Topic: A Normal Night

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:37 EST
It really was amazing the things that Ellen had hoarded over the years - among them, clothes that fit the visiting littlest Dean in the world to perfection. Offered the choice of staying with Ellen and Bobby, or going home for the night with the bigger version of himself and Jo, the little man had jumped at the chance to have a sleepover, no matter how weird the circumstances. Which was how the house that now belonged to Dean and Jo - newly built by Olympians, and outfitted with a basement that made both of them squeal with delight by Brian and Bobby - ended up ringing with certain key phrases more than a year before it was intended to.

"Dean!" Jo called up the stairs to where both Deans were putting up the camp bed in one of the spare rooms. "I mean ....little Dean!" She laughed, shaking her head. "PJs and teeth, dude!"

It had been a weird day for everyone, and the elder Dean couldn't help wondering if this was what being a father would be like, but he'd had a taste of that when he'd taken a trip to the future and met their future son - the one that was currently residing inside Jo's belly and that was apparently taking after his great grandfather as a Man of Letters - whatever that was exactly. As far as little Dean was concerned, he was in his glory, but his elder counterpart knew it wouldn't last. Night would come, the darkness would creep in, and with it the fear.

"Better go before she comes looking for you. I can handle things here," Dean warned his younger self with a smile. The situation was beyond weird, and he had to keep reminding himself that the kid was him, only younger. "Okay, Mister," the boy replied obediently and turned to scurry down the stairs. Dean couldn't help but wonder when he'd ever been that innocent and that well-behaved.

"There you are," Jo chuckled as the little boy came into sight. She held out the pyjamas Ellen had hunted out for him from the attic that afternoon. "Want a hand getting changed, or is that just too hands on for a girl?" she asked him with a warm smile.

The boy laughed and blushed a little in embarrassment. Thankfully, his elder self didn't overhear Jo's question or he might have made some smartass remark or other. "I'm not a baby! I'm seven!" the boy pointed out, a little defensively. He hadn't had help changing his clothes since before his mother had died. Not even Ellen helped him with that anymore.

"All right then," Jo laughed, handing over the nightwear with a grin. "You go shuffle into those, and we can throw your stuff in the laundry for the night." She shooed him away with exaggerated silliness, glad to see and hear the boy smile and laugh. She had a feeling he didn't get to do much of that in the years that were coming to him.

"Yes, ma'am, Mrs. Jo," he replied, taking the PJs in his arms and darting toward the bathroom. He'd already been given a tour of the house and knew his way around pretty well.

Making her way up the stairs behind the over-excited little man, Jo couldn't help smiling, rubbing her hand over her belly. The baby in her womb was active this evening, stretching his limits as she gained the upper level in time to see little Dean disappear into the bathroom. "You know, I'm kinda glad they don't pop out ready made," she commented, aware that her Dean could hear her. "Getting used to that is gonna take some time."

"You have seven years to get used to one like that," Dean pointed out, though their own son would be his own person, a little of Jo and a little of Dean. "Does it seem weird to you that we already know him' Sam, I mean?" he asked, lowering his voice at the mention of that name, though he was referring to their son, not his brother.

"A little," she admitted, leaning in the doorway of the spare room, stroking her hand over her bump as the baby moved visibly inside. "But this Sam, in here ....he'll be a different person. He won't have the experiences that the other Sam has. He won't lose his parents, and he won't have to become a hunter just to protect his brother and sister. We'll make sure of it."

Dean nodded thoughtfully, his gaze traveling briefly to the bump at her belly where their son was waiting to be born. "I wish there was something we could do for that kid," he said, purposely keeping his voice low, with a nod of his head in the direction of the bathroom. He smoothed out the blanket he'd laid out on top of the bed. In a way, all of this was very familiar.

"We're doing it," she said softly, moving to wrap her arms about his waist. "I know it doesn't seem like enough. But this is all we can do, baby. And when he goes back, maybe he'll remember us as a dream he had once." It was something, anyway.

"Won't make much difference. Story's still gonna end the same," he said, returning her embrace. Though he was happy to have her arms around him, basking in her comfort, he knew there wasn't anything they could do to change the kid's fate. "You know, Bobby was more of a dad than my old man was, but at least, he's got Ellen. That's more than me and Sam ever had."

She nodded, understanding a little, if not all. If she had the chance, would she go back and change things" No. Because the past had brought her to this moment, and she wouldn't change what she had now for any promises. "He'll always have them," she agreed with him softly. "And somewhere he's at peace right now."

"It's too bad we can't adopt him, but that would be pretty weird, wouldn't it?" he asked, with a faint smile on his face that was somewhat sad. No weirder than raising a son alongside the same son that was already grown. It was confusing it he thought about it too hard.

"We live weird," she smiled back at him, but there was a denial in her tone that promised him this wasn't even vaguely up for discussion. They both knew how many people would die bloody if his mini-me didn't go back to his own time and grow up in the usual fashion. "We'll get it right with our kids," she promised him softly. "One way or another."

"Yeah, I know," he replied, confident in that, at least. He'd seen one possible future, and he'd be damned if he let his kids grow up to a world so bleak and hopeless. "The thing is, every time me and Sam fixed one problem, another popped up, and after a while, it sometimes seemed like we were making things worse, not better. What do you think's gonna happen when we get rid of Hades?" he asked. Not if, but when. He was adamant about that much. "There are ....things ....out there worse than Lucifer, worse than Hades. Just because one battle is over doesn't mean the war is won." Maybe it was a bleak way of looking at things, but he'd rather be prepared for the worst than see the world through rose-colored glasses.

"Because this is a different world," Jo reminded him gently. "One where there never was a civil war in heaven, where the Leviathan were never released. The Olympians took over, sure, but Hades is the problem there. I gotta hope that once we're done with Hades, things will settle down. I don't want to be facing something worse next year."

"I hope so, baby. I really do, because ..." He sighed, frowning a little. It she wasn't right, what was the point of it all" But then, Jo had always been the voice of reason in his life, at least, since he'd arrived here. She might not realize it, but she got it from her mother. Ellen and Jo were quite possibly the wisest women he'd ever known or would ever know. The bathroom door creaked open along with the pitter patter of a pair of small bare feet on the floor as the younger version of Dean scurried back to the spare room. He stopped dead in the doorway when he saw Dean and Jo wrapped in an embrace, hesitating for just a moment as he watched them with interest. Was she somehow part of his future, too, he wondered.

"Because nothin'," Jo smiled to him, raising her head to kiss her husband's cheek affectionately as the pitter patter of bare feet announced themselves along the hallway toward them. Her smile grew as she looked to the little boy standing in the door, one arm unwrapping from her Dean to open up toward the little one. "Hey, you," she greeted the small boy. "Gonna come and say goodnight to the biggest baby bump in the world?"

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:38 EST
The boy paused in the doorway, looking just a little apprehensive, not of Jo or her baby bump, but of the tall, stoic man lurking beside her that was supposed to be his future self. He reminded him of his father, in a way, and he wasn't quite sure if that was a good or bad thing. He wasn't afraid of the man exactly, but he was smart enough to be a little apprehensive. "Um ..." he replied, as he looked at the two of them.

Her smile softened even further as she held her arm out to the little boy, understanding why he was a little apprehensive but not prepared to coddle what was a silly fear. Dean might be intimidating, but he would never allow a child to be harmed. "C'mon," she cajoled the littler one. "I have magic hugs, I promise. I can make this one stop worrying and smile with a hug, imagine what they can do to you?"

Dean spoke finally, seeing the worry and fear on the boy's face - a face he knew all too well. He had sometimes thought about what advice he'd give himself if he could go back in time, what things he might have done differently, and now it seemed he had that chance. Even if the kid didn't remember any of this, maybe there'd be a part of him deep down inside that did. He knew it probably wouldn't change anything, but maybe it would at least make him feel better, knowing there was still hope left in the world. He lifted an arm to wave the boy over, a small smile on his face. "Come on. I won't bite. Promise."

The boy relented at last and went into their arms, almost wishing he could stay there forever, but even at seven, he knew that was impossible. He'd made a promise to keep Sam safe, and it was a promise he had no intentions of breaking.

It was odd, perhaps, to have one arm wrapped about a child and the other about the man that child had grown into, in another dimension. But Jo didn't let her thoughts linger there - they were both Dean, and they both seemed to need someone to be calm and balanced, at least for a little while. Her hand stroked little Dean's hair before holding him close, resting her head against her Dean's chest. When their son was this age, he'd have a little sister toddling around behind him. It was a startling thought.

The boy that was Dean let himself get wrapped up in that embrace, and for a moment, it almost felt like he belonged there - like he was their son and like he'd never have to leave, but he knew it wasn't true, but as much as he wanted it, he knew they weren't his real parents. Neither were Ellen and Bobby, no matter how much he loved them. He felt the tears coming again and held them back, but for a sniffle that neither Dean or Jo would be able to help noticing.

Hearing that little sniffle, Jo glanced worriedly up at Dean, still stroking her hand softly against the little boy's back. She didn't know how to make things better; this little boy had lost his mother not so very long ago, and worse, he knew that the monster under his bed was real. But the monster wasn't going to get him while he was here, at least. "You know what? I think we should watch a movie before bed," she suggested. "We have popcorn."

"A movie?" he asked, looking up at Jo expectantly, unshed tears shining in the innocent green eyes that wouldn't stay innocent much longer.

"I think that's a great idea," Dean replied, sensing the tension in the boy and knowing he was close to tears. If there was one thing he - they - could do, it was make the kid's stay here pleasant. It was the least they could do. "I'll make the popcorn, while you two pick the movie."

"Aye, aye, sir." Jo saluted as Dean handed out who was doing what, knowing full well it would irritate him just a little. She never could resist teasing him whenever the opportunity arose, on the pretext that it was all in preparation for having kids. Nothing at all to do with the fact that she loved his passion, in all the ways it came out, even when he was arguing with her. She winked at little Dean, grinning. "So this fine gentleman gets to take me downstairs, huh?"

Well, arguably, Dean would have to go downstairs, too, to get to the kitchen, but he didn't mind sharing Jo with his seven-year-old self, knowing he was going to be the one to end up with her either way. It was a little ironic in a way, and he remembered something Ellen had asked earlier about whether it would skew his preferences for blonds when he was older. Whatever happened, it made Dean's heart ache to know the kid was going to have to witness Jo's death someday, just like he had. He paused a moment to look at the two of them, whatever jealousy he might have felt turning suddenly to sympathy. "I'll meet you two downstairs," he said, touching a kiss to Jo's cheek and ruffling the kid's hair before disappearing from the room.

"Sounds like a plan." She kissed his cheek in answer, letting him slip away as she looked down at the little fellow beside her. "So what sort of movies do you like?" she asked him, uncertain if he was ever allowed to watch movies at this age. She bent to fetch the soft blanket off the bed Dean had made up for him, her hand capturing the little boy's as they headed out of the room and down the stairs.

"Promise you won't laugh?" he asked, as she took his hand to lead him from the room. Whether he was allowed to or not, he had always loved the movies, and why not' It was an escape from reality for awhile, even the bad horror movies his father forbade him to see. Sometimes he'd sneak downstairs and watch them when everyone else was asleep. He didn't know it, but he wasn't really fooling anyone - Bobby and Ellen just couldn't find it in their hearts to scold him about it.

"Why would I laugh?" she countered with a smile. "What, big bad hunters aren't supposed to like chick flicks or Disney' Because I like both, and secretly, I think he does, too. He doesn't argue too much when I put one on." She lowered her voice as they descended the stairs. "He knows all the words to Sleeping Beauty."

"Sleeping Beauty," the boy Dean echoed with wide eyes. "He likes Sleeping Beauty?" he asked, incredulously, breaking into a very boyish chuckle. He said nothing about how Briar Rose was sexy in her bare feet like his older counterpart might, but he found it somehow funny that a full grown man - and a hunter, no less - was fond of a movie that had been made for little girls. "That's funny."

"He'd never admit to it," Jo laughed, drawing him down the stairs. "I caught him singing along a while ago, using a beer as a microphone." And she had laughed herself silly at the irritable stuttering that had followed.

"Really?" he asked, still sounding a little incredulous. Somehow, he couldn't imagine that, and yet, he'd remembered happier times when his parents had done things like that, when they'd laughed and had fun. It hadn't always been easy, and his parents didn't always get along, but whenever they fought, they always managed to somehow forgive and forget and get back together again. But that was years ago, and he feared his father was no longer capable of such laughter. Dean wasn't his father, though - Dean was himself all grown up. "I promise I won't forget how to laugh," he told her, looking up at her with those innocent eyes of his, having no idea what future awaited him.

"Good," she smiled down at him fondly. "Sometimes the best thing you can do is laugh, even if it's not that funny. Besides, you have the cutest smile I have ever seen, and it's gonna grow up into a smile that makes me come over all girly and blushing. You should never lose that smile." She gave him a little nudge into the living room, where Ellen had outfitted them with the world's biggest couch, dominating the room and announcing that it was definitely a place for a family to relax in.

It wasn't the couch that made the boy gasp in surprise, but the television set. From the past as he was, he'd never seen anything quite like it. "Wow, is that a TV set' It's so ....skinny." That was the only word he could think of to describe it. A huge and yet thin screen unlike anything he'd ever seen before. The technology he knew was nearly thirty years old.

"Oh, sweetie, you're gonna watch technology change a whole lot over the years," she promised him with a warm smile, dropping the blanket on the couch. "Computers will get smaller, and everyone will have a mobile telephone that belongs to them, and ....yeah, it changed a lot while I was growing up, too." She chuckled, easing down onto her knees in front of the DVD rack. "Come here, take a look see at these and decide what you wanna watch."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:39 EST
He looked from the entertainment system to the pretty lady who was looking at little skinny plastic boxes neatly stacked in rows. Those were movies" Was it any wonder Dean had never updated the cassette tape deck in the Impala, but had a state of the art entertainment system in his home" "These are movies?" he asked curiously as he inched closer.

"Yeah, they are," she chuckled. "We don't have video cassettes anymore, we have these." She opened one of the cases at random to show him the disc inside. "Just one more thing that's gonna make life a lot less cluttered as you get older, kiddo."

"But ..." He looked like he was trying to sort that out in his head. "You still have Dad's car ..." he said. Thus far, he hadn't really seen anything that shocked him too much. The junkyard was the same as he remembered it, and so was the house. "How ..." He licked his lips thoughtfully. Seven years old or not, he was still Dean Winchester, and he wasn't stupid. "What year is it?"

"We still have Dad's car, because Dad's car is awesome," Jo assured him with a smile. "She's got us through a lot over the years." As they spoke, she was pulling the child-friendly films out of the rack, laying them down so he could see the covers more easily. "It's 2013," she told him gently. "You skipped over to the next millennium, sweetie."

He looked briefly at the DVD covers, but nothing really caught his eye yet, and then she was telling him what year it was, and he had that wide-eyed look of wonder on his face again. He'd figured it was at least a few decades into the future, but he hadn't really had time to do the math. "2013!" he exclaimed in obvious awe, wondering what else had changed besides computers and television sets and telephones. "You want to know what my favorite movie is?" he asked, leaning close and lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. She had promised not to laugh, but hadn't pressed him further for an answer.

"Sure I do," she nodded, expressing as much enthusiasm as possible without making him feel as though she was mocking him. It was a fine line, but hopefully she was walking it properly.

It never occurred to him that she might know the answer to this question already, but he thought his older self might have changed his mind over the years. After all, she had already alluded to his preference to Sleeping Beauty, after all. All he could think about that was "Eeeww." He smiled a little shyly as he whispered his answer, "Godzilla."

"Godzilla, huh?" Her smile warmed, but she didn't laugh, just as she had promised. "Some things don't change, I see." She pulled Godzilla out of the rack. "Just so happens it's still your favorite." Putting the DVDs back in the rack, she chuckled softly, rolling her eyes. "You really are amazingly cute. And that's a good thing."

"Really?" he asked, with a happy grin that held a hint of amusement, green eyes shining, not unlike the eyes of the man he'd grow into one day.

Speaking of whom, grown-up Dean found his way to the living room with a huge bowl of popcorn in one arm and a couple of bottles of rootbeer in the other. Hey, it was still beer ....sort of. "So, what have we decided on?" he asked, as he set the bowl and beers down on the coffee table and peered over Jo's shoulder at the DVDs arrayed before the pair.

"Really," she promised the little one, laughing when her husband made his appearance, bearing the fruits of his labor and no doubt a wary suspicion of whatever had been decided on for their evening's entertainment. "Your favorite," she informed him with a chuckle, setting the last of the spares aside and moving to turn everything on, still on her knees. Getting up onto her feet and back down again was just too much effort with a baby on board these days.

"Really?" he asked, with a grin, though he wasn't too terribly surprised. After all, he had been seven once, and he knew what he'd liked even then. "Godzilla, huh' Good choice, but I've got a better idea." He reached over to sort through the piles of DVDs that Jo - or someone - had sorted into neat rows. "Let me see ..."

The boy exchanged a quizzical look with Jo, wondering what movie could possibly be better than Godzilla. Okay, maybe not better, but a better idea. He loved Godzilla, and it seemed the big version of him did, too.

"A-ha! There it is!" Big Dean proclaimed as he tugged a slender case from the shelf and held it triumphantly up to them both. On the cover was a huge gorilla surrounded by airplanes, along with the title of the movie: King Kong.

Jo shrugged at the little boy as Dean rummaged through the collection, only to laugh at the choice he finally made. "Okay, maybe that is a better idea for just before bed," she conceded with a smile, looking over at little Dean. "Your choice, sweetie."

"King Kong"" the boy asked quizzically. "But I've seen that already."

"Not this version, you haven't," Dean explained. "Godzilla is pretty awesome, but trust me ....You're gonna love this." At least, he hadn't suggested Night of the Living Dead or something equally dark.

"They've updated it a few times," Jo explained to the little boy, easing herself up onto her knees to push onto her feet, one hand on Dean's shoulder to steady herself while the inevitable dizzy spell passed. "You know, the sooner all my blood is all for me, the better."

Dean moved to his feet along with Jo, one arm around her waist to help her to her feet.

"Does it hurt?" the boy asked, noticed a slight wince from the pretty lady as she stood, his gaze moving to the roundness of her belly that he knew was a baby. He remembered when his mother was pregnant with Sam and how she'd let him feel his brother moving inside her.

"Thanks, baby." She smiled at her Dean, leaning into him a little even as her gaze turned to the little version. She looked down at her bump, where the baby was visibly active, even through her top. "No, it doesn't hurt," she assured him. "I'm just not used to carrying someone else around. It means my body has to work harder, and sometimes that means I get dizzy, or I can't sleep, or I get really bad indigestion. You wanna feel him' He's moving around a lot in there right now."

"Can I?" he asked with that slightly shy smile of his. The seven-year-old was still a long way off from the ladykiller he'd become when he was in his teens and twenties. He was trying to sort out what the child inside her would be to her, but it was only making his brain hurt to think about it. "I used to feel my brother moving inside my mom sometimes," he said as he reached out with a tentative hand.

Dean exchanged a cursory glance with Jo before purposely turning his attention to getting the movie set up in the player.

Catching Dean's glance, Jo raised a brow mildly, but said nothing, moving to sit down on the couch and lift her top so that the smaller version of him could not only feel the baby in her womb moving, but see him, too. "Course you can," she assured him. "See, that's a hand right there. He's stretching out."

"It's a boy?" he asked, curiosity piqued. He claimed a seat trustingly beside her, gaze fixed on the movement beneath - or inside - her bump. He didn't bother to ask how they knew or what they were going to name their son, too entranced on the wonder of movement going on there. Small tentative fingers touched the place where he saw movement, his face flushing red at such an intimate touch, as innocent as it was.

"Yeah, this is our little boy," Jo told him with a smile, gently taking his hand to press his palm a little further into the soft tautness of her belly. The baby within pushed back, fingers easily discernible through her skin. Jo watched the child beside her, feeling her heart ache for the pain he had already experienced, and the pain that would color his lifetime. But they could give him a couple of good days.

The boy's eyes widened in wonder and he laughed at the movement he felt beneath his hand. "I can feel him! He touched me!" he exclaimed excitedly. "Do you think he can hear me?" he asked curiously.

A few feet away, the adult version of Dean was trying very hard not to interrupt or interfere, his heart aching at the knowledge of what the boy had yet to go through. He wished with all his heart that there was some way they could save him and change all of that, but he couldn't think of anything that wouldn't end in disaster.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:40 EST
"I know he can hear you," Jo laughed fondly. "First time his daddy swore at him, he kicked him right in the ear." She grinned, remembering that day very well. Dean had been trying to get their son to kick, eventually getting frustrated enough to swear, however mildly, and had ended up delighted with the pinpoint accuracy that had almost popped his eardrum.

"Why did he swear at him?" the younger Dean asked, looking from one to the other for an answer. His father swore sometimes, usually when he was angry, but when the boy had uttered his first "Son of a bitch," his father had whacked the back of his head so hard it had made him dizzy.

"He was trying to get him to move, and it wasn't happening," she laughed, looking over at the larger Dean with a wide grin. She was never going to forget the mixture of annoyance and delight on his face. "Not really that patient, you know?"

"Mom always used to say that good things happen to those who wait," he said, not because he wanted to remind Dean about that, but because his memories of his mother were still very vivid in his mind, and his heart ached for her loss. There were still nights when he cried himself to sleep about it, but even at seven, he was too proud to admit that to anyone - not even Ellen or Bobby.

"Sometimes," Jo nodded, stroking her fingers through his hair. "But most of the time, if you want a good thing to happen, you have to reach out and make it happen. It's one of those things our parents tell us when we're little, to teach us how to be patient, and it's not always true. But that doesn't mean it isn't true sometimes."

"That doesn't make sense," he told her, his fingers searching her bump for more movement. "How are you supposed to know when to wait and when not to wait?" he asked.

"You don't," Dean interjected, returning to the couch with the remote in hand. "You just have to listen to your gut."

"It's all a part of growing up, sweetie," Jo nodded in agreement with the older Dean, leaning back so that both versions had full access to the shifting baby in her womb. "Hey, look at this ..." She paused, watching her bump for a moment, and then pressed into what seemed to be an empty spot. There was a moment of motion within, and then a very obvious hand pushed out where she had pushed in.

"How did you do that?" the boy asked incredulously as he watched the movement inside her tummy, completely forgetting his worries and concerns, at least for the moment.

"Oh, it's all him," she chuckled, glad she could distract the little boy, even if the man tended to hold on tightly to his worries. "If you press ....there ....he'll do it again."

The boy looked up at her, and then to the man as if for permission to touch his wife, but Dean only nodded and smiled and waved him on. Those same tentative fingers copied what Jo had done, but gently, tenderly even, as if he was afraid of hurting her. "Like that?"

"Little bit harder, sweetie. I promise, I won't break." She smiled, encouraging the little boy to enjoy playing with the baby in her womb as much as he liked. She was pretty sure baby Sam wouldn't mind, and judging by Big Dean's expression, he didn't mind it too much, either.

Why should Dean mind" It was a smaller version of himself that was touching his wife, and he knew from experience that the kid was too young to know about the birds and the bees yet. That was something he'd picked up on his own with the help of Playboy magazines and personal experience, though he thought Ellen might have given this version of himself a few pointers. He'd often wondered what that Dean had been like, but he'd never expected to meet himself first hand, though this was a miniature version of that Dean.

The boy pushed a little harder, still afraid of hurting her, but hard enough this time to get a response. He laughed again at the answering response from the child growing inside her. "Hello, baby!" he called softly as he leaned closer.

Grinning, Jo watched as the little boy played with the baby inside her, one hand wandering over to touch her Dean's fondly. In a few years' time, would this be their Sammy talking to his little sister in her womb' It was a nice thought; a comfort to know that they had so much to look forward to. Not so much of a comfort to know what this little boy had ahead of him, but there were good times mixed in with the bad, the times that made the suffering worth it. "I think he likes you."

"Really?" the boy asked, a smile on his face, green eyes shining with pride at the thought of that. Just who was it in there that was kicking back at him to acknowledge his presence, he wondered. He didn't go quite far enough to think it might be his own son in there - that was just too much to wrap his young head around yet.

"And I think it's gonna be morning before we watch this movie if you two keep oohing and aahing over my son," adult Dean chided affectionately, a teasing smirk on his face. If he'd been jealous of the kid before, he wasn't any longer.

Jo laughed, rolling her eyes. "I think the old man's getting antsy for his popcorn and King Kong," she told little Dean. "Hop on up here, make yourself comfortable." She'd shaken out the blanket, ready to curl up with both of them on the couch and enjoy what, in her opinion, was a very silly movie. Much better than a bedtime story, anyway.

"You forgot the root beer," Dean teased back with a wink at Jo, as he leaned over to help her with the blanket, young Dean between them, as if he was their son. Like Jo, Dean couldn't help wondering if this was what life would be like a few years from now with Sam snuggled between them and Hope still waiting to be born. There was a third child, too, they'd been told - one no one seemed to have foreseen. A son named Johnny, presumably named for his father.

"Oh, poor baby," she teased, laughing once again as they all managed to find somewhere comfortable on the couch, all touching each other somehow. It wasn't like relaxing at Bobby and Ellen's, where cramming everyone onto the couch was like a small military effort and no one ended up all that comfortable anyway. It was a real family kind of feeling, one that made her smile softly. "Okay, Godzilla, press play."

"King Kong," Dean corrected with a grin, barely repressing the desire to beat his chest like a gorilla. Later that night, both him and his Mini-Me might be doing just that. "Grab some popcorn and get comfy. Here we go!" he exclaimed, as though they were going on a voyage of some kind.

Comfortable together in their warm little cocoon on the couch, they settled in to watch the movie. Two hunters, and a mini-hunter, watching a monster movie for fun. So what if it resulted in a late night for the littlest Dean' A late night was allowed once in a while, even in so-called normal families, and they were far from normal, after all.

A couple of hours later found Jo supervising the brushing of teeth and tucking into bed, while Dean picked up in the living room. Though the boy had had a long day and was obviously tired, as evidenced by the amount of yawning he'd been doing toward the end of the movie, he'd stayed awake for the whole thing, riveted to his seat to the very end.

"Uh, uh ....all of them, not just the front ones," she chuckled, knowing every kid tried to get away with only doing the bare minimum when it came to teeth brushing at some point. Stood to reason that Dean would have been the same.

It wasn't that he didn't like brushing his teeth - it was just he was too tired. He obediently complied, however, doing the best he could with minimal effort before flashing a fake grin at her to see if she approved of the job he'd done.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:41 EST
She eyed him with amused suspicion for a moment. "All right, it'll do," she conceded warmly. "C'mon, sleepy ted, time for bed." Opening her arm to him once again - this maternal thing was coming much more easily than she'd believed of herself - she switched off the bathroom light, moving to draw him to the room where they'd made up his bed.

He went to her without hesitation, tucking himself beneath her arm as she led him back to the room with the makeshift, temporary bed, a little sad but too tired to figure out why. Despite the way his day had started, it had come to a pretty good end.

"Okay, sweetie pie, in you get." Jo eased herself down into a crouch beside the camp bed, reaching out to tuck the blankets around him as he settled down. She smiled at the little boy, brushing his hair out of his eyes. "You know where we are if you need us" And nothing's getting in, I promise you. This is just about the safest place on Earth."

He climbed into bed and settled himself beneath the covers, feeling safe and warm, but a little bit sad to know this was only temporary. Still, he missed his dad and his brother and the Ellen and Bobby he'd left back home, and if he stayed here, he couldn't keep his promise to keep Sammy safe. "Is there ..." He paused a moment, almost afraid to ask. He tried to be brave and not admit his own fears, but he was just a kid, after all. "Is there a nightlight?"

Jo almost winced, but kept the expression to herself. "Sorry, honey, we don't have any nightlights," she apologized softly. "But what I'm gonna do is leave your door open a little, and leave the hall light on. Would that work" Or should I put on one of the lamps and cover it with a sheet or something?"

"No, that's okay," he replied. Just so long as there was a little light in the darkness. It wasn't the darkness he was afraid of exactly, but what might be lurking in the shadows, even if she had assured him he was safe here. He'd thought he was safe back home, too, and look what had happened there.

"All right, sweetie." She knelt down beside the bed, one hand gently tucking the blankets snug about him as the other played with his hair. "Don't worry about coming to us if you need to in the night, okay' Might grumble a bit, but we'll keep an ear open. Our room's at the end of the hall."

He nodded his head against the pillows and smiled sleepily up at her, his eyes already growing heavy. "Okay, goodnight, Mrs. Jo," he told her, still not quite sure what to call her. It felt weird calling her by her first name and even weirder calling her Mrs. Winchester. His mom had been Mrs. Winchester, and as fond as he was becoming of Jo, no one could ever replace his mom.

Smiling, she couldn't resist kissing his forehead as he settled in to sleep. "Sweet dreams, little man." No angels are watching over you, and no promises that the monster wasn't real. Just a wish for a gentle night's sleep without disturbances. She watched as he drifted off, finally easing back onto her feet to turn out the light, letting the light from the hall illuminate the shadows in his room as she slipped out quietly.

In the hallway outside his room, the elder Dean was lurking, having heard most of the goodnights, but not wanting to interrupt. "He asleep?" he whispered, looking past Jo into the bedroom, more concerned than he seemed.

"Just about there," she said softly, keeping her voice down in case she disturbed the little man sighing comfortably in the room beyond. She turned to look up at Dean, her head tilting as she eyed him with concern. "You okay, baby?"

Dean turned his gaze to that of his wife, answering her as honestly as he could. "I don't know," he replied with a solemn frown. He drew the bedroom door closed just a little, so that the light from the hallway chased the shadows away but not so bright that it would disturb the boy's sleep. "Tired?" he asked, reaching to curl his fingers around hers. He had a feeling it would be a while before he could sleep, but he didn't want to keep her up.

"When am I not tired?" she asked him with a grin. The subject of baby-induced fatigue had been an ongoing conversation for the last eight months or so, usually when he was talking her out of doing something risky. "But not so much right now. You look like you need a beer. A real beer."

He shrugged his shoulders as though it didn't matter. Beer was probably a better choice than coffee, as coffee would only keep him awake, but what he really needed was to talk about this a little bit, to sort out what he was feeling - what they were both feeling. Maybe even what his young counterpart might be feeling. If anyone knew that, it should be Dean. "It can wait 'til morning if you're tired."

Jo raised a brow, giving him a look he knew entirely too well. "Well, we can talk in the kitchen over a beer, or in bed, but either way, Dean, we're going to talk," she told him gently. With her memories restored, Jo was even more like Ellen than Nim had been. For better or worse, she knew Dean almost as well as he knew himself.

"How about in bed over a beer?" he countered with a slight smirk, despite the circumstances. He already knew the answer to that question, but couldn't help teasing her a little. There had been times when he'd needed a six pack to help him sleep but that was before he'd married Jo.

She laughed softly, drawing her arms about his waist. "Kinky," she teased fondly. "But I gotta get off my feet, baby, so decision time. My back's killing me tonight." It was a strange juxtaposition for Dean to be in - his wife, who had gone through the majority of her pregnancy uncomplaining and even participating in a hunt or two, and his sister, who never stopped complaining, and who was married to a god. Given the choice of which one to spend time with while pregnant, everyone they knew would know the right answer to that one.

He needed talk more than he needed a beer, and she needed to get off her feet and relax, and so Dean leaned in to kiss his wife's sweet lips with a soft smile. "Bedroom it is, then," he told her quietly, tugging her hand to lead the way.

Jo's smile softened as he kissed her, only too happy to be tugged along to their bedroom and begin the business of ending the day for the adults. And being an adult, she was allowed to skip brushing her teeth for one night in favor of not interrupting what they needed to talk about while she was getting changed into her own PJs and pitching onto the bed to get comfy. "I love you, you know that?"

"I know," he replied, without hesitation or argument. There was no question about that or that he felt the same way. The problem was the boy in the other room and what to do about him. Dean undressed until all that was left was his boxers and a t-shirt. If she could forgo brushing her teeth, so could he, climbing under the covers beside her and pulling her close with a touch of lips to her forehead. "I love you, too, you know."

"Knew it before you did," she smiled, sighing as they relaxed together under the covers, in the softer darkness that always felt different to the darkness outside. This darkness belonged to them, in their home. And despite the fact that her back was aching and her ankles were throbbing, her care was all for her husband. "I told him to come find us if he needed to."

If he'd known, he'd have rubbed her back or her feet without hesitation, but his thoughts tonight were for the boy that would one day grow up to be him - or more accurately, the Dean Winchester of this world who'd died to stop the Apocalypse. "Yeah, I know," Dean replied with a frown. "You know how weird this is, right?"

She nodded, snorting a little through her smile. "It goes beyond weird," she admitted. "It sucks. I mean ....if both of them had come through, maybe we could figure a way to keep them here, but ....I hate knowing what we're sending him back to."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:41 EST
"I know what we're sending him back to," Dean replied, though admittedly that other Dean's life had been a little different than his. They had made different choices and reached different fates, but he didn't think their childhood experiences had been all that different. "If both of them had come through ..." He exhaled a sigh. "Without them to stop him, Lucifer would have burned this world years ago."

Jo sighed softly with him, nestling closer. "And we wouldn't be here," she agreed quietly. She hadn't wanted to admit it, but it was true. The little boy sleeping not so far away had to live through a world of crap, just so the world itself didn't burn. That was all there was to it, really. "I'm so sorry, baby."

"What was it Mr. Spock said" The good of the many outweighs the good of the few or the one?" he asked. Yes, he'd seen a few Star Trek movies, surprisingly. He really preferred Star Wars, but he'd watch just about anything late at night when sleep wouldn't come. "It's not my life, and yet it is," he replied with a shrug. "It's just weird, you know" How many mes are there, anyway?"

"The needs of the many, but yeah, pretty much." She'd seen a lot of movies over the years she'd been without her memory. "You really want to go into the infinite possibilities conversation?" she asked him softly, stroking her fingertips against his jaw. "Right here, right now, there are two of you. There are two of Sammy. But we can fix the multiple of you. He wants to go home, sweetie. He needs to be with his Sam, he can't get away from that feeling that he's letting him down by not being there."

"Yeah, well ....I know what that feels like," Dean replied, with a frown, almost wishing he hadn't said it. It wasn't that he wanted to go back to his own reality so much as it was he still felt the loss of Sam and worried that he'd let him down somehow by staying here. And yet, he'd been assured that only part of him had been tugged to this world, while the other half had remained back home with Sam fighting Leviathans or whoever their enemy was now. "You know what?s gonna happen, Jo. His dad is gonna trade his life for his. He's gonna make a deal with a demon to save Sam. He's gonna watch all his friends die, including you and Ellen, and then he's gonna say yes to Michael. His life is gonna be sh*t, and I can't do a damned thing to change it."

"It's not going to be as bad as all that," she corrected him softly. "I was never born in this reality. My mom miscarried when she was attacked by a vamp. Ellen is still here, married to Bobby. He's gonna meet his little sister before he dies, and he's going to save her. He's going to have all the good, with the bad that comes too. But he's never gonna be without family, and you've seen yourself how loved he was. They know he's not you. They love you, but they still miss him. Being missed ....that's not a bad thing."

"Yeah, okay ....Point taken, but it's still gonna suck," he replied, turning onto his back and tucking an arm behind his head as he stared up at the ceiling. "Probably suck more for you not being there." And from what he knew of this world's history, Ellen hadn't been killed, like she had back home. The proof of that was living right there in the Singer house. No, it had been him and Sam and Cas who had died instead, though he still wasn't too sure what exactly had happened to Cas. He was tempted to ask if she'd miss him, or if Ellen or Bobby or even Ayden would miss him, if he was gone, but deep down, he already knew the answer. It didn't matter a damn to him that they weren't the same exact people he'd known back home - he didn't love them any less for it, and he had to assume they felt the same.

"Best case scenario, I'd be a vamp," Jo chuckled quietly. "You're not twisted enough to marry a monster, no matter how cute she is." Unlike him, she stayed on her side, their unborn child too heavy now for her to lie on her back without severely restricting her ability to breathe. "So what are we gonna do tomorrow, then?" she asked Dean thoughtfully. "When you were a kid, what constituted a good day?"

"Give him the best goddamned day of his life, that's what," Dean replied, without hesitation, turning his head toward her, a curious expression on his face. "A good day?" he echoed, having to think about that a minute. "When I was a kid about his age" Mmm, probably playing baseball with Bobby and Sam and going out for burgers or pizza. And pie. Don't forget the pie, with lots of ice cream." It was interesting how things hadn't really changed all that much, now that Dean was an adult.

"All right." For a moment her lips twitched, wondering how little Dean would react to seeing his older self demolishing a burger. "Then that's what we'll do. We'll go out in force - you, me, Dean, Bobby, Ellen; hell, maybe Sam and Becky'll come along, too. Lots of protection. And we'll play baseball, and we'll go out for burgers."

"Do you really think that's a good idea?" he asked, turning toward her again. "I mean, leaving the yard. If Hades wants to kill him, he'd be safer here. Don't you think?" he asked, not wanting to consider what would happen if Hades' plan succeeded. It would change everything. "Ever wonder what would happen if Lucifer went up against Hades?" he asked, a small smirk on his face. That was a battle he'd have loved to have seen and might yet, if Gabriel decided to go up against Zeus someday. They might be allies now, but there was that whole enemy of my enemy is my friend thing going on.

"I guess so ..." Jo couldn't help laughing at the smirk on his face as he considered putting two kings of hell up against each other and watching the result. "You're such a dope," she accused him fondly, poking at his stomach. "All right, how about this then" We have a yard right here. We could order in, invite Bobby and Ellen round and make them play baseball while I laugh."

"Are you kidding" I'd pay to see that. It would be like ....like Ali vs Frasier or something." He wasn't sure if she'd get the boxing reference, but he was just trying to make a point. "Sounds like a plan, Mrs. Winchester. I knew I married you for some reason," he said, sliding his arms around her and pulling her close - or at least, as close as he could with that burgeoning bump between them. He felt something - or rather, someone - kick him as if to remind them they weren't alone, and he chuckled. "Someone's jealous again."

"Oh, so you only married me for my brain, huh?" she teased laughingly, happy to ease as close into his arms as she could get. She laughed louder when their son decided to kick his father square in the stomach. "He'll get over it," she told Dean affectionately. "You're my number one guy, always."

"That and another part of your anatomy," he teased, waggling his brows at her in the moonlight. "Just remember that the girls belonged to me first," he added, starting to kiss his way down her neckline. There was more than one way to make love, after all.

Giggling softly, she curled into him, knowing full well this wasn't going to go too far with his younger self not twenty feet away from them. Weird was one thing, but chancing little Dean seeing big Dean in action' That might have been pushing it a bit. "When I'm back in bendy form, you and me are gonna have one crazy weekend somewhere to celebrate."

He paused in his ministrations to smile up at her. "Mmm, bendy form. I like the sound of that." And back up he went, leaving a trail of soft kisses against her neck before he reached her lips. So far, so good. Everything was quiet in the other room.

Despite everything that had happened, everything that was happening, nothing was going to stop Jo from thoroughly enjoying her husband while they were both in the mood. Laughing still, she wrapped her arms around him, lips seeking his to reinforce that, no matter where she was, he had always been the only one for her.

It wasn't easy making love to a woman who looked like she'd swallowed a beach ball, but somehow Dean managed. He'd learned a few tricks in his day, and over the last few weeks and months had put those skills to good use. There was more than one way to make love, after all, and it was more about making her happy than anything else. An hour or so later, and they were both fast asleep in each other's arms, contentedly exhausted. It was a welcome distraction for both of them, only in part due to the day's events.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:42 EST
Sated and tenderly warm in Dean's arms, Jo slept easily, her mind free from former nightmares and unwelcome intrusions. Admittedly, she couldn't sleep as cuddled up to him as she would like - the size of her bump necessitated her back pressed against his chest, or neither of them would get any sleep - but still, she had never slept better than she did when she was in Dean's arms.

Spooning was perfectly fine by him, so long as they were close, and he knew she was safe in his arms. Sleep came easily, but only because of her and the way she had somehow managed to ease his troubled mind. Hours passed without incident, the moon moving across the sky keeping watch over all of her children. It wasn't until the wee hours that a child's scream broke the silence and serenity of the night.

Heavily pregnant or not, Jo was out of bed and armed before she'd even properly woken up, pausing just long enough for Dean to overtake her before bursting out of their room to where little Dean had been set up for the night. Logically, she knew there was no way anything could have gotten into the house, but it was better safe than sorry.

Thankfully, they'd both had the presence of mind not to go to sleep naked or the kid would have gotten even more of a shock than just seeing the two hunters burst into the room where he was sleeping, fully armed. Dean shoved the door open and flipped on the light, one hand clutching a pistol the kid would one day recognize as a 9 mm Beretta.

Instead of feeling safer, however, the kid only screamed all the more upon seeing Dean and Jo handling weapons. Or maybe he didn't see them at all, his eyes glassy, arms flailing as though he was fighting something off that only he could see.

"Aw, hell ..." One look was all it took to know what was happening here. They'd guided each other out of enough nightmares to be able to recognize one when it was in full swing. Jo pushed past Dean, putting her shotgun down as she dropped down beside the flailing child. "Dean ....Dean, sweetie, it's okay ....wake up, you're safe ..."

Dean didn't need anyone to tell him what was going on, either. He'd suffered through enough nightmares himself and had helped his brother through them to know the kid was dreaming, but dreaming or not, Dean's hunter instinct caused him to check the room, Beretta still in hand. Satisfied there was nothing at the windows, in the closet, under the bed, or lurking in the shadows, Dean briefly left the room to search the rest of the house while Jo consoled the kid, who had stopped flailing but was now sobbing uncontrollably.

Trusting in Dean to make sure everything was as it should be, Jo gathered the little boy into her arms, onto her lap, rocking him gently as she wrapped him close in her embrace. "All right," she murmured to him, as soothing as she could be. Usually, when her Dean woke from a nightmare, one good kiss was enough to calm him down. She didn't think that was appropriate here. "Shhh, sweetie, it's okay. You're okay."

The boy clung to her like he might have to his own mother, like he had countless times to Ellen, trusting her implicitly without question. He had yet to tell her anything about what had woken him, about what he'd been dreaming about, only hiccuping childish sobs against her until they slowly subsided, shaking with fear, too young to feel ashamed of his cowardice.

"There we go, nice and calm," Jo murmured to him, encouraging the child in her arms to calm down and let the fear go as she gently wiped his cheeks dry, brushing his hair from his brow once again. She didn't ask what had frightened him, not yet; she knew from her own experience that feeling safe was more important than sharing the nightmare itself. "C'mon, little man, you're sleeping in with us tonight." She stood up, for once glad that she could hook his legs over her bump, and took up her shotgun again, checking the hall just in case before heading for her own bedroom.

Dean came up behind them, shaking his head at her to indicate he'd found nothing amiss and disappearing into the boy's room to double check it again. Jo hadn't been lying when she'd said the house was the safest place on Earth - their family and friends and even the Olympians had made sure of that - but one could never be too careful.

Little Dean sniffled back his tears, still hiccuping back a few lingering sobs, his arms wrapped around Jo's neck trustingly. He made no apologies, not yet. What was there to apologize for" None of this had been his fault. He was just a kid.

She answered Dean's indication with a nod of her own head, slipping into their bedroom. The shotgun went down onto the nightstand as she slid under the covers once again, little Dean wrapped securely in the blankets and her arms. "Everything's safe, little man," she promised him. "No one's gonna hurt you, not while you're here with us." She stroked a cool hand against his flushed cheek, looking into the trusting, sniffling little face for a moment before drawing him into a warm hug once again.

"I wish ..." he started between hiccuping breaths. "....I could ....stay here ....with you." It wasn't entirely true, but at seven years old, he wasn't the bad ass hunter he'd become one day or even the angsty jaded teen. Sure, he had promised to protect his brother, but his brother wasn't much more than a toddler, and he had no idea how he was ever going to keep that promise.

"Oh, sweetie ..." She hugged him tighter, feeling her heart break for him all over again. "I wish you could, too. But your daddy's gonna be worrying over you, and Sam needs his big brother. Who else is gonna teach him to kiss girls and cheat on tests at school, huh?"

"I don't know ....how to do ....those things," he told her brokenly, still trembling like a leaf in the wind as she hugged him tighter. "I-I miss Sam. I promised Dad I'd keep him safe, but I don't know how." And there were those tears again, streaming down his face afresh.

"Yes, you do," she promised him quietly, gently rocking back and forth to try and soothe this frightened little boy who needed someone to give him a little confidence. "I need you to trust me when I tell you that you know everything there is to know about looking after your brother. All you need are the tools, the skills, and you'll learn them, I promise you. But no one's gonna expect you to know it all at once. Everyone has to learn, and for some people, it takes longer than others. You and Sam are gonna be just fine." She hated herself for the lie, but it was kinder than the truth, hoping that her Dean would see it the same way.

"I don't understand ..." he started, his voice trembling with emotion. "Why' Why did my mom have to die" Why does my dad have to go away all the time" Why can't we just be normal?" It was a question Dean had been asking all his life and to which there was no simple answer. Because of Cain and Abel" Because of God" Fate" Angels" Demons" Who knew really' But if not for Sam and Dean, their world would surely burn.

"I don't have an answer for you, little man," she told him, her voice soft with apology. "I wish I did. I wish I could go back and make everything normal for you. But that's something I can't do, no matter how much I want to."

"Why do they want to kill me?" he asked, being smart enough to figure that much out. "Is-is it because I'm gonna be like him someday' I'm gonna be a hunter like my dad" Like-like your Dean?" he asked, looking up at her with wide, tear-filled, trusting, green eyes, so like her own Dean's, though younger and far more innocent.

She sighed quietly, lying down with him amid the blankets, one arm still wrapped around the little body cuddled trustingly against her. "Are you sure you want to know that, sweetie?" she asked him in a gentle tone. "The details, they're not important. What's important is that you are gonna grow up to be one of the most special people in the world, and some folks ....they think they can change that. But we won't let them. They're outta juice already, they can't try this again."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:43 EST
"Special" Like how?" he asked, needing to know, needing some small scrap of hope to hold onto, otherwise, what was the point of it all" Was he going to spend the rest of his life running and hiding from the monsters that were trying to kill him' It didn't seem like much of a life to him.

God, how did she answer that' Jo floundered for a moment, wishing her Dean was there to help. "Uh ....well, people are gonna look to you," she told the little boy. "You're gonna be so good at what you do that you inspire people like us to keep doing what we're doing. Because of you, hundreds - thousands - of innocent people are going to live out their lives never knowing about the monster under the bed. I know it sucks to know the truth, but if we didn't know it, a lot more people would get hurt. I mean it, little man - the man you're gonna be inspires me every day, and I'm not the only one."

Done checking the house and making sure everything was safe and secure, Dean was on his way back to the bedroom, pausing outside the door so as not to intrude when he overheard the last part of that conversation. It wasn't anything he hadn't heard before, but it was the first time he'd heard Jo telling it to someone else, even if that someone else was a younger version of himself. He remained in the hallway a little longer, waiting for the right time to enter where he wouldn't be interrupting, feeling just a little weird about eavesdropping.

Inside the room, the boy was looking at Jo with wide-eyed wonder, hardly believing what she was telling him. "Really?"

"Really." Unaware of the older version eavesdropping behind the door, Jo picked up the only thing she thought might convince the little one in her arms. "Until just a few months ago, I didn't know who I was," she told him quietly. "I didn't have any memories, I didn't even know my own name. I didn't have family; I didn't have any link to who I was, or what I was supposed to do. And then a hunter called Dean made one hell of a noise in the alley behind the bar where I was working, and I had that link again. Even without knowing how or why, I followed him. I loved him, and I always will. And it wasn't until I got my memories back that I realized I'd always loved him, all the time I've known him. But if it hadn't been for him inspiring me, I wouldn't have left that bar. I wouldn't have met Bobby and Ellen, I wouldn't have married him. I know he can seem kind of gruff and intimidating, but he cares. He cares so deeply, for all the billions of people he'll never meet, all those people who'll never know he exists, who'll never know that they're alive because of him. So you hold onto that big heart of yours, okay' It's the most wonderful part of you, and it always will be."

The boy looked at her with that wide-eyed expression of his again, not understanding everything she was telling him, but getting the gist of it. He was going to grow up to be the man she was married to. He wasn't really sure how it all worked, but that seemed to give him some comfort. "Does that mean I'm gonna marry you some day?" he asked, uncertainly, not quite understanding that she and that Dean were from a different world, a different reality.

In the hallway, the man that was Dean had teared up, Jo's words touching him deeply. Though he knew she loved him, he had never realized that she thought so much of him. He didn't think much about what he did, what he'd always done, making selfless choices for those he knew and loved and even those he didn't. He had never thought of himself as a hero, even if that was what he was. He was just a guy doing his best with the circumstances he'd been given, but her words touched him deeply and he had to stifle a sob of his own.

"How else do you think I became a Winchester?" Jo asked the little boy in her arms, carefully not giving him a resounding yes in answer to his question. Ellen had told her a little about the life of this Dean, and she knew he had a love of his own waiting for him as he grew up. "I'm not your sister, because if I was, the whole baby thing would just be ewww."

That got a smile out of the boy - to think he might someday be married to someone like her, if not her. She reminded him of his mother in some ways, but at only seven years old, that didn't really bother him very much. "Are you sure it's okay if I stay here tonight' I don't want to make ....make anyone mad." It was the bigger Dean he was referring to, but it felt weird calling him by the name they both shared.

"Of course I'm sure," she promised him, knowing that Dean would feel better having his younger self closer after the scare they'd both had coming out of deep sleep. "No one's gonna be mad about it. I'd feel better having you right here with us, anyway, and I win all arguments because I am the woman of the house. So there." She winked at him with a grin.

"My mom used to say the same thing," he said, climbing under the covers to get cozy. He sniffled again, but it seemed the storm clouds had passed overhead again. The mention of his mom got a frown, but he let it go at that, giving no hints what he'd been dreaming about when he'd woken up screaming either. It was better not to talk about it while it was still dark.

In the hallway, Dean echoed that frown. He could easily guess what the kid had been dreaming about since he'd been that seven-year-old boy himself a long time ago - or a pretty close copy.

Smiling gently, she helped him settle down beneath the covers, glancing toward the door where a telltale shadow cast by the hall light betrayed the lurking figure just out of sight. "Moms are very special people," she agreed quietly with the comment made to her, forgetting that she herself was a mom already. "Mine was a wonderful lady, and I never appreciated her as much as I should have. Making up for it with Ellen."

"I thought Ellen is your mom," the boy said, as he curled up beneath the covers. He remembered what she'd said about being brought to this world, but he wasn't quite clear on the details. "Is there two of everyone?" he asked curiously, before surrendering to a weary yawn.

In the hallway, Dean was trying to regain control of his own emotions while waiting for a good time to make his return.

"The Ellen here isn't my mom, but she would have been, if she'd had children," Jo explained gently. "Back in the world I'm from, Ellen was my mom, and I loved her so much. I got very lucky when I was brought here." She smoothed his hair back off his face as he yawned, gentling her voice. "Only very special people have more than one of themselves," she promised him. "And you are a very special person."

He smiled sleepily up at her, partly at the soothing touch and partly at the compliment. He wasn't sure if she was being honest or if she was just being nice, nor did he care. "You won't leave me alone, will you?" he asked, as his eyes grew heavy.

"I promise, little man, you will not be alone," she assured him softly. "We'll be right here beside you all night, and we'll be here when you wake up. You can make pancakes for breakfast with Dean."

"I love pancakes," he said sleepily, eyes drooping closed as he started drifting off to sleep again.

The elder Dean seemed to sense that the time for talk was over and he crept quietly back into the room, touching a finger to his lips to silently tell Jo not to wake the boy by acknowledging his return.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2015-08-11 06:44 EST
Raising her eyes from the sleeping boy, Jo smiled at her husband as he crept back into view, easing to make room for him to join them on the bed. It might be something of a tight fit, but they'd slept in worse confines than an overcrowded bed before now.

Before he could go back to sleep, Dean secured both their firearms, making sure the safeties were on and they were out of the reach of small boys. Once that was done, he moved over to the bed to tuck the boy in and kiss Jo on the forehead. "I'll sleep on the couch," he whispered, not wanting to crowd them.

Her hand reached out to catch him before he could escape. "Get in the damned bed, princess," she whispered back to him, tugging gently on his arm. "I can't sleep without you."

"You are sleeping with me," he whispered back, pointing to the small boy beside her, the hint of a smirk on his face, but he didn't bother to argue. "If I fall off the bed, I'm blaming you," he teased. It was her he didn't want to fall, not when she was as pregnant as she was. Sleeping on the couch for a few nights didn't really bother him, so long as the two of them were comfortable. If this was any indication what family life was going to be like, they were going to need a bigger bed.

She laughed softly. "You know what I mean," she countered, rolling her eyes. She couldn't be entirely sure why she was so insistent on him not ducking out to the couch, but she thought it had something to do with needing to look after both parts of him - one needed her to be a mother of sorts, the other needed her to be a wife, and she couldn't do that unless they were prepared to sleep in each other's company. "Might as well get used to it," she murmured impishly. "We've been three in a bed for a while now."

"You think we're gonna need a bigger bed?" he asked as he very carefully and quietly climbed into the other side of the bed, sandwiching the boy between them. "This is a little weird, don't you think" Sleeping with myself." Though the younger Dean was arguable not exactly the same Dean as the older Dean.

She stared at him for a long moment, fairly confident that the low cadence of their voices wouldn't disturb the little boy sleeping between them so much as soothe him further, evidence that he really wasn't alone. "Put like that, you've been sleeping with your son for eight months, too," she pointed out in amusement.

"That's different," he whispered, as he tried to find a comfortable position without spooning with his younger self. "At least he's got Ellen and Bobby," he said, not for the first time. That was more than he'd had. He'd had Bobby, sure, but his father had dragged them along on some of his road trips, sometimes dumping them in a motel while he went off hunting. Dean had adjusted fairly well - or so he'd thought - but Sam had been another matter. At least this Dean seemed to have a more stable home life than he'd had.

"Not that different," she whispered back, watching him wriggle around in amusement. "He's just a child. It doesn't matter if he's you or not. He doesn't want to be alone tonight, baby. We can give him that. You just need to relax a little."

"You know what he was dreaming about?" he asked, glancing over to make sure the kid was asleep, keeping his voice as low as possible so he wouldn't wake him. He didn't really have to ask, but he was curious whether the boy had told Jo or whether she'd guessed.

She shook her head gently on the pillow. "He didn't say, and I didn't ask," she murmured softly, the arm wrapped about the little boy unfolding to curl her hand over Dean's side comfortably. "I'd rather he went back to sleep than hurt himself remembering."

Dean could have guessed what that dream was all about, but there was a small chance he might have been wrong. It didn't really matter though. He glanced at the small boy sleeping between them, wondering if he'd ever been that young, innocent, or peaceful. "Pancakes, huh?" he asked as he laid his head down against the pillow and reached over the boy to touch her face. "You're gonna be an awesome Mom," he told her quietly.

She smiled, turning her head just enough to touch a kiss to his palm. "I'm inspired by the best," she countered softly, dark eyes tender with affection as she looked over at him. "Because I know you'll be an amazing Dad. You can flip pancakes, after all." Her smile deepened with the fond tease as she breathed in slow and deep, letting her own sleepiness finally catch up to her again.

He chuckled softly at her remark. "I have a feeling there's a lot more to being a dad than flipping pancakes." In fact, he knew there was, not only because he'd had a sneak peek at being a dad once already, but because he'd had plenty of practice taking care of Sam all those years. Maybe he wouldn't be the best dad in the world, but if he could be even half as good as Bobby, that was saying something.

"It's a start," she smiled, squeezing her hand at his hips just once as she sank into sleep, that tender smile on her face. It had been a long, strange sort of day; a day that had made her get in touch with her maternal side a lot sooner than she had been expecting to, but also a day she didn't think she would forget anytime soon. Though one little boy would leave as soon as they had the means to get him back to his own time, the other little boy who was her husband would stay. Maybe someday he'd realize just what it was that made him so very special. But for now, she owed him at least one very good day.

((We couldn't resist the urge to give the little Dean a bit of normal, even if he doesn't remember it in the end. Cute, huh?))