It really was amazing the things that Ellen had hoarded over the years - among them, clothes that fit the visiting littlest Dean in the world to perfection. Offered the choice of staying with Ellen and Bobby, or going home for the night with the bigger version of himself and Jo, the little man had jumped at the chance to have a sleepover, no matter how weird the circumstances. Which was how the house that now belonged to Dean and Jo - newly built by Olympians, and outfitted with a basement that made both of them squeal with delight by Brian and Bobby - ended up ringing with certain key phrases more than a year before it was intended to.
"Dean!" Jo called up the stairs to where both Deans were putting up the camp bed in one of the spare rooms. "I mean ....little Dean!" She laughed, shaking her head. "PJs and teeth, dude!"
It had been a weird day for everyone, and the elder Dean couldn't help wondering if this was what being a father would be like, but he'd had a taste of that when he'd taken a trip to the future and met their future son - the one that was currently residing inside Jo's belly and that was apparently taking after his great grandfather as a Man of Letters - whatever that was exactly. As far as little Dean was concerned, he was in his glory, but his elder counterpart knew it wouldn't last. Night would come, the darkness would creep in, and with it the fear.
"Better go before she comes looking for you. I can handle things here," Dean warned his younger self with a smile. The situation was beyond weird, and he had to keep reminding himself that the kid was him, only younger. "Okay, Mister," the boy replied obediently and turned to scurry down the stairs. Dean couldn't help but wonder when he'd ever been that innocent and that well-behaved.
"There you are," Jo chuckled as the little boy came into sight. She held out the pyjamas Ellen had hunted out for him from the attic that afternoon. "Want a hand getting changed, or is that just too hands on for a girl?" she asked him with a warm smile.
The boy laughed and blushed a little in embarrassment. Thankfully, his elder self didn't overhear Jo's question or he might have made some smartass remark or other. "I'm not a baby! I'm seven!" the boy pointed out, a little defensively. He hadn't had help changing his clothes since before his mother had died. Not even Ellen helped him with that anymore.
"All right then," Jo laughed, handing over the nightwear with a grin. "You go shuffle into those, and we can throw your stuff in the laundry for the night." She shooed him away with exaggerated silliness, glad to see and hear the boy smile and laugh. She had a feeling he didn't get to do much of that in the years that were coming to him.
"Yes, ma'am, Mrs. Jo," he replied, taking the PJs in his arms and darting toward the bathroom. He'd already been given a tour of the house and knew his way around pretty well.
Making her way up the stairs behind the over-excited little man, Jo couldn't help smiling, rubbing her hand over her belly. The baby in her womb was active this evening, stretching his limits as she gained the upper level in time to see little Dean disappear into the bathroom. "You know, I'm kinda glad they don't pop out ready made," she commented, aware that her Dean could hear her. "Getting used to that is gonna take some time."
"You have seven years to get used to one like that," Dean pointed out, though their own son would be his own person, a little of Jo and a little of Dean. "Does it seem weird to you that we already know him' Sam, I mean?" he asked, lowering his voice at the mention of that name, though he was referring to their son, not his brother.
"A little," she admitted, leaning in the doorway of the spare room, stroking her hand over her bump as the baby moved visibly inside. "But this Sam, in here ....he'll be a different person. He won't have the experiences that the other Sam has. He won't lose his parents, and he won't have to become a hunter just to protect his brother and sister. We'll make sure of it."
Dean nodded thoughtfully, his gaze traveling briefly to the bump at her belly where their son was waiting to be born. "I wish there was something we could do for that kid," he said, purposely keeping his voice low, with a nod of his head in the direction of the bathroom. He smoothed out the blanket he'd laid out on top of the bed. In a way, all of this was very familiar.
"We're doing it," she said softly, moving to wrap her arms about his waist. "I know it doesn't seem like enough. But this is all we can do, baby. And when he goes back, maybe he'll remember us as a dream he had once." It was something, anyway.
"Won't make much difference. Story's still gonna end the same," he said, returning her embrace. Though he was happy to have her arms around him, basking in her comfort, he knew there wasn't anything they could do to change the kid's fate. "You know, Bobby was more of a dad than my old man was, but at least, he's got Ellen. That's more than me and Sam ever had."
She nodded, understanding a little, if not all. If she had the chance, would she go back and change things" No. Because the past had brought her to this moment, and she wouldn't change what she had now for any promises. "He'll always have them," she agreed with him softly. "And somewhere he's at peace right now."
"It's too bad we can't adopt him, but that would be pretty weird, wouldn't it?" he asked, with a faint smile on his face that was somewhat sad. No weirder than raising a son alongside the same son that was already grown. It was confusing it he thought about it too hard.
"We live weird," she smiled back at him, but there was a denial in her tone that promised him this wasn't even vaguely up for discussion. They both knew how many people would die bloody if his mini-me didn't go back to his own time and grow up in the usual fashion. "We'll get it right with our kids," she promised him softly. "One way or another."
"Yeah, I know," he replied, confident in that, at least. He'd seen one possible future, and he'd be damned if he let his kids grow up to a world so bleak and hopeless. "The thing is, every time me and Sam fixed one problem, another popped up, and after a while, it sometimes seemed like we were making things worse, not better. What do you think's gonna happen when we get rid of Hades?" he asked. Not if, but when. He was adamant about that much. "There are ....things ....out there worse than Lucifer, worse than Hades. Just because one battle is over doesn't mean the war is won." Maybe it was a bleak way of looking at things, but he'd rather be prepared for the worst than see the world through rose-colored glasses.
"Because this is a different world," Jo reminded him gently. "One where there never was a civil war in heaven, where the Leviathan were never released. The Olympians took over, sure, but Hades is the problem there. I gotta hope that once we're done with Hades, things will settle down. I don't want to be facing something worse next year."
"I hope so, baby. I really do, because ..." He sighed, frowning a little. It she wasn't right, what was the point of it all" But then, Jo had always been the voice of reason in his life, at least, since he'd arrived here. She might not realize it, but she got it from her mother. Ellen and Jo were quite possibly the wisest women he'd ever known or would ever know. The bathroom door creaked open along with the pitter patter of a pair of small bare feet on the floor as the younger version of Dean scurried back to the spare room. He stopped dead in the doorway when he saw Dean and Jo wrapped in an embrace, hesitating for just a moment as he watched them with interest. Was she somehow part of his future, too, he wondered.
"Because nothin'," Jo smiled to him, raising her head to kiss her husband's cheek affectionately as the pitter patter of bare feet announced themselves along the hallway toward them. Her smile grew as she looked to the little boy standing in the door, one arm unwrapping from her Dean to open up toward the little one. "Hey, you," she greeted the small boy. "Gonna come and say goodnight to the biggest baby bump in the world?"
"Dean!" Jo called up the stairs to where both Deans were putting up the camp bed in one of the spare rooms. "I mean ....little Dean!" She laughed, shaking her head. "PJs and teeth, dude!"
It had been a weird day for everyone, and the elder Dean couldn't help wondering if this was what being a father would be like, but he'd had a taste of that when he'd taken a trip to the future and met their future son - the one that was currently residing inside Jo's belly and that was apparently taking after his great grandfather as a Man of Letters - whatever that was exactly. As far as little Dean was concerned, he was in his glory, but his elder counterpart knew it wouldn't last. Night would come, the darkness would creep in, and with it the fear.
"Better go before she comes looking for you. I can handle things here," Dean warned his younger self with a smile. The situation was beyond weird, and he had to keep reminding himself that the kid was him, only younger. "Okay, Mister," the boy replied obediently and turned to scurry down the stairs. Dean couldn't help but wonder when he'd ever been that innocent and that well-behaved.
"There you are," Jo chuckled as the little boy came into sight. She held out the pyjamas Ellen had hunted out for him from the attic that afternoon. "Want a hand getting changed, or is that just too hands on for a girl?" she asked him with a warm smile.
The boy laughed and blushed a little in embarrassment. Thankfully, his elder self didn't overhear Jo's question or he might have made some smartass remark or other. "I'm not a baby! I'm seven!" the boy pointed out, a little defensively. He hadn't had help changing his clothes since before his mother had died. Not even Ellen helped him with that anymore.
"All right then," Jo laughed, handing over the nightwear with a grin. "You go shuffle into those, and we can throw your stuff in the laundry for the night." She shooed him away with exaggerated silliness, glad to see and hear the boy smile and laugh. She had a feeling he didn't get to do much of that in the years that were coming to him.
"Yes, ma'am, Mrs. Jo," he replied, taking the PJs in his arms and darting toward the bathroom. He'd already been given a tour of the house and knew his way around pretty well.
Making her way up the stairs behind the over-excited little man, Jo couldn't help smiling, rubbing her hand over her belly. The baby in her womb was active this evening, stretching his limits as she gained the upper level in time to see little Dean disappear into the bathroom. "You know, I'm kinda glad they don't pop out ready made," she commented, aware that her Dean could hear her. "Getting used to that is gonna take some time."
"You have seven years to get used to one like that," Dean pointed out, though their own son would be his own person, a little of Jo and a little of Dean. "Does it seem weird to you that we already know him' Sam, I mean?" he asked, lowering his voice at the mention of that name, though he was referring to their son, not his brother.
"A little," she admitted, leaning in the doorway of the spare room, stroking her hand over her bump as the baby moved visibly inside. "But this Sam, in here ....he'll be a different person. He won't have the experiences that the other Sam has. He won't lose his parents, and he won't have to become a hunter just to protect his brother and sister. We'll make sure of it."
Dean nodded thoughtfully, his gaze traveling briefly to the bump at her belly where their son was waiting to be born. "I wish there was something we could do for that kid," he said, purposely keeping his voice low, with a nod of his head in the direction of the bathroom. He smoothed out the blanket he'd laid out on top of the bed. In a way, all of this was very familiar.
"We're doing it," she said softly, moving to wrap her arms about his waist. "I know it doesn't seem like enough. But this is all we can do, baby. And when he goes back, maybe he'll remember us as a dream he had once." It was something, anyway.
"Won't make much difference. Story's still gonna end the same," he said, returning her embrace. Though he was happy to have her arms around him, basking in her comfort, he knew there wasn't anything they could do to change the kid's fate. "You know, Bobby was more of a dad than my old man was, but at least, he's got Ellen. That's more than me and Sam ever had."
She nodded, understanding a little, if not all. If she had the chance, would she go back and change things" No. Because the past had brought her to this moment, and she wouldn't change what she had now for any promises. "He'll always have them," she agreed with him softly. "And somewhere he's at peace right now."
"It's too bad we can't adopt him, but that would be pretty weird, wouldn't it?" he asked, with a faint smile on his face that was somewhat sad. No weirder than raising a son alongside the same son that was already grown. It was confusing it he thought about it too hard.
"We live weird," she smiled back at him, but there was a denial in her tone that promised him this wasn't even vaguely up for discussion. They both knew how many people would die bloody if his mini-me didn't go back to his own time and grow up in the usual fashion. "We'll get it right with our kids," she promised him softly. "One way or another."
"Yeah, I know," he replied, confident in that, at least. He'd seen one possible future, and he'd be damned if he let his kids grow up to a world so bleak and hopeless. "The thing is, every time me and Sam fixed one problem, another popped up, and after a while, it sometimes seemed like we were making things worse, not better. What do you think's gonna happen when we get rid of Hades?" he asked. Not if, but when. He was adamant about that much. "There are ....things ....out there worse than Lucifer, worse than Hades. Just because one battle is over doesn't mean the war is won." Maybe it was a bleak way of looking at things, but he'd rather be prepared for the worst than see the world through rose-colored glasses.
"Because this is a different world," Jo reminded him gently. "One where there never was a civil war in heaven, where the Leviathan were never released. The Olympians took over, sure, but Hades is the problem there. I gotta hope that once we're done with Hades, things will settle down. I don't want to be facing something worse next year."
"I hope so, baby. I really do, because ..." He sighed, frowning a little. It she wasn't right, what was the point of it all" But then, Jo had always been the voice of reason in his life, at least, since he'd arrived here. She might not realize it, but she got it from her mother. Ellen and Jo were quite possibly the wisest women he'd ever known or would ever know. The bathroom door creaked open along with the pitter patter of a pair of small bare feet on the floor as the younger version of Dean scurried back to the spare room. He stopped dead in the doorway when he saw Dean and Jo wrapped in an embrace, hesitating for just a moment as he watched them with interest. Was she somehow part of his future, too, he wondered.
"Because nothin'," Jo smiled to him, raising her head to kiss her husband's cheek affectionately as the pitter patter of bare feet announced themselves along the hallway toward them. Her smile grew as she looked to the little boy standing in the door, one arm unwrapping from her Dean to open up toward the little one. "Hey, you," she greeted the small boy. "Gonna come and say goodnight to the biggest baby bump in the world?"