Somewhere in the Midwest, 1992...
The tomb was dark, except for the single torch Dean had managed to light using the basic survival skills his father had taught him. A scrap of flannel, lighter fluid, dried leaves, and a twig, and Dean had put together a makeshift torch that would cast enough light to last a few hours, if they were lucky. Just enough time to determine there was no way out.
Dean's arm was throbbing painfully. He knew it was either broken or sprained, but he hadn't told Sam yet. He didn't want to scare his little brother any more than he already was, and he sure as hell didn't want him knowing how scared he was himself. Dean leaned against the cold, damp tomb wall, eyes closed, clinging to the sound of his brother's voice, like a drowning man might cling to a life raft. The truth was, Sam's voice was the only thing keeping Dean from going out of his mind with fear.
"Dean, Dad is never gonna find us down here, is he?"
"Shut up, Sam. Yes, he is," Dean replied, unable to keep the weariness and worry out of his voice and hoping Sam didn't notice. He cradled his wounded arm against his chest.
"How can you be so sure?" Sam asked.
"Because it's Dad, and he won't stop looking until he does."
"You said Dad hunts things," Sam continued. "Does he ever get scared?"
Dean thought about that a minute. Sam had never seen his father scared, but Dean had. Dean still remembered the night his mother had died, like it had happened just yesterday, no matter how many times he tried to banish it from his brain. John had been terrified that night; they both had. More than once, Dean had heard his father crying late at night when he thought the boys were asleep. Fear, grief, despair. He knew those feelings only too well.
"Yeah, he gets scared," Dean answered finally. "He's probably scared right now. Worried out of his mind about us. Going crazy looking for us. We're a family, Sam. We're all Dad has left."
"Dean, there's only one candy bar left," Sam broke in, frowning at his brother, his eyes large and round in the flickering torchlight, like a lost and lonely puppy.
"Eat it slow, Sammy," Dean instructed. "Make it last as long as you can."
"But....what about you?"
"I'm not hungry."
"Dean, you're always hungry."
"I'm not hungry right now, okay?"
Dean's stomach grumbled in protest, as he heard his brother unwrap their last Snickers bar. It felt like there was an empty hole in his gut where his stomach was supposed to be, but he knew hunger was the least of their worries.
"Dean..." The sound of Sam's voice drew him out of his thoughts again. "You really think Dad will find us?"
"Yeah," Dean replied, trying to sound reassuring, though he had no way of knowing for sure. "Just a matter of time."
"How long have we been down here?"
"I don't know. A couple of hours, I think."
"I'm thirsty. Do you have any more Coke?"
Dean frowned and glanced at the empty Coke bottle that lay on the ground near his hand, trying hard to keep the despair out of his voice. "No. Sorry, Sam." Dean had let Sam finish what was left in the bottle an hour ago.
"Dean..." Sam's voice broke, "I'm scared."
"I know, Sammy, but you have to be brave. Dad is gonna find us. I promise." Dean reached over to wrap an arm around his brother's shoulders, pulling him in to hold him close, his heart breaking as he heard his brother break into muffled sobs.
In the end, it wasn't John who'd found and rescued the boys, but Bobby. It wasn't the first time John Winchester had let the boys down, but it was the first time Dean fully realized he couldn't count on his father for anything.
The tomb was dark, except for the single torch Dean had managed to light using the basic survival skills his father had taught him. A scrap of flannel, lighter fluid, dried leaves, and a twig, and Dean had put together a makeshift torch that would cast enough light to last a few hours, if they were lucky. Just enough time to determine there was no way out.
Dean's arm was throbbing painfully. He knew it was either broken or sprained, but he hadn't told Sam yet. He didn't want to scare his little brother any more than he already was, and he sure as hell didn't want him knowing how scared he was himself. Dean leaned against the cold, damp tomb wall, eyes closed, clinging to the sound of his brother's voice, like a drowning man might cling to a life raft. The truth was, Sam's voice was the only thing keeping Dean from going out of his mind with fear.
"Dean, Dad is never gonna find us down here, is he?"
"Shut up, Sam. Yes, he is," Dean replied, unable to keep the weariness and worry out of his voice and hoping Sam didn't notice. He cradled his wounded arm against his chest.
"How can you be so sure?" Sam asked.
"Because it's Dad, and he won't stop looking until he does."
"You said Dad hunts things," Sam continued. "Does he ever get scared?"
Dean thought about that a minute. Sam had never seen his father scared, but Dean had. Dean still remembered the night his mother had died, like it had happened just yesterday, no matter how many times he tried to banish it from his brain. John had been terrified that night; they both had. More than once, Dean had heard his father crying late at night when he thought the boys were asleep. Fear, grief, despair. He knew those feelings only too well.
"Yeah, he gets scared," Dean answered finally. "He's probably scared right now. Worried out of his mind about us. Going crazy looking for us. We're a family, Sam. We're all Dad has left."
"Dean, there's only one candy bar left," Sam broke in, frowning at his brother, his eyes large and round in the flickering torchlight, like a lost and lonely puppy.
"Eat it slow, Sammy," Dean instructed. "Make it last as long as you can."
"But....what about you?"
"I'm not hungry."
"Dean, you're always hungry."
"I'm not hungry right now, okay?"
Dean's stomach grumbled in protest, as he heard his brother unwrap their last Snickers bar. It felt like there was an empty hole in his gut where his stomach was supposed to be, but he knew hunger was the least of their worries.
"Dean..." The sound of Sam's voice drew him out of his thoughts again. "You really think Dad will find us?"
"Yeah," Dean replied, trying to sound reassuring, though he had no way of knowing for sure. "Just a matter of time."
"How long have we been down here?"
"I don't know. A couple of hours, I think."
"I'm thirsty. Do you have any more Coke?"
Dean frowned and glanced at the empty Coke bottle that lay on the ground near his hand, trying hard to keep the despair out of his voice. "No. Sorry, Sam." Dean had let Sam finish what was left in the bottle an hour ago.
"Dean..." Sam's voice broke, "I'm scared."
"I know, Sammy, but you have to be brave. Dad is gonna find us. I promise." Dean reached over to wrap an arm around his brother's shoulders, pulling him in to hold him close, his heart breaking as he heard his brother break into muffled sobs.
In the end, it wasn't John who'd found and rescued the boys, but Bobby. It wasn't the first time John Winchester had let the boys down, but it was the first time Dean fully realized he couldn't count on his father for anything.