Topic: The Calm (AU)

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 22:59 EST
It was early morning when Dean awoke in the Impala, confused and disoriented for half a minute before realizing where he was, and with whom. It wasn't the first time he'd spent a night sleeping in the Impala, but it was the first time Nim had joined him. He was a little alarmed at first, having promised Brian he'd get her home safe and sound and at a decent time, but they were no longer children, after all.

After a moment to get the sleep out of his eyes, he'd woken Nimue, and the two of them had gotten dressed and started back toward the Landing with Dean in the driver's seat, the bottle of JD still lying, unopened, on the floor. Shivering with cold, he had to turn the heat on in the car to take the chill off, as she had no choice but to wear his shirt. Once they arrived back, he was hoping they could sneak inside without being noticed. He was looking forward to the shower and breakfast she had promised him.

Enveloped in a sense of dreamy delight, Nim couldn't wipe the rather goofy smile off her face as they dressed and Dean drove them back to the Landing, a little too giggly in the grip of her major happy. There was something very special indeed about waking up in Dean's arms; waking up in Dean's arms in the Impala, even moreso. Still, there was more to come, if they managed to get back inside without being caught or waking anyone up.

She paused in the alley outside the back door of the Landing, leaning up to press a quietly laughing kiss to Dean's lips before lowering back to her heels. One finger pressed to her lips as her eyes twinkled teasingly. "Shhhh," she warned with impish good humor, very carefully inserting her key in the lock and turning it.

Dean was still basking in the afterglow of their evening together and though Nim had warned him to be quiet, he just couldn't help himself. He hadn't felt this happy in a very long time, and he wasn't ready for it to come to an end.

"You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off of you..." He sang to her quietly, his tall self hovering over her with mischievously twinkling green eyes, unable to exorcise the words of that silly Frankie Valli song from his head since he'd heard it on the radio the night before. "You're like heaven to touch, I want to hold you so much..." When he said the word touch, he reached out to playfully tweak her nose.

Even with the lock opened, Nim didn't open the door just yet, her laughter growing louder at the mischief bubbling over from her lover as he continued to sing that ridiculous song to her. It had to be the third time through since they'd woken up, at least, but it wasn't getting old. In fact, the more he sang, the less concerned she was about being quiet and not getting caught.

Giggling without cessation, she leaned back against the door, sliding her hands over his bare arms, up to curl at his neck as she drew him down to her. Her grin touched his teasingly before she nipped his nose in retaliation for the tweak. "You're going to get us caught," she murmured through her laughter. Not that she truly cared at this point.

He leaned down at her coaxing to rub his nose against hers. What did he care if they got caught really' They were both consenting adults, not hormonal teenagers, even if they were acting like it. He grinned, enjoying teasing her and not really caring who heard, carelessly letting anyone who heard know how he felt about her. "At long last love has arrived, and I thank God I'm alive. You're just too good to be true, can't take me eyes off of you." He had arrived at the instrumental part of the song, but that didn't stop him as he mimicked the sound of the brass.

The instrumental was going a little far, even for Nim. She lost any chance of capturing another kiss from him as her giggles exploded out once again, finally managing to turn herself about in his grasp to open the door. As her hand inserted itself through the gap to take the chains off, she wiggled against him deliberately in time to his teasingly declared soundtrack. The bar seemed quiet, at least - maybe they'd make it to the bathroom without meeting anyone on the way.

No such chance - not with the mood he was in. He burst through the door behind her, spreading his arms wide and bursting into fullblown song, more than a little out of tune. "I love you, baby, if it's quite alright; I need you, baby, to warm the lonely nights. I love you, baby. Trust in me when I say..." So much for sneaking in quietly. He wasn't exactly Frankie Valli, but he was singing loud enough to wake the entire block.

"Dean!" Laughingly scandalised, Nim closed the door firmly behind them, scurrying to catch his arm before he could get too far into the bar room. Shushing him hadn't worked, so ....Bouncing up onto her toes, she wrapped an arm about his neck, drawing his lips to hers in a muffling kiss. Her mouth curved, unable to stifle her giggles for long as she murmured against his lips. "You're gonna wake everyone up, you know."

There was only one way to hush him and she had finally found it, the rest of the chorus lost beneath her kiss, grinning widely against her lips. Bare arms circled her waist as he pulled her against him, opening his mouth and drawing a breath to continue with the next verse.

Drawn up close, she was still laughing as he took that breath in, closing her free hand over his mouth as her nose bumped to his. "Don't you dare," she snickered cheerfully.

She may have pressed her hand against his mouth, but he was still singing, the words to the song muffled against her hand, green eyes dancing with mischief now that he was wide awake. He slid his arms away from her, one hand going to rest against her waist, while the other grabbed hold of the hand that had been pressed against his mouth, swinging her into a dance that looked like a clumsy version of The King and I.

She was laughing so hard by now that she almost couldn't keep herself upright, stumbling around with him as he attempted to clumsily polka her around the pool table. "Aw, man, we are never going to live this one down!" she protested in the midst of her giggles, holding on for dear life as he swept her about the floor. Rolling her eyes, she arched close to him. "Dean. Shut up and kiss me properly, would you?"

"I'm sorry, what?s that?" he asked as he continued polka-waltzing her around the room, thankfully in control of his senses enough that he didn't waltz them right into any tables of chairs. "I didn't hear the P word!" He grinned at her. If the look on his face was any indication, he was thoroughly enjoying himself.

"Which P would that be?" Nim countered with a snickering snort as a particularly wild spin lifted her entirely off the floor. "Pillock ....prat ....ponce?" Her grin deepened as her feet returned to the ground, hands loosing from their hold in his palm and at his shoulder to rise and curl to his jaw, drawing him down to her. "Please," was whispered in that loving tone that truly was all for him, her lips brushing his very gently.

He spun her around, lifting her off the floor before setting her back on her feet, coming to a halt as she did, smiling down at her, matching her grin. "No, that's not it. I'll give you a hint. It rhymes with..." He broke off when she finally said the correct P word. "That's it!" he exclaimed just before getting kissed, lips smiling against hers. His hands found their way back to rest against her hips, but he was done with the song and dance, for now.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 23:03 EST
Her laughter faded as she kissed him, all too easily caught up in the sense of being filled and surrounded by him, enveloped in the heat and scent and feel of him against her. And, you know, it really helped that she was wearing his shirt - she had completely free access to caress her fingertips over his back and into the warm groove over his spine.

Lost as he was in her kiss, he settled down, relaxing in her embrace. It might be music that soothed the savage beast, but as far as Dean was concerned, it was Nimue's kiss. His arms slid around to circle her waist again, pulling her up against his bare chest, lost in her embrace. It was right about then that a familiar voice boomed from the direction of the stairs. "What the hell is going on' Some people are trying to sleep around here!"

Ah, the savage beast to whom music - at least music sung in Dean's voice - was anathema. And she was so caught up in Dean, she hadn't even noticed the footsteps on the stairs. Nim let out a loud squeak of surprise, jumping violently as the gruff voice interrupted the tender moment, her lips breaking from Dean's as her face lit up with a dark flush. It wasn't just Bobby they'd woken up, either; a second voice joined that first, one that made her blush deepen even further. "What time d'you call this, missy-girl?"

Unlike Nim, Dean didn't blush nor showed any sign of embarrassment, only smirking at Bobby's reaction to Dean's overzealous and unexpected burst of enthusiasm for life. It had been a very long time since he'd felt as happy as this, and even if it only lasted a few minutes, he was going to milk it as long as he could. "Sun's up, Bobby. Day's a-wasting. Time to rise and shine and start a new day and all that."

Bobby only glared at Dean and muttered something that sounded like "Bite me, ijit," as he moved past the trio on his way to the kitchen to make some coffee. The truth was Bobby was glad to see Dean happy, and he wasn't going to scold him too harshly about it. He knew the mood wouldn't last, and who was he to spoil the kid's fun"

Even Brian didn't have the heart to deflate the bubble of bright happiness that encased the young couple, despite having been roused from a deep sleep by the sudden blast of Frankie Valli in his own bar. He met Nim's grinning, blushing gaze and rolled his eyes, shaking his head. "You two're gonna be the death of me," he muttered, rubbing a hand against the back of his neck. "When you're presentable, boy, I want a word with you." But that was all he said, moving to follow Bobby and avail himself of the coffee that should be freshly brewed.

Nim burst into giggles again, swaying in Dean's arms as she offered a laughing apology to the retreating men. "Sorry!"

Dean smiled back at Nim as she swayed in his arms, though Brian's need to speak with him burst his bubble a little, bringing him back down to reality once again. He wasn't sure what the man wanted to talk to him about specifically, but he knew it had something to do with Nim. He dropped a kiss against her forehead as he loosened his hold on her. "What do you think he wants?" he asked, gaze following Brian's retreat before turning back to Nim. "Think I'm gonna get the Don't Get Her Pregnant speech' My dad never gave me that one."

She stroked her hands down over Dean's sides, reluctantly letting her smile fade a little as Brian's quiet declaration struck home. "He might," she shrugged. "Or he might have some information for you. He's not likely to tell me if he suspects anything; I'm too sweet and delicate to be able to cope, of course." Her smile was still warm even as her voice trickled into the slow dripping drawl of fond sarcasm. Her palm curled to his cheek. "Dean ....do we need to have a replay of last night so you don't freak out about something that hasn't and probably won't happen?"

Dean furrowed his brows down at her, his ecstatic mood tempered by Brian and Bobby and his return to reality. "Has he ever seen you in action' Because I have." As a point of fact, Dean knew Jo almost as long if not longer than Brian had known Nimue, and he knew she was a skilled hunter in her own right. "Freak out?" Dean repeated, wondering what she was referring to exactly. "I'm not freaking out. Suppose I should get dressed and get it over with," he said, feeling a little like a child who had just been scolded.

She shook her head. "He's never seen me hunt," she admitted quietly. "I took down some stupid little boy who tried to rob us a while back, but that's all Brian's seen me do." She chewed her lower lip thoughtfully. "I guess I should make sure he knows I can look after myself, but why burst his bubble" He thinks you're capable of looking after me."

She smiled, touching a soft kiss to his cheek. "Don't assume he's gonna have a go at you. He might just want to exchange sex tips." Her dark eyes sparkling, she winked at him, slipping her hands down his arms to entwine her fingers with his, stepping back to lead him to the stairs behind the bar.

He rolled his eyes, not really wanting or needing sex tips from someone he thought of as a father figure to her. He'd never had the honor of meeting her real father, and he still wasn't quite sure what had really happened to him. It had taken a while for him to grow on Ellen, but after a while, she'd seemed to have realized that he wasn't his father; and yet, in a way, history had repeated itself, as Dean still felt responsible for Jo's death, no matter what anyone told him.

"Do you think I am in need of sex tips?" Dean was pretty sure that wasn't what Brian wanted to discuss. He followed her lead, hand in hand, toward the stairs, wondering when he should tell her he was anxious to be leaving.

"Oh, hell no." How was that for an instant answer" Nim's expression as she looked at him over her shoulder suggested that he was insane for even suggesting that he might need any kind of advice in that arena. Leading him up the stairs, she waited until he was level with her before sliding her arm about his back once more, making the most of the closeness before they had to part to change their clothes. She could feel him getting antsy again, as though walking into the Landing, where Brian lived a sedentary life, grated on his nerves. "You do know I'm all packed and ready to go, right?"

He sighed as her arm wrapped around him, feeling suddenly guilty for taking her away from Brian and the Landing, but she was a hunter born and bred and if he didn't take her with him, she had already warned him that she'd follow, with or without his permission. He hadn't even had to ask her really. She had made up her own mind all on her own. He smoothed a hand against her side, against his t-shirt that she wore, as if by wearing that shirt alone claimed her as belonging to him.

"Be Prepared is the Scout Motto." Hunter motto, too, he thought to himself. His expression softened, the grin he'd worn just a few minutes before changing to a small frown. "You're sure?" He suspected he already knew the answer to that question, but felt the need to ask anyway.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 23:08 EST
Nim sighed softly, her smile a little wry, a little rueful in the face of his need to ask her that. He knew the answer; it was a foregone conclusion from the moment he'd arrived that when he left, she would be going with him, no matter the circumstances. "I'm very sure, Dean," she promised. "Seriously, even a little doubt, and I wouldn't be coming." She twisted, drawing her arms about his waist as she backed toward the room he now shared with her here at the Landing. "By the way ....I'm keeping this shirt."

He couldn't very well argue with her and didn't want to argue with her. Even if he snuck off without her, she'd catch up and find him somehow, and he was starting to think the easiest way for him to protect her was to keep her with him. That hadn't worked so well when it came to Sam, but the thought of leaving without her was an unpleasant one, and he'd already promised. He smiled a little, his mood dampened by his worries.

"It looks good on you," he agreed, looking her over again, his heart aching with the thought of leaving her behind, knowing he couldn't bear to be without her anymore. "I....um....I should see what has Brian's panties in a wad." He said it even as she drew him with her into what had become their room.

Nim grinned, not at all concerned about whatever Brian had on his mind. But then, she had already had her conversation with her adoptive father, and she knew that while he may not completely approve of her decision, he wasn't going to get in the way of it. "I promise, I won't try and distract you until afterward then," she said, immediately breaking her promise with a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth. But she did step away as the door fell closed behind them, turning to strip out of her borrowed shirt as she groped for clean clothes.

The sight of her stripping was distraction enough, re-kindling the barely-forgotten arousal from the previous night, though his mood had changed once again. He wondered as he watched her if he should tell her what was bothering him or just keep it to himself. Either way, it probably wouldn't change anything. "You're already distracting me," he told her as he snagged his duffel off the floor and tossed it on the bed to rummage for a clean shirt.

She laughed softly, looking over her shoulder at him. "So don't look." Nice and simple, as solutions went, and utterly impossible. If she couldn't stop sneaking glances at him, it was a fair bet that he wouldn't be able to stop looking at her. She had a feeling he wasn't saying something, but she wasn't going to force the issue. She'd forced him to tell her more in the last twenty hours than it was likely he'd ever originally planned to.

He felt torn again between whether to leave or to stay, but he needed some answers and he needed to find out what had happened in Lawrence that had caused him to say yes to Michael and kill his own brother. "Nim..." he started as he pulled a black Metallica t-shirt out of his duffel bag. "Nothing Brian says is going to change how I feel." He was purposely averting his gaze because if he looked at her, he'd lose all his resolve and would be unable to tell her a thing.

She, too, kept her back to him as she stripped herself down, slithering into fresh intact underwear before allowing herself to glance in his direction as he spoke. "I know," she promised him softly, wondering just what it would take for him to realize just how all encompassing her trust in him was. She drew a pair of denim shorts from a chest of drawers, tugging them up over her legs to button at her waist.

He was going to have to clean the car out and get it ready before they left, and he still hadn't decided exactly when they were leaving, but it wasn't just up to him now. It was up to her, too, and as much as he didn't want to rush her, he was antsy to be on the road again. He was confident they'd be back; it was nice to have a safe haven to return to when things were quiet.

"You still owe me a shower and breakfast," he informed her as he yanked the tshirt over his head, shoving a hand through his hair, as if to comb it with his fingers, though it really didn't need combing. He paused a moment to observe the lovely sight in front of him, as she drew the shorts up over her legs. She smiled, flashing him a wink as her arms lifted to drag a muted tank over her head, apparently embracing the promise of a warmer day despite the chill in the morning air. "Oh, trust me, you'll get them," she promised with a low chuckle, combing her fingers through her hair. "I'll even make breakfast while you're having your heart to heart." Yes, she had just willingly volunteered herself to spend half an hour or more solely in Bobby's company, when it was obvious the man intimidated her just a little.

He smiled a little at her promise, still admiring the view. "I'm gonna hold you to that." He went over to her and slid an arm around her waist, pulling her up against him, his mood levelling off a little without Bobby or Brian there to spy on them. "I want extra bacon." He swept her hair back over one shoulder and dipped his head in to brush a soft trail of kisses against her neck, knowing he shouldn't keep Brian waiting too long, but he just couldn't resist.

"Mmm ....Dean." There was that whining protest that wasn't a protest again, her lips curving in a tender, fond smile as her head tilted, hardly helping him to resist his urges as she leaned close. "I only just got dressed," she chuckled, tipping her head back to touch her lips to his ear lobe.

He grinned as she brushed her lips against his ear, dropping a quick but promising kiss against her lips before pulling reluctantly away. "Breakfast, then a shower," he promised, with an affectionate tweak of her nose.

"Hold you to that," she grinned back, her nose wrinkling under that tweak. He really was getting entirely too fond of tweaking her there, but then, she didn't really care. Her hand smacked against his rear, possessive and teasing all at once. "Go on, lover, go and say all the right things to the man who thinks he's my dad." She flashed him a wink, slipping away to open up the door.

He chuckled when she smacked his rear, but the smile faded abruptly when she reminded him how much she meant to Brian and vice versa. Thankfully, she had turned away before she could catch the frown that appeared on his face as he followed her toward the door. "Bobby's like a father to me," he told her, unsure why he was bringing it up. "In a lot of ways, he's been more of a father to me than my own dad."

She glanced over her shoulder to him as he spoke, reaching back to slide her hand into his, trying offer a little moral support. Brian wasn't going to let her sit in on this conversation, she didn't think. The men needed to talk; they had to clear the air a little. "As much as I love Brian, he's not my father," she offered quietly. "And it'll be better for him if he learns how to let go of me. Better for me not to take him for granted. And I kinda get the feeling you know what I mean."

"Yeah," he replied, though he thought their situations were quite a bit different. Dean had known Bobby most of his life, but Brian had only known Nim a year or so. Still, it was obvious Brian cared for her like a daughter, or he wouldn't have given her the name that he had. "I should go talk to him before he hunts me down."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 23:16 EST
"He'll be in the bar by now," Nim offered softly, lifting Dean's hand over her shoulder to kiss his knuckles encouragingly as she led him down the stairs. She wasn't worried about the two most important people in her life sitting down for a talk, but it concerned her that Dean found it such a worry. "It'll be fine. I promise."

Led by the hand, he followed at her heels. He wasn't sure why the prospect of a heart to heart with Brian was making him so nervous. Maybe it was because he was dreading the lecture that he knew was coming. He wasn't a hormonal teenage boy anymore, and she wasn't his potential prom date. They were both full-grown, consenting adults, and they were both hunters. "Yeah, I'm sure it will be," he replied, in agreement, though he wasn't really so sure.

Exactly as Nim had said, Brian was already in the bar, sat comfortably in his favorite booth, sipping coffee and flicking through the local rag. He glanced up as the young couple came into sight, obligingly averting his eyes as Nim turned to give Dean one last fortifying kiss before slipping out of his reach, disappearing into the kitchen. "Fresh coffee over here, boy," Morgan of Morgan's Landing offered, his blue eyes impassive as they came to rest on the Winchester. "I won't keep her out of your sight for long."

Dean scowled a little to himself, the word boy rankling him a little. He was a thirty-three year old man who had arguably experienced far more than his fair share of hardship during his short life, not to mention forty years in hell, but he said nothing to the contrary. He wasn't sure how much Morgan knew about him or even how much of his own life here had mirrored the one he'd left back home. He respected the man enough to allow him a little condescension, usually reserved only for Bobby. "You gonna give me the you hurt her and I'll hunt you down and kill you speech?" he asked as he slid his tall frame onto a stool at the bar, grateful for the coffee, but feeling slightly defensive.

"Do I need to?" was Brian's calm response, watching him as he took up his cup. His eyes were sharp, still the eyes of a hunter, still taking in all those little details most people were uncomfortable with knowing someone else could see. And what he saw in Dean wasn't something to worry him over much. "I reckon if you hurt her, you'll be the one doin' the huntin' and killin'. Am I wrong?"

Dean reached for the cup of coffee, arching a slow brow at Brian's question. "I beg your pardon?" he asked, slightly confused by the question. Did the man mean to ask what he'd do if Dean got her hurt by being sloppy' After a moment, he lowered his brows, his expression turning solemn, serious. "If I leave without her, she'll just follow. I give you my word, I'll do everything in my power to keep her safe."

Brian snorted with laughter, rolling his eyes somewhat as he rubbed a hand through the wayward fall of his graying hair. "Good luck with that," he chuckled lightly. "She ain't good at lettin' anyone take care of her. Might have to tie her up on occasion just to get some shut-eye." He eyed Dean thoughtfully for a moment, belatedly realizing that the younger man was worrying himself over nothing. "Look ....I ain't sayin' I'm happy to see her go, that'd be a lie. And you both know it. But there ain't anyone else I'd let her go off with. She's been waitin' for you for near on three years; be a fool to get in the way of that."

Dean eyed his coffee thoughtfully as he listened to the man, patiently waiting for the other shoe to drop, jerking his head up, brows arching sharply at his last statement. "What do you mean waiting for me" She doesn't remember me. Not really. I mean, I'm pretty sure I know why she has nightmares, but..." He trailed off as he thought about how Jo had died and barely stifled a shudder, remembering what it felt like to be ripped to shreds. Still, there were worse things than hell hounds. "I don't understand why we're here, but I intend to find out."

"Then you take her with you, and you find out together." Brian was serious, stern even, as he spoke, leaning toward the younger man with one finger stabbing hard against the wood of his chosen table. "You ain't seen her the last coupla years, you ain't watched her walk through life like there's a big piece of her missin'. I thought it was the memories, I thought she was mournin' not havin' them anymore. And then you show up, and she's more alive, more Nim than she's ever been before. So yes, she's been waitin' on you. You give her somethin' no one else can, and I'll be twice-damned and hellspawned before I'll let you walk away from her."

From the shocked look on Dean's face, this was clearly not what he was expecting from the man, and he felt a mix of relief and defensiveness at the man's stern words. Dean already knew most of what Brian was telling him, but to hear it directly from the man who'd cared for her like a father was not what Dean was expecting. Dean narrowed his eyes as a wave of anger flared, not really aimed at Brian so much as at the entire situation. "I lost her once. You think I want to lose her again?" he asked, his voice matching his feelings. "I'd die before I let anything happen to her again."

"Don't think I'd forgive you for dyin' on her, either." Brian wasn't making this easy. "Look, Dean ....you want me to rant and rail at you, give you a reason to leave her behind" Or d'you want me to give in with grace and make sure the pair of you got everythin' you need when you set out, whether it's tonight or next month?"

Dean frowned, letting all the anger go out of him. He wasn't angry at Brian or at Nim or at Bobby. He was angry and frustrated at not knowing the anwers and worrying that somehow something would happen and history would repeat itself. "I just don't want anything to happen to her again," he admitted. "I've made a lot of enemies, and I don't know what to expect here."

The older man nodded slowly, his hands lying flat on the table. "She's a good hunter," he admitted reluctantly. "Heard the stories from the others she's hunted with; girl's got instincts that most hunters'd kill for. She must've been quite somethin' back where you're from. And you're no slouch yourself. Just don't think you need to look after her all the time. Let her return the favor - it'll save you a lot of arguments, let me tell you." He chuckled, rolling his eyes at memories of similar arguments he'd had with Nimue himself.

"You're talking like she's my partner," Dean said, coming to the sudden realization that a partner was exactly what she'd be if she travelled the road with him. "Only partner I ever had was my brother," he continued, feeling that heavy weight of grief at his brother's loss, countered by relief that Jo was still alive. Oh, he'd taken on a few temporary partners before, but no one he'd ever let get that close, and he'd often wondered if he wasn't better off hunting alone.

Brian studied him for a long moment, watching each nuance of expression as he allowed the younger man to feel that weight, that tempered grief, in a way only someone who had suffered loss ever could. "Some things you ain't made to do alone," he said quietly. "One of them's livin'."

Dean lifted his head again, this time giving the older man a long, hard look. It seemed to Dean he was trying to tell him something that went deeper than mere words, and he thought maybe he understood his meaning. It was something he had come to understand himself these last few days spent with Nimue, and he wondered if that wasn't part of the reason he was brought here. "Life is too short. Is that what you're trying to tell me" Live while you can?"

Brian met his gaze with an equally long stare. Deep in those sharp blue eyes was visible the long held pain of his own loss, the loss of his wife and child that would always stay with him. "Can't make that decision for you," he said quietly. "S'just my opinion. But here's what I think ....I think you won't last two minutes out there without her at your back, and I know she won't last without you. I reckon you need each other like air. That about right?"

"Damned if I do and damned if I don't," Dean remarked, quietly. "I trust her. More than I've ever trusted anyone before." And yes, that included his brother, who had let him down on more than one occasion. And I love her, he thought to himself, leaving that much unsaid. "She died because of me. It should have been me, but it was her." He shook his head at the memory that ran on instant reply inside his head. "I owe her my life."

"No sense thinkin' over what was. What is ....now that's worth your thoughts and time." Brian nodded calmly to Dean. "Made your decision, then?"

In all honesty, Dean had already decided. He'd decided the first time she'd told him she was going to go along, whether he wanted her to or not. He smiled a little at Brian's question, before offering an answer. "Don't think I have much choice. She's gonna come with me whether I want her to or not, but honestly' Yeah, I've made my decision."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 23:20 EST
"Then you're gonna need money." Patting the table, Brian nodded again, pulling himself up from his comfortable seat and making his way over to the bar. His hand landed on Dean's shoulder as he passed the younger man, squeezing firmly.

"Been savin' up a bit for when she decided she was gonna move on," he explained, pulling a steel lockbox from under the counter. "Always knew she would. She's only hung on this long 'cos I'm an old fart who needs lookin' after." There was a jangle as he unlocked the lockbox, opening it up to scoop out the bills that were rolled neatly inside, wrapped up in elastic bands. "Reckon there's about a thousand there, enough to get you goin'. Wish it was more."

Dean's brows furrowed as he watched the man go around the bar to fetch the lockbox from beneath the counter, looking a little confused. He glanced to the wad of bills in Brian's hand and felt a sting of pride and guilt, not wanting to take the man's hard-earned money. He had always gotten by before, and he'd do so again one way or another. He shook his head faintly, holding up a hand to decline the offer, at least as far as he was concerned. "I can't take your money, Brian. I already owe you so much. We both do."

"This ain't my money." It was a blatant lie, but Brian had deliberately been saving this small amount - and it was small, in the life of a hunter - for Nim for a year now, carefully siphoning it off his meager profits every month. "Don't make me get Bobby in here to teach you about gratitude, boy," he threatened with a faint grin. "Take the money. I ain't got any other way of makin' sure you two get off on the right foot."

Dean wasn't quite sure why Brian was giving it to him, instead of to Nimue, but he knew if he accepted his gift, it would both insult the man and injure his own pride. "She cares about you, you know," he said as he reached for the rolled-up wad of bills. "I'll bring her back. I promise." Maybe not to stay - she had made her choice - but at least, to visit. "It'll be good to have a safe place to come home to." He offered the man a smile, warm with gratitude, even if he couldn't quite find the right words.

Relief touched Brian's expression as Dean accepted his gift, his hand reaching across to squeeze the younger man's shoulder once again with a grateful smile. He knew Nim would never have allowed him to hand over so much money, deliberately choosing to give it to Dean despite the other man's pride. "Always be a place here for you," he nodded firmly, setting the lockbox away once again. "Just don't bring her back too often, or she'll start tryin' to feed me rabbit food again."

Dean chuckled at the man's remark as he shoved the wad of bills, uncounted, into the front right pocket of his jeans. Even though he hadn't said as much, Dean got the feeling the man didn't want him to mention the money to Nim. He'd count it out later and find a safe place for it. "Thanks for the warning. You can have her back as soon as she starts trying to feed me veggie burgers."

Brian snorted with laughter, releasing a warm chuckle that was friendlier than most would have expected from him. "Sounds fair to me," he grinned, jerking his head toward the kitchen. "Now go and rescue her from Bobby before the old git convinces her you're bad news."

Dean smiled back, feeling a warm affection for the older man, just as he did for Bobby, though unsure just how to express it without making the man uncomfortable or getting too emotional. "Thanks, Brian. I really appreciate it, and I promise I'll take good care of her."

"Yeah, yeah." Apparently Brian was finished with the manly bonding, thumping Dean companionably on the back as he moved back out from behind the bar, returning to his coffee and his paper. "Go eat your breakfast."

Dean smiled, recognizing the grumpy old man act from all his years spent with Bobby, chuckling a little ironically to himself. "Too bad Rufus isn't around anymore. You three are like grumpy old men."

"I say again," was the, yes, the grumpy reply from behind the newspaper, "better'n bein' a c*cky son of a b*tch with more balls than brains." But Brian was grinning as he said it, chuckling to himself as he shook his head. "God save us from hunters in love," he muttered to himself.

"Rather be good looking than smart any day. Get more girls that way." He grinned and tossed a wink over at Brian before turning to head for the kitchen, stifling himself from breaking into Frankie Valli again. He was hungry and the sooner he ate breakfast, the sooner he was going to get that promised shower.

Another snort followed him into the kitchen, where Nim was just beginning to serve an interesting variety of breakfast foods onto four plates. She was blushing faintly, obviously shy of being alone with Bobby, who was decidedly gruffer than Brian. She looked up as Dean entered, her smile relaxing warmly at the grin on his face. "Survived, huh?"

"Yeah. Amazing, isn't it?" Dean asked, smiling warmly as he came up behind her and slid his arms around her waist, looking over her shoulder at what she'd cooked up. He hoped not veggie sausage. Bobby rolled his eyes at the pair. He hadn't even tried to make small talk with the girl, not being much of a talker himself. He seemed a gruff old man to most, but Dean knew that Bobby was a marshmallow on the inside, at least where he and Sam were concerned.

Bobby eyed the two of them for a moment, and decided he didn't want to be the third wheel. Besides, he'd spent long enough babysitting for one day. "Think I'll go see what Morgan's up to. Three's a crowd and all that." Dean smirked as Bobby excused himself from the kitchen, but he knew the two of them were more than likely destined to have a long talk before he and Nim departed.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-05 23:24 EST
There was nothing vegetarian on the plates, much to the men's relief. Nim might want them to eat more healthily, but she knew when she was fighting a losing battle. Leaning back into Dean as he wrapped his arms about her, she bit her lip a little guiltily as Bobby left the room. "I don't think he's very comfortable around me, you know."

Dean reached around her to snag a piece of bacon from one of the plates - it didn't matter which one. "He'll get over it," he replied with a shrug. His thoughts drifted momentarily to the Bobby he'd known back home who, like Jo, had died, and he wondered how many other differences he'd find here for good or for worse. From what Bobby had already told him, most of what had happened before that fateful day with Lucifer had still taken place, but there were some important and interesting differences, as well.

She smacked his hand as he stole a piece, laughing warmly. One thing Nim had discovered very quickly was how very reliable Dean was at distracting her from even the slightest thing that might lower her mood. "You take theirs out to them while I wash up," she told him, choosing not to tell him off in favor of stroking her palm to his cheek, tipping her head back to kiss his jaw. Such a strangely domestic scene, for both of them.

She smacked his hand too late, as he popped the bacon into his mouth, grinning mischievously at her. He leaned into the kiss, smiling down at her, as he chewed at the bacon. "Yes, dear," he replied, playing along with the domesticity. He reached past her to grab up a plate in each hand. "Don't take too long," he warned, not wanting to be left alone with Bobby and Brian too long. And off he went, back toward the bar to serve the grumpy twosome breakfast.

It wasn't possible for Nim to take particularly long - there are only so many ways you can scrub a pan before you have to concede that it's clean. Only a few minutes later, she slipped into the bar herself, bearing with her Dean's promised breakfast along with her own. "I take it no one's gonna try and tell me I'm feeding them rabbit food today?" she asked pointedly. Across the bar, Brian snorted with laughter, flashing her a grin through his mouthful of food.

Breakfast was awkward at best, with the four of them mostly lost in their own various thoughts. Dean seemed back to his old self again, thoroughly enjoying breakfast, as well as the company of those he cared about. The four of them chit-chatted as if they didn't have a care in the world, though they all knew it was getting close to time to say goodbye.

Bobby had excused himself shortly after finishing breakfast and had stepped outside, without explanation. Dean assumed he wanted to give the Impala a last once over before he gave the pair their leave. Brian had been just as quick to excuse himself, gathering up the plates and cutlery to disappear into the kitchen himself, leaving Nim and Dean alone again.

Brushing blonde hair back from her shoulders, Nim rolled her eyes, smiling as she slipped from her perch. "He's about as subtle as a housebrick," she muttered, stroking her hand over Dean's back. "Anything in particular you want to get done?" Without even discussing it, it seemed to have been agreed that today, or tomorrow, was the day. The time was shorter than anyone wanted to admit aloud.

Despite Dean's impatience to be going, he felt a sense of regret and sadness, as if he was leaving home for the very first time. He smiled faintly at her question, giving her the answer he'd assumed she was expecting. "I seem to recall someone promising me a shower," he remarked, turning the stool to follow her movement. It seemed to go without saying that they'd be leaving soon. Today, tomorrow at the latest, though they hadn't exactly decided on a date.

Her lips curved into the deeper dip of an enticing grin as she paused, leaning her hands on his thighs, slipping close enough to touch her nose to his in that sweetly affectionate bump they both seemed to enjoy so much. "Think you can get into the bathroom without ....arousing anyone's suspicions?" she teased in a low voice, dark eyes sparkling invitingly.

He smiled, settling his hands against her hips, green eyes mirroring her sparkle as their noses bumped together. "I think it's too late for that, but I doubt anyone will care." He drew her close for a kiss, as if to underscore her meaning. This could very well be the last quiet interlude they'd enjoy before they hit the road. There was no telling what to expect once they left the safe haven of Morgan's Landing, but he didn't think he had any choice.

Her arms drew about his neck as he gathered her in close, lips soft against his as she nuzzled into his kiss. Quiet and safety were all very well, but something in the darker danger of the world outside called to her, just as it called to him, and they both knew they couldn't ignore that call. Gently drawing back, she nipped at his lips teasingly. "I guess it all depends how loud you are," she snickered, knowing full well that she was the loud one. Slipping back from his grasp, she flashed him a wink and a grin and fairly bolted from the bar, making a dash for the stairs as though he wouldn't be able to catch her within a few strides.

A little lost in her kiss, it took him a moment or two to recover, just enough for her to make her escape, but he wasn't far behind, grinning back at her as he slid off the stool, a long stride catching up with her, hot on her heels up the stairs toward the bedroom. One last day of quiet and safety before they faced the unknown, but at least, they'd be facing it together.

((Humungus thanks to Dean's player for the scene, thankfully not quite as epic as the last one!))