Topic: The Plan That Wasn't (AU)

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:30 EST
Click. "This is Dean Winchester. If this is an emergency, leave a message." Beep.

"Dean Winchester, I am going to kill you." Click.

Lowering the phone from her ear, Nim contemplated throwing the hardware across the room, her arm rolling back in preparation before common sense made itself known. Destroying the phone would not help here. She sighed in a huff, so angry with Dean she thought she might actually implode with fury, thumping back against the pillows of the hotel bed hard as she pressed her phone into her pocket again. And why was she lying on the bed, calling Dean's apparently inactive cell? The handcuffs holding her left wrist secure to the bed frame were a safe bet. The bastard had waited until she fell asleep, cuffed her to the bed, and then left! He was going after the damned monster thing himself! No back up!

Growling under her breath, Nim tucked her fingertips into the sturdier fabric of her jeans' waistband, pulling out a thick needle. This was something she'd never had to be taught, a skill that resided in the blank part of her mind and yet constantly informed her of the need to keep something about her person for picking locks with. Closing her eyes, she drew in a slow breath, inserting the blunt needle into the lock of the cuffs. "Dean Winchester, when I find you, you are so dead."

A moment or two of careful picking later, and the cuff came open. She rolled up from the bed, ignoring the twinges that came with each press against the bruises decorating her left side, and moved to snatch up her jacket and weapons. There was only one place Dean could have gone on such little information, the one place most likely to be harboring their Witschatska. "Oh yeah," she muttered under her breath, stalking out of the hotel room. "If you're not at least bleeding when I find you, you're gonna wish you were."

Dean had patiently waited until Nim was asleep before sneaking off. He knew she was going to be pissed when she woke up, but hopefully he'd be there and back by then, and with any luck, she wouldn't know the difference. He was only planning on poking around the hospital - specifically in the basement - looking for clues to the whereabouts of their monster. He wasn't planning on killing it - not until they found the kids first - but if he happened to run into the thing, he wasn't afraid to take a shot at it again. The truth was he didn't want to take a chance on it hurting Nim again, and he was hoping to hunt it down and kill it before it could do the same to her.

After the shooting caught on camera earlier that day, the hospital's security had been raised, a police presence on the perimeter and inside the entrance ways stationed to discourage all but the most loyal of visitors from entering the building. They didn't seem to notice Dean, however, almost as though someone or something was clouding their eyes, putting him below their notice. Something else to be concerned with ....later.

Dean had planned on sneaking in through a service entrance without a disguise - no Feeb suit, just his civvies - blue jeans, work boots, Led Zeppelin t-shirt, and a well-worn green Army jacket with everything he thought he'd need neatly stowed in the jacket's many pockets. He was prepared to fast talk his way past any security he ran into with some moronic explanation or other, but as it happened, he was able to walk right past and into the building like he was invisible. He found it a little too easy and more than a little strange, but chalked it up to a stroke of good luck. Once inside, he made straight for the lower levels, taking the stairs on his way down to the basement. He had no idea what he might find there or if he'd find anything at all, but he didn't want to leave any stone unturned.

About halfway down the stairs, he felt his cellphone vibrate in his coat pocket, but ignored it. He had a sneaking suspicion it was Nim, and she was the last person he wanted to talk to right now. Maybe if he picked up some donuts later, she'd forgive him. Whoever it was - Nim, Bobby, or Brian - they would have to wait until later. Dean furrowed his brows as he continued down the stairs. He hated poking around places like this, where anything could be hidden around the next corner, but he had a gut feeling about the place and he always trusted his gut.

Whatever was keeping mortal eyes turned away from him held until he was out of sight, and once out of sight, Dean had free access to the basement level. Free access to the morgue, the autopsy laboratories, the record rooms, and what seemed to be miles of corridor, sparsely lit and echoingly silent. There didn't seem to be anyone or anything down here, but for a single pervasive scent which only a hunter would pick up beneath the ever-present tickle of formaldehyde. Somewhere down here was blood, fresh and old, combining in the air to set a trace for him to follow.

Maybe it was the attack on Nim earlier, but something had set his nerves on edge. Maybe it was that he was so afraid of losing her again, or that he wanted to make the monster of the week pay for having hurt her. Maybe it was all the screwed up feelings that came with finding himself a stranger in a strange world that was a little too much like home. Or maybe it was simply hunter's instincts. Whatever it was, he knew something wasn't right about the place and there was only one way to figure out what that something was.

The basement, for all of its stark clinical cleanliness, was oddly vacant. He assumed it was because it was late and the day shift had ended. He moved as quietly as possible as he made his way along the corridors, poking his head into this room and that. He wasn't exactly sure what he was looking for, but he'd know when he found it, pure hunter instincts leading him on.

The deeper into the bowels of the hospital he crept, the worse that sense of wrongness became, to the point where it became clear that it was this feeling that kept this part of the basement vacant of normals, even during the day. The tinny sound of the morgue technician's radio faded from the edge of hearing, replaced with something far less assuring. Something was breathing down here. Slowly in, in again ....out, out again. Two somethings. Or something with two mouths.

Dean stopped in his tracks at the sound of that odd breathing, backing up against a wall to hide in the shadows while he listened. In and in, out and out. It didn't sound normal. Even two people breathing didn't sound like that. The rhythm was too perfect. Dean reached into his jacket and pulled out the iron dagger he had hidden there. Better safe than sorry. He left the flashlight in his jacket for now, not wanting to announce his arrival to whoever or whatever was down there. In Dean's mind, this was a recon mission, not a hunt. Not yet.

A door drew closed only twenty or so feet from where Dean had tucked himself in shadow, the sound echoing from within a stretch of corridor that had been plunged into pitch black by the apparently defunct lightbulbs overhead. There was the sound of a lock very carefully being turned shut, and the familiar rustle of the artificial organic fibres that made up a surgeon's theater scrubs and gown. Clogs squeaked against the polished floor as footsteps began to retrace, toward the lesser darkness where the hunter stood in wait.

Dean pressed himself tighter against the wall, sliding back along the corridor and around a corner, staying hidden in the shadows as much as possible as he heard the footsteps approaching. He couldn't see anything in the darkness and had no idea what or who was coming his way. His nerves were on edge, strung tight as a wire, as the squeaky footsteps approached. He got a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach and knew instinctively that he was about to come face to face with whatever it was they were hunting. As the footsteps came closer, he edged farther away, ducking into one of the many rooms that ran off the main corridor and perking his ears to hear which direction it was headed.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:34 EST
It was headed toward him with slow deliberate footsteps, seemingly unaware of the hunter lurking in what might almost be ambush. The steps paused outside the door of the room Dean had taken refuge in, and for a long, spine-chilling moment, two mouths breathed in counter-cadence, two noses sniffed the air. A strange doubled-up hiss escaped into the silence of the corridor ....and the squeaky footsteps continued on their way.

Dean held his own breath while he listened to the thing's inhuman breathing just feet from where he stood. He didn't want to kill it just yet, not until he knew where it was keeping the stolen babies. He had two choices - follow it to see where it was going, or wait 'til it left and go poke around where it had been. Once he heard the footsteps continue on their way past his hiding place, he chanced a quick peek past the doorway to catch a quick glimpse of whatever it was that had just passed by.

The moment he came into sight, that sybillant hiss resumed, a two-voiced snarl declaring itself in feral fury. From the light of the farther end of the corridor, the eyes glinting in the face on the back of the Witschatska's head focused on Dean with malevolent distaste. It spun about, focusing the intent of the front face upon Dean, and seemed to flow toward him, moving too fast for it to be anything but the monster it seemed, hands outstretched toward the hunter.

"Son of bitch!" Dean muttered, realizing he'd been seen. Well, of course, he'd been seen. That much was obvious, since the thing had turned tail and was now pursuing him. He found himself facing two choices, once again - fight or flee - but there was nowhere to go really, and he wasn't a coward. Instead of running away, Dean did just the opposite of what the monster might expect, clutching the knife in his right hand and lunging forward to slice at the monster with the edge of the blade.

It looked human ....from the front, at least. And the angrier it got, the less human that front face appeared. There seemed to be no fear in it as its eyes flickered to the blade, just a healthy respect for the metal and the man who knew to use it; that much was clear from the clean wound in its left hand from Nim's stab in the dark earlier.

But that left hand remembered a little too well - the tip of the blade sliced just deep enough to open the scrubs and score the flesh beneath before the Witschatska got its fingers around Dean's wrist. Its right hand went straight for his throat, twisting to push him up hard against the wall as it snarled and spat at him. Its mouth opened wide, and from behind the human teeth lowered longer, sharper fangs, dripping with something too thick and viscous to be saliva, breathing the stagnant stench of blood-soaked straw over Dean's face.

If Dean wasn't busy being slowly choked to death, he would probably have tossed his cookies at the rank smell the thing expelled in his face. He tried to tug his right hand away from the thing's grasp so he could sink the iron blade into its flesh, but the monster had too tight a hold, tight enough that Dean was having a hard time keeping a grip on the blade's handle. Even as he struggled for air, his left hand was searching inside his jacket for the handgun he had hidden there. One shot was all it would take. Maybe it wouldn't kill it, but it sure as hell would shock the hell out of it.

Those fangs extruded further, reaching toward his face, the creature's body pressing entirely too close for comfort to pin the choking hunter fully against the wall. Just on the edge of hearing, footsteps made themselves known, running growing louder until ...

" Hey!"

The Witchatska came to a sudden halt, fangs mere inches from Dean's face, as Nim's voice snapped down into the shadows. The beam of a flashlight swung through the darkness to illuminate the little scene. "Gross," the little blonde snorted, sighting down her Glock. "Remember me?"

She fired, and the Witschatska snapped to the side, spun about by the impact of a bullet in its shoulder, releasing Dean with a howl of pain. Nim fired again, advancing into the shadows as the creature hissed at her, catching a second bullet in the chest before it turned to flow back into the pitch darkness, out of danger, until not even its breathing could be heard. Coming up beside Dean, Nim didn't even look at him, still scowling into the darkness as she swept the beam of her flashlight back and forth. Timing was everything, apparently.

Green eyes widened as the fangs came closer, and Dean knew he didn't have much time. Time seemed to slowly stretch out, each heartbeat pounding in cadence to the seconds that were slowly ticking away, counting out the little time he had left. The edges of Dean's vision were starting to blacken, spots dancing before his eyes, and he knew he was really running out of time. He lost his grip on the knife and it clattered to the floor, a familiar voice somehow cutting through the confusion in his dulling mind, as if from far away. He heard a gunshot and then another and the thing had suddenly let him go. His legs went out from under him and he stumbled to his knees, doubling over and coughing to try and catch his breath, suddenly aware of a familiar blonde hovering over him and shining a flashlight his way.

She didn't move to pursue the creature, well aware that despite the iron bullets she had just unloaded into it, the Witschatska was far from dead. But if they were lucky, it had been slowed down for a while. Satisfied it wasn't lurking in the pitch black before her, she lowered the beam of the flashlight and her infuriated gaze to the man wheezing on the floor next to her. Bending, she scooped up Dean's knife, taking holding of his collar to drag him up onto his feet as she straightened. And still, not a word. He'd scared the hell out of her; he was going to be very lucky if she didn't decide to beat the crap out of him for that.

Still coughing, he got dragged to his feet, rubbing at his throat where the Witschatska's hand, for lack of a better word, had been choking him, face flushed from lack of oxygen, embarrassment, or both. He didn't know why she was still standing there over him when they could and should be chasing the thing down. "What the hell..." he croaked, his voice gravelly and strained, narrowing his eyes at her, like this was somehow her fault. "How'd you..." He broke off again, as he tried to grasp control of his voice.

The Glock travelled around until the end of the barrel was resting on the end of his nose, Nim's expression less than forgiving as she glared along the length of the handgun into his eyes. "You really don't want to be talking right now," she warned him in a dangerously level voice, speaking through clenched teeth. Stepping back sharply, she tucked the Glock back out of sight at her back, sweeping the flashlight back and forth as she turned to retrace her steps.

He visibly stiffened when she planted the barrel against his nose, though he knew she wouldn't shoot him. He knew she was pissed, and rightfully so. He'd have been just as pissed if the tables had been turned, but he had his reasons, for good or bad. Right now though, all he wanted was to track the monster down and find out where it had disappeared to. He reached out to catch hold of her arm as she turned to walk away, flashing back suddenly to a memory of her walking away from him once before, blinking at the intensity of that singular memory. "I'm going after it."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:38 EST
His hand on her arm was a bad idea. Nim was very angry, very aware of how close she'd come to losing him altogether, and still flaming mad with him for cuffing her in the first place. It was just as well he caught the arm that had hold of his knife and her flashlight, because the other one came around as she turned back to aim a slap that would make most men's ears ring.

"No, you're not," she told him fiercely. "We're going to make it come to us. Unless you're set on getting yourself killed today, in which case, go right ahead. Leave me here on my own again, why don't you?"

The slap caught him off guard, even more so than the creature's attack, but quick reflexes paid off, his own hand catching hers before it made contact, eyes narrowing in response to her outburst. "That....thing..." He threw out a hand in the direction the monster had gone, calling it a thing for lack of a better word, mostly because Witschatska wasn't the easiest word to pronounce. "...is getting away and you're letting it!" he argued, his voice hoarse and strained, bruises blooming on his throat, though he seemed not to notice or care.

"That thing has to come back for the boy it delivered this morning," she hissed back at him, pulling a folded floor map of the basement level from her pocket. "We can't set a trap in a hospital, Dean. And there's only one place it can have gone that way -" She shone the flashlight onto the map, her finger tapping angrily against the only door to the east of them, the only door before the corridor found a dead end. A door that apparently led into a disused storage area. She glared up at him. "Will you stop arguing and just move?"

He knew the longer they argued, the farther away it would get, and the lesser their chances of tracking it to its lair. The glare he was giving her faded, turning to a frown as he glanced at the map, trying to think it through instead of shooting first and asking questions later. "Why would it go there" What's it doing down here" What if it's living down here" I don't know. I have a bad feeling about it." He glanced down the corridor into the darkness where the creature had disappeared, stifling a shudder as the realization of his own close call set in. "I'm worried about those kids."

Grateful he wasn't going to continue to be a pig-headed idiot indefinitely, Nim drew in a quick breath, forcing herself to calm down. "I figure it's got some kind of lair down here, sure, but I called Brian on the way over here, and he says the last one of these that hit the hunters' radar used sewers and tunnels to connect its hunting ground with a cave it had been hibernating in," she explained in a slightly more patient tone. "Look, we don't know how to kill this thing. We don't know how long it's going to be here, hunting here. We do know that there's a baby upstairs that it will be coming back for, and that is our best bet for getting it out of its lair and away from those kids. If we go charging in there right now, it could kill all of them before we even get an eyes on."

He stared out into the darkness, silently weighing the options, a perturbed, annoyed expression on his face, though he wasn't annoyed with her. It was his own stupidity and frustration. So close and yet so far. They were right there, he could almost feel it, but she was right. If they charged in there like gangbusters, they might be doing more harm than good. Why was it always kids" Sam had been the first, and all those who'd followed right up to Ben and now this. He realized he'd let his own desire to save them color his better judgment.

After a long moment, he blew out a slow breath and nodded his head. "Yeah, okay. But if that doesn't work, hunting the bastard down is Plan B."

"Damn straight." She slapped the knife, hilt first, into his palm, folding her little floor map up and setting it into her back pocket again. "Now move your a$$, we've got a baby to steal." Reasonably sure he wasn't going to pull her to a halt again, she turned once more to retrace her steps, her stride lengthening into something that could be called hurried.

"Yeah, because that's a good idea," he muttered, scowling, not really wanting to get on the FBI's most wanted listed as a baby thief. He stuck the knife back in its hiding place in his jacket and started after her, more shaken than he let on. She'd thanked him for saving her life, and it seemed she had just returned the favor. They were even now. Though he thought he should probably thank her, he didn't feel like hearing the lecture that would most likely follow.

Oh, he'd be getting a lecture, right enough. Once all this was over, when they didn't have some creepy two-faced baby-stealer loitering on the edges, Nim was going to make damn sure that Dean knew exactly how pissed she was with him. Of course, if he'd waited to come looking until after she'd woken up, until after she'd spoken to Brian, he'd know that what they were about to do wasn't so much stealing as borrowing, with the full consent of the matron on duty, who happened to be one of Brian's former contacts.

As they stepped back into the fluorescent light of the better lit corridors and the sense of wrongness began to ease off, she extinguished her flashlight and tucked it into her pocket, not even glancing back at Dean as she pushed open the door to the stairwell.

He knew she was pissed at him, but there wasn't much he could do about it now. Apologizing, explaining....They were just words; they meant nothing. If she hadn't been there when she was, he might not have made it, and vice versa. What had he told her earlier? That they should have never split up, and yet he'd gone off on his own anyway, too proud and too stubborn and too worried about her safety to even let her know what he was up to. That wasn't a good way to start a partnership, if that's what indeed they were, and he knew it. He also knew he owed her an apology, along with his thanks, but now wasn't the time. He caught the door after she pushed through it, frowning at her back and wishing she wasn't angry at him.

A lesson learned, growing pains, an adjustment period - whatever it was called, they couldn't afford any more mistakes. Another mistake could jeopardize one or both of their lives, or the lives of the kids.

She still didn't look back as she jogged up the stairs, fairly sure that if she did she was either going to try and hit him again, or kiss him, neither of which was particularly helpful. Time was running out. Nim didn't think they were going to find a way to kill this Witschatska in the next couple of hours before it tracked them down, but she would rather have that showdown in a place of their choosing.

Leading the way from the stairwell along the corridor toward the baby unit, she frowned, reluctantly slowing down to walk beside Dean. A couple collecting a baby from the unit was far less suspicious than a pair of adults who didn't seem to want to be anywhere near one another.

As for Dean, he couldn't pull his eyes away from her, watching as she ascended the stairs, wondering if she'd ever forgive him. Maybe it was better if she didn't; maybe it was better if they parted ways, like they had before. Brian could probably keep her safer than he could, but the thought of losing her now made his chest ache. He wasn't sure he could bear to lose her and Sam both.

As painful as they were, he pushed those thoughts from his mind to focus on the task at hand - pretending to be the proud father of a newborn baby. Pretending was more than likely as close as he'd ever get to being a father. Oh, he'd fathered a child once, but that child had turned out to be a monster, and it wasn't the kind of thing you brought up in polite conversation. He reached for her hand as she slowed her pace to walk beside him, more out of need than because it was part of some ruse.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:42 EST
The stiffness in her softened as soon as his fingers closed about her hand, a quiet shock of breath lost between her lips as she unconsciously stepped closer. No matter how angry she was, how much he deserved that anger, Nim couldn't hide how much more she loved Dean. Though she still refused to meet his eyes, knowing herself and her weaknesses only too well, she released his hand to tuck herself under his arm, her own wrapping to his back to slide her hand into his back pocket.

"We're Ben and Lucy Parrish until we get out of here," she murmured under her breath to him. "The kid's Jonah Matthew."

He slid that arm around her as she tucked herself against his side, arching a brow when he felt her hand unexpectedly slide into his back pocket. He knew it was all part of the ruse, but it seemed that with that simple gesture, she had staked her claim. Under ordinary circumstances, the thought would have made him smile and maybe tease her a little, but these weren't ordinary circumstances. "Right, got it."

He still felt a little weirded out about stealing someone else's kid and using them for bait. He would have preferred to have followed the creature to its lair and killed it, but he had to admit her plan had merit. Whatever happened, there was no way he was going to let that thing hurt her or another kid again, if he could help it. He committed the names to memory, thankful the kid's name wasn't Sam.

All part of the ruse" Not quite, but he didn't need to know that right now. She touched her cheek to his shoulder in a silent gesture of reassurance as they approached the secured door to the baby unit itself, lifting her hand to press the buzzer. She knew the code, of course, but it was probably best to stay on Brian's friend's good side for the time being. An impatient voice responded.

"Yes?"

Nim glanced up at Dean, betraying her vague uncertainty with this part of her plan for a moment, before leaning in to answer. "Ben and Lucy Parrish?" she suggested quietly, somehow making herself sound less on edge than she truly was. "We're here to pick up Jonah."

There was a pause, and the voice replied. "Come in and wait by the desk, I'll bring him to you." A moment later, the door clicked unlocked for them.

Dean tensed a little as the voice on the other end answered, quickly followed by a click as the door unlocked. How many times had he had to pretend to be someone else, he wondered, from an FBI agent to a gym teacher and just about everything in between, but a father with a newborn" That was a new one. There was only once he and Sam had been called upon to play Two Men and a Baby, and that hadn't gone all that well, in his opinion, mostly because the baby hadn't been human. This time, things were different, but a baby was still a baby, and he wasn't quite sure if he could play the part well enough to convince a stranger.

"This is nuts," he muttered quietly to Nim. "I hope you're right about this."

"Well, I haven't heard any better ideas," she muttered back to him, just as worryingly nervous about the prospect of looking after a baby, even if it was only for the night. Because there was no way in hell the Witschatska wasn't going to come looking for them once they had little Jonah in hand.

She drew him into the sterile, quiet unit beyond the door, offering a small smile to the nurse on the desk, who nodded back tiredly. A few moments later, and an older nurse appeared, bearing with her a small bundle that could only be the baby boy in question. She looked Dean and Nim over with narrowed eyes.

"Been practising your landing, Mrs Parrish?" she asked, the emphasis on that one word identifying her as Brian's contact.

Nim bit the inside of her cheek, blurting out the first sentence that came to mind. "No, but I did just get a morganatic marriage."

The nurse snorted with laughter, and presented Dean with the baby, drawing Nim to the desk to sign out and go over ground rules.

Dean arched a brow at the not-so-subtle - at least, to him - pass phrases that were exchanged back and forth, a silent nod to the older nurse and a slightly strained smile when she handed him "Baby Jonah", hoping his nervousness would pass for a case of new father jitters. Once the baby was settled in his arms, Dean relaxed a little, wishing he'd brought the Impala with him, but maybe Nim had already thought of that. He canted his head to look down at the small bundle in his arms, more than a little in wonder and awe. The miracle of birth, he thought. Cute kid, but don't get attached. He's not yours. You're just the caretaker. You have to give him back.

The baby was wide awake, big blue eyes staring in unfocused curiosity up at the man now holding him. Barely more than twelve hours old, and Jonah Parrish was about to become the bait in a trap which may or may not turn around and bite them in the a$$. As the baby boy gurgled, smacking his lips as he wriggled comfortably in Dean's arms, Nim turned back to them, settling a bag onto her shoulder. She couldn't help the smile that rose on seeing Dean staring down at a baby staring back at him. Who'd have thought he'd look that natural holding a newborn"

"Okay, let's go," she murmured softly, hoping the urgency was only audible to her partner.

He wondered just how prepared Nim was for this. Babies were a lot of work. They needed feeding and diapering and burping and cuddling. They were a 24 to 7 job with no days off. Okay, it was only supposed to be for one night, but still. They were both already exhausted and now they had a newborn to care for. His gaze shifted toward Nim, noting the bag on her shoulder and hoping it was full of diapers and bottles and all the other accessories that were needed when taking care of a small, helpless infant. He remained quiet, only nodding his head in acknowledgement, hearing the urgency in Nim's voice.

To be honest, Nim had no idea what was in the bag, only that Brian's contact had insisted on packing it for them as soon as she found out she was handing a newborn over to a pair of hunters. It was heavy, though, so maybe that was a good sign. Nodding back to Dean, Nim led the way back out of the baby unit. Now came the difficult part - walking out of the hospital calmly under the eyes of the security and police forces stationed all around them.

Dean shifted his hold on the newborn, lifting the newborn up to rest against his right shoulder, rubbing the baby boy's back in a small circular motion. It was just felt less awkward walking with him held that way. "Just act natural," he said to Nim quietly, almost sensing her nervousness. The baby let out a small burp, and Dean smirked down at Nim, falling into the role of Daddy, even though he was no such thing. "Like father, like son," he remarked, casually.

The smile returned in the face of Dean's ease at falling into the role she'd just forced him into, amusement flickering in her eyes as she looked up at him. "Doesn't bode well for my sanity now, does it?" was her drawling response. And yet ....there was that sense of wrongness again, that sense of being watched by hostile eyes they had both encountered up close.

To the casual observer, Nim stretched and scratched her back, falling a step or two behind Dean out of weariness. Looking any closer would have revealed the Glock now in her hand, hidden between her thigh and the bag on her shoulder, and the protection she now provided to Dean's back as they approached the entrance doors.

"Any ideas on where we're taking this party?" she murmured under her breath.

"He likes his bottles and I like mine," Dean replied, with a slight shrug of shoulders that did very little to jostle the newborn who seemed to be settling down against Dean's shoulder like he belonged there. There was no visible reaction from him when she dropped behind him, but he knew without asking that they had company. He could almost feel unfriendly and unwelcome eyes on them both and somehow knew they were being watched.

"Some place defensible," he replied, hoping they'd hear back from Bobby or Brian soon about how to kill this thing. He secretly wished he'd taken the old Colt with him, but it wasn't the kind of weapon that was easily hidden or portable. "We could just put some distance between us until we figure out how to..." He broke off, feigning a smile as a pair of nurses walked passed.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:45 EST
"Night, thank you." For someone who wasn't confident of her ability to pretend anything, Nim was good at reassuring the normal people around them that this was all normal. She touched her hand to Dean's back as they passed out into the parking lot. "Just as well I left the packs under the car when I came looking then, isn't it?" she muttered quietly. "We need to move faster. Once we're moving, we need to call Brian or Bobby. Screw waking them up."

"Where are you parked?" he asked, taking a firmer grip on the baby's back as they exited the building, glancing back over one shoulder to see if they were being followed. He was confident that if they could just get to the car, they'd be home free, at least for a little while longer, long enough to sort things out and come up with a decent plan of attack. "I'm not letting that thing have this kid," he told her, in no uncertain terms telling her how he felt about their "bait".

"Hotel parking lot, I don't have your keys, do I?" Nim pointed out, biting back an acerbic response to his insistence on keeping the baby safe. She didn't like the implication that she was heartless enough not to care if the kid got hurt during this little jaunt of theirs, but now was not the time for that conversation. Twisting, she hooked the diaper bag over her head so it wouldn't fall from her shoulder, settling into a better defensive position at Dean's back. That sense of being watched was still there, but less present, less urgent. "It's not following. Yet."

"Son of a bitch," he muttered. "We have to know how to kill it before we can bait it," he pointed out, knowing they'd done the right thing - they'd saved one kid from whatever fate the Witschatska had in store for it, but it didn't really solve their problem. They had to get in touch with Bobby or Brian and find out how to kill it.

"Come on," he broke into a sprint toward the hotel parking lot, a firm hold on the baby's back so as not to jostle him too much or drop him. "Maybe if we're lucky, it doesn't like daylight."

"Yeah, well, I was kinda more interested in not losing another kid to that thing," Nim muttered as she broke into a run behind him, already several paces behind by the time they reached the parking lot itself. "Haven't seen it outdoors at all," she pointed out, bending to scoop their packs up from under the rear of the Impala. "Should be all right, at least for a few hours, if we keep moving."

"What makes you think it'll come after this one instead of just taking another?" he asked, as he came to a halt beside the Impala. He balanced the baby against his shoulder with one arm, while the other fished around inside his jacket for his car keys. "If this thing's an Alpha..." he broke off. They'd briefly discussed that idea before, but he hadn't really expounded on that theory much. To Dean, just the thought of such a thing was like opening a giant, horrific can of worms.

"Because only one baby boy has been delivered by c-section in the last two days," Nim explained, her eyes still trained on the road they had just run from, her gun trained easily in that direction. "And this thing's pattern is to take the boys it has been delivering by c-section within two days of it happening. All the mothers are B-neg blood type, and the fathers all have Native American heritage. Remember?" She frowned, glancing back at him. "I have no idea what an Alpha is, but I don't like the sound of it."

He knew that already, but how common was that combination' Not very, he figured. Not common enough for the monster to want to give this baby up all that easily. "I still don't get it. The last time I ran into something like this..." He broke off again, unsure if this was the time or the place to explain it all to her, though he knew he was going to have to do just that very soon. "We need to talk," he declared, brooking no argument. He pulled his keys from his jacket and tossed them over to her. "Drive."

Her hand snapped out to catch the keys, backing up to unlock the driver's door and toss the packs and diaper bag onto the back seat. She didn't even consider arguing with him as he handed out orders, trusting Dean to know what he was talking about, what he was doing, to get something productive out of her half-baked plan. Moving with sinuous surety, she dropped into the Impala, leaning over to unlock the passenger door even as she started the engine.

He waited until she unlocked the door before pulling it open and sliding inside. They had no car seat, and there wasn't anything they could do about that now. They'd just have to take their chances. The big question was where to go. He wanted to put a little distance between them and the monster until they had a little better idea what they were up against and how to take care of it. If he was right and the thing was an Alpha, it would be a lot harder to kill than they originally anticipated. Once he was settled in, he readjusted the bundle against his shoulder and glanced toward the hospital as if to make sure they weren't being followed.

Thank God for small mercies. The Witchatska, Alpha or not, had not followed them out of the hospital, was not waiting for them on the road as Nim pulled out of the parking lot. She had no idea where they were going, either, but she wanted out of the city. They needed space, to be away from people at least until this had been dealt with. As the Impala purred, responding to the small woman at the wheel only a little less readily than she did for Dean, Nim glanced over at him. "You need to tell me what you're thinking," she said quietly. "I don't know what an Alpha is, but it really doesn't sound good."

He had turned quiet - even quieter than usual - his mind going over everything that had happened so far, every last clue, even the minutest detail. It was like a jigsaw puzzle with a few pieces missing, but even so, it all seemed to point to one thing, and he didn't like what that one thing was.

"An Alpha is....just what it sounds like," he replied, pulling himself out of his thoughts and looking over at her question. "The first of its kind. Like Adam, so to speak." He paused to let that much sink in, turning back to regard Baby Jonah in his arms. If he was right, the monster wasn't stealing babies because it thought they were a tasty snack, but because it was hoping to create more of its own kind. "Take for example, vampires. Ever wonder how they originated?"

Nim nodded slowly, her eyes on the road as he spoke. "I figured there was just one, right at the start," she mused thoughtfully, keeping her voice low and level for the baby's sake. The last thing they needed was screaming in such a confined area. "Didn't Lucifer make them, or something?" She shrugged, her hands sure on the wheel as they moved from one district to another beneath the artificial street lights. "So you think this Witsa-whatever is the first one of its kind" What does that mean?"

"No, Eve made them." He sighed, knowing the explanation was almost as confusing as the question, if not more so. In his own world, this had all been resolved already, but apparently, here it had not, and that led to more questions in Dean's mind he knew he wasn't going to like the answers to. "That means that it might be trying to create more. The question is why."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:49 EST
"Eve?" Something stirred in the memory Nim no longer had access to, and she blinked in sudden surprise. "The Mother of All" So ....these Alpha creatures, they're older than demons." Her brow creased deeply as a rather more disturbing conclusion made itself known. "Oh God ....so if an Alpha is like the seed of their whole race, they've gotta be virtually indestructible, right?" Her gaze flickered toward Dean in sudden tension. This was suddenly a whole lot worse than she had originally thought.

"Something like that, yeah. If it's an Alpha. I'm not really sure." He sighed. If they really were up against an Alpha here, he wasn't even sure if the Colt could take care of it. "I ran into a few Alphas back home." And that was putting it mildly. He frowned at the memory, not really wanting to talk about it. It had quite possibly been the worst year of his life, not counting the time he'd spent in hell. "You know about Shapeshifters?"

"Yeah, I know about them." The shut-down tone of her voice suggested there was a story there, but not one for this moment in time. A faint objection rose from the baby as the Impala bounced over a manhole cover in the road, making Nim smile faintly, despite the situation. "You met the Alpha, I take it?"

Shapeshifters were fairly basic and common monsters in the unofficial hunter's handbook, and one nearly every hunter had stumbled across at one point in time. Dean had a particular personal hatred for them, but that was a story for another time. "Yeah, I met an Alpha." Several, actually, but they were talking about the Alpha Shapeshifter at the moment. "They were making baby shapeshifters back home, and me and Sam..." He broke off briefly at the mention of his brother's name. "We tried to save one." He canted a glance at the infant boy he held cradled in his arms. "We named it Bobby John."

For some reason, Nim winced and paled, her lips turning a thin line before she got a hold on herself once more. "Tried?" she asked softly, picking up on the one word in his narration that seemed most important. From all she'd seen and been told of Dean and his brother, tried was not a word that could usually be applied. They did or did not, there was no try.

"Yeah..." He glanced at her, noticing the look on her face, knowing she already suspected the truth. All he had to do was confirm it. "You can't save them all, Nim." I should know. I couldn't save you. He watched her a moment before turning his head toward the window, watching as the scenery passed by, slowly leaving the city behind. "The Alpha came for him, and..." He would have shrugged if not for fear of disturbing the child in his arms. "There was nothing we could do. Bullets, knives, nothing. If I'd had the Colt, maybe..." He closed his eyes with a heavy sigh, each loss weighing heavily on his heart, haunted by the ones he couldn't save. "It's the ones you can't save that stay with you, you know."

She swallowed, nodding vehemently. "I know." Her voice was soft still, but there was a strength of feeling there usually only reserved for Dean himself. She did know, already haunted despite her lack of memories. Something in the last year had taught her that only too well. "You can't always rethink and rely on the Colt," she murmured, clearing her throat uncomfortably. "There are things it doesn't kill. I'd rather put my faith in what I know works. And we know this one is vulnerable to pure iron. Maybe that's the key, or maybe it's something else, but we won't know unless we ..." She trailed off as a particularly gruesome thought occurred to her. "Uh ....you said Alphas make new monsters" Out of newborn babies?"

Her question pulled him out of his thoughts, back from the deep abyss of darkness of guilt and ghosts that haunted his memory. "I don't know. I think it depends on the monster. I mean....Vampires don't make vampire babies, they just make more vampires." That he knew from experience, perhaps one of only a tiny handful of people who'd been turned and cured. "As far as Shapeshifters are concerned, they were impregnating human women who were then having Shapeshifter babies. I know it sounds crazy, but it's true."

"Oh, believe me, it doesn't sound that crazy." There again was Nim's wince, the slightly paler cast to her face as she answered. She swallowed again, shaking herself out of that dark place before it could take over. "We need help here. At least call Bobby or Brian, one of them has to know how to kill a regular Witsa-whatsit. If we know that, we've got something to work from, right?"

"Yeah..." He turned back, the haunted look gone from his eyes, the ghosts of his past dispelled for the time being. "The thing is....the Alphas back home were building an army. They were telling the others what to do. I'm not sure if that's the case here. I'm not even sure if it is an Alpha. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. We can't exactly ask it, but I think we should be prepared for the possibility."

The possibility was enough to frighten her, though. She bit her lip hard, counting through fifteen heartbeats before even attempting to speak again, not wanting Dean to hear how frightening she found the prospect of armies of monsters being built up all over the world. "Would it be making new monsters if it isn't an Alpha?" she asked thoughtfully. "I mean, can it make new monsters if it isn't?"

"If that's what it does, yeah. I mean, vampires make vampires. Werewolves make werewolves. They don't have to be Alphas to do it." He paused a moment, wondering if he was just being paranoid or if he had valid concerns. "I've never run into a....Witschatska before. We may have to do some digging to find out how to kill it. If it's part of a legend, then it's not new. Some hunter has to have run into it at some point or other. We just have to hope Bobby and Brian can figure it out before it's too late. We know it doesn't like iron, so that's a start," he continued, restating what she'd already said earlier.

"Brian said another hunter ran across one in Tucson about two years ago," Nim offered, reminded finally of her furious and all too brief conversation with her friend while she had been stalking her way to the hospital with the full intention of beating sense into Dean. "You think Bobby knows anything about it?"

Dean's expression changed at the small tidbit of information she had finally decided to reveal, looking first surprised and then slightly annoyed. "When did you plan on telling me about that?" he asked, forgetting he'd been the one who left her cuffed to the bed to go off and play superhero all on his own.

"When were you planning on uncuffing me?" she countered sharply, glancing toward the baby with a faint frown. Moderating her tone, she sighed as they finally began the track through the outer suburbs and out of the city itself. "Look, I called Brian to ask if he knew anything in case you were in real trouble. Which you were, by the way. If I hadn't loaded the gun with wrought iron, you'd be dead."

The annoyed expression faded and turned to chagrin. "Yeah, thanks for that. I guess I owe you an apology." He watched her for a moment, before turning his face away, not wanting her to see the look of guilt, remorse, and failure that would betray his feelings. "I wasn't planning on running into it. I just wanted to poke around a little, see what I could find. I didn't want you getting hurt again."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:54 EST
The anger was returning, a bright little flame to keep the fear at bay as Nim manuvered the Impala out from under the streetlights and onto the more open roads. "We can't be having this conversation now." she reminded Dean firmly. "You need to call Brian or Bobby, someone who can tell us what we need to kill this thing before it catches up to us." Without thinking, she turned north away from Wichita, toward Lawrence, strangely resuming the course they had been on before she'd ever read that article in the diner three days before.

As for himself, he felt tired, worn out, all the fight going out of him. He didn't feel like defending himself; he didn't feel like arguing. He knew she was angry and rightfully so, wondering if she'd have done the same if she'd been in his shoes. Hell, she had done the same. She'd sacrificed her life for him once, and he wasn't going to let her do it again. He recognized the route they were on, the direction they were going in, and that knowledge only made his heart all the heavier. He wasn't ready for Lawrence yet. He wasn't ready to say good-bye.

The baby in his arms started to stir, quietly at first, starting to show signs of hunger. "I think we should stop."

Crap. So much for making a decent plan without distractions. Biting down on her irritation with a newborn baby, Nim sighed softly, her gaze flickering to the signs they passed on the road. "Will a diner do?" she asked mildly, hoping like hell he wasn't going to expect her to do much with the baby. She was certain she'd drop it, or hurt it, or something worse, if that was possible.

They needed to stop, grab something to eat, feed the baby, and call home. Home, Dean thought. What was home anymore" Was home in South Dakota with Bobby' Or in Lawrence where he'd grown up" In Chicago with Brian' No, Dean decided. Home was being on the road in the Impala. The Impala was the only real home he'd ever known. He wondered if Nim would ever feel the same way.

Her voice pulled him out of his thoughts again and he looked at the passing signs and scenery. "Yeah, we aren't staying long."

Things were feeling uncomfortable again. Nim rolled her eyes, taking the next turn onto a minor road where the lights of a diner flickered in the near distance. She didn't like discomfort, not around Dean, but it seemed that he only grew more distant when she expressed any emotion that wasn't blind, loving faith in him. Not that she didn't have faith in him, but if he was going to sulk every time she lost her temper - especially when he deserved it - this was not going to be a good partnership.

"One diner, comin' up." She fell silent, though, unable to help the reflection that he didn't trust her. He would rather leave her cuffed to a bed when they both knew that their quarry could well be hunting her, than trust her enough to have his back. That really stung.

Oblivious to her feelings, too lost in his own confusion, he took her silence for anger. He wasn't sure how to fix it, how to make it up to her. He knew he was being stupid and over-protective. He knew that if they were going to be partners, they had to trust each other completely, and leaving her cuffed to a bed wasn't exactly the most trustworthy thing to do. He thought he'd had good reasons for doing it, but looking back, he knew if the tables had been turned - if she'd done it to him - he'd be livid.

"Nim, I..." He broke off as the baby in his arms squirmed and started to fuss, making his own needs known over the emotional turbulence of the adults he was depending on to take care of him.

A pained look touched her face as Dean spoke, knowing that she wasn't likely to take anything he said in the spirit it was intended right now. She never thought she'd be pleased to hear a baby fuss. Drawing the Impala into the parking lot of an all-night diner, she cut the engine. "We'll talk about it later," she promised Dean, staring at the wheel. "Want me to grab the bag?"

He frowned a little as she dismissed him, wondering if he'd screwed things up for good. Had he been selfish' He had thought he'd had her best interests at heart, but he knew how he'd felt when his father had done the same thing to him, and he wondered if she'd ever be able to forgive him or trust him again. "You want the baby or the bag?" he asked, his arms already full, suspecting which she'd chose.

"Uh ....you two are pretty snug there, I'll get the bag." As she leaned over to grab the diaper bag Brian's nurse friend had provided, Nim paused, regretting her abrupt dismissal of his attempt to explain. She did trust him, despite everything, hurt only that he didn't trust her in return when he had more reason, more memory to put that trust in than she could hope for.

Half twisted on the front seat, she reached over to lay her hand over his where he held baby Jonah against his shoulder, dark eyes rising to meet Dean's solemnly. "Later," she promised, her voice warmer this time. Then she released him, dragging the diaper bag into her lap.

He looked into those dark eyes of hers and his heart lurched in his chest. He knew it was fear that had caused him to do what he'd done. Fear of losing her again, fear of her getting hurt, trying to protect her like he'd tried to protect Sam all those years. Only he couldn't keep her hidden away safely forever. At some point, he either had to face the reality and the risks and accept her as an equal or walk away forever, and the thought of the latter was too painful to consider. He tried to tell her all that with that one brief look, but it wasn't the time. Later, she said. He just hoped there'd be a later. God, there had to be a later. Otherwise, what was he here for"

"Nim..." he said again, jostling the baby to reach out and catch her by the arm. "I'm sorry." Sorry for everything, he told her in his head. I just feel so lost.

Caught, she held his gaze for a long moment, quiet and understanding despite her own deeply internalized upset. "I know," she assured him softly, giving into the urge to lean close. Surprisingly, the baby didn't seem to mind being caught between them as she touched a gentle kiss to Dean's lips, sharing breath for just a moment. "Go play Mr. Mom, I'll get them to heat the milk."

He took comfort in that kiss, however brief, hoping she'd forgiven him, but somehow knowing he was still going to get a lecture later. He smiled faintly, breathing life from that kiss, as if it was more sustenance to him than air or food or water. "I think Junior needs a diaper change," he remarked, trying to lighten the mood a little, despite the circumstances surrounding their situation.

Nim's lopsided smile finally made a reappearance on hearing this. "You better get moving before he fills your Baby with the smell then, hadn't you?" she suggested laughingly, sliding to open up her door and slip out, keeping her back to the car as she readjusted the gun snug in the back of her pants. Her gaze travelled automatically toward the city they had just left behind, wondering if they were already being hunted and knowing that right now there was nothing they could do if that was the case. It was not a reassuring thought.

He laughed for the first time in....hours" Days? He wasn't even sure. The thought of the smell of soiled diapers in his baby was enough to get his weary ass moving though, and he pushed open the door and climbed out, following her glance toward the city, almost reading her thoughts as they echoed his own. "We've put some distance between us. Don't worry." He tried to sound reassuring, but until he knew exactly what it was they were up against, he wasn't sure he could make any promises.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 09:59 EST
"I'll be happier when we know what?ll kill it," she admitted, turning away from the road with a rueful smile. "C'mon, let's get Junior settled again." Hiking the bag on her shoulder, she reached out to touch his back gently once again, her cheek brushing his shoulder. It was going to be a very long night.

"So will I," he agreed. And even happier when it was dead. He shrugged, settling the baby against his shoulder again, gently rubbing the newborn's back and trying to keep him calm until he could change his diaper and get some formula into him. He didn't think he was very good with babies, but luckily he had a little experience at this sort of thing. After all, he had been the one who'd carried his baby brother from a fiery blaze when he was only four, and he'd been the one who'd taken care of him most of his life, even if he wouldn't admit it.

"If I ever have a kid..." He broke off again. He had had a kid once, but he didn't want to think about that now. "Never mind."

If I ever have a kid ... A faint flush touched Nim's cheeks, though she hoped like hell he didn't see it, following Dean into the diner. Under the chime of the door, she muttered to herself. "Could happen." If you manage not to infuriate me so much I throttle you in your sleep.

It wasn't something she had ever really contemplated before, to be honest, but it was more than a little bit wonderful to see Dean with a newborn baby. He had everything in hand, and the kid really responded to him. She couldn't help wondering what he'd be like with his own child. Drawing in a breath, she looked around the little diner, looking for the sign for a changing station. Maybe if she was really lucky, it would be in an entirely separate room from both male and female bathrooms.

As good as he was with babies, he didn't even think about a changing station, thinking it was perfectly fine to just plunk the baby down in a booth and change him there, and that was precisely where he was headed, assuming she'd follow. Preoccupied with the baby's more pressing needs, he didn't notice the blush on Nim's cheeks or think too much about what he'd said, missing the remark she made to herself in his hurry to claim a booth.

The subject was moot anyway. As much as he yearned for a family, he didn't really feel it was in the cards, not while he was a hunter. Oh, he'd known a few hunters who'd managed it - his grandparents, for example - but what good had come of it in the end" They'd both died horrible deaths trying to protect their daughter. It was always the same. A hunter's life was a short one, no matter how careful you were.

Relieved that Dean had everything in hand, Nim dropped the bag into the booth he'd chosen, opening it up to rummage around, finding exactly what had been promised - enough supplies to keep them in business with Jonah until the following night. Coming up trumps with a bottle of formula, she grinned over Dean's shoulder at the little boy, shocked at herself when she leaned over to tweak the baby's nose. Blinking in surprise, she stepped back. "Okay, that was weird." Her hand patted Dean's shoulder for a moment. "I'll just ....yeah. You clean the baby."

Dean turned when he felt her patting his shoulder, arching a single brow, lowering his voice for her ears alone. "You're supposed to be his mother. It's going to look suspicious if I do everything." No, he wasn't trying to get out of changing the baby's diaper; he was just trying to make a point. He lifted his gaze to look out over the small crowd that was gathered at the diner. None of them seemed to pay them much heed at the moment, not even the waitresses who were bustling about refilling coffee and handing out menus and plates of greasy diner fare.

"Just sit anywhere, sugar," one called over with a smile when she caught his gaze. "I'll be with you in a jiffy!"

As much as she wanted to, Nim couldn't argue with that logic. She'd seen enough couples with babies to know that parents shared baby duty, rather than leaving it all to one or the other. Managing another of those convincingly reassuring smiles for the waitress who called to them, she nodded in thanks, biting her lip as her voice lowered for Dean's ears only. "Fine, I'll feed it," she reluctantly conceded, shifting the bag to thump down onto the edge of the booth's opposite seat. She raised her voice for the benefit of the folks sat nearby, tempting fate with a cheeky glimmer in her eyes. "Shouldn't you be doing that, you know, away from where people are eating, sweetheart?"

Dean shot a glare Nim's way, mostly at the sarcastically saccharine term of endearment and parried her remark with one of his own. "You know how he prefers his mother's touch," he replied, emphasizing the word he rather than it and plunking the poor little thing into her arms. "They don't have changing tables in the men's room, dear. That's a mommy thing." He tossed a crooked grin at her as if to say "Touche" and unzipped the diaper bag to locate a bottle.

Dark eyes widened in uncomfortable alarm for a split second as the tiny boy was dumped unceremoniously into her arms, narrowing in a promise of some kind of retribution if things did not go well from here. "Well then, darling, you're just going to have to order for us, aren't you?" she replied in a tone that could have etched glass, rising to her feet to press the bottle into his hand. Her shoulders were high and stiff as she held the baby boy in a mimic of the way Dean had, one hand supporting the child as the other hooked the bag onto her other shoulder. She lowered her voice as she moved past him. "Swear to God, if he pees on me, you're dead."

It struck him odd suddenly how ridiculously ironically funny their situation was, and he broke into laughter. Here she was, this big, bad hunter who wasn't afraid of anything but a baby in a diaper, and it struck him suddenly as hilarious. He'd changed his first diaper at four. It wasn't a big deal really. Certainly nothing to get upset about. Getting the sh*t kicked out of you by a two-faced man, now, that was another story, and despite the gravity of the situation or maybe because of it, he just couldn't help laughing.

"Big threat," he replied, grabbing hold of the bottle. "Just make sure you don't drop him," he warned, confident she could handle it, turning his back on them both to wave down a waitress and get the baby's bottle warmed.

Another waitress caught Nim's eye, directing her to the ladies' bathroom with an indulgent smile for what was apparently a very new mother still terrified of her own baby. "Just you get yourself settled, miss, and we'll see to your man."

Nim couldn't resist, speaking just loud enough for Dean to hear. "Oh, I'd love to give him a good seeing to," she agreed with a nod, slipping into the bathroom to contemplate the changing station in vague dismay. Her eyes turned to the baby fussing on her shoulder. "Feeling adventurous, little guy?"

He gladly would have helped her if she hadn't so publicly scolded him, but now, he thought he'd teach her a lesson. Besides, he was confident she could handle it. She just needed practice. He overheard the waitress and chuckled quietly to himself, thinking it would almost serve her right if they flirted with him while she was away doing baby duty, but he didn't want to get her angry.

One of the waitresses came over at his bidding, and he didn't have to explain what he needed. She exchanged the baby's bottle for a couple of menus, and he slid into a booth to look them over. He'd already ordered them both coffee - they had a long night ahead.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:02 EST
In the bathroom, it had taken a couple of minutes just to work out how to get the kid out of his onesie and actually reach the diaper. He was beginning to squawl, too, which was doing nothing for Nim's growing sense of panic. "Oh, c'mon, baby, give me a break here," she pleaded quietly, one hand on his stomach to stop him squirming off the station as the other pulled various things from the bag at her side. "It can't be that bad in there, you're not big enough to eat a curry."

Dean sat at the table, impatiently tapping his fingers against the table while he waited for Nim to reappear, a triumphant grin on her face. He looked up from the menu, over to the door with the presumed outline of a woman in a skirt, indicating it was the Ladies Room. He thought he heard the muffled sounds of a baby crying coming from that direction, but he remained in his seat. If she didn't come out soon, he'd go see if everything was okay, but not yet. This wasn't a hunt; there was no blood involved. It was just an ordinary baby's diaper; that's all it was.

"Aw, man, that's gross!" An exclamation that perfectly coincided with another female customer pushing open the door to the bathroom, affording Dean and everyone else an insight into what was going on in there.

Nim's nose wrinkled as she tried breathing through her mouth. "Dude, you have serious poop issues," she informed the baby, who quieted as she wiped and cleaned, quick and efficient despite her disgust. The new diaper gave her a problem for a moment, before the other woman in the bathroom helpfully pointed out which way up it was supposed to go. Blushing in embarrassment, Nim wrapped the kid up, slathering him in cream before doing so, and turned her attention to dressing him again.

"The evil diaper of doom did not win this time," she grinned down at Jonah, pleased with herself for succeeding with something that she could not have imagined being able to do at all an hour ago. Packing up the bag and washing her hands took only a minute, and she carefully lifted the baby up onto her shoulder again, cringing a little as he planted a suckling mouth on her neck hopefully.

With drool dribbling down her neck but a rather smug smile in place on her features, she slipped back into the diner, meeting Dean's eyes in triumphant challenge as she moved back toward the booth.

While she'd been away doing diaper duty, he'd ordered them both coffee and sandwiches and the bottle had arrived back, sufficiently warmed. He met her gaze, smiling warmly back at her, feeling a sense of pride in her accomplishment. "Was that so bad?" he asked, standing to take the bag from her shoulder as she rejoined them. He made no move to relieve her of the baby. She had accomplished one task; now it was time to learn the other.

She smiled sweetly, looking up at him with batting lashes. "Not as bad as following you in the bathroom," was her decidedly cheeky response to his question. She'd begun to shift, to try and hand the baby back to him, forestalled by the way he took the bag from her instead. "Seriously, you're going to risk drowning the kid in his own formula?" she added under her breath, her lips barely moving.

He considered the source and ignored the insult, chuckling instead at the ludicrous question, as he reclaimed a seat across from her. "Babies know how to breathe and eat. He won't drown. Trust me." He picked up the bottle, waiting until she was settled before handing it over. "Just make sure you support his head and neck. The rest is easy. And stop him about halfway to burp." He frowned as he realized he really knew a little too much about babies.

Given little choice in the matter, Nim sighed softly, lowering down into the booth and settling herself comfortably with her back against the wall. At least how to hold the baby was instinctive - with her elbow resting on the table, she could cradle the kid in the crook of her arm competently enough, rolling her eyes as the little mouth turned toward her breast. She couldn't get the bottle to him fast enough. Dark eyes glanced up at Dean in faint concern as the baby boy settled in to some serious feeding, silently asking if this was right before looking back down at the baby in her arms.

He nodded his head, smiling encouragement, watching while she learned from experience, just like he had, his expression softening, turning almost melancholy. For one night and one night only, they were parents, a family - a mother and a father and a small newborn son. Silently, he chastized himself for the thought. It wasn't real. It was just pretend. Just a ruse to convince those around them and try to keep the kid safe from a monster most people didn't even believe in or know existed. Just more weirdness in an already weird situation.

He watched at the little mouth searched for sustenance, so eager, so innocent, so pure. Was he ever that small or that innocent' He must have been once, memories of childhood like a long-faded dream, murky and mostly lost to the passage of time. He watched as she settled in with the baby, looking so natural, as though he really was her son, their son. His chest ached with the thought, knowing it could never, would never be.

He wasn't the only one struggling with those thoughts. Nim didn't know if the Jo she had been had ever shown any maternal longings, but she certainly hadn't in the last two years. Not until right now, when there was a tiny life cradled in her arms, entirely reliant on her for food and care, when she and this baby were completely reliant on Dean for protection in a vulnerable moment. And strangely, it didn't worry her. She knew some hunters made it work; some hunters managed to have kids, to raise them safely, though it was rare to meet two generations of a hunting family all grown up. But she could imagine that sort of life, with the man sat across from her.

Realizing the bottle was just about half-empty, she withdrew it from the baby boy's mouth, setting it on the table. "How do I do the burping thing?" she asked softly, grabbing a napkin to wipe a little spit-up from the newborn's chin.

He blinked out of his thoughts, straightening in his chair as he cleared his throat, afraid his voice would betray his feelings. He gestured with one hand while he answered her question. "Prop him against your shoulder again and either rub or pat his back. Pick him up slowly or he'll spit up." He reached for the bottle to hold it for her while she rearranged the newborn against her shoulder. He knew there were other methods of burping, but that was the method that he preferred. "I used to help with Sammy when he was little," he blurted, only realizing he'd said it, after it had been said.

Gingerly, she carefully rearranged the baby onto her shoulder, propped there on one arm as the other hand gently patted at the little back. Hearing Dean mention Sam without cutting himself off or a bitter note to his voice, her eyes lifted to his, a soft smile touching her expression in gentle encouragement. "Figures you'd be a baby expert," she murmured, not wanting to disturb the child rumbling away by her ear. "There's nothing wrong with remembering, you know." At the very least, it could get their minds off the creature that had to be tracking them by now.

He shook his head in denial as he fiddled with the baby's bottle, accustomed to it being a bottle of beer between his hands. "I'm no expert," he murmured back. "I've just got a little more experience than you have, that's all. It's not a big deal." He sighed as he set the bottle down and reached for his coffee, almost wishing it was a bottle of beer. At least, that might deaden the pain for a little while. "It's better to forget."

"Not always." It was a quiet denial of his wish to forget, but fervent with the knowledge of what it was to know nothing of who you were or where you had come from. Whatever had made her the person she was had been lost from Nim's mind, and she regretted that loss every day. A surprisingly loud burp by her ear distracted her from the threatened dip in her mood, drawing a laugh from her lips as she lowered the kid back into the crook of her arm to finish feeding him.

"You know you need to sleep, Dean," she said softly. "I got a few hours earlier; you should get something, at least."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:07 EST
The waitress returned with two plates, both BLTs with a side of potato chips and a pickle, and quietly slipped away, promising to come back to refill their coffee. He hadn't been sure what Nim wanted, but she had always had similar tastes as him in most everything, so he'd taken a wild guess. It was almost like she was his other half, only female. Yin to his yang. He shrugged, offering no denial that he was tired. But more than tired, he felt troubled. "Does it bother you that I remember things you don't' I remember the first time we met." He smiled at the memory of that. "You punched me in the nose."

A faintly rueful smile touched her lips, not reaching the unfathomable darkness of her eyes as he found a memory she had no hope of ever sharing. "Doesn't surprise me," she said softly, shifting the bottle teat in the baby's mouth as it stuck itself together. "You know more about me than I do. I'd be lying if I said I was okay with that. But I'm not going to let it get in the way." She swallowed lightly, looking back down at the baby in her arms. "Did you know my ....my parents?"

He wasn't sure what it was that was bothering him exactly. It wasn't the hunt; it was just a hunt, though he didn't like the thought of anything bad happening to her or the baby. There were times when he felt happy to be there; he was happy she was there with him. But there were other times when he felt all kinds of confused, lost, out of touch with this world and unsure of his place in it. They thought him a hero here. What kind of hero kills his own brother"

His eyes met hers before her gaze drifted away, back to regard the baby in her arms whose life they very literally held in their hands. Her question took him a little off guard and he shrugged in reply. "I knew your mother. I don't think she liked me much at first, but....I guess I kind of grew on her."

"What was she like?" This time, Nim didn't need coaching as she lifted the infant up onto her shoulder, patting once again while she rocked from side to side instinctively. Her gaze had returned to Dean's face, quiet and undemanding, understanding that what she wanted to know might be too much for him to bear remembering. "You don't need to tell me, but ....it'd be nice to know."

"What was she like..." he repeated, gazing off in thought a moment to consider his words. "She was..." He furrowed his brows. How did you describe such a thing to someone" He knew Jo had been Ellen's life. He knew Ellen would probably have given anything to save her, just short of selling her soul to demons, like his own father had done to save him and he'd done, in turn, to save Sam. "Her name was Ellen. She..." He closed his eyes as he remembered the last moments he'd spent with Ellen and Jo in the hardware store, where Jo lay dying, and his thoughts then turned to his own mother, who'd sacrificed her life to try and save Sammy.

"She loved you," he said finally, as if there was nothing else she really needed to know. "She was hard and soft all at the same time. She'd kick your a$$, but you knew she was only doing it because she cared so much."

Just the sight of him struggling to describe a woman she had no memory of brought a sadness to Nim's smile. "She must have been real special," she murmured softly, recognising the past tense for what it was - her mother was dead in the world he had come from. Even if Nim somehow got there, she'd never meet Ellen and learn to know and love her again. "Thank you for telling me." It took a moment, but she drew a slow breath in, gently removing the patting hand from the burped baby's back to lift her coffee cup to her lips, the silence gentle but thick with forgotten memory.

"You have her eyes," he said, looking back at her at last, a weary sadness in his eyes that he tried to hide from the world, that he didn't really want her to see but couldn't always manage to keep hidden safely away. She hadn't asked about her mother's death, and he was in no hurry to tell her how it had happened, how he blamed himself for her death, too. It should have been him. "Let me take him so you can eat," he told her, gaze cutting to the baby on her shoulder. He hadn't touched his sandwich and was suddenly not feeling all that hungry.

"I'm not real hungry right now," Nim admitted with a faint shrug, but she was happy enough to hand the sleepy baby over to Dean. One thing he wasn't going to be trusted with tonight was driving. "I'll ask them to bag this up, we can eat later." Her fingers lingered for a moment on the baby's head, transferring the gentle caress to Dean's cheek with a smile that showed off the Old Soul tendencies in every hunter. "We need to get moving again."

"Nim, I..." He started, his voice trailing off, not knowing where to begin with everything he felt needed to be said, but maybe this wasn't the time or the place. He broke off, nodding in agreement, and reached for the baby, carefully taking him from her and cradling him in his arms, remembering when Sam had been this small, wondering what Ben had been like. What if Emma had agreed to come with him and not tried to kill him' What would it have been like to have a child of his own"

It was only a matter of minutes to get their sandwiches and chips bagged up for them, takeout to eat further along the road when they had the time and leisure to do so. "You wanna call Bobby or Brian, or should I?" she asked as she stood up, taking up the food and diaper bag easily. She still hadn't given back his keys, and she wasn't going to unless he insisted.

"I'll call. I need to talk to Bobby." But he already knew what the man was going to tell him. Get your sh*t together, boy. Get your head outta your a$$ and focus on the hunt, 'cause I ain't buryin' you a third time. Dean took a final swig of his coffee - one for the road - and moved to his feet, carefully swinging the baby up onto a shoulder. He didn't ask for the keys. Though he could easily drive in his sleep, he felt a strange urge to hang onto that baby as long as he could.

Calling out a thank you to the staff with a wave of one hand, Nim led the way into the parking lot, instantly on alert now they were in darkness, out of immediate sight of normal, oblivious humans. Unlocking the Impala, she slid inside quickly, opening up the passenger door, again with the engine ignited before either of them were well settled. Moving was better than nothing right now, and nothing was all they had. "I hope Bobby knows more than Brian did."

He waited until she pushed open the door before climbing inside and settling himself in the passenger seat. "The more distance we put between us and that thing, the more time we have to sort it out. Is there anything else you found out while you were poking around in the hospital?" he asked, settling the baby comfortably in his lap, head cradled against a forearm.

Frowning thoughtfully as she twisted, backing the Impala out of the parking lot and back onto the road that ringed the city they had just left. They couldn't go too far from Wichita, or they'd never get the kid back to his own parents in time. "Nothing that'll help us," she shrugged, turning her eyes front once again. "Took a quick look at the records from the 1930s, but the pattern was the same then. The thing only took four kids that time, though - this time it's on six, and Jonah would have been number seven."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:10 EST
"And nothing since then, until now." He mirrored her frown, thinking it was probably time to call Bobby and see if he'd figured anything out. "We should get a room for the night. Hopefully, it won't follow." They needed to buy a little time to eat something, get some rest, lick their wounds, and formulate a plan. "Has to be a way to kill it. We just have to figure it out."

She shrugged again, keeping an eye out for any sign that would lead them to a motel. "The legend just says how to capture it, not kill it, and that's not even very detailed," she pointed out, glancing at him thoughtfully. "I don't fancy getting close enough to put the thing on a leash, do you?" But if it had to be done, they both knew they would do it.

He seemed lost in thought again, this particular monster hitting a little too close to home, in some ways. After a while, all the hunts ran together, and it was hard to sort them all out, remember which was which and how you killed each individual one. It was why his father had kept a journal, which Dean and Sam had used for reference. He wondered if Bobby still had it. "You know....I've been thinking....Sam and I ran into something a few years back....Thing called a shtriga. Ever hear of it?"

Nim blinked, chewing on her lower lip. "Not that I know of," she admitted, spying a motel sign and pulling off the main road once again. "Is that anything like this Witsa-whatsit?"

"Yes and no," he replied. "It feeds on the life essence of humans, children mainly. One attacked my brother when we were kids. We killed one a few years back with consecrated iron rounds. I don't know why I didn't think of it before. But if it's an Alpha, then I don't know."

"You should give Bobby a call soon, then," Nim reminded him again with a faint smile. A flickering neon sign ahead of them declared the location of a motel with vacancies. "I say we fort up until dawn, take watches to get some rest, and work out what we're up against. How's that sound?"

"The Colt might work, but it's with Bobby, and we don't have time to wait for it," he continued, thinking out loud. "Sounds like a plan. I'll call as soon as we check in." He was in complete agreement, thinking along the same lines. "Looks like there's a place up ahead," he remarked, noticing the vacancy sign.

She bit the inside of her cheek rather than ask him to point out anything more that was blatantly obvious, choosing to channel that irritation into amusement rather than annoyance. "Looks like," she murmured in a smiling tone, flicking a warm glance his way as she urged the Impala off the road and into the sparsely populated parking lot.

He knew he was stating the obvious, but for some reason, he felt the need to keep talking, almost as if he was trying to change the subject. He didn't want to admit it, but he sort of dreaded calling Bobby. He knew he was going to have to go into a long explanation about Alphas, and all he really wanted to do was get some sleep, but sleep was going to be a rare commodity tonight. Well, at least, someone was getting some sleep, he thought as he glanced at Jonah resting peacefully in his arms.

Drawing to a halt, Nim pulled his wallet out of his pocket again. "Stay here, I'll check in," she told him, fishing out the Berretta from the glove compartment and c*cking it for him. "Won't be long." Leaning over, she touched another kiss to his cheek, not wanting to admit that these stolen little gestures of affection were a way of reaffirming that they were both still alive, despite the danger now hunting them. "Be safe," she whispered lovingly, before wriggling out of the car and moving over to the reception.

Though he said nothing in return, he drew comfort from her kiss, the little stolen moments of affection that were all too rare - moments to treasure and remember because nothing lasted forever. He sighed and pushed that thought from his head, wondering why he was feeling so morose. Maybe it was the hunt, or maybe he just needed to get laid again. Somehow, he knew it was neither of those things. It was the niggling worry in the back of his mind about how he'd arrived here and why and how long he was going to stay. He watched as she made her way to the reception desk, fingers closing on the Berretta, though he had a feeling it wouldn't do him much good if the Witschatska decided to attack anyway.

She was quick, quicker than they would have been going in together, though it was unsettling to be out of sight of Dean and the baby for that short amount of time. Still, a handful of sweet cashy money later and she had the key to the room at the far corner of the motel building, the most defensible place on the site. There was no sense of wrongness, no feeling that their monster was close by yet, but they both knew it was only a matter of time before spidey senses started prickling. They just had to hope they had enough time to be ready for that moment. Dropping back into the Impala, she flashed Dean a tense smile. "Almost there. You okay there?"

His eyes followed her return to the car, his gaze never faltering. "Yeah," he replied as she slipped in beside him. "Everything go okay?" His spidey senses hadn't gone off yet, either, but he was feeling tense, on pins and needles, and probably would be until the hunt was over. He knew he needed a little sleep if he was going to be any good in the morning, but he wasn't sure his mind was going to cooperate.

"Everything's good so far." Again, just a few minutes took them to a parking space in front of the room, though she spent a little while backing into that space, in case they were going to need a quicker getaway than most expected. "Get the kid inside," she told him, pressing the key into his hand. "I'll bring the bags. I need to get a couple of things from the trunk."

"Yes, dear," he retorted, not really meaning anything by it. She seemed to want to take charge and he was too damned tired to argue about it. He realized with some irony how they'd somehow reversed roles, but he didn't really care. They had to put the kid's safety first above everything else, above their own petty squabbles and his need to be in control. He shoved the Berretta into a coat pocket, and pushed open the door, pausing to glance back at her before climbing out. "Be careful."

His retort was lost on her, her body already twisted uncomfortably back over the seat to gather their belongings. As he looked back at her, she smiled reassuringly. "I won't be long," she promised. "Two minutes, if that." Dragging their combined bags out of the car with her, she paused to lock up, moving around to the trunk to open it up and rummage about inside. She didn't know Bobby well, but he was a hunter. There were some things no hunter would be without.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:12 EST
"Don't make me come looking for you," he warned, just before heading off in the direction of the motel door, which was only a few feet away. He one-handedly balanced the baby against his shoulder while he unlocked the door and let himself in, flicking the lights on and taking a look around. He worked his way around the small space, checking for anything that looked suspicious in any way, but it just looked like an ordinary motel room.

"Smudge, smudge ....smudge!" Muttering to herself, Nim lifted the small bundle of herbs from a compartment in the trunk, sniffing thoughtfully. Cedar, white sage, and lavender. "Perfect." Grinning to herself, she straightened, closing up the trunk once again, and hoisted the bags off the ground, moving swiftly to join Dean in the room itself. "All clear?"

"All clear, far as I can tell." Though he wasn't completely sure. There was that niggling feeling at the back of his mind that someone or something was watching, but it didn't feel malevolent, and he wondered if it was just his imagination running away with him. There were two beds in the room, and he stepped over to one of them, leaning over to lay the baby down.

He glanced over at her a moment, arching a brow at the bundle of herbs she'd brought with her. "What are you planning on doing?" He snagged a few pillows and laid them down around the baby, creating a makeshift barrier to keep him from rolling off the bed, not realizing he was too young to roll. The last time he'd played Mr. Mom he and Sam had rented a room with a crib.

Drawing the door closed behind her, Nim set the bags down, unable to keep herself from smiling gently at the sight of him tending to the baby without even a scrap of self-consciousness. "Well," she sighed thoughtfully, pulling a charcoal stick from her own bag along with a zippo lighter, "this thing only appears in Native American legend, right' So I figure maybe Native American protection marks should at least slow it down." Her eyes met his, second-guessing herself even as she clarified her actions.

He arched a brow, sufficiently impressed by her instincts and her well-thought out action. "Looks like you're the brains and I'm the brawn," he remarked, turning back to fuss over the kid, who didn't appear to need any fussing over. "It's a good idea. You're a good hunter, Nim. Better than most. Better than me." He suddenly felt old.

"I'll never be better than you." And she truly believed that. As much as she knew, as much as she'd read and researched, Dean was always going to be the superior hunter of them both. He had the experience to draw on, the knowledge of things this world hadn't even considered, much less encountered. And once he was back in his stride, she had no doubt the big and little bads of the world would go out of their way to avoid pissing him off. Her hand gently squeezed his shoulder as she leaned close to touch her forehead to his temple. "Call one of the ugly sisters before you start convincing yourself I'm wrong."

"I don't want an ugly sister. I just want you." He wasn't sure why he'd said it; it just kind of slipped out of his mouth, but it was true. He'd wanted her from the first day he'd met her, and seeing her again had only rekindled those feelings. He'd always believed there was some kind of connection between them, but they'd been robbed of the chance to find out what it was. He sighed wearily as he leaned his forehead against hers.

"You need help?" he asked, needing to make himself useful, to feel useful. After spending the last year or so obsessively hunting the Leviathan to the point of exhaustion, it felt strange to be on a good old-fashioned monster hunt again.

She smiled faintly, leaning into him for a long moment, resisting the urge to kiss, since they both knew they did not have the leisure to follow through on anything so intimate. "Sure," she agreed, opening her eyes as she leaned back once again, knowing the need to have something to do. "Pretty sure you know how to smudge, right?" Her fingers stroked down his arm, catching his hand to turn it palm up and lay the little bundle of smudging herbs and the zippo there.

"I know how to do a lot of things, but that doesn't mean I'm not willing to learn new things," he replied, with a faint smile, letting her take that however she wanted. He had his own zippo, but took the one offered, along with the bundle of herbs.

"I'll hold you to that one," she grinned up at him, feeling far more herself, far more alive now that they had a place to defend, tasks and means to make that place safe for the hours before dawn. Stepping back from Dean, she twirled the charcoal stick in her fingers, turning to crouch by the door into the room, working on pulling the carpet back from the concrete floor.

"It's not the first time we've hunted together, you know," he told her, making small talk, as he went about the task at hand, making a mental note to call Bobby as soon as they were finished securing the place and making it safe. "You saved my life once. Dug a bullet out of my shoulder. Hurt like hell. I don't think I ever really thanked you for that."

In fact, he knew he hadn't. He'd been cranky and doing his damnedest to push her away, but she hadn't budged. It occurred to him that they'd returned the favor several times over, both in their own world and here. Though the bullet hadn't been a life-threatening wound, he'd almost drowned and wasn't in very good shape, and he wasn't sure what would have happened if she hadn't been there to help him.

She snorted with laughter at this description of both him and her. "I'm pretty sure I don't want to know how you ended up with me digging a bullet out of you," she commented mildly, frowning down at the ground as she swept the charcoal about, marking the entryway with a bear, and an arrow pointed to the right, both fairly universal symbols of protection within the Native American community. Dropping the carpet back, she rose to repeat those marks in several places along the windowsill.

"How about we call it even?" she suggested, glancing over to him with another of those lopsided smiles. "You've saved my life more than once since you got here, after all."

"It's not that." He flicked the flame on the lighter to life and lit the small bundle, moving first to the window and blowing a small bit of fragrant smoke into the air. "It's just....We worked well as partners even then. I don't know how you knew where to find me. You just did." It was unclear whether he was referring to the time she'd found him half-drowned on the dock after demon-possessed Sam had shot him, or just a few hours ago, when she'd found him in the bowels of the hospital being choked by the monster of the week.

That was a good question. Of course she didn't remember searching along the dock, constantly calling his cellphone in the hope of locating him. But she did recall walking through the hospital basement only hours before, her feet taking her in sure confidence toward the merest sounds, away from the first swathe of darkness. How had she known where he was" Nim didn't know; she just had, following instincts to get to him in time.

"Well, I don't know how you knew how to find me this morning," she pointed out, carefully recreating her symbols on the sill beneath where he was smudging the air. "You just did."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:16 EST
Was it only that morning that the thing had attacked her" It seemed like days. "I don't know. Instinct, I guess." He wasn't really sure either. He'd just somehow known she was in trouble and let his instincts guide him to where he'd found her.

"The truth is..." he continued, "it wasn't that I didn't trust you as a partner. I just never wanted you hunting with me because I didn't want to see you get hurt." He moved the burned out bundle of herbs over both windows while the end smouldered, filling the area with a pleasantly herbal aroma, not unlike incense.

Nim had moved away from the windows, lying on her stomach to draw the symbols beneath the ancient vent that lurked between the beds. She could understand his reasoning, but at the same time, knew it made no sense. "Not seeing it doesn't mean it isn't happening," she murmured softly, not wanting to start an argument or send him back into himself again.

He furrowed his brows, contemplating that a moment. No one but Sam knew what had happened to him in Hell. The Sam from his world had gone on to experience Hell himself, and Dean briefly wondered if the Sam from this world had, in the end, faced a kinder fate. He hoped the death Michael had given his brother had been quick and painless, unlike years spent languishing, tormented in Hell.

"It's easier not seeing it. Easier to pretend everything's fine, that nothing's wrong." The deepest scars are the one you can't see. Where had he heard that' It seemed appropriate. I died inside the day you died. But he'd told her all this already, hadn't he" He relit the bundle and crossed toward the door, blowing the flame out moving it slowly around to fill the air with smoke.

"I can understand that," she conceded with a gentle frown, rising onto her knees as she watched him move about, wondering not for the first time where he had gone to bring back a little slice of his deepest self to show her freely. "But you can't always hide it away and pretend it didn't happen. Sometimes you need people to know, to care, even if you don't think that's what you need."

She grunted lightly as she got to her feet, the aches of the day beginning to catch up to her as she unwound from a little of the tension that had been holding her stiff and unyielding for the past hours. "Sometimes it's not what you need that matters. It's what that someone else needs that has to come first." She shrugged, moving toward the bathroom.

He turned to watch her as she moved to her feet, and he frowned, remembering the bruises that still marked her, even hidden from view, the tell-tale signs that she'd been hurt. Had he been selfish for leaving her in the hotel room or selfless" Was it selfish of him to keep all his pain wrapped up inside" What was the point of tearing open old wounds that never seemed to heal" Telling Sam hadn't changed anything. It sure as hell hadn't changed his mind about saying yes to be Lucifer's condom. Wasn't it better to just leave well enough alone" And yet, if they stayed together, there would come a time when she'd want to know why he awoke pale and shaking in the night. He wouldn't be able to hide it forever.

He finished the task of smudging the room, making sure every crack and crevice and point of entry had been covered before following her to the bathroom to do the same there.

Where she had been quicker in the main part of the room than he, here in the bathroom it was a different story. Too short to be able to reach the vent above the shower-head, Nim was balanced on the edge of the bath itself, one hand braced against the ceiling as she scowled at the charcoal in her hand, the tip of her tongue caught between her lips in fierce concentration. "You really think this'll work?"

He frowned upon seeing her struggle with the charcoal, precariously balanced on the tub to reach the ceiling, and he started toward her. "Let me do it," he offered, being taller and able to reach better. He'd been watching what she'd been doing, the symbols she'd been drawing, and it seemed like child's play compared to the Enochian sigils he'd learned from Cas.

"It's okay, I'm almost done," was her response, the almost dismissal of his offer softened by the undeniably loving smile she turned to him as he came closer. "Kinda feel safer up here with you nearby to catch me, though." There was a pause as she scratched the last fletch of the sacred arrow into place, her smile fading. "The baby's okay out there by itself, right?"

"He's fine." Dean glanced out the bathroom door, not hearing any movement from the room. He had only been gone half a minute, and the baby had been fast asleep, but without seeing him, he couldn't be sure. He frowned, catching her drift, but deciding for himself that she'd done enough for one day. "You go watch the baby. I'll finish up here."

The symbols completed, she turned on her precarious perch, curling an arm about his shoulders as she stepped down from the edge of the bath. Her fingertips delicately traced the fingermarks that were still livid against his throat, rising up on her toes to touch a kiss there as though that was what healed wounds. Her eyes met his, suddenly intense, burning into his gaze with fervent belief. "You're the best part of this world, Dean," she promised him in a low voice. "Don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

An arm wound itself around her waist to help her down from her perch on the tub, practically lifting her off her feet to the floor. His brows lifted curiously when her fingers brushed the half-forgotten bruises on his throat, left there care of the Witschawhatsit, as Nim liked to call it. His eyes met hers, momentarily stunned by the intensity of the gaze that burned into his, her words rocking him to the very core of his being.

He knew she loved him - or at least, thought that she loved him - but he'd never expected her to put it quite that way. He would have flushed with embarrassment, but he wasn't that easily embarrassed. Had he been in a different mood, he might have answered with a c*cky remark in agreement, but he was tired both physically and emotionally, and her words made his heart burn with longing.

There was only one way to properly answer such a statement and that was with a kiss. One arm still snug about her waist, he dipped his head to catch her mouth as he drew her up close.

All the fear and shock and worry of the day poured into that kiss, twisting and churning inside her until her kiss tasted of the very real terror at the deepest core of her being that she could very well have lost him today. That was where her anger had come from, and yes, she was going to make damn sure he knew she was still a little pissed about the handcuffs, but for this moment all that mattered was making sure he knew how much she needed him, without the need for clever words or stupidly clingy romance.

The charcoal in her fingers left an interesting line along his jaw as she curled her palm to his cheek, devouring his kiss and offering back something just as fierce, just as fervent. Yet what seemed to last a small eternity was over in seconds, the clear and present danger of their situation too much to ignore even for one another.

Dean answered Nim's kiss with equal fervor, pouring everything he was feeling into those few brief seconds when the cares of the world around them faded, leaving just the two of them. He knew he'd made a mistake in leaving her behind, but his reasons for doing it matched the reasons for her anger, the fear of losing her again trumping any concerns for his own safety. He'd been stupid and reckless, and he knew it, but he hoped somehow she'd understand and forgive him.

He sighed softly as the kiss wound to slow end and pressed his forehead against hers, all the tension going out of him at the one brief kiss. "We should go check on Junior," he said quietly, sounding tired, but relieved.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:20 EST
She leaned into him in that way that was becoming all too familiar to them both, as intimate as it was trusting, as necessary as air. "All right," she murmured back to him, aware now that the sound on the edge of hearing was the baby fussing himself out of his sleep in loneliness. "You finish up, I'll ....deal with it." Touching a last kiss to his cheek, she untangled herself reluctantly, easing around him and out of the bathroom.

He just as reluctantly let her go, swearing to himself that when this was all over, they were gonna be like John and Yoko and spend a week in bed looking for peace....or something. He turned to watch her slip away from him, hearing the baby starting to fuss in the next room, and wondering - not for the first time - what it would be like to have a family of his own. He thought he should say something, but he wasn't sure what, thoughts drifting through his mind, words on the tip of his tongue that remained unsaid. Actions speak louder than words, he thought to himself. If that was the case, he hoped she already knew how he felt about her.

"Hey, little buddy, you waking up already?" A quick check of the windows and doors revealed nothing to Nim's watchful eyes, and though she knew very little about babies, logic dictated that the kid couldn't be hungry or need a diaper change. So she picked the newborn up, settling him gently against her shoulder, wincing as an outflung hand grabbed hold of her hair.

"Lonely, huh?" she murmured, propping the infant with one hand against herself as the other took hold of her Glock. She wasn't going to be unprepared tonight, no matter what else she was doing. Keeping back from the windows, away from the door, she began to pace slowly, gently bouncing the tiny boy as his fussing stilled again. "You know, little man, we'd better get this over with soon, or I'm gonna want to keep you."

Dean went about "smudging" the bathroom, the same way he had the rest of the motel room. It was a simple form of magic that, though aware of, he'd never made much use of before, but then he'd never faced quite this situation before. Demons had been such a deep concern for so long it almost seemed strange to be on a run-of-the-mill monster hunt again.

He heard Nim's voice coming from the other room, her tone soft and soothing, though he couldn't make out all the words, and he almost envied her. How easy it would be to forget the past, but the past wouldn't forget him. It would follow him around to the end of his days, no matter whether he acknowledged it or not. Amnesia was not a solution. He finished up in the bathroom and rejoined her, setting the smudge stick down on a table and wiping his hands on his jeans. "I can take him for a while, if you want."

She offered him a faint smile as she rocked with the tiny boy, one brow rising as she looked Dean over. "Sure, you take him," she nodded, because despite her growing ease with the baby, she still thought she was going to drop him or squeeze him too tightly or just smell wrong to him. "I'll call Bobby." Tucking the gun into her pocket for a moment, she raised her hands to offer the sleepy baby over to Dean.

"You'll call Bobby?" he echoed as he reached to take the baby from her, a little surprised that she was volunteering to make the phone call that he probably should have made hours ago. Frowning, he pulled his phone from his jacket, even as he settled the baby against his shoulder. "I'll call him. If he's going to get pissy, it might as well be with me."

"Well, someone needs to make the call, Dean," she pointed out, very slight impatience making itself known in her voice. They needed information; they'd been in need of that information for hours, but neither had made the call. Now they were staying put, that need was significantly more urgent than it had been earlier. "You got the baby, you should stay back here," she suggested, flipping open the fourth bag she had brought in with her and withdrawing a shot-gun from the mess of weapons and ammunition within.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" he asked, watching her unpack the shotgun from the bag of weapons, his voice tinged with irritation and defensiveness. He wasn't a babysitter; he was a hunter, and he wasn't going to be left behind to change diapers while she put herself in harm's way.

She rolled her eyes, loading shells into the shotgun with a faint smirk. "I'm not going anywhere," she told him with a rueful twist to her smile. "But you're not going anywhere near the door or windows while you're holding the baby. I'm on watch, Dean, give me a little credit here."

He smirked, realizing she was taking first watch, but unable to resist the urge to tease her a little. "You gonna shoot me if I try to leave" What if I gotta get some air or something?" The baby started to fuss a little and he jostled him lightly, almost by instinct, without even realizing he was doing it.

"Hey, if you present a target, I'll shoot it," she smirked back, her gaze flickering down to his a$$ rather pointedly before she was distracted by the absent-minded paternal jostling that calmed the baby once again. The look that crossed her face was a little inappropriate for the situation, though probably rather familiar to Dean by now. Who'd have thought that seeing him being all protective and fatherly would be as sexy as seeing him any other way' Clearing her throat, she chuckled, filling her pockets with shells for the shotgun. "Call Bobby, dude."

"You shoot me in the a$$, guess who's gonna be digging the bullet out," he retorted with a smirk. The mood seemed to have lightened a little from earlier, maybe because they were finally taking control of the situation away from the monster. He smirked again, his usual smartalecky demeanor getting the best of him. "I'm not sure he likes to be called dude."

She snorted with laughter, shaking her head as she took her chosen weapons over to the window, dropping onto one knee to keep watch and stay a much out of sight as possible. Deliberately, they had left the lights in the room off, casting no shadows that could be easily seen from the gloom of the parking lot beyond. "Well, I'm sure as hell not gonna start callin' him gorgeous," was her mild, smiling answer.

"You should eat something," he said, reminding her of the sandwiches they'd taken out of the diner and brought along to the motel. Once the baby had seemed to settle down, he took a seat on the bed and pulled his phone out of his jacket. "You can call me that," he flashed a smile at her as he punched Bobby's number into the phone. "Here goes nothing."

She wasn't going to argue with either of those suggestions, choosing not to distract him from making his call with another response. Leaning back from the window, not taking her eyes off the gloomy, half-lit darkness of the parking lot outside, she reached out with one hand to rummage for half of one of the sandwiches. Who said she was too stubborn for her own good?

As it happened, there were two voicemails waiting for him from Bobby that he hadn't noticed in all the excitement, and it only took one ring before Dean heard a familiar gravelly voice answer on the other end. He winced as the voice on the other end laid into him, chewing him out without even saying hello. The word ijit was used several times in reference to Dean and the lecture was liberally sprinkled with colorful phrases strong enough to make a sailor blush.

Dean let Bobby ramble on, until he was finished and then the two of them settled into a conversation that centered on what to do about the monster in question. This was followed by a lot of uh huhs and mhmms as Dean listened to Bobby's instructions, leaning over to pull open the top drawer of the nightstand in search of paper and pen to scribble on.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:23 EST
To her credit, Nim never took her eyes off the world outside their window, despite the intense curiosity that sparked in her as she listened to the incoherent buzz of Bobby's voice overriding everything Dean offered up until the younger man just gave up and listened. She felt more in control already just knowing that Bobby had obviously been contacted by Brian, that both older hunters had been researching while all hell was breaking loose on the ground.

Dean scribbled Bobby's instructions down on the paper, pausing to ask an appropriate question or two. From the direction the conversation was headed, Nim might glean bits and pieces of Bobby's plan. Once that was done, he wished them luck, telling Dean not to get himself killed or he'd personally summon him from the dead to kick his a$$, and the two of them hung up. Dean frowned at the phone as the man abruptly hung up on him. "Yeah, I love you, too."

Swallowing the last of her sandwich, Nim risked a glance over to Dean as he frowned at the phone. "He sounds like a happy bunny," she commented mildly. "Do we have a plan yet?"

"He's pissed I waited so long to call, but he's not here dealing with things," Dean explained as he tucked the phone back in his jacket. "Yeah, but you're not gonna like it." He tossed the pencil onto the nightstand and got off the bed to hand her the slip of paper with Bobby's instructions scrawled in Dean's handwriting against it. They were very specific.

She took the slip between her fingers, scanning the scrawl with a deepening frown. When, finally, she'd reached the end, she sighed, looking up at Dean. "Nothing's ever simple, is it?" There was no sense of watching from outside, not yet, giving her confidence to turn her back to the window, rising onto her feet. "Well, the wrought irons are in the bag on the bed, we've got the smudge stick in here," she mused thoughtfully. "I guess there's cord in the trunk, right?"

"There should be." He glanced at the window and the darkness on the other side of the glass. It was nearly the witching hour, as some called it, though ironically, it was always the witching hour somewhere in the world. One of them had to go out there and retrieve the cord from the trunk, and he was damned if it was going to be her. "I'll go. You wait here with Junior. If I'm not back in ten minutes, don't come looking for me."

As much as the woman in her wanted to argue, the hunter in Nim knew he was talking sense. There was no point in both of them taking the risk of stepping outside, and he knew the Impala better than she did. He knew where Bobby would have put the things that were still in the trunk of the car, the things they were going to need. "All right," she conceded, setting the shotgun down to reach out and take the sleeping newborn from Dean's arms. "See if you can grab the map, too. Kinda like to know how far it is to the river from here."

He waited until she set the shotgun down before handing her the sleeping baby, suddenly not too keen on Bobby's plan, wishing he'd called sooner so that they could have gotten things arranged before dark. "Nim..." he started as he handed off the baby. "I'm serious. If something happens, don't come looking for me. Stay with the baby."

"If you're not back in ten minutes, I'll bless the irons, I'll salt something I can use for a cord, I'll get the job done." Her eyes held his, willing him to trust her in this, at least. No matter how deeply her heart ached at the thought of harm coming to him out there, she knew what she had to do. Her priority right now was the baby nestled against her neck, the other newborns hidden somewhere beneath the city itself. She was a hunter; she knew what to do. "And I'll make that f*cker pay."

He wasn't planning on having anything happen to him, but he wanted to be sure if something did, she knew what to do and was going to do it; otherwise, what was the point of it all" He smiled grimly at the threat, confident she meant what she said.

"Don't worry. He won't get the jump on me twice. This time I'm prepared." He pulled the Berretta out of his jacket and flicked off the safety, before leaning in to press a kiss against her forehead. "Ten minutes," he promised, turning a brief frown at the infant he'd dubbed Junior, though he was no flesh and blood of own. "I'll be back."

Pale but determined, Nim nodded again, dropping back into her knelt position beside the window. Reaching out with one hand, she twitched a blanket off the nearest bed, dropping it onto the floor between her and the wall, gently lowering the baby into the little warm nest it created. Sure hands took up her shotgun again, watchful eyes turning to the parking lot. She had Dean's back, whether he wanted to object or not.

He darted a glance out the window, peering into the darkness. He didn't feel like he was being watched anymore, but he knew that didn't mean anything. Seeing nothing but darkness and street lights and a flashing neon vacancy sign, he turned his back on Nim and the baby before he could change his mind and crossed the small space of the room to the door, snagging the keys on his way.

Outside the room, the moon shone brightly in a cloudless night sky. It was a pleasantly cool spring night, at least in Dean's estimation. It was a quiet night, almost serene - the kind of night that messed with your mind and made you think you were safe, when nothing could be furthest from the truth. He swung a careful glance around, seeing nothing that looked suspicious, and made his way to the trunk of the Impala to fetch what they needed to finish the job.

If she had dared, Nim would have opened the window to get herself a better view of the parking lot, but she didn't know if the symbols she had marked would work if the portal they guarded was open. To be fair, she didn't know if they'd work while the portals were closed, either, but she was trying not to think about that. By her knee, baby Jonah gurgled softly, catching hold of the fingers she reached down to stroke his cheek to suck reassuringly. "Shhh, little guy," she murmured, her eyes scanning the darkness, silently urging Dean to get back inside the relative safety of their hired room.

It should have taken less than five minutes for him to fetch the things he needed, but this Bobby seemed to have re-arranged things a bit for some reason, and it took him a little longer to locate what he needed. Thankfully, the first thing his fingers located once the trunk was open was a flashlight, which he flicked on to get a better look at the trunk. He hadn't poked around in there too much since Bobby's arrival in Chicago with the Impala, assuming he'd find it just the way he'd left it, but it had been two years since he'd died in this world and things change.

By the time eight minutes rolled around, he was audibly cussing, but he finally managed to find what he was looking for. Dean tossed the cord over a shoulder with another wary glance around, before he shoved the trunk closed and went around to the passenger door to look for a map in the glove box.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:27 EST
Nim's eyes flickered to the watch at her wrist, acutely aware that Dean's time limit was running out. "C'mon," she murmured, her gaze returning to where she could see him poking around in the Impala. Her tension was rising, an uncomfortably familiar feeling making itself known in the pit of her stomach. "It's here." Her gaze sharpened, suddenly scanning the darker shadows with keener need, fighting the urge to yell for Dean to get back inside now.

Dean suddenly felt a cold chill up the back of his spine and instinctively knew time had run out. "Sh*t!" he muttered, forgetting the map in the glovebox. He'd look for it later. He climbed back out of the car, shoving the door closed behind him, but just as he was turning to head back toward the way he'd came, a large, humanoid shape lunged out of the darkness to pick him up by the jacket and bounce him off the Impala.

The creature moved faster than Nim wanted to believe. She'd barely seen it lunge from the darkness before Dean was impacting hard against his Baby. A pained wince touched her face, her finger almost squeezing on the trigger of her shotgun before sense and knowledge reasserted itself. Her shells would do nothing to the Witschatska, but the wrought irons in the bag would.

Dropping the shotgun, she scooped the baby up in one arm, grabbed the bag with the other, and lurched to her feet, darting into the bathroom of the hired motel room, closing the door and locking it behind her, sending a silent apology to Dean for this minor abandonment. Baby comes first.

Dean went down to the ground without much fanfare, stunned for a moment, losing his grip on the Berretta, which the monster then kicked out of his reach, a hideous grin on one of its two faces. The monster made another grab for his prey, grabbing hold of Dean's throat for the second time that day and lifting him to his feet, leaning close enough that Dean could smell his fetid breath.

"Stupid hunter. You think you can stop me" I am but one of many and soon there will be more of us than you can ever hope to defeat."

Unable to reply, his voice and his air cut off by the fingers that were slowly squeezing the life out of him, Dean fumbled inside his jacket for the iron knife he'd stashed there.

Nim tucked the baby hurriedly in his nest of blankets into the bathtub, trying not to panic at the knowledge that Dean was facing off with the Witsa-whatsit on his own, without the benefit of the only ammunition that was actually going to work on it. Tipping out the bag onto the floor of the little bathroom, she scattered bullets and shells and guns across the tiles, one hand scrabbling to grab a handful of wrought iron bullets as the other groped for the lighter Dean had left on the counter in here with the smudge stick.

Two things went through Dean's mind while the thing was slowly choking the life out of him - one, that he hoped to hell Nim listened to him and didn't come out here and two, that she knew what was going on and was doing as Bobby had instructed. It would only take a few minutes to consecrate the iron rounds and get the shotgun loaded, but unless he did something quick, he wasn't sure he had a few minutes. Fingers fumbled for the knife in his jacket, just as the thing opened its maw - not unlike the Leviathan back home - and got ready to chew his face off.

Nim wasn't thinking clearly enough for Dean's peace of mind. Instead of shotgun rounds, she'd grasped the wrought bullets best suited to her own Glock out of habit, sweeping everything else out of the way with her forearm as she snapped the lid of the zippo open, her thumb scraping to light the gas. Sticking the unlit end of the smudge stick between her teeth, she lit the bundle of herbs like a cigar, coughing violently as the sweet-smelling smoke filled her lungs with acrid burning.

Dean's fingers found purchase on the handle of the knife, green eyes flashing with hatred, even as the edges of his vision started turning black. Sheer will to live combined with a rush of adrenaline gave him the strength to shove the blade into the thing's gut - or what would have been its gut had it been human - twisting the blade before yanking it back out. An inhuman scream rent the night as the thing backed off, clutching its stomach and letting go of its quarry.

Dean dropped to his knees, coughing once to catch his breath, before he stumbled to his feet and staggered toward the safety of the motel room where he'd left Nim and the baby, hoping she'd had enough time to consecrate the rounds by now and blow the motherf*cker's head off.

The scream reached deep into the motel room, distracting Nim from her uncomfortable coughing as she dropped the lighter, pulling the smudge stick from her mouth, scattering ash across the floor. Her dark gaze darted toward the door, expecting it to burst inward at any moment.

"C'mon, c'mon, what are the words, you know this," she muttered to herself, shaking herself back to her task as she held the smudge stick beneath her handful of bullets, letting the smoke rise up and smother the wrought iron.

Dean stumbled forward, fighting to catch his breath, his throat and lungs feeling like they were on fire, the knife clutched in his right hand. He heard the thing scream behind him and stifled a shudder, wondering if he should lead the thing away from the motel room instead of straight toward Nim and the baby, but Nim was the one with the shotgun and the iron rounds, and he'd made her promise not to come after him. He had to trust in her and hope she'd done what was needed by now. The door to the motel room was unlocked, just as he'd left it, and he pushed his way inside, shoving it closed just as the thing lurched after him.

He opened his mouth to call for her, but his voice wouldn't cooperate, coming out in a hoarse whisper. Just barely managing to get the door locked, he turned to look around the room, and not seeing her or the baby anywhere in sight, he swung his gaze toward the bathroom and the door that stood between him and them.

"Nesika papa klaksta mitlite kopa saghalie, kloshe kopa nesika tumtum mika nem." As the sweet smoke wrapped about her fingers, Nim found the blessing words coming back to her. She didn't know why, all those months ago, she had made a point of learning a Navajo blessing, but it seemed as though whatever had inspired her to do it had been anticipating this moment. "Mahah siah kopa nesika konaway mesachie. Kloshe kahkwa."

She heard the scuffle moving into the motel room beyond the locked bathroom door as the bullets in her hand seemed to suddenly absorb the smoke that lingered around them. "Dean?" she called, dropping the smouldering herbs into the sink, dragging her Glock out of her pants and knocking the magazine free. "Keep it busy!"

Somehow, the rope was still coiled about one shoulder, but the Berretta was lost somewhere in the parking lot, and the thing was now banging against the door, trying to get inside. Keep it busy' Was she out of her mind" How was he supposed to keep it busy' Ask it for tea"

Her hands were shaking as she struggled to empty the magazine, scattering the unconsecrated bullets over the ash stained floor. In the bath tub, Jonah had woken up, letting out a wild scream of distress at the noise from beyond the locked door, the sense of unpleasant malevolence that accompanied the Witschatska wherever it went.

"Aw, c'mon, kid, now is not the time," Nim heard herself pleading as she forced the consecrated wrought irons into the magazine in her hand.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:32 EST
There was no time to think, only to react, and Dean turned back toward the door, putting himself between the bathroom, where Nim and the baby were and the outside door, where the monster was trying to get inside. He curled his fingers around the knife that was already dripping with the thing's blood, grasping it firmly in his right hand, but before he could ready an attack, there was a deafening crash as the glass in the window shattered inward and Dean instinctively flinched and ducked his head out of the way, turning his back to shield his face from the shards. The protections they had put at the windows and doors seemed to slow the creature down, reluctant to cross those barriers at least for a moment.

The shatter of glass came just as Nim slammed the magazine back into the hand gun, lurching up from the floor to wrench the lock back on the door. Dragging the barrier open, she skidded over the carpet on her knees to press the Glock into Dean's hand, knowing he would pull off a better shot than she could, no matter how beat up he was.

Dean felt a shard of glass cut across one cheek as he turned away, but he didn't have time to worry about it now. Just as he turned to face the creature again, he found Nim skidding across the carpet and shoving the loaded Glock into his hand. He wasted no time, raising the weapon and leveling it at the monster just as it was coming toward him. He fired off three shots in quick succession, point blank and with deadly aim - two to the chest and one to the head, right between the eyes. It seemed as though time stood still while the iron rounds shot through the air before penetrating flesh and muscle. The monster looked as startled as Dean when it realized it had been shot, just before it fell to the floor, black liquid that passed for blood oozing from its open wounds.

The thump as the thing slumped forward shook the beds. In the deafening silence that followed, Nim could hear movement in the room upstairs, realizing belatedly that the ordinary unaware humans in the motel had probably been woken up by all the commotion. "Jesus," she breathed out, leaning back against the wall for a brief moment, her eyes turning to be certain that Dean wasn't badly injured. "I'll pack up." Rising onto her knees, she crawled back into the bathroom, already moving to scoop weapons and ammunition into the bag she had emptied. They had to get moving, fast.

Dean wasted no time either, not really wanting to touch the body, but having no choice. He shoved the Glock and the knife into his jacket and shrugged the rope from his shoulder, going down onto one knee to start wrapping the rope around the dead creature's neck, finding it ironic that he was essentially choking the life from the creature, like it had tried to do to him. "I need some salt," he told her, his voice sounding even more hoarse than before. It hurt to talk, but he had no choice.

For a moment, it seemed as though she hadn't heard him. Then Nim slipped back into view, crying baby against one shoulder, the weapons bag slung over the other, and the container of salt in her hand as she advanced across the room to pass it to him. "Need a hand?"

"Yeah, thanks," he replied, reaching for the container of salt, making a mental note to thank her properly later. "You okay?" he asked as his fingers brushed hers, gaze darting quickly to the kid, then back. He knew they didn't have time to make small talk right now, but he had to make sure.

She met his gaze briefly, feeling the striking reassurance of his fingers against hers with a definite sense of relief. "Thanks to you, yeah." Her gaze flickered over his shoulder to where she could see cautious movement inside the motel's reception. "We're gonna have company soon." Bending, she caught the other bags onto her free shoulder, still gently jostling the newborn, trying to make him calm down and stop deafening her.

He followed her gaze toward the motel office, hearing voices and footsteps, curious onlookers starting to gather. The last thing they needed was cops with their questions. Better to be the cops. "Think you can distract them for a few minutes while I get Ugly into the trunk? Tell them we're undercover detectives and were looking into the case of a missing baby or something. I don't care. Just don't let them call the cops." Turning back to the body, he poured out a generous amount of salt onto the rope that he'd wound about the thing's neck, muttering a blessing she might or might not recognize in Latin.

Blinking in surprise at the sound of Latin falling so easily from his lips - seriously, was anything about this man not sexy' - Nim shook herself quickly, nodding to him. "Sure, I can do that." She turned to lay the baby on the bed again, hemming him in with the bags, rummaging until she came up with a badge that would probably at least make the curious and fatalistic bystanders beginning to converge on them step back. "Gimme a sec, they'll be out of your way," she assured Dean firmly, pulling the door open and flashing her own FBI badge at the onlookers.

"Nothing to worry about, folks, sorry for the noise," he heard her calling as she advanced, her arms spread wide. "Official business. If you can all move back, please."

Too bad they didn't have any caution tape. He made a mental note to ask Bobby to pick some up - it could come in handy at times like these. With any luck, the onlookers wouldn't question Nim and they'd be long gone before anyone was the wiser. He glanced over at the baby, relieved that the little guy was okay. The worst of it was over, he hoped. He felt something warm and wet against his cheek and wiped it with a sleeve, a dark smudge of blood on his jacket. It stung a little, but he didn't think it was too bad. His throat was killing him, but that, too, would heal in a day or two. The monster was dead, and they were alive, but they weren't finished. Not until they found the rest of the kids and returned them to their rightful parents.

Outside, Nim was actually rather surprised at the amount of control she had over the small crowd that had formed up. No one was trying to push past her. "Please, ladies and gentlemen, if you could all go into the motel reception," she told them, hoping no one was going to come to their senses and ask why an FBI agent was dressed like her, smelt like sage, or happened to have charcoal smeared fingers and baby spit-up down her back. It was a relief to know that the motel was nowhere near full - the small crowd of thirty or so was easy to herd into the motel reception suite by herself, closing the door behind her.

The voices outside quieted to a low mutter, and Dean smiled, knowing Nim had somehow managed to herd them away, buying him enough time to get Big, Bad, and Ugly into the trunk. That brought a small frown to his face, not wanting to desecrate his Baby with the likes of this, but there was nothing he could do about it. He got to his feet and yanked a blanket from the bed, wrapping it around the creature's body, and hauling it over a shoulder with a loud grunt.

Jesus, someone needs to go on a diet, he thought to himself as he lugged the literally dead weight out to his car. He glanced momentarily over at the reception office, hoping Nim kept them busy long enough that he could get the body in the trunk without anyone noticing. He had no choice but to leave the baby where he was, but the kid was no longer in any danger, and Dean only intended to be gone a few minutes.

Thankfully, Nim had already thought of the glass doors, pushing her way through the worried little group to make sure that in order to listen and look at her, they had to have their backs to the parking lot. Her explanation for the disturbance was less than satisfying, but apparently the badge had a lot more authority in the early hours of the morning than it might have had during the day.

But then ....she had just walked calmly out of a room from which everyone had heard glass shattering and gunshots. They were probably more scared of her than whatever it was she said she'd been dealing with.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:36 EST
By the time Dean had the body and all their gear hauled safely into the Impala, he felt nearly spent. He leaned heavily against the trunk, wiping the back of a hand against his bleeding cheek, the sound of the baby starting to squall forcing him onward. He pushed off the trunk, summoned by the baby's cry, and retraced his steps back into the motel room, pausing to look around at the wreckage, amazed and relieved - like he always was at the end of a hunt - that they were still alive.

A discreet glance out into the parking lot revealed that she didn't need to keep talking much longer, much to Nim's relief. "Again, I am very sorry for the inconvenience," she repeated confidently. "If you could all return to your rooms, the appropriate authorities will contact you tomorrow. I would recommend that you remain here until that happens." Well, she had to leave something for the cops to do, right'

Turning to the motel owner, who was standing there in his robe and slippers, she turned on the charm. Next task - get hold of any security tapes that showed faces and/or what had actually happened in the parking lot.

Dean went over to the small crying bundle and scooped him up in his arms, swaying the baby gently and humming "Smoke on the Water" in an attempt to calm him down. Hey, it had worked once before; it was worth another try.

"Obviously, Mr ....Jenkins, is it?" Nim made a show of checking a notebook that was in reality filled with rather surreal sketches before continuing. "Obviously, I'm going to need to take all the recorded surveillance from the past four hours. You will be compensated accordingly, as well as reimbersed for the damage incurred to your property." All right, so she was lying through her teeth at this point, but it was working. Jenkins didn't even bat an eyelid, moving to locate the discs she was asking for without a moment of hesitation.

If Dean had heard her at work in the motel office, he would have been proud, but at it stood, he was too busy soothing a rattled baby who was just as worn out as Dean was. After a few minutes of Dean's ministrations, which included humming, jostling, and finally back rubbing, the baby finally calmed and Dean turned for the door, glass crunching under his boots. He tossed a glance at the office, hoping Nim was almost finished. They still had to dump the body and find the missing babies, and he was dreading the latter more than the former. The thing had said he was only one of many and Dean wasn't quite sure what that meant.

"Thank you, Mr Jenkins, you've been very helpful," Nim was saying as she stepped out of the motel reception, a scan of the parking lot telling her it was time to go. She shook the hand of the motel owner, apologising again for the disturbance, and made her way across the lot toward the Impala, the security discs in hand. She bent to scoop up the forgotten Beretta on her way, tucking it out of sight where her Glock would normally reside, hoping Dean got to the car at the same time she did. She didn't really want to hang around too much longer.

Arriving at the Impala just about the same time as Nim, he pulled open the passenger door as he looked at her over the roof of the car. "Who's driving?" he asked, looking exhausted, but knowing she probably didn't feel much better, and the night was still young. The question itself indicated how much trust he had in her - the only other person he usually let get behind the wheel of his baby was Sam.

She met his eyes over the roof, realizing he looked as tired as she felt. But she'd had more sleep than him, and he had just been bounced around the parking lot. "I'll drive," she told him quietly, pulling the driver's side open to drop inside with a faint groan. Starting up, she waited until he and the baby were settled beside her before pulling away. "So ....river, and back to the hospital. Think we can get this done before dawn?"

He sank into the passenger seat, resting the baby in his lap, while he leaned his head against the back of the chair, eyes closed for a moment. "God, I hope so. When this is over, I'm gonna sleep for a year." He was clearly exaggerating, but it was a tempting thought. He shoved a hand through his hair as he pried his eyes open, leaning forward to rummage around for the map he'd been looking for when he was attacked by the creature. He frowned, as he remembered what the thing had said to him while it was trying to kill him. "It....told me something," he admitted, trying to remember its exact words.

She couldn't help a yawn as the Impala drew out onto the road, a vague memory of where she'd seen the Arkansas river on the map urging her to take the first turn east. "Don't sleep that long, I'll get bored if I can't work off some of this adrenaline on you," Nim warned Dean, deliberately smiling, trying not to let the shock of actually having an only half-dead monster in the trunk take hold of her mood. "What did it say?"

He c*cked his head toward her, one brow arching upwards. "You have something in mind because I'm thinking this just might not be a good time for sex in the Impala." Any other time, sure, but not with a dead body in the trunk and an infant baby in his lap. It wasn't just awkward; it was weird. "It said..." He licked his lips as he tried to recall, paraphrasing rather than repeating verbatim. "Something about being only one of many and that soon there'd be too many for us to defeat."

"I was talking about after we sleep, dumba$$," she laughed, rolling her eyes at him as the Impala rolled almost silently through increasingly wild scenery. Her hand groped for the map as she listened to him, her smile fading to a frown. "Here's hoping that's an empty threat," she murmured softly, glancing at the map as she propped it against the steering wheel. "Maybe I should bless some more rounds before we go exploring."

"Yeah, because you need to do everything yourself," he remarked sarcastically as he grabbed the map out of her hand. He was tired and cranky and sore - probably just like she was - and didn't really take kindly to be calling a dumba$$. "Keep your eyes on the road while you're driving my baby," he warned, unfolding the map to see where they were and where they needed to go.

"Oh, I'm sorry," was her deeply sarcastic response as he snatched the map out of her hands. "Would the lord high expert in everything who doesn't need a girl tagging along like me to just pull over and walk back to Chicago, or would he like to stop being a child while he still has a manhood to protect?" However easy it had become between them, yes, she was tired, she was sore, she was cranky, and she was still angry about that afternoon. Dean was on shaky ground with Nim, and prodding at her temper was not going to do him any good at all.

"My manhood?" he chuckled. "What are you going to do' Shoot it off" Wouldn't be much fun for you without it, now would it?" He just snickered at the ridiculousness of her threat. He turned the map to try and find where they were exactly. "Make a left at the next crossroads," he instructed, reaching over to flick the light on so he could get a better look at the map. He had an almost innate sense of direction and was pretty sure he knew where they were in relation to the river.

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:41 EST
Gritting her teeth, Nim bit back the words that wanted to rise - words that alluded not so subtly to handcuffs - in favor of just doing as she was told. She'd heard enough baby screaming for one evening, and an argument would only upset the newborn in Dean's lap more. Besides, as they took the smaller left turn from the crossroads, she could see the river ahead of them, glimmering under the moonlight.

He quieted, refolding the map and then giving up. No one could ever get those stupid maps refolded the right way again, not even him. He tossed it over his shoulder into the back seat, and looked out on the ribbon of gleaming water winding just ahead of them. He had to admit, it was a beautiful Kansas night with the full moon up ahead shining off the river, stars twinkling brightly. It was the kind of night where he and Sam would have pulled off to the side of the road, had a couple of beers, and contemplated life for a while. He turned his head at the thought of that, glancing in the opposite direction away from the river and his companion.

The silence that had settled on them wasn't the most comfortable, laced as it was with anger and grief and deep weariness, but it was better than the argument which was so ready to rise to lips better suited for kisses than sniping. Nim drew the Impala to a halt at the side of the road, beneath the shadow of a large oak, within a few feet of the river bank. She sighed softly as the engine eased down to stillness once more, drumming her fingers on the wheel. "Let's get this done, then."

Let's, she'd said. There was no let's. He was the brawn and she was the brains. He knew it was going to be up to him to lug the body from the trunk and toss it into the river. It just made more sense that way. Someone had to watch the baby, and she wasn't strong enough or big enough to do it. It had been a struggle even for him. "Yeah, okay," he agreed, wondering why they were mad at each other, all of a sudden. He laid a hand against the door handle, pausing to glance at the bundle in his lap. "Glad he's too young to remember this."

"I hope he never finds out what almost got him," she murmured in response, her dark gaze sliding over to the sleeping baby in Dean's lap. It hadn't occurred to her that her companion was going to try and stop her from helping him with the body in the trunk, taking the keys from the ignition. "We can tuck him up on the seat and lock him in," she said quietly. "Shouldn't take long to get sleeping beauty into the water."

Dean shook his head slowly in disagreement. "No," he said quietly, not liking the sound of that, for some reason. He wasn't sure why, but he just didn't like the idea of locking the baby up alone in the car, even if it was only for a few minutes. "You take him. I hauled Tiny into the trunk, I can haul him back out." By Tiny, he meant their half-dead guest in the back of the Impala, who Dean was hoping wouldn't put up a fight.

There was a dangerous pause as Nim considered arguing with this, taking a sudden, intense dislike to the way he seemed to be shutting her out again, determined to do everything himself. "Fine," she managed in a low, dull tone, trying not to express the hurt and anger, even in her voice. "We'll wait in here for you." Her hand reached across, offering him the keys as she bit the inside of her cheek hard enough to draw blood.

Ironically, he'd been thinking the same thing about her, and he knew if they were ever going to be partners, they were going to have to learn to work together and share the load, but he thought they'd done that. In fact, he thought they'd done a pretty kick a$$ job back at the motel, but he didn't feel like arguing with her anymore than she felt like arguing with him.

He plucked the keys from her hand and handed her their little bundle of joy and pushed the door open, pausing a moment to look back at her. "You did good back there, you know. Real good." He didn't wait for an answer before stepping out of the car and moving around to unlock the trunk, saying a silent prayer to whatever Gods in this world might be listening to please have Tiny still be dead.

Perhaps she should have warned him about what happened to her in the grip of the afterwash of adrenaline. Immediately after the violence of a hunt, her unpredictable mood could make even the most tolerant of hunters snappish with her. It didn't help that they both had legitimate complaints about one another, though. His praise would have pleased her, at any other time; right now, it felt patronising, a bone thrown in her direction to make her stop being difficult for him.

"Thanks," she answered him quietly, despite the way the door closed before the words escaped. "Not so bad yourself." Curling her arms around the baby boy, she settled back against the door, impatient and restless all over again.

The praise had been sincere, though it was hard to sound sincere when he was bone weary and his voice sounded gravelly and hoarse. Like nails on a chalkboard, he thought. Okay, let's get this over with. He looked around to make sure there was no one around to witness the dumping of a body into the river. Like that wasn't suspicious. He popped the trunk, not seeing or hearing any movement coming from inside. He pushed it open and poked a finger at the blanket-covered body inside, but again, there was absolutely no movement. This time when he hauled the body out of the trunk, he unceremoniously dropped it on the ground.

Even looking through the back window, Nim could see nothing of what was going on, the raised trunk hiding Dean and his burden from view. In a better mood, she would have climbed out to watch, even with the baby in her arms, but tonight ....Another soft sigh escaped her lips as she leaned her head back against the window. "Why is it one step forward and two steps back, kiddo?" she asked the sleeping baby. "You'd think being in love with the guy would make it easier to deal with."

Jo Winchester

Date: 2012-06-23 10:46 EST
He kicked a toe at the blanket-covered form, but again there was no movement, and he sighed in relief, bending over to tug the body toward the river. It was slow going and the thing seemed a lot heavier now that it had earlier, and Dean regretted not accepting Nim's help. He came into view as he tugged that body away from the Impala and toward the river, inch by slow inch, pausing once to straighten and stretch his back.

Movement caught her attention, and she turned her gaze to watch as Dean struggled with the body toward the river bank. It was galling to know that they could have done it by now, if he could only accept in himself that she was capable of doing more than research and protection spells. She had a feeling it was his protective side getting in the way again.

"I'm not any better, am I?" she sighed again, fingertips gently stroking against the sleeping newborn's head. "Too damned proud to ask for help when I need it, and I made things ten times worse with trying to impress him this morning." There was a pause as she looked down at the baby. "Why am I telling you this" I should be telling him."

He was practically too numb to think by this point, all of his attention and focus going to getting that damned body into the river. He wasn't sure why it was so damned important, but Bobby had said it had to be done. Something about the the salt and the water working to purify and cleanse, blah blah blah. He didn't really care how or why it worked, so long as it worked. He didn't really want to start racking up points on a police blotter just yet. Slowly but surely, he dragged the body riverward until he finally reached its edge.

He straightened again momentarily to catch his breath, remembering dancing barefoot in the sand with Nim on the shore of Lake Michigan. Had it really only been a few days ago' What the hell had gone wrong between there and here" Or was reality just setting in" There was no use worrying over it; at least, not tonight, but part of him longed for that innocence again, that sweetest of moments when he'd held her in his arms and knew that he loved her.

Even as his thoughts turned toward what might have gone wrong between them, Nim shook herself out of those thoughts, her own turning toward what was going to happen next. They had to get Jonah back to the baby unit before dawn, if possible. And after that ....well, the only way to find the thing's lair would be to search from that storeroom in the hospital basement. They couldn't pause until they knew what had happened to the missing babies, not now. Every minute counted.

He gathered the last of his strength, wading into the water and dragging the body along with him. He only went out a few feet, until the water was thigh high, before letting go, watching as it sank to the bottom of the riverbed, but then something strange happened. He turned, getting ready to slosh back to shore, when he thought he heard something and he turned back, worried Bobby was wrong and the creature had rezzed itself somehow. Eyes widened as he watched, bubbles forming beneath the water, the blanket floating out away from the body, as the creature seemed to dissolve like a melting puddle of ice cream right before his eyes.

"Nim..." he called, too late remembering that she was shut up in the car and couldn't hear him. He backed away from the dissolving mass of oozing flesh and bone, water sloshing around his legs.

She couldn't see what was happening, only aware that Dean had turned back to the river before backing away through the water once again. The backing was a worry. Her hand scrambled for the door handle behind her, letting herself out of the car with Jonah curled, protected, against her left shoulder as she drew the Beretta from pants with the right. "Dean?" she called quietly, her voice wary with uncertainty. "What's goin' on?"

"What the hell..." he muttered as he reached the shore, seeing nothing left but the motel blanket floating downstream. He heard her voice calling from behind him, and he knew he should answer. "Nothing....I..." He broke off a moment, scratching curiously at his head.

"I think we melted it." He thought he said it out loud, but he wasn't too sure. Everything seemed surreal, the product of going too long without sleep. He doublebacked toward the car, suddenly wanting to put as much distance between them and this place as possible. "Let's go."

"Melted?" What a sight she must have made for him, staying behind the car for the sake of the tiny baby resting against her shoulder, yet more than prepared to shoot the gun she was aiming over the roof of the Impala. "Well, I ....I guess it's not coming back, then," she murmured thoughtfully. "You wanna drive, or take the baby?"

He narrowed his eyes at the gun pointing his way - well, riverward anyway. "You wanna put that thing away before you hurt somebody?" he asked, a little more testily than he'd intended, not bothering to answer, but climbing into the driver's seat without a reply. Driving was the only way he was going to be able to focus his mind and stay awake, and he needed to feel the steering wheel beneath his hands, the pedals at his feet. The Impala was real and it was something he was familiar with and could control.

Again, Nim bit hard into her inner cheek, flicking the safety back onto the gun and tucking it away in her pants, moving to walk around the car as Dean dropped into the driver's seat. She hoped he was just tired and cranky, knowing it was her own weariness that was making everything he said hit home quite so hard right now. Everything he'd said in the last half hour had hurt and she couldn't hold onto the anger to keep that hurt at bay.

In silence, not trusting herself to speak anymore, she folded herself into the passenger seat, drawing the door closed, and curled there with Jonah, her eyes trained out through the window. It was going to be a painfully silent drive back to Wichita.

((And if you managed to read all that, you deserve a medal! :grin: The Witschatska is dead, long live the hunters! And hopefully the babies they still have to rescue. UBER MASSIVE thanks to Dean's player!))