for the archway, she reached behind to press them to the top of the box. The Astral took no note of it, continuing on to the hallway to make her way through the church through the front door, but with that touch a glimmer of white-gold drifted down from her wrist to her hand and into the box, causing it to glow with a tightly-worn but brilliant throb of light. She wouldn't know it but the rain would cease to drizzle on the handmade trinket, surrounded by that ethereal radiance that would keep it, and a small part of her, safe and forever close to Toby.