March 31st 2013
The first breath after visiting someone - anyone - in hospital always seems refreshing. It certainly seemed that way to Becky, who was definitely on the quiet side as she and Sam exited the hospital after their visit with his parents and his newborn mini-me. She wasn't entirely sure what was wrong, but she was feeling unsettled - a sensation she was not at all accustomed to. Still, she made an attempt to rally, squeezing Sam's hand as they headed toward the parking lot. "So how do you feel about it all now?" she asked him. "Better" It was kind of touch and go last night."
Sam was still feeling a little unsettled, like there was something that needed to be sorted between them, though he wasn't quite sure what it was. He knew it had something to do with his father's concern about him, but that concern had nothing to do with Becky. If there was anyone in his life that made him happy, it was her. "Yeah, it's just kinda weird. It's gonna take a little getting used to, I guess. It would be easier if I could think of ....of the baby as a little brother or something," he said as he linked his fingers with hers.
"Maybe after you've babysat a couple of times, it'll be easier," she suggested, although she wasn't exactly an expert on the subject. She hadn't been anywhere near any babies in her lifetime, bar one - the newborn that had been foisted into her arms half an hour ago. "They seem tired, but happy, in there. That's a good thing, right' And they both know the difference between you and him. I know, I can't imagine what it's like, but ....if I can help, I'd like to."
"Maybe," Sam admitted. Like he'd said, it would probably just take some time and spending more time with his Mini-Me would probably help. They couldn't be exactly the same, could they' There had to be differences. "You do help, Becky. You help a lot. I'm-I'm sorry I'm not dealing with this as well as I thought I would. I just keep wondering if he'll be like me, if I was like him. How am I supposed to feel about him' I know it sounds horrible, but I'm not sure I feel anything. I mean, everyone is all oohing and aahing over him, and I don't know what I'm supposed to feel."
"Sweetheart, you don't have to deal with it smoothly," she pointed out, trying to help as best she could. "But you know what? You're getting way too caught up on the he is me thing here. Because he isn't you, and you aren't him. He isn't going to grow up to go back in time, because there won't be any need for it. And I sure as hell am not going to switch you out for him. Youth is great and all, but I'm kinda into my older man here, in case you hadn't noticed."
"If I hadn't gone back in time, we would have never met, and even if we had, you'd be eighteen years older than me. You realize I'm old enough to be his dad. Gods, maybe I should have him call me uncle," he said with a sigh. Or maybe he should just stop worrying about it for a while.
"Or maybe you just need to chill out about it," Becky suggested gently. "Seriously, you're going to give yourself a stroke if you keep going around in circles. Don't make me seduce you right here and now, you know I'll do it. On the hood, in the parking lot, under the surveillance cameras. Don't forget, I'm wearing a skirt. It's very doable." She winked at him, feeling a little of her equilibrium returning.
He couldn't help but chuckle at her threat. "And get us arrested. I'd rather not have to explain that to your father if I can help it," he told her with a grin as they reached his car - a car that was likely the envy of anyone who was a classic car buff - the cherry red convertible Ayden had given Sam when she'd gone off with Ares to Greece, figuring she didn't need it anymore.
"Hey, it got a smile, I'm not complaining," she grinned back at him, pausing to catch his collar and pull him close for a soft kiss. "I love you, Sam. You. Not some kid in diapers who screams the place down when he gets a shock. Okay?"
He was a little taken aback by the unexpected kiss, but pleasantly so, relieved that she didn't seem mad at him, after all. He kissed her back, smiling a little at the mild scolding. "Like I said, you're a little old for him anyway, but not for me." He tipped her chin up to kiss her again, soft lips against soft lips, her kisses doing more to reassure him than anything she might have said.
He swallowed the soft cadence of her laughter with another kiss, her hands sneaking beneath his jacket to smooth against his sides as they lingered together, just another young couple wasting time before getting into their car. "So where are we going, sexy?" she asked in a low murmur. "Park up some place out of the way, or an actual bed this time?"
"Depends on if you think you can make it to a bed," he replied with a smirk as he touched his forehead to hers, his arms going around her waist to hold her close. Now that the visit to the hospital was over, they had the rest of the day ahead of them and nothing much to do but enjoy it. "You think you can wait until we get home or do I have to find some place to park?"
She giggled, leaning into him easily as her nose circled his. "I think home has a nice ring to it," she conceded. "I do solemnly swear not to feel you up while you're driving this time, too. That was a little too close for comfort." Her grin, however, did not back up the promise not to make him swerve violently in the middle of the road again.
"Uh huh," he replied, doubtfully. "Maybe I should make you sit in the back seat and keep your hands to yourself," he teased back. He'd much rather have her up front with him, but he didn't really want to risk getting in an accident either just because she couldn't keep her hands off him. "Thanks for calling me Sex on Legs in front of my mom, by the way. Nothing embarrassing about that," he scolded mildly, not really seeming very angry about it - more amused than anything else really.
Becky snorted with laughter, gently squeezing his ass just because she could before letting him go. "Like they don't know what we're up to," she pointed out, but her smile faded as she considered his parents again. Not so much his mom, who seemed prepared to accept just about anything so long as her family was safe and happy; but his dad, who'd expressed doubts about Sam's happiness. "C'mon, sugar, take me home."
"As you wish, princess," he told her, touching another kiss to her lips, mistaking the fading smile for a simple desire to be alone with him. If he'd known she was hurt by his father's doubts, he would have explained it all away, but he hadn't quite figured that out yet. He let go of her long enough to get the door open, holding it for her so she could climb in.
"Princess, huh?" She bit her lip, refraining from pointing out that was what his mom called his dad, and slid into the front seat, making a show of arranging her skirt modestly before sitting still like a demure young lady. He knew better, of course, but at least she was making an effort.
"If the shoe fits," he replied, well aware of his mother's nickname for his father. He'd always wondered why she called him that, but had never ventured to ask. He closed the door when she was settled and went around to the other side to let himself in, sliding into the driver's seat and putting the key in the ignition. He might have asked if she wanted the top down if it wasn't only March.
"Is that a hint that you want me to start hunting out metal bikinis or something?" she asked him in amusement, settling herself more comfortably on the seat. As always, she was twisted in his direction, preferring to watch him drive than admire the familiar scenery.
"Only if you want me to start hauling around a blaster pistol and get a pet named Chewie," he countered with a grin. "Seat belt," he reminded her, before turning the engine over. "So, Star Wars or Star Trek?" he asked, making conversation.
The first breath after visiting someone - anyone - in hospital always seems refreshing. It certainly seemed that way to Becky, who was definitely on the quiet side as she and Sam exited the hospital after their visit with his parents and his newborn mini-me. She wasn't entirely sure what was wrong, but she was feeling unsettled - a sensation she was not at all accustomed to. Still, she made an attempt to rally, squeezing Sam's hand as they headed toward the parking lot. "So how do you feel about it all now?" she asked him. "Better" It was kind of touch and go last night."
Sam was still feeling a little unsettled, like there was something that needed to be sorted between them, though he wasn't quite sure what it was. He knew it had something to do with his father's concern about him, but that concern had nothing to do with Becky. If there was anyone in his life that made him happy, it was her. "Yeah, it's just kinda weird. It's gonna take a little getting used to, I guess. It would be easier if I could think of ....of the baby as a little brother or something," he said as he linked his fingers with hers.
"Maybe after you've babysat a couple of times, it'll be easier," she suggested, although she wasn't exactly an expert on the subject. She hadn't been anywhere near any babies in her lifetime, bar one - the newborn that had been foisted into her arms half an hour ago. "They seem tired, but happy, in there. That's a good thing, right' And they both know the difference between you and him. I know, I can't imagine what it's like, but ....if I can help, I'd like to."
"Maybe," Sam admitted. Like he'd said, it would probably just take some time and spending more time with his Mini-Me would probably help. They couldn't be exactly the same, could they' There had to be differences. "You do help, Becky. You help a lot. I'm-I'm sorry I'm not dealing with this as well as I thought I would. I just keep wondering if he'll be like me, if I was like him. How am I supposed to feel about him' I know it sounds horrible, but I'm not sure I feel anything. I mean, everyone is all oohing and aahing over him, and I don't know what I'm supposed to feel."
"Sweetheart, you don't have to deal with it smoothly," she pointed out, trying to help as best she could. "But you know what? You're getting way too caught up on the he is me thing here. Because he isn't you, and you aren't him. He isn't going to grow up to go back in time, because there won't be any need for it. And I sure as hell am not going to switch you out for him. Youth is great and all, but I'm kinda into my older man here, in case you hadn't noticed."
"If I hadn't gone back in time, we would have never met, and even if we had, you'd be eighteen years older than me. You realize I'm old enough to be his dad. Gods, maybe I should have him call me uncle," he said with a sigh. Or maybe he should just stop worrying about it for a while.
"Or maybe you just need to chill out about it," Becky suggested gently. "Seriously, you're going to give yourself a stroke if you keep going around in circles. Don't make me seduce you right here and now, you know I'll do it. On the hood, in the parking lot, under the surveillance cameras. Don't forget, I'm wearing a skirt. It's very doable." She winked at him, feeling a little of her equilibrium returning.
He couldn't help but chuckle at her threat. "And get us arrested. I'd rather not have to explain that to your father if I can help it," he told her with a grin as they reached his car - a car that was likely the envy of anyone who was a classic car buff - the cherry red convertible Ayden had given Sam when she'd gone off with Ares to Greece, figuring she didn't need it anymore.
"Hey, it got a smile, I'm not complaining," she grinned back at him, pausing to catch his collar and pull him close for a soft kiss. "I love you, Sam. You. Not some kid in diapers who screams the place down when he gets a shock. Okay?"
He was a little taken aback by the unexpected kiss, but pleasantly so, relieved that she didn't seem mad at him, after all. He kissed her back, smiling a little at the mild scolding. "Like I said, you're a little old for him anyway, but not for me." He tipped her chin up to kiss her again, soft lips against soft lips, her kisses doing more to reassure him than anything she might have said.
He swallowed the soft cadence of her laughter with another kiss, her hands sneaking beneath his jacket to smooth against his sides as they lingered together, just another young couple wasting time before getting into their car. "So where are we going, sexy?" she asked in a low murmur. "Park up some place out of the way, or an actual bed this time?"
"Depends on if you think you can make it to a bed," he replied with a smirk as he touched his forehead to hers, his arms going around her waist to hold her close. Now that the visit to the hospital was over, they had the rest of the day ahead of them and nothing much to do but enjoy it. "You think you can wait until we get home or do I have to find some place to park?"
She giggled, leaning into him easily as her nose circled his. "I think home has a nice ring to it," she conceded. "I do solemnly swear not to feel you up while you're driving this time, too. That was a little too close for comfort." Her grin, however, did not back up the promise not to make him swerve violently in the middle of the road again.
"Uh huh," he replied, doubtfully. "Maybe I should make you sit in the back seat and keep your hands to yourself," he teased back. He'd much rather have her up front with him, but he didn't really want to risk getting in an accident either just because she couldn't keep her hands off him. "Thanks for calling me Sex on Legs in front of my mom, by the way. Nothing embarrassing about that," he scolded mildly, not really seeming very angry about it - more amused than anything else really.
Becky snorted with laughter, gently squeezing his ass just because she could before letting him go. "Like they don't know what we're up to," she pointed out, but her smile faded as she considered his parents again. Not so much his mom, who seemed prepared to accept just about anything so long as her family was safe and happy; but his dad, who'd expressed doubts about Sam's happiness. "C'mon, sugar, take me home."
"As you wish, princess," he told her, touching another kiss to her lips, mistaking the fading smile for a simple desire to be alone with him. If he'd known she was hurt by his father's doubts, he would have explained it all away, but he hadn't quite figured that out yet. He let go of her long enough to get the door open, holding it for her so she could climb in.
"Princess, huh?" She bit her lip, refraining from pointing out that was what his mom called his dad, and slid into the front seat, making a show of arranging her skirt modestly before sitting still like a demure young lady. He knew better, of course, but at least she was making an effort.
"If the shoe fits," he replied, well aware of his mother's nickname for his father. He'd always wondered why she called him that, but had never ventured to ask. He closed the door when she was settled and went around to the other side to let himself in, sliding into the driver's seat and putting the key in the ignition. He might have asked if she wanted the top down if it wasn't only March.
"Is that a hint that you want me to start hunting out metal bikinis or something?" she asked him in amusement, settling herself more comfortably on the seat. As always, she was twisted in his direction, preferring to watch him drive than admire the familiar scenery.
"Only if you want me to start hauling around a blaster pistol and get a pet named Chewie," he countered with a grin. "Seat belt," he reminded her, before turning the engine over. "So, Star Wars or Star Trek?" he asked, making conversation.