Topic: An Eye for an Eye (AU Backstory)

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:40 EST
It had been nearly thirty years since Mary Winchester had died, since John Winchester had taken to the road to find his wife's killer. Nearly thirty years since Dean Winchester had vowed to take care of his little brother Sammy, no matter the cost. Countless battles had been fought in the war between Heaven and Hell - some won, some lost - with the fate of humanity hanging in the balance. Countless lives had been sacrificed, some friends, some foes. Nearly thirty years and a thousand tears later, and it was finally reaching a climax, at least, as far as Dean Winchester was concerned.

In a way, no matter what Ellen or Bobby or Ayden told him, Dean felt like a failure. He'd failed to keep his brother safe; he'd failed to protect Andrea and Lucas, but he was determined not to fail his sister. Nearly thirty years, and he had at long last reached the Point of No Return. Sam had said yes to Lucifer, just as they'd agreed, and Dean was about to say yes to Michael. The brothers would have their showdown, but it would be between them. Dean had certain conditions that needed to be met before he would agree to becoming Michael's vessel, but he knew this was one battle he wouldn't be coming home from.

The plan was made, though most of the detail had been kept specifically vague. By now, Lucifer would know that they thought they had a way to win - it was all in Sam's head, after all. Pretty soon, Michael would have the same information. Which was why some promises had been made that were going to be broken, regardless of either Winchester's insistence. But for now, at least, certain things had to happen. The four of them had gathered, not at B&E Salvage, but outside Sioux Falls, somewhere nice and deserted and nowhere near the safe places Bobby, Ellen, and Ayden were expected to return to.

Ayden, in particular, was silent. Over the course of just a few weeks, she had learned of her father's death, watched her mother die, been hounded by angels, grown to love her brothers, and just yesterday, she had said goodbye to one of those brothers. Now she had to say goodbye to the other, and it was breaking her young heart.

Bobby was his usual grumpy self, and the whole situation was not making him any less grumpy. Getting in touch with his feelings was not his best suit, and saying good-bye involved doing just that. It had been hard enough with Sam, but he knew it was going to be even harder with Dean. Of the two, it was no secret who Bobby favored. Sam was the kid everyone wanted to protect, but who'd grown into a man who was more than capable of taking care of himself. Dean was the more tragic of the pair, the more damaged one. Maybe he saw this as some way to redeem himself, but in Bobby's eyes, it was nothing short of suicide. It was no secret he wasn't happy with the plan the two Winchester boys had concocted, and yet, short of locking them up in the safe room for the rest of their lives, there wasn't much he could do to stop them.

Ellen, too, was close to heartbroken, but she was tougher than the younger woman. She knew this had to happen, whether she truly wanted it or not. Maneuvering her wheelchair over gravel, she approached Dean where he stood, looking up at the man who had been like a son to her for a very long time. "This is it, sweetie," she said quietly. "Point of no return."

"Yeah, well....it's not like I haven't been there before," Dean remarked stoically as Ellen wheeled her chair close. As hard as he was trying to keep his own emotions at bay, Ellen was the one person who knew him well enough to know what he was feeling and to see past the mask he wore for the rest of the world. The stoic expression wavered for just a moment. He didn't want his last goodbye to be tearful, and yet, he needed them to know how much they all meant to him. He wanted them to remember him for his courage, not his weakness, but seeing them all gathered there to say goodbye was doing nothing for his conviction. Saying goodbye to Sam had been hard enough. At least, after this, there would be no more goodbyes. He seemed to consider a moment whether or not to give in to what he was feeling. It would have been so much easier just to leave in the middle of the night without ever having to say goodbye.

After a moment, he crouched down so that they were at eye level. Whatever it was he wanted or needed to say to Ellen had already been said long ago. He loved her like a mother; she knew that already. There wasn't much more to say. He reached for her hand, pressing it between his own. "You take care of Bobby and Ayden for me, okay?"

She held his gaze, her eyes watery but clear. There was no way she was going to let this goodbye be marred with tears - she had done as much for Sam, she couldn't do any less for Dean. Folding his hands in hers, she squeezed tightly. "You know I will," Ellen promised him, this promise intended to be kept. "You just take care of the rest." There was a pause as she swallowed against the tightness in her throat. "No matter what happens, Dean, I'm proud of you. I've always been proud of you."

"You know I will," he promised with a weak, watery smile of his own that was meant to reassure. If one thing could be said of Dean Winchester, it was that he always kept his promises. Healing her was one of his conditions, and though neither mentioned it, they both knew it. He didn't need to tell her how much she meant to him or how thankful he was to have had her in his life. All of that went without saying because he'd said it all before, but there was one thing he did need to say, and it was something that didn't come easy for him. "God, I feel like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz," he said with a sad smile.

Ellen's smile was wry, understanding that though this was hard for her, it was harder for Dean. One hand uncurled from his, gently cupping to the back of his neck in that familiarly maternal gesture of affection that was all her own. "Fresh out of ruby slippers, kid," was her answer. "But you are goin' home."

That brought a small frown to Dean's face, as he couldn't disagree more. He'd been to Heaven, and Heaven wasn't home, but maybe he'd at least have peace there. "Sioux Falls is home, Ellen. Home is with you and Bobby. Has been since I was six." Like Dorothy, Dean had learned that home wasn't a place, necessarily - home was being with the people you loved. Home was Sam and Mom and Dad and Andrea and Lucas and Bobby and Ellen and Ayden and Cas. "Maybe I'll see Andrea again," he admitted quietly, for her ears only, ducking his head to hide the threat of tears.

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:41 EST
Her fingers swept through his hair as he ducked his head, her breath caught in her throat for a long moment. He'd told her about Andrea, and Lucas, eventually, sharing more with her about his feelings for the woman and her son than she had ever thought she would be privileged to know. "It's better'n a maybe," she told him, her own voice quiet in the strange stillness around them. "Keep it together, Dean. Ayden's watchin'."

"Has to be some reward after all of this, right?" he asked, lifting his head, just barely holding back the tears he let so few but her see. He nodded his head to let her know he'd heard her warning and understood. He knew this was tearing his sister apart enough without making matters worse. He wiped a hand across his face and cleared his throat to steady his voice. There was only one last thing he needed to say. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and brushed a kiss against her cheek, just like he had when he was six, though there were no tears now. The little boy had grown into a man a long time ago. "I love you, Mom," he told her quietly as he hugged her close, clinging for just a moment, drawing courage from the simple desire to make her proud of him in his final hours.

Ellen wrapped him up in her arms, cursing the wheelchair not for the first time. A year ago, she'd forced herself to take control back from a demon possessing her, driven a knife deep into herself, just to keep from killing this brave man who clung to her. Now she had to let him go, and there was no other option. She kissed his cheek in return, holding on tight as long as he allowed her. "I love you too, son."

Dean swallowed the lump that was forming in his throat, lingering for a moment in the warm safety of her embrace, before pulling away at last, a watery smile on his face as he moved to his feet. When he turned to Bobby, he was surprised to find the old man looked as close to tears as he'd ever seen him, but in all his years he'd known Bobby, he'd never known the other man to break down, even once.

"Well, what?re you waitin' for?" the man started. "Let's get this over with before we all start blubberin' like a bunch of babies."

Dean smiled a little at the old man's scolding. Bobby was as uncomfortable sharing his feelings as was Dean - it was something the two of them had in common - but it was better this way. Like Ellen, Bobby already knew how Dean felt about him, knew Dean had often thought him more a father than his own flesh and blood, but none of that was important now. What was important was that Bobby knew that no matter what happened, Dean was going to be all right. "I love you, too, Bobby," Dean quipped, only partly in jest.

"Save it for your sister," Bobby replied, giving Dean's face an affectionate pat. "You take care o' yourself, boy. And you give Lucifer the lickin' he deserves."

"I will. Don't worry," Dean replied, wrapping both arms around Bobby's shoulders in that way men hugged each other without quite hugging. "I won't let you down. Promise." Those few words said a lot more than they seemed. Without saying it out right, Dean was telling Bobby in his own way that he was going to take care of everything - Lucifer, Michael, Sam, Ayden, and Ellen. "Tell Cas I'm sorry," he added, frowning a little at the thought of the angel. Maybe he'd understand someday.

"Tell him yourself," Bobby said. "This ain't the end of the story." Dean wasn't sure what to say to that. He'd never known Bobby to be much of an optimist, though in his own way, he had given Dean the courage to go on when Dean had lost all hope. Dean said nothing more, knowing if he did, they would be blubbering all over the place. He reluctantly pulled away, meeting Bobby's gaze for the last time. "I'm proud of you, boy. Couldn't be more proud if you were my own son."

Dean only nodded and muttered, "I know," before dragging himself away from Bobby and turning to Ayden.

His little sister looked very small standing alone, her hands pressed deep into the pockets of her jeans, dark hair swaying about her face in the slight breeze that brushed all of them. Green eyes that were so like Dean's, so like Sam's, lifted from their contemplation of the scuff marks on her shoes as Ayden drew in a slow breath, already close to tears without a word being spoken. She didn't know what to say, anymore than she'd known what to say to Sam. So she gave up trying, pulling her hands from her pockets to thump into Dean, holding on tightly in the hug he now would never have the chance to get used to.

Before he had a chance to say a thing, Dean found Ayden pressed close against his chest, his first instinct to wrap his arms around her, darting a brief glance at Ellen as if to silently ask if he was doing this right. "It's gonna be okay, Ay. Promise," he told her quietly as he held her close. Though he couldn't bring her mother back, he could promise her he and Sam were going to do their damnedest to make sure no one ever hurt her again. Not angels, not demons. "You're gonna be okay, Ayden. You've got Ellen and Bobby now, and they're gonna take care of you."

He didn't need Ellen's reassuring smile to know that he was doing it right. Ayden reacted to the warmth of her big brother's arms around her, her grip lessening before she could crack ribs as she sniffled softly. "I wish you didn't have to go," she whispered to Dean through her tears, lifting her head to look up at him. "I only just got my family and now you're all leaving again."

He smiled down at her as reassuringly as he could, despite his own misgivings and uncertainty about how all this was going to turn out. He knew he and Sam were taking a big risk, but they'd been over it a thousand times and didn't really seem to have much choice, especially now that Ayden had been dragged into all this. "This isn't goodbye, Ayden," he told her, fingers touching her cheek as he held her gaze. "No matter what happens, we'll see each other again. I promise you that." He'd been to Heaven, after all. He knew what awaited him there. It wasn't such a horrible fate really. He knew his happiest memories awaited him there, and one day when she was ready, she'd be a part of that.

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:41 EST
"Well, it feels like goodbye," she complained stubbornly, showing a little of the Winchester fire even as she sniffed hard, scrubbing at her wet face with her hands. His reassurance, as kindly as it was meant, went over her head. She didn't know Heaven the way he did, and after everything that had happened in the last three weeks, she wasn't sure she believed in it anymore. "Angels really suck, you know?"

He couldn't help but chuckle at her remark, seeing a little of the Winchester bravado flowing through her veins. "Yeah, they do," he agreed. "Almost as much as demons." He rubbed a thumb against her cheek, frowning a little at her tears, needing to ask her one thing before he could really say goodbye. "Can you promise me something?"

Ayden drew in a deep breath, forcing herself to calm down, to stop sniffling and weeping in the face of his courage. She knew as well as he did that they were unlikely to meet again in this life, and that hurt more deeply than she could have imagined. But she didn't want his last memory of her to be tears. He deserved better. Swallowing hard, she met his eyes once again. "I can try."

He tipped her chin upwards to meet his gaze, seeing the tears on her face, the hurt in her eyes. It was enough to break his heart, but instead of wallowing in self-pity and giving in to fear, he chose instead to draw courage and determination from the knowledge that he was doing this for her and for all of humanity. "I want you to promise when all this is over, you'll go back to school, go on with your life. I'm not saying to forget me or Sam, but don't let this ruin your life. You deserve to have a normal life, Ayden."

"So do you," she murmured, but she didn't try to argue with his insistence. With everything she had seen over the past weeks, she couldn't imagine living this life day in and day out for the rest of her natural, and yet at the same time, she couldn't help feeling as though she should be a part of it. And here he was, asking her to promise to turn her back on the ghosties and ghoulies and long-leggity beasties, and all the things that go bump in the night. She didn't know if she could do that, not now. But this was Dean asking her, this was her big brother making a last request. How could she say no' "I'll make something normal for me," she promised him, carefully not promising to live an apple pie life. "I swear, I'll go back to school. Gotta beat Sam and actually graduate, don't I?"

He huffed a small chuckle at that. "Yeah, first Winchester to ever graduate from college." Never mind the fact that Dean hadn't even graduated from high school. He'd learned a long time ago that you didn't need a high school diploma to hunt monsters, but that was kind of the point. "I've been to Heaven, Ayden. If you'll pardon the pun, it beats the hell outta Hell." He pulled her close again and pressed a big brotherly kiss against her forehead. "You're gonna make me proud, sweetheart. I have faith in you."

"I'll try," she assured him once again, a little calmer now, able to show him dry eyes as she wrapped her arms around her brother's waist once again in a last embrace. Time was slipping through their fingers, the last sands trickling out until there was no choice but to move on. She kissed his cheek, murmuring into his ear. "I love you, Dean. Don't forget."

Now that he was at the end and had said his goodbyes, he found himself dreading what came next. He wanted things to be like they had been. He wanted to go have a beer and crank up some Zeppelin while he tinkered with the Impala. He wanted to sit under the stars with Sam, sharing a six-pack and contemplating the meaning of life. He wanted to make love to Andrea and see Lucas off on his first date. He wanted to spend more time with Bobby and Ellen and get to know Ayden better, but time was running out. Time had run out. It was time to say goodbye, time to face the music, time to put up or shut up. He swallowed hard at her murmured words of affection, knowing he couldn't put the inevitable off any longer, though his heart was aching with grief at having to leave her. Especially her. "I love you, too," he whispered back, holding her close for a moment longer before reluctantly pulling away. "You take care of each other," he told the three of them, looking at each in turn.

Ellen and Bobby were there to support Ayden as Dean let her go, all of them aware that she was the most fragile, the most likely to come out of this with wounds that wouldn't heal in a hurry. Her hand tangled with Ellen's as the older woman reached for her, tugging her to the side of the chair in which she was imprisoned. "Don't you worry about us, sweetie," Ellen told Dean, forcing a robust smile onto her face as though daring him to suggest that they'd forget to look after one another. "We got this."

Dean gave Ellen a pointed look that silently pleaded with her to take care of Ayden. What he was about to do - what he and Sam were about to do - wasn't going to be easy or pleasant to witness, and though he would have preferred to do it alone on his own, it just wasn't going to happen that way. He seemed to waver a moment, as if he was dreading what was about to come next, knowing that as soon as he said yes to Michael, that could very well be the end of him. "I..." He paused a moment to gather his courage again, swallowing past the lump in his throat. If it had just been him, he would have said yes in a heartbeat.

He'd said yes to the Crossroads Demon to save Sam, and the stakes were so much higher now. But this wasn't just about him - it was about everyone he loved and cared about; it was about all of humanity. It was up to him and Sam to save them. It wasn't a matter of ego; that was just the way things were. "I love you guys," he said, forcing the words past the tears that were stuck in his throat and then he turned away so that he didn't have to see the looks on their faces when he made the call to Heaven. "Gabriel, you son of a bitch, get your *ss down here before I change my mind."

"Well, it's about time." The familiarly exasperated drawl of the Archangel Gabriel made itself known almost instantly as he willed himself to appear, fixing Dean with a less than impressed expression on his face. "Did you muttonheads forget you're off Heaven's radar, or were you just trying to annoy me?" He glanced past Dean at the three gathered close together, his gaze lingering for just a moment on Ayden before returning to Dean. "Do you know what I've been through' No angel alive can make a decent cup of coffee."

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:42 EST
"You can bet Lucifer won't be wasting time swapping insults, so save me the pity party and let's get on with it. I have some conditions which need to be satisfied first," Dean growled back at the archangel. The jury was still out on Gabriel. Dean wasn't sure if he was friend or foe, but at least this particular angel was soft on humanity. It was Dean's only ace in the hole.

"Hey, watch the attitude, Deano," the archangel informed him mildly. "It ain't just a case of wearing your pretty meatsuit to the ball - there's a time and place, too." He tucked his hands into his pockets, glancing skyward for a moment. "Look, here's the deal. Michael's open to anything to wear you to the prom. Healing, killing, guarantees, the works. And you'd better believe it, or I just got beat up by my big brother for nothing."

Dean ignored the verbal slap on the wrist. It just wasn't worth getting into a pissing match with an angel when they were so close to D-Day. "I believe I made myself clear on the conditions, once before," he replied, not bothering to restate them in front of the trio of witnesses. Dean had demanded three conditions be met. The first was healing Ellen's legs, the second was offing Zachariah, and the third was the assurance that his family would be protected. That was all he really cared about. "And Sammy goes to Heaven. I don't care if he's wearing Lucifer or not."

"Yadda, yadda, yadda." Gabriel dismissed the reiteration of what he considered to be a useless repetition with a roll of his eyes. "That one's a guarantee made by Dad himself before you were ever born." He fixed Dean with a look that was filled with some kind of regret, some touch toward the humanity this angel had chosen to side with. "You're sure about this?"

"You wanna hit pause and discuss it over coffee" Don't have much choice, do I" Long as those I love are safe, that's all that matters," Dean replied. No, he wasn't sure. He'd never be completely sure, but what choice did he have" No one - including Cas - had come up with any brilliant alternatives, and time was running out. Sam had already said yes; Dean didn't have much choice but to do the same. He just hoped their plan worked. This wasn't about killing each other; it was about ending this angelic family spat once and for all, and Dean knew as soon as Michael took over, he'd know the plan, inside and out.

Gabriel sighed, gritting his teeth. "Yeah, well ....brace yourself." He glanced past Dean to the three who were watching. "You three might want to cover your ears," he suggested, hinting toward the sound of an archangel's presence unclothed, something Dean had encountered himself a few times. He held Dean's gaze for another long moment, shaking his head, and began to chant in Enochian.

Dean wasn't quite sure what Gabriel's reluctance was all about. This was what the archangel had been working toward for years, wasn't it' Why the sudden change of heart' Did he actually care what happened to Dean, or was he just dreading having to face his big brother again? Or maybe, Dean realized before it was too late, maybe it really was only Gabriel's love for the human race and his fear that Michael and Lucifer would destroy everything with their little brotherly spat. "I'm not gonna let everything go to hell, Gabriel. You can trust me..."

Dean's words were cut off as the world started to shake with the violence of an earthquake, and there was a blinding white light, coupled with a deafeningly high-pitched sound of ringing that was painful to the ears. Dean threw his hands up over his ears and fell to his knees on the ground. Even as the call was answered, even as Michael made his appearance known, the object of his visit was still only human and as susceptible to the painful arrival of an archangel as any other human.

Only the other archangel in their midst remained unmoved by the spectacle of another archangel taking up residence in his chosen vessel. Ayden cried out in pain as the sound shocked through her, throwing her hands up and over her ears as she dropped down onto her own knees beside Ellen's wheelchair, squeezing her eyes shut against the painful, intrusive light. Ellen, too, for all that she wanted to be strong for Dean, couldn't keep her eyes on him as Michael descended, turning her face away as she covered her own ears, her head bent close to Bobby in the cacophony of sound that enveloped them all.

For a moment, it seemed like the world was coming to an end, and then it was over. The ear-splitting sound was gone, the earth had stopped shaking, and the blinding heavenly-white light had dissipated. Dean was still on his knees, looking almost as if he was praying, head bent forward, and eyes closed as if in supplication. Nothing seemed to have changed for a moment, until he at last raised his head to reveal a strange otherworldly light in his eyes, if only for a moment. It wasn't like the black or red or yellow of demons eyes, but more like a light that shone through him, beautiful yet fierce to behold. After a moment, the light faded and he moved to his feet. There was no awkwardness in his movement, no confusion on his face. The angel wearing Dean smiled, as if he was either pleased or amused, and though the mouth that smiled was Dean's, there was an expression there that was wholly Michael.

Forcing her eyes open, despite the fear of being blinded that still tugged at her, Ayden's gaze snapped straight to her brother as she pulled herself to her feet. She hadn't been allowed to witness Lucifer taking Sam, for fear that the Morning Star might choose to do something about keeping her from interfering. It had not occurred to her until this moment that Michael might be just as dangerous to her. Evidently something along that line had also occurred to Gabriel, who took a smart couple of steps away from his newly-earthbound brother. A couple of steps that placed him quite firmly in front of Ayden, Ellen, and Bobby, all the while watching Michael with wary eyes.

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:43 EST
It didn't seem to bother Michael that Gabriel had stepped in his way. He no longer needed Ayden as a back-up vessel or as leverage in convincing Dean to say yes. In that moment, he knew everything that Dean knew, everything that Dean had ever thought or felt or done. There was nothing Dean could keep from him, not even the plan to kill Lucifer and Michael and end their Heavenly spat, and while he could have killed Ayden right then and there and been done with their little ace in the hole, there were certain rules even an archangel had to abide by, and murdering innocents wasn't one of them. He looked to Ayden first of the three, since she was the one who bore the same bloodline as the vessel he was now wearing, a serious expression on his face, sympathetic even. "I'm sorry about your mother. Zachariah can be a bit of a loose cannon at times. I can assure you she is at peace in a better place," he told her as gently as an archangel can.

The girl stared at him, her mouth actually falling open in disbelief. "You think a sorry can cover this?" she demanded, forgetting in that instant that she was talking to a being who could probably end her with her a thought. "You think anything you say will come even close to making up for the fact that your loose canon murdered my mother and left me to watch her die" Do you?"

Gabriel winced, and that wince did not go unnoticed. Ellen reached out to grasp Ayden's hand, holding her back from approaching Michael where he stood in Dean's form. She looked to her husband worriedly - if Ayden chose to pull away, there was nothing Ellen could do to stop her.

Michael seemed to absorb or deflect Ayden's anger with very little reaction. He was not human, had never been human. He had been watching humans die in a variety of ways since the dawn of time. It was a normal part of the cycle of life. It was sometimes tragic, but always inevitable. What happened to the soul afterwards what a very different matter. It was the souls that were really important, but he knew none of this would soothe her grief or make her understand. "Of course, I don't, but unfortunately, there will always be casualties in war. Be glad she is at peace. There are worse fates than hers." He turned his attention then to Ellen, dismissing the matter of Ayden's mother's death as though he was a parent dismissing an errant child. "Dean wishes you to walk again."

Whether it was meant as a threat, a warning, or some misplaced attempt to comfort a grieving girl, Michael's words seemed to have a dangerous effect on those who stood before him. Ayden pulled up short, her face turning pale as Gabriel stepped fully in front of her, a glint of metal betraying that he had drawn his blade. Then Michael's attention turned away from the girl onto the woman who sat imprisoned in her wheelchair close by, and Ellen visibly flinched, her jaw setting in stern indifference.

"Then you best get to keepin' your word, hadn't you?" she told the archangel, though they all knew there was little anyone could do to force Michael to do anything now. He had what he wanted, after all.

"A promise is a promise," Michael remarked, choosing his words carefully. He did not use the word bargain, as it seemed to cheapen what had passed between himself and Dean, and while he was not obligated to uphold his end of the bargain now that he had what he wanted, he was obligated to do so by a naturally ingrained sense of justice and righteousness. He glanced at Gabriel as if to wordlessly ask him to step aside. There wasn't going to be any healing going on if the other angel didn't get out of his way.

Gabriel met his brother's gaze warily. Though the youngest of the four archangels, he knew his older brother had a sense of righteous duty that towered over everything. Just like Lucifer, in his own way. He gritted his teeth once again, disliking the comparison even in his own head, and sheathed his blade, reaching behind him to take hold of Ayden's hand and pull her out of the way, keeping her behind him as he removed himself from Michael's path. "No tricks, big brother," he warned. "Dean's still in there, and let me tell you, he can give you one hell of a headache without being in your head."

"I know what Dean wants. He is here with me, even as we speak," Michael remarked as Gabriel pulled Ayden aside to uphold the promise he'd made to Dean to keep his sister safe. Naturally, he knew this, as well, having access to all of Dean's thoughts and experiences. Even Michael had to admit that Dean Winchester was one of the more interesting humans he'd encountered in all his long years of existence. Far more interesting than Adam, on par perhaps with David. He crouched down in front of Ellen so that they were at eye level, like Dean had done only a few minutes before. "He loves you as much as he once loved his birth mother. Perhaps in some ways more. You were willing to sacrifice your own life to save his. That is a noble and worthy sacrifice to make."

Ellen watched as the archangel crouched before her, forcing herself to see past the familiar features that belonged to Dean. It wasn't Dean, not anymore. He was in there somewhere, but silent, conserving his strength for what was coming. "Mary Winchester gave up everything for her sons," she informed the angel through gritted teeth. "No demon's gonna make me kill them." His comment on her sacrifice almost made her laugh bitterly. It would have been better, in her own mind, if she had died that day.

"Mary Winchester gave up everything for her husband," Michael corrected. He wasn't trying to be difficult or to start a debate; he was merely pointing out a very valid fact and setting the record straight. Mary Winchester made a deal with Azazel to save John, which put everything that was to come later into motion, but in Michael's eyes, it was all part of God's plan. He neither judged nor condemned what Mary had done; she, too, had sacrificed her own life in an attempt to save her son, but it had come too late.

"I ain't discussin' the Winchesters with you," was Ellen's stubborn reply to that. She knew the ins and outs - Dean had told her everything. Michael had done nothing to earn her confidence, and only his fact of being had her wary respect. "Do what you're gonna do. Don't expect me to turn on my boys or their family at your say so."

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:45 EST
Michael knew there was no point in debating the facts. He also knew he would never win their love, nor did he care to. They loved Dean and because of that, they would do nothing to cause the body he was wearing any harm. It gave him a certain amount of power over them, but he did not bother to flaunt what was so obvious already. He only smiled at her, a smile that was different than Dean's, though it came from his face. The smile was ever-patient, perhaps even amused. He had not come here to waste time debating with Dean's loved ones, though they did deserve a certain amount of acknowledgement from him. He raised a hand and reached forward to touch two fingers to Ellen's forehead. No words needed to be said, no mumbo jumbo. He only had to will her legs healed, and it would be so.

Over the months, Ellen had grown used to the constant pain from the severed nerves low in her back, the inability to move from the waist down, the lack of sensation below her hips. It had been torture at first; that feeling of helplessness wrapped up in pain and torment that was never-ending. But she had persevered, for the sake of her husband, and for the sake of the boys who needed her to be their rock a while longer. And yet, in just a moment of thought from the archangel squatting in Dean's body, all that was wiped clean. For the first time in months, she could feel her toes, wriggling them inside her boots in amazement. For the first time in months, the prickling ache in her back was eradicated, the nerves sealing themselves together once again. She wasn't stupid enough to doubt that she had been healed and would stay so. But she wasn't sure if she had the strength or the willpower to get herself up and out of the wheelchair she hated so much.

Michael didn't wait for or expect a Thank You. It was Dean she would have thanked for making the bargain and repaying the debt he felt he owed her for saving his life, and Dean was buried somewhere inside Michael, ignored for the moment. Michael turned next to Bobby. Though no bargains had been made regarding the man, his fate was tied to the others and he could see the man's hatred for those of his kind darkening his expression, even if he was relieved to see Ellen finally cured.

"'Bout damned time," Bobby growled, bending to tend to his wife, both his expression and demeanor softening with regard to her. "You all right?" he asked, gently.

"There's still the matter of Zachariah," Michael remarked. "Dean is very insistent."

Ellen curled her hand into her husband's, using Bobby's strength to rise from the wheelchair and stand on her own two feet for the first time since she had taken back control of her own body from the demon who had wanted to kill Dean. A little shaky perhaps, but she was healed, her wonder overwhelming the seriousness of the situation for a brief moment. She met Bobby's eyes with a smile that hadn't been on her face in months. "You know me," she told him fondly. "Right as rainwater."

Her hand squeezed his as Michael spoke again, her attention turning from the angel to the young woman still standing behind Gabriel. Ayden's face had flushed angrily at the first mention of Zachariah, but for once, she kept her mouth shut, mindful of the not-quite-threat Michael had given her. "And so he should be," Ellen nodded firmly, standing straight. "That dick's got a lot to answer for."

"An eye for an eye," Michael said without inflection or emotion, glancing between the foursome. "Which of you wishes to exact vengeance?" he asked, as if he was testing them, in a way. Dean wanted vengeance for Ayden's mother, among other things, and while Michael was willing to agree to this condition - though he didn't have to - he was unwilling to do the deed himself. It was not his debt to repay.

Gabriel's eyes narrowed as he noted just who was being included in this question. "Hold up, bucko," he shook his head. "I'm not part of this. Neither is she." He jerked his head toward Ayden, crossing her off the list.

"Wait, what?" the girl objected, silenced with a look from Ellen. Though Gabriel wasn't generally to be trusted, the older woman agreed with him in this case. Ayden wasn't going to become a murderer for the sake of vengeance.

Not another moment passed before Bobby spoke up. Like Ellen and Gabriel and most likely Dean, he didn't want any blood on Ayden's hands, even if this was, in part, about vengeance for her mother. She was an innocent, and he knew Dean would want her to stay that way. Each of them had their own beef with Zachariah, and as Dean's self-appointed foster father, he felt it was up to him to step up and do the deed, since it seemed the angel wasn't going to allow Dean to do it. "I'll do it," Bobby volunteered, without volunteering any reason or explanation. He wasn't doing it for himself or for Ellen, but for Dean and Sam and Ayden.

The decision was made, just like that. Gabriel reached out, his blade in his hand once again, offering Bobby the hilt. "There you go, Pops, try not to hurt yourself."

Reluctantly, Ellen stepped away, drawing Ayden under her arm as she met Bobby's gaze. She knew why he had spoken up, why he had volunteered himself. She didn't have to be happy about it. She just had to support his decision.

Gabriel handed Bobby the angel blade; the decision had been made. Though the outcome was uncertain, Michael was confident justice would be served. He had upheld his part of the bargain; his presence here was no longer necessary. He looked to Gabriel, that sober expression on his face once again. Though some may have deemed Gabriel a traitor for the part he had played in all this, Michael believed even that to be part of God's plan. If it hadn't been for Gabriel, Dean may never have agreed to any of this, and for that alone, Michael was willing to forgive his brother all past transgressions. "I am no longer angry with you, brother. I am sorry for what I must do, but Lucifer must be stopped. Our Father has decreed it. I leave Zachariah's fate in your hands." And with that said and a flutter of wings, he was gone. And so was Dean.

"What?" Gabriel exclaimed, more than a little outraged at being put in that position by a big brother he had little to no respect for any more. More than that, he had been denied his chance to prevent the big prize fight between two brothers he loved dearly, in order to see one of their lesser cousins put down for his crimes. "Oh, you have got to be kidding me ..." He turned, looking at the three mortals standing with him, and made a face. "Fine. Zachy, baby, come on down!"

Ellen Singer

Date: 2013-11-24 16:47 EST
Barely a moment after being called, Zachariah was there in a flutter of wings, smoothing his hands down the jacket of his suit as he smirked at the foursome gathered there. His gaze fixated upon Gabriel. "Well, if it isn't the big puff of air who forgot to blow his horn," he said in snide tones, letting his gaze wander once he had delivered his insult. "Oh, and little Ayden. Your mother says hello, by the way." There was a minor scuffle as Ayden snarled, lunging toward the angel angrily, only to be forcibly held back by Ellen and Gabriel both.

Fortunately for Bobby, but unfortunately for Zachariah, the angel had seemingly failed to see the blade Bobby held in his hand, which was unlike any blade forged by man. All the angel had to do was mention Ayden's mother in his smug, cocky tone of voice and Bobby felt his blood pressure rising. In some ways, all of this was nothing more than another monster hunt; Zachariah just happened to be the monster of the week. "So does Dean," Bobby snarled, stepping forward and wasting no time in shoving the blade into the angel's chest, where he thought it would do the most damage. "This is for Ayden's mother, you son of a bitch."

The executive angel never saw it coming. No doubt he had expected to be given some reward for his part in convincing Dean to say yes. Given the look on his face as an archangel's blade slid into his chest, he certainly hadn't been expecting death. It seemed to be over too quickly, a flash of light that burned the vessel from the inside out, leaving burnt holes where his eyes once were as the angel was destroyed by the blade in Bobby's hand.

The body slumped, and Ayden let out a quiet sob, relief and fury combining with the satisfaction of seeing her mother's murderer killed. Ellen wrapped the girl up in her arms, stroking her hair as she comforted the Winchesters' baby sister as best she could.

Leaving them to it, Gabriel edged toward Bobby, not entirely sure of his reception as he opened his hand. "I'll be taking that back now, Pops."

Though Bobby wasn't overly fond of Gabriel, he had no real beef with the archangel, other than for the part he'd played in convincing Sam and Dean to accept their roles in the final showdown. He turned the blade around and returned it to its rightful owner, handle first, privately wondering where in God's name Castiel had gotten himself to. The angel was going to be fit to be tied when he found out what had taken place here today. "You realize that if Michael is unsuccessful in stopping Lucifer, it's up to you," he told him quietly, just between the two of them, his gaze never wavering from that of the angel, and not quite letting go of the blade until he was through. Though he trusted him about as far as he could throw him, he trusted Dean's judgment in accepting the angel as an ally.

Caught in that moment, Gabriel had to admit he was impressed by Bobby Singer. Not many mortals had it in them to tell an immortal being what they had to do and be quite so confident that they would be obeyed. It was comforting in a way. A little like having Dad back. "You had to say it, didn't you?" he complained, but there was an acquiescence in his expression that had been missing before. If Lucifer wasn't stopped, the world was toast, and humanity was first on the list for extinction. Taking back his blade, he sheathed it, glancing toward the women. "So what?s next on the big game plan?"

Bobby followed Gabriel's glance toward the two women, his heart going out to Ayden, though it was hard to tell from the look on his face. He was already feeling the loss of the boys before the big battle even took place, having a pretty good idea how it all was going to end. He only hoped Michael was smart enough to outwit his younger brother and that Dean and Sam were strong enough to do what needed to be done when the time came. "Now we pay Chuck a visit and find out when and where the big showdown is gonna take place."

"I'll drop you off on my way past," Gabriel informed him with a nod. "Fun as it sounds, I won't be hanging around for the prize fight. Call me if you need me." He clicked his fingers. All that remained was an empty field, and the Impala, stark and abandoned in the wilds outside Sioux Falls. It was almost time.

((Said we'd get back to it eventually, didn't we? Up next, the big showdown which will finally explain what happened to the original Dean and Sam in this Alternate Universe. Huge thankipoodles to Dean's player!))