((Contains situations of an adult nature. Please do not read if this offends.))
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Dean and Nim had kept the midnight oil burning for hours, well into the night. Ellen had checked in on them from time to time, making sure they were fed and had enough coffee to keep them going, but after a while, she'd excused herself and gone to bed, along with Bobby and Bill, who seemed reluctant to interrupt the pair for some reason. They'd taken turns reading passages to each other from the journal, pausing to discuss one thing or another, or for Dean to explain further about something he knew about the future.
By the time they were through, Nim would know as much about the future as Dean would, but it wasn't going to happen in one night. After a long while, Nim drifted off to sleep on Bobby's couch. Though Dean tried to fight it, his eyelids eventually grew heavy and he laid his head down on the desk to rest for a few minutes, falling into a dead sleep, both of them more exhausted than they had realized.
As night rolled into dawn, a car rumbled into the yard outside, the handbrake squeaking as the engine was cut. Bare feet moved quietly down the stairs and across to the back door, opening it as Ellen gestured for Brian to come inside, laying a finger against her lips to signal him silent. The owner of Morgan's Landing in Chicago looked exhausted, but he didn't argue with Bobby's wife, simply taking his belongings out of the car and stepping into the house as quietly as she wanted him to. Words of greeting were whispered to one another, Ellen gesturing toward the study as she slipped into the kitchen to grab their friend a drink and something to eat.
Brian paused in the hallway, stretching his back as he looked into the study. A fond smile creased his face at the sight of the little woman who was like a daughter to him curled up on the couch, the expression deepening in amusement at the sight of Dean crashed out leaning on Bobby's desk. It didn't take a genius to work out what had been going on here all night.
With a glance to Ellen, he set his bag down by the stairs and made his way quietly across the study, bearing with him the battered hard case that held Nim's guitar. He wasn't going to wake her, not when she seemed so peaceful. Instead, he set the guitar very gently to rest against the table near her head, where she would see it when she woke up, and retreated from the study just as quietly, meeting Ellen at the bottom of the stairs. A few minutes later, and the lights were out once again, the newly arrived hunter settled into the first guest room to hand upstairs to sleep off his long drive.
As the dawning twilight lightened the sky outside, Nim stirred, stretching out even before her eyes opened, responding belatedly to the sound of movement nearby. Her sleep this time had been undisturbed, restful, leaving her settled in the wake of yesterday's confessions. Oh, the study. Bobby's house. She remembered staying up into the darkness of the night, reading the journal with Dean, but figured she must have fallen asleep not too long before he did.
Blinking, she lifted her head, momentarily at a loss as to where he was ....and her eyes fell on the guitar case settled beside her. Brian. Very carefully, she drew the case to the floor in front of her, easing the locks open, wary of making too sharp a noise in case she disturbed Dean's slumber. In the delicate stillness of the rising dawn, Nim drew her guitar onto her knee, tuning it softly by ear until it sounded right. Her fingers smoothed over the strings, picking out chords as the gentle, peaceful cadence of Greensleeves played out through the silent study.
Dean had fallen into such a deep sleep that he hadn't heard the car pull up outside the house; he hadn't heard Brian and Ellen whispering as they poked their heads into the study; he hadn't heard Brian drop Nim's guitar off before sneaking off to bed himself. What finally broke through the silence and summoned him back from sleep was the sound of a familiar tune he couldn't quite place. The song seemed to stir some memory long buried deep inside of a snow-laden Christmas morning many years ago when he was a boy, before Sam was born, before Mary's death had devastated the small family. It wasn't a very substantial memory, just bits and pieces, flashes of this and that that drifted through his mind. As hard as he tried to latch onto a bit of memory, it would float away from him, like a butterfly trying to avoid capture.
Rising up through the layers of sleep, Dean tried to hold onto that scrap of memory, insubstantial as it was, distinctly hearing his mother's voice singing the words of an old Christmas ballad to the tune Nim was playing on her guitar. It was a memory that had been lost amidst the clutter of his mind for many long years. But it wasn't Christmas, and his mother was dead. Dean's eyelids fluttered as he started to waken, stirring slightly as he rose up from sleep.
Very quietly, a feminine voice joined the delicate ring of the guitar's strings ....sadly not Mary Winchester, but Nim, humming a harmony to the melody her fingers picked out on the instrument. It had been a long time since she'd even held her guitar, much less played, so long that she'd almost forgotten the simple pleasure it gave her. Absorbed in the music, she closed her eyes, her hair fallen about her face as she just played for playing's sake, humming that gentle counter-melody with each breath.
Dean lifted his head finally, disoriented for a moment before remembering where he was and what he'd been doing when he'd dozed off. He looked over at Nim, realizing it wasn't his mother who'd been singing, except in his dreams, but Nimue. He watched quietly while she strummed the guitar, not wanting to disturb her or disrupt the quiet of the moment. Maybe there was something about music soothing the savage beast, as Dean felt the music relaxing him, almost as soothing as a woman's embrace. He envied her a little, not because she could play and he couldn't, but because he could tell from the look on her face how much she loved doing it, how deeply the music was ingrained in her soul, as if it were a part of her, and he wondered if he ever felt that deeply about anything.
Slowly, the classical tune drew to a close, the last note ringing out in the suddenly renewed stillness of the quiet house. Nim breathed slow and deep, raising her head, opening her eyes as her hands folded on the body of the guitar. Her gaze found Dean watching her, and his smile blossomed on her face, the smile that only he ever saw, the smile that shone from her eyes far more than it touched her face. "Good morning, princess."
He mirrored that smile, one that he also bestowed only on her, warm and full of adoration. "Morning," he echoed, feeling strangely at peace with the world as the golden glow of morning lit the room, promising another new day. "That was beautiful," he told her softly, reluctant to shatter the peace and tranquility of the moment, remarking not only on her playing and singing, but on her lovely face being the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes.
Her smile deepened, curving her lips now as she basked in his adoring gaze. She would never quite work out how he did that; how he could make her feel as though she was the only person in the world, the center of his universe, with just that smile. "I'd forgotten how much I enjoy it," she answered him, just as soft, just as reluctant to crack the gentle glow that seemed to have settled around them. "Did I wake you?"
Dean and Nim had kept the midnight oil burning for hours, well into the night. Ellen had checked in on them from time to time, making sure they were fed and had enough coffee to keep them going, but after a while, she'd excused herself and gone to bed, along with Bobby and Bill, who seemed reluctant to interrupt the pair for some reason. They'd taken turns reading passages to each other from the journal, pausing to discuss one thing or another, or for Dean to explain further about something he knew about the future.
By the time they were through, Nim would know as much about the future as Dean would, but it wasn't going to happen in one night. After a long while, Nim drifted off to sleep on Bobby's couch. Though Dean tried to fight it, his eyelids eventually grew heavy and he laid his head down on the desk to rest for a few minutes, falling into a dead sleep, both of them more exhausted than they had realized.
As night rolled into dawn, a car rumbled into the yard outside, the handbrake squeaking as the engine was cut. Bare feet moved quietly down the stairs and across to the back door, opening it as Ellen gestured for Brian to come inside, laying a finger against her lips to signal him silent. The owner of Morgan's Landing in Chicago looked exhausted, but he didn't argue with Bobby's wife, simply taking his belongings out of the car and stepping into the house as quietly as she wanted him to. Words of greeting were whispered to one another, Ellen gesturing toward the study as she slipped into the kitchen to grab their friend a drink and something to eat.
Brian paused in the hallway, stretching his back as he looked into the study. A fond smile creased his face at the sight of the little woman who was like a daughter to him curled up on the couch, the expression deepening in amusement at the sight of Dean crashed out leaning on Bobby's desk. It didn't take a genius to work out what had been going on here all night.
With a glance to Ellen, he set his bag down by the stairs and made his way quietly across the study, bearing with him the battered hard case that held Nim's guitar. He wasn't going to wake her, not when she seemed so peaceful. Instead, he set the guitar very gently to rest against the table near her head, where she would see it when she woke up, and retreated from the study just as quietly, meeting Ellen at the bottom of the stairs. A few minutes later, and the lights were out once again, the newly arrived hunter settled into the first guest room to hand upstairs to sleep off his long drive.
As the dawning twilight lightened the sky outside, Nim stirred, stretching out even before her eyes opened, responding belatedly to the sound of movement nearby. Her sleep this time had been undisturbed, restful, leaving her settled in the wake of yesterday's confessions. Oh, the study. Bobby's house. She remembered staying up into the darkness of the night, reading the journal with Dean, but figured she must have fallen asleep not too long before he did.
Blinking, she lifted her head, momentarily at a loss as to where he was ....and her eyes fell on the guitar case settled beside her. Brian. Very carefully, she drew the case to the floor in front of her, easing the locks open, wary of making too sharp a noise in case she disturbed Dean's slumber. In the delicate stillness of the rising dawn, Nim drew her guitar onto her knee, tuning it softly by ear until it sounded right. Her fingers smoothed over the strings, picking out chords as the gentle, peaceful cadence of Greensleeves played out through the silent study.
Dean had fallen into such a deep sleep that he hadn't heard the car pull up outside the house; he hadn't heard Brian and Ellen whispering as they poked their heads into the study; he hadn't heard Brian drop Nim's guitar off before sneaking off to bed himself. What finally broke through the silence and summoned him back from sleep was the sound of a familiar tune he couldn't quite place. The song seemed to stir some memory long buried deep inside of a snow-laden Christmas morning many years ago when he was a boy, before Sam was born, before Mary's death had devastated the small family. It wasn't a very substantial memory, just bits and pieces, flashes of this and that that drifted through his mind. As hard as he tried to latch onto a bit of memory, it would float away from him, like a butterfly trying to avoid capture.
Rising up through the layers of sleep, Dean tried to hold onto that scrap of memory, insubstantial as it was, distinctly hearing his mother's voice singing the words of an old Christmas ballad to the tune Nim was playing on her guitar. It was a memory that had been lost amidst the clutter of his mind for many long years. But it wasn't Christmas, and his mother was dead. Dean's eyelids fluttered as he started to waken, stirring slightly as he rose up from sleep.
Very quietly, a feminine voice joined the delicate ring of the guitar's strings ....sadly not Mary Winchester, but Nim, humming a harmony to the melody her fingers picked out on the instrument. It had been a long time since she'd even held her guitar, much less played, so long that she'd almost forgotten the simple pleasure it gave her. Absorbed in the music, she closed her eyes, her hair fallen about her face as she just played for playing's sake, humming that gentle counter-melody with each breath.
Dean lifted his head finally, disoriented for a moment before remembering where he was and what he'd been doing when he'd dozed off. He looked over at Nim, realizing it wasn't his mother who'd been singing, except in his dreams, but Nimue. He watched quietly while she strummed the guitar, not wanting to disturb her or disrupt the quiet of the moment. Maybe there was something about music soothing the savage beast, as Dean felt the music relaxing him, almost as soothing as a woman's embrace. He envied her a little, not because she could play and he couldn't, but because he could tell from the look on her face how much she loved doing it, how deeply the music was ingrained in her soul, as if it were a part of her, and he wondered if he ever felt that deeply about anything.
Slowly, the classical tune drew to a close, the last note ringing out in the suddenly renewed stillness of the quiet house. Nim breathed slow and deep, raising her head, opening her eyes as her hands folded on the body of the guitar. Her gaze found Dean watching her, and his smile blossomed on her face, the smile that only he ever saw, the smile that shone from her eyes far more than it touched her face. "Good morning, princess."
He mirrored that smile, one that he also bestowed only on her, warm and full of adoration. "Morning," he echoed, feeling strangely at peace with the world as the golden glow of morning lit the room, promising another new day. "That was beautiful," he told her softly, reluctant to shatter the peace and tranquility of the moment, remarking not only on her playing and singing, but on her lovely face being the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes.
Her smile deepened, curving her lips now as she basked in his adoring gaze. She would never quite work out how he did that; how he could make her feel as though she was the only person in the world, the center of his universe, with just that smile. "I'd forgotten how much I enjoy it," she answered him, just as soft, just as reluctant to crack the gentle glow that seemed to have settled around them. "Did I wake you?"