March 30th, 2013
A normal day, filled with family and friends, and a lot of laughter. It had been the only gift they could give to the misplaced little boy who had ended up in the wrong time and place, and Jo was glad they had. Despite Artemis' objections, she had insisted that they have that one day to spend with the little boy, and barring a couple of bumps in the road, it had been a good day for everyone there. But as the next day moved on into the morning, there was no more chance for excuses and delays. He had to go back, no matter how reluctant they were to let him go.
Rubbing her aching back absently, her other hand rubbing the swell of her bump as well, Jo waited in the main room of the Singer house with the others for Artemis to appear, sharing a wry, resigned smile with Ellen. They didn't want to send that little boy back to live his own lifetime, but they knew they had to.
"Now then, little man," Jo said as she looked down at little Dean. "Artemis isn't as used to us as Ares is, so she might be a bit stand-offish. She's definitely on our side, though, okay' So there's no need to be worried around her."
The boy, too, felt an odd mixture of excitement and anticipation to be going home, mingled with sadness and regret, but he was going home to his own time, his own family, his own life. As welcome and wanted and even loved as he'd felt here, it wasn't where he belonged. He belonged a few decades in the past with his father and Sam and the Ellen and Bobby and Rufus of the past. Still, he couldn't help but sniffle a little at the impending goodbyes. He nodded his head up at Jo, tears threatening again. "Okay," he replied simply.
Crouching down, she reached out to hug him. "I'm gonna miss you, little man," she admitted, a little tearful herself. "But I know you're gonna be just fine. You and your Sam, and your daddy, you are gonna do great things."
He wasn't so sure about that, but he knew he'd do whatever he had to do to keep his brother safe. "Will I remember you, when I go back?" he asked, sensing he probably wouldn't because all of this won't have happened yet or at all.
Drawing back a little, she managed a smile for him. "I don't know, sweetie," she told him honestly. "I think it'd be better if you didn't, but maybe you'll remember all this like it was a dream. And that's a dream worth having, isn't it?" She could hear voices in the kitchen, assuming that Artemis had arrived in answer to the call Bobby and Ellen had been working on for the last few minutes.
He heard the voices in the kitchen, too, and knew it was almost time for him to leave. He threw his arms around her neck again, stifling a sob. "I'll try to remember, if I can." He paused a moment, as if afraid to say what was on his mind. "Will you remember me?"
She was glad he couldn't see her wet eyes as he threw his arms around her again, squeezing him gently in spite of the ache in her back and belly. "Oh, sweetie, I won't ever forget you," she promised him faithfully. "I will always remember this special little man who came by to teach me a little bit about how to be a mom before I had to man up and actually be one." Thankfully, she was smiling as she pulled back to brush his hair from his face. "I'm never going to forget you, Dean. I promise."
"You're gonna be an awesome mom," he told her, smiling through his tears. It was the first time he'd used that word to describe anything before, picking it up from the man who was and yet wasn't his future self. He surged forward again to wrap her in a tight hug, whispering for her ears alone, "I love you."
Caught up in another hug from the little man in her arms, Jo let him hear her sniffle as he whispered three little words that she had half been hoping to hear before he went. "I love you too, little man," she whispered back to him, kissing his cheek as she stroked his hair. "Not a goodbye, okay' It's see you later." And she would hold on tightly to that kind lie until he was gone again.
A quiet throat clearing from the doorway alerted them to the fact that Ellen couldn't hold the others out any longer. "It's time, sweetie."
He wasn't sure what it was about her that had so thoroughly captured his heart. Ellen was like a mother to him and had been ever since his father had dumped him and Sam on her doorstep, but there was just something about Jo, something connection he couldn't understand or explain. In his own time, he'd end up falling in love with someone else, but maybe it was this first touch of affection that had opened his heart to that love later on. "It'll be okay, Jo. I'm gonna make sure everything is okay," the seven-year-old who would one day help save the world promised her, too innocent to understand how that promise might end.
"I know you will," she assured him, pressing a last kiss to his forehead before moving onto her feet, his hand in hers for a little contact as the others moved into sight. Ellen, Bobby, Dean ....and with them, Artemis, who was the only reason little Dean was there in the first place.
Apollo's twin sister was still looking a little beaten up, evidence that when Olympian fought Olympian, it had the same effect as human on human. "Are you ready, small human?" the noble-looking woman asked in a solemn tone.
The younger Dean suddenly had a feeling he knew what Dorothy felt like in the Wizard of Oz when she'd had to choose between Oz and Kansas and say goodbye to all her new friends before going home. Was it just irony that he was originally from Kansas, too' "Yes, ma'am. I'm ready," he told her earnestly. "But can I say goodbye to my friends first?"
"Of course." Artemis nodded to him, a good deal more patient than her brother, it seemed. But then, she was a hunter herself - the Hunter - and she understood that patience was a virtue.
Jo smiled down at little Dean, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. "It's your show, sweetie."
Given permission to delay his leaving long enough to say goodbye, he looked up at the faces who were looking expectantly back at him. What were they expecting from him' Were they expecting him to cry or be brave" Which should he say goodbye to first. There was no question who he's miss most - Bobby and Ellen would be there when he got back, and Dean was part of him, or he was part of Dean. It was Jo he was going to miss most, though he wasn't sure if he'd even remember her, except in his dreams. "Thank you for saving me and for baseball and hotdogs and ice cream." He'd had a small taste of normal, if only for one day, and it had meant everything to him.
"There's those manners we worked on," Ellen smiled, moving to hug the little man herself. It had been a long time since she'd had a small boy or two to hug and love, and it would be a few years before Jo and Dean's son was old enough to give these kind of hugs. She was taking all she could get. "You fly straight, honey. And kick it in the ass."
The boy hugged her back, smiling a little at her praise, remembering the lessons she'd been trying to teach him back home in his own time. Apparently, she remembered them, too. "I'll try, Aunt Ellen," he promised, swallowing a lump of tears and having to remind himself that he'd see her again soon.
"You do more than try," Bobby broke in. "You give it everything you've got and never give up. Got me?"
"Yes, sir," the boy replied soberly.
Bobby crouched down and wrapped the boy in a fatherly hug. "Proud of you, kid. You give 'em hell, you hear?"
A normal day, filled with family and friends, and a lot of laughter. It had been the only gift they could give to the misplaced little boy who had ended up in the wrong time and place, and Jo was glad they had. Despite Artemis' objections, she had insisted that they have that one day to spend with the little boy, and barring a couple of bumps in the road, it had been a good day for everyone there. But as the next day moved on into the morning, there was no more chance for excuses and delays. He had to go back, no matter how reluctant they were to let him go.
Rubbing her aching back absently, her other hand rubbing the swell of her bump as well, Jo waited in the main room of the Singer house with the others for Artemis to appear, sharing a wry, resigned smile with Ellen. They didn't want to send that little boy back to live his own lifetime, but they knew they had to.
"Now then, little man," Jo said as she looked down at little Dean. "Artemis isn't as used to us as Ares is, so she might be a bit stand-offish. She's definitely on our side, though, okay' So there's no need to be worried around her."
The boy, too, felt an odd mixture of excitement and anticipation to be going home, mingled with sadness and regret, but he was going home to his own time, his own family, his own life. As welcome and wanted and even loved as he'd felt here, it wasn't where he belonged. He belonged a few decades in the past with his father and Sam and the Ellen and Bobby and Rufus of the past. Still, he couldn't help but sniffle a little at the impending goodbyes. He nodded his head up at Jo, tears threatening again. "Okay," he replied simply.
Crouching down, she reached out to hug him. "I'm gonna miss you, little man," she admitted, a little tearful herself. "But I know you're gonna be just fine. You and your Sam, and your daddy, you are gonna do great things."
He wasn't so sure about that, but he knew he'd do whatever he had to do to keep his brother safe. "Will I remember you, when I go back?" he asked, sensing he probably wouldn't because all of this won't have happened yet or at all.
Drawing back a little, she managed a smile for him. "I don't know, sweetie," she told him honestly. "I think it'd be better if you didn't, but maybe you'll remember all this like it was a dream. And that's a dream worth having, isn't it?" She could hear voices in the kitchen, assuming that Artemis had arrived in answer to the call Bobby and Ellen had been working on for the last few minutes.
He heard the voices in the kitchen, too, and knew it was almost time for him to leave. He threw his arms around her neck again, stifling a sob. "I'll try to remember, if I can." He paused a moment, as if afraid to say what was on his mind. "Will you remember me?"
She was glad he couldn't see her wet eyes as he threw his arms around her again, squeezing him gently in spite of the ache in her back and belly. "Oh, sweetie, I won't ever forget you," she promised him faithfully. "I will always remember this special little man who came by to teach me a little bit about how to be a mom before I had to man up and actually be one." Thankfully, she was smiling as she pulled back to brush his hair from his face. "I'm never going to forget you, Dean. I promise."
"You're gonna be an awesome mom," he told her, smiling through his tears. It was the first time he'd used that word to describe anything before, picking it up from the man who was and yet wasn't his future self. He surged forward again to wrap her in a tight hug, whispering for her ears alone, "I love you."
Caught up in another hug from the little man in her arms, Jo let him hear her sniffle as he whispered three little words that she had half been hoping to hear before he went. "I love you too, little man," she whispered back to him, kissing his cheek as she stroked his hair. "Not a goodbye, okay' It's see you later." And she would hold on tightly to that kind lie until he was gone again.
A quiet throat clearing from the doorway alerted them to the fact that Ellen couldn't hold the others out any longer. "It's time, sweetie."
He wasn't sure what it was about her that had so thoroughly captured his heart. Ellen was like a mother to him and had been ever since his father had dumped him and Sam on her doorstep, but there was just something about Jo, something connection he couldn't understand or explain. In his own time, he'd end up falling in love with someone else, but maybe it was this first touch of affection that had opened his heart to that love later on. "It'll be okay, Jo. I'm gonna make sure everything is okay," the seven-year-old who would one day help save the world promised her, too innocent to understand how that promise might end.
"I know you will," she assured him, pressing a last kiss to his forehead before moving onto her feet, his hand in hers for a little contact as the others moved into sight. Ellen, Bobby, Dean ....and with them, Artemis, who was the only reason little Dean was there in the first place.
Apollo's twin sister was still looking a little beaten up, evidence that when Olympian fought Olympian, it had the same effect as human on human. "Are you ready, small human?" the noble-looking woman asked in a solemn tone.
The younger Dean suddenly had a feeling he knew what Dorothy felt like in the Wizard of Oz when she'd had to choose between Oz and Kansas and say goodbye to all her new friends before going home. Was it just irony that he was originally from Kansas, too' "Yes, ma'am. I'm ready," he told her earnestly. "But can I say goodbye to my friends first?"
"Of course." Artemis nodded to him, a good deal more patient than her brother, it seemed. But then, she was a hunter herself - the Hunter - and she understood that patience was a virtue.
Jo smiled down at little Dean, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. "It's your show, sweetie."
Given permission to delay his leaving long enough to say goodbye, he looked up at the faces who were looking expectantly back at him. What were they expecting from him' Were they expecting him to cry or be brave" Which should he say goodbye to first. There was no question who he's miss most - Bobby and Ellen would be there when he got back, and Dean was part of him, or he was part of Dean. It was Jo he was going to miss most, though he wasn't sure if he'd even remember her, except in his dreams. "Thank you for saving me and for baseball and hotdogs and ice cream." He'd had a small taste of normal, if only for one day, and it had meant everything to him.
"There's those manners we worked on," Ellen smiled, moving to hug the little man herself. It had been a long time since she'd had a small boy or two to hug and love, and it would be a few years before Jo and Dean's son was old enough to give these kind of hugs. She was taking all she could get. "You fly straight, honey. And kick it in the ass."
The boy hugged her back, smiling a little at her praise, remembering the lessons she'd been trying to teach him back home in his own time. Apparently, she remembered them, too. "I'll try, Aunt Ellen," he promised, swallowing a lump of tears and having to remind himself that he'd see her again soon.
"You do more than try," Bobby broke in. "You give it everything you've got and never give up. Got me?"
"Yes, sir," the boy replied soberly.
Bobby crouched down and wrapped the boy in a fatherly hug. "Proud of you, kid. You give 'em hell, you hear?"