Topic: Swan Song (AU Backstory)

Dean Winchester

Date: 2013-11-24 21:22 EST
Lawrence, Kansas May, 2010...

Across the world, the portents rose. Earthquakes leveled cities, floods washed clean the populated places of the rich and poor alike, storms swept away whole tracts of life. The End of Days was come, written in the stars and in the destruction that fell upon the earth, with so many innocent lives caught up in the fall out. Chaos ruled the Earth, but for one single place. The eye of the storm.

Stull Cemetery, Lawrence, Kansas. A desolate, overgrown resting ground for the long forgotten dead. Nothing moved between the headstones scattered throughout the dry grass, not a single breath of air to lighten the deathly stillness. Where it had begun, with the birth of two boys destined to play their roles, was where the final showdown of the Apocalypse would take place.

In the space of a heartbeat, with the flap of unseen wings, a tall figure stood where before there had been no one. To a friend, it might have been just Sam Winchester, staring across the silent graveyard. But one look into those eyes told a different story. Lucifer, the Morning Star, the Devil himself, once God's most beloved son and now the greatest outcast of all his brothers ....He had taken Sam Winchester as his vessel, laughed at the pitiful plan in place to stop the destruction of the world at his own hands. He had tormented the younger Winchester with blood and memories, until Sam was left whimpering, locked away in his own mind by the power of the creature who had taken him over. Lucifer waited, as patient as the stars. He knew his brother would come. It was foretold.

It wasn't hard to find a brother who wanted to be found. Michael found it somewhat ironic that Lucifer had chosen this place for their final battle, though he also found it logical, predictable even, returning to place where it had all begun, at least for the Winchesters. He didn't want to kill his brother, not really. He loved him, but he was the obedient son and as such, had no choice. God had ordered Lucifer's destruction, and though it grieved him, Michael had no choice but to obey.

Disobedience, refusal, rebellion had never been an option, not for him. Despite the toll of human lives, he believed himself to be justified and blameless because, in the end, he was only following orders. With a second flap of unseen wings, he appeared in that same field to meet his rebellious brother for the first time since he had locked him away centuries before. Anyone who might have been watching in that desolate place would only see two men, brothers, grimly facing each other, both believing they were justified in their actions, both believing they were right.

"Lucifer," Michael acknowledged his brother using Dean's voice, the first of the pair to speak, as he thought was proper, being the elder. He did not bother to tell his brother to beg for forgiveness, nor did he waste time with threats or lectures. It had all been said before ad nauseam. "It is time," he said, knowing the other was more than ready to meet his fate, whatever that fate might be.

"We don't have to do this, brother." Lucifer turned to face Michael, his eldest brother, the one who had looked after him for so long before he had chosen rebellion. His anguish on Sam's face was clear and genuine. He didn't want to kill Michael any more than Michael wanted him dead. "We could walk away, right now, stop playing Daddy's little game. Or you could stand with me."

"You know that's not possible," Michael replied, and though he was feeling genuine regret for what he had to do, grief, even, at the thought of having to kill his younger brother, his expression was one of grim determination. He believed that once Lucifer was dead, all would once again be right with the world. Heaven would triumph over Hell for all of eternity and there would at last be peace on Earth. "You made your choice long ago. There is no turning back now." Michael only had to think about it, and a blade appeared in his hand - a blade that was capable not only of killing angels, but archangels, like his brother, like himself. "I'm sorry, but I have no choice."

"It wasn't my choice." With a metallic sparkle of sound, Lucifer's own blade appeared in his hand, as bright and sharp as the one wrapped in his brother's fist. "Our Father made us this way. He wrote his Apocalypse into the foundations of this Earth. He loved us, and yet when He made his new toy, we were forgotten. I was forgotten. Cast aside in favor of these mindless, pitiful, flawed things that don't even believe in Him half the time! I will not be cast down again in favor of anything lesser!"

The expression Michael offered his brother through Dean was one of pity. He felt sorry for his younger brother and always had. He didn't understand how he had gone astray, and it truly grieved him to be the one to have to punish him, but at least, he would be quick and merciful in his punishment, unlike some of the others might have been. "You were never forgotten. Our brothers and sisters never forgot you. I never forgot you. I will never forget you, but the time has come. The end is near. So it has been decreed since the beginning of time. Why must you question everything" Why could you not just have faith and trust' I love you, Lucifer, but I love Father more."

"And Father loved me best of all." Even now, in this last battle of words before the fighting would have to begin, Lucifer could not resist rubbing that in. He had been the favored son, the most beloved, and even that had not saved him. He could feel Sam scratching around inside him, flexing his muscles, and a cruel smile crossed his borrowed face. "Why do you obey Him, Michael" He has abandoned you, as He abandoned me."

Inside Michael, Dean heard the question that Lucifer asked through Sam. It was an old question and one that had once pained him, like an open, seeping wound. Like Michael, he'd been the eldest son, the obedient son, the one who never questioned his father's authority and did whatever was asked of him, even when he wasn't in agreement.

Michael faltered, if only for a moment, as Lucifer's words picked at his own pain, as well as the man's who was lurking inside him, but it was such a momentary weakness that it passed almost before it could be noticed. "You already know the answer. I obey because I must. Because I am the eldest, because I was the first. If I do not obey, who will?" he asked, turning the question back on his tragically errant brother. "God is great, Lucifer. He knows all things and does what is best for his children, even when His children do not understand His plan for them."

"God is gone, brother. Only I remain." Spurred on by the anger he felt, the anger he had drawn from Sam, Lucifer lunged, his blade flashing in the afternoon sunlight, sweeping toward Michael with deadly speed. No more words. The end was nigh.

Though it was Michael's destiny to defeat his younger brother, he was glad Lucifer had been the first to draw his blade. It would help soothe any sense of guilt he felt later to know that he'd had no choice but to defend himself. He raised his own sword to strike the other blade and force it away, almost effortlessly. There was no anger in him, only a desire to finish it once and for all. "You've grown slow in your captivity, brother. Your reflexes are not what they should be."

Slower he might be, but unlike Michael, Lucifer had learned to fight dirty. He knew how to use the muscle memory of his vessel, to use what Sam knew, and as his blade was forced aside, his fist came up, striking at his brother's face with a deafening thunderclap of sound. "Turn the other cheek, brother."

Dean Winchester

Date: 2013-11-24 21:23 EST
There was a sickening crunch when the fist that belonged to Sam struck his brother's face, shattering bone and drawing blood, but the pain was nothing to Michael, who only gritted his teeth and smiled in return. "I see you have learned a thing or two from the vermin you've been associating with." He did not name names, but he was clearly referring to those who'd been cast into eternal damnation. He raised his sword to strike again, but before he could do so, there was a flash of light nearby that distracted them both, and a familiar voice interrupted their battle.

"Hey, assbutts!" Castiel called as he appeared nearby, accompanied by Bobby and Ellen and Ayden. "You've got company."

"Assbutts" Seriously?" Ayden spared a moment to give Cas an incredulous look, almost smiling at the clumsy insult that the underpowered angel had thrown at the battling archangels. As her eyes turned back to the fighting pair, however, that hint toward amusement disappeared. She was afraid, and obviously so, but that streak of Winchester stubbornness had brought her this far. Far enough to confront two archangels, and perhaps give her brothers trapped within a more immediate reason to fight back.

Lucifer turned his eyes onto the interlopers, angry at the interruption, and for just a moment, he faltered. Inside, Sam had suddenly come to life, screaming once again. What is she doing here" She promised - they promised! The sheer weight of fear and alarm rising from the vessel he wore was enough to give the Morning Star pause as he stepped away from his brother, his gaze falling upon Castiel. "I don't recall handing out invitations."

Michael, despite all outwardly appearances of being the more benevolent and less hostile of the two, looked far angrier at the intrusion than even his brother. "What is she doing here?" Michael growled accusingly as he looked to the trio of humans he'd so mercifully left alive back in Sioux Falls, the question aimed to the angel who had interrupted what Michael considered a private matter between his brother and himself. He turned his ire on Castiel, narrowing the eyes that were Dean's in undisguised rage. "Castiel," he acknowledged the other angel. "You have betrayed your own kind for the last time." He snapped his fingers and without further warning, the angel exploded in a shower of blood and bits of flesh, like he'd been exploded from the inside.

Blood and bone and flesh splattered the three who remained, their shock palpable even without the shriek that escaped Ayden's lips. She, standing closest to the angel, was drenched in his blood, turning wide, terrified eyes onto Michael. But it wasn't to Michael she spoke. "Dean ..." Her voice shook with the effort of keeping tears at bay, of trying to hide just how frightened she was. "Dean, please. You have to stop this." She didn't even glance back as Ellen pulled herself back onto her feet, moving to stand behind the little girl pleading with her brothers. And it was to both that Ayden was speaking, turning those wide eyes onto Lucifer. Speaking to Sam. "Sammy, don't let them hurt me. Please."

Somewhere deep inside Michael, Dean stirred, reacting to Castiel's death and his sister's plight with anger and rage, that same rage that he'd felt when Andrea and Lucas had been killed, and everyone else that he'd lost, starting with Mary and ending with Cas. Though he and Cas had not always seen eye to eye, they'd been like brothers, and watching him killed by his own hand wrenched his heart painfully, something deep inside snapping into place. But it was those who still lived that he focused on, that needed his help, and it was Ayden's plea that drew his attention and gave him the strength to try and fight the angel who was in control.

Michael gritted his teeth, feeling his control over the hunter starting to slip, if only momentarily, and he lifted his blade to strike down the girl, Lucifer nearly forgotten at his side. "Stupid humans. Always getting in the way," he grumbled. Once they were dead, he could focus his attention on his brother.

Bobby had little time to react to what was happening, instinctively stepping in front of the two women. If anyone was going to be struck down by angels, it was going to be him. He drew the Colt from a holster inside his jacket, knowing it wouldn't do much to either angel but slow them down. He didn't want to kill either of his boys, but he might have no choice.

The Morning Star seemed frozen in place, some battle going on that no others were privy to. Deep inside, Lucifer found himself locked in combat with the vessel he had taken, with Sam Winchester. That first flood of alarm and anger had been nothing to the rage that spread through the hunter when Cas had been killed. Lucifer had bet a fiddle of gold against Sam's soul that he would win their fight for dominance, and until that moment, he had been certain he would win. But he had not counted on the fury that would rise in Sam at seeing a dear friend destroyed, at seeing his innocent little sister drenched in blood and pleading with them for help. All the anger that had been such a liability for so long was suddenly his ally, and in a monumental burst of effort, Lucifer was swept aside.

"No!" Sam lunged forward, in control of his body for just a few precious seconds ....long enough to grasp Michael's shoulder - Dean's shoulder - and plunge Lucifer's blade into his back.

Stumbling backward into Ellen and Bobby, Ayden could tell she was next on Michael's list of bodies, pleading words stumbling from her lips, desperately hoping that Dean could hear her. As Michael's blade rose, she flinched away, only to hear Sam shout. Looking back, she saw her brother sink his blade into Michael's back, and heard Ellen cry out at the unmistakeable death knell that now rang for Dean.

That blow was not only fatal for Dean, but for the angel inside him, who turned to face his brother, eyes wide with shock and pain, but it was not his brother who looked back at him, but the younger Winchester, somehow having struggled for supremacy and having won. Michael's sword arm fell, fingers still clinging to the blade in his hand, even as his soul was sputtering and dying. "No..." he whispered, unbelievingly, his back - Dean's back - now facing the trio of mortals who had come to witness, a dark stain soaking through his clothing and jacket that signaled his own end. Somewhere inside, Dean felt his own life slipping away and knew he didn't have much time, but it wasn't Sam he wanted to kill, but Lucifer inside him. He desperately wished for another way, even prayed for it in that moment, but there was the only way.

At least, they'd be together in death, like they'd been together in life. "Lucifer!" Dean called, pushing the stunned angel's presence aside and summoning the last bit of strength and courage to finish what they had started, for Ayden, for Ellen, for Bobby, for all of humanity. "If you want me, come and get me, you son of a bitch!" That little bit of strength it had taken for Sam to brush Lucifer aside was reversed just as suddenly as it had come. The Morning Star howled with grief-stricken fury as he watched his beloved brother killed by one of the flawed, mindless beings he so hated. Sam's consciousness was overwhelmed in that moment, and Dean faced Lucifer in all his fury, his bloodied blade raised in anguish for the death of Michael, his brother. The mortals were forgotten as they clung together, shocked and grieving for the terrible act taking place before them.

Dean took advantage of Lucifer's moment of shock and grief, not waiting long enough for the heavenly blade to drop and finish him - he knew he was already done for anyway. In Lucifer's fury and rage, he left himself vulnerable and open, and Dean wasted no time in taking advantage. With the last of his failing strength, he lifted the angel blade and drove it home as Lucifer advanced, right through his middle, slicing through flesh and bone and organs he knew and loved so well, tears springing to his eyes as the full weight of what he'd done came home. "I'm sorry, Sammy," he whispered, the blade falling from his hand, as a bright flash of light enveloped them both, brighter than sunlight, like two stars going supernova and burning themselves out.

Dean Winchester

Date: 2013-11-24 21:32 EST
As that light flashed out from them, signalling the death of the Morning Star, the ground shook, the sky grew dark, the world mourning the passing of not one, but two archangels. For a single heartbeat, four entwined lives hung in the balance. Then, with shuddering abruptness, that bright light winked out, and Sam's body fell to the ground, dragging Ayden down with his sudden weight. Lucifer was gone, destroyed, and in dying, he had taken his vessel's life force with him, leaving Sam struggling for breath as he lay in his baby sister's arms. Ellen lunged forward to catch Dean as he crumpled, easing the elder Winchester to the ground beside his brother, both of them cradled in the arms of the people they loved.

Dean, too, fell as Michael's soul fled his body, dead or destroyed, he didn't know which, nor did he care. There was a certain amount of peace in knowing it was over, at least for them, though he wished he could have done it without spilling his own brother's blood. Even in death, he reached for his brother, bloody fingers grasping his sleeve, summoning the last of his strength to call for him in his last moments, "Sam..."

"Aw, Christ," Bobby muttered as he knelt down beside the two men who he thought of as his own. He couldn't have loved them more if they'd been his own flesh and blood, and though he understood the reasons for their deaths, it felt like someone had torn his heart from his chest and was ripping it to shreds. He glanced at Ellen, and for once, there were tears in the older man's eyes that he made no attempt to hide or deny.

There was no need to be strong, not anymore. All over the world, earthquakes ceased, floods drained away, storms died down. Chaos became order once more, leaving those who had been caught in it to reorder their lives, never knowing what had truly saved them. On a hill in a cemetery outside Lawrence, Kansas, two brothers lay dying, their last strength given over to a final farewell.

Ellen met Bobby's gaze, reaching to take his hand and hold on tight, her other arm curled about Dean where he lay against her thighs. She was crying, her promise not to let them see her tears forgotten in the wave of heartache that came with this final goodbye. "It's okay," she promised them both, bending to kiss first Sam, and then Dean. "We're here, babies. We ain't leavin' you."

Beside her, Ayden sobbed quietly, both her arms wrapped about Sam, soaked in the blood of their friend as she sniffled and tried not to whimper in the face of such a loss.

With his breath bubbling in his mouth, blood trickling free with each exhale, Sam's fingers found Dean's, interlocking despite the slick of their mingled blood. "Dean ..."

"I'm here, Sammy," Dean whispered weakly. "Always here, just like I promised..." He was vaguely aware of a familiar arm wrapped around him, of someone crying nearby, of the wet sticky feel of blood against his back. He could feel his life leaving him, as his own blood flowed like a river, but his own life wasn't important now. He was going home to Andrea and Lucas, and that thought made him smile a little, despite the grief of those around him. "Where's-where's Ay?" he asked, abruptly, remembering that his own arm had lifted against his will to almost cut her down. "Is she..." His voice faltered, weakening.

"I'm here," Ayden rushed to reassure him, hissing in apology as Sam groaned in pain at her inadvertent jostling of him where he lay. One hand reached across to rest over her brothers' joined hands, her tears falling unchecked to drip from her nose and chin. "I'm here, I'm fine. You saved me. Both of you, you saved all of us."

A pained grimace of a smile crossed Sam's face as he felt his little sister cover their linked hands, reaching up to curl his hand about Bobby's arm. "Take-take care of them ....for us ..." he croaked, his own voice barely more than a mumble in the quiet that surrounded them.

The light was quickly fading from Dean's eyes as he turned his gaze from Ellen to Bobby to Ayden and lastly to Sam. This dying wasn't such a bad thing. He'd died countless times before. It was leaving those you loved behind that was the hard part, and though he wished he could have saved his brother, there was a part of him that was happy he'd be going with him. "Gonna be one hell of a fireworks show, Sammy," Dean muttered, eyelids fluttered. Though neither Ellen or Bobby or Ayden might understand that reference, he smiled weakly, knowing his little brother would.

Even Bobby was crying silently now, grasping Ellen's hand hard to keep himself from breaking down. "You boys save a place for the rest of us, ya hear" This ain't good-bye. It's just see you later."

But Sam was already gone, the last light leaving his eyes as his soul took flight for the world of the invisible. There would be no resurrection this time, no deals made, no corners cut. The End of Days had come and gone, and with its leaving, it was taking the Winchester brothers with it. "Sammy?" Ayden whimpered softly, bending low to kiss her lifeless brother's forehead, her hand squeezing the joined fingers in her grasp. She had one last thing to say, before Dean was taken away, too. "I love you. I'll keep my promise."

A single tear rolled down Dean's cheek, as he realized his brother was already gone. "S'ok, Sam. I'm coming." He turned his dying eyes to Ayden, reaching to tangle his fingers with hers one last time. He didn't have to tell her to remember him or to keep her promise to lead a normal life. It was as if she had already read his thoughts and was ready to let him go. He smiled weakly up at his sister, his face drained of all color and close to death. "I know you will," he replied weakly, his voice barely more than a whisper. "Take care of each other," he pleaded one last time before closing his eyes and giving up the ghost to join his brother and all the others he loved who'd gone before him.

"Dean?" But he was gone, both of John and Mary's sons lying dead in the arms of the last family remaining to them on the living earth. As Ayden wailed, the weight of that loss hitting her, Ellen was there, her tears mingling with those of the little girl now in her arms as she said her last goodbyes to the men who had been like sons to her since she'd first met them. There had been a lot of bumps along the road, but finally, Dean and Sam had peace, together.

Bobby wrapped his two girls in his arms, his two boys already gone. There was nothing he could do for them now, but give them each a hunter's funeral - a hero's funeral - and pray for their souls. As far as he was concerned, Sam and Dean Winchester had been the bravest hunters who'd ever lived - braver than him, braver than their daddy, braver than anyone. They had made the ultimate sacrifice time and time again for each other, for their sister, for the world. If that wasn't what being a hero was all about, he didn't know what was. It was over at last, but the struggle to come to grips with their deaths had only begun.

Over the weeks, months, and years that followed, the pain of their loss did not grow any less, but the three who bore it learned to cope. Ayden graduated college, and decided to enter Stanford for her medical training, a nod to the brother who had wanted her to finish school and the brother who had attended that same university years before. Ellen and Bobby returned to their own lives, running their business, hunting when they were needed to, helping other hunters in their own way. They kept an eye on the youngest Winchester from a distance, not wanting to tempt her back into the supernatural way of life, proud of her in their own way for getting on with being normal. But they never forgot, any of them, the darkness of that quiet cemetery on the day that destiny had taken a nosedive at the hands of the bravest men they might ever have the privilege to know, binding them together for the lifetime that followed in memory of Dean and Sam Winchester, the unsung heroes of an age. ((Can we get a collective, "Aww?" And so ends our alternate ending to Supernatural, Season Five. It's been a long time coming, and I have to admit it's been one of the most gratifying SLs I've ever been involved in. I cannot thank my writing partner enough for her talented contribution, collaboration, and friendship. Though the AU back story is over, we still have a lot of catching up to do with Dean, Nimue, and the rest of the cast of characters, so stay tuned for more, coming soon!))